Chassidus Tuesday | Maamer Yehudah Atah #6

shelter [Music] whatever thank you [Music] again [Music] um [Music] oh okay good morning everybody welcome there's more svadim in the back room if anybody needs in the back small room on the right you want to bring okay thank you foreign the year was toughkeep of iron gimmel in the in the secular calendar that's 1812 December 1812.'s grandson was present and he writes the exact time and he says it was which means it was approximately 10 30. p.m not mom is 10 30 but probably a few minutes before around 10 25 pm so since we have the schools to learn the whole year the title of the alternative but the teachings of an altadabra that says that on a yard site a person's life comes to full completion and full fruition and all their deeds and all their turret and all their avoided throughout their entire life is revealed and manifested in the world and the Tanya says that on that day it's pile yeshua's Baker of arts and has a tremendous power in the world so I want to bless all of us and myself and everyone who's here and everyone who's here virtually is going to be here virtually that all the teachings of that we have the scripts to learn all year should really be able to be internalized and just in our brains but also in our nervous system and in our bodies and in our souls and in our lives and our families and then every aspect of our existence Israel so we learned today one of his my mother this week's parachute Traders page 1 12 on the bottom the left column on the bottom page 112 in the Hebrew would be none of column four it's a mimer I think of samache 1805. and it discusses the first sign that Hashem told Moshe the first Wonder to perform before Para before the 10 plagues before the Marcus moisha was obviously very hesitant and he tells Hashem that pirate will no way even pay heed to him so he begins casted before para he healed the sanon and it will turn into a serpent a snake and that's what happens and then the cartoon the Egyptian Sorcerers and magicians do the same thing and then the end of the story is their snakes revert back to Sticks The Stick of iron which reverted to a snake and then back to a stick swallows up their matters it swallows up their sticks foreign so to understand this concept what is this idea of a stick reverted into a snake at first glance it looks like it's just a very impressive it's a very impressive miracle a stick suddenly you have a hiking stick or a staff and it becomes it's like okay wow and then they repeat it and then it comes back to a stick and then his stick swallows up their sticks but what's what's the theme behind it what's the question the question was obviously you could do a lot of impressive things if you're God you can do a lot of impressive things every miracle that was done in Egypt it wasn't just to do something dramatic it it had a token it had a theme or to put it differently than what the balotany is saying is that everything that happened in Egypt was really a sheer you speak about the ten markers the ten plagues they weren't just ten plagues they were 10 shooting they were 10 lectures the lectures the best lectures our lectures that are visual those lectures that you speak and speak and speak and barely people listen the best lecture was it's visual it's it's visceral it captures the totality of the person's experience but it wasn't just a fireworks show or a dramatic display of fanfare and capabilities of changing and manipulating nature each one was teaching something about reality about nature about God about slavery about Humanity about Freedom about morality so he says but the first thing he says take your stick and turn it into a snake throw it in front of Pat it's going to become a snake what's the union behind it is it just you know my tattoo is bigger than your Tati or is it teaching something and then it becomes back a stick so it doesn't stay that way the government in addition it's not just each one has a lesson this one was the first thing this was the first meyphus the first wonder that was shown to party was this before all the ten plagues before the blood the water becoming blood then the frogs and the lice and the wild beasts and the pandemic the the plague and the boils right and the hail and the Locust and the Darkness and the death of the firstborn which were the ten plagues that befell Egypt before all of them came this that Mauritius and Aaron stick becomes a serpent a snake and then it becomes back to a stick and the truth is that already impartial schmois when Maisha tells Hashem that nobody's going to believe me nobody's going to believe me he gives him three signs right and what's the first sign the first sign is the same thing you'll throw your stick down and it's going to become a moisture ran away and Hashem said hold on to it and he held on to it and became back a stick so you're ready you see then there were other signs you have his hand becoming a leper and the water becoming blood but the first message both for the Jews and for Parry before any of the plagues was this what's the meaning of he makes sieve the posix says the Jewish people by inazula means they shall empty out vacate for um Hashem says before they leave they're going to empty out mitzrayim because they borrowed from their neighbors silver and gold and tunics and clothes they made it like a matsula a pond without fish when you take out all the fish of the pond of the matsulin there's nothing left only water that's how they emptied out from the word mitsula a pond but without any fish what does this mean why was this so important it's not just physically they took whatever they can because obviously there were things left in Egypt I mean people didn't give them every last shirt that they had the Egyptians also needed to wear clothes leadership means um in the original sweater the original breaking of the vessels we looked at many my modern that pre-creation of the world there was the world of chaos we also learned it in the Shabbos the commaimer in schmoise and there was a shiver is the Delights the spherists the Divine characteristics of the world of title some become clear broke and in that breakage many Sparks what's called nature the vine Sparks fell so he says oh then it suits them all the Sparks that fell in the breaking of the vessels into Egypt the Jewish people collected them Egypt was emptied nistration was from the word dracon they were emptied from all these action is remains like a pond without physical even one spark didn't remain there that's the Prasad they emptied it out completely not that there was nothing physically left in Egypt all the Divine Sparks in Egypt were gone in fact that Rizal says it says Aid of love a multitude of Nations went up from Egypt with the Jewish people there is Also spiritually Aid of Ravis aidev a mixture of his rage base in Kabbalah it says that in the original breaking of the vessels of the world of toyu 288 Sparks fell and got scattered all over the world now those Sparks further divide into many more that just says 288 Sparks died what does it mean died died means they broke they fell down they became detached from their source