Farbrengen 3 Tammuz with R' Aron David Gancz, R' Moshe Gourarie, 5780

everything has to offer for the regular community since he went through camps and all kinds of time he knows everything in anything but at that point at least he was not yet fully shamed shabbos but of course he appreciated everything and he was involved but he knew everything not only did he knew everything he knew all the nagunam in claudius so of course my son being islip doesn't have the time to take a person and sit down with him for hours and hours to give the personal care and the personal tlc that every mushpa but there's a guest rabbi the rabbi's father the daughter of a dacha so why not so you could really make use of him so he sat down and for three and a half hours we had i had to go through all the laguna where he went then he went through carl bach and the rabbi sons and belzer nagunam anyone that is available that was available in those days he knew it all and i had to sing and he knew the harmonies finally i finished that journey and i said okay so now i can go rest to a little bit even though i'm just a rabbi and thatcher and i stop he stops me and he says rabbi now before you leave you need to explain me something he said you need to explain me sattva shita i look at him i need to explain to you he said rabbi it irks me it bothers me i can't sleep at night i know samara was out of god and i know they sat where they hate israel they hate jews they yeah and he started just throwing it you know rubbing it in below the belt and he says and you come from there you're gonna have to answer me so i told them why do you pick me i became the boss i'm now all about it he says rabbi nothing is going to help you're not getting out of this one because you know you come from there this bothers me for years and finally i got a person he says your son was born until about forget it he says you could still answer me that question and you're gonna have to do it today so i realized i'm in trouble i was blocked in i can't move anyplace i told him put on your bullet will prove vest i'll try to explain he said okay go ahead so i told them imagine imagine there's a family of ten kinder einhair sitting friday night they're singing smithers and everyone is saying [Applause] you can imagine all our singing every kitten takes his turn says that and finally there's that kid who sits in the back all of a sudden picks up a canada and becomes a sniper right to the father's nose all the kids look around at each other what's this does no so they stop it and they sing another five minutes later the second idol comes after the third they couldn't help it anymore what can you do right disturbs the peace the serenity the kibada the aim a shabbos like they picked them up put them outside the door and locked the door so i tell this fellow if you ask me that's the sadness [Applause] don't keep training they don't keep mitzvahs not only that sometimes they might be antagonistic and they're coming to the community they don't dress it's near and they bring us down and how long can you tolerate that sniper who just keeps on edging away on either side so you must become a canary take take in your hands whatever you could do you become a pinchas and you pick him up and you call them a industry girl and you put them outside then you lock the door i was scared and now i'm getting the knife i was sure that's next i get a punch and i'm sitting with the person who's his wife was not going to sneeze either and he loved after put on two pairs to film that day so al coponomy looks at me is his rabbi makes perfect sense to me that's how i would do in any business anybody who disturbs comes into a business and ruins the business you put him outside you make him you get about so he says but now you really have to explain to me if this is what the sakura is so what is the lava challenge so now it's kasha turned around so i said for that i can't answer too quickly you have to sing another negan first another and i tried to explain to him i tried to explain to him but in those days i didn't understand that it was just a muscle unfortunately now i know it's more but i told him imagine a person who a doctor told them that you have to take off a leg a foot a hundred island to amputate he says a person would go to 17 doctors to ask a second and a third and a 19th opinion and even after that i'm not so sure if he's going to listen away at you and the doctor says it's infected who knows it could spread abu dhabi how can i give up a part of me so i told him [Applause] eden is not just a religion and it's certainly not a business and somebody disturbs the business means might be amputated he absolutely has no rest and can't sleep and he will make sure there's a shliyak there and cuts the table and your hooplets and some place where there's maybe one yi there to make sure that that heat will have a parrot film and they should build a mikvi there because the zaid who is the shaman is longing and yearning for the eventually i the mice is his mice and are despicable he's a sniper it's a difficult story he says so the rabbit says that ebby's opinion is you must separate the person from his deeds the person is the person the person is his deeds are never you know we'll have to fix that so this fellow listens very carefully and of course he likes the second story better than the first and he tells me right away he says he says why can't everybody be like the levitz you just separate the person from his deeds isn't that simple you separate the person from his deeds so i'm thinking for a moment and i realized wait a second i have a person who's loved after from yet certainly not a hustler yet he supersedes old abaya all rabona all honors and claudius earl and he became the laboratory himself with so i asked him tell me can you imagine your daughter coming home from school and a bully had a big baseball bat and he went over to her and he gave her such a set that she came home on a stretcher with 72 stitches and she only woke up 72 hours later from a coma i'd like to know if you'd be the first one to run over to that bully hug him embrace him and kiss him and just separate the person from his deeds he looks at me and he says oh rabbi rabbi so how indeed