Ep. 50: The Rebbe’s Farbrengens Were Our Life — And Are Accessible Today with Rabbi Zushe Greenberg

‏urense nobody not because there was no time was urcy was urn ‏more welc ‏inspired by the way green how are you thank you for invting me to speak here and looking forward looking forward as well let's get right into it so we ‏in another family member of yours on here I don't think we discuss so much recently been asking before I get to the individual little bit about the background ofumt so maybe you can tell me a little about your parents and your father and the background of that yeah sure my pleasure. ‏My father I mean I was born in Russia I was the youngest member of the family was born in former Soviet Union and my my father was born in Romania when he was 12 years old he and his family run away to Russia from World War 2. ‏all long story but not going to it and arriv inent inkent my grandf was a in in city looked for a place where he can put his boys two boys 12 10 or 13 whatever it was and he foundad that's how my gunfather foundad inkent and and that's my that's my my father and my uncle ‏my was my family ‏in my fatherose toad and toad and he took into it connected and he embodied it and hid and then then 1947 he tried to run away from r ‏was able to be part of the work the sent families the left for the last you know me first sent out families with kids with babies and by the time it came my father it was too late they went with another way and it got all in trouble and he end up basically in jail ‏a 25 years sentence to go to for arsh labor in in the gul in Siberia and and after six and years it wased years in months and in jail my father decided when he was arrested that he is going to a Jew in his mind nobody survives 25 years in ‏ation strong decision will be will only will keep no matter what and it was a very very it cost him a lot this this decision and it's a lot of stories about it tell you in short I mean the every day if you didn't go out to work it was ‏days morning was taken to the confinement delegation he was sitting there for daysesday wednesdays came ‏again Thursday Friday again you don't go out you back to the confinement Saturday confinement was a metal bed or something was a very cold walls it was leaking it was freezing Siberia got the amount of the bread that you get you get in the regular when you're in a regular cell you get of it in in solidary confinement this was going on almost for two ‏sick hospital in hospital inil when he was in the confinement he was so skinny that he was able to see the food going down to his body he was able to see what he eats how skin he was and there was a doctor jewish doctor ‏decided going to save them and she told them right home type of shots and they gave him the shots and was very very sicken got out of it because he was sick let him go no no he didn't go anywhere nicht he got he got out of his sickness of the sickness of the sickness and then he went back to jail then came ‏leaders made with the prison guard you letber not he will go out he will make himself like he walks but he not going to work my father is to go out to the work place labor place where they did whatever they did with electricity and used to go from it was a very very big ‏place is to go from one place to another very fast one side to the other look like he busy running somewh to do something and to tell himself all time shes he should not forget because somebody will ask him help me help me with this help me with this he should not forget and to go from side to side a whole day and people ask him where you going oh this mr mr so asked me to do this to bring him this from the other side of the camp side of the labor ‏and survived every never as I understood the gang leaders appreciate my father of his honesty never did a fight is to come to him to ask him what you say who is right and he used to tell him the truth and he couldn't care less what would be the outcome even if they kill him he has to say the truth and finished and they appreciate therefore they st up for him and they kind of helped them to survive with keeping ‏That's what was a similar thing if you decide to keep you basically eat nothing because the soup they used to serve in jail they used to throw bones inside obviously not k was bread and water and pieces of sugar to get for things like this used to collect the pieces of sugar for you think understand many years even ‏The mat came too late. It was different stories how the bottom line is he was he was he was not eating homets. He was surviving and water and sugar pieces of sugar and and that's in once my brother law wolf from Odessa asked them is anything in life that you regret that you know what he told them was unbelievable. ‏He told them you know one time I confused with the dates of and I started a day early and I finished a day early basic and he on this day and when he said that he in his eyes that's regreted in life then that's a good background to understand who was my father where he is coming and what was his personality now in my father's world ‏said that's what the is there is no argument there is no nothing nothing the discussion is over de second and later when he came out from jail after six years in in months it's amazing just to out my my father lived to be 806 years in months it's like there is a lot ‏longer that's in any case another years exactly you know there is a story about n laser nes he came to the rebe when he was 17 told him should go there the rebe I'm tired I want to relax I was in jail for 20 20 years in jail count to be years old then you see in any case my father after came out on jail he came to mas and he met my mother was story my grandf was even he wasn't actually most of end up to ‏and even the grandchildren came from families notavers many of them became the next generation the next generation and and they got married there my father and obviously if he didn't walk in jail you can imagine he didn't walk when he was outside of jail and he was very out to find the job because he was he was a prisoner he was already a criminal to begin with and andu but after i was born a few months ‏is invited rot people may even less people think for yes yes yes ‏New York Times the table comes to the but other side my father there in the picture they plan to ‏my father was before that actually turned over my grandfather family family he was the oldest son my father that he influenced his younger the boys my unclean who just passed away inad and my unclean in rom ‏K. ‏There was noor in in the hofs to go to school and for every you didn't go to school was a whole nightmare and my girlf wrote a whole book how much was fight there to make sure that are not going to school because they keep interview with so he described this yes yes yes and he was a part of the same group of families yes I think ‏Then