Choosing A Rabbi - Jewish HaShkafa (57)

[Music] we're back with our Jewish series based on the Jewish ideology what a person is uh supposed to think like if he wants to be a righteous Jew and quite frankly a righteous human being uh in a world where uh things are going more and more upside down on a day-to-day basis there's never been a time that this is needed as much as today tonight's you will be for for AI David benri Doris bitana and um also for uh for Mara Julie Mara Samuel B Mara Seas B Mara Alexander B Mara Lis Ben Mara sha Ben faran um David Ben nria o benis gab benis elad benis nanel YF Ben Abraham and his dear kala and also Amir Ben shahin and all of is have and all of the righteous Noah that continue to support us continue to help us do all the things that we're doing so uh for any of you that were uh not aware we did a uh price you or uh uh for those that are Aid followers of the uh application uh and you have the notifications on then you got to notice that there was a live Shure uh on Thursday night and we put it on the uh all the other channels on M Shabbat uh with an interesting title about whether Jesus hated his Rabbi Jesus may his name be blotted out uh was a Jew that that went off the D and uh but nonetheless one of the things that we did learn about this wicked Jew is that part of the reason of why uh he justified his going off the D was because he got rebuked from his Rabbi he got rebuked from his Rabbi and he did not uh want to go elsewhere and uh we learned we learned from that sh from uh uh many to discuss the topic that to have a rabbi is uh not just just a good thing it's not just suggested uh it's not even just obligated but rather it's a person's connection to so much so that the says that if there is a uh two people in a uh in a prison you have to free one of them one of them is your father and the other one is your Rabbi if your father is a then you free your father first but if your father is is is not a then you have to free your Rabbi first why free your RAB by first because although your father brought you to this world uh and supported you and gave you a house and you have to honor him according to the Ten Commandments and all the good things still it's still just this world a temporary world a world that uh begins and ends at some point whereas your Rabbi that taught you tah and taught you how to do good things taught you how to serve your creator that's the person that brought you to the Eternal world the world that doesn't end so a person that truly understands understands what wrote in his that uh in his um uh that uh he himself who was an extraordinary uh when he wrote a dedication uh in his book uh he dedicated the book first to his R which was Shalom and then his parents and then his parents not that he didn't respect his parents Shalom but he respected the Tora and Tora says that when a person has a real connection to the rabbi and the rabbi is teaching him to then of course that he owes everything to that Rabbi but of course today it's very difficult very difficult for uh people to find good rabbis uh is one of the other stories that we discuss which we'll elaborate on today uh about a very Wicked Rabbi uh and unfortunately there are many out there but uh needless to say there are also many good ones um and uh so of course when a person has either a wicked Rabbi or just does not have a connection to a rabbi this is obviously a major lacking and quite frankly I think that uh it's uh at the very least as much fault of the people uh as it is of the rabbis you know people like to blame you know their lackings and their lack of growth their lack of uh knowledge on the rabbis but you should always remember that the Torah was given to all of is which means that all of us are obligated to learn it all of us are obligated to follow it with or without a RAB if you were alone in an island with the seph you would still be obligated to learn T day and night you uh you're obligated to get to it in the morning and at night so but again of course the rabbi is supposed to clarify things to you and make sure that you're going in the right direction and unfortunately today aside from the problematic teachers that are out there uh that choose to call themselves rabbis we also have very problematic people uh that are so-called students and uh you know they only want a rabbi that fits their agenda only a rabbi that perhaps they uh could relate to a rabbi they like their looks and so on and so forth so we uh we see that the kazun when he was uh you know writing this book He's not writing this out of speculation but rather out of pure knowledge and experience that he has with uh with the Torah with with the the public and uh each and every single paragraph within this book is something that we're trying to analyze something that we're trying toh to learn from and apply to our lives so in the um third chapter 24th section we've already gone over the first three paragraphs uh which are in essence discussing the importance of uh fear of Heaven the importance of which is fear of Heaven uh that a that a scholar has to have needless to say that a you know a person has to have uh but uh even more so for that scholar if they're going to be leading the public if they're going to be pining as far as ala telling people what to do what's right what's wrong should I go there should I not go there should I marry such and such person should I move to such and such place should I put on a uh wig versus a Shalom but nonetheless these are questions these are everyday questions should I buy Bitcoin people also ask that uh should I uh go to the movies if if it's my parents are going to get offended if I don't come all types of questions come to a person that is uh dealing with the public and the Kish is in essence telling us time and time again that first and foremost every single Jew is obligated to learn Torah but also part of that Torah learning has to be M has to be a uh teachings that's going to refine their character traits and the best tool to refine a person's character treat is the the teachings of the teachings of fear of the almighty and the reason why is because just like the the best teacher for people about the law of the land is the fear of the law uh if they you know you could learn all of the rules of the land but uh unless you see signs you know in street signs in different places that if you don't follow you'll get fined or you get letters or there are you know meetings in the community or there are things that are uh you know press releases and so on that tell you about all of the people that violated the law and in essence not just warning you about criminals that are out there but even more so uh warning you not to follow their footsteps this is in essence the best teacher uh fear has always been the best teacher for people uh that's where we learn the most and the the Kish is in essence telling us that a person that is learned in and not justifi is not justified unless his wisdom is preceded by the fear of Heaven meaning that if he does not have fear of heaven then whatever wisdom he has is in essence becomes senseless becomes senseless wisdom that is going to constantly have mistakes and bias that is going to lead him and others that follow him uh in the wrong direction now a uh he continues here he after telling us that this type of person that is learning Torah but is running away from the uh teachings of of fear of Heaven running away from the the teachings of judgment and and in essence running away from the truth is going to be living multiple lives on one end you're learning about the truth what happened to abah yob Moshe davidl all of the prophets all of the sages you're going to learn all of these extraordinary things but without a Clarity of what the judgment is and how it applies to you specifically and that this is not a story book but rather a narration of the rules in a story format that you have to apply and relate to yourself if a person looks at the Torah and he sees or she sees herself and he sees and he she sees uh she sees her own lackings and her own things that she needs to work on then you are learning Torah but if you only seeing the stories in the tah as simply superficial stories that are interesting that are mentally stimulating that perhaps happen a long time ago but are not really relevant to today you're not learning Torah you might as well close the book because you're wasting your time now of course people think that they know better but that's why the that have dedicated their entire lives to the Torah wrote down their teachings in order for us to know where we're going whether it's the right direction of whether it's the wrong direction and K continues in regards to the teachings of this fear of heaven and he says the following of this matter it is said the beginning of wisdom is the fear of Hashem for the fear constitutes the deep understanding of the heart enabling one to detect the light of sweet wisdom and deep understanding in all its pleasantness this fear participates in a study of any alic issue blending with knowledge and understanding in order to polish it enable one to love truth and to forsake all crooked and erroneous ways of thinking in so many words the Kaz is telling us in just a matter of a few lines that if you're going to