Chassidus Thursday | Yes, You Can Find G-d In Every Emotion

what was the main point we learned in the previous class in this moment near Hanukkah tophrishman gimmel the main point was that one might think that yeah that the presence of the Rebellion the presence of Hashem is different in one world in one person in one place in one situation from a different situation and it's not a thought that comes from nowhere the whole terrorism is filled with the idea that there's different worlds different levels foreign that's just four General names but there's really endless it says there's really endless gradations madriguez States Of Consciousness the differences in one you would think the presence of elucus the revelation of godliness is there and another one it's less or even completely concealed and that means that he's less here than he's there [Music] so he says it's not the case all the differences is how the perception of the macabul how the recipient experiences it but as the Posse says I fill Heaven and Earth and therefore in that sense Earth and Heaven are no difference I'll say what do you mean there's no difference there is here it's revealed here it's concealed so the lab explains in the minor based on Allah that uh that you're not allowed to yeah you cover your head but you can't cover your head with your hand s itself it doesn't say the reason it just says it doesn't work but the source of it the base Joseph brings in Allah brings it from the truma sadasha and the triple sedation says because the Goof and the hand and the head is one organism it's one goof vain and you can't cover you because the you that's covering you needs to be covered so the you is not covering you somebody asked me I don't understand if the point is that you shouldn't see if I put my head on my head you won't be able to see the the skull the scalp what's the difference it's covered who cares if you put your foot on your head if you know how to do that you put your hand on your head that's if you think the concept of a yamaka is push it to have a covering it's cold outside you want to cover your head the point of the yarmulk is to have something outside of your head something above your head the concept of they say yamaka is two words Yore Mikhail Yori May kill Yar mulka you're a shamayam there's something above me my hand is part of my head and that's what the lotion of the basis from Turbo sadness is the Goof can't cover the Goof because it's not a real covering of the Goof it's one thing the language he uses here is a netsum master al-atza the self is not concealing on the self is a reflection of a cosmic idea like every it's not just a technical word he says if somebody else covers my head it's good because it's not my girlfriend Circle if you put your head on my head you put your hand on my head it's considered a kiss there's something above my head something else above my head because concealment by definition has to come from something outside of me something else that blocks my vision if somebody locks themselves into a prison and they have the keys you don't call them a prisoner even though they're locked up you got the keys if somebody takes away the keys and now I'm a prison and now I'm locked up if I lock myself up so it's the end of lucky I mean I'm locked up but I'm not really locked up I want to be here I'm choosing to be here if somebody takes away the keys I'm not choosing to be here I'm blocked I have to stay I can't get out of here here it's just a choice this is why I want to spend time if you go into your house for a few hours means you're in a prison maybe some people hopefully not you're choosing to be there so I call the prison everyone chooses to be in places what makes a prison a prison yeah what if you like being in a place for for 50 years every day there's people here in schulbart right as long as I'm choosing the moment you take away my truth you have to be here then it's a it's a basis to them why because if I'm choosing to be here so then I'm here but I can also be there it's a choice to be here so he says this is how you have to understand all the concealments since there's nothing outside of Hashem so shame of the Kim which is the the name so to speak the energy that conceals the Divine Oneness and divine Infinity is also divine because there's nothing outside of him so therefore you can't call it a real concealment even though Hashem conceals himself that's why there's different worlds there's breeds it's not that the concealment is fake it's not that the concealment is you're just having a hallucination that's not what he's saying Shameless Kim is a real name creation happened in this kind of the creation didn't happen right everything is just as I said last time even that is has a reality even a dream is a reality perception is also reality but the point is a shame Allah Kim is a reality but what's the nature of the reality don't think he says that it means Hashem is any pre less present in this world or in any situation that in a higher state of consciousness there was no change in the presence in the Oneness in the infinity pre and post-creation even in the lowest worlds there's no situation and even in this world you could say there's times God is with me there's times God is not with me yet people feel sometimes I feel your presence sometimes I don't believe it has a Negan it's called I don't know if you ever heard the Negan I'm not going to try singing it under these circumstances but the words of the Negan begin foreign a song of affection so he starts off he says where can I find you where I'm looking and then he says but where can I not find you where can I not find you so a person sometimes feels or thinks or or their experience this is a moment this is a circumstance in which the Divine is present and this is a circumstance in which she decided to go to malava malka somewhere else even when I walk in the Valley of the shadow of death or untilum later koflamatasi masakshamayamata if I Ascend to the heavens you're there and even when I go down in the oil is the abyss are you here if I acquire wings and I go to the edge of the ocean over there you'll also hold me CCA that's the Posse he brings here even Darkness doesn't Eclipse you why not why doesn't Darkness Eclipse you the answer is if the darkness came from outside then it does eclipse that's what darkness is even if the sun is shining if I put down the Venetian blinds and I put a big curtain and a big Veil it blocks the light the light doesn't come in you build a a stone wall it's going to block the light sometimes you have a veil that plaques the light a little bit blocks the light more that's all blocking the light so you would