Essence of the Spiritual Life

I guess I see the absolute essence of the spiritual life as is the Belzer or the bub standing under that HOA after the war not making any the bras and everybody's saying what are you doing what are you doing the man's going to it's going to be the next day there for like an hour people getting mad people leaving something's wrong did the whole research and they found out the and kala were related they weren't allowed to get married what was it in him that gave him the courage to stand there what was it in him that said like something's wrong something's not I go her what are you doing I crazy rabis I can't violate there's something I cannot violate so the essence of the spiritual life is is where is that in you how do I find that I don't have the courage and it's not courage it's auna you have to get to the point where there's something in you that you trust you have to be able to trust something in [Music] you