learn Torah but at the same time you're going to escape the teachings of fear of Heaven you're going to escape the conversations of fear of heaven and worse yet sometimes you'll even go against it you'll mock it you'll ignore it you'll tell people not to do it you'll tell yourself not to do it then surely the Torah that you have is it's not from Heaven it's not from Heaven why because a person that understands T is a person that loves truth and there is nothing more true than the SC the scary nature of this world there's nothing more true than the scary nature of the Judgment itself as we learned from the prophet job last week and his friend elu told him that all of the difficulties that you have surely you understand that Hashem does not make mistakes surely you understand that whatever difficulties you have in your life whether it's the kids dying or the money loss or the sickness or whatever misery that you're going through sure you know that a is the one that put it on you and surely you know that a did not make a mistake and surely you know that it's you that is lacking and therefore whatever difficulty you have is removing a much greater unquantifiable difficulty that you will have and suffering and pain you will have in Gom and that's what AO is telling his friend while he suffering tell him listen it's either this or G and surely you understand that this is to your favor but in case you don't and you think that perhaps you are more righteous than Hashem let's look at this let's see the magnitude of your single sin not even the previous Carnation not even your entire life a single act that you did and compare it to what punishment that you're getting and of course every body that has read the midash or has read the uh commentary on Exodus and what happened beforehand and so on you know that job was one of the three generals of pharaoh one of the three generals of pharaoh when Pharaoh asked what should we do with these Israelites let's fool them let's fool these uh these uh uh uh these uh Israelites what you know what what should we do how who what when how do he arrive at this conclusion of fooling the Jewish people why didn't he just say Let's uh leave them alone because he had three generals one General he asked them what should we do that General was said leave them alone they're good people they help build this country par didn't like that advice and it had to run away for that itro merited becoming a Jew and his children became Jews righteous Jews that got to a point when they arrived at midbar the the uh the Judah desert the desert of Judah they actually learned T from the and got toes each and every single one of them we're talking about tens of thousands of people that brought to and learned T they didn't even know Al but they knew that they feared hem that was enough to teach them the rest of the Torah and get them to a level where they got to literally on the other hand you also had bam the wicked he said let's torture these Jews let's enslave them and so on for that he got killed by Pinas Pinas elazar who eventually becomes killed and he lost his eternity as the says he has no share of the world to come despite being a prophet despite speaking to Hashem he is in the seventh level of Gom and will never come out the most Wicked person on Earth that's bam now the third person was job job was a righteous person he was a righteous noahide but job was afraid to talk and because he didn't talk the weights were equal one says Jews are good Israelites are good the other one says bad so the uh the the tiebreaker was was job since Job chose to keep his mouth quiet what happened par decided let's go at BAM because po himself was a wicked person so of course he's going to lean towards the wicked side naturally and for that job that stayed quiet got all of the torture that he got in the entire Book of Job for anyone that wants to spend serious learning learning what real difficulty in life is and what a real test is in life read the book of job with commentary and you will see that your life is geden geden next to the life of Job the r writes in the introduction of the commentary to the Book of Job that his suffering was for an entire year it's something that's literally beyond our comprehension how much suffering he had the average person wouldn't survive a day in the life of job but he did it for a whole year but all of that suffering that he had for that year is not even a single minute the suffering that that bam has in Gom or anybody would have in Gom hence the reason why smart people do whatever they can during their lives to learn about the fear of Heaven in order to avoid needing to fear G when uh when it's staring them at the face and they have no choice now bam went g converted to be a Jew job didn't say nothing so there was no reward there was no punishment but there's no such thing as a nothing for nothing we have to look at the outcome because you didn't talk am is became slaves because they became slaves many of them got tortured many of them got maimed where they lost arms they lost legs they became paraplegic they lost eyes they lost all types of body parts with all the torture that they got on top of that there was the decree of far to kill the firstborn child on top of that there was the uh decree of the Egyptians that if the Jews did not get to meet their quota in building the uh the the pyramids and other uh structures in in in Egypt they simply would uh would put their kids in replacement of the stones and it was an enormous amount of suffering that am is had in Egypt and that if you really really look at it is a very big responsibility is on job so elu says if you really analyze your actions not even your whole life just a single action and you quantify the magnitude of the damage of how many people suffered because of that action it would appear as if Hashem is treating you as if he does not know the magnitude of how bad your actions are meaning that whatever difficulty you have you should say thank you for it because it's not even a a small percentage of what you yourself caused and unfortunately this is one of the things that many people simply do not comprehend they just don't understand that when they do something against the Creator it is not that they're hurting the Creator it is not that they're hurting Hashem Hashem is perfect you can't hurt him you can't help him but when you do something against the Creator you're hurting the creation and thereby you're creating a domino effect of of misery that goes into the world and that misery doesn't just end because you're sorry so when a person truly understands that a person understands that they have a lot of chuba to do and just saying I'm sorry is not enough as the rambam writes there are four steps to chuva the first one is to stop making the sins second one is to make offense making offense means you have to learn about the sin in order to know what not to do and what to do in order to avoid making that same mistake the the bigger the fence the the stronger you will be you will know that you're not allowed to go to certain places you know you're not allowed to talk to certain people you know that you're not allowed to wear certain things and so on and so forth a person that builds a strong fence is a person that's protecting himself from Harm's Way third step is remorse the reason why the third step is remorse is because most people when they first start doing chuva when they first repent to a they really don't know what they're repenting for meaning they don't really understand the magnitude of their damage they don't understand the magnitude of their damage they just simply say listen I did something bad so for example a young girl that uh gets married and uh she uh she gets married and she uh wants to have a child just like everybody else that wants to get married and then uh she tries and she figured no listen since I'm only 25 28 years old I should easily have kids and her new husband also thinks since she's only 25 28 years old she should have kids he's 25 28 she's 25 28 we should have kids what's the problem and they do what every couple does and they try and it doesn't work and if fig okay maybe next month and maybe next month and maybe next month and maybe next month and a few years pass and all the next months pass and they have no idea what's wrong they have no idea what's wrong I don't understand maybe I should do a school maybe I should do a so she invites all the girlfriends to the house and they all B you know they all make kala and some people decide to put make the schoa of putting a key in the dough hopefully they don't leave it there and choke on it but nonetheless they do that and they eat the and and everything is great and still no baby and I said fig okay maybe we should uh we should um go to meal so they find some meal because there's always some type of me locally even though you're never going to find them locally but somehow the fake ones are always local to everybody and they get a meal and meal tells him to give him a bunch of money for some type of fake strategy that he has and sometimes he'll tell them that maybe you have to change your name because your name is never good it's like you'll never meet a person that has a good name if they meet one of these MIM they always have to add