in the beginning of creation is 202 of those Sparks fell into Egypt when the Jews left Egypt to become Aid of Wrath rage Bays Bays came up with them the reason says that's why it says three times in hummus you now let her return to Egypt you're not going to go back to Egypt why not three times it's a Prohibition why the reason says the only reason to go somewhere is because you have Sparks there there's no sparks it's a waste of time lived in Egypt for many years since last years he lived in Egypt he was the leader of the Jewish Community he used to sign his letters at least some of the letters he used to sign mosheb and myman who transgresses three sins every day by living in Egypt now obviously the ramamada to live in Egypt the Swarm discuss it because Jews did go did Jews did live in Egypt even today our Jews living in Egypt there were communities but communities in Egypt what's the meaning if it applies if it doesn't apply how it applies it's not for this year but the point is that was trying to bring out it's not so simple to live in Egypt so spiritually speaking that reason says because all the nitsutsas all the Sparks would take to understand what this means what's this idea that Sparks fell down during the breaking of the vessels and what does it mean to sublimate them to elevate them to take them out of me tonight in the explanation is the concept of the breaking who misses Zion Malkin kadmaian details it's the concept that there were seven kings that died in parishesla at the end it says before Jews ever had a king there were there were Kings in edoim and he goes through a list of eight kings that reigned in Edam from the genealogy of Asaf and each of them died the first seven it says kabbalistically they represent the seven primordial kadmaian primordial Kings of the world of toyu that each one went through a Misa and death here means that the Calum the vessels containing the Divine energy until you broke they broke they were shattered what happens when something gets shattered it breaks into many many pieces and it becomes scattered and you often can't recognize anymore like the martial arts whatever gives entire the word because what happened if you split up the four letters you see a base you see a rage you don't see any more The Bays as part of a cohesive word when Bayes and race are part of one word so the base and the race they have a different meaning because base is part of the word racist part of the word love is part of the word and they make up the word blessed Baruch or any other word when the letters are scattered you still have each letter and it's the same letter that was there before but you completely can't recognize the meaning of that letter because the letter is now fragmented it's disassociated it's disconnected from the totality of the whole experience now this is a very very profound idea extremely why because when you have the letter you have everything you have base but you have nothing because the base is isolated it's detached it's not part of a story when you put the base back with the rage you didn't it's still the same base but it's a different base it's part of a narrative it's part of a story it's part of a holistic experience and I want to focus on this for a few moments because it's so important in life in the world of Neuroscience it's known that one of the very difficult challenges the human brain can experience is when there is a Detachment from what's called cognitive memory and emotional memory therapists here will be able to explain it a little better but here's the point here's at least one point cognitive memory and emotional memory when the two become severed and they're bro they're not working together cognitive memory is a memory of a certain reality a certain experience that your brain remembers emotional memory is not a not an idea it's it's it's the emotions remember it meaning I respond emotionally to somebody somebody walks into the room and my body becomes uptight that's an emotional memory my emotions remember without an explanation usually when cognitive memory and emotional memory work together the emotion has a time and has a place which means if somebody insulted me in public at a certain point in a certain place I remember clearly what happened now when this person walks into the room I'm uncomfortable maybe I'm scared maybe I'm intimidated maybe I'm angry maybe I want to run away maybe I feel unsafe the emotional memory has a link to a cognitive memory I know why I'm an emotionally uncomfortable what happens if the emotional memory is separate separated from the cognitive memory maybe I was too young maybe I didn't understand what was happening maybe I didn't have words for it it was overwhelming so now the emotional memory doesn't have a time and doesn't have a place so what happens it becomes all-encompassing it's Timeless and spaceless so the memory is there but I don't have with what to associate it so now it could continue for 24 hours a day seven days a week it could be when a person walks into a room I'm already uncomfortable yeah the memory the emotional memory doesn't have a time and a place to put it differently the emotional memory becomes a replacement for God who doesn't have a time and a space everything in the world has time and a space it has its limit the one thing that transcends time and space is Hashem when my emotional memory doesn't have a connection with my cognitive memory that emotional memory takes the place of God it has no time and space that becomes my God that becomes my highest reality and that's essentially one of the deepest definitions of what real trauma is what happens is not that something bad happened to me not something sad or painful happened something happened it has no context there's no context there's no time there's no space there's no memory that's linked to it in my emotions therefore it's it's it could creep in and seep into almost every aspect of my life sometimes every aspect of my life it's not isolated anymore when he says here that there's a shiver what's a shivita and he gives the martial of Baruch based the base is not any more part of a story it's an isolated experience and it's not part of a narrative it's not part of a story so we can Define me in ways that are unbelievably powerful because it's not limited anymore it doesn't have the cognition doesn't have the ability to limit it and put it into a specific experience into a specific space so it becomes a definition of my life so when he says here that what happens is yeah there are seven kings that are shattered they're scattered and they fall down in the shells and Citra this is very very significant words what happens is these very Divine Sparks when they become shattered they're not recognizable anymore and this is what creates Clipper this is what creates husks and I'll explain more if take a person's soul foreign before the soul comes into the body the soul was completely won with the light of ain't safe by the life of Hashem before whom I stood referring to the soul is there was nothing eclipsing the revelation of godliness in the soul so it was completely aligned with its source once