Do You Really Believe in God? - Rebbetzin Raquel Kirszenbaum

so last time we spoke about what is the purpose of life and we spoke that we came into this world in order to develop a relationship with God God loves you so much he wanted to give you pleasure right now you were this concept that Jewish people are the chosen people great I'm sure you heard this because we are so whatever anyone thinks I'll chosen people what do we think it means it means you know I'm chosen I'm gonna sit in a hammock you're gonna bring me pina coladas you know that song if you like peeing I call her we're all gonna be in policing and great okay so what happens everyone thinks chosen means you're here to serve me that's not what chosen means chosen it's a responsibility and I'm going to talk to you today about what is that responsibility before I even tell you that I want to tell you a great idea I don't have you ever thought about it why are we chosen by the way let me just ask you i rom was the first Jew right why was he the first Jew why was he chosen he was willing to sacrifice good I'll use that but I want something more than that but I'll use that he was questioning I'll use that also everything you're going to fail you sometimes I play devil's advocate and then I can say he was the leader great I like that one hear it God you know I thought we were playing family feud I want to tell you this even with religious people when I asked them why was I run the first Jew everyone said because he was the first one to believe in God you ever heard this answer and then I would go like ah you know because there was a famous guy called Noah you remember him he was saved in an ark he wasn't he was the father of all of humanity but apparently not of the Jewish people I mean yes everyone to send it from him but he wasn't chosen to be the first Jew did he believed in God 100% cause he was saved in an ark right so I must mean he believed in God Adam he was made by God right so wouldn't that make it that you believe in your maker sure so it cannot be that everyone was the first do because he believed in God by the way right so there must be much more than that so why is our I'm the first you because you remember I asked you last time why are you proud of being Jewish if we don't know what made Abraham into a Jew then we don't really know who we are and if we don't know who we are then we cannot be proud because we have no idea what we're being proud of by oh wait let me ask you a question did Adam had a religion no why so people think it's because there were no religions back then so I said okay maybe there were no religions but could you call Adam Adam the Jew the cream of the cream everything the whole world was created for the chosen people so it should have been Adam the Jew you know why Adam didn't had a really religion this is really important that you know this really important if Adam wouldn't have eaten from the tree would he had entered the world to come and benefit from ultimate pleasure automatically yes or no yes because the only reason why he didn't enter was because he ate from the tree and then history came into existence but Eve Adam wouldn't have eaten from the tree with Jews Muslims Christians Arabs Greeks Romans Egyptians would they have existed no because Adam contained in himself all of humanity you know why Adam didn't had a religion because what God wanted when he created us was to give pleasure I do not select who I give pleasure to it's an opening for everyone and if Adam would have done the right thing it would have gone into the world to go but Adam didn't do it why I'll tell you later I not only Adam didn't do it Gore gave a lot of space to humanity it says in the Torah there were ten generations from Adam till Noah no one chose to believe in God God send the flock there were ten generations from Noah til Abraham no one chose to believe in God there was a Tower of Babel you heard the Tower of Babel the great tower gray and then Abraham came and he chose and it's her chose and Jakov chose and three-note is a strong knot and now we have the Jewish people but in reality Adam if I would have done his job that would have been it right because there would have been anything so I want you to understand why I'm saying this we're not just chosen we're chosen because we chose this is the most important date we're chosen because we chose right everyone else didn't choose but what I don't understand is what does it means they didn't choose because obviously they believed in God if they were fighting in the Tower of Babel against God doesn't that means that you believe in God you believe in him you're fighting against him but you're not yet this so how could it be that so much people believed in God but none of them were worthy what is it that they they different so let's start from there whenever you meet a ball Chuba you know what's about you are someone that becomes religious like me great what is the first thing you ask them why sometimes it sounds like why are you on drugs like why would you wanna be religious believe me we love it you know if not we wouldn't do it because it's hard something being religious is easy but I love it right but the first question you ask them is why so now let me ask you does the Torah says how Avraham came to believe in God yes or no is it written in the Torah No one time I was senior I was like god this would have been a best-seller much better than Harry Potter and fifty Shades you know I would have been good right how could it be that the Torah doesn't write it it doesn't make sense this would have been everyone wants to know I am the first you how did it became like that how did he decide it to change all of these five stuff doctor ah doesn't tell you why I'm gonna tell you later but before I tell you that how did I am came to believe in God so the oral torah the Midrash tells us the following story Abraham's father Terah used to sell idols everyone remembered this and idols he was the biggest idol worshiper so one day this old lady