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CHAZAQ | Rabbi Shaya Cohen, Rabbi Aryeh Zev Ginsburg & Rabbi Akiva Rutenberg | Tehillim & Chizuk

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longer and obviously we can ask the question today you know even more right it's it's almost 2,000 years and the says h [Music] we and um there's different ways of understanding what this means in SC I'll show with you what the says over there and he says very straight out he says they did a lot of but in their heart they always have the T he says versus us where we do a lot of right things everything in our heart he says we have K and we have hatred and jealousy and if in your heart you you have that then is not ready to give us back the the theas of English and I think when when we go through such challenging events that happened to us in the last two weeks you really should push us to think about not just how we act not just what we do but how how do we feel what's going on inside and connected to this I I saw an idea this week um you know the famous P that says strength my efforts that that got me this this life and um not sure who the person was quoting from but it says in their words they say all the right things the it's all good it's all good they say all the right things and I think that if we can strive to internalize our connection with um we'll see yeshu very very quickly for those individuals and there are many that are used to public speaking and comfortable speaking in public uh the last 10 days has been especially difficult you want want to speak maybe it's important to speak but how can you speak the atrocities are unspeakable they they're they're incomprehensible and I from the distance I'm overwhelmed RAB Ginsburg zunin was actually there in Eris roal as a firsthand uh account but it's just like how can you open your mouth m sheni in a time like this we're obligated to speak we're obligated to strengthen ourselves and to strengthen others and to find the strength within ourselves to attempt to do whatever we can to help the situation to to help to heal those that are wounded to help the Redemption of those that are captured and to help the healing of those broken families that are so many broken families and extended families that are mourning the losses of their Lov ones I think there are certain basic issues that we have to review we have to first strengthen ourselves we have to review the very basics of yadus to make sure that we ourselves AR shaken up by these events spiritually we know Hashem is in control of everything there there is no other in the world other than and that makes it sometimes even more difficult like questions why what how we know the general answer that everything hasem does is for the good everything hasem does is for the good that makes the question even greater how how could we imagine such a thing how could it be how could you say such a thing and yet we know that that's the truth that's the ultimate truth that's the truth that taught and passed it on to all the future Generations that we in this generation today with these challenges with these Unthinkable and unimaginable atrocities facing us that we have have to know yes hashem's in control of everything and everything Hashem is does is for the good but there is one thing we're not always privileged to understand we're not always privileged to understand now that could be taken as okay we can't understand let's move on but that's really not enough to help us move on we can't understand we want to understand we try to understand we need to understand but we can understand what do we do we have a safer in our KES that is really the handbook of suffering and tragedy it's called sa I was a giant of a sadic a giant he had 10 children he lost them all he was a man of great wealth he lost his wealth he was healthy hey he lost his health and he sits bemoaning his fate shocked overwhelmed he sits with his friends that came to be it's described for seven days without one person saying a word the Y has to speak first he couldn't speak they didn't say a word sitting there for seven days finally he begin to talk it begins to try to figure out what is it that I could have done that could have uh allowed that could have um merited or Dem merited such tragedy and only after 38 PIM in per does Hashem reveal to him in a very direct quote where were you when I created the world do you think you can understand all of my all of my considerations everything that is involved will you hear from the beginning of the T of time until now to see what nishas came to the world which nishas have to come back where they have to go who didn't fulfill his mission and so many other endless infinite calculations that only a knows question is why didn't he tell him stra the very beginning should have told him what are you what are you doing what are you looking for what are you trying to understand it's beyond you ter is it's not so simple to accept that answer even though I can accept it intellectually I know it's true it has to be true by definition it's true I can't possibly think that I can understand all of hashem's calculations and movements but it's so hard it's so hard to to to to to deal with it when I have no understanding whatsoever and Hashem gave IO the opportunity to ponder for 38 Pim and not only that Rashi says in the previous PUK that he hinted to him that he's going to have children again he's going to have his wealth again he's going to have his health again and only then was HE capable of hearing from hasem the words where were you when I created the world how can you possibly think that you can understand everything and I think from here we see a number of things say how difficult it is to accept that we don't understand