English — מאמר ד"ה בראשית ברא תשט''ז, הרב שמואל אבצן שנת תשפ"ה

this finishes the of which in a way is a to the previous year of a very similar that it wasn't just this went on till went on through which makes it possibly one of the longest longest I don't mean by the amount he had that more but the longest in time would go is really happened maybe another one or two times would be the start the next next went on for a very long time unlike the the previous three three which started speaking the same Indian one going on for half a year a year two years there four years plus were more maybe a month most TI would actually be two the beginning of and end of before after but here they went for a for for a while this was in t so was basically like almost the whole winter full winter of and then went back to you see which on that is which is on started stopped the middle printed before was so the whole fall winter of out this and you can say one this was by in the middle then they came back at different times but you called start and and then he was in he wasn't in Russia then he was in Poland and somewhere they came to and told it's too deep and not there they didn't really know this is what you're talking to the and he stopped stopped in the middle they never heard about it they was very unhappy the was unhappy about it said something to the degree of that we're giving diamonds or pearls and then says no what's the how do you stop this in the middle so I said what's the is you this throughout TI especially this my what's the what would be the main inion there's no wrong answer yeah right one of the is that between one yes and another yes has to be from one entity to new entity there has to be an what you could create yes yes which we know as but then it's not a real new yes it's right like you take take turn into a so already that so you didn't make a new you just gave a you he just brought a new is the same but the already lies in the is already is also potential but yes yes you need that's then comes says not just yes yes really it's yes yes it's not enough that you get rid of the first yes to go to the next yes because it's it's not really getting grid if the ver of means okay so the first yes disappears and the second yesh appears so you need for the second yes to appear but it doesn't really work that way because if that's the case that then what do you need the first yes right are we saying that once there's a once there's nothing anything can happen so any yesh can appear so there's no connection between the new yes and the but let's say goes from B to so he had to different 40 100 to forget everything he learned in in order to learn that's the sil why do you have to forget everything right imagine a kid going from fourth grade Toth grade so you tell the kid in order to understand year something like huh it's fourth grade that's fifth grade California so right say you have to forget everything you learn to go to the reason you're able to go to is because you learned PR B here we have to forget everything why you have to forget everything and the P be is then then level one brings you to level two but if you're speaking about so here what you know what what he learned in BB is only going to confuse him right it's only going to confuse him what he learned in you have to forget everything he learned in BB which is it's a different style of learning it's forget about that now you're a to learn F that's that's all over here's the shist so are we saying that ABA would have been better off if he never started off in bubble meaning so if the has to forget everything has to forget everything he learned before come like a clean slate so bring a kid to always have y the they had is that the ver he has to become nothing nothing and now anything can happen or or there is epure here right meaning yet the sign Li had to change and that to be totally put on the side but he didn't come to with somebody doesn't have a brain doesn't know how to learn doesn't know how to open a saf right right so we understand that we are coming from stage one and going to stage two be a complete but but ultimately one does lead to the other through the process of I so why am I saying this so you say yes I in yes if the is okay there's one yes we want get rid of the first yes we want to get to the second yes a num so just let the the so let the first yes disintegrate let it disappear there's nothing here and now the second yesh appears but then you're completely disconnecting the yes to the yes so let's this yes yes who's the first yes who's the second yes everything else is so we're saying like this from himself so what do you do you bring about an a what does the a do disappears yeah it's not real but there's total hel so there's no there's no no whatsoever so now what so you're saying so now just sort of the yes sort of yes comes out of nowhere just like just appears so you're saying if there wasn't an where there wasn't a yes will just appear you call it you're saying it's created so someone's creating it so obviously we're talking about the iron is all in context of a process now because the iron is the process so therefore we say the ion splits into two because when we say it splits into two what we're really saying is that the ion is not totally ion the I has a a asteris yeah it has a it has a uh it has a name to it it has has a it what's it so there's two parts which is why we split the so before we get into what it means but on a very basic level so the of is associated connected with the yes the first yes is connected to the second yes and that's where the process happens so it's yes of the yes then ofra but it's of the yes and what