used to come and buy idols and Avraham would be like lady aren't you like 80 my dad just like sculpted this yesterday like it doesn't make that one day everyone grabs a big plate of food he puts it in the middle of the room he destroys all the small idols and he puts a stick on the big Idol everyone knows his story I'm going to tell you something you don't know so dad comes in and he's like hey my karappa so iran says look the world starving they started fighting and the big Idol killed the little idols so didn't look at him and he says are you on crack you know idols don't kill each other they don't even move they're made out of stone so what are you saying so Iran says to his father what am I saying what are you saying you're saying they made out of stone they don't move so why do you serve them and then he said the most amazing idea is that like this Ishmael's mecha masha P humming away let your ears listen to what your mouth is saying you're saying they're not real so why do you serve them you know why because it's comfortable for you because you like it because it makes you feel good but it's not truth so why would you do it but guess what not that I want to attack anyone but how many times do we do that we look at the truth right in front of our face but it doesn't go with my style of life and therefore I don't do it right you know when you meet someone and there are hypocrites you hate it but how many times are you a hypocrite with yourself how many times so many times so now why would people not want to follow God and I haven't answered this question of why was I am the first Jew but let me tell you something else I'm going to quote from you from the person that knew the Jewish people the best if you understand what he meant you'll pretty much understand all of humanity relationship towards the Jewish people this is like deep so who was the person I knew the Jewish people the best believe it or not mr. Hitler let his memory be erased he said like this is written in his book my camp yeah anyone is into Holocaust business I need to walk cause my husband has a holocaust masters I know religious people I've learnt you see we could do everything great okay so he makes me watch all these movies and read all these books one time he made me watch this movie and it was that part of the month we couldn't touch I almost died never watch a holocaust movie if there's no one there to hug you great that is not Messer the point I want to give you so the point is Hitler wrote like this listen to this the Jewish people have made to injuries inhumanity and injury in the body called the circumcision and an injury in the brain called the conscience when I see this I'm like really circumcision is not really painful by the way you take out the foreskin it's like when you have like a blister and it's dry so you take it out it's not that painful by the way the baby cries from the front actually if you want to know something amazing there's a famous rabbi in Israel it's called Samir Cohen he wrote a book it's called a coming revolution if you're into science and Torah this is a must it's called a coming revolution it's about all these science discoveries what do you have to with Torah you know what they found out amazing the eighth day the day of the circum is the only day in the life of a human being that there's a hundred and ten percent coagulation of blood amazing every other day 90 180 the eighth day a hundred and ten no nothing go grab you know like amazing this is not why we do the Brit Miranda eight-day right we do the premiere on the eighth day and therefore God did that miracle which called the coming revolution from Rev Samir coin he's actually on this channel and let's on TV so what is the point why would he bother Hitler so much doing a circumcision by the way I don't know we ever thought about this but circumcision is the way through which God decided to seal his pact with the Jewish people here we thought about this making a sign on a male organ which is like lowly you ever thought about this I was like going if you want to make a sign you know why don't you put like a sign on the forehead sort of like Harry Potter you should pay attention to everything I say are like on the heart believe in me while in there circumcision so let's build it up what's the circumcision why would Hitler hate it so much circumcision means testifies to the fact that I wasn't born perfect and it is my obligation to perfect myself from when from the moment I come into a world right it's my obligation which my my surrounding obligation of helping me acquire and do that purpose of perfecting myself why would it bother Hitler so much because Hitler believed in the Aryan race perfect race so all of the time that the Jewish people are saying no no you need to perfect yourself it's going against everything you stand for because he believes your perfect race now thinking about it someone asked me one time why do men circumcised on their thingy I call it thing because I think it's cute why do they circumcise their right why not somewhere else because if the idea is that I came to perfect myself men have something called ego you ever heard that right and where is the sign of males ego on power on their thingy that's society Society says I don't want I want to be free I just want to do whatever I want but at the end of the day doing whatever you want there's no called freedom that's being an animal animals do whatever they want whenever they want they never have a way Ernest or a second thought about what they're doing following your instincts your passions your desires that's being an animal that's not being a human being human being is someone that allows to control themselves it's someone that allows their thoughts to control their actions because that makes me higher that makes me into a creation that was made in that much of God the rabbi's say that the lack of modesty we have nowadays is not just people dressing badly because it's hot that's not it the lack of modesty it's a rebellion against