Chodesh Elul Looking Forward To A Better Year - Rabbi Zecharya Wallerstein

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last five six months and this whole virus that's that's happening is a punishment from hashem um there have been many reasons given not by rafael or bixa deacon but just all over the place many reasons given shul is closed down because of talking and shul because of cell phones yeshiva is closed down because tuition is too high rabbeam are not doing their jobs and it's because of the khatam of clientroll a lot of people are walking around very broken very sad um for the last few weeks i'm hearing a lot of wow we had a really bad elbow last year wow mr shaniyam kippel last year really didn't work out like how come none of that sadika warned us that your tulips were not mescable look how many good people died look how many people suffered look how many people didn't even have a levia bar mitzvah wedding like we really messed up for sure named kipper what are we gonna do this year differently um i'm not great enough really to differ but um my rebbe is and other other people so i'm gonna go in a very different direction and also everyone's worried about rosh hashanah shul first day there's no chauffeur so the gemara says that when um when there's no show for the first day of shalom it's a year of piranha ice last year we had a show for the first day and everybody is very worried it was a very big tattoo that said something amazing he said just the opposite he said we know the gemara says that it's a year of perennials if the first day rosh hashanah doesn't have schaefer and that's just the bottom because someone might carry the schaefer to sure she says look at clydesdrow they know they're in danger their lives are in danger because there's no schaefer but for their abanon they're going to listen to their abundant even though their lives are in danger and they're not going to blow sheikh for the first day mekan israel just the opposite when the first day of rosh hashanah there's no shaiphra and we talk a don't blow shaiphur it shows to us that even a drauban is more important than our lives so there's always a different way of always a different way of looking at things so i i don't personally understand there's never in the history of clyde's troll in the history of clyatural i don't believe that there have been uh as many minion and as many people going to minion in in europe there was one minion in each shull and then mishnais and then mairev and you went home there wasn't every half an hour a minion there weren't million factories there wasn't shimmer shabbos or landau's or boston or any of these other places where three o'clock in the morning you can find the myeras and even matsushab is because of the hospital you can find the mairev and every 57 and a half minutes you can find the minha and inevitable all the different places that have all these and and when i was growing up minion wasn't what it is today there are guys that just don't ever miss minion they travel they don't miss minion they go wherever they go they don't miss minions has a minion whatever you think of khabari don't forget the bottom line is anyone who's in business like me it's the greatest thing that ever happened because wherever you go there's a chabad which means you have a minion three times you have a mikvah you have food it's amazing never it never existed we never had so much tiller but zimber in the history of clydesdale i didn't even know what plaque was until this happened like who darvin's myra that 623 i never even heard of that maybe because i'm omarettes but who darwin's plot now i'm wondering who darwin's win is dark like the whole world is dominating plague this plague there's there's the shmira shabbos the the te fila that goes on when i grew up i want to say russian hard on my generation but there was a lot more talking by davening a lot more talking than there is today and if a guy's phone goes off by accident how logically it doesn't say anywhere you can't your phone can't go off by accidents he didn't do it on purpose he's not talking on his phone he forgot to turn it off everyone's jumping and going crazy it's so seldom and that the talking is you know stopped talking a shul of course is a great organization but it there's so much more hakada in minyana that there is no talking so the talking like darwining got a lot less russian hara because of the foundation and all the svaram and the women's have groups and lush and harvard groups not to talk not to talk and groups and groups and groups there's no question that the level of russian heart in this dar is way below because in my door we didn't even know some of the stuff he was saying was lashing who learned a lesson a day in in in in lush in in in watching your mouth so so so twilight siberia is bigger than ever learning torah right after siamashas this whole disease showed up eighty thousand people and one forty thousand and another eric israel you know two different teams hashas everyone's learning the darf with all respect to the last generation my my parents and my in-laws and everyone else that lived in europe how many people in a town knew shas the rav if there was a kailua in the town there weren't many towns under kailua and the guys that were learning in yeshiva they didn't finish shots most of them but they were learning of course be ian but how many people finish sas how many hundred no million of eaton today finish us and get up at five o'clock in the morning and stay up till 11 o'clock at night and learn the deaf that didn't exist in my generation so tyra is in this generation bigger than it ever was tvla is bigger than it ever was she said never existed on this level and because i don't want to start navy because then they'll get caught white and your name me right lifeline and a time and whatever problem a jew has health-wise children-wise marriage-wise there's an organization to support you you go to a hospital the bigger hailing room has more food than the best restaurant in brooklyn that it is today the money that is given for hesed and not only the money hacha the physical part the time the money that is given was unheard of in the last generation in europe unheard of millions and millions and millions of dollars down to struggle before young taivan i have a friend that runs an organization 60 000 pairs of shoes for kids before every youngtif so you really think that hashem is looking down this world