Counting the Omer - Chesed of Tiferet - Rabbi Alon Anava

[Music] on the stove very lame hold the stove not getting anything back here oldest oh this is your holiday should be happy polish is the holiday for the women you know the forefathers of Muhammad Shah choco each one got one of the festival's pistol is a corresponding to a merino we learned that because when the angels came to the tent it was piss off when they came to tell him that Savas going together give birth and when they came to destroy Saddam was pissed off and it's like it was corresponding to the holiday of Shavuot it was the sacrifice almost sacrificed on the altar and then Obama vena took the RAM and took the horns of the ramen on so cold we were hearing the blow blowing of the shofar and Jakov corresponds to Sukkot when he went out of her Han he it was that he made Sukkot to his a cattle nevertheless horse College was supposed to be delivered to each one of the tribes twelve months twelve tribes but since the ladies at the time of the golden calf didn't participate they didn't wanted to participate so as a result from that the Rosh Hodesh the festival of horseradish was given to the ladies so for ladies it's more of a specious time even according to Aloha ladies not supposed to work on hold or show - no way laundry no dishes I know you want me to tell that to your husbands so but how foolish is the celebration for women and some may sources say that the source the root of wash polish is higher than a festival so it's a very spacious time specifically this month I mean all the month is special but this is a very unique month so we're gonna have this other shame two classes today one about the sphere of the day because in this hole it's the month the only month that we have a mitzvah throughout the entire month which is feel at home and every day we count the omen which in essence Muhammad is one long Mitzvah so it's only month in the year that we have a mitzvah throughout the entire month so we're going to learn a little bit about spirit or Mel and the next class we'll learn about unique character trait of the month of ER before we start we're just gonna mention today's the outside is the hey Lula over behind Vittal refrain fatale is the dominating student of the result and a lot of the his teachings we learn here we learn every tuesday shall ghulam we learn every Thursday sharukh Ducie and while all the teachings of the result are all compiled by Robert Lang Vidal and today's is y'all tight he's an original fatty he was born here in fat in 1515 42 so that's almost 500 years ago and he died in 1620 in which is less than 400 years ago but nevertheless he was born here in spats and he died and buried in Syria most of the time he was here in spats he was learning directly under the I'll share a few familiarly a little bit with Todd is still here the show called al-shaikh moshav ship and he's buried here also he was a student of the chef later on he became a student of the remarkably moshe cordovero who was also very dear gosh it was before the remark that amok and the result were both very very young now is that when he came to the spot he was only 36 years old and amok it was exactly the same time was a few years older than re and amok passed away was 45 45 years old that he was 38 when he passed away so before that the his Rebbe was the most emotional share later on it was became a student of the mark and after that became a student of that result but the majority of the teachings of the result is thanks to behind Vittal he doesn't get any credit all the credit goes to Delhi everybody comes here they go to the rear kadosh there everybody when they quote terms of Kabul eyes from the rear but really it's all brought down because of the students every day of the arena became batalla so today's is a Lula which needless to say double portion of college and I do love a Sadiq so needless to say when we said o pray for him and light a candle and learn some of his teachings needless to say we get connected a little bit too to the high neshama result said on the Honorable a invitar that he was such a high level neshama that if he would be alive at the time of the tanam he would probably be one of the greatest a name like a rabbi Shimon bar Yohai I mean of course all the time I immigrated but some of them were extraordinary exceptionally great and there he said on the Rabi time we tell that he wish he would be no one have been would have been one of the greatest a name of all generations and most important to know the most people they constantly learn and quote daily but nobody knows the generations after that so after that came the or behind without that his famous student besides his son he had a son I wish more Vittal who passed on the teachings but there's another great student that he's a third generation from the reason this is a beard of AHA Missoula and really all the teachings of the array slowly slowly funneled down through these through these students and again the credit all goes to Delhi but these students were nevertheless also giants in the Torah and bow Hashem we have the merit we learned from a lot of the a lot of the books that Adobe fairytale wrote I mean the main one that we learn and go by is skm which is the largest composition of the scripts of the result then of course is other books like Mufasa women like and Shaggy Ghulam shahe coal ash and all the share him there at that same prayer time all these amazing books written by a row behind without shall I could do shall we learning here we're learning it every Friday and Saturday with the men but we started learning it here every Thursday if you want to join know much literally just started and one of the most powerful books very very small very thin but it's the manual the hand guide how to reach the Walker qodesh needless to say we can't reach or Hakodesh