Destruction of The Holy Temple in Jerusalem - Part 2

so here we see three good amazing things from one M from the smoke what's that's not the though that's just the reality what's the the is what happens when you make a mistake why does say why is AEM saying it's it's one of the 36 worst possible sins you could do on Earth why for the same exact consequences just the opposite the ran shom says when there is a mistake in the incense it becomes a what is foreign fire what does it mean foreign fire foreign fire means fire but no smoke the incense makes a fire it's a natural thing you put on on it makes a fire no smoke though the pillow doesn't reach the sky okay so what let's see what happens now the first guy that had amuna issues because of the kids because of his wife because of his Rabbi because of his son because of his this because of his that and he lost the job and everything else he looks up he sees nothing he looks up stop he sees nothing he was looking for something and he found nothing the guy's going to go off the D now the guy is going to get wor he went from bad to worse now he's going to go off the death he's going to go to the mountains now he's leaving I've had it I'm not doing it anymore it's too much for me it's it who he's done you just lost a guy maybe he's not going to come back second guy already left he turns around he turns around what does he see nothing he sees the Jews but he don't see no he doesn't see hasem he doesn't see the smoke didn't see the Miracles says oh yeah that's why I left because of all these people that were doing that and this to me good decision I'm continuing you lose a Jew forever third third is the green the green look up and they say why isem why ises God why does God make so many miracles for this nation this little tiny Nation why does he make so many miracles for them they look up they also see nothing and now they say maybe God's making a mistake maybe there's no God now we went instead of doing for for the and in front of the we've achieved the exact opposite instead of the guy got off he's gone instead of K we just now lost a Jew when you lose a Jew it's like you destroyed the entire world and when you have according to the death penalty this is why says you make a mistake with the incense offering it's death penalty why you lost a Jew you made others weaker there a con there an outcome for your actions it's not that we just care about the ingredient because we're making a shakshuka is because what you're doing has significance people going to see it people going to watch it people depend on it but instead of doing Kem all you created was you made a foreign fire not a fire of we lost people because of you we lost the honor of hem because of you and you expect to live you're lucky that you were even given a chance but once you do such big sins there's no Chua only chuva is in a hot place so you read this three times a day three times a day when I had this I mean when you get a and it sounds right you get really excited but you have to double check I asked my Rabbi my Rabbi was amazed he said I read it a million times never had the same thing everybody has their own but I still always had a who am I to really get a this is a few years ago I still nobody today but still back then I was less than a nobody who Mone get a no one else I told my somebody else probably said it he goes I'm telling you I checked no one said it my he goes it's your but I always had a doubt always had a doubt yeah maybe well sometimes you get gifts sometimes you get spoiled soem apparently liked my K how do I know he didn't speak to me I'm not I don't have that job but he did speak to in a different way how for the next few days I'm having this doubt in my mind should I say it in isue or should I not say an isue I'm not sure even though I have the okay of my ra even though it agrees with the it agrees with the ran it agrees with the mishna it agrees it's not contradicting anyone still it's me who am I to have a I go out to do a little shopping for for for Shabbat for for for my wife and I and my parents at the time of visiting so his witnesses to the story they visiting we just moved to Florida maybe six months uh before that or a few months before that anyway as while I'm gone one of my students comes to my house and he drops off a gift drops off a gift I come home as soon as I come home my mom says hey look uh Nissan gave this to you I look at this I call before I even analyze what just happened why is he giving me a gift I don't need anything what's what's it's a nice picture it's a nice picture I asked Nissan what is it you drop this off you what you to do with it you no no it's a gift for you you know he's in a moving business he's in a moving business sometimes people leave they they give you stuff they don't want or sometimes they uh leave it behind and you can't reach them whatever point is that the people that he was moving that day say they don't want this apparently it belonged to somebody that died already or whatever didn't want it anymore if you want take it and he's already had this in his truck for months six seven months meaning before I even moved to Florida so he thought about me that Friday he said oh you know what maybe your own's going to like this and he decides to give me this decides to give me this I'm not home he drops it off he gives it to my wife and my mom that's in the house and he leaves I said okay thank you very much I appreciate it and then I go look at what this painting is now this painting is not a normal painting what is this painting it's not a painting it's a drawing of the bet mikdash but it's not just a drawing of the bet mdash there's many drawings of the bet mikdash the drawing of this bet mikdash is made from words meaning someone drew the lines but it's actually words what are these words all of the from the rambam of the BET mikdash regarding okay this is nice but we're not finished what is the what is this specific what is this specific the insense offering the this is Jing is all about the and you see that everything is his words except theet is a pillar of gold you come see it in my house I looking at this every time I see it I remember it it gives me [Music]