the highest principle in the world and if you ever think about you know what's the principle in the world that we were created in the image of God and we're good children if you understand this in your veins in your core we behave the way that we behave let's think about it never if I understand that I'm the daughter of the king of the world I would behave I would act I would talked in a different way guess what that's what society doesn't want this is why you know what's the second thing that Hitler hated beautiful conscience you know why because conscience means I am aware of my actions and it requires effort and conscience means I cannot do whatever I want there was an idol in the Torah called the ballet or anyone ever heard of this guy he was an idol I'm gonna be a little graphic sorry the way of serving this idol don't be traumatized was that you had to do your necessities in front of him yeah you did great on him next to him whatever you want so if you had diarrhea you were Employee of the Month okay so I started thinking why would any Idol want to smell this thing right so then again in total you have to think everything deeper so I started thinking why do I go to a batter in private you ever thought about this what are you doing in private you might think everyone does it but animals don't do it right so why do we go for bottom a private some people don't do it it's not being a naked yeah but if I would give you a class about modesty you would see it's not change it's exactly something else but I don't I don't have time to give you a class about modesty but I'll teach you one day right but why do you go to a bathroom and in private it's not because we have a sense of dignity we have a sense of shame of understanding that what is required me and who I am by the way shame doesn't mean oh my god I'm shy shame means understanding my self-worth my self value and that comes with a way of behavior that shame that arises shame is intellect intellect is shame is not about what you know it's about how you act according to that which you know do you expect your professor in college to be behaving in the same way as you do for sure no knee should be a better do you expect a child that doesn't have understanding but minami has mental retardation do you expect him to behave the same way that you do no because he doesn't know any better it's Norma if he's poking his nose that's what he knows would you like to see your professor poking his nose for sure no right because he knows better one time they asked Aristotle is I know why are you calling him English Aristotle great I like Aristotle it's more sons more Greek like an essence okay great so what is the point so they asked Aristotle at one time because Greeks were respected as was like a sage if you want to call him that way but Greeks were known for being very immoral Greek people used to like Greek say that if you ever want to do it well you should go with boys that's what I said like it's known Greeks were very in more so one time I asked Aristotle is if you how could it be that you teach ethics and moral and you behave in such an immoral way listen to what he answer it's gonna sound funny but that sums up everything he says what if I teach math should I behave like a triangle right but you know why he was really saying what I preach is now who I am Aristotle he used to say when I did that I was an artist totalus no no you're Aristotle as everywhere in Torah we believe what you preach is who you should become that's what we believe we should all be perspective that one needs to have a goal it's not just coming AG or means I follow him now that song I will follow him I know it's from Sister Act and they were known so I shouldn't think it but I like that song I will follow him good okay right but that is the point you know what that Doris I've listened to his quote beautiful it's as hot mabye going to mean to rabid wine alta mean that that non-jewish people have wisdom believe it but they have Torah don't believe it what does it means how many things do you remember from high school four things I'm going to be exact reading writing adding and subtracting I'm not going to add multiplication because some people don't remember that especially nowadays that we have smartphones people are not a multiple getting their heads not even 9 times 7 it's depressing but what else right where do you only remember these things why because they're the only things that you use right because everything else you just learned it for your exam that's pretty much how it works omar ghonim they have wisdom they know a lot of things but Dora you know what the word taurah means taurah comes from the word hora it means instructions that Torah that you think it's a very old book that has nothing to do with my life Dorota actually means instructions for living instructions are there to be applied that the have wisdom believe it but that they apply that which they know Torah I cannot say the same thing when I did that I was an artist Totalus right so now listen to it you know why it bothers so much Hitler the Jewish people because Hitler understood something really important Hitler understood that just as every single individual has an individual conscience Jewish people are the conscience of humanity and by the way you don't need to go so far in order to see this you see how the army behaves the non-religious by the way but look at how the army behaves they send leaflets to let civilians know that they're going to a bomb but this is what they do you know what they do in order to save a body of someone that died I'm not talking someone alive if you die barmy now they go to great lengths to get your body that's called morality everyone knows Jewish people are the moral of the world this is why everyone wants to get rid of us because at the end of the day people don't want to live with morality and that's the truth people want to just do whatever they want whenever they want that's the truth right I don't want to insult your you know where