we're trained to think we're born to think we're used to thinking and trying to understand and when we can understand something something it's very overwhelming we have to realize that we are limited by definition to understand Hashem in all of his ways has to be Beyond us otherwise I don't know if we could even worship him on the other hand we have a need to try to make some sense to try to develop some scenario to attempt at least to to to to to figure out a little bit what's going on just to soothe our our to give us a little piece of mind to soothe ourselves to to be able to cope and yet it's very difficult after we try all of that even after all of that we first have to have a hint of optimism things are going to change things are going to be get better and only then are we really ready to hear it's very hard to try to make any sense or create any scenarios at out of such tragedy I have heard I believe that it was the giant of the generation in the Yip War who was still alive at the time rasal abramsky was the that when he was asked and I think others said the same thing why yipper yipper the war started he said you know says really that was part of hashem's kindness because we were at our best we were at our purest we have been forgiven for all of our sins and therefore we were what happened as tragic as it was may have been far less than what could have happened because of the fact that we were in a pure state that might be said and some people are saying that that might be said for this as well right after the the the the right after a time when there's this unusual level of closeness to Hashem who knows who knows what it may have mitigated okay but that still doesn't give us much to work with in terms of understanding well we know that many many many Maybe most of the people that were affected that were were were murdered uh were not necessarily religious people and maybe maybe for them if we look at life with a different perspective we could see that the not to mitigate the tragedy but to recognize that these people they died because they were Jewish they died because they insisted on living or staying or being in Earth Israel they were attacked purely because of the fact that they were the descendants of ab andov and the the the and part of the Jewish people and that must be whether that's considered dying Al M or something akin to that but there a tremendous and when this's the when there's the ability to be assured assured and a a an outstanding place in the world to come a a pleasure a benefit an eternal benefit an eternal Bliss in that closest of connections to maybe maybe that makes it a little bit easier maybe that makes a little sense maybe these people if they really knew what they gaining by this eternal life maybe they would have appreciated it or appreciated a little more themselves we don't know but possibility we shouldn't underestimate the power of knowledge that we guaranteed a glorious place in the world to come the says that his son rabish Shimon and they came from all over ER roal maybe it says I think 10,000 people to the levah and AKA was Mas his son and he said a very strange H he says you people coming here have brought me consolation and don't and even had I buried seven sons you would have brought me consolation and don't think it's easy to bury a son but because you're coming here either proved or caused that my son is a that my son is guaranteed a glorious place a place of closeness to Hashem in the world to come that's my that's a little bit strange the way he talked even had I buried seven sons I don't think it's easy to bury a son sounds like what Raba was saying was that consolation in the face of certain tragedies is impossible how can we be consoled how can we possibly ever say okay we're okay with it we we we we we we're getting out of it we accept it we can go on with life how could it be such tragedy and yet that's what he said he says had I even buried seven sons no matter how great the tragedy I don't think it's easy why should I think it's easy cuz if you can find consolation for burying a son maybe it's maybe you don't care care maybe it is easy how could you find consolation but there's only one consolation he's a we have to say we have to find for ourselves and hopefully it should be a for these families that are so grieving and so broken and so lost at not only the loss but the tragic and the atrocious method by which they lost their loved ones we have to be able to say that these people they're guaranteed a place in and that has to be to a certain extent on and that has to give us a little bit of peace of mind and say hey these people hadem knows and I think we should add to the discussion uh the following the raboa says in um in par on the Mitzvah says that before a person comes into this world he's shown his entire life from beginning to end everything that's going to happen the big things the small things every minute detail and he recognizes the good and he signs off on it this is what I want this is what I accept from that perspective everything looks different you know they say it's a little bit trite but this is the mall that they give that the world is like there a beautiful tapestry upstairs and the the it's a needle point and it's made with such precision and it's so beautiful and each piece fits into the other and it all is ends up to be the most amazing beautiful symmetrical uh a masterpiece of art but from down here all we see is the dishevel thread you see the back you see all the threads here it doesn't look nice it doesn't make any sense it has no nothing it's terrible it's a disaster no that's the way it is Hashem understands we have to try at least to to to to find the strength to be able to cope with that from the place of that world