does the lobby should have to do that in other words i looked at him and i told him i'm going to make it short because some isis stop isis but i looked at him and i told him hazrat through to you killed shabbos is not a concussion showing up with the car on shabbos isn't a concussion to you so you understand that in such a simple way you just separate a person from his deeds but when you realize that if there's no miku in the city he doesn't sleep he has sleepless nights because there's a place in the world which doesn't have a sleek and doesn't have a miku and doesn't have a minion it doesn't have a shoe and a talmut and a in a school that dichotomy for nainzaite they talk for the idea however yet so he says does he if it is a concussion to him if it's so painful to him on aveda if there ever is that rabbi shall call israel and how indeed is he able to take that and separate so make it very the kit sir i asked him imagine your daughter came home she has a concussion you run over to the principal in school and you're all rounded up you are fired up you run over to the principal you tell them if you don't fire this kid from school if this kid is not in juvenile detention for the next five years if only the old police department is not going to be here to take records of this and such and that you're fired i'm going to make sure you're all the newspapers in the world and all the media i'll do everything the principal gets frightened the principal starts shaking he's losing his job he says okay okay i'm going to do it i'm calling the police the sheriffs are waiting outside we'll do it right now we'll put him in juvenile detention he will never see the light of day it's oh it says but before i do it before i do it i want to ask you one thing do you know who that kid who did it was he says no is that that was your son her brother should i proceed should i put him in juvenile detention he says what do you do now now as a father you have two problems you have a kid with a concussion with 72 stitches and you have a kid or bully who gives concussions and they're both your problem not somebody else's because dube is the and now you're gonna hire a psychologist and a psychiatrist and you're gonna pay a hundred thousand dollars not juvenile detention you're gonna pay a hundred thousand dollars to cure your daughter and you're gonna pay two hundred thousand dollars to cure your son who made that concussion and that is rapper no matter how far a person went no matter how far people sunk and sometimes we may feel maybe certain discussions it was a machine a power a generator who was pushing and pulling happens who doesn't even know there is a heat only remembers that his great-grandmother from the maternal side was jewish that's all he knows about when he gets such a voice ahava of to be macadamia to bring him close to the river and the rebel would make sure that millions of dollars are spent and schluchmar can we imagine what's going on in gimel thomas today as the altarebu says at the aliyah of kalavidos what happens today the heavily avoid however that the never stretches to us and gives us and lifts us up in this day that we should be commanding upon him to cook foreign [Applause] [Music] foreign [Applause] him [Applause] [Music] [Applause] ah [Applause] huh [Applause] yeah what's your name [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] uh [Applause] fine [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Laughter] [Applause] ah [Music] [Applause] ah [Applause] [Music] [Applause] ah [Applause] [Laughter] [Applause] and a [Applause] foreign [Applause] [Music] [Applause] foreign [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Laughter] foreign i had a feeling that was for a moment i was about to make a cardinal mistake i was about to ask what's up social distancing but then i realized the rest of us for the last 50 years that ever did social distancing illinois in a into new zealand and not sweden and anchorage the social distance encouragement and allah eden the arthur to look to aircraft [Applause] [Music] [Applause] was steinmetz i think it's a i think it was i don't remember his first name that he wrote he was a big writer and he wrote it was not necessarily the least begoli inoperative wasn't uh against anything but to say not to manage to it was a very very gifted writer and he would write about different citizens different and yanim different different groups of educate and he had he was a very talented person that he had that if he would write about a certain area certain type of siddhis he was really able to get into the kishkis of the place of the sometimes you have a person's outsider he writes about lubavitch about he doesn't he does not begin to understand writing get into a certain indian really understand that really uh they say he wrote a book about breast lift and people who are blessed said that he really he writes as if he was a blessing better than him later from someone who was born upon him at one stage you wanted to write about lubavitch wrote and people say that it's absolutely a little bit that's not it's a final guns fight right here understood from what the way he wrote about the shots that he wanted to write about he didn't know where to begin where does he get so i guess he had a connection with him so he so he gave him a he went to the channel and he asked him if he could help him out to give him sources references where should begin from didn't want to give him anything because he thought maybe he's going to misuse it he's not necessarily the type right type of person who knows what he's going to do with these sources he wrote to the rabbi and the rabbi said absolutely you should give him everything whatever you request give him adraba it's only going to be a telus and then i even told him interesting that he should not speak to him about schmidt letters but obviously sometimes uh you can make out of a certain person with different fronts you know so it was good for this in this case that the channel should just talk to him about the citizen that would encourage him by the mice of a pill whatever they say in that case that was what it had to be upon him he wrote a he wrote a whole and he had the back and forth with rabbi about