but at least it allows us to really learn learn how to refine ourselves which this is essentially why we here is to refine ourselves this is the best one of the best teachings of how to apply to Kaname dot the economy note is the refinement of character so amazingly both the classes we're going to learn now are referring to this takuna video to the refinement of my character the main part of the Kaname note is is established in this time in the 49 days that we count the Oh Mel because we have 49 days from the time of Pesach till jawad where we count the days and the idea behind the counting is to refine ourselves we came down to this world to refine our attributes we didn't come here to surf on Facebook we came to refine our character traits and to grow spiritually in specifically in the book of Allah by flying beetles in shiragiku sha he explains that following the Torah is extremely important and to perform them its world is not less important but really we came down to this world for one purpose and this is called tikkun immediate to refine my character traits the Torah and them it's what did I do is just a tool how to do it and to allow me to do it but if I just follow the twine it's vote but I don't work with myself and I don't refine myself and grow spiritually that I'm basically the wood wasting my time here and then I will have to come back here again and again and again till I refined - shama like a diamond and each and every one of us will be born with a few good character traits and we're all going to be born also with a long list of bad character traits then we have to refine can be character traits life such as anger and impatience and and being irresponsible quick to judge whatever it is jealousy all these bad mido that we have person can be learning - all day long for morning tonight and still have very bad character traits the very judgemental very angry very quick to judge impatient and so forth so my main abode ah my main focus in this world is how to refine myself not to grow a long beard and to wear a black suit that comes later on with with the part but the main emphasis in Judaism is to refine myself that's why it's an irony but in our generation especially the Torah is very Mystics explained and it's distorted in many different ways and it's evolved away like as if all day long I have to be busy with performing mitzvahs and learning Torah which of course I have to be involved with that but if I learn Torah for 12 hours and I go around Shiva and I scream at my wife and I judge my neighbor and I gossip about this guy and I'm jealous of that guy and what is my talk worth my Torah is worthless so needless to say as a whole as a I I need to focus on mainly on refining myself the Torah and them it's not it's just a tool to allow me to find the ways how to refine myself and maybe it's to say the cloud in the teaching of the Quran me notes I have to focus on the IRT have the me daughter being birthed we're also learning here aboard every tuesday the book of a bear of a tommy lenoir will be moshe cordovero where he explained also how the the process of the refinement of the character and another book a deep book of the teachings of takuna mediate that constantly I have to refine myself and very briefly when I want to approach the idea of takuna me not I have to understand that there's always going to be positive and negative like Ramona left tells us in the book of mish lazy loom at zebra I'll Okemah the logical constantly he creates something and something is opposing it in the side of Ducie and some sounds part of it will be on the side of tomorrow impurity same thing with me doubts there's always going to be one media and it will birth other me dotes and it starts like a shape of a pyramid there's only one me down the top and then from that it starts to sending going down so on the negative side the worst media the highest of all dot which is the worst is the media that is called galva pride pride and arrogance and and on the other side on the positive side the highest of all my door will be my data anova being humble and we see that moshe rabbeinu Ayesha Anna Nicole he was the most humble person in history so he reached the highest level of prophecy and no prophet ever reached to his level is the only prophet that actually was receiving prophecy while he's awake all the other prophets all the great prophets always received prophecy while they're sleeping in motion I mean it was the only one who was actually a awake and speaking to Hashem directly so to the extent that most sources say that even mushiya will not be a greater prophet than motion will be greater than my shift in motion many other things and in prophecy now come can a vbl k.michelle there's not going to be ever a prophet like Moses ever know and even mushiya will be second in prophecy when next to Moshe of a know why only because we dot another because Moshe albino was so humble that he was able to reach to the highest levels needless to say when a person doesn't have me that ton about then right away what will be balancing out in the negative side is me that I gave up right and then it starts birthing more middle if a person has too much pride even if there's a little bit of pride then me a together will start bursting right away to be dots and one of them will be anger one of them will be sadness let's boot their cars and from that from anger and sadness it will start birthing more middle and more this goes like one generation to the other and then we find myself all day long battling all my bad characteristics on my character traits and mainly so say when I wanna work on myself I have to empower the middle of innova when I Mambo I'm able to see ok I'm not that great I have a problem with anger I have a problem with being impatient to have a problem with jealousy I have a problem with judging people