think that's what Shameless Kim is Hashem blocks the light right he obstructs the light he says that's not shot Hashem so the name of Helen is the same name it's the same God so it's ainatra master so is the hand covering the head yeah but it's not really an authentic concealment which compromises his full presence what's the difference is how it's experienced how it's perceived that's that's the voice of course yeah because the window shade is also him yeah yeah it's not as a son and there's a curtain and two separate things cool mm-hmm you asked last time if that's if the Hester is not a real Hester because ain't that's a mustard so how was there even a macabo like how is there a student how is there a recipient right so the basic information is that student that recipient that's also that's also his presence it's just the way it's filtered and channeled through shaymalikim if there was no shame of looking if there was absolutely no Shema like him if Hashem didn't want there should be Shema look him then they would just be the revelation of ainsife without any Ash without any Matthias you're right there wouldn't be attila's breed serious because the Shameless came so the Divine energy is is filtered it's it's transmitted it's communicated like I gave the muscle of a muscle the teacher who communicates through a parable through a metaphor right the metaphor has everything we learned in a Miami via Dieter if you remember viadite also from the devilation of Zion 1897. so he gives their a muscle the Gamora says sorry whenever you teach you should try to teach briefly doesn't only mean you should give a short and a short speech it means that too probably but it means something much deeper it means don't say everything don't be very verbose very wordy put things in the kitchen you see how the mission was written in one paragraph you have maybe 10 blot of Gamora all in the mishnah the camarader doesn't say things it doesn't say in the mishnah the gemara just spans what it says in the mission says why does he start off with this word why does he say it this way why does he why does he phrase this way so the gemara explains and explains and explains and explains and sometimes you can have one dot two thousand five down from ten dollar from twenty death to explain one mishnah so what they do before the gemara before the qamar they hurt them which they understood it they got it in the three lines of the mission they got the whole picture later you need to explain it and then the gemara itself became a a a a a book that was enigmatic so you have Rashi what does Rashi do she's not writing a new camera he's taking the words and he's unraveling he's revealing what's in these words that it takes 40 years for a student to understand that hey that's why moisha told the Jewish people it took 40 years for you to acquire a heart and eyes and ears as a compliment what percent it takes 40 years it takes 40 years for the student to be able to see what his teacher told him 40 years ago the teacher told them everything but it took him 40 years to be able for him to be able to have to kill him the vessels to be able to see what he what what he heard 40 years ago because a real teacher puts everything in everything is there but it may take 40 years until you you unravel it the malbum writes it says in ashrae der ladder what does it mean generation to generation they praise your actions we praise your actions your creations the Malibu says the word yeshabach in Allah in chance means when things become better when things increase like um right a lot of places means it becomes better you know like old wine becomes better it becomes more praiseworthy says every generation God gets better so the Malibu says in every generation Our antennas expand we see much more what's in creation yes becomes better and better they used to think that a cell yeah was a composite like a Lego a few Lego pieces a chick little jigsaw puzzle so it wasn't such a pellet to say randomly it came together today to say that a cell a cell is formed randomly you have to have a lot of Blind Faith for that a bucket came to me he told me he's an atheist S I said I don't have enough amuna to be an atheist you need a lot of amuna you need a lot of a Muna you need to have a lot of faith to be able to believe that a cell if you study what's in a Cell amazing if you study what a cell is made up of it's it's I would say I can't say mathematically not saying but it's almost close to lunacy to assume that it just [Music] uh thousands upon thousands upon thousands upon thousands of functional pieces that all work in synchronization and each one on its own is incredibly complex never mind working together you're not talking about a few dozen a few hundred you know thousands of millions and then that's just one cell and you have 50 trillion so a number of years ago they didn't even know this yeah without microscopes or telescope so much so the mouse is it's a whole different level of what's there so after 40 years the student doesn't look he wasn't given something new but he becomes a new person why because it was all given like in the Mishra and then the gemara unravels it it's like in the muscle I hear the muscle the muscle has everything but do I understand it so I understand one layer and then I understand a deeper layer and a deeper layer and a deeper layer until I can get to the core of the idea which the teacher already gave me so is it a real concealment it's a concealment in the sense if he wouldn't give me the parable I wouldn't be able to relate to the idea the purity of the idea is too intense the parable allows me to relate to it where I am but it also allows me something else it allows me to grow and dissect and unravel until I reach to the core and maybe even the core idea the way the teacher conceived it so that's how he's defining very fascinatingly what's called in Kabbalah and so there's the whole say the establish what say there is means the whole process of creation which begins with shaymavaya but goes through all the kid and because of it like him all the energy goes through it goes through evolutions and devolutions from Spirit from higher energy to lower energy to lower until physicality and the physicality you look at the world and what do you see you see complete concealment he says but you should understand that all the concealment is also him so the presence of the Republic is full it's not like inazillus yeah and here is one day he's here one day he's not here just like before Bri Asylum LMI the difference is there's a ninja novela Kim so it's concealment but it's not authentic concealment in the sense that it's a concealment where you're blocked the sun is