different things and in one case one one of his letters he quoted something from a safer that in that safer it also brings in now it was recorded for a certain book the book is not a book about this the book happens to be it also discusses something that ever wrote to him you know you're a liberal person you're an open-minded prisoner but this is that you should quote from a book that also says something about it even someone like you should understand that's a fact okay that's that's not that's not acceptable okay that brought him accepted happened to me one time he was in a bookstore new shalom i think and uh he met him in that same bookstore i had to go to the bookstore also to look at various books and was looking at a book that happens to be that same book that he quoted in the letter and then i had times on him that he quoted and he was looking to buy that book he needed it for whatever reason one of his works he was so he goes up to the says to him are you talking you want to buy a book that also speaks mention something about it you know you don't understand the problem with it when i start saying to him i'm not uh i'm not going to go big you know faster than this book and i'm not i just need it for my work i'm not going to look about in the places where he talks about a video anyway back and forth they argue back and forth until stimulus tells them that himself wrote to me are you talking that i quote from such a book you would understand yourself the way same way understands if sees a problem with this book you would also as a host your head should be in such a way trained to think in such a way that you should from it's a very very important lesson this is talking about the difference between the sketchers and other citizens says that discussions doesn't learn the tate of the rabbi and he doesn't understand things the way the rabbi wants that we should look at tata we should look at the wealth we should look at every single indian that means that his motion remains separate from the rabbi is making is not the way the rapper wants it maybe his mice is the way that i want his miracle people learn to use my modern they wanted that we should specifically also learn an indian for the labor status like everyone together should learn from them we should speak about it let's say academic clause about the union of limitations right everyone knows that we have to learn the ability does that say everyone knows it says in many places it even says only the union of limitations it's not enough just that's a minion that you learned like you learned something else i have to learn the abstract on our ether that we take out from there the rabbis cook how does that have a look at something what is the what's what's supposed to be the right approach how do you look at another yid how do you look at taylor mitzvis how do you look at the veldt without that it's like what rebbe says in this it's like i say skechers he might be might be doing what rabbit says you might even be learning the ability of it do you think the way that ever thinks the mission is like this mice which time is before is it is it ugly by you naturally to think the way that ever do you look at something naturally the way that ever looks at it it means it's not just that we listen to the rabbit video learn it and let the rabbit talk to you let the rabbit let the cover up the way the looks at every single union let it creep into you let it make seep into your makes make ch in the way you think national way you look at every single line lately they made the project a very beautiful thing that people learn i see a lot of people are doing it two seconds a week welding and it's a little tired the great la indian and in such a union and so it's important it's not enough just to learn it's important especially in certain circumstances but rabbit gives a another way of looking at these say this if you described macleod to ask yourself and to be able to be mastered what did happen what comes out what how did i look at it the mitzvah before that the way a person is supposed to think the way he approaches every aspect in his life has to change against him whenever the person learns the devastating circus i have to let the rabbit talk to us to understand what's what's what's the lab showing us how do we have to look at the union [Applause] [Music] [Applause] wow [Applause] oh [Applause] [Music] [Applause] oh [Applause] [Music] [Applause] yes [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] mommy [Applause] oh [Applause] hey [Applause] [Music] [Applause] i [Music] [Applause] hey [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Laughter] my [Applause] you shouldn't make your toys it's not enough that you do just with [Applause] you start thinking that the main thing of a person is is satan because that's what is and it shouldn't come just [Applause] [Music] but a human foreign would do the commandment that it becomes this absence of us it's not just that you know that yes yes nobody can do such things you know um by the way just as an aside it's very difficult to do that but he told this steiner still told me that there was in crown heights they lived the heat i love he was the the the rash of a good he used to learn with the rabbit before the nasius he would go in every thursday night from 10 30 and it would sometimes continue till 1 30. he told me that he heard this from himself it was fought before them the nazis every thursday night they had kivius of red and the ottoman justin allah was in allah so told me that this told once told him in my shirts and he told them once he remind you you think you know what it is i still lived when the world was world meaning before the war london told me i was sure the punchline is going to be i really knew sadiq i knew that that but this i never saw he says i came into him every week and i came to talk in allah and everything everything he was on the ball knew everything and um he he visited this issue way many years before and he had a cough he had already worked out on this issue which way to go he says the only one problem i had one problem i had he says you could not figure him out he says if you thought that this he's going to be he was such a maker in this