you come from but if you ever think about it what is freedom of speech everyone should just do whatever I want and don't worry I could do whatever I want as long as it doesn't bother you but it does bother because everything makes an impact if I watch all these naked people in the middle of the street that creates an impact in myself if I watch all these people doing whatever I don't know what they're doing it creates an impact on myself that's freedom of speech lets me just do whatever I want but that's not how the world goes you know let me just prove this to you what is the thing that bothers you the most about the killing in the Holocaust if you ever think about it what's the thing that bothers you the most about the killing in the Holocaust no one stopped it about the killing itself the methyls let's call it this way if you everything on it this is what bothers you the most it's not the number that number is crazy but it's not the number in brush-up more people died is the way that they did wasn't enough you want to kill so much just shoot that no they put you in ghettos starve you to death just ripped you out of all of your dignity took away everything that you have worth you until you died you know put on a number of you shed your head they took away everything you had you know why they did this I understood one time now I did this because if I could grab the most humane people and make them behave in the most inhumane way I've won because the fight against the Jewish people wasn't a physical fight it was an ideology if I could make you that you stand for morality to behave in the most in more away because that's what people do at times of you know origin see I've won you know what that Jewish people say the Jewish people say defiance I'm fighting back is not just fighting with weapons anyone that remained a human being and they did you ever saw that movie defiance right any mother that went with her baby and everyone that kept on trying to learn or share their last piece of bread that showed that you could never take away humanity from a Jew you could take away anything it would take away all material belongings but you could never take away who we are this is why you know what Hitler wrote crazy this is what he wrote or he's done he said if only one little Jewish kid remains with no Judaism no parents no school no education no anything he will be like a seed that will poison the world when you read this you're like that's a powerful child you're not like how much could he do apparently yeah if that's why I said if you studied away from we're study it's a beautiful thing Hitler understood we have it engraved in ourselves we have it engraved in ourselves that we affect the world in such a positive way you could never get rid of it the Torah says that's what the soul of a Jew is different we have these beautiful qualities of mercy kindness and shame inside of us it comes with your soul you cannot get rid of it by the way just a cool fact just so that you see this right in the year 2000 New York Times published a survey who were the four people that most affected humanity in the 20th century 1900s who are the four people that most affected humanity for good or for bad who do you want to say Einstein Hitler grade or psychologist out there Freud any Russians Karl Marx and one that was good I want to start the good thing right that's like kyboot team I know if you check this out check it out three out of four a Jewish that week good ones isn't that amazing what can I make this more amazing Jewish people are 0.02 percent of the world let me say that again 0.02 percent of the world how did we manage to affect the world in such a positive way we have it in ourselves but guess what most people don't want to live like that you know what was the way of serving this Idol you know what it represented listen to it you know what I don't worship is I know what she means I make up a goal that allows me to do what I want with this permission that's pretty much idol worship I want to be wild but I don't want to say I'm doing it like I want you know so I choose Halloween I choose the Idol to allow me to do what I want whenever I want as well call it other worship call it atheist call it whatever you want at the end of the day it's all coming from the same point I want to do whatever I want and if I get rid of morality this is why people don't like Jewish people let me just finish with Hitler by the way he had a little children's army everyone knows this google this you know what it said in the anthem it says like this last quote we don't want no Pope and no rabbi we want to go back to being pagans again because being a pagans mean I could do whatever I want and at the end of the day that's what they wanted this is why whether people are standard or not right they hate us because chosen comes with our responsibility the responsibility of being ambassadors of God in the world but that doesn't mean that everyone has wants to live with this awareness because it requires a lot of effort it requires a lot of restraint and people don't want to live like that this is why the Torah says that when God gave that to rank our scene I the word scene I could also be prayer as sin ah which means hatred don't read it as scene I read it as Cena cause from the moment we received a Torah we became the chosen people there is hatred towards us because of the values that we stand for right the values that we bring into this world that people don't want to follow so let's move on right beautiful so ah what could be another thing great and everything ah but don't worry right great so what is the point moving back so I still didn't tell you how could it be that Avraham Wright became the first one to be religious wait a minute I'll tell you later can I tell you something crazy about Iran listen to it's got all the rabbis in the world agree that Abraham had 10 tastes but brothers cannot agree on too many times too many things at a time because one rabbi two opinions one two three opinions you know