not shining here sorry the sun set there's no sun here the light is not arriving here that's not the vert the vert is the light is fully fully present and the essence is fully fully present because even that which is concealing it that's also that's also the Wrath that's also the atsum that's the Yad of the goof so hashem's perspective no concealment even from our perspective there is a concealment and that's why there's a world if there wouldn't be a little Kim there wouldn't be a world so it's not saying the world is fake but the real Tyson of the Hester is not the Hester it's gillowee it's Revelation through the prism of this filter of but that filter is also Divine and therefore Through It ultimately you can reach everything like the 40 Years of the student if I stayed and that's why you don't have to be afraid of anything because the Walsh of once said very interesting thing about something of sand it's printed in Casa shamtev now you have to you have to take it with sensitivity because you know people who are addicted and are dysfunctional communal like they use you could utilize whatever you want you know in a destructive way the Washington says when a person feels a crush a love to somebody even if the crush is not a it's not what you would call a healthy Crush it's not to the person we would want you to feel so the perceptive says I'll say really Hashem wants to tell you how much he loves you but there's a problem the problem is you have no Divine language so the love so he he contracts the love yeah and the love now comes across as a very very basic human even crass love from one person to another person but essentially what's behind it essentially it's God reaching out to you and saying I love you I hope you can be we could connect he says fear also you're afraid of somebody he says really it's a regardless of the but here is Hashem I can't relate to so it comes through my boss [Laughter] I wanted to say some people another person whoever you're afraid of now what does that mean it's a very deep thing what does it mean you know how many tallest people get into because of this so I say you have to be very sensitive what does he saying because if you don't understand what he's saying the balatonya actually quotes this part of the balsham and he says if you misapply it so it's you could be a big shy to her oh you shout to Lasik by Allah that falls into your mind during davening it really wants to be sublimated because it's really coming also for mashem what this means is as follows it means you don't have to be afraid of it it's a Hester it's concealing but if you'll go deeper deeper deeper if you'll take a microscope and you're going to look at this Crush you know what you're going to find you're going to find that you're looking for God he's not saying that this crush is not what he's saying this Crush could get you into a lot of Solace trust me he could end up destroying a lot of good things in your life be careful and therefore sometimes you just have to say no there shouldn't have the son of the divided when Joseph refused by your mind he said no what's the Socialist so so that's one explanation we once spoke about it it wasn't so posture there was ambivalence but there shouldn't have enough rights he says Joseph no I don't know if he's spoken Yiddish to the wife of patif I don't know what language they spoke over there probably not the Yiddish with all due respect to our Hasidic culture but there were languages before yadish but whatever he said he said no no no no and he said it before the explanation first thing by your mind then he explained why some people explain before they say no that's a trap you know what I mean first is no Alex I have a reason but first is no because you have to be very careful because if I start with pull pull them okay it's sometimes a ploy of of of of the broken parts of me to get me and let's start with this baiting with a pill a pilpa can go this way can also go that way right a poconosion but if you go on a deeper level yeah so there shouldn't have enough is Right Joseph said by your mind the Maureen I am um brings in parishes boracious and Passions that it says that Joseph surrendered so the Gomorrah says and one of the opinions is that he gave in but what happened the last moment foreign he saw the Visage of yakova's father in the window and that helped them Escape by Jonas so the maggot says what did he see he knew what Yakov looked like he grew up with Yakov he says what was the power of patifa's wife the power of Yusuf what was the power of Yusuf he was beautiful to Ferris you Faith Mara and because it says in the past she she was very uh taken by him she had a tremendous tremendous desire to Joseph according to one opinion in Shahs Rashi brings the maglikas or so in homage for his wife just like Yosef had a very powerful tiferous tremendous Beauty tremendous Harmony tremendous splendor what was yaakov foreign so why do you have to go [Music] you know if you're by a wedding and there's a beautiful Smorgasbord yeah and you go into the garbage to take bones you ever see people there's a smorgasbord with all the conceivable sushi in the world yeah does the sushi itself is costing the guy forty thousand dollars never mind the spare ribs if I went to such a simple huh I was once said about Mitzvah New Jersey yeah so the bar mitzvah was in a bill oopsie the bar Mitzi was in a building that went that stretched that it was a thank you it was a huge [Music] there was a building that stretched ishikaya that stretched very far it was a huge place so just to walk from one end of the smorgasbord to the other end of the smorgasbord it looked to me like you have to have a few days every for every presentation representation was so rich and Incredibly Exquisite and nuanced so what do you got what are you going to the garbage you're looking for tifferis Joseph was looking for something thank God he had a father who can give it to him right and life you have to know what the person is searching for eign this idea in the minor that all the concealment in the world is not authentic means that ailah that ultimately everything can take you back to the source you just have to be sometimes it takes 40 years you have to know how to read the muscle but when somebody people are sometimes afraid of their emotions we always talk about this because they're too intense to get you in trouble it's true emotions got you in trouble that's true that's why some people shut down at the age of five or at the age of ten then you don't get in trouble computers never get in trouble you throw them out one after a while right but they don't get in trouble they work they don't work they don't have good days