another name to a person and they add another name and I've even met people with six seven names and I said what happened to what happened why did your parents do this to you no no this one was when I did this and this one when I went to that and this one when I went to this before you know it they literally have six names it's unbelievable how naive certain people are but nonetheless people do it and they figure that they're going to change a name and maybe even force their husbands to change a place change a job change a house change this change that and still bubus still no baby five six seven 10 years of passed she still hasn't done anything no baby the husband is getting discouraged because theba itself says 10 years no baby no marriage that's what the kba says 10 years you don't give me a baby after 10 years I'm allowed to Simply let you go I don't have to keep you so of course he doesn't want to stay with no baby forever she doesn't want to stay with no baby forever what are you going to do what are you going to do so they pray to Hashem and they decide you know what let's let's let's uh let's see let's do some self- accounting and because of all of the tears because of all of the agony because of all the prayers perhaps even some that they give has Mercy on them and makes them remember something do you remember that you didn't just get married at 25 or 28 but you actually got married technically with each other at 21 and 22 but you just weren't alic married you were what they call in the world boyfriend girlfriend and you remember when you boyfriend girlfriend and you are having a good time boyfriend girlfriend well wasn't having a good time with your boyfriend girlfriend and you know what happens with boyfriend girlfriends they act like husband and wife and but what happens is is that when you act like husband and wife and you're only boyfriend girlfriend you don't want what the husband wife has as a result of being husband and wife you want what boyfriend girlfriend has so when the girl gets pregnant what do you do Hey listen you want to get married no we're too young we're only 21 years old who's going to get married how we going to support ourselves we still have to finish college full of heresy we still have to uh you know do this we still have to do that okay you know what let's just go to the clinic and they'll take care of it what do you mean they'll take care of it no I think they give you something do something something something and we finished okay so they go to the clinic something something something 100% Murder In Cold Blood and somehow they think it's okay so now because of all of the chuv that they're trying to do and because of all the that they're trying to make and because of all the T that they're reading and the tears and the agony after 10 years gives them a memory that they hear in a do you remember the abortion that you had 10 years ago 12 years ago 13 years ago you have forgotten but I didn't you ignored it but I didn't it's still on your account and measure for measure that's what you have now the person has a reminder of this situation now if she did not learn any MIM she did not watch a sh like this all the shim that she's watching is simply hunky dory everybody's best friends and everybody goes to heaven together and plays Tetris over there maybe some video games of course even if she remembers nothing's going to happen but if she is told that having an abortion is considered 100% murder both for Jews and for nuns Jews in fact for a non-jew to have an abortion it's according to toah death penalty why because you're not allowed to murder so now of course you're going to find some that debate the issue like everything else in the Tor but nonetheless 100% murder 100% murder and she doesn't realize it but then she goes on some website that tells her it's murder and shows all the videos and so on and so forth he says what have I done not only am I not righteous with I'm not righteous between man and himself man and somebody else I committed murder and she starts crying hysterical and she goes to the rabbi and says what do I do and if the rabbi is a real Rabbi and she has some Merit in the world to have a real Rabbi if she has the Merit in the world to have a real Rabbi then that Rabbi will tell her yes you did something terribly wrong it's time to do chba first and foremost commit to never doing it again second of all learn about the topic what do you mean learn about the topic learn about the topic learn about what happens to people that have abortions according to the toat what their punishment is what the is learn the issues of learn the issues that you can deliver it to other people have remorse cry over it cry over what you did how many times as much as you can until you feel like you're done until you feel like that's it I don't feel any more pain over it anymore why I cried my heart out sometimes you have to cry once sometimes you have to cry for weeks sometimes even longer depending on the magnitude of the CME but nonetheless you definitely have to cry and then last but not least she has to help other girls help other girls in issues of help other girls in issues of immorality why because those things lead to abortions help other girls fix this issue if they did the same thing when she helps other girls then she'll see a and you'll see you'll have a baby b you'll see you have a baby I've seen it with my own eyes you'll see you'll have a baby why CU for the first time in 10 12 13 15 years you did a real T all those other things they're nice but they're not enough for the magnitude of the crime they're not enough for the magnitude of the crime if you see that you're not able to have a baby for 10 years and you're a perfectly healthy person there's a decree in sh and that decree is telling you I want something more I want something more making kala is not going to be enough you what to got to do chuva now of course a person can deny the truth a person can pretend like it didn't happen pretend like it's not so much pretend this and pretend that and you can pretend and you can stay alone without any kids now the reality is is that most rabbis are not going to tell you this stuff why because this is not a popular subject this is not going to make a person more popular in fact it's not going to make the crowd all happy at the end of the lecture that's going to say oh yeah I'm going to sign up to his Channel people are not going to do that at the end of this video why because people like being lied to unfortunately and until they have tasted the truth until they have tasted the truth but tasting the truth doesn't mean you heard it in a lecture tasting the truth means you've heard the truth you applied it to your life and you see it work that's tasting the truth hearing the truth everybody hears the truth at some point or another in their life but tasting it tasting it means you have to apply it to your life you apply it to your life you see it works you'll see amazing things in your life you'll see your whole life turn into one big miracle I've seen it with my own eyes countless times myself other people but unfortunately not everybody wants the truth and therefore doesn't give them the truth he gives them the lie that they want he gives them the lie that they want now how do you know if you have a lie when your source of information is lacking one of the prerequisites for Torah teachings meaning K says that a person that has wisdom that's wisdom is synonymous to Torah person that has Torah that Torah has to be coupled with fear of hasem has to be coupled with why if it's just knowledge itself it's not worth very much the has a story in page 28b where there was a person that was a very smart person knew an extraordinary amount of information and he died and they asked one of theim to do an asped on him say some things on him he died he learned to his whole life say something so says why should I say something well he learned a lot of torman says I'm not going to say on a SP on a basket full of books why a basket full of books because that's what he was he learned a lot of books but he never had shim with he never had a rabbi that he verified if what he's thinking is correct a rabbi to rebuke him when necessary he never had other question what his thoughts are he never had any of that he was just a bookworm a bookworm in the Torah world is worth nothing it's worth literally not very much more than the worm somebody like thatman says I'm not going to give him an esed why I don't want you guys to mistake that he was because he wasn't he just knew a lot of books he just knew a lot of books if he had applied those books into his life then he would become a but since he did not have a rabbi he did not have shim he did not do every anything possible everything possible to apply the teachings of these books to his life does not deserve an ased the says a famous line here he says the beginning of wisdom is the fear of hem this comes from this comes from the beginning of wisdom is the fear of hem the son of elaborates further in Proverbs chapter 1 verse number [Music] 7 the fear of the almighty is the first sign of knowledge meaning it's not you may mistake that the beginning of wisdom is fear of hem that you need to have fear of hem in order to have wisdom but elaborates goes