you know the them have a a beautiful Story the way they they they tell over this idea say there was a kahila they had a rebba the rebba always used to D for them and everything they needed and the rebba helped them with and one day the rebba passed away now what what are we going to do somebody came up with the idea the rebba in heaven he could do even more for us and they began to turn the re please help us help us we have such sorus nothing doing again and again and again and they were so so disappointed and so lost and so broken and finally one day the re appears to the Rak to the head of the community in a dream and says I see what you're going through I understand your pain but from the Vantage Point up here seeing what no human being can see on this world seeing from it almost if you will a Divine perspective the broader picture the entire history the from the beginning of time to now and Beyond I can't bring myself to end it because I see from a different perspective the benefits that you get it's hard for us to see benefits in such a situation but you know before this happened the the Claus Royal was was was hemorrhaging the the arguments that went on the the religious against the non excuse me the non religious against the religious the left against the right it the the statements the the directives the rulings that came from higher powers in Israel were mindboggling mindboggling not only anti-religious anti-democratic the the the country was falling apart the rest of the world also seems to be in a similar situation but now people are uniting those differences have become a paled by the tragedy that faces everybody we're sharing our losses and we're joining together in unity to try to do something about it who knows if this wasn't something that like a midcourse correction that cloud Israel needed in order to be able to survive life who knows what could have happened in AR is Royal had we continued on this Collision path where where where where the next step could have been the the the destruction of the society altogether we don't know we don't know we can't know we may never know I like to say that even if Hashem explained it today I probably wouldn't understand what he's talking about but we have to accept that have to try to see have to try to make some sense have to try to live with it and then and maybe only then and also to know that things will get better but not only that to know that in retrospect we have the ability to turn things around in the half that we're going to read the shabas the noi says I've forsaken you for a moment a small moment with great with great Mercy I'm gathering you in and the is bothered by the it's the Gus is long it's long and bitter what do you mean so he says when we will see theay when we'll see hashem's then in retrospect oh all of the Suffering The Long and bitter gulls retroactively will be removed and appear in our minds as if oh we had a rough minute or two over there that's the power that hashem's ra could have and we have to hope that should have that there should be a to each and every one of the and there should be a pidion and a g to each and every one of theim and there should be a to each and every family and friends that suffer the loss the tragic loss of so many of their loved ones but we can do something about it as well we can do something about it as well we have weapons we have an omness a a a a a trade that's been passed on to us from our over from from and and throughout the generations two weapons that are super powerful one weapon is listens to he's the always accomplishes something never never gets turned away without some response we have that opportunity for now we pray all the time that's true but when there's a crisis when there's a need when there's a tragedy when there's a threat when there's an unknown that could overwhelm us to everything is fine everything's wonderful no problem everything seems fine security life parosa everything's going well it's a different we have the opportunity to turn to with with with broken hearts with a broken heart say that the shear of is for until you get sick what does it mean sick sick of the pray sick of the praying no sick of internalizing the pain when there's a painful situation and we can internalize that pain and then we pray to as it's a different it's a different it's a heartfelt it's a it's a heartfelt F of a broken heart that has such power and there's a power even beyond the power ofes says on the where you know they went out of the AMU was over here par was pursuing over here wild animals on both sides and M was praying to Hashem and says to what are you calling to me speak to tell him to go into the and asked the question he says to whom should he call out to whom should he pray he says because of what they had engaged in in M the had the ability to be M to interfere with Theos Theos would not would not have worked for them at this moment but there's a that's beyond and that he says is the and if they'll strengthen their belief inem is the hasem controls everything and the they trust the hasem will take care of us we have nothing to be afraid go into the Y show your show and that will be the Yeshua and that's what happened they went and the yam split and they went through as the MIT were drowning right in front of them we have the ability to strengthen our and our we have the ability to turn to our and we're counting on you we're surrounded by enemies and the friends that profer friendship always comes with a price tag there's always conditions there's no free friends to the colaus Royal I shouldn't say no but it's not so so prevalent and even when it appears to be if we pay attention to the nuances we only can rely on hem and therefore we have to find the strength to trust he's