Simchas Beis HaShoeva commemorating 100 years of saying Tehillim, Part 5. Rabbi Yossi Paltiel - 5787

Okay, there's there's I was a kid. I was a little boy. I went to show and my father never ded with the minion. Never. Not that he came late, but that he finished late. So there are different kufas in my child depending how late he finished. My brother and I like my father. We'd sit in sh the lights would go out. I still remember my I was very little. The light was dark and we kept ourselves busy playing the name. A pay is worth 50 points and a is worth 30 points and upside down n is worth 2,000 points. We knew the by heart. You know we we play kept ourselves busy. We used to collect all the put them away. And one of the things we did as children, we used to read the back of the tillum. We used to read the back of the problem knew didn't know. And the worst part of the back of the tim if if you don't know what I'm talking about turn to the end and you'll see there's letters a lot of them written in Hebrew some of them are written in Yiddish and the worst is written a mix of Yiddish and Hebrew there's a whole story how the Reb and his older brother were playing and the older brother was always the and the younger brother was always So the came to the Reb and he in the game and he asked the Reb what's the difference between a Y and a so the Reb gave him some was exactly eight you understand he gave him some fancy mystical answer it was the summer time I think it was tough it says the year they were very little and that marash was in a cottage he wasn't in his house he was outside in a in an open air cottage behind the house and he can hear them playing and they were the rabbi come the comes to the rabb and says to the rebba what's the difference between aid and a and the rebba gives him some kind of fancy answer so the summoned the two boys into his cottage and the whole as he called they come called the what was his name huh >> huh >> Ivan was his name that's the official name Ivan whatever his name was and he asked him if he ate and why he ate. Yeah. And he smacks his lips from the guy. Think about it. He spoke Yiddish. Then he told him tense gang bring the pushid. So Ben comes in. You know what I'm talking about. If you don't know what I'm talking about, you've never experienced sitting in the dark show when your father and I finish diving and you're bored. I spoke. I didn't I didn't know how to read English. I did not until I was nine. I didn't read a word of English. But Yiddish, we read Yiddish. But Hebra, I didn't know either. And then it says in Hebrew I didn't know what meant and I was embarrassed to ask my father and then the kinesis in Yiddish says Kent gain and then the story. So we had a very hard time with the back and until because some Hebrew forget about but some of the stories are in Yiddish. Some of the stories are a mixture of Yiddish and Hebrew. Those were the worst cuz you read the Yiddish, you got to the Hebrew, you didn't want to ask your father cuz you felt stupid. I was probably I wasn't much older than they were. It took me many years to find out what means. And it continues. I didn't know what says. Anyway, this is just so one of the stories I must have read a hundred times begins with the words an now they retyped it. When I was a kid growing up, the old tims they cut and paste it. So the whole tim was in one font and this one page was a little bit crooked on the page. It was like they cut it from someplace they pasted it. Means an excerpt of this. I must have read the story 100 times. Why? Because it was not a lot of Yiddish. This story was entirely in Yiddish that the Alive saw that in a certain of Israel to there was a decree of means they should be wiped out. So called his called and how they could be and they were not able to find a way. They saw they saw that the community of Yidden there was a had a dark cloud over them and his two closest whatever could not. Then it continues one time did aliyah and he was coming back from his aliyah and he came to a a room the was filled with light and the asked to whom does this belong. So they told him a simple laborer. He wasn't a computer programmer. He was a wood chopper. I am Mr. A simple simple man who said till him a whole day. Every single day he finished the till five times. Five times a day. And in his there was a like you can't imagine. said Hashem found this man. He was a boss of he was a physically alive person and he went to his village and he said to him if you knew that you have a that could save yen would you give away this to save y he says listen I'm a simple guy says absolutely went away so this is it was the last page of the se of the oft before they sufface. So, but it says over there I already told the story before earlier in the same this was from a few years before but over there there's more told the same story saw there was on a certain issue and he wasn't able to and when he was coming back he saw in one a very big light and he asked who does it belong to and he told belongs to and he went to this man he went to his daughter went his village and he asked him if you knew you have and you could save Yidden's life would you save Yidden and give away he says absolutely so over there it says somebody said how do you finish till five times a day every day you know you can't even finish five times he did till five times a day whole day say the guy did not know the about where you're allowed to say till you're not allowed to say to him