CHAZAQ | Rabbi Fischel Schachter | A Night of Inspiration

foreign [Music] for joining us tonight it's very special sheer I want to thank all Sim Club of course hosting tonight's share such being such a place of Torah about the middle of them in this place the place to continue with Robert a place of Torah until until the shore was moved to the transported to shalam and into the Vietnam we want to know of course the entire event tonight should ishmad a loving memory of Netanyahu Ben is amen um we're with a great idea from our officialita we hear from we will hear with we'll hear from momentarily of course it's been of course it's been also presented by the kazak organization and which organizes hundreds of events throughout the year it inspired thousands of people and khazakh's main focus is to inspire Jewish public school students um thousands of public school students and we have um after school programs in 15 different locations to inspire these Jewish public school students um and uh since 2017 we have a special division called Public School Shiva division which has helped transfer over 1400 children from Yeshiva and um as we know we're right around the corner from the start of the new school year so it's very important that everyone who has who knows someone was a child in public school whether it's a relative a friend co-worker if they want to read we're talking about the rebuilding the baits on mcdosh the based on mcdash so one way they definitely could do something about is by caring about their fellow brothers and sisters and definitely should reach out they should standby idly make sure that they're giving a Jewish Education whether coming to an after-school program or helping them transfer to Yeshiva and of course we want to give a big shout out to to Rahman and the toshana mastura Luna if I apologize but uh Chris uh we have shashan over here and uh we will do all that for all great work and Friday such a great friend of hazak for many years and um and um and to introducing his introduction of course is one is one of the biggest muggy this year in the world he's such a he's this is his stories they're not just stories but but um it one of his books that it just came out recently I think it's called probably exactly Zach kind of Once Upon a story I've had the exact title but but but I would like for the exact eye but what it means is that the stories happen to all of us but we're officials actors he gets seen through the lens of the Torah and seeing how we can learn from them seeing the yada Hashem in it and of course he's such a he's such a he's someone who is a car he's someone who lives for Christ so a day and night and and we appreciate coming from Brooklyn and for being a friend of Hazard for so many years it's our great honor please stand for her official shaft okay thank you very much Ravi very special special to be here the name of the book by the way is did this ever happen to you people always say to me how come stories always happen to you I said they happen to all of us we just have to be able to see it so I'll tell you an interesting thing talking about stories that always happen to us that this morning my my wife had suggested that I send a gift to someone to a family member for Sabbath that he stayed by so I sent the gift wherever it was flowers or something and I was trying to speak to the person on the 800 number somewhere what to write on the card and I have to spell it in English and basically I wanted to write Mazel Tov the ace frums how do you spell it took a while and at one point she says who's signing it so I said me now my full Yiddish name is makes it kind of complicated so especially the young Department I very often get papers come and visit your native Korea come and you know like people don't quite get it 100 right so I said official do me a favor but Please spell official correctly and this person said go ahead I said official f as in Frank okay I as an Isador S as in Sam H as in Herald and um e as an Edward L as in Lily okay and a while later I get a call from these people that we were there for Shabbos I said by the way we tried to figure something out we just got these flowers and chocolate with a strange card I said really what does it say it says whatever he tried to spell has a Mazel Tov from from Frank Isidore Sam Harold Edward and little I said Rosie Taylor's Fuso you see just I always said that I am you know that's schizophrenia multiple personalities so we just brought out some of them that's all okay so very often in life that's really what we're doing we confuse the Parable with reality there was a um famous Magid Robinson used to speak every Tuesday night in the shibalachian and we're going back here to the 40s and he showed up and it was in the middle of a real real Heatwave but as bad as it gets and in those days the word air commissioner did not exist in your salallahim even the refrigerator didn't exist and he he showed up and everyone said don't go our people and mamas were told to stay home it was really woke up and they've been seeing said no no this is my job this is why I'm down here in this world and wearing his kapata and his hat and his long white beard and he trumped in the Heat and came over there and when he came in not too much of a surprise okay nobody was there it was just impossible to walk up the street ever have been seeing walked up to the demon and said look Hashem my job is this the people you provide I do my job you do your s now mind you we're not talking about it was recorded for any time it was not being recorded for hazak there were no recordings there were no nothing there were big record players with those big horns that come