the soul descents and now assumes the Garment of a physical body so the body eclipses the soul liaison and it gives the appearance that the whole world and everything inside of it is completely separate from its source the person can't see anymore the alignment and the Oneness of all the worlds with the light of infinity which gives life to everything constantly like we're saying I can't see it is a different experience why because now the vision the experience of the Soul essentially is covered over by the person's physical incarnation this is a metaphor for what happens by the breaking of the vessels the Divine Sparks of toyu fell when Islam is debris they are now enclosed in the husks of the world of Bria the world of yitzyrah the world of asea the three lowest worlds is the shells darken they cover up the Sparks and they block them from each angle from each side meaning from every perspective they shouldn't feel an experience the revelation of theyself to the point that they could become egotistical and something completely separate the navi Haskell says that paray once said the river the Nile is mine and I made myself the Nile is the second to the longest river maybe the longest river in the world and in the ancient world the Nile was considered a source of nutrition and nourishment and sustenance for Egypt and the whole area because denial once a year would rise I think in August in August every year the Nile would flood it was this amazing thing the Nile would rise and the tides would flood the Earth of Egypt so it made the the soil it saturated it with water and because of that they can build a very powerful economy there first of all there was a tremendous amount of marine life of underwater life the famous Egyptian crocodiles and alligators and just a tremendous diversity of fish but also because the soil became so saturated with water you could produce and you can grow there and they could make paparis it was a gevaldevalde economy because of the nilos that's why they worshiped denial so much at some point in the last century two centuries they built a dam so now the Nile doesn't rise because they stop it but for thousands of years every summer the needles would rise ah yeah yeah they built a dam yeah they built a a haima so just to stop the flooding but it was an essential so power says the river is mine I made myself that they believed in God but they said God is the God of all gods of gods I'm also a god foreign the Sparks were completely won with the Insight because Infinity was manifested in them in complete wonders after the breakers after the breaking of the Sparks went into the shells that that cover it and camouflage it and Eclipse it like we spoke about the body and the soul is so they lack now the ability to experience the Bittle the warmest that they had initially and now you understand why everywhere in Kabbalah they're called Clippers why Clippers Clippers means shells shame commercials just like the shell which covers over and surrounds and encompasses the fruit which is inside and the Clipper blocks it like the egg is a Walmart because sometimes you have shells that are very thin like a grape but an egg is a walnut when you look at the walnuts the egg guys what do you see you see a thick clipper they ain't true politics you have to take a nutcracker and you gotta break the husk in order to extract the fruit Clippers to extract the Divine Sparks from the shells that were blocking them and eclipsing them you have to break the nut s and this was the whole function of all the plagues and the Wonders and the Miracles of its name it wasn't just to take revenge it wasn't to take revenge it wasn't even to show whose boss that was all accomplished but deeper than all of that was to be able to extract all the Holiness because they're concealed in the Shell so what's the balatanya teaching here he's trying to explain what's this whole concept of and and it suits us and Clippers and Biryani suchas so this is what he's trying to explain and what's the main point what's the main point the world of clipper the world of clipper means one thing it means anything that blocks your vision and your experience of having the ability to be able to see the true Oneness with ainsife in other words without swear without clipper what would be the way you experienced yourself and the way you experienced the world as he says is that it's Bittle color is if the doors of perception are cleansed everything appears as is you're part of infinity and you are infinite your bottle you're completely won with the inside and the whole world is because they ain't so vivifies it and animates it and gives it existence every single moment what does that look like in such a reality there's absolute Oneness there's Oneness with yourself there's one that's between you and everyone around you there's Oneness in humanity there's Oneness in the whole Cosmos it's all ain't safe there's complete Oneness complete Oneness and that's the truth what's means just like again I'm back to that muscle you have the word Baruch and then you break it apart and now you have a base but you don't recognize what it is because it's not part like halila a person has a break a nervous breakdown you have sometimes a genius that has a breakdown they walk the streets they speak words if you listen to the words you'll hear fragments of creativity but no no two sentences are cohesive because the person doesn't have that part of the brain that keeps the story together it's all fragmented that's what Shri is the source of all breakdowns in the world is the spirit of islamatayo it couldn't keep it together so you have all Sparks it's all Sparks of Holiness but it's not recognizable anymore what does it mean it's not recognizable it has a shell we think of clipper very physical you know there's a Godly spark and you go into a shell and you cover it in spirituality you don't you don't use these types of metaphors not two separate things when you can't recognize what the nitsuts is that's shot it has a clipper Clipper means when something exists and it doesn't tell you what it is it's not clear what it is it can be misunderstood distorted like in yourself you're having an emotion you don't know what it is you misinterpret it you distort it that's the sound it has a clip it has a shell on it you have access to it through cover-ups you don't clearly see what it is for example a person gets very angry right most cases of anger come because there's a pain behind it but I don't see the pain all I see is I'm angry at you in other words the emotion is covered up and what is the pain from you have to be able to know what that is probably loneliness the fact that you're alone in the world which comes from the fact that I feel may be unloved in this world there's nobody to support me disconnect it so that shot I can have an emotion but there's no real awareness here why is there no awareness because it's covered over by shells and husks so the holy spirit let me says this is what created Clippers what's product created Clippers really it's all Divine Sparks that's all ain't safe but you don't see it anymore you look at a base it's