I was so the rabbi's agreed that I Rama had ten tests but they don't agree which ones so one test which I'm going to tell you in a second in my eyes looks like the hardest test ever there's a rabbi called the Rambam you ever heard of him Maimonides he doesn't think this was a test at all what is the test right she sort of said it before ever I never spoke to God before God ever and prove himself to Abraham there was a king called me in blood he thought he was gone so he says whoever believes in Me will live whoever doesn't believe in me I will throw him into the fire so Abraham said excuse me you're not going so what happened he was thrown into the fire for his belief in God that Rambam says this is not a test none of you are looking at this but this is crazy giving up your life for God is not a test by the way in the Inquisition in the Holocaust all of these Jewish people that gave their life up for their beliefs they all got it from a broccoli not a test he never even spoke to God he was completely alone in the world his father gave him to be thrown into a fire by one you know when was the first time got ever spoke to a ramp Joe so you know kids I like this black Mecca which means go so imagine you're sleeping one day and you hear voice okay he says go let's go go where to infinity and beyond and I say go in your gap hey Dan what are you going to I don't know he's like lady I'm not gonna drag you the whole day where do you want to go the airport where to where's your next slide Cambodia we're going this is this is not run by the way he went he never knew where he was going he didn't know why he was doing this is called sacrifice the Rambam says being thrown into a fire for your belief in God is not a test you understand this how could it be to the answer because that Rambam says that in order for a test to be a test it has to go against your logic crossing the seat that's a test this is not going to open up going without knowing your destination that's a test you don't know where you're going but being thrown into the fire for your beliefs that you should do because if you believe in something equity you will live a life that's a lie if you really believe in something how could it be that you'll go against it the rabbit a founder Asia tour of Na Weinberg used to go like this used to go to businessmen and he would say would you die for your children and they would they would take sure and then he would say would you die for your business and he would say no and then you would say let me understand this you would die for your children but you don't live for your children but you wouldn't die for your business but you live for your business and then it would say something really powerful you would say like this when you know what you're willing to die for now you could start living that was a dramedy know if this is truth I do it because I could it be that you live a life how could it be that you go against who you are it doesn't make sense if you believe if this is your principle Adorama he always used to say like this spell for me believe so people used to say believe be e li e ve used to say no this is not how you spell belief this is how your spell belief be e Li ve or like rabbi you don't know any grammar this is not your right belief he said no no this is how you write believe you know why listen to it because belief is be living in what you believe be living in what you believe belief is not just saying I believe I believe what you're paying lip-service you believe live according to an ish man was like a magic pyramid of it that your ears listen to what your mouth is saying this is truth so do it you know people always say that religious people are brainwashed fanatics let me just tell you this you could never be religious and brainwash because brainwash by definition means that you're manipulated into doing something you don't want that's the definition of brainwash you could never be brainwashed into being religious it's really hard really hard I do want to tell you that certain way we are brainwashed because you know what really brainwash you society every single thought that you have comes from who society by the way this is who built and shaped your thoughts but I want to tell you something really deep if you ever think about who you are what would you say some people say I'm a doctor that's all you are that's what you do some people say my body that's all you are some people say I'm a so that's also know who you are who are you in one word so to make the story sure that or that says your your choices your your nuts on your will why because you're rats on your will that's what makes you run after something that's what moves you isn't that and your rats on your will says what are your choices right yes that's easy Know Who am I am I choices but now let me ask you where do most of your choices come from how do you dress how do you talk how do you behave how do you do everything equals from society by the way if Who I am is my choices and most of my choices if I would not say all of my choices are defined by society then Who am I I'm no one at the end I'm just everyone else we're all the same you know people always say religious people don't do anything I always say at least we choose not to do something some people cannot not do what everyone else is doing you have to walk out to his concert cause if not you're a loser you go to a prom and look there's different body types but not every body type fits into the same type of dress you know what I'm saying sometimes I look at people I'm like oh my god how is she wearing this but you know why is she wearing this because everyone else is also are you gonna wear something different cuz then you feel left out you feel a loser whatever you want to call it right you are your choices then choose really just be part no brainwash we are brainwashed from society thank God we start thinking straight we're also not fanatic fanatic means that you blindly follow something without proving it's true that's a fanatic