out and that didn't exist in your July of he just said this was his life I do mine one of my one of my business whether it succeeds or not I'm doing what I have to do and he closed his eyes and he just went off on us real fiery speech meanwhile this kid is roaming the streets why is he roaming the streets precisely for the reason that nobody else was roaming the streets they thought it would be a good day to pick things off you know be able to get away with stealing things and he's like holding his shirt over his back and he walks in and he hears some kind of a thunderous noise coming out of the shore and he says this is fascinating who's speaking there and he looks in and he has to hold himself back from bursting into laughter this is insane this guy's either a Madman or he suffered a heat stroke or like what in the world and he's like listening okay imagine here is uh Reverend C and giving this fiery Joshua to benches and shares and on the window on the other side there's this kid with a shirt over his you know over his undershirt or maybe even his bare chest who knows and he's listening and have been seeing as saying you never give up you're never disappointed you do what you have to do this is why we're down here on this world and he's going on and on and on and after a while and he's dressed much more conservatively and he says to him I want to know after many years I started putting on fill in again and it started doing Shabbos it was all because of your speech he said my speech I don't recall seeing you by his speech when did I See You by his speech he said you didn't well who was I talking to you were talking to benches and to chairs and to walls I would say tissue boxes I don't think they had that either in your salon than those is and I was outside the city so what effect did this kid I think not so much the content of rather than seeing's speech but the courage that I'm not you know after what I go through this is where I am no one shows up right I could see someone thinking that way no I do mine it's not about me I don't have to see success I'm not going to be disappointed I do what I do I think the dad gave this kid the courage to go on because we don't always necessarily see the success in what we do it's one of the things that Sahara loves to do for us he loves to say you're not accomplishing anything anyway what's the point to try and show them values what's the point of trying to be mechanical children it's not happening it doesn't have to happen we have to do hours and your best speech will be to where no one is there I remember once I told one of my eighth grade classes I'm so tired I would love to go to sleep they said Remy go to sleep so I said if everybody would go to sleep and I can do it the problem is you're up they said half the class sleeps anyways you have to worry about the other half they do I remember once coming into Yeshiva I say this many times and I have to print something out I would give a speech somebody emailed me a copy wanted to print it out I didn't know where the printer was they told me no just here and I'm not well just learning computers not that I know that much now but I know that much you press Ctrl P so I press Ctrl p and I press it and there's not nothing suddenly out I don't hear the the role of a printer I don't hear any papers I press it again and again and again and again again again I'm getting very frustrated again and again again finally the secretary comes down from downstairs can you stop that there are papers flying all over the place papers were coming out upstairs nearly answer how many years down here we refrain from speaking Allah you know you want to get angry you want to yell at somebody you really want to give it to someone and you say this is going to cause a terrible muscle okay this is going to kill a shot Shabbat and you okay in Somalian says that counts for pay valid Tunisian as if you fasted 84 days not easy to fast 84 days not easy to fast in one day if you don't know your fasting it's okay if you don't know you're fasting wasn't it goes to the whole day without eating but tomorrow is a tiny that's tough you know besides for the fastest that are determined according to the calendar you want to accept upon yourself a fast day you have to be my kabel tanik you have to accept that the day before that's what makes it really hard I'm going too fast tomorrow the day before the tanit is always harder very interesting in general that's a rule of life the day before the problem it's always hotter than the problem most of the things that we're worried and scared about the anticipation the concern is usually worse I had a friend whatever it got into some hard times and uh you have to yeah you have to do a sentence for like two years and the people I said what did he do he he bound to sit that night we're not supposed to whatever he did okay he did and I came to visit him and it was not obviously it was not an easy time that he had I asked him what was your most difficult period so the most difficult period was until he got there his his experience in prison was I don't have the word so how difficult it was he said there was nothing compared to the fear of it once he was there he was there protect the soul once something happens the situation is there is someone told me the fear of a surgery you know again the fear of the anticipation of something is always worse than the thing itself and one of the reasons is because when there is an actual crisis there is a seat there is a desired help that comes down in the anticipation and the fear of it coming that we have to work on listen either way I think that the lesson in this story is we don't give up lesson