bad days they don't get into moods unless you have a virus that's complicated if you have artificial intelligence gave you a virus a human virus your computer can start playing games with you so for in a way a computer is safer emotions are difficult because they're real they're painful they could be painful you only have to be afraid of parts of yourself if you think that darkness is ultimately real there's the God of Light and there's the god of Darkness there's a separation means if you dissect ultimately every emotion you'll see suffical stuff you're looking for insight you're looking for Infinity foreign he saw that if it was Joseph's depth what am I really looking for you're looking for the wife of patifa he wasn't looking for the wife of British was married he couldn't have her anyway like he told her what are you looking for you're looking for something it looks like the wife of patifa that's the Goof but what's the nashama foreign that's locked up in a house I wanted to fetish that's infinite so you'll actually you're not running away from your crush you're pursuing the crush but the MS of it the premius of it that too that's also that cover-up is also saying something but you have to know where you are in life you have to be realistic you understand if I'm a diabetic and I'm not allowed to have sugar and there's a piece of cheesecake in front of me and I'm going to start saying well cheesecake is also because because cheese comes from milk and milk is part of say they're starshules and it says in Kabbalah that khalaf yeah is it it's true that's why it's the only physical substance in the world that the more you give the more you get everything else if I give you a check for a thousand dollars it goes out of my bank account unless it bounces like the let's used to say yeah that they say when you give when you give to duck it returns to you says I gave a lot of checks and they all returned milk a mother gives milk and what happens the more she gives the more her system replenishes if she stops giving milk she stops having milk only milk is that way there's nothing else physical like that physicality it's a zero-sum game it's called if I give you I don't have it if I want to have it I keep it by me with this is the opposite with ideas or with love the more you give the more you have it's not like oh if I should if I teach if I share this mind I'm going to lose it it doesn't work that way yeah they gave everything the more you give the more you have a carrot there's more people who now share it with you you understand it better it gets it gets expanded more like mud looking name in there fires also but holler than food is the only substance like that because all of us has it so I'm not going to look at the cheesecake and say it's mama said so the truth is what do I really want in the cheesecake what you really really want in the tree like every addiction huh the sugar so now but and if you go deeper and deeper what sugar sugar is also silicos milk is also Locus but it's a muscle for a nymshul and you have to know where you are in life right now all I want is the cheesecake is a distraction so now to eat the cheesecake and say this is I'm fooling myself huh huh abroach but you're right they can that concealment itself is also God talking the question is where am I in the world because so even in a place where I say there's nothing here there's nothing here there's only loneliness here I'm lonely I'm detached I'm I'm bereft I'm isolated I'm disconnected he says never ever think that that means that it's really that way that the concealment is authentic feels that way that's Ms and Hashem created the mechanism that it should feel that way because it was famous means that the nimshal of a Locus is communicated through a muscle so the Boston says whenever you feel love and fear in the world it's a muscle it's a muscle because the world is a muscle you're typhus it's a very very nice what are you supposed to do with this you have to learn more well you do uh she's saying in physics when the light travels from the source of light the light has the same nature like the source it's a communication to communicate and the ability to experience right the source of the light wants you to be able to experience it so it transmits its energy and it's the same right right so Shameless Kim is the transmission because I'm not he didn't create a world that's been safe that's what a world means the world means it's not inside it's it's it's me and it's you and this identity but what is that it's just the age of communicating through this muscle through these mechanisms this is the transmission so it's like the hand covering the head it's not a real covering it's it's that's also elocus I just I don't see it initially from The Source I see it from the from the bottom up I see it as a photon I'm looking at it so to speak from the concealment perspective and that view is also not a real concealment [Music] themselves is a marshall but much more than that for example you'll say fire it says fire is yeah water or milk is hasid the result says an apple is so what are these jokes and apple is an apple and they make a lot of money too Apple snow he says it's cancer it's not jokes when you when you CL when you refine your tools of perception that's what it is they used to think you're looking at a table you're looking at a table today you take a mic you use instruments called the microscopic instruments you see it's not a table it is a table the way my eyes process it I have no choice but to turn it into a table and it's fine because I could sell it as a table as long as you agree with me but the microscope has a whole different there's a whole universe a whole Atomic world going on this movement this is not dead it's as alive as anything can be not millions and not billions and not trillions but numbers that I can't articulate of atoms within every drop of water that are alive and dynamic and moving constantly and in synchronization and then if you go deeper there's subatomic particles that every atom itself is made up of deeper and deeper and if you go deeper you see most of it as empty space if you go deeper if you have the microscopic eyes of the balatanya of of Toyota so then what do you see you see this you see Divine energy you see that varashem that's why most of the atom is empty space what's the empty space the empty space that's delicious we call our course empty space because it's iron it doesn't have a it doesn't it's not going to look a certain way if it looks a certain way it's not a Locus it's already Liberia is a typhus but your eye is also Shameless Kim that's also gonna that's also everything is our value who are