and saying i want to punish clydesdrow i want to shut them out of their shoes i want to close down their yeshivas girls never learned tyra in europe that started with sarah schneira millions maybe hundreds of thousands and millions of girls learning torah besiacos on the level that they are everything we took it up a huge notch so we're walking around thinking that hashem is angry and he's punishing the jewish nation because we we give too much hassan or we dive into and there is talking i'm not saying there is no talking it's so much better i'm 63 kananahara i lived 40 years ago well i know what was going on in sure people didn't even know how bad it was so what's going on close down my yeshiva close down my shule wrong god everybody maybe we're preaching it too much that god is this angry vengeful creator that just wants to hurt you and give you a disease and put you in gehenna and punish you and hurt you that is not the hashem that we have i chose christopher because i love them i have ammo israel i love my nation you struggle sir wellesley if that's the case what's your thought what's going on if you learn the gemara about the mishikha if you learn the swarm on the everything that's going on is brought down that's going to happen you know in in in mitzrayim was very tough four-fifths of claystral died in hroshek very tough thank you the the night of the night of matan of of euthyrs mitzrayim sounded like when we were mamish in the middle of the virus one siren after another one siren after another they were dying in the streets one after another very very scary behind the locked doors you couldn't go out couldn't go out you see this was trying you were locked in your house because the angel of death was flying around outside locked you in your house clydesdale was very scared it was a very scary night khrosh was a very scary time but la maisa you had to have khaishev and you had to have mahrez because to have euthyphro trying so the gomorrah says rev said i don't want to live in such a time and many other tanom said i don't want to live in such a time it's a very scary time but it's a process i asked someone very close to kai and why did he stop talking about mashiach when the whole thing started he was like and everybody was talking about meshiach and all of us i know i sat by my seder and when i opened up the door failure navi one hundred percent sure in fact in fact my rebbe robert wheeler said we should set first time i ever heard this we should set a a spot at the table for leonovi a dish fork knives the whole works should be a seat because he's really coming and everybody was in this place like this has to be because any time we go through trauma it has to be meshiach and everyone was like all right we can't go to a pesach program we're locked at home we can't be with our kids we it's mamish was unbelievable right but and also enough time stop talking about it we'll stop talking about it stop talking about it nobody's talking about it anymore what happened and the answer is that we made the mistake that made when adam told java that if you eat from the tree you'll die she didn't understand it as a process that if you eat to the tree you take it won't live forever you'll die she understood that if you eat from the tree you're gonna die on the spot and she didn't die so she said ah the whole thing's not true we think mashiach is a moment it's a moment shaipha boom from one second to the next it is not a moment it's called the equation it has other names it's a process and what i and rav david and ragam lil was saying the process is now in the labor it's no longer a pregnancy it's now in the labor there's a difference carry a baby for nine months when you go into labor that pain is much harder and much faster but that's what pushes the baby out so what they were saying is yes the holocaust is part of it it's maybe the war of going mug and it's process everyone my mother-in-law was in the holocaust and she said to me she said we were on the march and people were dying left and right and and and we said everyone looked up is here that's what they all thought so she's like when you start talking about moshiach it's like happening right now she's been there i've been there done that in the holocaust everyone thought it's a process so a lot of people wrote that the the holocaust in the six million and all that process that it spoke about that's going to happen but in hashem's world 70 years and 80 years is not a long time so when when the rabbanim gaddalem got up and said we made when i open the door he's here it's a process and president trump has nothing to do with this process people are coming to me i think it's i think it's api carson's pretty much on that and they're like if he loses i'm going to urge israel if he loses then i realize mashiach's really coming it's not up to the president of the united states has nothing to do with him he's a pawn if he wins or if he loses if hashem wants to bring the ship with him winning or losing doesn't make a difference and if you should move to eritrea then you should say so i said a few a few months ago i said i think it's time to leave here and there was a total i never got so many phone calls in my life the israeli government they went crazy like are you leading and you're opening a city and then i'm like all i said is that i think it's time to get out of here i didn't say anything else whatever it is but it it's not time to get out of here because donald trump or pelosi or democrats or republicans that's all that's all garbage it's all baloney you have to see through that because people tell me if if trump loses michelle has come if trump wins we got time it's like in the oh and in the old days in the old days so i i taught kids that weren't from right i had eighth graders and um we were talking i was talking about meshiach and there's one kid in my class the yankees were in the we're in the uh in the pennant race and he's like do you have the kayak to dive into hashem that he should wait until they win the world series or other chefs should wait until they win the world series so like castrol has nothing to do with trump you you see what's going on a person has to know what he has to do with his family whatever he has to do and and it has nothing to do with whether he wins or loses it's a process is there a shiloh that this process is happening and that we're in this in the equation of the machine there's no question there's no question