no no no it's not that you need to have fear of hm in order to have wisdom is that the first sign of wisdom the first sign that you even have wisdom at all is when you're first scared of a you're scared of why is being scared of a scared of punishment scared of his awe scared of the almighty scared of all the different things in this world and the next why why is it scary scary scary constantly because if you're scared of the almighty then it shows an indication that you know what you're dealing with whereas if you're not scared of the almighty then it shows that you have no idea who you're dealing with that's why says to out of all the things that he can say to him after he brought his son in last week's ainu has overcome major obstacles no human being on Earth could ever do he overcame obstacles that are simply beyond beyond human measure and he takes his son and brings him as a sacrifice because that's what hasem told him to do without questioning it without asking for explanation without anything he ties his son as thebat says in a unique tie called what is says if you have a animal and you don't want the animal to run away you have to tie the animal like a a says right but if you tie it like an AKA then it'll be torture why it will be torture because if you tie the animal like the AK that means that you're tying all four of its legs you're tying all four of its legs it's not going to be able to move the animal is going to be tortured so don't tie it like an AKA so how can you tie it in tie it almost like an AKA tie three legs and then leave one loose so it could still move around but it can't run away so here we learn what the was like that Abu tied with his arms and his legs back connected to each other and the neck sticking out imagine the scene imagine the scene every time we pray on R and we go over the song and the whole prayer of breaks my heart when you understand what you're saying it breaks your heart the whole scenery is there and he's telling Abraham Aba please make sure you do it a good uh a goodban I don't want to be but also tell Ima that I love her make sure that you're there to to uh to uh to mourn with her because she doesn't have anybody else so you see they have real feelings it's not like some you know they're so uh removed from reality you hear the whole thing of what's Happening you start crying you start crying hysterical and ab ainu goes through this major diff difficulty to say the least to the biggest understatement of the year he brings his son he's about to chop his head off practically and says to him no no no don't touch him now I know that you fear AEM now I know you fear me why didn't he say now I know you love me now I know you're my best friend now I know you need me now I know I need youi says now I know you fear me why because now I know that you understand who you're dealing with when I say something you do it no questions asked now I know you know who you're dealing with because if you have questions for why did you do this why did you do that how come you're doing this to me why is God punishing me why is God doing this to me you my friend don't know who you're dealing with why there's no questions for there's only question questions for us something bad is happening in your life question yourself what did I do yeah how come I don't say how what did Hashem do no no what did you do what did I do why because we are in the wrong all the time Hashem is never wrong a person has to ask himself what am I doing that a is using this as the medicine Where do we see this where do we see this in our day-to-day life because people say Rabbi I watch your lectures I get I wish I learned this every day you do learn this every day if you pay attention but sometimes we don't pay attention because we're so in so a hurry to get to life that we forget what we're doing every single day you go to betet you go to sh you pray by yourself whatever way you're doing you pray right it's in your it's in your make sure you have everything I just said in your prayer first and foremost you start prayer with first thing you start your prayer off is after that you fast forward a few pages you go like this oh a person should always be fearing of [Music] Heaven in private as in public and should admit to the truth a person should always be fearing of Heaven in private and in public and admit to the truth if we only fulfilled this first sentence out of the two paragraphs that I'm about to mention to you if we just fulfill this literally 95% of the criminals in the world will be out of business if we just fulfill this 95% if not 100% of the criminals both spiritual and otherwise will simply cease to exist why if we have fear of Heaven as much in front in private as we do in public because everybody pretends or at least most people pretend to be uh expressing fear of Heaven in a religious community but when they're in private and they're cheating their employees they're cheating on their wives or husband and they're beating their kids and they're this and they're that there's not much fear of Heaven There all the crime usually happens in private that's why in our in our every day it says we should always have fear of Heaven same thing in private as we do in public why why admit to the truth admit if you're doing it do you have as much fear of Heaven in private as you do in front of your RAB Rabbi you know cuz in front of the rabbi like oh Rabbi oh you everybody you see them oh Rabbi they kiss the hand they hug this that five minutes later he's yelling at his wife five minutes later he's even slapping her five minutes later she's insulting her husband calling him a loser what happened to the the Tora that you had 15 minutes ago oh yeah that was for the Tora this is for my husband what do you think your husband is not Tor you think your wife is not t you think your kids are not t a person has to have both in private and in public and he has to admit to the truth meaning I have problems so let's see if I have problems let's first check let's check my fear of the almighty odometer do I have fear of the almighty at all most people have something or at least they portray that they do if they're religious they have a keep on they keep Shabbat usually they portray something do I have as much in private as I do in public because in public when I'm with my wife I don't look at other girls but do I not look at girls when my wife is not around when the computer is on and it's 2:00 in the morning and I'm bored do I also not look at girls do I pretend that I'm honest in business or am I really honest in business when the rash called me and said listen we need staka and I said I don't have did I really not have or I just don't want to have do I not have or I don't want to have to give him I don't have to give you really that's really what I meant which one is it what kind of do I have and simply if a person analyzes just this first sentence they'll see at the very least the root of many of their problems why everything's inage everything is in the garbage why everything else is cursed and I'll show you a proof of that in a second he says the truth in his heart and he should rise early and say master of the worlds Lord of all Lords this prayer that we're doing I'm going to say it in my own words so it's easier to understand this prayer this supplication that we're saying it's not really because we're so righteous but rather because you have so many mercies because you have so much Mercy because if you didn't have so much Mercy you would destroy us right now why cuz that's what you deserve in reality for not for what I did my whole life so many people are worried about their previous Carnation Rabbi how do I know what I sinned in my previous Carnation how about this how do you know what you sinned yesterday forget about previous Carnation do you even know what you did yesterday until you can figure out what you did yesterday don't so worry so much about so far away previous life why cuz I can assure you yesterday you did something wrong why don't you try to fix that why don't you try to fix today perhaps prepare for tomorrow if a person is hon they're not worried about their previous life why they're worried about today how could I fix today how can I be better today yesterday last week the week before that is five years ago I was like a half an ape the person doesn't even know where to begin don't worry about the past worry about today fix today and tomorrow will be better don't focus on previous life previous Gil gulim who you were what you were why you're here worry about now fix now you have arrogance now you have stinginess now you have anger now you have all types of issues now fix those now you have no now now you have to fix it not uh all the other things that are not relevant to you a person that's going to pray in an honest way already at the beginning of prayer he starts crying why he knows he's guilty and and in reality it's only A's Mercy that's accepting this prayer that he has hear forgive listen to my request and fulfill don't delay if a person listen to any of these Heretics that speak online and say that God needs you or that everybody goes to heaven and nobody's going to get punished How come every single morning we say I'm sorry to 500 times before we even get to 500 times we say I'm sorry