Do You Feel the Love - Rabbi Chaim Marcus

everyone here we are in the nine days getting ready for shabbos razon and tish above and we know that the name of the shabbos of course comes from the first words of the intense stirring powerful hafthor of ghazoni obenamots the first paragraph of say for ishayahu however we also know that it's not only that this specific khafter of hazoni show benemotes has to be the shabbos immediately proceeding to shabov but one of the ironclad rules of our yearly kriya satoru cycle is that parshas devarin also has to always be read the shabbos immediately proceeding to shove and the question that manny matharsham discusses why is that what is it about parishes devarin that connects it to tishburgh the hilagas fashem elenu shares with us such a beautiful and important yasoda for us to think about this week as we prepare for the shabbos as we prepare for tish above and what is that the sasemas points out that the very first tish above was really raglan it was the second year that the jewish people were in the desert the miragum were sent into eretz israel to see the beauty of the land and they come back in rahman al-islam they say horrible horrible horror about the land and we know that it was then that the jewish people cried and hashem said that if you're crying on this night the night of tish above for nothing then i'm going to make that this is the night that you're going to cry this is the night that tragedies are going to befall the jewish people but this says that what we have to do to really understand tish above to understand our avodah is to look exactly what mosh rabbenu says that the jewish people were crying about they weren't crying about eretz israel per se but what were they crying about look in the beginning of devarum zain this isn't something that you find in partial only in the beginning of divine when moshra banu is recalling what happened when he's sharing a little bit of a different perspective of the narrative of the story that we read about in shalakh when it happened moshe abbayne was giving us a little bit of a different vantage point and in parikh isle of potaku recalls that after hearing the lash and hara of the miragum and many say that it was on the 8th of that they actually heard the ara spoken by the miragum about eric israel that that night claude israel went back to their tents and what did they do in their tents that you complained you you slandered in your tents and you said [Music] he took us out of egypt to deliver us into the hands of their maori to wipe us out hashem heard that hashem heard that couldn't believe it what esther marcos kris yamsev with all those amazing knuckles that we know from cedar night five times the miracles of euthym saving them from the war of amalek the mon the miriam kabbalah torah even after the shems forgive them give them the sibo of mishkan hashem rest his presence upon us once again and you think hashem did this because he hated us hashem says i'm done i'm done with you i'm sorry there's gonna have to be a new generation that's gonna come inherit the land and this face says that this is what they were crying about on tissue of night and every year and during the lead up to tish above and tish above itself this is what aravoda has to be despite the suffering despite the tragedies do we still feel do we still know abbas hashem osanu that this tremendous love that hashem has for each and every one of us this is what we have to be working on this is also why it's called the name of the it's not ashrae that guarantees us allah the bash was quoted as saying that fellow that's going to bring mashiach that when we can say hashem you have such an eternal love in intense immense love for us hashem this is what we feel this is the avodah that we have to be working on during this time of year do we feel that hashem gave us torah amidst us because he loves us because he wants the greatest good for us or do we look at a world outside and think that the greatest world good is there and we keep to our mitzvos as a punishment to do god a favor not at all he gave us all these myths but we have to go through these tires we don't understand why but hashem the car of mamish we're going to see the gula and we're going to feel in the greatest way hashem's incredible love [Music]