because a lot of the not a lot of all the things that gomorrah said is going to happen with the kids being and parents getting up for their children and and mothers and daughters not getting along it's all here it's like i told my mother-in-law i said when you were in the holocaust it's like a part of the picture of the what the gemara says but you didn't have the chutzpah that kids have for their parents today you didn't have a lot of the other ingredients in the cake that the gemara brought we have all of them we have all of them so sir wellesley said why not shem clothes are yeshivas if we never had so much learning and we never had so much why do we close our our shules so i'm just gonna i'm gonna share with you a thought first of all you need to know that akashbachu loves us and we don't understand anything that's the first thing that you need to know and people are asking me were you going to die in rosh hashanah barack hashem since i'm 11 years old that's 52 years i have never missed davening by the kaiser neila that's a long time i've never missed being an eric stroll my brother was bar mitzvah i was 11. from then on my father took austerity stroll after i got married malia and hara i've never missed in 52 years bachol and it's very possible that i will not be able to go this year 14 days i only go for your kipper how am i going to lock myself up 14 days they're going to look at the ticket they're going to say you're only here four days like you didn't like you didn't right so it's a problem so like might tell me didn't i come with me i have a whole cover that come with me what are we going to do how are we going to dive in you know because the ila is by the kosovarovi is is is the height you know you're in the holiest country you're in the holiest city of shalom you're in the holy place of that city on the holiest day in the holiest time of that day in the illa it's like it's like the ultimate high and because you're by the chrysler you could scream at the top of your lungs you're not in the shoe and ana i'm a cayenne so we duchenne before skia and then we do all the video volcanoes one by one because we have to slap it out from skier on as the sun is setting by the ila for a cayenne there's nothing higher so it's like my family wants to like what are you going to do how are you going to dive in i'm like it makes no difference if hashem wants me to be in shul or outside whatever is gonna is gonna happen whatever's gonna come down i don't know if he wants me to be at home at my at my wall then i'll just cuddle up with hashem i'll just get closer because your state of mind controls your state of being so i could be by an elaborate soul in my house if that's where he puts me if that i have no choice and hashem says you're in your house for your kipp are you in your house then i'm in my house and i love him just as much and it's the same young kipper and wherever he puts me rosh hashanah it's the same rosh hashanah don't panic because if that's his decision that where we should be then that's the best place we should be and don't get depressed and don't get down and don't get worried oh my gosh what's going to happen this year um i wasn't you know it wasn't the way it used to be cuddle up it's a kurdish barracuda he put you there that's where he wants you and if i could be in a minion and if i could be on a plane and go to the kaisel i'll be by the kaiser but if i can't get depressed no so my feeling it all happened on purim which to me is the biggest question there's no holier day than purim yum kippur is called yom kippurim there's no holier day in the year than purim it's brought down that purim hashem wrote a gizera to destroy clyde israel the first time ever and the only time ever that he wrote he came to mushrik and he said i wanna i wanna do this my sherbet said hashem never wrote it the only time that hashem ever wrote exera and signed that we'll all be wiped off the face of the earth was purim and claistro who didn't have hashem because hashem wrote the xera didn't have a leader because monaca got them into trouble didn't have someone in the white house donald trump didn't have him either they had esther who invited hamad to the party so as far as they were concerned she was a traitor they had nothing instead of saying you wrote us off we're all going to we're going to become fried we're all going to become irreligious we're going to come they all said we're going to fast for three days we're going to learn we're going to dive in and they said it's for shipping people to share and i talked about it every purim they said hashem you gave up on us we will never give up on you and the kedusha of that moment of love we will makable that moment of love that christopher had for hashem hashem never experienced since he created the world and therefore he saved us and there's no bigger day than purim so i'm asking you do you know how many people died in clyde israel because on purim they didn't know and this disease really took off purim purim parties shiva how could that be a tish above and khainesh of tragedies happen in the mountains on purim the day that we said we love you no matter what so many kardashian people in cholesterol got the disease and then died how does anyone understand that unless it's the beginning of the redemption of climate change and it wasn't a bad day purim but it was the best day we ever had even though it looks and nevertheless we don't understand but that we don't understand we either you either either buy into god you either believe that whatever he does is from love and it's for us or you don't it's there's no in between it's not like when you do good you're there when you don't do good you're not there so if we think about this for a minute on purim when haman walked into yeshiva and the tinikisha base rambam were learning the halakha of kamitsa he went to zaresh and he told her we're finished we're going to lose she said we're going to lose we got the gallow ready for him we got the day set up what do you mean we're going to lose he said tina kashman said this teenager should be thrown they're learning god god loves them too much we're done which says to me and all of you knew that if the yeshivas were stayed open and the shul stayed open there's no way that this gezera that we just went through could happen there's no way that the children of coliserol and the minyanam and tyra of cliotrol were not at the broken this kazera and if this gezera is a gazebo