seem imish said in places and in the conditions where you're not allowed to say but he didn't know better when I was a boy a boy kid I was in Los Angeles this goes back a long time ago so there was a guy named label I don't know if anybody remembers label label drove a pickup truck was an old man with hearing aids. He was like, he made a lot of money selling, collecting junk, metal, scrap metal. Label would come to every day's pickup truck. He'd roll in. So, he came any time of day. Came 9:00 in the morning, 11:00 in the morning, 2:00 in the afternoon, 4:00 in the afternoon. He'd sit down. You'd put film on him and you would tell him to read and when he finished ding you were supposed to take the butel didn't know how to d I remember he used to say every day he would read every day in his he would read the first half of after the a second half after Every day he would say, he would say he would read. He read until you stopped him. He would come shabas also with his pickup truck. In the beginning, it took him two or three hours to d but they got good at it. But you didn't know that he got better. You could sometimes find in the middle of he would just keep reading until you turn the book. He would just read straight. He would read Ben. He'd read. He would say until you stopped him. He would read this. So we look but the has a different look. There's a famous story a famous famous story that the came to an island and the only way to go to that island was by there was a raft. A raft. A raft means a flat like a bed and you sit on it and the guy wheels you to the island with an ore. It's not even a ship. It's a raft. Bump came to this island and he met a and um this said to the he doesn't know how to dab. So every day he reads the whole sid every day reads the whole. So he said that the bashive maybe the bashive could show him what he's supposed to say on Sunday and what he's supposed to say on Monday and what he's supposed to say on Tuesday what he's supposed to say on Wednesday supposed to say on Thursday Friday shabas yt and the bash sat down with this yid and in his sid that he put little slips of paper this say every day this is say shabas and yumpt this is say Sunday this say Monday he spent a lot of time giving this yid specific instructions But the problem was the BMP needed to get back to the mainland and he knew that the last raft leaves at a certain hour. He was in a rush. Anyway, he spent a long time with this paras. It's probably printed but I don't remember. and he uh he helped this person and he put in a sid this say in this day. So a whole bunch of rules and the basha finished and he ran out of the house to get the last raft. When he got to the lake to the river whatever it was the raft had already left to put out on the water his kirchief his nikl and he walked across it's not a good idea to try such tricks. He put out a and he walked across the water. This push was so happy that now he's know how to d and he took his city. He started to dance and he got a little too crazy and he dropped it and all the papers fell out. So he grabbed the sid all the papers and he chased after the balm. He came to the river's edge and he said, "Where's the man with the red beard?" He says he went across. How did he go across? He says he put his perchief on the water. He walked across. So this had to say put a kurchchief on the water. He also walked across. He comes to Basha says to him, "What are you doing here?" He says, "Reb all the papers fell out. Maybe you could put them back into the right pages." Said, "But how did you get here? There was no more refs." He says, "I did what you did. I put the courage." I walked across said, "You should continue way until now." with the way you ded. This is a story you have in the back of the which is one of my favorite stories. Again, these are stories. This story is actually in Hebrew. Yeah. But I I read this story growing up. I spent a lot of time in let me tell you my brother I know I don't know it by heart but we should know it by heart because we read the same stories over and how many how many stories? It's a few letters over and over again. So anyways, here's another story. It's a it's it's a this is a story which the told and it's to bring out the mile of of a saying to him should know I know a man I know a man who has a problem sleeping. He had a problem sleeping 30 years ago and now he still has a problem sleeping. Usually when you get older the problems with sleeping get bored. Young people don't know how to wake up. Young people old people don't know how to stay asleep and they suck. If if you can sleep is anyway. So he told me he gets up in the middle of the night. So he's supposed to go back to sleep. He watch you sleep. He says he says goes back to sleep. He wakes every time he wakes up. He says a young he says very very famous who was a his name was Brook was a he was aim it was a big and he had a he was a very important man at the end of's life like all old people they wake up in the middle of the night they wake up in the middle of the night you know what I'm saying young people have no problem dimension it used to say again he used a different word which I'm not going to use but he don't come doesn't leave it takes a break excuse me sir see we sit down and we learn a few of then we go back to sleep this guy said him say him like a It's a lost art. Nobody says tim who says me. I should say you know that you have a which is connected to sukus a little bit said about himself