and so forth and I need to know how to look inside myself to refine myself now if somebody will come and tell me you are childish you're immature you're responsible right away that were you calling immature who are you calling childish somebody won't come until you have a problem with anger I have a problem with anger so that's because my pride has been stepped on and right away there's a reaction when a person that knows how to apply the media whenever somebody will come and tell him you are and you're not thoughtful really why what do they do I'm so sorry enlighten me teach me what did I do to hurt you usually a person right away will be like what do you mean I didn't do anything you are wrong so we aren't in order to apply that first of all I have to know how to apply the media and above being humble in order to get criticism to know how to look in the mirror and say I'm not that great I'm good here but there's many things that I'm not that great and I need to work on specifically at the time of Shri Otto Oh Mel is the time to reflect on all these middle one after the other to learn what do I need to do so the last two weeks we've been going every day well oka shame we learn every day about this feel out of the day if you want to join us we do that usually in the class in the evening before there's all class and we take the meat out that the sphere out of the day and we analyze it in a very practical way it takes 10 minutes 15 minutes if you want to catch up you all those videos are posted online and if you miss them you can also find them online they go daily up on the YouTube channel and it's usually a 10 minute class but practically first of all what does it mean the media just to throw fancy terms message about the favorite I don't even know what that means or nobody even know what do I need - okay you told me that I damage your the Malhotra big wha really hmm how do you notice that I damage the mouth watch your bagua I don't even know what it means so we want to learn practically what I need to do how to apply it so today we are starting the month of vo and recounting press the ciabatta favorite so for the first week of her Pesach we were concentrating on Chrissa they get the group the sphere of christen last week we went through the sphere of gruel and one of the after the other we were explaining and learning and now we're starting a brand new week the week of T favorite and the ferret is the equilibrium it's the balance a cloud we know that anything in the teachings of Kabbalah all boils down to one topic and this is called balance in Hebrew we call it a zone if a person is in balance too much to one side then the person is unbalanced and this is not healthy to have too much of good or too much of bad whatever it is the person constantly needs to bring himself to a perfect balance like floating on a river it's a quiet River versus going in a storm or not in an ocean the waves throw you from side to side end up getting sick so that the bottom line of the teachings of Kabbalah if we have to summarize it into one sentences balance you have to know how to bring yourself into balance and even if you're looking at how this few Hult are structured there's a right side there's a left side and there's a middle side in the middle side is more dominating than both the sides has 2x just reload the cloud we were talking about it here many times especially in the men's classes that you know when you tell a person if the concept of fiat you right away imagine that you know the how its drawn that the kids are home Urbina and so forth but really there's no source that actually says that that's how it is it's actually organized in a completely different way if you look at the real books of Kabbalah you'll see it like a spiral that it's a one inside the other not a one above each other and not in a shape of we're going from side to side and the reason whites are organized in a drawing aside to size to emphasize it as some spheres from cavalry I mean from the right side and some scroll from cover small doesn't mean they're right and left to each other just means that's their characteristics my nevertheless TIF eret is a as a media of connection and not only that what brings the balance between hesitant grew up now practically speaking has said Shibata ferret is a spiritual beauty that's what it means now there's nothing greater in this world than seeing something beautiful we're all drawn to beautiful things whether it's a beautiful clothes beautiful car beautiful furniture whatever it is you see something beautiful right away you get drawn to it and even even there between a man and a woman you see a person from the other gender that is very attractive right away you get attracted to if we like beautiful things I don't know many people says hey let's go shopping let's go to the worst store in the city I want to buy horrible clothes today so you constantly want to surround yourself with beauty now usually what's going to happen is if I see something that is not beautiful then it will push me away I see a vision of something that is ugly or not even close to being beautiful that will repulse me will remove me I don't want to I want to see that so we have a nature that we were drawn to beauty but we pushed away from something that is not attractive we've seen the Torah that even yakovel we know that Yaakov is corresponding to spirited affair head that he was drawn to beauty he fell in love with her hell because she was beautiful that's what the Torah says that he saw her she was yeah mother tall she was gorgeous and he right away fell in love with her so even Yaakov the potential reward was had this weakness to beauty but he we want to see something more deeper than that a Covino wasn't there walking a from a bar to bar to look for a girlfriend Yaakov Aveeno went to build a nation nevertheless