Everything you do is huge!

and you know some people tell me when i go to lectures sometimes the rabbi catches me on the outside you know they tell me scare them scare them tell them they're going to get home i'm like why should i say something like that why should i scare somebody you think that's really going to make it you know i have something more scary to tell you you know that any second mashiach is coming any second this is not a joke it's not an invention it's not a fairy tale it's happening we're going to live to see it whether you believe it or not and you know that when mashiach is going to come each and every one of us is going to have a meeting with the king and they're going to put you in the room with the king and the king is going to tell you hello what's your name where you from what you do for a living and then he's going to ask you the million dollar question what did you do to make me come faster now you better come up with a very good answer because if you don't have an answer what are you going to tell him give me a minute i was on facebook trust me you want to come up with a very good answer to tell the king oh i used to wake up every morning i went to dominion and i gave charity and i learned torah and i helped people and i had guests in my house and i did this and i did this oh i did everything you know what's going to happen is going to get up and shake your hand and tell you thank you thank you for making me come faster and that's more real to live all day long and thinking whether maybe one day i'm going to be barbecued and getting home that's not the attitude that's not the right thing if you think of every day what am i doing here how am i bringing the redemption faster it can happen any second we're actually very late we're very very late we already passed all the dates that's it there's one a huge wonder why machete is still not here must be a good reason maybe he wants to be kind and he says okay maybe another jew will do chuva today get another one on the bus but the reality is that we have to live our life that every second of this life i can utilize it to something good or not forget about the reward in the world to come forget about that then we don't do that forget think of this moment i was hired by the master of the universe to be put in this world and to do something to pull diamonds out of this world now i'm just going to tell you one more thing and we're over and then you can start your interrogation but you know i want to tell you something that each and every one of us each and every one of you more to say was personally picked to come tonight you did not come because you saw a flyer got an email the heavenly court was sitting today with the invitation list and they said he's coming he's coming she's coming you know when people wanted to come and they couldn't they couldn't find a babysitter they couldn't find a ride they had to work they couldn't get off everybody was on the list whoever was not on the list did not make it today and whoever was on the list is in this room and whoever got up and left in the middle was half on the list they didn't want him to hear the end nothing happens by chance you should consider yourself vips you all got invited to come here tonight only so you can hear what i have to say now the funniest thing is i lived now in america for 18 years hashem i moved to israel last year but i couldn't get one thing in this country a very weird habit in this country and i could not figure it out every time there's a holiday there's a sale memorial day 90 off labor day shop all you can veteran's day 80 percent why why can i get a sale on august 22nd why do i have to wait for the holiday oh no it's an auspicious time so we want you to spend money i couldn't figure that out but the reality is that god also has auspicious times sales we call them etraton the same way that you have here black friday you have 24 hours you can take the exact same product for 90 off a second passes after the deal back to the original price so god also has these auspicious times this on that you grabbed something for discounts tonight isn't it it's an auspicious time because you were invited here tonight each and every one of you to listen to what i have to say and to walk out of this room now it's in your hands you can either leave this room tonight and say this guy nuts or you leave this room tonight and you're saying maybe he's one percent right what am i doing tonight to change my life so tonight i'm going to say crochet and tomorrow morning i'm going to wake up in the morning and do the funny cup i'll wash my hands and i'll do the morning prayers takes three minutes and if i don't pray every day then tomorrow i'm starting to pray i'm going to start putting fill in on every day and if i don't put if already do it then i'll do it with a minion and if i don't with the minion you make a whole list and you're saying what can i do much much better tonight not next week now don't look at me and say that no i'm never going to be that you don't have to be that it's my choice you know when i lived here two years nobody even knew i'm religious no yamaka no beard no tzitzit nothing i still packed in 100 meters about every day everything that came into my mouth i said a blessing i finished eating i said another blessing my thoughts my pattern of thoughts the whole day was different more pure thoughts not to look the wrong way not to lie all the time and the point is is not how much this is not what you don't do is how much you do and how you do it a lot of people tell me listen i'm not really observing so what's the point what is one got to do with the other people will tell me i'm not observant so i keep shabbat or i don't keep the whole shabbat so what does that don't do anything one has nothing to do with the other even if you don't observe the whole shabbat you still have to look at you still have to do certain thing you don't have to you want to do it 100 but if you can do 100 and do two percent or do 10 or 20 it's not what you don't do it's how much you're doing when you do it already how much love went into the mitzvah how much excitement went into the mitzvah what's what's the intention into it i have a problem with lying so tomorrow instead of lying a hundred times not lying 99 times and the next day like night line and day times but you constantly want to work on yourself and reduce the bad and add the good and nothing that doesn't make any difference one little act it's huge in the eyes of god one time you closed your mouth from gossiping one time you closed your mouth i'm lying one time you said okay i'm not gonna cheat right now i'm telling you parties in chamin they're opening champagne bottles from the excitement and one time you decided not to lie so every little thing you do in this world is massive huge you