the third said about himself in this story in the beginning I can do everything. I even could say like a simple person says you know he knows the he knows the rabbi lip I I I had this many he told me to thatan came to America in sil 1933 was aan andanan was and when he came to America he did what is supposed to do like is supposed to do. He tried to make. So he had a sh and the sh was in med and maybe and they learned all the medium come upon him. The shia went on for decades bas. The youngest guy in the sh was like 75. the oldest guy in the forgot his passport and over the years they learned medish all the whole over again they learn it these are yidden came to this country never learned an issue with very simple people mentioned they were extremely extremely sincere so there was a yid in this media who didn't know the first word of Hebrew. He didn't know what meant. He didn't know what at meant. He didn't understand one word of David nothing. He didn't know what meant. He didn't know anything. But he ded like he ded with so much hearts. He ded so passionately, you know, maybe he even got the right sometimes. You know, he know the words, but he duts. So then knew this man and Gordon and he knew that he doesn't know the first thing about he don't know what he's saying. So he said to him you don't you don't know what you're saying. You're reading words. You have no idea what you're saying. You have no idea what it means. So he said Who needs to know what the words mean? The words are just so sweet. The words are just so sweet. The words are so sweet. There used to be such Jews. It's not there used to be such Jews cuz we used to be pushed and now today everybody's a smart guy. You know, there used to be and now every we're just as they were. I don't know what the words mean but he people said about himself I can do everything I could say till like a simple person I don't know how you turn your brain off you know he would say till like a simple Jew so it says there that could say for one for hours and cry Cry cry cry it's a was able to say like a so the way this story comes off. So the story was in the beginning that we say the whole and the was sitting in the he didn't say but rece whatever the reasons were and he was saying and the heard that the is saying so they wanted to hear the say so they ran around and they climbed up the outside of the suka and they hung themselves over the top to listen to the say and they heard one puss you don't know everybody knows the basis and the rabbits came outside and he sees have her hanging over the side of the suka listening to her husband say she started screaming came with example never saw you tell him get out but there won't heard so said about himself so there's a story in the back of the a whole long story and this story that told to was that what's the story His home and his heart was open to everybody to all and the simplest people would come to the mentioned broken people, simple people, not in any way, shape or form, you know, came to love them lifted them up and encouraged them. Used to say that used to say that the simplicity of a simple Jewish simplicity himself used to say. So the was as follows. Friday night there was a tish by the every was a tish for anybody who came. So around the table was sitting the the seats were taken by the theim the the all around were standing plus dimension simple simple people who came from the villages nearby to spend chabas at and gives one a piece of kala from his he gave one of them to make kdish from his own and the mag is sitting there. and the market is sitting there. He says, "And we were thinking to ourselves and all these people." I can just imagine, you know, a guy pokes his hand over to get a piece of and he gives a somebody like that with a cut. So the mag says we were sitting there and we're thinking this is not this is not it's not is busy with these simple people they don't know how to act they don't know how to behave they don't know how to respect him they don't know anything they just just dimension anyway the sa was the meal of Friday night was open to everybody the of was just for the just for Shall this again was open to everybody. So the mag says comes the next day and we're sitting at the table and now these mishy these people who are reaching over the table to get a piece of kal were not there. So it was the bash with his you understand and they sang the and the whole mood was a holy of holies and the mag says we thought to ourselves this is how it's supposed to be is supposed to be a and the sadik was supposed to sit with their and these these people who don't understand anything and they don't know they don't know what they're doing are not supposed to be this is what they thought cuz Friday night it was a big a market and now it was massed and it was respectable and it was pure it was it was pure it was holy it was uplifted suddenly this they thought this suddenly the ma says to all of them that they should close their eyes they shouldn't open up their eyes until the bos will tell them to open up their eyes. So they closed their eyes and the mash said they should sing a and if I'm not mistaken they sang three the whole had their eyes closed and they sang together they sang three by the way were not and not they were sung in half speed they were anyway have told each to take his right hand and put it on the shoulder of the talmets sitting next to him to create a circuit like an electrical current and after they put