finally my father came to the he in entered in all the way completely was it was like that's what his life was all about and he connected the discussion was all the way. ‏that to me a little bit because I met somebody once told me I was I was in he says his parents or one of these families that came paid for the trip they came in I don't know exactly what happened to the family afterwards but your father it seems he became from that from that moment so you want explain that a little bit I mean I thinkes from one ‏My father was not regular guy in jail if you ready to sit infinement not regular guy that you end of the day every story of story yououch ‏inck my father need explations need anything he was right way was was therefore his all life was a life of g to him mean anything to דרך אגב ‏anybody father people anything other ‏up that was only the community not everybody wasidish and that my father many time confronting people who likeidish and he tried to say this is the that's what going to happen in and finished and nobody could argue with them and to tell him ‏crazy this to in Rusland go back to Russia to this came and my father them because from point of view if I wasn't impressed by the Siberia by this whatever you telling me like didn't mean anything it was entertainment couldn't care less what they say you're saying explains that those in Russia had neis but now don't ‏Russ you know after my father passed away I was in I took somebody to tell me I was friday night by after your father and he started to talk about your father I couldn't believe that was talking to and he said something very interesting tells me many came from they were keeping ‏about r you know they caring the r he was always happy he never looked back nevered what happen was really interestingsation about my father that was the personality and wasור ‏Hups america who organed it in Israel in my father I remember from a very young age walking with my father and my brothers and all the way to the used to do it in middle of the night in there is no bosses you have to walk and you we walked for probably 50 minutes or an hour 3 in the morning the old families walking on the streets and going to ‏punishment was if they wake you up to go for and that was the all life in my house it was all about there was nothing first of all there was nothing there was no money for anything and and but the only thing that matter is going to the going to the re and he went a few times to the re every few years i don't know exactly but from my father went every tshirt to the reb ‏the beginning from keeper and later became smarter a little earlier a little earlier a little earlier and for later for that was his life and we for this for this the only thing he had money for is for this he didn't have money for this either but you know all I remember in us to come back to give us you know for present ‏America everybody came back was mid of then he came back he the suitcase we all waiting to see what get back took the ble and everybody you understand this is the gr ‏That was the only thing was exting was available was my home if needed to remember came up they arrive with a big min of push and bringing boxes of push all the was with push it was it ‏sleep 12 kids because in the main room people to come into my father my father was giving out check peopleed to checkes to come to my house many people to come in and my father sent other to go to check in other people's houses then to come bring bring it for to check this they came they came back from the the going to houses the visit a few houses the check they ‏take of the father we neor then people walked into my house every night until 11 12 o it was not a private home was a public home was nothing to do with us was a house or an apartment it was an apartment house apartment also started a hater ‏the wased by many years before years before my father but my father was keeping the going because it was a time theer was very small was 13 children in the older and quar of that was the green family then that was that's why then my father was trying to keep it going and was told me actually my father came me ‏my father then what I mean to say is my father was raising money for the and the was in the and obviously kids make a mess and ‏was every ‏and my father like pillar and unbendable and nothing changed it nobody could change it and used to tell all these guys my best I wish you that your kids be such that they will teach you lessons and that's actually what happen all kids of the parents who many times fighting this the kids ‏my father my father was all was allose even those fam you know under the influence of ‏influence is very strong you have to be made to be living in a different world not to be influenced by that okay so he he came every year and he brought kids with him now my father started from he discovered then you can take a child who is younger than 12 years old ticket ‏take my famous in Alaska because my brother was already older and he was not ticket he took he said take and he went he went with to the re and was also born h from day one as you know you should know andactly ‏movie of the by the and was without sound until then in there was two pictures from the re black and white from the nobody nothing about you the hookups hooks ‏number video was more than ‏my 15 years old America because we didn't see the 15 ticket he went there and my father stayed in from the age of 15 he was in forever until he got married till ‏My father took me I was 11 years old he took me new york of years my brother and by me I went with my father I went for because for keeper keeper was born keeper my and was keeper could go for keeper then wash for me I went ‏I remember we arrived mid7 the place is full I from far and somebody tells me look there I was 11 years old and right after the my came down from the bleaches from the side and me up there and I was from there b there and everything and that was my first introduction to the but we came close to the end of theing ‏was over my brother me upstairs me upairs to see the to his room we made it to the room before the made it the room and the i saw the living and that was i remember the next day I remember when the came out to to make the to go out from to ‏remembering was people my other wasining and raining standing in for long time the standing outside of the 77 also waiting for ‏in the standing with them in the came back in and then remember the was in 77 before every time every time put down ‏turn around toch with the end and encourage everybody and it was singing before every after everying to and I remember one time in the midle somebody who took pictures and the turned ‏in second place under the was and I was close it was such a shock the whole thing and somebody says somebody said for somebody said something for I don't ‏un may people do