he had the the quality of being drawn into something beautiful but glad we know that all form a tree Oaks were beautiful women was known to be a gorgeous gorgeous woman even Harvick says that she was gorgeous she was so gorgeous the snake was there desiring her and the hip guy may know and all the matrix were known to be beautiful beautiful women now one thing that Beauty does besides attracting it also has the power of connecting and this is something that we want to focus on because I need to reveal beauty and everything in order to connect if I can see the beauty and everything it will cause me to connect to anything which the idea behind the creation of the world is connection the whole idea behind creation is to bring through opposites together that's why we mentioned so many times in our prayers a famous verse that any person you'll just tell them they'll right away start singing in that we say so many times a day of session only Mahbub and any person from any affiliation whatever you just tell them ascension of me move up right away it's why because our entire existence is to do peace and to put things together what is the session on me mama making peace in the heavens the angel Gavriel that is in charge of the earth fire and is constantly so to say battling and fighting the angel of Miriam was the angel of water fire and water don't get along but the calash Pope who does peace in the heavens then he mixes the water and the fire together so he's making peace in the world above between the two angels but mainly in the two elements of fire and water so the only time that we saw that fire and water were connected in this world is that the plague of bharat of the hail because the hell came down on egypt hell is water it's frozen water but it was balls of fire besides that it was like the size of a bowling ball wasn't like little marbles it was a big bowling balls and they were firing so in the cannot go home is it agenda in this world is to take two opposites and put them together the idea of a session on me mama making peace in the heavens and the cloud depending on the seed know that you pray most of the cydonia will see that before we start praying with stirring a verse and a chamois hood who travel hosting Ted to the sake of the unity between the collage Rwanda China and every meets vote some people every Mitzvah they do they sail a chamois hood Kucha what does it mean a shame I could Kucha is for the sake of the unity of the Kadosh moment of China the entire agenda like a lot Rahul is making crease between two entities they're putting two opposites together that's the idea behind what a shame on earth and he created the world that's why when you're looking for a husband look for the one that you don't get along with the most because that's what that's where you that's where a sham is going to find the perfect fit if there's too much parallel it's not good because what are you going to work on how can one support the other has to be opposites and I know it sounds not what I want I want somebody that fits well but the perfect fit is when there Zuniga deem these two opposites when this two deem then then you can fit it well then not in all the cases I mean when there's any good when the separation is completely far-fetched then there's no point here but a real match is when there's one giver when a receiver and one is one is there a so to say helping the other so I need to know how to reveal the beauty why in order to know how to make connections that's what I want to focus on now I said this is different I said is basically love now love has the power of drawing when you love something you've drawn to it if you love chocolate then I'll put no chocolate here on the table then everybody will what is that is that there with the chocolate chip what is that so is that the caramel type now when you love something then you're right away drawn to it so it can be food and it can be clothes and cars or whatever it is but love has certain power of me it's called in Hebrew mushy huh attraction oh and usually when you love somebody then you want to be next to that person or whatever it is if it's a person the person kiss the person if it's something that makes your taste but good then you want to have a lot of it next year and make sure that it's a like the kosher chocolate but nevertheless yes it is love and love is the power of not only attraction but also the gravity to it it pulls something to it now has such a bad effect which is the sphere of today is the love for beauty and we have the core of it because we usually are drawn to beauty but then comes a big problem is everything that is beautiful good for me to be drawn to it so not everything that shines is gold usually the in this world how it offers things it comes with what we call shakeela hen the heavily offering that this world is the world of deception Alma the chakra the world of deception and everything here is mixed into intertwine the good and the bad so some things that are good and I'm drawn to them they're good but some things that they look pretty and they look good and I'm drawn to then maybe it's say gonna fail me maybe it's not the right attraction so yesterday but the favorite is the love - the beauty now I need to know how I'm making separation between the real beauty that I need to develop the love and to bring unity and to know what's fake beauty what's the thing that is not good for me by the way when I'm all the examples I'm giving him a consolation I'm trying to make fun of anybody I also like chocolates just trying to emphasize things in a more funniest way husband don't take anything personal now I have a direct commandment from the kadosh Baku not to follow my eyes the Lata to a river Ganga ray and him I'm not allowed to follow my eyes with what is glittering in my eye usually whatever is colorful and glitter