going to help us when he was running for his life hiding in a cave in I trusted in your you're full of you created the world only for the purpose of kindness not for any ulterior motive for yourself you conduct the world only with kindness because your with which you created the world originally is Alive and Well to this very day and we're relying on that and we're relying on that that you should heal the sick we're relying on the that you should redeem the the captives we're relying on that you could console the broken people and families we're relying on that that this should be the end that there should be no further Bloodshed and no further atrocities and no further problems and that we should be protected bet when we rely on that that has a power even beyond the power of even when is limited for some reason whatever the reason but and then there's a secret this is not as well known uh it's brought out by this they they recent more recently published a saer from uh one of the the I think believe that's the name and he he has a on and he writes over there on cap we say said I trusted in you don't let me be embarrassed don't let me down I'm trusting you the next next says also those that just put their hope in you they're not trusting they're not sure I can't say I am confident that everything is going to be all right that all the will be redeemed and all the sick ones will be healed and all the families will be B families and that won't be any more Bloodshed I can't reach that level of being sure but but I refuse to lose hope I will not give up hope it makes no difference what I hear in the news it makes no difference what pictures I see it makes no difference what's going on I refuse to give up hope I will never be and he says that even those that can't muster the strength to have true trust in Hashem that everything's going to work out as long as they can maintain the hope and they refuse to give up hope and the that he uses there name the you will answer their and you will save them even just the power of hoping I wish I could be confident 100% but I don't know but I hope yesu Hashem Yeshua comes in the blink of an eye and the blink of an eye can turn everything around and I refuse to give up hope and with this sense with this confidence we can actually change we can actually influence we can have a direct and a powerful impact on everything that's going on today in K should help that we should must have the strength to maintain that amuna despite all of the challenges to maintain that to be able to help for the future to recognize that Hashem is in total control and not let ourselves get confused and to look forward to the r to the ra that we're going to see we're not going to see it from people and we're not going to see it from help we're not going to see it from the United Nations we're going to see it directly from and that ra should come with such a she that we should be able to look back on the past and say yeah Rea oh thank you reaon there was a mere moment over here of difficulty and that moment it should console us for the past and momentarily we should be to a Yeshua to a and to the thank you very much uh most of you most of the guys in over here don't know RAB K and and RAB Ginsburg but uh my inspiration in my life is whatever I try to work on is I used to be a many many years ago when my when my um brother was in the she but thank you very much for giving us the to hear your um and the words of inspiration now Raab Ginsburg is going to address us I just want to tell a little bit about Ginsburg RAB ginsburg's father was the right-hand man of the Rosa probably most of us are here because of the Rosa and RAB ginsburg's father who supported the Riva I think I heard stories even like mortgaged his house to to to to save the ISA from closing down and like like literally took a mortgage in his house to save the Yeshiva so the man that is about to the rabbi that is about to address us over here I don't know if we're we're worthy of having this of having these amazing G our community it's a big honor and big ask Ginsberg to address R con only thing I have connected with my father similar the same last name I apologize in advance jet lag a little bit of a cold but uh this subject this topic you don't speak from your voice you speak from your heart the medish tells us comments that the first pk this exp passion in P Noak Noak is mentioned three times noak's name is written three times in the first pk and the medis wants to understand why and the medis accept says because they really were three Noahs Noah lived in three different worlds it was before the mble was one Noah Second Life of Noah was in the Mable and then after the Mable the rebuild the world was the third Noah it was one individual but lived in three different worlds remember he to we say over that he felt like Noah because he lived in the world in Europe BN raised in baranovich lived through the Shah the war and then lived for many many years afterwards in the rebuilding of Torah in the world he said he my name is Simka but I'm three Simas three different worlds I think while we're still in the middle of this geham I think it would be fair to say that for clusel we also are living in three worlds before this happened right now in the middle of this catastrophe this nightmare and ISB mentioned there will be will be a new life there will be a third life where we look behind it and we'll be better and stronger well clearly to understand is mentioned runs this world that the righteous of is like a tall mountain which means you could a mountain you could see when you stand right next to a mountain you can't see the top of it but the further distance you go you can almost see the top of it the often when we're living and experiencing in our