in the stories we don't say look it doesn't help anyway look so and so did it and it didn't help it doesn't have to help that's not my job my job is to do and whatever happens happens so there was a RAV in prep in the scler not the rebel it was the rav Pascal the child was his name was that when the Germans came into his town they lined everyone up men women and children front of a pit and given their horribly seditious sense of humor they said rabbi give your last server but we Germans are very respectful you will only murder everyone after you finish your sermon then he started everyone said what are you doing what do you do just humoring them we're just being fodder for their laughter he's just kept going kept going and he would say you know it says and to heal him and he would recite the entire tale and it says empirically they were laughing this is like three four hours you know he's going on and on and finally at 1.7 hours into his speech some attempts him in the back that says turn around and he turned around and received the uniforms of the SS who lay on there and they were nowhere to be found somebody came running and said that the Yankees are around the corner the Americans had come up they didn't want to be caught you know the middle of murdering innocent people by the Americans and they dropped their guns slipped out of their uniforms and disappeared into the fox so they said to relational the courage to go on for seven hours he said where in the world did you get the information that the Americans are around the corner because obviously you wouldn't be able to talk for six weeks like you know he said I have no information that the Americans are illegal but I also said to myself what's the point we're going to be killed anyway and then I said whether we're going to be killed or not that is not my responsibility Hashem is going to ask me if I tried my job is to try my job is to do what I can do I say after I said I'm gonna do what I can do you're right you're doing it sarcastically you're doing it seditiously but guess what as much as you all say this the reality of the matter is you said you're not going to kill anyone as long as I'm speaking so I'm not stopping to speak I'm just not gonna do it similar story by the Bliss girl that once came to him and said that there's a soldier a Jewish soldier that was caught deserting and he's going to be shot and he has a right for a rabbi to read him his last rights knows him Kepler the brisk girl said no I'm not going let me in that go so you're telling me as long as I don't read in his last rides you can't shoot him so by me going him I'm releasing the go button for you to kill it now I'm not allowed to do it they said and they were selling the rough what are you doing what are you doing you better kill all of us This Is War this is Russia he said no he said the one not till allow someone to be killed is one of the three cardinal sins that a person has to give of his life let them kill me they said come on you read in the last right so we'll shoot him without leaving the right now they're not going to shoot him unless I read them as well I'm not played it and this went off for an hour and after they threatened him they're going to kill the entire community suddenly some general came along and said hey long guy and the wrist girl said listen I didn't know what's going to be I just do what I have to do and this is something you live in a society especially Western culture advertising insurance companies we're we're told you know from day one save up for college save up for your retirement we have it all figured out and when it turns out that light our life is not panning out according to schedule the way Waze or Google Maps says we're lost why was your grandfather happier in the good old days they drove up to the country we had maps and I folded maps and I made mistakes and we went the wrong way they left him and he left Upstate the next year anyway but I knew the Robos now I don't know the roads because I'm just relying on this monkey see monkey do tell me what to do the idea you know if you're gonna live in yesterday and you're going to worry about tomorrow you have no today but if we say to abundance of them I will leave the tomorrow to you yesterday is yesterday let me just do what I have to do today and you take care of the tomorrow then your life is very different so this week's schedule we have the battle with homolic and militiama go tomorrow what do you mean tomorrow Daniel amalek works on the tomorrow he wants you to live on the tomorrow it won't work anyway you won't have someone buy it anyway you're not stop it nobody knows what tomorrow's gonna be I do mark so we're here tonight foreign means as I understand he's correct me if I'm wrong that his mother was not given the name because many of her siblings passed away means a daughter what we figured out beforehand daughter is actually spelled d-a-u-g-h-t-e-r in its original word it was so Nathaniel is born under difficult circumstances and he lived his short life I live for today because tomorrow is in the hands anyway pressed buttons foreign even though he didn't see the papers being printed didn't have to see now my father grew up in a little town called sokolov where they had chickens and goats and cows there was a little traffic like when it came to New York it was a little bit of a culture shock and he had never ever seen an elevator never saw an elevator and he saw this machine very strange the doors opened up he saw a little boy trotting in the doors closed few seconds later the doors opened up and this old man walked out he said I'm not going into this machine I don't know what this does to