right away gets the attention give now a child that lollipop that cost 20 cents a little bit of glitter and some a color even if it's full of junk the child will run away to find it's attracted and if you'll give the child a carrot that's pretty dull it's only one color there's nothing there but their myth is that the carrot is the nutrition and if you don't have any sugar in your system that carrot will be very very sweet but the sugar in the system makes the carrot doesn't taste so good this is the shekel of the world and we are drawn to what is glitter and what is wrapped nice and has some nice colors this is the it's Allah is the master of deception of catering me with with whatever shines nice the perfect example is a child because kids don't have dot we have three levels of our intellect hokhmah be nine dots God children don't have that you only get that when you reach to the age of twenty even a teenager doesn't have dots so teenagers I mean I was once a teenager even though my kids think that I was born 40 years old they don't know they think I skipped that part but when I was a teenager teenager I also thought that I know everything and I I didn't when you reach the age of 20 that's when the dot starts kicking in and only in your late 20s is when things start resonating and then you become more intellectually mature and and it doesn't mean that you may be less smart or more smart just means that they caught the concept of comprehension and the dot doesn't doesn't exist so a child can easily be manipulated and just give a child my daughter when she cries she could write for two hours just pull out a lollipop that's it shut her up in three seconds so just a little Ollie pop and if it's a pink one it's two seconds and if it has a little bit of wrapping in it that's really a quarter of a second and right away she's not crying anymore so this is again shaky love Henry Avery OFI that the shekel it caters you what you want to see or what they call in our generation advertising in advertising they grow feel they sell you what you want to buy but you don't get what you want to buy them it you get nothing so I am commanded by the Torah No to be tempted to follow my eyes not the toe a helluva helluva play anything locked or is to go after because if a person would not look at anything then they won't have any desires why do you have all these desires because you see things our eyes see the heart starts desiring and one thing is in the brain it started working how am I getting it so if to make a test now put a person all day long from the first day they were born in a closed room and they don't see anything they won't have their vote there won't have desires they won't want things when do you want something is when the neighbor has that nice new car hey I want that one and when the neighbor comes with a new iPhone I don't even know what number we're holding already now maybe seven or eight I don't know but somebody else has it oh that looks nice it's exactly what I have but but it has another number the other one is a six this is a seven so when I see something that's what I want to start desiring it the half it's time for example used to learn in a closed room with no windows because it says the second that a window is open and I would look out for one second I'll be tempted to see what's out outside and that's it and it captures already me so everything here drapes and it wouldn't look outside not to be not to be tempted to even think of anything so the Torah knows my weaknesses so it tells me don't go after your eyes a smart person constantly guards their eyes and I know that this is a topic that usually it's taught to men to guard your eyes don't look at women don't look at on holy places and so forth women also have to guard their eyes so men have their lusts women have their desires and lusts even a woman has to know how to guard her eyes not to look at the wrong places looking at Facebook for three hours can mess you up for life so I'm not joking looking at the screen for three hours at the same junk over and over and over and it's it's repetitive and nonsense and people don't understand the damage in those things so since we have the commandment not to follow our eyes then I need to know how to guard my eyes you know the first sin was in the Garden of Eden and Adam in hvar they ate from the tree of knowledge it says that the reason why they ate because the fruit was so gorgeous the Torah says de ávila 9 that they looked at it they were mesmerized they were hypnotized by the fruit and we can relate with that why would a fruit mesmerize me but take something that you're weak to and magnifies that a thousand times so if a person has a sweet tooth and they're very sensitive and very very they love chocolates a lot and you put a chocolate bar on the table and it gets their attention then again I'm just giving one example don't take it personal then imagine that desired - that wrapping of that red wrapping and this looks like the caramel type so imagine that times a million so another maneuver looked at the tree at the fruit of the tree of knowledge it was a last Tov alanine they couldn't sustain that there their urge was so powerful that they did they sinned this is the original sin the first scene happened in the form of eating but first of all were in the form of watching of looking if they wouldn't look at it there wouldn't be tempted so Hashem specifically created the world beautiful yes what a shame Anand they wash em wanted a beautiful place if not he would create a go a horrible place and we would be throwing up all day long and one want to be here but the collage Maha wanted specifically to build a beautiful world then I need to now know first of all that half of what's in this world is a lie we read that every Friday shaky low Henry heavily off you check it is a lie hen is