generation we can't see it but Generations later from a distance we could see the m is the depths we have never been able to see what's in the depths nobody can knows what's you really see what's doing in the depths of the ocean so to offer any kind of explanation we're not we have no we don't even have the here but I want to share something that I said on I was in and my Sor that last few years I walk about a half an hour from where I live in shed my apartment and I go to a hotel where gateways is a kir program has a sucus program and I walk there morning and I Davin and I speak before Yar and then there's a break there's a kiddish after Ding and then I give a share for an hour uh to all the participants of the gateways program and this year that was the schedule as well I started off in the morning sitting in my sua cup of coffee and learning and I heard a siren now I've been at this many many years so I could have lived there over period of three years me to go there many many times I've heard buses BL blown up I've seen people on son being shot in The Old City I never heard of siren before I didn't even know what it was I stood up and then the whole building shook it was the Iron Dome that was and whole building shook I didn't know what it was and at 8:00 I left not my walk to the hotel and it was a little eerie and strange because usually the streets there of King George of Karen Cay is packed with people packed the people many many shoes and hotels were along that route I didn't see one person on the street and then I continued at one person and as I was getting closer to the hotel there was a person coming down the street not a religious fell so that he had a gun on his side was obviously some kind of uh civilian Patrol and com over he says where are you going what are you doing I said going to the hotel I'm supposed to speak there he says well hurry and stay off the street I said what's going on something is happening went to Davin and started daving during that shock was three more Sirens went off and each time they went off the hotel security everyone immediately go into the stairwells we stopped ding three times one in the middle of H and we went for 5 10 minutes and then they said coast is clear finished Ding and there was time from my and I was going to speak about talk about what sh is all about plan speak about the incredible of being in on this incredible writes ref to where it's only there's no there's no there is only Sim and I was going to talk about what it means to be and usually there about 15075 people that come to the lecture come to the share came to get the share and the place was full of wall to wall people there were not religious the hotel staff everybody was there I said what what he said something big is going on people don't know what to do with themselves and then I heard a little bit what was happening I supposed to speak about Sim so I said the following I said that as mentioned we all know what it was like to to be in our Israel in the past year the the the M the fighting where if I tell you I have no fear walking through the shook the Arab shook to go to the coast ofari I had fear walking on George during some of these protests took place near the prime minister's residence I literally was afraid to walk and there was discussion over many months fortunately four days before was sat in his house discussing what we should do how we should make try to figure something out here what should CL Israel do we were tearing each other apart so what ises that I Shar the following Med tells us why what is why do we have a and says said it's very hard for me to this be separate from you and therefore wanted to stay we just had was together with us he doesn't want to separate from us we all go back to our homes leave leave the make go back doesn't want to separate so he was he ated another day a day of a day of one more day together with us but the L the language doesn't really make sense if I would tell someone that it's hard for me to separate from you I say our our separation is hard for me to be separate from you your separation what does have to do how do you I'm going to miss you so your separation is hard I saw in the that what a was saying not his difficulty in separating from us but rather it's the day where brings caros for 70 all the nations of the world who looks at says your division amongst yourself your separation your M your disagreements that is was pained by the division in Israel kbo had to do something the bring people together to bring people together and we really struck me so much was that we don't even remember tragedies from before but a few months before in Ador there was a terrorist attack there was a an Arab yov was in a van and was Arab shabas and went into a bus stop remote and killed two twin two two little boys r five and seven years old were standing at the busy with their father father was critically hurt was not expected to live and a young was married 3 months was standing there with his wife it was a bus that was going waiting for the bus to come and the tragedy of these two boys we also saw the pictures of those boys it it I carry the picture of those boys in my wallet I just we tried to M the family we helped the father bashem through miracle today walking still a long way to recuperate recover and a shaba in the morning I went to visit this family and I went in I was talking to the wife the mother of these boys and and the father of these boys was sitting there we were talking brought some gifts for the children and then she said something to me says you know at least if this would have brought clell together I I I would be able to accept it but nothing changed I lost my two sons it didn't bring anybody together 24 hours later the world our world