to bring meshiach then had to close the yeshivas and the shules before it really hit the world the kachaya the kachaya so there are many many many many signs that even though it's tragedy and i'm not telling you that it's not a tragedy we just lost the rebel side we lost holocaust survivors we lost the biggest of the big we lost in the last six months and it started on purim and of course barco has this hajj man of the army that he's putting together to come to this world with moshiach and that's his team but we cannot get depressed because it's not what he wants and it's not because we're bad we're not bad i i want to tell you a story with that happened with me i just told her pesach chromeless yesterday so my shiram anyone who listens to my shirum have changed drastically in the last three years i used to get up and a lot of people complain like you were fire you ripped everyone's head off you say it the way it is what happened to you got old you talk now you're nice you get physic you're not screaming at anyone anymore like wow if you talk and listen to my show i'm 10 years ago listen to them now it's not the same guy what happened i'm going to share something with all of you so when i was in my 40s i got very into kabbalah not myself but i got close to some valley cabela in natchez row it's sort of been my yates or whatever you want to call it toy rod i'm not sure to to the fascination of of not only cabal of the kabbalah learning but the kabbalah micey to see stuff see stuff being done i've seen a lot of stuff so i was very close with like a very big person's name was lastry macho philosophy lived in beijing philosophy thought he was about 105 years old but he was babasali's morocco and he also wrote kamehamehas kamehameha's is the names of malachi and baba sally didn't feel he was old enough to do it he wrote kamehameha i saw stuff happen i mean i could sit here and tell you stories tonight stuff that you would not believe mamish nissan influence i saw by this man and i was very i was very like entertained but only intent i was fascinated like i would bring my friends in there and he would be like your daughter's sitting it goes to a certain person's house and that person has a television and she's going and she's seeing things she shouldn't and this guy he said in your third draw i was like he's sitting there too strong being sean he's telling them what's like fascinating fascinating i got very close to him so what i used to do when i was an heritage australian kipper the day after you kipper i would go to him and say so how did i do in chimaya i'm like what does shamai mao they're happy with me are they not happy with me with my tules macabo and he had all kinds of swarm and zach and whatever it is and sometimes it wasn't such a good report sometimes it was a good report anyway he passed away around 10 years ago so i have no one to ask how do i do a yom kippur and four years ago i was introduced to i'm not going to say who his name is whatever it is because then you're all going to call him but uh four years ago i was introduced to this person who's who's very big in kabbalah and there's people that know him whatever it is and i was i was like you know i know who his rebbe was you have to be very careful because there's a lot of fakes and there's a lot of people who work with shaydem and and the dark side you have to be very careful you start with them and you're you're in big trouble so the way to know who if someone's kosher or not you need to know who his rebbe is if you know his rebbe and you find out who's rebbe then you know who he is or what he's not and many are the ones that aren't they're like no i don't need a rebbe i talk to my champion on my dreams yeah okay bye have a good day right um so so i went to this person this is a true story my wife was sitting next to me and i said to him i had the ranch and i have my schools and i'm saving classroom so i sort of wanted to get my you know like shamayam's like waltzing you're the man you know i try i was asking because i expected a very good report like you know sherman black hashem's like wow you know it's kai wallace and you're like wow okay so i want to get lil hanoi after him kipper fasting all day so i said to him skyshipman cyril is my name um how did i how am i doing i didn't ask about young kid i said how am i doing in shamayim are they happy with me he closes his eyes and he's gone like in a different world for like 15 minutes i'm like that's not good they're happy he's like they're happy right 15 minutes is the report's taking too long he opens his eyes and he says to me shimayama is very unhappy with you i said excuse me very unhappy with you in fact you're in a stucco malcolm sakhana i was like malcolm sarkar he said yes shimayama has a hakapada on you i started thinking about all their various i did that year wasn't that many right that they should have a hot puddle on me i said could you please explain what you're saying you talk too negative about hashem's children this was four years ago i said but i give musser how do you give muslim without speaking negative this is what he said to me he said knows his children he doesn't want to hear it from you that's what he said i'm a teacher pta we're always told by the principal when you when the parent comes open up with a compliment no matter how off the wall the kid is say he's handsome say he's about kasir that always works he's a bacha said say me but always start with a compliment because parents know how bad their kids are they know how they're doing in school they're not coming to hear that they want to hear something nice because baraku doesn't want to hear from his speakers bad about his children and you talk bad about his children and you're in danger he said you shaya navi was a little bigger than zakiyah wallistein and you're shy on navi said negative things about clyde stroll he was a navy and you know how he died he was hiding in a tree and the enemy came to ushalayim and they chopped down the tree and the axe went through his throat and said what kind of death was that for you shaya navi because he spoke la shahar on clients role and therefore the acts went right through his throat elio navi elijah navi came to hashem and said coliserel is not doing bris mila and they weren't he didn't lie they weren't because barclay said you and hashem knew that hashem knows that we do what i'm doing with mila are coming to talk about my children every bris from now on