thing unbelievable and then when you thought he's a harvest israel and he loves every year he'll be watered on this indian and he was canoes like like a lion he says you could not figure him out so is that the red scarf that we leave even after the years when there was no no or very little you see this i'm talking before llamacas but um rabonham had to study that annual or sometimes twice a year where they had their their appointments for the deba so this thing your man tells me his father lived in williamsburg and he was a satanic but he was that off and he had a few times but many many whatever he tells me he tells me i was there many more times than you ever went unfortunately i never went uh but i became lava the only was able to get into this and i was after my husband and after my babies so my colleagues came lubavitch after me because they were and they still have to die for the constant but i didn't so his single man tells me that i went into with my father when i was 12 13 he's the abba tested me every time that i've asked me what my pill was in the bar mitzvah many many things they said young who says that had a discussion with his father but he said one thing my father told me that before he went into the river he would prepare loved africa like a hustler would prepare with this and shaman was washing the hearts he says prostitute he said when i walk into the whichever there's not an indian in the world that you will talk that he's not at home and ahead of you and he says that i had to come in prepared pressured every suggest with every union because i didn't know where it's going to lead and it was just a pressure to prepare rock upon them coming back to the subject of the mission was speaking about knowing that i'll tell you um i was sitting at the uncles fathers so on and they asked me to speak a few words so i said a few words and i finished off by wishing them now i know you're all looking at me what's the problem right it's the most normal words that we always say so coming from that world i understood akashi so i had to give an explanation to outside of the babbage it's not a common word to use that word those words maybe today by someday we do it foreign by some people it's a very strange idea to say why why is so strange so i want to start off with this a the rebel was lonely ellen's and the talmidam were lonely the talmidam were ellen after the balcenter bothered me a little bit anybody ever learned over here you think that yeshiva madam sheikh was lonely anybody looked at maral do you think you were the marathi people were snoring i could promise you the roof came on a teacher you follow you listen if it's a teacher in music you follow him if it's a teacher in math and science and in in writing and reading you you listen and you learn so much a teacher statement here foreign to the lawyers it's impossible to have a question to the father without having a casual first to eurash that's wrong with people are not used to that term giving the rabbit you should listen you should follow you should be from his big uh big followers my mom i was sitting once in the fabregan and it wasn't wasn't the barbecue system and the person asked me shiloh and it was haunting me pressuring me pushing me how come we didn't take into them whatever so i had to explain enough if it was a fashion i mean they're so i told them first of all i told them i'm not a candidate so if it was for me you know if you find them maybe i don't know i'm not so then i told them the story the mice guidelines had escalation material when the rapture was installed sons it off first person became a rebel on his own but he was never the kabul murders from any other level he became a belgian muslim why is it that i never see him [Applause] and the sounds that i've told him i wanted to ask any questions say approach it he went the belt you got yourself under them [Applause] and i asked him a shiloh and that put everything to rest oh i was talking to you this okay i'm sorry all right let's go back ah and suffering there were about 3 400 people there and the person came over to me before and he said rabbi it's a person i never saw before and alternate he says rabbi you know yiddish is such a nostalgic language my bobby used to talk it i i light up when i hear the language i think it'd be a good thing for habat to make classes just to teach you this it ring bring us back it will be so good so i was a full few minutes before before the kia schaefer before the sermon my cop wasn't there exactly to arrange a new sheer i told him might be very good and i'll think about it but for now do me a favor listen to my english sermon you learn a lot of yiddish so so so um i'm trying i'll try so i'll coupon him so the person was fine but but but the bottom line was that hasidam i really have to say it again okay so and then it could is that people were bothering me why obama's didn't take it and they wanted to explain i had to explain to them what it was you know and they would see it wasn't even alabama there was such a concept as as another level there were six seven generations of rabbi yeah so there was such a concept as a khasit assam allah mokkem was the same omid of the of yes so but but uh after the rebel so i tried to explain to him after explaining the story of the sanzero from the other things so i told them can you imagine a person going over to a child a seven-year-old child with lost her mother and it's already two years passed by it's three years passed by and she doesn't have nobody to do with homework with her to wash her clothing properly to feed her properly she is never in distress a person would go over to this little child and ask the child mama when are you taking a new mother is it not time any already can you imagine saying this to a seven-year-old can you replace your mother you could adopt somebody he would do your clothing who would do your laundry who would feed you with uh with your oatmeal in the morning you could adopt somebody to teach you as well you could get a good teacher you could get a money you could get a mashpia you could get a medical you could you know could he be better than know much more to help you in the homework better than the original mother is do i have to