their hands under each other's shoulders the holy bashan took his two hands he put his right hand on the shoulder of the talmet sitting to his right and his left hand on the shoulder sitting to his The mag said as soon as the circuit was closed, they heard what was going on in all the people who came for Shabas who Shabas day were not invited. It was exclusive by invitation only were sitting in. And what were they doing? They were saying to him push the and they could hear the tim of the push whatever they were saying. Everybody has a home and doesn't have a home. The different expressions that they used to this is all language. All language that you heard these things is your father. all these old very very sensitive warm expressions of endearment called the so says we're sitting there mag says we're sitting there and we can hear these simple people saying he says and all of us all of us felt a deep shame a deep bush because we realized that these simple y who didn't know how to behave in front of a and they didn't but their sincerity was so great that it was greater than their own and they realized why these they said tell him their whole heart and their whole soul and it was simple and it was sincere and it was deep and it was the purest thing the purest thing I I I don't know if you know this, but one of the suggest is the sug of of the of the pap guy of the the parrot the it's a book see this a lot of this is the how does it go I forgot I forgot what the goes on but The vert is that um there's a marshall from the mag of a uh a man who was very close to a king. He was very close to a king and uh the king liked him and he liked the king and they spent a lot of time and they would fab and they would talk and they would they were they were close but to be close to a kingish it's really not such a good idea. It's very good. You should be like a few houses away, but too close is very dangerous. Get too close. Very close to the king. And then one day he did something wrong and the king got upset at him. King got upset at him. He kicked him out of the palace. He let him speak to him and he told all of the people who were close to him that they're not allowed to let this person into the palace and so on. So he asked Mah, he wrote a letter of king he threw it in the garbage. He went to all the important ministers of state and he asked said please go to the king and tell the king I'm sorry you should be I want to return to his graces. The king was so upset that he didn't want anything to do with him. He didn't even hear listen. He went to the queen went to the king's mother and the tell he's angry at this person whatever he did. what was and the king is not forgiving him. So when he tried every single avenue of returning to the king's graces and the king is not letting him back in, he didn't know what to do. He came up with So he went to a a pet store and he bought a parrot. A parrot is a bird that repeats what you say. There's a whole how could parrots speak. The only human beings were given the and there's an explanation is that they're not really speaking. They're parating because they always say the same words. The of is every time you say the same thing, you say it a little different. You don't repeat the same words. Every time if you say the same idea 10 times, each time you say it with different words, the parrot says exactly the same words cuz he's not speaking. He's just repeated parody. He took this parrot home and he rehearsed with the paris with the parrot an apology. Your highness, your majesty, I am so ashamed of myself of whatever heel every day sat with this parrot and he with him 101 times, 200 times the should say it exactly the same. This way you shouldn't confuse the bird. Anyway, the bird developed. He knew the the the speech. He would snap your finger and he would give the whole is a parrot. He would give the whole apology. When he felt that the parrot is properly rehearsed, he bought a gilded cage, an expensive cage, a beautiful cage. And he sent to the king an anonymous gift. This is a miz mag. I don't know mag had so much drama but this is that he sent to the king a gift without a name no card. Who sent it? Nobody sent it. A beautiful beautiful cage and they based on birds of paradise. They're beautiful. These birds that come from the jungles they're gorgeous. So many colors and they made those colors. They're they're beautiful. And they bring into the king this gorgeous bird. And the bird, the king opens up the cage and he takes the bird out of the cage. He puts it on his finger. He opens one eye, closes the other eye, he wings at the king. A bird of the birds do anyway. And the king is enjoying the bird. Of course, all around the king are all these the smartest people in the kingdom. And the king is playing with the bird parrot. And the parrot parrots, he repeats the apology. As soon as the parrot starts to repeat the apology, the king realized what just happened. That guy who he was sworn to hate for his whole life got by the defenses. He got under the gate and the king couldn't help himself and he laughed. Once the king laughed, he couldn't be angry anymore. Anyway, so he let him back into the palace and he forgave him and he brought a and he brought a kas and he brought a he brought a and he brought a den and they lived happily ever after like in the fairy tales. So the give you want to give the a gift. What are you going to give them better than us? What what do you give? What can we possibly give? What