like him I'll give you an example if I see somebody crying see somebody sitting in there crying what do I see I see tears that's all I see right now I have to think why they're crying yeah I don't know I can go over to them and ask them I start by seeing the tears what about the person crying yeah do you say like this oh I'm crying I must have an emotion so let me go ask somebody what my emotion is you know the helm story I don't know if it's so we'll call it a fabrenia there was Aid he would get lost in the Mikvah because he didn't have his clothes he had clothes he'd get lost so he went to the love he says what do I do so he said tie a red string on your foot so when you come up with the microphy you look for the red string and you'll know who you are and the mickville was packed so the red string went off his foot and went on to somebody else's foot so he comes out of the makeup he's looking for himself he's looking for the red strings he sees that he goes over to the guy he says I know who you are do you know who I am yeah it's been why am I telling you this story oh the person is crying when I'm crying I don't say oh I'm crying I must have an emotion let me go ask you what my emotion is the other way around right I experience my emotion the tears are just the the lavush the manifestation of the emotion now my emotions themselves how deep do I know my emotion right maybe the emotion itself is is a layer for a deeper emotion a deeper emotion a deeper emotion so you could look at the world it's it's raining outside so what do I say it's raining if you're a meteorologist yeah you understand only that it's raining they'll explain to you I don't know if you ever listen to these programs why it's raining first of all they'll tell you the speed of the wind and where the rain is coming from and where the rain is going and the whole science behind it if you go yet to a school in in in deeper science and physics they'll explain to you but Halal the whole music of rain how does it happen what temperatures you need what climate you need how the Sun acts that functions as a pump what happens to the clouds you understand I know I'm getting wet that's it I know I need an umbrella that's it I know but somebody he sees the rain what's behind it etc etc yeah if you see the rain what do you see yeah the gemara says Hashem is crying because you have to see the emotion which emotion is it so in cabal will tell you that gesham is a particular sphere it's not a joke it means you you're looking at the world you're seeing the panimus you're seeing the Nimble in the muscle it's not separate it's all Oneness it's telling a story you have to know how to tell the story you have to not understand the story sometimes it takes 40 years for the talmud to get what they never told them not because he didn't tell it to him he didn't have the Caleb there is so there's nothing you have to be afraid of a person that I'm having a very very difficult emotion of Detachment let's say the attachment is the worst thing no that's awesome that's also a relationship there's a message there too you say but the HR is going crazy yeah externally he's going crazy you have to be careful by your mind so yeah I'm not touching this because it's it's dangerous but when you're when you're in a more sober place says you tell another go around the vineyard you don't go into the vineyard to prove that you're a Grace you know what I mean you don't do that you don't have an alcoholic hanging out in a bar you do you download crisis and grape juice but anybody who knows anything about addiction knows that the addict is searching for God more than other people Dr toersky once told me Dr triskell of ashalem once told me he says the most spiritual people you'll find in the world are addicts but because they were so sensitive and they needed so much spirituality they couldn't get away by distracting themselves with what we do for us does the trick arugula a kidish jalapeno Herring a nice clip okay you detain yourself go on vacation he says they they need much more so that they they yeah they destroy themselves it's their sensitivity so you could say no this guy's as an addict as well it's a low life yeah he's addicted to something very destructive but what is he really looking for the alcoholist that's what that's what the market says that's what Joseph understood you're not looking for Asia's pretifer Asus but never represents something that's true and it's powerful and she represents it but that's not going to satisfy you because it's not her body that's going to give you happiness tomorrow you're going to need more and then more and more and more and more you need to go inside then ask what am I really searching for you're searching for a relationship you're searching for connection you're searching for attachment you're searching for somebody to understand you you're searching for somebody to believe in you that's that's that's real stuff in other words you're searching for God when you do that when you do that what happens is your Massac and all the islamas you lift up the muscle to the nimsa Heaven and Earth become one that's what happens that's called Allah anybody who grew up in foreign getting triggered I don't mean to trigger they can send them here the lit facts don't know what I'm talking about they have to go to South sudas huh the person it brings healing to all the levels it connects his earth that is heaven that's called this that's called this the darkness becomes light why because the darkness was light the darkness was light the darkness it looked it said it's dark it wasn't dark it was light From hashem's perspective it wasn't dark it was light it was telling you the truth I took it like Darkness because I'm also part of Shameless Kim my brain is also part of a process of concealment I have to make space for that too you don't have to be afraid of anything you understand there's no period this idea which basically is the idea of symptoms meaning when you say there was a symptom Hashem concealed himself it doesn't mean he concealed himself in an authentic way it means he's transmitting Infinity through finiteness he's transmitting light sometimes through Darkness he's his presence is here through metaphors through parables it's like the muscle for the nimshaw the best muscle for all of this is a muscle there's no better muscle that I know of maybe physics there's a good mashallah but the muscle is that the muscle has everything laughs anybody who speaks knows when you speak it tells stories but there's a mistake some people make they think the reason you tell stories is to entertain people that's not a teacher if you're telling stories to entertain people