you have to go to the bris come to shamayim and say adas that it's not true what you said and they are doing the brisk and you're going to have to leave ghanaian again and you have to come down to this world speak punishment for him did he lie all he said was they weren't doing brasmila don't talk bad about my children who was bigger than my shirt i've been this is what this makeover is telling me who is bigger than moshe and benu who was a bigger defender of claistro than mushrik all the time going to hashem right and hashem says i forgive them because of the way you speak one time he said shimano he called them rebellers he lost everything one time he defended them his whole life one time he called them my rim hashem said you're calling them my rim you no longer have rokha kaidash instead of talking to the rock you're going to mess up you're going to hit the rock how dare you call my children my rim mr benu come on shim doesn't want to hear anyone talk negative about his children he knows his kids i was like uh-oh and i'm working so hard to help clyde's troll and i'm like poof there's a hot puddle so i made up my mind from that day on no more criticism no more you're talking jewel your skirt's too short is that no you have to get into the red lady by ditch of a thing you have to get into the good of clay israel the saturn everyone was listening the satan talks all day long bad about kai israel you don't need to be a makatrik we've got a big machotic up there hashem wants his children to talk good about each other just tell me the goodness of my children tell me even if they're mahalo shabbas but they came for kiddish find something good in every girl and every boy be positive so oh boy did i change i don't care that people are not happy that i'm not the old brimstone wallace team i don't need a hockpod in shamayim and hashem for the last three years i asked him after young kipper and he's like just keep it up they're happy just talk good and give physic give physic to his children that's what a parent wants doesn't want a rebbe that's ripping up his kid every day he wants a rebbe that gives his physique you know i remember when yeshiva we used if you asked a question like um and and the rebbe would say to me would say like oh yeah well then that's rashi's question and that was it you know or that's where we keep that's tight this question how many times i mean i didn't ask the question that many times but in class other guys who were learning you know that's ty's this question instead of do you know what you just did what'd i do you just asked rasheed's question you know what that means what does that mean that means for this moment you were as big as rashi you're a rashi how else could you ask rasheed's question if you're not a rashi kid's like what yeah you have the head of twice fish you just have to forget about ricky veger that's a rebbe's job now oh yeah thrasher's question so like you're no big deal because it's in the rashi or did you look at rashi before so you had the question no that's not what god wants that's not what hashem wants he wants hezek he wants to find the good in every jew and i think that's what we need to take on this roshanim kippur because we are in the equation of the michigan there is no question and if your kids have to be home or because then at home if you're in shul if you're not in shul if hashem put you there then he loves you there and you do your best there don't get broken i hope we're all in trouble i hope we're all in edge as well i hope i hope my sheikh is going to be but if he's not here and you can't be in sure because of surely this and that and you have to dive and outside khashoggi whatever it is i'm not the doctor and i'm not telling you where to down what the diamond but whatever safety whatever it is cuddle up to hashem it doesn't matter where he where you are it doesn't matter it's a state of mind your state of mind is your state of being why do you face mizrah he's he's what are you you're facing no string why do you face miserable why are you done you're facing miserable because it faces the average you throw and the face is based on me just i'm not facing the base i'm making this i'm facing uh northern avenue let's get real right i'm facing the wall over here what pesami what's misrach mizrah is a state of mind when you're facing mizrah your head is supposed to be in yusholayim by the makkah mahmig dash mizrah is nothing east 24th 27th 29th no string king's highway there's nothing there the state of being is the next street is the 29th right this 29th is right here state of being is we're all facing east 29th so what's mizrah mitchell is a state of mind when i'm facing miss rock i'm thinking i'm an architrave and i'm by the car cell guess what makshava in the next world there is no mice there is no physical being everything is a makshava why is my shovel myself is a way to travel in the in the non-physical world when you do a mitzvah this is again god's love for us when you're doing mitzvah feels that you shave to do a mitzvah because he loves you you really want to do the mitzvah avaira you don't want to do that there there's satan's making you do that vera so by anavera is not a mice because hashem says you know my children don't want to do an alvera that's a saturn in his head mitzvah mitzvah every one of my children want to do a mitzvah so makshava is the power when it comes to tafila max shovel you can be anywhere you can be anywhere so wherever you're going to be with shashanim kippur don't panic go into your head and if you're not in sure be in shul we were last year if you're not an architectural be an artist role where you're not well you're not last year but don't let the mashable be broken so many people are coming to me so broken how we can have rosh hashanah i said you said you had such a good roshana last year yeah we had a very good restaurant camp i think just the opposite i think whatever these people ever had to leave the world have to leave the world anyway and i think that we're really we're really in the birth with that's it we're we're pushing the baby out and and and because it's impossible and i'm saying this in front of you in shul it's impossible that there's a gezera raw on purim after we didn't give up on hashem and the holiest day of the year there's no way that that was exero i everyone caught it on purim is a is a writer that it's executive didn't happen in the nine days having the nine days i wouldn't be