could we give the what our best doing is it's what can we give? I want you to know you know we say every shabas and you think knows it's a nest. You think you think then did you ever think you know what I'm talking about is very depressing. It's more depressing than this and that's a lot. Most of our time we waste 24 hours in a day. How many useful minutes did we have on the best day? 24 hours. Forget about serving Hashem. How many minutes of a day can we say we didn't waste with 2 hours, 3 hours, 6 hours, 10 hours? That means most of our life is and in other words the looks at us. We're such a bunch of losers. If you read it's so depressing why huh is he yesterday Sunday right yesterday we finished the right only not passed away passed away it says Why? Because the truth and the truth is that's the truth. If you read it is extremely depressing. The new good news is we don't know Hebrew. Alice says but if you read it follow heavy stuff and then right it says who is and who we are and walk on with disappointment. Remember it goes and you read it's very depressing right in the middle of the and of course that's the part we sing the lubs you know the first to sing right what are we singing says the truth the truth hurts says the truth if you're going to say the truth the best of us is worthless Yes. What What are we What are we What are we What are we What even if we're good, we're we going to give the something? So starts of twothirds of the capital. But she's saying the what's the mis that the whole the first two of the are describing how much time we waste and how much we waste ourselves and how feudal it all is. We're but then turns and he starts to speak what we call mislam not is mislam who made us lost he did who made us waste time who made that a 24 hours day pass and you use 6 hours constructively it's a very successful day so first twoird of the from perspective and then says what is saying these people they're doing their best and their best is good don't look at them and see it's true but The word is from the word. It's like the vast majority of our time goes away for we say it every it's a we don't say it every day but listen as long as you don't it's all wonderful if you learn Hebrew it becomes very disappointing but tells I I'm with you. I understand. And I understand you think about the think about. You think it was fun to be the business tonight. not dying from said I thank you for the that he gave me and a special thanks to the also had you know they were the simple people don't know the words are the This is the usba disappointed loved us. The truth is I mean I'm older than most of you but I'm also too young for this. In 770 there were a young light yidden who learned in Labavich. They learned inab and they were big and they also had meds. They were eight of the people and we were American behemoths and they couldn't stand us. They us couldn't stand us. The only guy from Labavich who could stand us was the himself. Not he standed us. He loved us. We were his guys. We were his we were his why. But by them also there was the compared to the so the first two/3 of says the last he says what's everybody knows this everybody knows this right it's a drama When the creator of the world was a meeting between who called the meeting himself called the meeting and he sat down with Mr. and Mr. I don't know. And the are consulted and should I make the world or should I not make the world and told the do not make the world but the don't make a world they're going to be such a disappointment they're going to be a bunch of losers and says make the world. So the aisha says to em what do you got to tell him? What do you tell says to he doesn't care if they're empty and they're pumish is such a nice guy. He suffers everybody. He every mishas and every he finds he's the I'm telling you you're going to be so disappointed. Who won? Who won? Who won? Who won? Now I'm asking you a question. Who won? We're sitting here. We're sitting here now. The wasb was aid whose whole life with me. By the way, I see you and I acknowledge you. It's not like I don't remember you. place. So, it's nice to have you. I don't want to make too much of it, but consider so listen for looked for who unfortunately passed away young. His father also passed away young. His name was Alan Lean from soas tells a story that his father was hesitant was a very he also passed away quite he passed away he was not I don't think he lived till 65 anyway I remember seeing literally He was so shaken. He was walking. He knew how to say he was a very but he said not just you understand anyway. So Adela was a boy of seven or eight nine early and his father was good because it's it's it's so close to was so close to you felt the closeness. You felt that the is very close to the was far from you felt that the is in a different world was so close. You could feel the closeness and it was very close. There could be hundreds of people you is next to you. I mean I even remember when I was a kid which is the earliest members have the middle that my father went over to the start to talk to him that was walking back to his room. had something to say to the it was an opportunity a kid said to his son this is many years before I was born going to the okay go to the he was a little boy he didn't understand what it means to go to the his father did but his father was his father was he was after a lot of mashk I heard that when when dash came from Russia asked for pictures. You know that