you're an Entertainer maybe you're a comedian maybe you're a good speaker but it's not a teacher a teacher tells a story because he or she wants that the story will bring the people to the awareness that they need to come to so why do you need a story because the story makes it palpable it makes it entertaining but not just entertaining that's not the point you understand what I'm saying if it's entertaining you it's because you wanted to bring the idea in a way that people don't have to become defensive if you just say an idea the way it is people can get defensive or it's too abstract the story first of all relaxes everybody so you bypass resistance I don't mean to give out the secrets of Coca-Cola here but that's how it works stories bypass resistance the listeners know this also not right you understand the story is not separate from the if it's separate then you then you should get rid of it hackers can shinek it says in Michigan when it may have passed away the people who give me Shalom are gone really you never heard of anybody sensitive mayor give metaphors give Parables one shot foreign they said how do you ever muscle everything he said I'll give you a muscle what was this Marshall they were heavily they were shooting arrows and they had to hit a Target and everybody was missing the target the eyeball was very difficult he said what did he do he didn't create a Target and then shoot the arrows he first shot the arrow and then he made a circle around the arrow so he hit the target always he says that's me I don't have a Target and then I shoot the arrows I have a muscle I have a good story now I need to tell the story it's time to Salem Isis was a so now he I showed that now you have to make a circle as I make a circle it was a very good word huh the Dublin maggot [Music] so the mailmanship mayor it's a different type of a muscle like I said in last year shall I met three thousand masala Mela they ain't at semester Alexa means that any Historia in the world is also is also from the atsum it's also him so if it's him so it's the same hymn that you're blocking so it's Hashem blocking Hashem is it a blockage it's a blockage in the sense that the energy is coming through a filter it's coming through a medium which allows it to be experienced as physicality as spirituality whatever it is you're experiencing this is a table and this is a coffee bean it used to be a coffee bean and this is a mic and this is a telephone and this is a tissue box [Music] and there's a squirrel and there's a deer and there's a car and there's a house Ms Avada nobody says not if it wouldn't be a real Matthias that mezuzah wouldn't be a matseus then philan wouldn't be a Matthias then shotguns wouldn't be a Matthias the whole title is based on the fact that there's a world if the whole world is Just Energy so then there's no mezuzen there's no filling and there's no senses and that and my brother if you take an ear you don't make a brother if you eat nothing you don't think the truth is we eat atoms all the time but we don't call it atoms we call it bananas so the world is a bit seized but what shouted somebody is what is this Matthias so he says don't think that they're not similar is this giliola course and here it is less or there's no guiller because no the same presence it's the same Infinity because Hashem and the melody is known in the world in which you can't find the locus and there's no naked in yourself in which you can't find it the question is how deep I have to look how many layers of concealment what state I am in to be able to appreciate it boom [Music] when you speak about Gula what does Gula mean Gula means that when you look at the physical you'll right away be able to perceive the varashem in other words the muscle you'll see the muscle like the teacher sees the muscle the muscle is not covering up the nimshal the martial is transmitting the nimsho it's communication that's it yeah gorilla with an alaf his Gula it says you would think Exile and Redemption should have two different words it's the same word with an aleph it's Gola without an olive it's Gala Exile why because what makes it Gola is what makes Not A Different World it's the same reality perceiving the one the aleph aleph is one Oneness in it [Music] it's seeing what it really really is yes why because when he saw the wife of patifar he right away saw what he's looking for he saw who she is he so she has to fetus he knew he saw himself he saw himself but mainly he saw her but mainly he knew exactly what to do that's why he was successful that's why he was never really in prison even when he was in prison he wasn't in prison not because he wasn't he wasn't prison but because for him the prison [Music] was was also an opportunity there was never a Mercedes where he said I'm lost I'm gone I'm detached God has abandoned me I'm done I'm finished I'm disconnected it doesn't mean he didn't cry it doesn't mean he didn't have pain Ella Kim could be painful it's not that it's not painful but he wasn't afraid of that the pain is also a communication you don't have to be afraid of of it anxiety is not pain anxiety is what happens when I can't accept the pain and I try to talk myself out of the emotions I have because the past managed to have such emotions that's where the I become cuckoo you understand what I just said that's pained together with guilt together with guilt for having guilt together with arguing yourself out of the guilt and then deciding you don't really have guilt then cuckoo and that's also shamala Kim that also has something in it that itself is coming from somewhere this is the ultimate tickle because the ultimate ticket is you don't have to throw away anything you have to go deeper you have to be moving that's the nakodu you're not always in a position to do that I told you if I'm standing at the Bliss and there's a big piece of cheesecake and I start going here it's going to be dangerous you know why Because by the time I finish my his boiling as the cheesecake is already in my stomach um right like one of them the yamirov says I wake up in the morning my age says get out of bed my etah says go sleep writer so I'd say listen I'm not getting involved in the maklikas you guys could fight it out um you know I'm gonna sleep you fight it out [Music] we had a machine yeshiva's name was so used to tell the bombs I once told them I have a hard time getting up getting out of bed in the morning I'm up late so he says she says to me he says tell your animals so do blibe and bet is you could stay in bed just don't fight you want to sleep sleep it doesn't always work you have to have enough Bahamas that listens to that language but that was his advice so what's