to bring clell together and it's together in such an incredible way and we it really I saw a very dear C of mine has them unfortunately was given a job he's the head of zaka he's also in Army intelligence and he was put in charge by the Army in charge of identification of the Mason and we all numbers we heard all kinds of things I will tell you that we don't even have a sag a mus of what it's really going on there are 60 people working with him Army zaka and his job is to identify and to notify each family when there's identification now what's so hard identify a person that family come because they're not identifiable these hardened seasoned Veterans of seeing so much tragedy cannot go on we went to try to give them some and what's amazing is you walk into the room and there from satma and told this Aon standing arm to arm shoulder toh shoulder with people with earring tattoos all working together a month earlier these people would be throwing stones at each other said turn the world upside down to bring CL together what what's the message for us people last you saw some many things you were there so what's the thing that that affected you the most I tell you what affected me the most there was a we back to P first day on the news already was all over and my wife had told me wife had walked to meet me said she just the thing she remembers reading about y Kipper Soldiers with the Tes and the K getting Into the cars going to the front that she saw a firm soldiers going into cars so I didn't see it but as I was working to Sho two short blocks from my my apartment where I D prum I was working that there was a woman there from woman with a soldier G and his mother was hugging him and he was hugging his mother and the car door was open he was about to get in he was going up to to the front to Gaza and I woke by she didn't know I wasn't but I guess with a hat and I was wearing a suit in a hand and and she said to me give a blessing to my son mother asked you to give a br for your son I went over it and I said I'll give you a br but I want something in return and it would say I want I want to hug gave him AA and then he hugged I hugged him I wished him well I left Thursday night at the 1:00 a.m. flight I went early to a in my neighbor the gr to when I came out I saw a whole crowd on the corner and I said what's going on he said there's AIA Lev now I said who's Lev and then all of a sudden a woman comes out of the house to go into the car to go to the L ofak faros the mother of this boy that's when I understood I understood that this is something so beyond our comprehension such a loss of life such such a tragedy what do we make of it what do we make of it I was on a plane flying back and if I tell you I was listening to the conversations behind me from Americans that were leaving and these are wonderful people community-minded people as and either I was going to jump out the window I was going to push one of them out the window talking about Army what happened this this intelligence M they were able they like discussing how it happened why it happened we come mention don't remember one reason why it happened so I want to share with you what Raa stook said not this time but what he said after a tragedy just a few years ago as you remember the meron tragedy meon lb and night terrible tragedy after the hadaka the last hadaka of the tus hour and rebi which is midnight katos which is the most popular adlaka I never been there but that's what they tell me thousands of people go they wait for that and it was a stampede and people trample each other in 42 kabanas from all walks of life from all walks of life from every single Su to us Aon after this happened to rebi was impossible you could not console him theuk is he locked himself in his room for three days and three nights he would not come out three of his own died one of them was his great nephew just made a brist of a baby a week before and it was on his watch and he could not he could not go on his family they tried he locked himself in his room would not come out and finally at the end of three days the door opened and he came out and he said to his family he wants to go to the rep he just can't go why he wants to go talk to his re the senior today and he went to I heard from son was sitting there and the lat I heard from son he went and was talking to him trying to give him and at the end of a conversation he said the following he said I had a questioned for so many years I finally understand it thear brings down several of the that would make statements that they don't want to be around to see they don't want to be around it it's too difficult to Bear they don't want won't be able to handle the see what the and one of them the brings down is don't want to be around to see asked the following question don't understand the same R thear speaks about had 10 Sons lost his 10 sons and walked around with the bone of his youngest son that he C around to they all speak how can he do that but anyway to go to and other people would lose a child they would go to them he says you'll be fine you'll be able to get on with your life look I lost 10 and I'm still here the same R it's afraid to be around what what what could be more than that what could be worse than losing 10 children say now I understand what it means is is that loss and pain that I can handle comes from I accept it me a didn't and I accept it but there'll be a there'll be a time the days before mhia comes when this Masia when terrible things will happen and people will not be toilet on to be totally on a bad walkway in myON wasn't fixed properly it was wet on security did work Iran did a Cyber attack and knocked out the cameras everything possible except it's not K so that's he say that's something that I don't