talking like this having a tissue above i wouldn't be talking like this and i'll pour in and i'll pour in so yeah pesach we're in our house i don't understand the customer but the real first place like we were also locked in our house and you couldn't go out and you had to have a set group before you sat down the group had to be new you'd have to be calm and pace i have to be set there's a lot of things if you look deeply into it that are very much like it was on pesach so it's not a time to get depressed just the opposite and it's a time to learn the beauty of a jew and to only look at the good don't walk around people talking a shul and tuition and rebellion and abuse and hashem doesn't need to hear that he hears that from something all day long he needs to hear from us all the good stuff leave the bad stuff to the subject he is a pro he is much better talking less than her than you'll ever be let him do it i want to end i don't want to end but i want to tell you a story um i'll see if i have a chance to say both stories i want to tell you a new ridiculous story where melech challenged hashem challenged hashem and this is what happened that's what i want to tell you that i'm telling you this story because of this whole thing with trump i hear it every single day like people are just watching they watch the news work hashem i know why i have this flip phone i'm cut off someone got up and said don't listen to the news whatever it is i am cut off whether he wins or he loses it doesn't doesn't make if you believe that makes a difference then you believe that the kayak is in is in the president and a human being's hand you're not because you're totally cars you're total epicartis if you believe it you believe that that the the jews are going to either be freed or not freed or persecuted or not persecuted or go to israel not go to israel because of a president you'll not be curious it's all hashem without a president it's not pelosi and it's not the senate and it's not so i said what am i listening to the news for god's going to do what he wants anyway endorsing is something else i'm not i'm not i'm not i'm not he didn't say that trump is the answer to whether we're gonna have michelle's gonna come or not michelle we're gonna be treated right or not cheater right you you have to go be direct you're supposed to vote i'm not telling you not to vote right you're supposed to vote if you're supposed to vote he's telling you that that he feels that he's good to the jews whatever it is but if you think that that's our savior that's our mashiach you know people tell me like if he loses i'm out of here if he wins it will hang out see what happens stop because what are you saying it's up to a man oh so the tai chis and i heard this tai chan rav shmuel what he said including other people asking this question the tai chi that rob shmuel said that if trump wins is a simmon from hashem that one way and if he loses it's a simmon from hashem again look at the holocaust right he was a nazi he was a hitler with a yamaha with a nazi and uh you did it you know you didn't need more of a bigger simmon than crystal knocking everything else but even with a cinnamon you see a lot of people didn't leave because it's hard to leave just interesting just going to go off i'm going to go off subject for a second so usually the day that i speak something happens that i'm supposed to speak about whatever i was i was having a discussion tonight i wrote a book i don't know if you guys know that that um you wrote a book um on quebec a very important book um a safer it's not a book a lesson a day um honor them revere them kibbut and era um and makasham we're ready in our second printing it's something that the problem is that you know who's learning the book the parents that's the problem all the parents bought the five thousand books sold all adults the kids are not learning the book the parents are learning the book you know i i said send me the kids name i'll mail them one i'll write a little letter please read the book you know anyway so one of the struggles that that that some of the kids are having is that you know they got they grew up and and today that people don't own anything it's my father's fault it's my mother's fault this one's all that before i'm like you can't you can't go on in life if you're busy with everybody else's fault how do you know this so it's a totally different subject but just just for anyone i guess someone has to hear this abuse anything that you've gone through in life parents whatever it is you you can't live in the past why by abramovino and i had a discussion with someone in my house tonight right before i walked into this to this year and he said why should i forgive my parents they treated me so bad for so long why should i forgive them i said first of all i'm i'm not gonna you know i i spoke to him about what she had been went through stuff and doubled him everybody in new and i'm not any of them and i'm not the stifler and i'm not that so don't give me don't compare me to anyone i said you're right okay i said i never understood and i speak about this but a lot of you know had a unbelievable yeshiva right the people that he made in quran unbelievable yeshiva pact bali chuvas of ram will be not packed bigger than a torah big big place why doesn't he was doing so well why'd he send them out and he told them i'm not even telling you where you're going because the bottom line is whoever's listening to grow to grow and to have a life you've got to leave your past so agus bachu understood that he had an unbelievable yeshiva but nimrod tarakh they threw him into a fire avoid the zara the place that he lived hashem said you can't be avraham of inu unless you leave your past so you've got to get out of bethel and you know what if you're willing to leave your past you're guaranteed to succeed in your future i'm not even going to tell you where to go because it's not about where you're going it's about to just let go and you know what if you're not so from it and you're not so great and you're not just exotic let go because you're selfish because you cannot continue your life when you're carrying all those anger and hatred and memories you can't go further so hashem was saying i don't even need to tell you where to go you know drug addicts when they come out of rehab the first thing that we tell them you must change your environment no but i'm good i could say no i know how to say no now i'm good i did