you have to know where you're standing that's why the balsamatives worked you know what I mean all the crushes it's a look who's it's a very I'm not going to say dangerous it could just be misapplied if you're not looking for the MS it's not dangerous but if you're not looking for the MS it can be misapplied and and manipulated and that's what people often do there's people who are typhers you know uh whatever they we mean well but sometimes right everything is good so drugs are good and addiction is good and every woman is good and every man is good and every situation is good and you're destroying yourself it's an unemployment this is the source of healing it's not the source of dysfunction the source of healing is appreciating the fact that when I'm experiencing something if I'm genuinely humble and vulnerable it can open up a journey where ultimately I can discover Who I Really Am and what I'm searching for and instead of it becoming the greatest disaster in my life it actually it's an invitation to understand much more of what's going on and even if you're feeling anger and you're feeling hate and you're feeling jealousy and you're feeling terrible terrible negativity so there's tick on a Midas what's taking amid this Allah mean it doesn't mean the jealousy is a good thing and the anger is a holy thing but it does mean that the anger deep deep down there's something very very innocent there it's it's being accessed through a very dark lavosh I got it and it's not comfortable it's it's not kishmak but you don't have to be afraid of it you don't have to amputate it and you don't have to spend the rest of your life making believe you don't have it and repressing and mental chatter and arguing with populum which is only feeding in to those emotions it's rather creating space for the experience and opening myself up to find what is at the core of this middle means there's a muscle here go back to the nimshaw now sometimes the muscle is very far from the nymphoma it's not so easy to go back but there's always a ladder back there's always a ladder up that's called us another word if you grew up in circles is more sophisticated ones what does it really mean this means the ladder climbing down and the light are climbing up means the system of creation from the highest to the lowest but it's a ladder and every rung brings you closer to the next stronger the next one and the next rung and the next one so at Silas and Asia are really one but I see is Allah bush what a nazillus looks like a lacos right and now and now see it looks like an apple it looks physical but it's really actus Hashem so that's the beginning of the answer how you could say oh wow okay I was trying to give a hagdam a few seconds um okay the muscle is also part of the nymph also so this is the first understanding of Actos Hashem that don't think that all the changes after the Brie including all the concealment really means he's less present that ain't safe is less present in my life no it's a question of language it's a question of transmission as you say when the source of light communicates light the light has the properties of the source of light but in a way that can be transmitted even though it's going into a different orbit and the higher orbit that's more excited in the lower orbit it's less excited MS that's like when you're teaching when you're teaching the mishnah without the commodity to say mishna and the gamada reveals the whole depth that's in the mishnah Allah what's not my forte thank you for the compliment so early in the morning the truth is it's too separating on them doesn't mean to give a short class that's a good thing also I'm not knocking it sort of means that in that you should put the whole artist into the kitzer that's what it means it's not about right they said there was once a professor who was about to give a lecture and he considered himself a genius nobody else did but he considered himself a genius so the the Master of Ceremonies before he gets up he says you have seven minutes seven minutes not a minute more not a minute more he says seven minutes what am I gonna say in seven minutes he said speak slowly oh all right there was a big Ralphs he once said about his son in law his son-in-law was also he said my Aiden when he speaks he speaks and speaks and everybody loves it but you go home you don't know anything he said you know many things it's flowery it's nice sometimes a person could speak two hours and say nothing right especially when they're screaming and another person could speak for three minutes and say everything it's what's inside that's bad but means in the kitchen put in everything that's take that's and that's not simple the teacher could say I'll just give you the kidsonius that's not the word give him the Plymouth give him everything but give it in a way that's tangible that the person can absorb that takes a tremendous skill to put everything there but that everything should be in a way that doesn't overwhelm you so that's shot the world in the world you have everything everything is here the whole ain't safe in every code that you have that ain't safe so why doesn't it but it's not overwhelming us it allows me to be me it allows me to grow into it to integrate it into my Caleb [Music] and with each with each day of a person's life they expand they mature they open up and they reveal more of the nymshul and the muscle during the day yes as the antennas grow the same reality you see differently it's not a new reality the same reality it's opened up to a different level and it's also true in the whole world it's not just true in people there are those who feel just like there's those who are afraid of their emotions there are those who are afraid of science they think if there's too much science it's going to endanger religion the whole title is going to hospital they're afraid of anything it's the opposite there's no nakuda in science that's not megala sashem real science there's a lot there could be theories in science that develop wall of Science is based on the fact we use the best possible Theory to explain what we're seeing and we always finds by definition can't be arrogant if science is arrogant it's not science it's arrogance but real science in other words that's Ms in science who made science who made physics it was a separate God does the god of the Gammon and there's the god of the trees and of the galaxies what are we seeing now with every new revelation in science and physics it just shows you that the whole world is ain't safe means that science you know when you go into a science laboratory they're going to say here you want to see Infinity you want to see infinity look at the grain