me okay you slowly say this muscle is his favorite Michelle I think because it's it embodied really what he stood for what our message is tonight that a king once said whoever climbs this mountain and scales It To The Top gets his daughter the princess and a bunch of people tried and you have to do it within x amount of time and a bunch of people tried but it was impossible to scale them out you couldn't get to the top it was impossible it was a straight wall and you definitely couldn't do it in the time praying that the king did and most people just gave up what am I nuts and one guy kept going kept going they said you have like 30 seconds left what are you doing he keeps trying and suddenly out of nowhere this elevator door opens up super fast elevator Zips him up to the top in top and they came Learning To The King and they said wait a second this isn't fair you didn't tell us there's an elevator there he said that's the whole point we have to believe we do we can do and we leave the rest up to bore Allah no it says that someone who does not bow down by modim or so after 120 his spine turns into a snake a snake the vilnigan says is fear is pain hopelessness a person who bows down to Hashem is saying my life is in your hands like I'm not on the one hand I'm not overconfident I know guarantees on the other hand I don't give up and that is that neutralizes the snake in our life the snake that bites into us that makes us so full of anxiety so worried about tomorrow so angry about the past says do you know when you bow down more din you are using all your 248 limbs a 365 veins and artery the entire essence of your body is bowing down people that have arthritis understand very well what that means because they feel they're 248 wins when they're down the taneo was a wonderful mechanic we had a very big problem from a commercial standpoint he had a hard time charging money and especially from people that didn't have so why are you doing it because he wanted to help there are people that's they're in a service engine because they want to help new they take money what should I do I got to buy the groceries there are people that are out there to make money and they have the choice so they have to serve clean the only big difference when you get up to after 120. Netanyahu was out there to help people even sometimes at risk of his own life there were times when the elevator door would get stuck and where he lived in elevated doors got stuck very often he literally kind of climbed up on top of the elevator held on to the Chase he was very strong to force the door open so that the people don't have to wait until the fire department doesn't show up taneal is someone that bowed down more than that used all of his remarkable at one point he gave up I don't know how it's going to work I don't know how it's going to pan out right now my job is to do what I can Nissan says that between gehanim and grenadin in shamayan there's a little door this high no locks no guards no alarms no barriers wait a second so why doesn't the entire gehanin just walk out we could all you have to do is bow down and walk out so why don't they bow down and walk out the answer is because if you didn't bow down on this world you can't do it up there they can't get themselves to bow down to work out it doesn't work bowing down means it's not about me it's right about my aspirations it's not about my dreams it's not about my kavod what do you want me to do now just passed away I think at the age of 104 and gave the shior in the ICU the last day of his life and literally passed away as he was writing and preparing the next year so many years ago he's already in his 90s or AIA maybe 80s and he's walking up the steps and a boy got his Dragon suitcases he goes I'm the first time in panovich I don't know where to go and he says come with me come let me take some of your suitcases they're dragging it up the stairs together he goes who are you says my name is gedalia and he goes what are you connected to the Yeshiva he said yes I work here didn't mention he was the Russian shiver why because at that moment that was the situation where God put him we each do what we can the rabbits in of the Great khalidic Master that upshatsu she was involved in tremendous she was a very fast-moving organized person and sometimes she didn't put in all the spices in the chart so the great rib of rapture seems to turn to his right turn to his left take the pot of Chunk take out some of the spices fill it up and then it would disappear and once he put it really a lot it's good and they sat down and everyone said the rabbit's in a rabbits in the Shabbat is amazing and the rabbits have said I think it is because of my prayers might fill out and the rav said that also because Good Deeds rather be there and do what we have to do so only something we can do down here we don't have the chance to do it up there you bow down down here you can bow down up there because learning the fiani foreign part of the talent which we really don't understand the great secrets of Kabbalah but here's the story I'd face it out King schleichdas he had a tough assignment because one is not allowed to use a soul to cut how do you build without sowing or cutting anyone lives next to a construction site you know what the sound of the soil is right how do you build without sewing without cutting one of the reasons you can build without sewing because metal cuts into the life of person in the basement represented life they have to be a natural positioning so shlama told that there is a worm called the Shamir word and this Shamir worm whatever you put it on splits into two I always wondered how you pick it up right