them later ‏Yeah. ‏singing nothing and it was like I remember like I remember like it was happen but the was also remember there is also video was unbelievable ‏dancing unbelievable ‏unes I was put the kids in the under the table I was also under the table there and I remember the very short maybe two three times and the back to his place and after few dar was such in ‏peopleing over people on the floor the is buting floor is and it was impossible to pick him up to to help stand up even ‏and the bim broke the they told theim to go out and they broke the windows of theim because in the it was unbelievable chaos was in7 a level you cannot even imagine and i was out i didn't go out with my father i don't think my father found me when he walked out just i just walked out the whole crowd was pushed out and i remember outside ‏Somebody standing describing the looks white down the chair and he very white and can imagine the and people talking and running and then I was standing outside for a long time to see nobody and I remember the they took out a bed a stretcher from the from the ambulance and they made right announcement the microphone the speaker ‏of the show announc was and then the first night I remember going late late late at night I remember the came out to the and he came back from the and they said the encourag ‏very few people the people the fear everybody was very concerned and people standing cing was then remember the next ‏ist nicht miten Schminno ‏the was every good every piece of something that came down and said everybody was uplifted by the way that was the problem in base people thought it's a second l and they didn't realize the differ between a heart attack and a stroke. ‏He saying the was yeah the was like wanted because in it was every few hours was a little better the doctor came the did this did this even small things but you know you hear something there no the same situation but and it was and I remember we went to we in everybody was asking ‏sincerity and the prayers of people capit ganze gek everybodyed to know hows and remember second came to ‏gesagt music makes tanzen ganze Zeit singen wen ganze Zeit ‏Der soll sein gesund spät mir gesund ganze Nacht getan der Rebe ist gesund mit father to eat 5 in ‏All was 77 second day was remembering verbringen empty breaks you kills you everybody finally I don't remember who came down ‏K think I think after make announcement can imagine was given out in minut I don't remember how much time everybody what the says and the moment the said you see it video I remember so clear the ‏der geht expression dancing was unbelievable gestand und getan people video remember clear think you are clapping ‏I remember the I understand the crying in the he is getting chcked up because was basically missing the he said that spoke for 35 minut but this you could hear the rebe talking and it's not like Jer sagt der sagt gesagt you rebe ‏ch atmos rememberos outside the all sidew nobody stand outside should be for the and and then it was a picture of this in journal the picture take off everything of 770 was closed up shouldn't be noise downstairs of the ‏alle Sachen will ich in one minute if you side of the table outside connections because nobody was all to stand and ‏expecting of a table was sitting by the door the table was the size of the door and behind the ‏curtain was curoses up the room sitting by the door with and everything and everybody passed by you know it was a line but you couldn't hear what the speaks was a little space between one person to the other and what you could hear after all you were able to remember before us pass byovi and talked to him about the you made that used to began ‏something like this I don't remember exactly something like this but then came to the my father gave his pan everybody had a pan took the pan and he spoke to my father I don't remember what he said and then I gave my pan and the gave me a dollar and he told me and the was sitting and I was standing ‏somebody70 goes after no else did those right that time nobody else did no right I never about that interesting ‏desbing people exactlying table you write you right but it was a different level because the was able to speak and to pick up and give you and to take it was undert when you saw the sitting by the table he looked completely healthy understand he spoke clear i he the ver clear and loud it was not like we could even hear what the ‏people was you go back home a different world that was my first experience I mean the first time I was by okay 11 years old so meanwhile you start going toiv Israel yeah I mean then when I was 13 I went to in Lud and then inad yeah ‏So you came to the next time the next time I came to the was I came for I was 17 years old I came I came for that was a whole different experience there was I was 17 years old I came for the whole I came from before fromes it was a different world and and then it was then I really got to know what my what I was lucky ‏and two knew 770 they knew to stand especially my brother is he made sure that should have a place for everything that I place I next to him then it came to to the move tshirt told me come here stand right here don't move don't let anybody push you then it was for for a place next ‏I went I was covered I was like I know to go to stand and every time I get explanation before wason stuck everything it was all different experience for me as a boer and I remember K you know the first time from the it was unbelievable experience after K not only squeezed physically ‏over face over the finished picked up the was so serious and every was so you see the face ‏that made it was moved 100 serious every move made so strong and so clear and when you you see such things see engrave this in your soul a bus a b as of the world and that's it there is nothing on earth and and every time and you ‏years after years you every time if you see by everyone interviewed enough people the first time people come see the in such a way you it puts you in a different place it picks you up and puts you in a different world it's like remember there is a steins outside book when he came the first time from the rebe used to tell people you saw the rebe ‏K nicht sein. ‏machen mit unbelievable the moment70 in a different place all theances all the matter all the fights over your place before the came in that's it everybody ‏about the walked in the room elevated the room the walk told you that doesn't matter in everything is everything is important everything there is a urgency in the world and you better be a part of it we don't have time for nonsense nobody told joke to the I'm sure even before not because the didn't want your jok ‏was no time was urgency was ur in minut people theyed out the told them there is a story guy in clevel sold his house a doctor sold everything to isel ‏He goes to the