are these ions so what are exactly are these or let's Caba the map of cabala yeah what are these what are the LS of so these didn't only start it's only also in earlier throughout the month already already in and sukus so he goes through many many Dias right this is what he doesn't go through many of how how do we divide words where's the where's that c where's that line where we say on top of this is under this but the line constantly mov constantly moving the goal post where exactly is this it's all contextual and and and what's what's the what's the take all the what's the vert what makes something they're all but what makes it of theion know what makes of the why because total means it's is the it's it's inless to the it's connection with the it's it's representation of the projection the of the is is here to service right to serve the here for is then in a way the of the is lower than the is here to give so the of basically comes and says who am I is way and I'm here for the in concept it's its purpose precedes the of the wants know be has to be that creates so now throughout the DAR so many Dar could be looked at both ways on the one hand it's right so in general is the ultimate whenever we speak about we start from because that's really where on the one hand is on the other hand it's yes there's already a yes here so when we look atus we could say okay so Aus is the alen so will be the of the and under that is or you say no but it's already you go higher then there's in has two sides etc etc what other dark he had here in this m had the two D in the right what else where's the biggest gap between these four levels and this is where it gets interesting so there's yes I in yes so so first of all obviously if if we're talking yes IE yes I I and yes so yes is all the way on top we know and especially he emphasized this point in espe the end very there what's there right on the one hand it's meaning there's two daras here is that it proves that Atmos exists in other words how do you come face to face with Atmos how do you recognize how do you find Atmos by by being forced to say right by by process of elimination you come to recognize we don't see but when you come to when you come to certain place and say there's no other way the only way this exist so you see the yes yes can't can't be created by anything else because it's and it feels doesn't ex anywhere else only in only has that that so only could create it so by seeing I know that there has to be that's one level it's not just that when you see it proves to you that exist when you see you're looking atus in the eye why because you see you see is a trait ofos you're seeing atos give birth to to it look alike right you're seeing atos Express itself in so the one is so far from bring us that's fine so right so on the one hand it's the furthest from from they they they they complement each other they're one and the same now to get from yes to a or from a to yes is obviously a massive we know that right if all the and try to they won't be able to create it it's only from nothing we can do that's beyond the capacity of so the from the of even though the of the is here for the right what's the in this world it's the of whichever way whichever way you look at it you're talking about a spiritual energy that brings into existence of physical energy bring the two together yes yes to the of the what's the they'll be talking about some level of that an expression of the Ence expression of the right you can't even call even though it is the mo you can't call it Mo because it's not because MO is already expression it is a source of light but the is not a source of light so the from anything other than the is completely mov though so the to the to the of the a massive a massive it's a massive many many from which is the greatest it's a much bigger Tsum than theim afterwards even though theim is called but really the biggest is from the point of of to any level sense of expression is already a massive because because shouldn't have any to so in all these level now okay so from from yes to there a big from the now we have the two levels in the mdle from the to the so here it's like their second cousins yeah first cousins no to they're both they just two sides of one coin like the but even though even though in and there's a bigger gap between the yes to to the but in this is where we get stuck and and the this other before as well especially this comes to address this Gap that's where we get stuck what's the how do you get from the to the yes to the because that's that's right that's wants to create so the only one that could create is the but even though it comes from but he doesn't do it directly he does it through the he uses the because all the reason he explains there other plac that he wanted that that he to come to and you need not getting into that now so just like could also be so could be the of the and the yes are two completely different places but understand how the leads to the that's the whole that's the whole point the whole created of is the reason why there's is to give energy [Music] so that's how that leads to but the two where do they meet they're going in completely different directions this is like it's going up right the other iron comes and says I'm on a mission I have a going outward up so how each one has their own eye in like like every one of the the every one of the galaxies has it has its each one has its its L and has its uh s over there where do that where do they come together number one in the process how do they come how does one lead to the next and the number two the end of the after all that and all to talk about every is a whole