before we get to how come why does have to say why does a have to even ex listen to this every day same thing sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry why why sorry if everybody goes to heaven anyway why sorry because in reality a person that's honest and has a little bit of knows they're guilty knows they're guilty every single day you have to do CH and's Mercy accepts it accepts it but if you have ch if you do CH not if you're uh in a hurry to finish the prayer so you could uh go play the stock market a person that looks at the prayer goes through it and sees what he's saying how the job of this section this supplication of the prayer is to Humble a person to make a person realize they're literally a zero they're literally a zero if you're feminist this this prayer is not relevant to you if you're a lefty liberal this prayer will not survive in your lips if you're one of these people with this is my power this is my strength I did it this prayer will go through your words just like air just like air will go through your lips like air like nothing why you won't connect to the words at all the job of this prayer this supplication that you're saying here these last these couple of paragraphs is to humble yourself before your creator by admitting to we're Sinners we made mistakes we're sorry please forgive us in reality you don't have to in reality you don't we don't deserve it but we don't have anywhere else to go you our father after all y every morning if a person understood just this prayer already their prayer becomes better already their prayer becomes better if you understood the prayer already there's just to get started woe to us that we know these things but we don't always practice that we know these things and one day there going to be a day and is going to look at us in the face going to say no no no you said you're going to do it how come you didn't do it when you said you're going to work overtime you did it when you said you're going to buy this you did it when you said you're going to go there you did it but you said you're going to do CH how come you didn't do it how come that's the lacking of lacking of and each and every single one of us has to work on that has to work on us now a person doesn't really understand these words so far doesn't understand that to be a person that learns Torah it's not just about grinding books because there are many people that knew a lot of books many people do know a lot of books but they have no share of the world to come they have no share of the world to come these people knew an enormous amount of T enormous amount of T but their T did not have says they have no share of the world to come no share of the world to come he say okay fine that's them what does it have to do with me in says someone that learns T teaches T without it's like the Torah of like a Christian Missionary which it's aah to burn that a Christian Missionary like the ones from Arizona they write a the it's a to burn thatv completely forbidden from reading it completely forbidden from using it for anything or storing ITV to burn that se in Arizon mitv the Torah of the Rabbi over there that has no to burn that Torah that he has why because it has no that both people and lions were scared of him right in a Torah without fear of the almighty is like the Torah of a Christian Missionary mitv to burn it now if a person still does not understand the light of Life the should also know that according to the T if a person makes a sin it's very different than according to our psych our mentality why if you tell people are you good they'll Define good usually by they don't murder people a cow doesn't murder people either but we don't necessarily look at every cow and says she's a good cow monkeys don't necessarily murder people but we don't say that's a good monkey your average kid doesn't murder people we don't say every kid is good we don't say it now which means that not doing something bad doesn't necessarily mean that's makes you good you see if you tell a person what's worse murdering somebody or teaching somebody about Christianity murdering somebody or telling somebody let's go to nightclubs what's worse murdering somebody or teaching about some type of heresy that God needs you and that everybody goes to heaven what's worse murdering somebody or causing other people to sin in any way shape or form according to human logic murdering somebody for sure is worse they would all be wrong and hence the reason why says my thoughts are not like your thoughts I don't think like you you think that murdering the body is worse than murdering the soul I don't why because a person that murders the body is only murdering something that's temporary to begin with but a person that murders the soul has no share of the world to come they're much much worse they're much much worse hence the reason why everybody out there that has been misled to fall into the Trap of these Heretics wherever they are they have to know they literally were in the hands of the worst people on the planet worse than Adolf Hitler worse than him why he killed bodies they're killing Souls teach us that a person that causes other to sin is worse than a murderer he is part of and he's considered a me like a Christian Missionary and what did say about the Torah of the Christian Missionary to burn it and it's not just it's from the ramban a person that understands the magnitude of what a sin is in the eyes of a and the magnitude of each and every single Jewish in the eyes of a knows how much a does in order to clean every n of the sin and if you are the one that is facilitating you are the vessel that's bringing on Sins Not Just on your own Nish but on other people's Nish there's no one in the world that hasem hates more than you that's how much hates missionaries that's how much who hates Heretics that teach heresy there's no one in the world that Hashem hates more than the missionaries no one in the world Adolf Hitler is loved next to them that's how much he hates them why he killed bodies they're killing Souls now what happens if the rabbi of the Kila is actually in cahoots working with missionaries what does a think of him even worse than the missionaries and this is what we have we have a situation like that in Arizona a dear friend of ours that works tirelessly tirelessly to expose these missionaries that literally other people are either scared to do or don't have the skill to do she her organization benu we've been trying to work together for some time on this particular case and others but she has done an ex extraordinary work to identify not only the missionaries but the fuel behind it the fuel behind it and dear Shannon Newen she has done extraordinary work to identify these two missionaries that look more religious than any of us and that's by the way a common denominator among missionar where they do everything possible to look the most Jewish you possibly can they don't even know Al Bet many times but they'll look more Jewish or religious than your average Jew cish Garb and the hats and the whole nine to make up for the inner lackings but nonetheless they're still praying to their Yos they're still idolize Idol worshiping idolizing and still trying to find whatever victims they can now here you see pictures and when I show these pictures to some people before before I told them who and what I told them look at this picture show me who's the missionary almost nobody would pick the right person almost nobody would pick the right person for sure they wouldn't put pick two why because the missionaries are not only looking like rabbis but they're acting like rabbis and they're sitting next to the wicked Rabbi named Michael amov why is Michael amanov such a wicked person he probably has his own reasoning which has to do with dollars but let's see what this person has done he has these people over here giving a sh not just attending he has these people over here doing a meaning that the marriage that they conducted or they acted as Witnesses on that marriage is not valid that couple that got married and there's been many couples in Arizona that got married under their opes their control either them as Witnesses or as the rabbis doing the because they're missionaries and because they're not even Jewish they're lutherans they're the furthest thing away from from Christianity like you're literally you're closer to being a Jew if you're like a I don't know somebody from like India that eats people than these people and the reality is they're doing that couple is not married according to every single time they're together it's a sin every single time why cuz this R over here and you're going to say wait how does he know about it he knows about it we have letters he wrote to thean we have letters from him writing to Big rabbis listen they've been part of my k for so long do they really still need to do a conversion because ah they don't really want to just like they denied the uh the uh the offer to convert in Wisconsin when Rabbi torski offered them to convert they said no why because they know that in order to convert they have to deny Jesus so they don't want to convert so he's he knows about this he sent letters years ago to rabbis to Big rabbis should they [Applause] convert meaning he knows he has Christians in