and you can use this word you draw a line it follows the line kind of the laser cutting they don't even see it where do you get this word so Shalom was told that ashwidai who was the King of the Shaden called it ghosts call it the those that are like part the shama part body ashmanai is the king of the shadim he has it so Shalom sent his able-bodied assistant he was also his righteous and hedging his name was you may know that the Danish khai is named after Danish was one of the names of the greatest Talent of the Ariza once came into the Ariza the Rizal jumped up and stood up for him and he like looked around who you're standing up for he said you know just walked in with you boo bin Yahoo the great General and the Russians with me but didn't he live like 2000 years ago where were you now escalism so he's on a stone and I was reviewing certain combinations of God's name that you taught me he said that must be his clever and to this day there is the caveata someplace up north in the Galil Israel and when he entered that caver to Davin he felt something took him over he felt like things were revealed to him that he never understood before and he attributed to the fact that his nishama must be a nitsuts a spark of Bin Yahoo capture ashwathai no small order how do you catch the king of bashed him King of the ghosts so to speak using ghosts are the lack of a better word so as when they went up to samayim every single day to hear what's going on in Sherman then he came down back to this world the morale explains is some something between a malach and a person and therefore he draws both from this world and from up there simultaneously unlike a person that has an ishama that is fixated in the body in the goof and again this means it's an aloric says we don't exactly know what it means but he has a well that he drinks his water from and the well is sealed and binyal knew that he cannot break the seal if he breaks the seal the plan won't work and the will was on a mountain dug a hole from on top of the water drained then he stuffed it up from about him poured in wine that's when I came back he saw it still wasn't broken ripped off the seal and he saw wine hmm but he says King Slimer says be careful with wine you'll get in trouble but he could not hold himself back and he drank the wine and he became sicker he became drunk and he fell asleep my Ralph says it doesn't mean actual wine and then revealed to him certain aspects of gun Aiden certain aspects of kitusha that he could not handle whatever the case was in a chain and he could have broken a chain but then yo put God's name on The Chain shemal when Ash when I woke up he said you break the chain you break God's name and he was trapped and he took it he took his prisoner and he scraped against the tree the tree Came Crashing Down and he was walking toward the house of a widow that she realized her house is in danger and she begged and he tried to swerve around it and he broke a bow and he lamented the fact Lush and raqqa if you're soft to shaberg he passed by a wedding everybody was so joyful and jubilant he began to cry he helped a sightless person back on the road he also helped a drunk back on the road he passed by a man that asked the Shoemaker make me a fear of shoes that lasts for 70 years Nash with I laughed they passed by some kind of a kishuf maker someone who was engaged in Kishore from Witchcraft and he was trying to create something in ashmith I laughed we'll still see what these things mean or at least how the demand explains it and finally when he engages says what do you want from me you're King of the entire world what do you need me for slender said I need you to tell me where the samyu is So eventually he tells him that he doesn't have it some others saved them have it they say they don't have it they entrusted it to a type of bird and this bird flies around and when this bird sees uh potential of civilization the bird brings this worm puts it down on the mountain the mountain cracks open there's civilization over there and this bird would never tell anyone where it is out of fear that if it falls into the hands of the wrong people they could destroy the world with it so mignon went tracked the bird found the birds little little chicks little baby birds in the nest and Daniela went and took a sheet of glass and put it over the nest when the bird appeared it could not get to its babies its maternal instincts overrided any of its security concerns it brought the shamia worm to open up the glass and Beno grabbed it it says the gamara says that the bird took its own life out of concern and out of a kind of feeling what did I do and now it fell into the hands of men I once heard an explanation I don't have a very good source for it but it's food for thought that what really what is atomic what does atom bombs what are hydrogen bombs it's really splitting the atom is that what the gamada really means that this worm splits and that's why the bird whatever it represents was crying that it fell into the hands of men you don't know leave it up to your own imagination asks Ashwin like what's happening over here why did you like why did you cry by that wedding why do you cry by the wedding somebody said somebody came over to me one of my weddings and said I was marrying off my children and said you're about simcha give me your bracha I said I'm about okay go to my wife she's The Ballad simfa why were you crying so he said because this khatan is going to pass away and he has a young brother will not be able to get married for another 13 years until the brother is old enough divided evil why did you laugh when the man asked for shoes that's going to last for so