one thing or Asia is another thing it doesn't tell you what it is so a new world emerged a world in which there's a sense of absolute Detachment loneliness isolation and separateness and altered says it begins and the metaphor is the person themselves the person himself or herself is one within scythe but yet that identity is blocked so I look for substitutes because a person wants to feel validated if you felt part of infinity you don't need another validation it's good but if I don't feel that I need validation so you create a new identity a new identity which is using the very Soul which is all ain't safe but it sees it in a different way I see myself in a different way and now I'm looking for attention here and love here and a high here and comfort here and validation here all because I don't know who I am foreign so that's what the word means the word means when you have a beautiful beautiful Vaz vase or other Kaylee other vessel and it gets shattered now you start picking up the pieces you think of a piece you don't know what it's part of because you just see a beautiful piece of Crystal but it's not part of a story so thank God if it's a broken vessel we look at it and we know that this is not it but spiritually what do you do you say oh this is the whole vessel this is it but it's not so you create a story of how this can be used as a vessel but it's broken but it doesn't tell me that it's broken that's what the word Clipper means so it doesn't appear anymore for what it really is so it becomes a whole different reality that's the tragedy of Sri that's what Clipper means so Clipper means whenever I'm in a thought process or I'm speaking or I'm doing something or I'm feeling something and there is a lack of attachment there's a lack of connection with the True full story of who the person is and what the emotion is it means I'm living inside a shell I'm living inside a bubble I'm detached from my own self I appear to be who I am to myself which is alien to who I really am now this exists in so many different shapes and forms and levels and experiences for example one extreme is when a person is completely completely blocked off from themselves literally there's like walls that surround you and don't give you access they don't give you access to other people they don't give you access to yourself you live completely Behind the Walls and there's a reason for it many very often the person lives behind those walls because they feel that if they come out of those walls they will not be able to survive too too painful to come out of those walls so maybe my whole life I'm going to be isolated within a very big shell like a Eggos and that's where I exist and that's the only self that I know it all happens because I lost that link with my own ain't safe with my own Infinity which is the source of all the worlds and all of reality so this manifests itself in so many different ways but the point in all of these manifestations is that the shattering of these nitsutsas means everything is divine energy which means everything is infinite but it's shattered from its source and its Oneness so it starts appearing to be something else and that's how I start treating it and it becomes a counterfeit kind of like a counterfeit counterfeit money counterfeit from its real identity and therefore I need to be able to crack the shell in order to take it out that's the that's the hair and now he continues vehicles in the beginning of creation there's the Aiden and then there's a river that comes out of Aden and irrigates the garden Garnet that's where Adam and Java were placed with all the trees from there the river splits into four sources the name of the first River was pishan Rashi says that's the nilis denial and then you have and Pros the Euphrates River espresso decal is a Tigris River there's an argument exactly what it is is the river comes out of Aden and it splits into four pitters spiritually it means this the river that comes from Maiden here is the flow a river is a flow Nahar Nahar also means it flows ashram it's the flow that comes for what's called is the highest level of the first world in which the light of infinity is manifested so that Gnar comes out also known as a garden as we said the light no harm which the flow narosa means light in Aramaic Nahar it brings the light all the way from Aiden all the way throughout the garden are completely won so there's only one River because it's the world of Oneness when it hits in the garden the point where now is ready to start the next the world of creation as a mission here the River start becoming split the prince the beginning of the division is four separate Rivers they come from one but they split into four this is the beginning of in Kabbalah the world of briah just like physically Rivers no two rivers are identical not in the nature of the water in one River you have sweet water clear water transparent water Lucid water and another River you have murky water Etc the labor goodly and not in the size not in the nature of the water not in the size the quantity of the rivers One River continues 200 kilometers 200 parcel a price is four mils so that's around four kilometers so so so 200 would be around 800 kilometers there's long long rivers the Nile River continues I think thousands of miles it's like from here to Warsaw s spiritually the rivers are not similar the high no pishan is the Sparks of Illinois that fell into mitzrayim is much more than what fell into bubble each country each identity has its own uniqueness both physically each river is different and also in size and in quality in the same is true spiritually that's the answer that's the shrira that's the breaking in other words even though they all begin as one like we said before inazillus is the perspective of the world from a place of Oneness but in the world of Bria there starts here starts a different interpretation of the world in other words to put it differently when we speak about different worlds you're not talking about physically if you take a spaceship and you fly a hundred million light years you'll crash into yet Syria you'll go another million light years you'll crash into Bria you'll go a billion light years and you'll crash into Tylenol that's not what it means it's really four different pairs of glasses it's four different pairs of glasses it's how you look at the same world yeah you have an ashama of atillas it means a soul that's here but it sees the world from the prism from the perspective of us another dissolves from Bria another Soviet Syria and then there's most Souls which I'll see you which is our world the lowest world attilis is not somewhere a chair it's a way of looking at the world it's a way of interpreting reality it's a way of interpreting reality what's mean a way of interpreting well what's this way he calls it the world of Oneness what does it mean the world of Oneness the world in which everything is seeing for what it really is what is it it's a manifestation of ain't safe it's a manifestation of the light of infinity like he says the river leaves Aiden which is to irrigate the whole lot all the way down to malchus which