go back to Cleveland. ‏back isld remember and7 ‏May gesagt gesehen ist gef zum Ven einziges most of the people ‏in the habat neb never saw the rebe when I was a kid never then he came back and he told an amazing storyed to tell he says he was when he came to the before he will tell the about his lov they promised me this and they promised this and they never delivered and I was so disappointed with him I'm going to tell the who are his people in Israel they good for nothing this he told the story in ‏for and then he says the door opened he walked in and the gave him such a smile that he said in this minut to himself I'm going to talk to the father against his children and he saw everything that he plan to tell the disappeared in one second and what he and he said the told him do you have a picture from your family a ‏personest all things remember verbring ‏How is the world going to how going to the world because you come out from you land down from the moon the goig buildings about the buildings how is going to happen but that's the feeling when you come to you stand every ‏Okay. ‏friends with me together we could talk could anything der ganzeukim der ganze der ganze von reben ‏goes back and turns around the old thing but especially the state of the be and you see how like everything is out for and everything is like the face the theation of him the wrinkles of the reb from you see leber is not leber it's not you come you blow the sha it was a holy leanish case and the same thing is ‏get ganze keeper everything and by I used to stand my father used to a place by the make a medal tabl iron tables ‏people and ‏the to say the answer at least what I saw I never dear to anything I never talk to the ever I was never said to the never by nothing I I told label to say something I never talk and label because you label you know sometimes he said that wanted was so busy with a million people but I never spoke ‏How you something like this you know sentence catches the sentence sometimes it doesn't remember that remember the answer to that's what I saw but I saw the knowes by by the you face the face is like this very close ‏you stand the table was a narrow table and you stand your bent into the table because everybody pushes you very very close to the but interesting stories time was going to later ‏I mean that was and after I went back and then I came back again for was the old then was already I already know what's going on and I came to old class 20 years old I was 19 was 19 and it's interesting ‏Kind geht noch 20 after ‏not no I came to early that I came when I was 19 people that came by time most of ‏went earlier to they knew what's going on. ‏It wasn't like there were no newers almost to coming the age of 20 but yeah came when I was 19 and then I came to stay that was another world I mean it's a different you every every day in every sh and you learn and you7 and I came to the time of the case before the case after discover after the ‏die ganzen Sturm ‏oder not good in dates anybody saying in advance if mistake my mistake not going to compete with anything not claiming to know everything exactly I say what I remember I make mistakes then the meeting with the lawyers remember ‏hours everybody came out and came out and you saw that there is something very serious going on and you didn't have to go there you to see the face and by everything you saw that the le constantly there is anxiety that as it got closer to the remember the ‏Second time with the lawers was right after remember correct in the library the second time was inachten it was in the library for some reason I was outside the rebe I walked on the other side of not in front of the other side I was walking and I saw the reb coming out from the library after the meeting and going back to his office70 and the walked by himself it was dark it was getting dark ‏I was outside I don't know I was there and it's not like I waited for the should go out I no idea the I just there and the walked out and he went to 770 basically didn't go after the himself ‏was not there all the way to by himself nobody was there it was in the place was pretty empty maybe a few other people in corners but and it was the slowly but many times like this but you saw every day what mean like that walked let say walked to the library from the library when ‏go fast to go relaxed a little I mean thinking like ins in lost in if you want and as opposed when the came downstairs was quick yeah was to walk in first yeah exactly yeah you're actually reminding me something interesting I don't have to go by order right it's hardc ‏I don't know why I ended up by the few maybe I don't remember why the time I mean many people but many didn't earlier or late I mean was the bor of but I'm sure many many people went because the ‏remember also to the I don't remember I was there when the arriv to the only time I was when the arriv to the obviously I was outside the came out from the car and the went to the oil he was so bend bended like angry and he walked slowly pulled he pulled took one up of the side of the other ‏and wasing something happening what's going on and I went back to 77 and whole day I was wondering getroffen what is going on could wait until I saw the walking derben in one way story and was such in afternoon ‏gesund ganz mit die ganze ganz sturm was hearing people differentes ‏very true and one story can tell you where I saw it was the as I told you the to the because he was got bent more and more fed in by the oil ‏And you see you saw the rebe's face you see the rebe is very serious no question about it and it was everybody going to be the case and it was it was very stressful time in 7 because the is stressful everybody stressful the m in 7 was dependent on one person gesag is gut ‏die ganze Welt schmeend ‏was happy about everybody was happy was only for American I think it was around I think this was the yearov took from ‏remember and remember gan ‏was therapy was everything for the was person remember to tell the story first time the story myer ‏Osten down stressed repeating ‏from this you can imagine what was going on the seriously many years later about jovem was a lawer was from the israel government of he told somebody that interview he told them the called them to talk about the case and this guy told me he הרבי היה מאוד מודגר was very bor not to say מאוד מוד הוא היה מאוד מאוד מוד מאוד מאוד מאוד מוד and this guy never said anything about the like give out secrets but from his conversation told this younger man who interviewed them and he told them how the wased you can imagine what was going on there is stories was in the in the car 45 minuting the end and then things you saw the shabes I think it was it was kiss before the case and it was it was put a bottle maske for that was the dinner of he came over to the and he started to tell the rebe he