the grace the lion grace the heavily off with a nothingness the emptiness in beauty so some things that are beauty I need to be drawn to I need to see the beauty in it only to make a connection but at the same time I also have to know what's the beauty that is false beauty now a person that has beautiful character traits it's reflected outside sometimes there's a certain individual and they're like wow everybody likes that person or at least the majority it can be such a thing that everybody likes a certain person maybe Elvis Presley but but but even moshe i better had enemy's motion I've been had a lot of enemies if you see anybody if you see anybody out there that just has a five star rating something's wrong here if a person is completely liked by everybody then that should already turn a red light because that's how it works in this world but nevertheless there are some people that are very likable a lot of people like them why because if the character traits the the inner character traits of the soul are beautiful then they reflect outside a person is loving and courteous and and careful and the caring and all oh that's pretty no anyways so the character traits of the of their soul if their beauty they reflect outside and that's one thing that I also that I want to work on now I want to have the desire to be beautiful but not beautiful to stand in front of the mirror and put lipstick and eyeshadow and this I stopped doing a long time ago but yeah sheshe was distracting I had to get the attention back so you should see me with a lipstick but nevertheless I want to become very very beautiful but not beautiful that my hair is all aligned perfectly and my my makeup and my clothes and but nevertheless even as human beings we like to be beautiful but I'm talking about that I want to be spiritually beautiful I want to look at my needs and I want to refine myself that my character traits are refined and beautiful that there's no cut spa there's no way anything that is disgusting and judgmental and I want to refine myself that's the desire I want to want to be a beautiful individual not only not for anybody else just for the sake of the soul for the sake of a shame not for people to say oh he's so amazing that's not the point the point is that I want to look at myself I want to have the desire of becoming beautiful now what's the most important thing that what we're trying to get here is this I have to work on myself I have to see bad character traits in me and know how to refine them and work on myself but mainly what we want to take your into apply here is the combination of Ahava of love which is resident affair it is to see the beauty in everything to pull their beauty out to cause connections to cause separation is a very easy thing I can cause no separation with every living person in this world I'll curse you I'll tell you that you're disgusting I'll tell you that you're rude I can start arguments like that and cause the entire surf city to be against me but to cause unity that's a little bit harder to be able to cause unity with every person around me now to be close and friendly and United with my wife big deal which is my wife my lovers it's not a big deal here all my kids or my parents or my siblings even though some people Africa with the parents and wife and siblings is the worst a relationships but the point is that any person around me I need to know how to find the beauty and every person why so it will cause this unity between me and everybody if I have any type of separation with any person then there's course what they say takes two to tango but must be that also I have something that is causing this separation now since the collage moku's agenda is just to break peace bring everybody together then I need to know how to apply it if I look at a person and I see the bad side in that person then I'll become judgemental I'll start talking or sha-na-na I say I don't want to deal with this person and I want to be friendly with that person that's not ashamed agenda Sharon is not looking for me to argue a fight with anybody nothing right I'm not talking about right now that some in some situations you are drawn into an argument or a fight that's a whole different thing I'm talking about in a in a general day-to-day communications with people and the reason why I want to find the beauty in every person and later on I will take it to any area to objects that I should find beauty and everything now when we talked about it this morning with the men's class so and I said we have to find beauty in everything so one of our students is do I have to find beauty in politicians and and in their in their buggies in their so even in that you can find something nice even in that you can find something beautiful even if you take the most distorting the most ugliest thing there is something beauty beautiful in there because the chef created it so even though it comes out to the world in a very disgusting way there's something very deep hidden in there that you can find something beautiful there's a video now being shared on the social media I got it sent to me like five hundred times already and the way I'm sure you saw it that there's a young man there in standing in the desert and a young man is listening to rap music and an old guy there with the cats and he says the blessing and he tells him my brother is like I'm not your brother you know that video why I got shared with you 500 times how did you not see it well nevertheless she did so I'll share it with you if you want nevertheless the point of the video is you see a secular young man and an older man and the older man calls the young man he my brother and he tells the young man says I'm not your brother why are you saying I'm not your brother this is cuz you are Orthodox and you are a black hat and I am not and I'm not your brother 90 