his K and he lets them do he lets them do K he lets them wash the dead bodies no more there's no greater disrespect to a Jew than doing such a thing washing the dead bodies doing even gave them to slaughter the animals all the animals are everybody in the community that's been eating their meat is eating 100% like Pig no different Pig non kosak thing people think no but pig is worse it's not worse the same exact thing a Jew that is a kosher Jew Slaughters an animal it's kosher a Jew that's Slaughters an animal not Kosher a non-jew Slaughters an animal even if he's the most righteous non-jew on planet Earth the animal is not Kosher these people are missionaries and you give them K you give them the you give them the overseeing the the uh the the the K of the community this guy lets them write a seph t here's a picture over here they're writing a there's no greater desecration to our Torah than to have these filthy Idol worshipping hands writing a seph Tor that's where you have a picture of it it's not like a rumor it's a picture they're writing half the community has their half the community has different types of Scrolls from these Idol worshippers all of it is you cannot use a m from them you cannot use a Tora from them all of it you have to burn you can't even bury it it's not even worthy to bury such things like G if you have a seph or you have a holy book that is not usable anymore you bury it like you bury a body but something like this burn that's how bad it is why because they're writing it in the in with the mind of their Yos their Idol it becomes a CLE a vessel of idol worship people no maybe they're this maybe they're maybe they're really Jewish here's the cemetery of their parents here's the uh the uh article of their marriage in a Lutheran Church there's no conversion paperwork doesn't exist they never converted but this Michael aminov not only knowingly makes them part of his K he gives them a SM a rabinal he gives them the K they have jobs with the K they have involvement with they write a seph Torah they write M the entire Community is literally burning right now from the tum of these two idiots these filthy people why because of this Michael aminov I blame him and anyone that knows the issue knows it's his fault more than they do they're just doing the job if a shark swims and you're in the way and he's hungry don't be angry at the shark that's what sharks do they eat you happen to be in their way they're going to eat you missionaries Mission you can't even be angry at them that's what they do they're spiritual Predators but they have a so-called Orthodox Rabbi that has pictures with every big Rabbi on planet Earth over the last 30 years he somehow someway got a picture next to everybody I'm not really sure if it's real or it's Adobe either way even if he took pictures with all the greatest rabbis in the world it means zero why asav didn't take pictures his father was the his grandfather was abru the bigger even his brother was Jakob his father was his grandfather was Abraham and it still says in the prophets says asab I hate him asab I hate him why he knew the truth he still didn't follow it doesn't make a difference if you took pictures with rabbis it doesn't mean you're righteous it doesn't mean anything but this guy puts on the show what does he say look I got a letter from Big rabbis so he takes a very big rabbis uh letter that he wrote and he makes a big deal out of it in reality anyone that speaks a word of English anyone that deals with knows that this five words that he got is not I agree with everything that you're doing no it's simply a simple common message that one gives somebody else anybody else when he gives him a book you give him your book here you go you write him a personal note oh what's your name Steve okay Steve may bless you oh you're Rabbi oh Rabbi so and soak and he makes it like these big rabbis wrote him letters as a letters as nothing they wrote him B they wrote him anyone that knows his work wrote against him wrote against him as a for him but he shows everybody no but I got a SM and I got this I got a SM from Rabbi Ben we have a letter in our position from Rabbi El one of theim in America who says I'm here to announce to you that according to me in every place the to that I gave Michael amov is null and void not valid the SM is not valid I remove it I didn't know he's aash is Michael aminov gonna show this to his k no he's going to show all the mumbo jumbo pictures to his Kaa he's going to show all the mumbo jumbo to people that don't know better we have letters from one of the uh one of the in Israel one of the in the world says according to our records which is not just records of all the people are good but rather letters documents and so on Michael amov is not allowed to convert people wait a minute he's not allowed to convert people Michael amov is charging anywhere from five to $50,000 I heard today $50,000 to convert people people without any shame proud of it $50,000 to charge to convert people I don't know how many fools fell for that trap I'm sure there's a few but nonetheless the fact that he even converted a single person when we have letters that the organization got B benu got and that we have everywhere here says he's not allowed to convert anybody he himself needs to convert if anything he himself needs to convert go back and do chuva he's converting people we have letters that he is apologizing he's apologizing for all of the misdeeds that he has been caught for in the past and he agrees and Promises to no longer convert did he keep the promise of course he didn't keep the promise why because now he has two missionaries in his Ka that he made them between him and those two they're the bedine in so many words three Christian missionaries are a bed of doing the conversions over there in Phoenix Arizona all of the people that converted through him are not Jewish doesn't matter if they keep MIT they don't keep MIT they're not considered Jewish no pek in the world will ever say that they're Jewish why you have a Christian on the bed they're not Jewish you have somebody like amov on the bed not Jewish yeah but I tried I didn't mean to when I paid doesn't make a difference doesn't make a difference the amount of damage that this Amino has caused the entire community of not just not just uh Phoenix Arizona but the entire bukharian Community the entire Jewish Community this literally reaches Israel this reaches New York this reaches Arizona this reaches Florida this has reached literally multiple places of victims from this person this filthy disgusting person that only cares about is himself in his pocket that's all he cares about doesn't care about hasem doesn't care about his community and now what he's trying to do is in essence show people the pictures that he has with rabbis and a few certificates that nobody knows how to read say oh look see these big rabbis like mebi having pictures doesn't mean anything in the Torah world having pictures doesn't mean anything if those pictures don't come along with actions especially when the big rabbis have written letters against you rabbis have been writing letters against this clown for a long time even his own Community even his own Community wrote a letter saying that it's been a long-standing policy of Orthodox rabinal Council unanimously approved by all that all local Orthodox rabbis will not perform any conversions here in Phoenix Arizona and not to accept those conversions that are performed here and it's come to our attention that Orthodox conversions have recently been performed locally based on standards that are not in accordance with policies of the chief rabet of Israel these conversion ceremonies are in violation of the affir mentioned policy and are not allow Al valid therefore these converts will not be accepted as Jews here or in Israel individuals seeking an orthodox conversion are strongly advised to undergo a conversion process that will be considered valid and legitimate both here and in Phoenix and by Torah authorities worldwide this is the letters he's not showing his community this is not this is a letter from aminov writing to the rabbis in Israel saying I'm sorry writes to actually here in in New York the converts that I made here in Arizona was by mistake he mistakenly made converts Mistake by mistake yet converts mistake everything is a mistake cashing the checks wasn't a mistake ruining people's lives not a mistake causing a poor woman to have a miscarriage when she find out that she's a victim of this piece of garbage it's not a mistake what is he going to tell you no I meant well what about you have missionaries in your bed you have missionaries in your K the missionary blew the which means that not a single member of your fulfilled is obligation of listening to the on why because an idol worshiper blew [Music] the idol worshipper blew thear in your K everything we know and people think oh you're just saying things how do I know these things how do I what have these papers for what I have have uh a uh hobby of making stuff up how does such a disaster happen where you have a person that's so focused on money so focused on money he ignores letters that forbid him from converting anybody forbid him from converting anybody you have a letter this is a letter that was like