one cycle yet by the way aka know that I want to criticize but that you know that's a fanatic we're idealist you know what's the difference ID at least means I do something because it's true ask any rabbi in the world if you would prove to him that that the right to life but prove it don't just let it prove it you think that would not shave their beards and change their outfit that would a hundred percent we're not doing it because this is the way we grew up we're doing it because it's true how do you know Kosuke how we're changing our life stuff because we're on it this is true this is the only reason why we're doing you know we know it's true listen to it people always take what do religious people study tour all day let me tell you why we started to rally if you want to be a doctor how many months you have how many years you have to go to school 12 at least right why do you get to be a doctor with a specialty you get one specialty do you know everything no why how much time do you think you need to go into school in order to know everything that God knows the rest of your life and it's not even enough that's why we're studying because we're not just I believe no no I know I know everything I could know some things I'm not going to know and that's okay because I cannot know everything you know the Rajpath says the purpose of noise is knowing that you do not know beautiful the purpose of knowing is knowing that you do not know you will never know everything and that's okay because we're that limited right but I am obligated to know everything I could know right we're not fanatics we're idealist even if you're the biggest rabbi in the world you're still gonna tell me Tom who knows Hebrew what the tell me if I have a wise student you never graduate from Judaism you'll never get up here you're always a student because we are we came to get to know God right but all of that comes with a search for a mate yeah but that's a different thing that is a very very big discussion that we're not going to start with this but I'll just tell you like this in the Torah we're made of a body we're made of us all right this is all human beings therefore there is a physical side to us there's a spiritual side to us no Mitzvah is just spiritual every Mitzvah has something physical in the same way everything that we do has to have a physical side and a spiritual side what we follow what we believe how we live our lives is that sometimes you need to do a physical effort but that's all you know if you also need to do a spiritual effort davin and you know and study and whatever you want so some of us do physical effort some of us do spiritual effort that's pretty much how it works some people are not happy with just you know the separation and this is a big big big big deal in Israel this is why we're not going to discuss it but we believe that we don't fighting it's amazing thing they're giving up their lives for us it's a big thing but that's not the only thing we need we also need to remember God and when we're praying we're also winning or where we're starting or where we're doing whatever you want but we could continue with this like later because it's just like really big topic you guys ask me questions that I would need like two hours to answer this just explains how smart you all are but yeah doesn't work like that it sounds like that from the media but just as you know like a Palestinian sound like poor little guy and Israel sounds like the Beast right it's not like that religious people are not against going to the army against going to the army instead of toning Torah cuz we need both it's a different thing against if it's instead right but but that's why I'm not gonna go into his old business anyways I don't what later we'll talk about yeah so what is the point right so if you're looking for truth are you really doing what's right right you always you're asserting we're not just believers you know we're doing the right thing there's a parish on datura called parasha itro para hydro is a section of the Torah that speaks about the 10 commandments probably the most important section of the Torah up anyone knows who eat Royce it Rose the father in law of Moshe Sharett I know as you would call him moyshe right Moose's whatever you want and when I came to know I grew up starting parameters like notch karate people's I came to her and I heard everyone talking about the Torah and moisture and then I went to someone I was like could you just explain to me what's a Torah and they're like Torah Torah I'm like what's toy rock and I go like today I'm like oh Toria no I understand and then I realize you change every word it's like I'm talking about modesty so I say - Newt several that's like why what and I'm like Tennille oh we get it I'm like okay how did I won so it ro was a father-in-law of mache he throw was the most famous convert in the history of converts why he checked out every single religion before he became Jewish and then I became Jewish so now in his name is the section of the Ten Commandments now I don't know what you think but I think it's kind of like diminishing why would you call it Heathrow maybe you should call it Torah or Torah or why would you call it it row maybe what God wants to tell you is that sometimes in life you're gonna have to take a long journey sometimes it's going to be 70 religions I know what God says it's okay if you're looking for truth you're gonna find it I don't care how long your journey is and I don't know how much you have to search but if you're searching for truth and I mean the real thing coca-cola and I'm not just saying it as a joke sadly a lot of people are satisfied with Pepsi instead of coca-cola by the way if you like Pepsi I don't mean it in a wrong way it's just cause coca-cola is the real thing you know I'm saying okay whatever right a lot of people are just satisfied with with the placebo feel good most religions feel good religions gratifying whatever it gives to me but that's not coca-cola that's not emit God is saying