of sand it's already happening now they just use different noises with every year they reveal more and more that the world is a spiritual place the world is a place of consciousness matter is a derivative of Consciousness conscious is not a derivative of matter says if we had microscopic eyes and we would look at matter we would see Divine energy that's his loss so when he wrote it 250 years ago it looked okay fine I'm not doing a little more than 200 years ago okay fine I'll believe it today it's the language of physics modern physics when you look at something you see matter it's not matter and this is not Isis of religious people this is atheists they're not real atheists because what they're saying is they're describing God they call themselves atheists but what they're saying is not atheism because they're describing a process that is incredibly powerful but it's all a muscle for an imshol because of Shame of the Kim So Shameless means it comes through a table and it comes through a tree and it comes through atoms and it comes through cells and it comes through Limbs and organs but the more you unravel the muscle the more you go deeper and deeper and deeper all you see is what that it's mama she ain't safe it ain't safe transmitted in a way that's communicable to nevroy so a squirrel could be a squirrel and an elephant could be an elephant and an angel could be an angel and a deer can be a deer and a shrub can be a shrub and an apple could be an apple and I can be I that was hard squirrels have more minutes the reason that's harder is because the squirrel is not responsible for the taken of the islands we are we're the ones who are actually to put it all together the squirrels are not responsible they have their Slickers they gotta climb on your porch and eat the leftovers of shallow shutters that's terrified then they do it well foreign that's their job the person's job is to be able to eat all the shoulders and to be able to see that the food is okay the cheesecake is a guitar again first of all depends who made it depends if my wife made my wife doesn't make cheesecake it depends who made it if your wife made it then yeah s and compliment yeah they say once came home for lunch I eat from the mirror told me he went there we're going home with lunch or Parish leverage and he came and his wife served him lunch and the eighth and every piece he was complimenting her Samus so they asked him afterwards you know before so he said the essence does the sheer she gave but the point is like this that with with food so when we eat food for a healthy reason right so that's that's the that's the tacos of the food if it's food that's more toxic somebody who's focused on their purpose in life is more careful with it but there's also a concept of Mitzvah signing Shabbos so you know you just you have to be aware of all these things ah the Tanya says like this that if I'm a middle of davening falls into me yeah let's say you start thinking about uh cheesecake Mela cheesecake is in front of you here by the Kiddush but let's say a person starts thinking about a certain woman that he shouldn't be thinking about or a certain man or a certain whatever yeah so the malship said that really you know the motion says that really the reason it came into davening is because that that thing has a nitsuts and it's looking for tickle and if you can really bring it back why he says because of to lift up that sorry you have to be in a very good place if I myself somebody once came to the Christ of leblind and he said he has mashabazarus during davening foreign you're thinking about something now it happens to be the minion started 9 15. I know that's the mash of azada what was he trying he wasn't trying to make fun of him he was trying to say you have to know who you are they can't sit down so now the question is how you deal with davening that's a good question how do you deal with davening disturbing you anybody has that problem what do you do when davening starts disturbing you huh like the size and show right are certainly I was once in a show so there was talking in the shows I asked about I asked somebody maybe you could be a little more quiet he says Rabbi why why if I want to be quiet I could stay home what do you think I come here to socialize with people I could stay home I could be quiet what was I supposed to tell yeah so the balotanya is saying the makshavazura comes in if that marksheva is very deep in me the moment you start engaging it 10 minutes later you're going to be a mess you have to be careful right now you have to tell them I hear you okay I got it we'll we'll deal with it let me dive in now it's not so easy But ultimately at some point in life you want to be misakan the question is do you have the tools are you capable do you have the help right that's the two levels is no no no no no no that's one level it's called the scaffia this is much deeper it's actually going there it's going there it's taking the hand of my makshavazara and say come let me go with you let's go that takes a lot of compassion you don't have to throw it away you take the hand you cuddle it like a baby and you say Let's go see what you really want what are you looking for you're looking for that person you're looking for that woman you're looking for issues but different let's see let's see but you have to be in a very open place for that very vulnerable very humble because this is going to be a process of a lot of discovery if our state was so the Hester is a Hester but it's not a Hester Amity the Hest is a Hester because Hashem but it's not a Hester Amity it's a concealment that's here to communicate to bring the Ang soif into relatable experience should be integrated in my Caleb I want the talmud should understand the sheer I don't want to give a to myself pre-creation Hashem speaks to himself post-creation I want to speak to the talmud so for that you need atonement for that you need a sheer that's masam that's what establish says that's what the worlds are that's what the symptom is but Israel Hashem tomorrow there'll be a sheer same time 7 45. everybody is invited um Shabbos I'm here also so tomorrow there'll be a sheer everybody have a beautiful day uh-huh so you have to ultimately I'm looking for Hashem okay so that you have to figure out what works for you that's why there were those who would answer Burke when amen and then they were diving smelling the garlic you have to know what works he says different wavelengths of Daven ports wow filtered in the wrong way in a way that it could be fully comfortable it's beautiful beautiful the next line literally the next line I was planning to but I just didn't get to it Mama's the next line