is the last spirit malkhus is the tennis fear of artillas it's all Eula martus it's a Consciousness that's completely there's no ego no separateness and therefore no insecurity foreign comes from the same river it starts splitting into four rivers and that's the world of brilliant and it's the world of it's here in the world of Asia and we live in our world everything is split everything is separate what's the what's the what's the reason for that that's what Shriver means shattering takes one thing and it shatters it in a person's life like I said earlier when a person is disassociated they're not one Oneness means that all parts of my brain work in a seamless flow they work together they're part of a single story doesn't mean there's no pain doesn't mean there's no sadness but it means even if there's pain and sadness it doesn't create a rupture it doesn't create a split in a person's Consciousness there is a situation where there's a experience where there's a rupture in a person's consciousness things simply don't work together anymore like I said before the example of cognitive memory and emotional memory being completely separate or parts of a person that are disconnected literally disconnected from other parts there's a lack of connection in the human brain in the human identity that's all something broke something broke there was a schvr causes this it all begins with the srida of pre-creation and that's the matter is where Sparks are really one they're all Godly Sparks but they become shattered and therefore experienced as something else and they could be perceived as something else and that's what it means they live in a shell and when they live in a shell you don't see what they really are and therefore one can be separate from the other that's the concept of pirut foreign everything in the world is full of nitsuts everything in the world is full of nuts us from Italian they both they were sublimated that's why we don't go back that's why they say issue to go back to Missouri just a small butt instead of those little ones that is literally rectification yeah that's what it says yeah broke yeah this will give an explanation and all of the Miracles Hashem I'm going to do the miracle so that mitzrayim shall know that I'm God Peter's in hebreweda means no it also means breaking the men of circus will be broken by italam we explained you can't take out the spark from the shell unless you break the shell like with the Walnut you can't take out the nut and you can't retrieve it you can't eat it is I have to break the shell in order that the oil and safe of the nitten should be revealed and it should be subsumed in our course it should be subsumed in its true reality we say the horse and its Rider Rama he lifted up and he hurled into the sea Clippers when you're a writer a horse rider you control the horse so he says the reichev the writer that's the clip of the shell that rides and covers its sitting on the spark and it directs it the zelenium merkavis paroi and that's why the Chariot of para is so important such a big story party had a markovan he had the sheeshmed 600 chariots [Music] through the breaking so then it suits us become revealed and they become subsumed in what they really are which is the infinite one right this explains it says it says nobody was left how are they going to know if they're dead they don't know don't die the Clipper was broken and the natsutsas are part of himself they all know each one of the ten plagues with another form of revealing the truth about reality in other words revealing the truth of what's inside all the cover-ups getting rid of the LIE avoids the Jewish people themselves as the apostate says they believed it is but because of all the Sparks that were swallowed literally swallowed literally inside of the Clippers so the 10 Marcus created The Villages the breaking of the shell and the Gili of the nitsuts yeah but Shrine was a paradigm yeah to show let's take the first one of the plagues not the first one he's going to explain in a moment but take the water becoming blood on a very simple level the water became blood it says I'm afarsham it was really just telling the truth the water was blood the Nile Delta is the source as I said of all the economic success of Egypt Egypt became a superpower because of the Nile because of the nilas because of picture and it's still one of the most beautiful resorts in the world the nilos extends through 11 countries I believe it's it's a very very long sea very long river but people sit by the nilos I don't know if you ever saw it it's beautiful beautiful water especially certain parts in Egypt and other parts beautiful beautiful water calm delicious blue sparkling looks like the heavens huh and you sat there right with beach chairs and played volleyball and played football and Frisbee and there were joggers and everybody was in their earbuds but what was the truth about the nilas it was a basic artist it was a cemetery for Jewish children they would plunge Jewish babies throw them into the river and the water covered up on these innocent bodies it was the greatest one of the greatest graveyards in history so when you came by day the nilis was beautiful but what was the truth about the nilas there was one bloody Gannon so the first plague what did it do it just said let's say the truth this is not a river of water this is a river of blood this is a river of blood pressure what what is that that's called that's called there's a vote from the katsuki rabbit says that Yeshua and Khalif when they heard what the miragulum were saying you can go in there it says so we're all going to die Karu big day him they tore their clothes so the cutscanada says literally everybody says whose clothes did they tear their own cut a big Dam they rent their own garments like Korea as a sign of availas no Karu big day him they tore the clothes of the ten Spies of the ten miragulum why because the 10-minute agalem were considered they were leaders so they wore big they wore long backishes right they wore a big guard lock that were woven from silk and they looked like the kind garden with the shrine of garden and they went and they tore their clothes they said put on real clothes tell everybody who you are you're a bunch of gangsters a bunch of gangsters stop wearing the uniform just tell everybody who you are say you don't believe in my you don't believe in God you don't believe in Nature's at all you don't believe in anything that's it I have no tightness but but and with thick thick construction pants and thick ropes he says Ace of went with uh with our zaidina kapota not like me I'm wearing a suit he went with uh with a long zide in the kapata that's what he looked like ah because what's the point The Mirage stop the cover up huh that's the first step the first step in extracting the notices getting rid of all the distortions getting rid of all the lies getting rid of all the cover-ups you're not a leader you're a gangster you're a monster you're using you're using your inner consciousness huh yeah Mafia call yourself Mafia right on your stationery instead of writing uh what you write write the truth that's