I don't care if you're like it drove you have to go to 70 religions in the world if you're looking for truth you'll find it this is why I listen to it's beautiful you know that Jewish day starts at night and finishes in the morning the real reason why is because Jewish people are like the moon the moon has no light of it own it reflects the light of the Sun in the same way we don't have any light but we reflect the light of the Sun the light of gold how great will we be as much as we want to reflect but I was thinking about it one day and I said you know maybe why it starts at night because for some of us life started in darkness we were devoid of really location devoid of truth devoid of Torah that's pretty much all of humanity we're all conditioned to what we were told when we were young and that doesn't mean it is true you think if not we shouldn't you know do anything with the Arabs because all of them grow up thinking like that but not because you grew up thinking like something it means it's true you know why the day starts at night and finishes in the morning maybe what God is saying to you is you do not choose your past you do not choose where you come from you do not choose your right but you do choose what you'll do in the future and even if your beginning was dark let the ending of your life be light look for truth this is what God is say I don't care who you are where you're from don't care what you did listen to a quote as long as you find me baby did it it you like that remix cool no that's what God is saying I don't care you know by the way there's an amazing guy you know I wanna tell you this there's a nepali on one time ask his philosophy loose pascal he said to him prove to me that God exists listen to us he said one word your majesty the Jews how could you ever have Jewish people without God impossible you ever think about this I was just giving a classiest I was telling her just like you don't worry according to statistics we should all be dust by now according to the amount of rockets you should use almost no one hurt radio talk about dead no I heard hundreds of hundreds and thousands of rockets almost no one there and it's not only because of the Iron Dome we have another Iron Dome you know there was a famous guy called Mark Twain he wrote an article Google this gives me now it's called the immortality of a Jew anyone read this she likes it okay she's just going to google this he said against the Egyptians the Roma's they all came they made so much noise where are they now the Ottomans the Turkish they're the same the Nazis the ochem they made so much noise I wanted to conquer the world where are they now and then they say they all wanted to destroy and conquer the Jewish people but the Jewish people saw them Oh put them on survived them all and they're still here as strong as they ever where and then he says what is the sick everything as a beginning and an end except for the Jewish people what is the secret of their immortality beautiful no by the way my 20 wasn't Jewish we didn't pay him to world this was the secret of their immortality what's the secret let me tell you the secret right by the way we need much more time to talk about Avraham but we'll finish with this two things in that she Reshiram it's the song of songs we read about a story of love between a man and a woman it just it represents it's a metaphor that represents the story of love between God and the Jewish people in the a chapter it says like this I'll explain it's a metaphor we have a little sister that hasn't grown breasts yet what are we going to do with her so it says if she's like a door a strong wind will come and destroy him put it up but if she's like a wall we'll build a fortress around her okay what does it mean so the little sister of the Jewish people in the metaphor it's avril lavigne why because everybody know was alone there was no one else doing what he was doing in the world and that's like when you get your period you saw that movie my first kiss and you're traumatized cuz you don't know what's going on that's a little sister she feels so alone she feels so lost says god what are we going to do with her if she's like our door you know what the door I go this way I go that way I'll go this way I go that way whatever works for me says God if you're going to be like a door I'm gonna destroy you that's not what I want I don't want convenient people when Messiah is going to come we're not going to accept converts now we accept anyone not anyone but I mean someone that's on it when Michele is going to come everyone is going to want to be part of the Jewish people we're going to be the king of the world says god that's not what I want I want honesty maybe that's why if you ever think about it in every single generation we're tested because you know why loyalty is not tested when everything is great in your marriage loyalty is that when you're having economical situation and when you're having difficulties says god how do I know that you're really there because it's true because I test you and you keep on holding to me why how are we still here how because we're like a wall and go test if you're going to be like a while we're going to build a fortress around you beautiful every morning we say in our prayer blessed are you good Baruch Hashem again Abraham the shield of Abraham I never understood why it says the shield of avril what about the shield of Yaakov the shield of Michelle the shield of Yeshua because you know when God is going to be like you what is going to be your shield when you're like Avraham and you listen to what your mouth is saying and even if the whole entire world is against you you still stand up for what you believe and that's engraved in each one of us so let's start acting upon it great any questions no so what's so nice to see you twice thank you so much you ever come to know that look for me have an email I'm on Facebook I know I only post about Zumba anyways but I'm on Facebook I have an email anything anyone needs well talk you