another but where does it lead to it leads to what's two levels of B do you do you completely not exist okay so you have two kinds of people you have some people that live on a level of have but no all about wants it should be that the laws are right here which is what always goes back to and this is one the so but the is okay that's what we have to do and through that the is how does it happen they come from two different tracks you finish intimidations also yeah that go on I was trying to go through the m trying to okay talk to me in English anything with the with the words of the m let's say there's two parts of everything if you're not what's the if it's not B it's Clipper on the other hand they created a person speaks about this also he wants you to use your your your personality so okay if you come and say okay there's two parts and you have to use them both forly CL you have to work on yourself to batt yourself have to use don't throw your on the side you have to develop your talents fine okay there's two parts which is also hard right first of all it's hard to be Bott and it's hard to use your and then it's not harder to use them both tot and is but that's not really where the real struggle is the real struggle is the fine parts of the day I and parts of the day I learn parts of the day and a moment later it's it's that gets complicated how do you bring one into the other they're two parts of your day the two part person wears two hats yeah he's a he's a family guy he's a business guy two things two different people the father could be a teacher and while he's teaching the kid he's right we here we say no it has to come together first that's the way it happens the yes yes there's a process here that that one leads to the other and then how that same that same process right we what does he speak he say's no then there is so he says they interesting he speak which where does it speak about different levels in so there's a level of bottom of page n then there's interesting in the the track they learned the about earlier as well ConEd to the two levels of and which is connected to to the get from the people this says there's two ways how to read or you read it is when there actual there's actual people there when there's actual so the way we see it regular we know it is is when you're ruling over people right that's the that we have we have all of us and the is our ability to communication to communicate with others especially in the to lead others right there there's uh there there's big part of the day a person's in of but then there's time you're going release time that right and and now so now you're a m so what makes you a m what changes a moment ago you're standing there and you have whole Al in front of you or you communicating with people you have a you're say thing the people follow what what you're demanding so your your your is built up from from the people from the from the constituents from the people that are following but then there's the king the king is in his in his he's in his private chamber private room no anything there's right you have this you have people that are natural leaders what's not a natural leader he never let anybody a person walks into the room and has a presence just by walking in the room he didn't say anything no one knows him he has a certain it right that's the that's the that's that's the Practical side do anybody who has on people there is crowd does it mean that he has so so so this this is the point I'm trying to get the relationship or the disconnect between these two is nais not every person that's put in a position of has right and now because of that when theas isn't given to somebody with then first of all it fails but what side it fails he says there there brings out is the person will always feel challenged he's never comfortable right he's never comfortable because because everything it's not really who he is it's assume it's fake yes it's fake so every little anyone that that says it's a or doesn't follow what he says or right any little any little going on there that's not total B he loses it yeah it's right like you can't handle any competition or not even a competition even any any lack of complete B and complete acceptance why because it's not natural it's not there it is so it's someone trying to put up whole person and the famous he said why V why V cuz it's somebody that comes and he has to take up all the space because he's in English he's not comfortable in his own skin right it's not natural to him he's uncomfortable in his whole position so so the whole end here is yes and when there's yes so that's the way this is now what ends up happening is who are the people that look for as a CL those that don't have right because if you have he's a m aarish felt them gar yeah in America the CEOs if the guy was able to sleep and without being a CEO he' never become a CEO why you become a CEO it's to compensate for something he us right not be he'd be an honest worker doing his thing providing for his family doesn't have to be a whole the pap then there's somebody that has it's not about there's no there's no point of Gil here it's not about what I'm doing it's not about look on other people it's it's a certain in other words there's no there's a certain there's a there there's a than something it's a he a person like that doesn't need anything says this the difference between only which is why you see you see by right they never they never looked for it they never wanted it they always ran away was always give it to their brother give it it's not needed it's irrel what's the point here every is someone workology of Jewish people so but but then but that's