what he says caught a big day this is an example where sometimes a whole person's identity is camouflaged by shells and cover-ups and covers what's the first avoid in tikkon the first thing is exposure you have to see what it is what was in last year now it's Australia this time of the year right one of the worst stories where it came out that one of the biggest therapists in Israel was a was was doing disgusting things for 25 years what was the tragedy the tragedy it was all covered up I'm a therapist I'm a Healer he was the address to go to when you needed help for a crisis in benebra he was the address every week he published his Ash Gothic articles of how to educate children as books became best sellers in the Jewish religious world because they were good books so what happens you take your creativity you take your wisdom you take your Brilliance but it's now serving the devil and it's all covered up and the thicker the Clipper is the more it covers over the truth so now the very person's personality and energy which is really illicus could be completely misused and distorted to themselves and certainly to others the nilis is a beautiful Nile it's not a beautiful Nile it's a bloody hell it's a bloody base like you go to the death camps in Poland you know it's quiet you think how much how many tears how much pain how much screaming did the Earth Here absorb but it doesn't say a word it's silent you know you look at certain situations you know everything is certain family certain communities certain people everything looks so beautiful and perfect and it's all one big fat lie and myth and then the person who says it as the mashugana right the person who says it he's the mashugana because he's he's ruining the beautiful piece of art it's a beautiful it's not a piece of art it's again at least say the truth at least say the truth that's the beginning of healing and it starts within myself it starts within ourselves so in every situation again there's endless examples and manifestations of clipper from the nilos covering up all the blood right from people dressed in beautiful clothes and who knows what they did last night to remember what you did last night the whole story over there somebody was telling the the king I know what you did last night to much more subtle forms but the common denominator in all of them is that if I'm not ready to to uh to take on to confront and combat the cover-ups I never even know what my spark is because really the penis everything is a locust everything is is is pure goodness but it becomes distorted and cover it up and manipulated and exploited and used and then the Clipper takes over and that's the roykov that's the merkavis para the horse is a good horse horses are not bad but what the horse was used to go attack the Jewish people because the writer of the horse it's like what the Germans did with the dogs you know they took dogs dogs are sensitive animals and you train them to bite to kill to eat to mold to destroy so the reichev the rider defines the nitsuts it takes a pure innocent reality and can completely exploit it for its own purposes breaking more the victim should never be broken the victims are broken so you have to break their Brokenness [Laughter] you have to break their Brokenness the victims are broken that's their Clipper they think they're broken so what do you have to do you have to break their Brokenness how do you break their Brokenness you tell them they're not broken you understand what I'm saying the abuser's clip is that is the victim's clip is that he's broken huh that's that's his Clipper that's what that's where he's completely covered up his soul has been shattered and broken he thinks he's a broken piece so you have to yeah you have to go beyond that you have to show him that you're not broken Clipper could be that I'm broken that's Clipper that's sometimes the worst clipper the cover-up that that I'm frightened I have to hide in a closet for 85 years because if I come out of the closet I'll be stabbed to death I can't connect I can't be honest I can't have relationships I can't melt away I can't PR I can't feel safe I can't trust what happens my my initials is completely in Exile by a shell that says you stay quiet and I will control you I will ride you I will tell you when to come out how to come out it all begins with that was the first the first cause of all the trauma in existence and that's what it's connected to that's where it's all connected to him when you're connected to that there's always healing because that's the purpose of creation huh yeah exactly you always have to understand how it works and then you can identify it and then you can help it we can help ourselves and we can help others yeah yeah based on all this he says now once you understand this you'll see how it's all there in the first sign that was the introduction the sheer before the 10 Marcus there was the hagadama of the sheer before the 10 classes of the ten plagues which let me give an introduction an introductory class introductory says the intro to all the ten plagues was the stick becoming a snake why listen yes we explained what are the ten plagues to break the covers the shells what does that mean to break it the sense in the world that I am separate from Russia I'm lonely I'm broken I'm shattered I'm a yes I'm on my own Yes means I have a big ego why do I feel I have why do I need to have an ego because I don't exist without it why don't I exist without it because I don't experience that I'm part of infinity so I have to become a yish I have to become a something what do they say be something right be a something it's beautiful words it could also be very dangerous words you have to be a something when you're nothing if you're something you don't have to be or something become something make something of yourself on one hand it's very promising on the other hand this feeling of real yes is a compensation for the real self that is broken that's the age with other Finance so all the Miracles was essentially a sheer it was a demonstration even though they say that they're Clippers they are alpha became they receive life constantly from Holiness every moment you're not separate you're not disconnected you're not detached like you think you are you're completely one with a locus of the Vitality of Hashem flows through many veils and evolves through many levels and many filters the governor called and the filters and blockages restrict the energy so much to the point that you could start feeling the need of saying this is my river and I made myself the moment is a ray of light that comes higher than some all the Clippers are gone because they all live from a delusion because there's Darkness the moment you get to see what's happening you see the other side of the veil it all ceases to exist it's like all a joke on this side of the curtain the Clippers they themselves very seriously why because even though at this moment they're all coming from kadusha but the kadusha is so restricted and so concealed it allows for a philosophy and an experience of separateness from Hashem and therefore loneliness the moment there's a