the asked for pictures the wanted to see pictures of all the came from Russia. So the fba did the biggest favor to the anash because it's the only pictures they have because no one could afford pictures. They were very very poor but the wanted portraits. So they all went to a studio. They took professional pictures. The picture that I have of my father as a boy as a boy they took those pictures ever wanted to see everybody. If wanted to see everybody and he wanted them to all be standing they shouldn't sit. He should see how tall they are and how they are was a big he was in charge of these pictures. The pictures were sent from Europe to New York. They put them into albums and the would look at the pictures of the anash came from Russia said about the came from Russia. You could say about them was a young man. He got married probably in he got married probably in parking the saw him with his college they didn't have any children yet and I think the said upon him he said something very beautiful about anyway he was and he slaps his boy and the goes into his room and he follows the into his room let's say You're talking over 60 years ago. The Reb turns around and he has company. Yeah. And the Reb didn't get nervous. Oh no. Oh no. Someone invaded my space. So gives him a big smile and says and you understand didn't tell the story. His son told the story. So it must have been seven or eight. Was a little boy. His father was he wasn't shik if you light shik if you're late you're under a table. You understand? He was but not he still was aware. He was still you understand he wasn't you could say. So he says to the Yiddish and he starts to he tells the I want to serve Hashem with a little. He starts crying. This is he was a Jew from a different generation who saw a Jews from his father was killed on kashm by the Nazi by he sought he knew what means you know what is so he tells and his little boy is standing next to him and he can't understand why his father's crying what's he crying about he asked to serve hashem a little he starts to cry what's what's it cry about it's a nice thing you it's a nice thing so the swings out his hands And this is so typical of the why a little a lot of why a little was whole life was that his life should be. So there's a vert that brought from that the said about himself of I mean the writes about Everything new everything he did original he was an original Jew of was how many people was such an original man in every writes about said of all the things I think I think as so the story is broad and then there's a comment said absolute truth has no managing is an absolute truth and they bring that no one criticized. I mean what didn't say about everything was no good and everything got not just from the other suffered so much used to hit the wall with his hand until his hands would bleed so they have to put padding on the wall to hurt himself. No one could lived 68 years. He passed away. What was the last ever wrote? The last ever wrote is but the last third not the first two/3s. The first two third of the whole life. The last third brings the conference sat down or he stood whatever it is. He had a meeting with and he consulted. Should I make the world? Should I make And the listen to why so before the printed it's printed it's not printed in my bottom it's printed this page it begins brings it in one place the whole it's printed after this this was written the is the last wrote for forb wrote very little I don't know if you know this wrote much more nigland he spoke and other people wrote but is not very much it's only what you have in more or less this page wrote himself and he brings the and whose whole life was what does he write in the last hours and days of his He writes that created the world. That's what he writes. A rich man gives money to Yeshiva and all he needs is coveret. The made the world for that rich man to give up. I say is it says bluff when it says guy says but it's and there's more than and that's that's if you think about it you can tell next time you read the words pay attention read it in English read it in English the first two of the are very disappointing you feel like all of a sudden become such a nice guy what happened about pace why cuz the first two of was talking about his own. All of a sudden becomes ab and he's looking at his flock and he tells the do you understand the same is the loved us and he used us for his purposes as if we're able to have able to have a why did I have this why did tell me why what am I have to get to a point what's my point So the mag said, "What could you give the what are you?" So he gave him a parrot. A parrot. The king laughs. I want to ask you a push the cash. Who could make a better apology? A person or a bird? As beautiful as the bird is, who can find better words and say it with more canos, with more, with more hats, a a bird or human being? When the person apologizes, the king doesn't let him into the palace. When the bird apologizes, the king laughs. And once the king laughs, this I'm talking. And once I'm talking, the king can't be angry anymore. And the king says, "Okay, let him in. Let's be friends." What's the tenets? The only thing you can give the is called what's you're going to tell him something that he didn't figure out. Like think about it says listens to learn and he says to understand he's he knows the better than me. Why did you give it to me? Give it to him until says you tell what can you give the what can you give