written like something that you put on a book like I like uh did you know thank you enjoy the book to my friend nothing uh I approve of all your work or you're a big uh scholar but he made this oh look look at the letter that he wrote me no this is a letter that he writes to anybody takes his book or anything like that why because the real letter that the actually wrote is um I did not give a I did not take any vow from this RAB amov that's the real letter that he's not telling people the tragedy is enormous enormous why you have an entire Community an entire community of people that got married by either Christians or by someone that does not have which surely means there's been other things that are wrong people that converted that right now before they heard this think they're Jewish and if they haven't heard this they still think they're Jewish and they're not Jewish and they're going to grow up if they don't learn this they're going to grow up thinking that they're Jewish and they're not Jewish and they think that the kids are Jewish they're not Jewish and they're going to want to marry Jewish and if those people don't know they will marry other people thinking that they're Jewish and you'll have an entire disaster have to come to the world in order to eliminate it why because in a place where there with his desecration of in secret has to expose it in public has to expose it in public and this is one of those situations where not believing not agreeing is not going to be a choice many people can make simply because the ramifications of such a choice are too great it's the validity of a conversion the validity of a marriage the validity of AIT the validity of a million and a half different things that these Idol worshippers were involved in that this Idol worshipper amov is involved in he's an idol worshipper to money they were Idol worshipper to a person who's a perfect relationship they have belief that some guy is going to come save them if they murder spiritually a bunch of Jews but they think that they're helping those Jews and he thinks that money will save them as he murders spiritually whoever is in his way you see the ramifications of what happened over there are being highlighted because they're in enormous the media is not covering the full report the media is so far only focusing on the two Christian missionaries because that's the story that's the scoop reality is the bigger criminal is the rabbi the rabbi is the bigger criminal because he is the one that actually allowed all of this to happen knowingly it's not unknowingly he knows he did it when he was asked when he was asked do you know you have Christians in your Kila what do you have to to say about this are they meant well they meant well they look like they have a a pure heart yeah but they're Christians his response is in the United States of America all religions are the same this guy I would be surprised if he even believes in God I would be surprised if he believes in God he has idolized money so much I would be surprised if he believes if there's any room for God maybe he thinks that the statement on the US dollar in God we trust that's who they mean by God but don't worry closes all doors and all bills have to get paid at some point all bills have to get paid at some point and some people say yeah but listen this guy can just go somewhere else and start somewhere else fool other people don't worry will do what he has to do in order to make sure that everybody that has to pay will pay they many people that thought that is not watching and they started teaching things that are against theah they started telling people that there is no G they started telling people that the tah is not forever so in the SE a Divine might uh Madness by he writes in the name of the that when people no longer believed in G had to bring Gom to this world we know it as the Holocaust when people did not want to believe in gay anymore had to bring it to this world it's people like amov that brings a holocaust why because they literally murder us spiritually to such an extent that only a wake up call like that wakes up certain people unless they wake up to the real news now and realize they have to do something about it now now they have to do something about it how do I Ure that such a thing doesn't happen again you follow what the teach you follow what the teach and only look for people that have people that have fear of the Almighty fear of the almighty is not something you can buy at a at a store fear of the almighty is not something that you could just learn in one sh fear of the almighty is a lifetime fear of the almighty is a lifestyle who learned under the tutelage of for 30 years also learned with for many years he was his t muak but he was also next to for 30 years and he said a personal story himself at one of the lectures he gave at our girl seminary in and he said that when people look at him they see see famous says he wasn't born famous and he wasn't born a and no is born famous or born they earn it how do you earn it he says that when the British made all types of sanctions and rules in the land of Israel that they were in control over during the uh World War II they forced all the residents of Israel to shut their lights shut their lights at night early on not have any lights on why they were scared that the Germans that were already in Egypt and on their way to Israel they were scared they're going to bomb them if they see that this is a residential area so the British made these laws they also made a lot of other laws that tortured the Jewish people but most people heard these laws and what are they going to do no lights go to sleep go to sleep 6:30 7:00 at night there's no light you have to go to sleep what young young what did he do and this comes from eye witnesses he took his table in a one room house took the table covered the entire table with several layers of sheets and blankets covered the whole thing with tape and everything took a candle lit the candle took a seph and sat there on his knees for five hours straight every single night learning to that's that's why if you're learning because of intellectual stimulation as soon as the conditions do not meet your satisfaction that intellectual stimulation goes into the garbage you find something new but when you learn because you fear the almighty there is no such thing as not learning Torah I can't learn Torah the normal way I'll find a way I'll find a Way's entire life simply could not handle taking several steps without learning to somewhere or another says that there was one time where the doctors said Toad's family that his heart is very weak especially since he sits all day and learns no no exercise he needs to walk so he said he can't just walk in the middle of the streets the biggest Rabbi in the world can't just walk around without being bothered but he needs to walk somewhere so they went and they found a park where a certain time there was nobody there and they took the rub over there and says when I found out about it I said who's walking with the r say no he's walking by himself says it's not Cav for the Torah for the biggest Rabbi in the world to walk by himself yeah but he can't talk to anybody sure Hees doesn't have to talk to anybody but somebody needs to walk with him it's not it's not honor for the Tora for the biggest sadik to walk by himself so I'm going to do it tell I'm going to walk next to him but not to consider me as anything consider as if I'm a wind I'm like air walking next to him but at the very least there's going to be honor for the tor that the is not walking by himself initially said no no no because he did not want who himself is an extraordinary one of the of the generation did not want him to waste his time walking next to him and not talking he says no no for me I know the t is not T he says if he wants to come he can come so ofon comes and walks next to few steps and they're walking around and after a few steps says to no say says I'm not allowed not allowed to say a few more steps no no no say say something from Rabbi I made a promise can't just act as if I'm the wind I'm only here so there's for the T I'm not going to bother the r if you're going to to here there it's going to kind of uh defeat the whole purpose the rabbi has to relax I'm not going to talk few more steps no say something about not low after a few minutes says to him do you know the in regards to the wrote says of course but we go based on the what wrote what Rada wrote and radya goes into a rage and he says to him exactly you see there's all these Pim they're doing this and they're calling all types of people M and they're doing this and destroying houses and he goes like a lion like a lion comes out the whole Torah comes out forget the walk forget the relaxation the fire of Torah is there says he simply could not handle a minute with without Torah simply couldn't but it wasn't that he wanted to learn for intellectual stimulation it was the pain that he had over the Jewish people the pain that he had over the Jewish people that are suffering from people that simply did not have and are causing people to fall don't have and causing people to make mistakes and all types of things and he had so much pain that he forced himself to push further and further than anyone else