cheeseburgers and I eat crabs and he says yeah but we're still brothers and there's a whole discussion there and long story short the young man shows on his own a tattoo of a gun and he says I'm in the army my friends died in a buried etc etc and the old man says I also have a tattoo and he shows him a number and later on the older man says I had once a very good teacher that taught me there brothers and he's our yeah who's that teacher so he tells him Adolphe Hitler so even in some and that's the point of the video is like that doesn't matter how who you are how you look observing not observing ashkenaz far the end of the day were all brothers welcome a role rooted in the same place doesn't matter how you dress how you pronounce words how you where you come from what's your background but this is a whole another thing to take to consideration but here the reason why I'm mentioning this video is because he says even something so ugly and horrible like Adolf Hitler a Maximo but he still says but you can see Vince to learn something nice from that that we're all there really United so you can always take something distorted horrible and disgusting and remove all the dirt and still find something positive and to know how to bring it to the surface so what I'm required here specifically when I am going to emphasize the sphere of relativity favorite first of all most important I want to develop the desire to make myself more beautiful but not beautiful physically make myself more beautiful spiritually and I need to own a daily base not only today every day I need to look at myself and I need to find something within my character traits that is disgusting me maybe I'm loud maybe I'm impatient maybe I'm judgmental maybe I certainly see a certain situation happened I reacted the wrong way and it'll be aware of that so I can say oh you know this I don't like it myself I don't like that I'm lazy I don't like that ice cream I don't like that I curse and to pinpoint it and then to start refining it like when I want to clean something I find the stain then I start cleaning it so the first attempt didn't work then I'll bring a stronger chemical and I'll eventually clean it so this is when I want to serve myself I can only tell myself that when I became observant then I didn't like what I saw it was the first time that I said ok let me let me make your quick analogy what's going on and I looked at myself and I didn't like it all what I saw I saw very disgusting individual loud and vulgar disgusting false language all the time cheating and not to not they consider it not patient judgmental I didn't like anything that I saw and was like okay there's a lot of a lot of dirt here like walking into her room and their whole room is upside down okay where my staff to start somewhere and slowly slowly I said before I can become observant before I can even start serving a sham first let me clean myself from the day that I became so to say that I started to become observe until I actually really started to really become observant plus three years for three years then even have a yarmulke or Nazis no nothing mystical to lean on in the morning I'd see the nice suit kosher that's it and they also the kosher just didn't they meet it mix it meat and dairy and all the animals that we know out oh i couldn't even start becoming doing meat what i only went to is you after three years because i said however i learn english shriya when i still lie when i still cheat when i still judge people wrong when i still have anger and jealousy and how can you do its vote how can you learn Torah when the inside is dirty so i took a long time to start the day by day removing another piece of junk another piece of junk and then after a while okay now I'm ready to start approaching the Torah and learning it the right way when I come with with purity whether with the right approach so I constantly need to focus on myself to find the part in me that is not so attractive spiritually and emotionally not necessarily physically not talking about the physical appearance at all a of course I have to be able to be able to pinpoint on it now it's not only today today is just the power in the universe that allows me to take this energy and to carry it with me today what's shining in the universe is specifically the combination of cressida be different then I mean it's allowing me to take it and then carry with it with me for the rest of the year the power that everyday I have to put myself after under a very bright light when it's dim you don't really see what's going on you want to take all the dots out of your face I don't know how they call them but you put a bright light oh look at all these black heads then you start poking yourself so if it's a very dark like you don't see anything so your honor put yourself under a very large powerful light so you're very critical of yourself not saying that you have to put yourself down all day long that's very unhealthy but you want to be very observant of your own behavior to be able to say no I want to be a much nicer person I want to be a nicer husband a better child a better father and so forth and another thing that I need to apply is to know how to look for the beauty and everything around me only so I'll be able to make connections my whole agenda here is to make connections and not to burn bridges and rather to find the common denominator between every person every person in the world has I have some type of common denominator a person that knows how to apply what's called the Kabbalistic term get blue tourmaline that my intellect is very broad that I'm able to find a common denominator with every individual and develop a conversation like that because I can see that we all possess something we all share something there's not such a thing that we are completely two opposites we might be 99% opposite