revelation that's a little more intense it's all gone like sometimes a person's brain has an experience that's a little more intense you get to see a little more and suddenly everything you took seriously it was like a joke it's it's worthless it's meaningless it was all based on some Distortion of perception the moment you see something beyond the symptom all the Clippers are gone because their whole existence is only because was covered up for Azalea made our mouth is and this was the idea of the stick becoming a snake Peter's name the word Mata means a stick it also from the wisdom from the word which means to communicate something when something you say the savaras Mata your logic gravitates it extends it's bending towards this place the word which is a scepter it's also a stick also means the communicate that is they call it Haley's Comet the star that flies the shove it Haley's Comet that flies in the sky from one side to another the high no call I'm sorry the whole flow of kadusha of Holiness from hashem's Source down through all the levels it's called the stick because a stick is a way of communication right like with a stick you could move something you can direct your hike your walking you can call somebody especially somebody who can't see so the stick extends me to somebody else you take something with a stick you move something with a stick you call somebody you hit something with this thing you get something with a stick so that's Mata and shave it so Mata is like the flow the flow of energy all the way from the source down but that's Holiness because a stick is straight tannin a serpent he mucked a clip is the message says the Great Snake or crocodile that scrap crouches in the river [Music] foreign so Moshe taught party you stick the stick becomes a snake it's not two separate things from the light of Holiness that's where this snake gets its whole Creuse the source of clipper which is the snake or the crocodile it all comes from the stigma because mashallah leadership extends and rules everything it's through many restrictions and Evolutions that the stick had become a snake through with all these filters and constrictions the flow from the stick is so concealed actually to the point that it can create this type of snake which says the river is mine crocodile says the whole river is mine which is Potter you see also a stick he says it's a direct flow straight a snake right they call it the serpentine gate crooked it goes this direction in this direction that direction it's not a straight stick it's the Crooked Stick so here you have exactly what happens the flow of kadusha is called a Mata why because it's seamless from the Elia and it goes down to the Target and it's a flow the knockash right you think it's going in this direction and then it turns in this direction the serpentine gate it looks very sophisticated it's like a beautiful dance but it's poisonous it can kill you that's exactly how Clipper works it takes that flow but it distorts it it makes it crooked nothing is what it seems you think we're going this way we're going that way like uh like a deceiver around my we're going this way we're going that way in other words what clip it does is it takes the very energy of the Mata but now it's covered over by the shells and horse that detach it from its source and the moment you're not aware of the truth that you're a helic of ain't so that your bottle you're completely one with the Ain't So if now a new identity has to take over and that identity by definition has to be crooked it's not straight it's not seamless it's not transparent it's not honest why because the truth is being eclipsed if the truth would be revealed the whole Clipper couldn't exist so the matter becomes the stick so Maisha and was telling Paris something very deep you don't understand what you're fighting you're not fighting me you're not fighting God you're not fighting the Jewish people you're fighting yourself you understand what he was telling them you're fighting yourself you're not fighting God you're fighting you so you are fighting you how how could how can that succeed it can't succeed you're fighting you you're not finding somebody else and you might win or you might lose you don't know who you are the mistake's life your whole philosophy is a lie of Who You Are you can't live a life that's betraying you because the very you is going to be the greatest protest against it your defeat is not going to come from outside your defeat is going to come from inside because you're rotten because you don't even know who you are you're a distortion of yourself that was a very powerful message to Perry you don't understand you you're not fighting me me against you who's going to win who's God God is Big I'm bigger you don't understand who God Is by you God is a God I'm explaining to you when we say God it's not that God it's you ain't sorry if it's Infinity you need to let go of your shells and allow your truth to come out everything you have is ain't cyphus kadusha it just became tragically manipulated in your system and the only language you know is the language of control and tyranny and murder and oppression and if you don't oppress the people who are you you don't understand that essentially we are all part of insight and therefore oppression doesn't even make sense see this no vember ists teachers why do you know not much because he's also part of the world that's the hiddish there's no there's nothing outside of kadusha there's no such a thing something is outside of holiness what do you mean so that's what we're saying is not outside of Holiness but today the tragedy of is that it doesn't know how holy it is and the same is true with everybody and everything is Holy what do you mean there's so many things not the answer is the tragedy of those things is that they don't know how holy they are so they become in their own mind something else in order to compensate for an existence that they're looking for and they're choking so you become a new thing it's called a yes and you say the river is mine and it's in all of our Lives the moment you don't realize how holy you are you need something else to compensate for it whatever that is huh so no cable clips that may also have a spark all Clippers have a spark nothing could live without a spark it's like it's like everything has it when you say Gilmore clips that means it's not revealed it has to be broken because you can't decline means that the spark is transparent It's Not Gonna Shine so you can easily elevate it like anything for example kosher food or money that's called clippersnaiga right wisdom because the literature is is is close to appearance it's it's at the surface you can extract it is very very concealed so you have to work much harder to get it out and often you have to break it like a walnut you can't just take it out you know you have a pistachio you go like this you open it up yeah you have a grape where the Clipper is not even concealing it you could see the grape you can even eat it and then you have an egg or it's a Walmart what do you say you know the hard nut it's a hard nut to crack so it's also you're not