could but he told the rebe that he wants not to give something like this not to give testimony you there I was there I was there I was ‏could more upset and more upset not usually you get upset you get tired you relax got more and more and more and the thinking they want to tells what you from this incident this ‏was how important because if you want to be this can take out the ‏physically personally that was ‏Klev don't remember when I don't know if there is your or not remember to learn to go whenever the come back to come back before the coming back70 every ‏is back to also earlier to make sure to be to be then we went to ‏hours if I remember correct now maybe that's what I hear me that they installed lights by the remember gesagt and the is light right was I think there was never ‏couldary mayor came very late ‏the morning every goed. ‏Yeah. 6 in the morning was in 770 full with people to say the gun steing because that's the day that supposed to give testimony the stress was unbelievable in the came and said to give testimony until later you heard that was a deal but one thing does have to go to it was a hug ‏in verbring upstairs the main star of the verbring wasto schemelche sachen zuen was die gelu von die ganze mee aber ken had really unique ‏estibil point a place completelyal without having to stress now keeping that going over the years obviously taken a ton of effort and recently some financial ‏backal financial like this one so close to the really belongs to all of us right now we inviting you to step in and become part of historic partnership when you become the manly taking ‏means equ over.orgary partnership today. That website is kchim.org for bringing up all night. ‏It was really unbelievable for and and that was and then the case started kiss I think kiss and since then the reent every day to the oil every day what means the rebe goes to the he does the same day he goes to the and then he goes to the and he comes back at night basically especially in the winter comes back at night a day after a day after a day you saw it ‏in the face remember the come usually to the 315 after min was 315 after was theing of the of the singing everybody singing turns around then goes to every day late ‏Mining after the after I remember stand very close turning around at that time there was no be if I remember there was no be in mechanical the stand on the floor and he looked at the standing very close the eyes were full with tears and you saw ‏unbelievable specifically that year that year and everybody the with the together when you see the you that's you see it every day again remember one day the go to the car was ready the car was ready about to ‏upirs clean up the table to put on the table like a little stander to move the stand I think it was still the little stander to put on the table like a stander and it was a mess upstairs was not ready to clean up all this forum and organiz everything that should be able to everything was done in minutes and ‏von von Paris verbringen mit der remembering about it is dependent we can ‏sa to the how much more could supposed to do but you know before you don't know that after it it was a sh in7 to go every day to because of the cour case to see in court to take ‏the I remember to see back from the day after a day festing and driving the in the car you need understand you drive the in the caragine what me to take the in the car and it's raining it's winter dark and you drive ‏to look at it looked like finished right after go straight on that was office was closed it was the case officially r announc announc that officially not allowed to ‏I went syllable understing the place and not all to make a good impression the soldiers nobody mov the wrong way to do ‏little impr time when it was if I remember correct I was there when the George listen watched the testimony the position and again I knew somebody told me watching I knew that's what happened now or I remember when you able to see it ‏No, it was nobody was able to see it. And I remember when it was I was a few things that better not to talk about them happen that day in the court. I was there two three times I was there but I wasn't there a lot I was not allowed to go. Number two, I didn't know how to go. I didn't speak English. I didn't know anything. ‏every to one of the people was today English to stand listen to the and literally every day was Friday the go to Friday instead he to go to Sunday even there was no cour on Sunday the to go Sunday instead of Friday ‏No, weeks it was Sunday instead of Friday 99.9 may 99.9 ‏ember spino rito weeks the spoke about and it was clear what theing about and ‏nicht gesch basically ‏in general in general specific me sch verbring the stress of the all the case the famous ‏was about in gesagtimes anybody was ‏der speaking der nicht pain nicht soll nicht ‏stressful time and theve was need understand because it was such times then the was even stronger when I look today verbring von der lam videos ich kan das ist gen verbringen der gen strengt und friches und ‏K der unbelievable for daysable ‏Sch was but because it was to ‏for good sping is veryen 100% people given like the ‏for die ganze Welt nicht gedacht in atmos ‏later over little bit about a little bit of the fus the came out I remember the came out one day from 770 one night going stpping before he goes down the three steps down went out of front of centry the opens the bag he looks for something hees ‏you know to go out every time every to take a with mail with walk to the to the he goes goes up goes down to the gets in the car and thenudinsk runs to take runs back to the rooms out the glasses forgasses in the house in the office in that was wednesday ‏Tuesday Wednesday night if came out and almost I was right behind the minute later second later I wasn't in front of the I was behind the was walking up the stairs the front7 he walked out of 770 out wased out of g was ‏was going out 770 and somebody was I know who is I forgot his name took the re actually fell on the on the railing from from the side it was after the first three steps yeah it was after the first three steps going out on 77 he fell and the gave a strong look and the touch them and the went down like nothing happened went to the ‏and nobody wasing outside because people standing outside everybody wasiding andiding behind to see the me very slow the was thursday and the was going to it was maybe don't ‏was going to th and remember to came back from the it was a little better because the water may did the pain may little less and then the of nail and came was bad and it was and they tried to do this and put the tables here and tables there and frid the became if I remember correct maybe maybe I mix up one day but I think I think this ‏But but again I make another disclaimer if if wrong don't send me nobody should send me emails. I