six months i could say no i'm like you could say no and you could say no but if it's going to be the same friends in the same city and the same dealers and the same everything you're going to say yes in the end first thing is change your environment the coach boca said of ram you're doing great you have a great yeshiva but you can't become a brahmavinu unless you leave your past let it go so if your parents weren't perfect let it go in the holocaust there's a difference between the survivor and the victim a lot of and i'm not judging them sadiq and whatever but even the people who went off the derrick and everything who could judge them we could judge them after a holocaust right but they never let it go they're walking around the holocaust on their shoulders our parents our grandparents don't even talk about it most of them don't even want to talk about it that's the past i came to america i work hard i dive in hard i learn hard a few survivors that tell me they stand in bottle park and they watch all these little yeshiva kids get onto the buses and they're like we won yamashima you lost you didn't even have a country anymore we won they let go of the concentration camp they let go of the vehicle they left that all behind ashara ekka they came here and they they look at these little kindle and and the shules and the yeshivas and they're like yamashima lost the nazis lost what i mean they lost they killed six million they still lost titties titus you lost so if you if you're a young person listening you're an older person listening and you're living in your past jews don't live in their past jews learn from their past don't live in the last five months either don't walk around with your head down the last five months or whatever whatever happened whatever we went through if you're gonna live in the last five months it's gonna make you sicker it's going to depress you and it's going to give you anxiety and never there's so many people out there that are taking medicine and therapy and never they're not alive anymore because the depression and anxiety of of this whole covert this whole thing let it go let's go further we got rosh hashanah we got ello anila daidi laday de lee what does it mean i i'm to my loved one and my loved one is to me that's not fear just love what kind of what kind of why do we name the month of ello i kneel a daily delete it's the month of judgement it's the month of preparing for the biggest court case of your life whether you're going to live and die it should be a anila chuva or jubilee anilira of a year ali what's this love i need a deity deity we that sounds more like adore not elo wrong wrong it's a relationship it's love yira everyone tattoos is fear you know what year it is it's much more than fear it's awe if there's a shambhala how can i fear in love no it's oh when the king walks in you're like wow that's much more than don't hurt me please don't hit me don't burn me don't give me a disease please hashem no that's not what it is that's not what he wants he wants that neela diaz even daisy lee or yes he's like he's god yes or he's like look at everything he created which is another problem we don't have time tonight which i do feel very much with for the world you think okay right last name why do you do this to the whole world i've been talking to this a long time because we're so busy with our technology so sean's like well why do you need to go shopping in a store you can order online why why do you need to go outside to see my flowers and my fruits and everything you could you could order that online and you could you know i had this this girl that told me she sees sunrise every morning i'm like you don't go to the seeking like what are you talking about she goes no it's on my screen saver on her computer that's how she sees sunrise every day so we we all began to live in our houses we don't watch brie at all we don't know what smells we don't know what tastes we don't we don't we don't we don't we we we don't even learn we learn online a lot so there's no rebbe and there's no no breath coming out no from my teammate it's a computer right and that's not nicholas so hashem said okay okay i created a world in six days you don't want to live in that world so you want to live in your world that you created which is technology okay we'll lock you all in you don't you don't need my world you can live in your house you can do business in your house you can be with your kids in your house you could have pesach in your house you could have everything in your house because that's what technology did you put everything into the house jeff said okay no problem that's what you want he wants us to be human he created a human being he created the world so the least you can do yeah if you have to learn online and we had to learn he forced us to learn online but there's nothing like a share there's nothing like being in front of the rebbe first of all you learn from the rebbe on his meadows and the way he behaves so it's very different again if if you can't if you can't you can't but welcome forces he said you want you want to learn on a machine now you're going to have to learn on a machine so he took that whole world and he stuffed it down our throats not on us the guy of everybody you want to you want technology you're going to create your own world you're not interested in my world anymore you're busy talking to each other with text you're busy whatsapping you don't talk to it you don't there's no diver hashem said the whole thing makes a human being different than an animal is deborah there's no more deeper everything's typed okay way to take deeper away you can't talk to me you put on a mask you know put on a mask you can't talk to me six feet apart you were a part anyway you went with human beings you're on your screen the whole day you're on your phone the whole day so you know what now you're gonna be six feet away from a human being so he took the world he created he said you don't want my world you want your world see how it feels learn learn from what we just went through don't live in it though so i don't have time for my stories um we have time one one one crazy story that nobody ever heard so two i'm going to tell one i'm going to tell one story so malik had a beautiful daughter did you know that humor is okay he had a very beautiful daughter never heard of her and i guess he liked kabbalah also so he looked into the masalas to see who her zivag is he could