interested in cracking it you just want to get to the knit so it's in order to get to the knitts you have to uh you have to crack it anymore oh he's going to finish so they took it out they took out the nitsutsus yeah you want to know Egypt today what could be they other nations brought some stuff back because they moved there for that time yeah but other nations came back to Egypt so probably they brought some Sparks there I'm just speculating I don't know exactly how the system works yeah same idea [Music] I guess everyone has their own unique uh their own unique clipper okay let's see the last few lines opposite the snake came from a stick and now the snake goes back into a stick and the Stick of Alan swallows up their sticks is [Music] the snake becomes a stick and iron stick swallows them up what does it mean it means that ultimately all Clipper could go back and we'll go back to its original place because it's just a cover-up so the moment the truth gets revealed you'll see that your whole reality was based on a distortion of who you are it's like a person at some point in life has a certain Revelation from a deeper place in their Consciousness and suddenly everything they did throughout their whole life they realized it's like a mockery it's almost a tragic joke I became this type of person just to protect myself from this and then I became this type of person to protect myself from this and for 50 years I was living a lie based on a perception of who I was that wasn't even real and authentic and Bodega commemorates all gone why because it was never there there was nothing really there it was just based on concealment on darkness and anything that's based on a cover-up doesn't have a real existence so they said the whole snake comes from a stick the snake is going to go back into being a stick Aaron's stick is going to swallow up all your sticks but this was a sheer Earth I'm going to teach you about me and that is you're not a yesh you don't need your ego you don't need your tyranny you don't need to be a sunny oppressor and abuser in order to exist the whole Indian way you have to be ayatious because you need some identity right it's like somebody who's looking for compliments the whole day why do I need compliments the whole day so survival so when I needed it I thought it was survival now you could realize it's not your Survival anymore you're not a yes you're not separate it's not who you are he was really complimenting don't be a shooter this moment the whole party is coming from Holocaust there's no party without elicus your whole heels is coming from godliness ah you have such a big Palace and at this moment you're abusing a whole nation because Hashem knows how to conceal himself that's it Hashem knows how to conceal himself so maybe you became action he became a big yes in one moment when he wants the snake but comes back to a stick the whole clipper goes back to what sourcing to do all the Clippers are gone wow that is how you call on my and this was the ultimately that's expressed in only is that the clip of my time should be broken [Music] and then the ninja Hashem it knows that I'm God so that Egypt should become aware and cognizant of this that's why this was the introduction to all of the tanmakers and this was the Titan it happened physically he's not saying it didn't happen physically but the physically was just a a visual it's like when you use props to bring out a point it's not that the snake and the stick that was the story Maisha was explaining an idea he was communicating a message he used the snake in the stick just as metaphors as perhaps to bring out the nakuda of this idea of what Clipper is and therefore why it should surrender to gdusha not because kadusha is more powerful but because there's no such a thing as clip don't surrender to me because I'm bigger and stronger and I'll beat you up and I'll break your nose then it's me against you it's because there's no opposition because clip is not a real Matthias because you're not really separate that's a whole other word this is that's about how law doesn't mean to bring up Sparks bring up Sparks doesn't mean you take a a plier yeah you know like you collect frogs from the from your swimming pool you go and you collect toads and frogs from Israel that's absolutely means that you reveal you reveal the truth you reveal that all the opposition and all the Defiance and all the Brokenness and all the arrogance and all the negativity was just desperately looking for existence because it's a cover-up of the truth the truth is covered it's scary Pottery was scared listen he didn't give in he didn't give in he said no he fought and every Market should continue to shear based on this you can go through the Marcus it's not phenomena it was it was another mermaid another mime deeper deeper deeper he was explaining to more and more and more he was he had a big Soul listen obviously if they they invested in him so much so many tones told the cuts he says no no Mr zombie Curtis he says you get squeezed once you'll be done he says Potter he was an apocitus says probably he was uh there was somebody here that was up somebody to deal with the Clipper became guns uh so you have it on a cosmic level people like pirate and these types of people but you have it on a personal level there's the inner pirate there's the inner there's the inner clipper it may not be as dramatic you know I'm doing what the Egyptians did but in each person's life this is the concept I have to look where the distortions happened where my light became suddenly covered over and now suddenly it's taken over by a shell and a horse that manipulates my Divine energy because there's nothing outside of divine energy everything is using Divine energy when you're lying when you're cheating when you're Abu everything is using Divine energy there's no such thing you can't not what are you using there's only one source of fuel in the world you can only fill your your car is going with gas unless you have a Tesla it's also it's its own form so this one uses electricity there's only one source of energy it's called Divinity godliness everybody's using that energy the question is what what happens with that energy is it flowing smoothly like a stick or does it turn into a snake that's it and when it turns into a snake it's the stick that became a snake so you have to teach the snake to go back being a stick okay 9 30 we have a class for women so we'll take a break here and beijer in the next class will be Thursday morning seven eight o'clock because they've created Thursday morning five to eight or eight o'clock from a few different but generally the question is what's the main focus of the Nationals foreign [Music] combinations yeah yeah from the emotional memory it's a good thing that it splits no no yeah so that's the that's that's the the real pain that becomes gone that takes over a person's life yeah it becomes like uh yeah it becomes a fake God huh yeah he said that the mental illness comes from from the language yeah they don't understand yeah yeah yeah yeah there's no language it's very hard for us to make sense out of anything foreign