don't mind to be wrong. It's okay. I never came to say the time I remember everything. Then Friday night was the the climax the came down to 770 and the everybody singing yeah and the Kenish G every step makes a face. ‏impe all faceched from pain every step was pain was every pain was terrible pain not just pain step the is going everybody and you try to sing and the gate come gate step by step cann make it and it took maybe 10 minutes got from the back from the door from the back door all the way to his ‏and then the way back tables. I remember I couldn't take it was in Friday night I saw the walking in and I went to the class. It was it was too painful to see it. ‏painful and then in the morning I remember that ganze move to the closer closer how to make it and how to do it then if I think it was told them I don't remember who said what and whom and ‏upstairs and was standing right by the door we to stand in middle of the week to stand the other side basically by the door going 770 the same place and went back to his room for and they made tables in the in the in the in the lobby the can put all done to it and for the back the same place and I remember one thing I remember very ‏zu den verbringen verbringen down the stand across ‏the camera from staying underneer stand but when the came up the be the walking it was terrible terrible every step wasting was very painful was very great pain there is no question about and the down and the was ‏Me verbringen der basically explain why neisch gewen so baden die ganze verbringen ‏in the second picking up from underneath and putting down a nepin that in his end was holding a nepin in his end like this foring for pain and you saw how his end was a little he relaxed the pain relaxed and because also they tried to organize the rebot underneath they put ‏terble in midle the relax ‏And then was I think was the the long of was this was the famous famous and remember later the maybe al in the whole life was invested in the but they say I never kind looked it was the longest ever that's what they ‏ger noch longer mit die ganzen Sturm bei der speak noch stark noch mehr ‏was very strong what was it in my opinion again my commentary in the morning put glasses only time putes in public think I remember big papers I don't know what happenes and this ‏von in direction ver laut gekocht und verbessert in the ‏Sunday everybody driving away ‏von der von der train station Monday morning biss may for session I don't know was Monday morning little better in outside since then the rebe started to come into 770 from the ‏from the driveway until then to go from the front since then you to pull out the car all the way to the back and the to come out the door and go the few steps and go in straight inside that nobody he should be able to go slow and nobody has to see and can take his time then I remember used to be a girl who should go in for the for the that one time I went also then the was standing on ‏steps upstairs coming out wasaby in the remember after the finish the door was opened and label came in the walked in and label came in after the re I was standing from above I was able to see the re walks in in a second he puts down ‏the bed and he rides way takes start to take off the everything was not wasting a second that was in the half a second have a minute before the door was closed you understand bu label the moment he came in he closed the door right away then in this minute i saw out the rebe doesn't waste a second he walks in he walked in actually he walked in fast walked in puts down the c right takes the gle like everything went flying ‏not normal wasting the wasening upstairs there was no because all the wasen but even only time you can see on the video a little bit out you can see you can see you can see and i remember even even even even even the was upstairs ‏I was inside the permission to go in coming for one year they go in and I sawing I saw the very close and the was standing and you saw the changing fit the is lining and lining and laning but you see the it's out for him to stand changing the and this force and this and bending ‏leaning on the stand and was even even the tiny s was thursday if i remember correct because was i think remember correct and was upstairs and and the came down and then the was upstairs ‏ups up until now was this was upstairs the first time unbelievable things in hours and hour remember nacht everybody wasing maybe verbringen think ‏Sunday and was to see maybe will be maybe for like the first was saying was a huge disappointment disappointment huge disappointment everybody wasing like was painful painful ‏atmosing was not it was inspiring for bringen was very the world said ‏Then then what I me to say is and but but then the dollars was a big thing the gave out dollars for many hours because they brought all the kids from schools and from and everybody came and it was the second time the second time but I remember upstairs was ready for forening and I came in I came I came early I'm standing in in the old way upstairs waiting ‏was so excited later money for to go to the of theam ‏gesund der wird gesucht von der mix ‏remember minutover ‏to and such a way that to like encourag the singing on one sideourage but you see how move one foot this side one the other side trying to avoid people nobody should see that not walking straight but you could see that it's painful for the long walk but since then the start go downstairs ‏back gan usually the to go slow because of this time to go slower should have to go because the to go with him if go slow very slow should be easier for the to but since then in my opinion ‏from good the videos you see thes like this all and I think the reason is because of the force never before I'm telling you sure enough you argue with me that I'm not going to argument that's what I basically ‏Volv until was gelbt waren everything together mix ‏Zach in general and everybody was felt it look back today make sense level of the fighting auf deres auf der make ‏generation mention less and more and ‏dan ‏That's the one time that you said everything comes from the time contradiction is noting going crazy sugar daysally the first few days the gnished ser later you if ‏Ja name Gbos den sein ‏Ze should take so long whatever sein to go back to sign that every will come back permit for year this thing made me physically sick I was laying in bed with fever I was sick from the idea of going מס ‏friends in long islanding seing came into the car said ‏seing car wasing and ‏was my connection ‏in any case I came back to I was very very midle of der noch after micron ‏ster bork mit mit wow pushing go and remember to make usually was the day celebrating ‏gemacht machen was not and then it was days later was time in time oh my god if i would survive would remember somebody runs into the rooms jumped out