want to be able that I don't I could be I could deal with anything I could be soille anything but to soille to seear and difficulty and people will not attributed to a that's something that I can't handle but that I don't want to be around that I can't say mentioned the challenge is to see feel to feel's presence to see in the midst of all the glory and the blood and the difficulty and the pain and the to see and there are so many things that happened along the way that are n you can't even imagine can't even imagine talk someone today this morning very major person in there in the Army used to Beki many years ago and he told me that if anybody has any question of amuna just look at what happens with the rockets that go 6,900 Rockets before this morning went came from God 6,900 rockets and at some cars got damaged buildings got damaged command now one fatality command Mount one and where do they land where do they land if anyone knows of a community called bit it's a community full of benra many many Americans that is squeezed together every building against the other there is not a an inch of space there and a missile went and landed in betar elit it went right over a Bus full of kids going coming back from haer and landed in a area in a building there's a Sho and the Sho wants it to expand so the Sho bought an old house next door to it and knocked down the house and had planned after the after to start building the extension of the shore it's the only dollar Amos that doesn't have a structure that's where it landed and this is just not one this is again and again and again who is doing after for us and it's hard to see all our glasses are all bloodied but but we have to see that it's all all we suffered a very painful painful thing and we don't know where it's going to end but the K said he used to be asked all the time live in Isel after the show people came survivors came lost their entire family their entire town they come to they come to the Kish rebba explained to me the Shah how could let the show happen and K would never answer that question never answered would never answer Andi told me a few years ago that one time a person came that the Kish knew from Europe who lost everybody and he begged him Reb tell me explain to me didn't say word and he asked him a second and the third time kazes did not answer and when the person left the K was so pained that this person was in such pain that he said out loud and kki was sitting there and he said If Only They knew that there is no pain no tragedy too difficult that leave clel to remain to be a nation chosen people to be a nation that's considered the the nation chose us selected us for the incredible rewards that we're going to be to to have that and retain that right there is no tragedy that is too difficult for us that's what said why didn't he tell it to the person CU obviously it's not something you can hear so easily but it's an incredible message incredible message be able to who we are and what we are we willm come together this will end bem and will it'll end mentioned we'll be stronger and we be better we'll forever be missing part of our but it's the ability that that we have to be able to go on I told this and I'll end with this I told this to this woman who lost her son I said you know something that I heard years ago and it helped me I said maybe I told him maybe it's going to help you you know that the put down the Z that every one of the CL Mish is connected aad each one each each of the CL Mish is connected in a the heart is the Aron is connected to heart because the Aron is the center everything valved around the Aron and the Heart everything revolves the person's life revolves around the heart the ER is connected the heart I was thinking what does that mean 's con what was in the Y so the says in shabas luos shos we all come the lucos and the shiv lucos the pieces of the first luos were put together in the were're in the Aron side by side and begs the question why the shos we need the what happened broke it tells us went back to shamay all have was a stone and the stone was too heavy the only he dropped it it broke put in Sheamus why does have to be the we have the real we have those second luos the lcos that remained why put the sh that maybe is a message that wants to know me that just like the Aron had room for the lucos and the sh luos together side by side and not only was they room they had to be there there had to be there so to the Aron so to the sh has room in the life goes on in the heart a person who lost and all of us have to feel that loss incredibly your pieces but in that in that same heart there's room for luos there's room to go on there's room for s there's room for growth there's room for building generations for going on with life there's room for both side by side what I shared with her before I left before I left one thing we know the medis promises us that things go on in the world that seems so out of character so out of place We're All Shook Up but was busy preparing the G and the med says this the medra says before went down to for yob went down with his family says the what's says what happened Ruan yoseph was mourning that he was sold Ruan was mourning that he couldn't stop the sale Yuda was looking for a wife Yakov refused to be he lost his son everybody was busy with their situation with their lives with their tragedy what was AES doing he was preparing for the coming of mhia Yehuda andar was the originally the beginning the progenitors of Mia so while everybody was so busy with their own PCO that was their entire world was focused on that was busy preparing for the [Music] G is reeling kly is hurting kly is bleeding suffering is being tormented is frightened through all this is busy planting the seeds all