many years he said the man's not going to live another seven days he's worried about his shoes that are going to last for 70 years why did you laugh when we passed this person engaged in Witchcraft and he was trying to get something going he said he was trying to create gold he doesn't know that his property is over a palace of the king that once died and he owns all the gold in the world it just doesn't know that it's there but what is the meaning that he swerved around the house of the Widow so others explain he couldn't bend Ashwin I could not say okay I'm now not the king of the ghosts let me have mercy on this Widow he couldn't change his beak that he could that only a human being could do he couldn't relinquish his power can only try to go against him now King sloma for his part one day came out to ashmodai and said I don't see your greatness he said we'll take off my chain I'll show you you would think Slender the wisest man in the world wouldn't have fallen for it but he did because God wanted it that way ashmodai lifted One Wing to Heaven One Wing down to earth showed his connection between the heavens and down near this Earth and he threw Schleich 400 power CS away he was so far away from yerushalayim that as he tried to make his return track he asked someone where is Jerusalem where is Jerusalem and they said you rule what never heard of it so the gemara says it took him I think seven years to come back there is a disputity rather shmul one man the ummer says at that point he was King only over his stick the other one says he was King over his tunic over his hat sukareva says what does the Gomorrah mean King over his stick foreign why did I have to challenge him that way slender should have gone to a terrible depression now I'm so far away from Jerusalem no one even knows where Jerusalem is Selena said a second ago I had the world at my fingertips was king of the world king of all the animals king of Allah king of the king of everything and that all I have is my stick shalama did not give up you want me to be king over my stick I'll be king over my stick life moves on fabulously wealthy person who gave him a lavish steak dinner best wines and the man smiled so King has to come to me for a meal islambo was nauseated and said he never felt so sad in his life and he came to a house of a poor couple all they had was said hey and some milk and they recognized him they gave him the milk and said we feel so bad for you which we can give you more please may Hashem help you make it back to your shalayan he never said he never had a more lavish meal of that milk upstairs is depends on how we create lavish or lack of such down here of this world and that couple that was nice today and brought back to your shalaya and leave the continuity of The Descendants so he's back it wasn't easy which longer does return to your Shalia he realizes ashmiday had assumed his Gruff and lived as the king so how does he come now say he's the king there is a king and he came every day to the head and said I'm the king and I know you're the king I'm Sheikh I'm the Leo right right right right another person that came to uh he came to a uh psychiatric ward he says what's this guy he thinks he's Napoleon what's this guy he he thinks he's George Washington he goes what's that God he says that guy he thinks he's mashiach he says how do you know he's not vashiach he says I should know Emilio I know right okay I wouldn't until the said that if was indeed insane usually an insane person comes up with a different story one day's Napoleon the next day he's I don't know he is every day the same thing they went to check it out and been yelled after a long story The gamara tells us that he approached the king quickly lifted his cloak and they saw his feet his feet were like the feet of the chicken where rooster we'll ask what I can assume the feeling of man cannot change his feet very interesting Danish High says our feet are what touched the ground and we were created from the ground we have an animal instinct really left to our own vices you shouldn't be here tonight for a sheer there are a lot of more entertaining things to do why are you here because you have the bill the ability to allow you in the summer to dictate where your goof is going cannot do that he cannot break away from his feet that are standing on the ground walk without suits and that represented says the idea that they could be attached to the ground instead of being dragged into the ground they drag the ground up near where the hafez lived there was an old man it was in the cubao he was one of the Hidden sadika mother but he said strange things basically to get everyone to run away from him and once they they send two people get a blessing from them because what is your Rabbi want for me a blessing tell him he should walk around dragging Stones barefoot it's a nice lesson they came back and he said what did he say he says Rabbi you know what you don't want to know what he said I want to know what he said when he said did you tell me what he said he said I should walk around Barefoot carrying stones closed his eyes he said wish path would be true right you don't realize his brother 's name was a Cohen he said he gave me I should be the Korean God carrying stones on my chest I should walk around barefoot said I don't need to be clango though I want to be who I am camera says that how can you tell poor person is a king rise a horse a free man rides a donkey bar Inus is a person that wears shoes what does that mean says how would you define the difference between a person a person can talk there are birds that can talk there are parents that can talk or the story of the guy that