the what the what the when a bird says I'm sorry it's not because the I'm sorry is so good but because you're not expecting it. gives the and a big gives the which gives the of course we know how we feel and we know how they feel but how's the feel the cares about what you gave him that made him laugh and you don't make the laugh you make the aish to laugh cuz you gave him something that he didn't expect. That's the meaning of when you're not expecting it laughs. That's the go back to all the way to the beginning of this this speech. Yeah. We're sitting at the and there's no just us. But of allowed us to hear what's happening now in these and they don't know what the words mean. They don't know the difference between and it's all the same. And the mag said we felt so ashamed because we felt we appreciated that their was greater than ours. I mean the godless of the is and they heard simple saying and they said this is the parrot that makes the laugh. But that's not the end of the story. It's not the end of the story. All this is in the back of the tumm and of course you're not going to believe me and you're going to but you have this is not this one's not in Yiddish this story is all in Hebrew so I didn't read until I was learned how to read Hebrew we kids read the Yiddish part until you have to understand until nine I couldn't read a word of English never wanted nothing anyway So the mag said after that shabas we all felt very ashamed of ourselves that we had a certain and we thought that he's making a mistake they questioned of their and They they felt abus they felt abushim doesn't understand he's not a little bit he's not in touch you know he's not in touch I had a dream in my dream I saw and the was himself me was the Mhammed and they were learning paras that it says in that told. So it says I already have a son from you know an old man but the gave me an air I'm happy with him means what does means the is you're going to have a son from and his name is going to And fell and he laughed. So Rashi says he laughed from in the next came to and they told the sh and laughed but there was a difference in laughed from happiness laughed. She looked at her body she was an old lady. She's 90 years old and she said, "I'm going to have a baby. I'm always get I'm all wrinkled. I'm all I'm dried up." So the says, "Why did S laugh?" And said, "No, I didn't." She told, "No, I didn't." She told, "No, I didn't laugh." Says, "Why did S laugh?" And S said, "I didn't laugh." So the T writes said why did laugh and said no I didn't laugh it's in the for us to read was a big you know according to the was and the tells us so according to laughed from joy laughed from skepticism But when taught to the children, he didn't teach them like he taught them by laugh because they didn't believe it. In other words, different than he laughed because he didn't believe it. So one of the children of the raises his hand and he says how could says to him I'm promising you a child and laughs do you believe it so answered the child who asked that was a big but was in a gashmi and the Russian is goof kadesh bosaru Even a holy body is still flesh and blood. In other words, it's possible for the biggest from so the mag took this dream as an answer to his own disappointment with himself because he doubted and the point of the whole speech the whole that we talk about one of the I mean most people say tillum don't know even if you know of especially if you say at the rate of a minute you think about it if you finish till an hour and a half an hour and a half is 90 minutes that's an hour it's it's how much is it per minute for tie it's but 40 seconds it's not 40 seconds 40 seconds freedman 30 seconds. A capit 90 kapitla, right? Is it 40 seconds? A capit. A capit with 12 pukim. If you're doing it in 40 seconds, every puk is 8 seconds. How many words is in the cap? 12 words. Every word has 2/3 of a second. And his words are unfamiliar. Don't ask. Yeah. Ah, how do they work? 40 seconds like a fiddle. It's mind-blowing. You know that the said to him in he never finished with the minion. The minion took an hour and a half. The is went back to his room. The came in 10:30. The was a clock. If it was 8:30, if the deb was supposed to be in 8:30, he didn't come 8:31. He didn't come 8:20. Come 8:30 on the button. Every time the walked at the tillum, he went to his place. He would he would use the Y the Reb would use later on the Reb had a big because it was hard for him to see but when I was growing up the Reb used to use the ever looked inside it's it's tiny words tiny words and the used to say from the maybe he was reading I don't know the when he said but the is that the never finished then he went back to his room had another half an hour till was from 8:30 to 10 shak was 10:30 that half an hour was supposed to be from the was that was saying he couldn't keep up with us we did him anyway you want to slice it and dice it but we're all I want to thank you all for sitting in the rain I'm getting the pleasure and the guy giving a speech. So, it's worth it for me to get wet and to be uncomfortable and to be irritated. But this afternoon, the rain kicked me out of the S. I got to tell you today, last night I beat the rain. Today, the rain beat me. You're in charge. Look at you. Look at you. My hat weighs 10 lbs. Water from the first day and the second day. La. Hey la. Heat. Heat. Oh yeah. I high Hallelujah. Hallelujah. Hey, heat. Hey. Heat. Heat. Yeah. Heat. I high Hey la. La. Okay.