supposed to be the and that's the they have which is why no matter how long how many generations go by where there's no they'll come back right com back coming back to if it's all about the rules and acting acting M that if your father didn't act as M your grandfather your great grandfather many D didn't act some say you forget what it is but if it's it's irrelevant even if 20 D went by 100 we never had it but it's it's it's there it's part of who you are but here's the that's supposed to be the when the becomes the one that's is it two different things or it's one and the same in other words you have people that are that are that will never be yeah people know this guy he's not interested doesn't care he doesn't need it he has it you have many times the trying to be Mel to have one moment of herish of Mal but but he never gets it he never he's he's looking for more and it's two different kinds of this is a people listening to him on enacting his his his agenda right actually having this No Agenda because agenda is already right it's it's already connecting to a connecting to a plan to this is this is is comfortable but but when this person is chosen and becomes Mel is it does he have two parts to him so we say no it's not two he's not playing two different parts he's not also and different why the regular what what makes him what makes him a Mel makes him a m is that he's the of the what makes is the fact that he has a government the fact that he has him the fact that he's leading the country the fact that people are bowing down to and that's what makes him into a and that and that's what that's what is all about by this person by the when the goes out to war or when when the real is actually being a a Mel what's he doing he's expressing his mou expressing his M it's he's he's taking his his he's taking his his his energy what what he really is he's and he's 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and the right so there so that so that's how right that's that's the what he bring over here the two the two that's what happens here under you see two people being they're both doing their act of Duty they're both doing their position but IND this guy's coming here to prove a point this guy's coming to to be a m this guy's coming toala his m in other RAC other R this you see there he speaks about this and there he speaks about and there he it's many different ways how to how to approach this this speaks about he uses is that this that we look at them as two different days they're one in they're one what are they they wants to want most you know is that there's no is the is the that's what iss that are already a person expressing himself certain way here we have this in the first mind more about it's it's a person right I want something it's I going in a certain just being drawn something being pulled towards something but it's so it's it's p this is there there's no there's no place for there see even takes it doesn't really take we don't really care it's the same there's a there's actual here but it's not about the it's about expressing itself in different bring out the same that so it starts from the conceptually understanding that that is not something and also is here as part so I'm not seeing myself as two different and how do I bring the two how do I live with these two different AAS or how am I even living at the same time with two it's not two different AAS there's one point here it's cuz they're really one on the one hand right they're saying on one hand they're completely two different agendas but they're both what is is bitten is what is even though this is the of the that's that's when you're looking at from the outside but really what does mean of the it's here for the who put it here they're both they're both coming here from the have a different this is just the is anybody the p means that is right what what's your on a very basic level what's your sense of reality is reality and then from there you're able to understand there has to be a or that's really what is right so exists in this world we have right we have two ways either a person is after or a regular day today reality is what is food drink breathing basic and from understand has to be but you're asking that's if we say this by us but how is the right says has two days has two days what's reality but that's the because it's here to serve is here to serve the yes call so if you would sort of ask the what what are you what do you represent what are you here for so the a comes and says I'm here for the so its focal point what it's focusing on is the yes who's he himself right he's the is so he he identifies himself as an what do you mean but because the purpose of his existence the of his existence is the yes so that's where it starts and because the is considered why is it called explains that it's either it's it's it's a different kind of or it's right so he even though how say he says any he himself is M himself but because the yes is not M him so even for himself he's because he he looks at at the at the mirror of the yes looks at it but that's he's also in the service of and he's one direct h of the of the of the yes so you have yes which express itself through the of the which is [Music] then through the of the yes which enables to be but it's all one agenda it's all one most of our there as many always has to have the you just you're flying in the him you're not grounded you have to learn but it has to be without [Music] that you're a good guy you're missing because when you have the it's not like a spice what's no if you put in uh a drop yeah of just a drop it's not a drop to like give it a taste is it's the you understand