look into the masalas into the stars i want to see what kind of boy she's going to get a very poor boy the ambience role anika moisture the poorest guy in the whole glass room that's what he saw he said that is not a up for my daughter my officer what did he do banana mig dog he he built a huge tower in the middle of the ocean like a like a lighthouse surrounded by water and he put walls walled around the tower not albitai he took his daughter but nice to buy some big dog he put her on the top of the tower and on the bottom he put 70 suicides from so she's now what else he did ube no dory put enough food up there for her no door you can't get up to her impossible surrounded by water surrounded by these guys this guy this arnie is not getting to my daughter okay so he said era paul hashema let me see what hashem's going to do now someone else testing hashem what could he do what can hashem do she's locked up okay young man who's supposed to marry her you know somebody lila he went at night it was freezing if he had no very little clothing he was freezing raw of his son made nothing to eat thirsty and he saw a shore an ox that had just died and it was freezing so he cut it open and he went inside to its innards which was still warm so that he wouldn't freeze that night okay so that's where he went to sleep inside the innards the guts of this of this shark okay he had no choice okay he's sleeping but off god all a big eagle came and this was naval this was a piece of meat for its children so it picked up not knowing there was a human in it it picked up the axe and flew to its nest but it couldn't the ox was too heavy he couldn't hold it so he dropped it where did it fall on the porch of this girl of his or someone else's daughter okay so the ice went down and he ate the novella and he stood on he was on the porch hi hi she went outside to the porch and she sees a buckler a guy laying there armor low she said to him miata who are you um who brought you here he said i'm a jew from akko and oh that he also saw someone else he was going to be from account he said and the bird brought me here okay so she had some clothing she gave him something to cover himself whatever and he washed himself up and she asked him she saw that he was horrif pilpole he was a cypher she sent him right so i told her catching you want to marry me i'm allergic he says what did he do hick is dumb because of luck suva he he let go let go of blood and he wrote a suva umayyami dummy wrote a super from his blood the kitchen he was makanisher i have a big kash on this i don't have a turrets yet they ate them i do have maybe a turret they didn't be called by gavriel two angels came they were ate them underneath and it was michael and gabriel this album emanuel she becomes pregnant when there's a cane mc that she became i don't know how they saw it she went she went out to the porch and they saw in her ninth month that she's pregnant they said oh boy so mama's going to think with one of us he's going to kill all of us going to kill all 70 of us oh guy would have they didn't know there was a guy up there they just saw her so they're like oh my gosh we're in very big trouble so they called for they called for mamela to come figure out doors closed around the water they're there they didn't see nobody come in nobody go out okay so mela comes and they say don't don't blame us but something's going on your daughter's pregnant okay so he go so he they break down the door he goes upstairs and he says what's going on where'd you come he told the whole story vegetable and he shows him the suva and the melak says to him your mother and father what city are you from and he says i'm from the city of akko the and you said i see now when hashem wants something to happen there's no human being that can that can stop it and that's why i'm telling you that the whole politics has nothing to do with anything whatever hakuna mariku wants to happen is going to happen so here's my kasha how can they call and rafale be aided they're they're on on a conduction they're only they're angels right it's bom kasha you have the same kasha let's go to a different question right when he when he brought his two children in front of menasha to yaakov what does rashid say he showed him star eris and star harrison why was indeed why didn't he marry her with kedushin with money white star because for for for kedushin right you need to have adam there were no aiden they're all gay him right so he had no atheism so he couldn't do conducion with kessel but star if it's brought down that if the person is a very important person then the the makai of the star so that's what i had to use the star so over here i don't know i don't know exactly the turrets but if you learn the stock suva and that goes well who wrote to clydesdrow it's a stock suit i don't know if you ever learned it and we say it on the ticket elsewhere to the the and the stark suva is signed by shamayim bharat so you see that the the suva for clay israel hashem with chimayan bharat so there must be a level of some type of calling of real shamayam virus that that works anyway it's akasha for myself but the the main thing that i'm the point i want to bring here is he went ahead he did everything he could because both who want something it's gonna happen so everybody hold on tight no matter what restriction kid was going to look like it started on purim it is the beginning of the end of gullus for clay israel may we all be zeitgeist to see it because thank you you have to die 100 you have to do what you have to do but you have to understand that it's not the kayak of oh it's not the kayak of trump or congress or you we have to dominate of course we have to dominate i said you have to cuddle up you have to have the kavanagh and you have to dive into kurdish who but don't dive into donald trump and understand that because who has the kayak no matter what any of these will show any what anyone wants to do hashem is going to do what he wants if he's got to take an ego land and i think whatever has to be done because welcome will do and i trust that the love of akash baku to us that hashem we're going to see the yeshua and then we'll understand what what what the khaishek was all about um take part in english your entire annual dinner 19th annual dinner coming up details to follow but uh you can stop preparing by preparing your ad in the journal honor the urbana 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