but 1% we're not then I need to know how to to bring that connection between us to create some type of a unity doesn't matter it can be the same gender the other gender has there can be a a gentle with the jord has nothing to do with with the faith background or color of the skin or if there's nothing to do with that has to do with a person that I'm interacting so a lot of people it's hard to fathom but every person that is around you in the diameter of kilometers around you there's a mystical connection white person is around you go now to the to the street and walk up and down all the people around you there is a mystical connection between all of you together happens to be that you in the exact same moment as standing in line and somebody's in front of you there's some connection with that person it doesn't happen by mistake Taj Mahal is so sophisticated that billions of people everyone is up a hundred percent perfectly aligned connected how many times you walk out of the house and the exact same moment a certain individual a second a second a person will cross you don't bump into that person anymore the old days changed something your whole life is changed by missing one little detail so the colosseo who governs the world bash jihad it with divine providence that everything is aligned perfectly which means there everybody around me all day long there's some type of a connection here so I think a lot spoke already put people around me is to find out how am I making a connection you hood something it's called a mutual reality in Hebrews called Matilda the dete that are reality a reality is parallel to each other that I'm good with everything and good with everybody and that's knowing how to find the beauty in everything and this is can only be applied with less agility favorite I have to love the beauty I have to know to have unconditional love and to find the beauty here and the beauty here and the beauty here and even find the beauty in things that I might seem not so great but Mike has the power of connecting sometimes when you see an evil individual a tyrant a bad leader the beauty in that person that he knows how to bring other people together you know when there when every time a tyrant or some world leader decides to attack Israel suddenly everybody gets United so in the merit of some some a leader an evil leader suddenly all of us get to unite it together so you can still see beauty in that but the point is that practically saying we want to know how to apply things in our life practically then that's what I need to take from that if you didn't take notes and you're going look at everyone but you want to every day put it in your daily agenda how I refine myself how I make my - shammah more pretty more clean more holy and how do I know how do I build a connection based on love we all are connected ultimately we all come from the same place and I need to know how to recognize the beauty in everything even the people that are sitting next to it I go I can't stand her and I can't stand this and the guy doesn't stop talking and wanna know how to find beauty in everybody because ultimately the one that is getting refined here is only you and needless to say that our main agenda is to cause people what we're going to talk about in the next class is how the power of the month of Yao is the power of people connecting and what's the benefit of connecting so you know they say this well it's not what you know it's who you know if you are very well connected things go very smooth if you have good connections so you know we just commemorated the Holocaust people who had good connections were able to run away and I'm a descendant of something like that because my great-grandfather had it's very good connections my good my grandmother was from Berlin and a day before the Kristallnacht were all eruptive my great-grandfather was a very rich businessman it was very well-connected and he had connection with the secret police who warned him the day before and they were able to run away and was able to find the Allies how to run away my grandmother who was about 16 17 years old the day before Kristallnacht they were able to run away this will you see where of course everything is coming from a shame but and again my agenda is not to make connections so I can have control over my agenda is to make connections because that's what a shame wants and to make unity and love in the world and needless to say that our ultimate goal is to bring the redemption into the world and the way to bring the redemption and hasten the redemption is only by connecting unity between people between families between communities between nations and that will be ultimately done but of course when mushiya is going to come but in the meantime we want to put our parts and applied in our life because the only one that's going to benefit from it the most is only me when I'm polishing money shaman projecting Beauty outside I'm happy I'm healthy I'm content I'm satisfied I'm not angry and impatient and and all these headaches they who need that so the one who bear it benefits from it the most is only me so what is only left to do wish you is a beautiful wash whole dish and a very successful journey and everything that you do and should bless you to be successful much clearer in everything that you apply in your life and the point is that you want to leave the room with with a not to leave it on the piece of papers to know how to apply it if you know how to apply it then you become the winner here if you don't apply it then besides warming up the chairs you didn't do anything so I bless you and urge you to take take the words of the Torah and apply to your life you'll be a much more happy successful and outgoing individual and should needless to say we'll rest in the coming of Messiah and a beautiful horse oddish you [Music]