when a person has fear of the almighty there is no other choice but to follow the truth until the end it's either life or death unfortunately many times the students do not understand the responsibility of a the responsibility of somebody and they pick their rabbis like they pick jackets or perhaps like they pick socks they pick their rabbis based on popularity based on looks and they throw away their rabbis just like they do old clothes or bad food and then they're surprised that their life is in the garbage when a person understands what a is they know what they're looking for and they know when they find it unfortunately many times people are looking for someone that's going to agree with their own logic with their own logic and that's why the mishna says in the name of says anyone whose fear of sin takes precedence over his wisdom his wisdom will endure but anyone whose wisdom takes precedence over his fear of sin his wisdom will not endure many times we mention and other people mention different books different quotes of different now of course you're going to have the occasional book that no one's ever heard of the the the the rabbi that no one's ever heard of but generally speaking all mention the same people the same from previous generations whether it's the r or the ran or the EV or it's the uh uh you know the the Sages the recent the Yash and the and the from the or the or and everybody mentions in essence the same giant sages one after another how come they don't mention the reformers how come did mention the innovators how come did mention the modern orthodox how come you're going to see nine out of 10 people mention the rabbi of Vidor Millers but you're not going to hear them mention EF from Goldberg how come you're going to hear nine out of 10 people mentionin but you're never going to hear them say a man is fredman how come you're never going to hear those names not today and not ever because the mishna promises that the person that takes sins seriously whatever wisdom they have will endure forever their teachings will endure forever their words will endure forever but a person that does not take fear of Heaven seriously whatever teachings they have will simply go into the garbage pale and never even be recycled sometimes there are certain people that are looking for somebody that's going to teach them things that they already have in their life and says that the fear of sin must proceede a person's wisdom in order to serve his creator because it has to be his moral and spiritual Compass because the reality is that everybody enjoys the pursuit of knowledge when it validates their own lifestyle and Essence that is the the is going to make you more inclined to listen to people that agree with what you already have as a thought but the way in order to go back to the right direction says you have to use as that Compass why because your inner Compass is not your inner Compass is convenience your inner Compass is comfort your inner Compass is going to lead you to go to a place where people already agree with you so if you're gonna follow your inner compass and what feels good to you naturally you're going to go to the Manis you're going to go to the Mesa you're going to go to the and all the out there you're going to go to the Christians you're going to go to you're going to go to you're going to go to G but if you follow the compass that's not doesn't come naturally to you the compass that goes after the to's holy truth that the foundation of it is fear of the almighty then you know that's that's the right that's the right direction that's the right direction there are some people that knew that there was questions around these Wicked people but they didn't care enough to do anything about it you see most of the people are not victims most of the people are perpetrators most of the people are simply victims of their own decisions not necessarily of other people's decisions you see because they were looking for a shortcut most people were looking for a shortcut they were looking for a leniency they were looking for someone that agrees with their preconceived notions even if those Notions were 100% against the Torah so when aosh sent them the truth multiple times they rejected it said okay you don't want my truth I'll get you what you want instead and he sends them the manises he sends them the amov he sends them the Maas and the dos and the eph and and all of these he sends those to those people why that's what you want that's what you want you wanted a different Torah here you go will they get punished for it if they don't do Chua 100% they'll be punished for it not only for following it but also for enabling others because each time you followed falsehood you gave to that t that caused other people to follow it and that's the truth you see there's nothing that happens for no reason nothing that happens for no reason and every single person has to do a self accounting am I following the Torah or am I following what I think is right am I following the teachings of my Rabbi or am I following the teachings that make sense to me and I agree with am I following hasem or am I following my ego am I following what's convenient my following my own cult that's not connected to the Torah in any way sh perform a person that knows what the truth is is going to run away from all things that are anti Tor and even if something smells like it's against the Torah like it doesn't agree to the Torah you couldn't get them to do it even if you paid them a billion dollars you walk in to our in you go to any of of in you tell them I'm willing to give you a billion dollars to drive on Shabbat not a single one of them would even look at you not a single one of them will ever even look at you why it's not non-starter question it's a non-starter question you see Shalom he had a son that went off the and this son made a lot of money and continued going against the tah despite having a father that was one of the until his father came to him in a dream and told him do you're causing me pain the son ignored it came to him again in a dream you're causing me pain ignored it came to him again he said you're causing me pain I'm going to hurt you and he started hurting him in his dream and he felt it in real life he realized his dream is a real dream and started making the different steps that were needed in order to do Chua and he did chuba and as time passed he said it's time for me to get married to a righteous Jewish girl but how could I find a righteous Jewish girl if I have so much money how do I know this righteous Jewish girl is not looking for money so he did something that is allowed to do in order to test somebody when the opportunity presents itself and he advertised that he's interested in a and of course being a descendant of a g and on top of it extremely wealthy multi-millionaire makes you a great candidate makes you good-look too and different women came to him from good houses religious houses interested he would take them on a date and he say to them listen I did cha and everything but to be honest with you it's not for me I'm going back what do you think I'm looking for a wife to go with me on the adventure it's I don't want to be alone and one after another the so-called religious girls it's okay why not I'll join you you have to follow your husband after all each one was justified for a different reason of course almost all of them were coming from poverty so for them it was like life at least I'll have money I'll eat we'll figure out a way except one girl when he told her he's planning on leaving everything and becoming secular again she stopped the mid-sentence and she said to him take your secularism and your money and shove it in a place no one else can see I'm never going to violate Shabbat I'm never going to live a life of a secular person I'm never never going to abandon my God and he says to her I want you to marry me why why pick her this religious fanatic that's not willing to abandon God for billion dollars says the son of who became an extraordinary himself if you are going to abandon God and cheat on him surely you will cheat on me but if you'll stay loyal to your God no matter what you'll stay loyal to me you'll stay loyal to me how do you stay loyal to a when a person has real they get loyal to when you're loyal to you end up being loyal to your spouse you end up being loyal to your to your rabbis to your children you become loyal to everyone because that's the truth and that's the only thing you want when a person connects to a at level of Purity that's full of that person is a benefit to society unlike the contrary a person who does not have he's literally a danger to society worse than any plague that could ever be it's time we each did our own self- accounting to see where we stand do we really dedicate ourselves to like we say do we really dedicate ourselves to like we think do we follow what says and if you don't know check your life do you have loyalty issues trust problems all types of strange things happening in your life each and every one of those lackings is due to a lacking in your Torah when you fix the Torah will fix the rest each and every one of us will take this as a opportunity to do Chua without having to wait for 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