of ‏Bun downs from fire and I come downstairs gescribe was coming joy and the celebration I ‏was very ser very ser for one reason I don't know why this you know to stand to see the go out from the room to the elevator and then run down to see the comes out from the elevator ‏was so fast almost gave him such a look ‏die ‏People didn't see it but I was behind them. ‏I was I was above the step that I was able to see the cook you understand and you listen to the last I decided to listen again to the seriousness and such it was it was more to be desired you ‏like everybody understand what he talking to the coming from but you see it and that's ‏was all days next day ‏after after my tv came back from upstairs and then about sending the nil will seoten die ganze bagan intermion 77 down bringing the p bringing money was ‏and before the came out to go to they took outs 12s if I remember correct in the car and the left man outside serious maybe even more the crs and the excitement was unbelievable every day was something different that was it was clear that was special days very special ‏verbringen se geschme verbringen correcting ‏Somebody was before you the guy before you came to you never understand you push yourself and you then and then came bas came from the but everybody remembers in the ges but the real part of the most beautiful part of ‏story story med start invented around anding it and driving everybody crazy to sing it in in the under the the magnet what called and and ‏could never basic ‏in general story relax ‏people ‏was in the room the room is a speaks about not somebody invented believes in it and agrees with to me auf der wasn't the first time was the last ‏expression expression for example ‏deren gesagt what the meaning of the one positive thing was a sentence that's it one sentence but if you listen you know people verbring ‏video times and discover every time every expression of the in the of the unbelievable this is one of the things I want to ask you about maybe you continue what you say a question please it seems that besides being around the you also made effort ‏to be able to listen to every and every and did it properly. Maybe you can talk about that a little bit. ‏Listen came involved I always listen to even child I remember for example was l of the years I remembering in the story ‏die ganze every time von der ganze meifen verstanden very strally ‏more complicated and longer and to hear because microphone takes effort the hardest part about espcially spor is to keep al to keep the trend of the to understand to the other and not the connection to be able to understand this is very hard ‏So if you're watching listening just like make a mental note that this is a bracket brackets go for a long time and he doesn't say now going back usually not but you have to make a mental note that's the beginning of the bracket this is the end of the bracket and and connect later speaking back to what you said before and takes the same idea further and further and it's very ‏I always you know you what we7 was never in ‏label to the latel that's it to go out that was the everybody to pass by knows when everybody coming to print every contest 100 but what was our connection verbring we forbring on that was that ‏was ouring that was everything our life know there I think it was I think he was a little boy he was a I think it was and somebody told the Fred kind of take care of attention something mitgen mit my ‏needs to need solutions give example a few examples ‏drinking coffee wife as much about issues in this lem ‏name ‏gesagt sich alle story alen let me is the verbring verbring ‏bringing you standing listening to him not telling what you good for you it good for everyone but agenda think about the verbring an unbelievable invention nobody forbring before that this verbring derri such verbring never existed only by the derbein s ‏S f hours und der sagt und verbringt und sinkt und der sagt noch und noch blazen you know you came out the verbring you in now it was easy it was not easy but everybody wanted to be there of the people of the didn't understand English or understood only English understand only French only Russian ‏of the crowd in a good day underst how many I don't know the point is it was not easy to be nobody invited you to fight your place for life finished ‏af kind of no place people desert one of you can give you love your friend חי if you don't die cann give your the same person would you in his house for a month for free and give you three times a day meals and take care of you bring this is my place and that's it I don't want anything then being with the and everybody was there many people understand but being with the in the same room it was unbelievable ‏Pony gesche all von der ground in different world verbring all connection verbringen verbingen right after the verbringen then is the espcially later after of ‏the started to speak in a lower ton was much to hear the verbringen the effort to not to miss anything was so strong after the verbring I was exhausted I was dead and to be and then to sleep then came at night was not a lot of was there enough jaobson ‏I mean was afternoon to Israel countries after I think 3 ganze WB next verbring enjoying verbring ‏from last week and worrying about your place for bringing of next week lerally a whole week you are going with the feel maybe you will have a place or you not a place but this this thing what I mean to say is this idea the is the only thing that we still from the alive think about this there is no videos and no videos and no videos from the freed ‏the only videos from tapes is the rebees midle of the will take a lifetime to listen to everything and somebody me is around videos from verbing 100 forbringers video you a video to be a hid in my opinion if you want to really the want to be really connected ‏isingarpressionar thinksar speaks learn everything the life can you father father left you vide and audios and you ‏Would you not learn his language to be able to understand what he says able to enjoy what he says he said so much and and it's not like the moment you learn you train yourself into it it's in the beginning the moment you train yourself it it's the best enjoyment it's a pleasure to listen to now as I told you before in the beginning the lam are unbelievable for bringing ‏I remember when I saw the first time the video from I could sleep the next I a few times speaks fire inspiration for generation ‏Energed encourage people dan unbelievable the louder I must admit but stilling that ‏regular regular enough time and understand the understand you could ‏ingred ‏sleeping sleep anybody else sleep could bre ‏und sich laster was ‏was depends on the for example remember the is geser it was gesagt slowly explained it and was remember was enjoying every minute of it was depends on the remember until