walked into a pet shock says I want to buy a parrot I want a smart parent here's a pattern how much does that cost fifteen thousand dollars why so much he knows about pay he knows about that whoa what about that parrot thirty thousand dollars what's with him he knows he knows Tana he knows whoa what about that guy up there 150 000 what does he know we don't know but these two call him rebby I hope this is risky there are animals that are very smart that are cunning I can figure out their way from one side of the world to the other what is it man a man is someone who wears shoes what does shoes mean shoes means wants to drive him into the ground it's over you have no hope you will never get your life together but he says no starting again I will never give up I will do what I have to do today and let God take care of the tomorrow that is a person that is the greatest we could possibly have so there is a cab driver that comes to the rav and says you know I retired says I have a confession to make I used to rob my passengers how I played around with the meter it ran faster than it was supposed to it was a tourist from America I took a long route to rack up more shackles or dollars when they saw on the meter 100 checklist per person I know because these things happen to me you know there was a cab driver said my customers they have no I cut out their toe for me no gratitude and I go the extra mile for them so he came to the rabbi he said over the years I stole from my from and now I'm retiring and I'm very worried what should I do so the rabbit I want to give up on life there's no hope for me he said how much money do you think you stole he said I think I stole about 50 thousand shekel well he says you know the camera says that if you stealth in people and you don't know how to return the money you should do provide some type of public service and God will orchestrate that somebody you took money from will benefit from that and as a result you'll have a tikkun and he told them the schlach other says that a good way if you're scared that you stole from people you don't know how to return it by safarien for the back midrash and therefore either they or one of their people that their ears were learned from those you will have a T code so he went he was really determined to have the tea coin so what did he do he spent fifty thousand sheka and he both SWAT him for a brand new show they were so excited they couldn't imagine and he came one day and he went oops there was a big sign this is of an unbelievable person that out of the goodness of his heart he said that the goodness of his heart because I'm a thief and I want to pay it back no no she ran to the rabbi you know they say what I come from they say some people they want this foot they want their name on a building you know a shoe some people would rather have a building on their name so he came to the rabbi he says I told them to take off the side it's ruining at this and you keep the sign up what do you mean the sign says I'm a great donor I'm not a great donor I'm a free from Strike to pay it back what is this the signs that the signs say sign says the divlay the person with a good heart he says you didn't have a good heart you wouldn't try to pay it back it would give up so native leave is okay very interesting there was a man it was called to be massager by somebody was one of the biggest Mafia organized crime people in Earth Israel and he was remarrying his wife it was not a koi and he could so the rabbi said I'm just curious why are you why why are you remarrying her he said because I'm giving her a million sheko to remarry he said why so he said he learned to admit her ass that says on the day of his wedding Hashem is so this organized crime person was giving his ex-wife a million years ago in so you can have another day of his wedding okay see winter of this and corelis he said the fool thinks he's going to have kappara and this one said yes he will because if he is such an organized crime person he still believes that is then it works this is what we're here for tonight Arnie deviled the betamic dash was built with walls the inside of the death of mcdush is built with a will people getting to Gavin of 20 years later people are still getting together for the taniel then istan that means that there's a div slave there's a connection to Somali it is and to conclude it's 30 days almost and a king once said I want to go visit a poor person a man in his wife that are living in came home he said the king is coming in 30 days we got a lot of money if we do the house we gotta do like a front loan because they should know what are you crazy for the rest of our lives because the king will be here for 10 minutes but the king so she said the king knows who he's coming to he wants to see us the way we are and he said not if he's sending us a thing 30 days before he expects us to prepare so the side like this we're going to leave the house as is but we have to have a cheer for the king to set up some Cancer Center one of our Barons and it Popples over they wouldn't miss it all their money in a new chair they sent him King We Know Who You Are you know who we are so we didn't make over our house because I assume you want us who we are we at least want to cheer for you to sit up there's 30 days before Russia now the king is coming God knows who we are who we each and every one of us is doesn't expect us and turn over our lives does expect us to appear at cheerfit those are respect expect us to have in a div life a Feeling regardless of all my difficulties regardless of all the complexities of my life I have a will I really want to be good and if you want to be good there is