today the fire then I remember until today I ‏do living to but teaching the Jewish ins that brother is editing every week comes ‏teaching to people I never language the says in the people teaching giving things like this stories about the people this is obvious das ist wegen die Sachen absolut ‏gift place ‏voice are so lucky that we have the voice the voice I heard a recording of not person that listensing while he work the guy was about so speaking says I asked him you says no says I have a question why you you listen to the same one or it's different one no it's different why you listen to the same one ‏you anyways no no every time it's a whole everying is a whole new thing not the same thing right beautiful I never story beautiful exactly this and I never I talk to anybody that's what I do I watch videos on the rebe in the rebe and can tell you that a day you the in a different place it's not that if you don't ‏anybody everyone in my opinion ‏Detroit ‏einflanzen alle video in ‏gesagt every example then I to my father my father never told us what to do I mean what he told us we never did ‏to get upset late to drive him crazy and I didn't help him nothing changed and what he didn't tell us what he lived we did and therefore people trying to tell the children I'm going to learn with my children this and it out just be a I don't watch videos that my child should see that I watch a video from the reb I video my kids are sleeping ‏of us to be to be there is somebody there is usually expression is the apple doesn't fall far from the tree this is ‏R in general did the inspired for example more so ‏inspired more minut okay so i have a question ask you going backwards everything you said is ‏in America don't take it heart take heart you mentioned about you know from base you know it's already how do you how does that correlate with the whole murder starke and as the years goes on stronger and stronger and the way spoken the ‏verbringen als jetzt noch geht und crazy ‏was very strong espcially ‏in הרבי מתפל ‏zum sch lat ‏ist verigeren. ‏I think was the raising money was opportunity to bring it sein interesting jumping around place to place in sister sein derben der second von der second pageem ‏part of the one time started on the second page went back and repe only the was in ‏singing ‏Basically we felt like we wasted the time the all bring you can see it on video doesn't make a face if he likes it or not around the could stop the singing in a second you know like stop the singing by every would just look ahead for a minute would be quiet one second stop it not only this the thinking was really motivated ‏kind of singing and was two long ta front of the somebody wasting the strong ‏K what you do you got wrong basically guys you got ‏langage ‏I don't need the moment every was busy convincing ‏to become finally to be maybe the signing maybe this maybe was for nobody wanted to the people by accident they get wild and they do something stupid and the is upset even the in people thinking nobody wased everybody was thinking ‏M was all the time ganze was ‏contin and ערב טוב שקורצד נצח make anybody nobody talked about it was thinking about י שבטן schon gekuchten שב 77 microprible feeling maybe some ‏at what is going everybody alone is brain the old atmos ‏depressing life was so that one day feel good day when you think goodb you never measure it one day looks amazing smiling beaufuls ‏slow down the roller in the years unbelievable right was never before and never after the not standing ‏minuto was minut may minut everybody to go and everybody going back was over to dancing i think he also did even years like because he want the dance to much the bottom line ‏became in the midle was it was unbelievable this year the danced and the you can see how the re is going around makes circles up and down up and down ‏die ganzen going to know I don't have the look on the people I was back to ‏made and since then every was beautiful amazing was never ‏I was by the was a different world even the dance and the to fall down still remember by day but I came back I just left I left and I came back ‏I was keeper in the first time daven service and ler keeper report to the new first time in the history was services in sol and the gf day after keeper days after keeper and I only discovered the tears later maybe told me maybe I don't remember ‏book me by the new booking me what do I י בצלו הולך בכל זה יהלו הולך בכל זה buter actually was this my was came with me you need understand I speak one word in English going to services don't speak English kind of minion the first day we had a minion second day was no minion was disappointed you know the second train ‏no gorn all theer newer i prom going to beer i don't be myself prom peopleer keeper ‏community was unbelievable community and came with me to be in a motel we had nothing we rented a motel the motel doesn't even exist today was like a party room two rooms gornished and we b you know every starts ‏keeper I bought it my brother was on the services and we had a minion for everything it was unbelievable I didn't expect anything like this keeper this but after keeper I went to New York right after keeper a day later I think my friends mention before he got married a day ‏in the morning after was the night before the night of the chair in front of the chair regular chair the should be able to bend down it and all of the was almost make he was collecting strength ‏encouraged to ‏is doing and label goes behind them and making the end like this day everybody's going on was prayer soll sein gesund sein gesund was understand was ‏was the answer for together it was one big mix exactly what to do to bring no I'm telling you go where the be of the isending other happen do ‏the world was impossible to do a ‏Body cameulag biser zber ‏Don't do ‏Lig remember was in wasing verbring and then whole day I was in Israel up 3 in the morning we day standing in ‏in the as I told you before wasamp nobody wasniced very hard from everybody sagt von sie 100 mal ‏The rebe didn't rest for one second and the older the got he walked to give you an example to I be nacht was hier gesch was myself I decided I'm going to count I have your how many times to the times ‏I think how many times then I counted another book of what do you think how many times at least twice a week so days to days take of take of days for kids every ‏L ‏ganze mit after the dollars der years old not capable for such things 88 what was ‏and remember was out of the cont it was freezing cold night it was l night70 the expansion could stand 770 to go stay outside people standing with babies crying bei nacht säge nacht freezing cold waiting to ‏was sleep time nicht wen urgency you get to become part of high life is ‏canense you can be today as much as you actually7 anywh in the world okay I think on a high note ‏zum ‏Sei gesund.