explain this in english [Applause] we say give nahas to the level because to us us and the lab are not two separate things us and the mail it's not enough that just doesn't sleep because there's a heat in new zealand it doesn't have a mikveh that means i cannot sleep because that he doesn't have a mixture if that ever wants that every heat should have twill on them then i have to be in the street standing and putting on film and that every eight puts villain with time because what so learning the devastator it's not just because you know you go to a in a college and a professor you come out of a certain class of a certain year and you know you learned by einstein you don't know about relativity you know what that person you know you learned by einstein you don't know about relativity yeah so fast you're there for seven years for eight years of learning yeshiva but it's way way more than that it's these casualties to the things to become amethyst because that is what we are i was sitting in the mikveh in um on calvary drive i was sitting in the mikvah after i was in valve i was sitting not and the person came over to me and um and he tells me it was a person and he is not all about sure but he knows everything that goes on in the baby listens to citizens on the line and knows all the stories and he reads and he asks me shyla that he heard them on the line i don't remember now i found out about i think it's free to get ever about the letter about the build the picture of the altar so the research that he made and he went to you know the the whole thing absolutely caring is about that picture so the seat asks me in the midfield [Applause] but i was holding the middle of today i was holding the middle of yates today he walked away a winner i couldn't say a word what's up you know i said in the mikvah you were the winner come outside and then we'll discuss it look [Applause] what it means [Applause] he lives over his life his ruach of his actions of his philosophy that he was orbiting this little funny being before that amongst claudius all in this world which pull us he leaves that over for all the others who are left in this world alive he leaves his nasham his meshamers the fascists all those who are tied and connected to his nephesh is with strong strings with cables says baltimore as hashem with hashem through the ruach which was about the mandala over here that everything he invested gives from the depth of a person velvet from the depths of your heart this is the first letter in in the beer and beer or in the next letter the al-tarabha says clearly says only comes his casters could only be through so i asked this the singer this big thomas i asked him did you ever see in any safer describing your sketches to the red in such a way and it was void because written out spelled out the way they are it's like other citizens it brought brings it out but then they could the director is not just like somebody i follow and not just somebody i'm scared or somebody i go because i need a yeshua and i'm going there for schools and for the fools how do you connect to your race to the race of your father only through your own race and that is the connection of us to whatever and if it's that thing it has to be through ahava this is a meditative earth which asks us what is the hover coming over here you listen you follow what does that tell you so i asked him he also told me you know you know that is something very harsh against pictures machal it's true in the early days that abdi and allah take pictures of him as well many sadiq didn't allow to take pictures for whatever reason that have been changed in the later years but there is such a thing no i'm not it's a say it i'm not denying it there's not you know i'm not looking in the mirror because it makes an image of hulu but for some reason i asked them tell me i know you know desire and i know tell me you have a picture of your mother and your father you have a picture of your bobby or zade in your home even though desire says not to he has one as that's for the elders i ask you if you would find a picture of the balcenter of today you tell me how much money would you pay for it if you know it's authentic it's a redlands and sometimes we look at that picture you look inside you learn it tonight or tomorrow and said i don't want to stick up the whole time this letter explains it gives us the questions so whatever was amos even before gimbal thomas says that said that you have to know the trait of your debut you have to learn the caucus of the tale of your how much more so if gay [Music] foreign [Music] ah [Music] we're off the hole foreign [Music] [Applause] [Music] my [Music] [Applause] [Music] my [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] so foreign okay foreign of the moment is summarized it wasn't good my master is something that sounds very very uh above us you have also here has to come from you yourself it can't come from above it says right you're talking about okay a bit has to come from the person himself if a person has let's say upside revelation from above i give him a mile of revelation from above and that makes him bottle that makes him give his subservient to the hebrews so that means that he himself what kind of person is he naturally he himself naturally is whatever he is because there was a gilliam because there was a revelation from above so he became subservient today that means that he what really is he as a person himself he's not bad doesn't really it doesn't reach his essence it's uh the pale but because of circumstances he became battle today in certain circumstances because there was something with this gala but he himself what's he himself he's not bothered so real bitter is if a person awakens by himself works on himself that it should come from him not from something that comes from above that's at the beginning of the moment stresses that's why he says it says it's and thoughtful it means that it's less it's not it's it's more it's not the most important thing how could you say eloqueno asham is toefl to us he's he's he's we are the icare we're the main thing our forefathers they're the main thing and hashem is only the toefl is only the secondary thing he says because we're talking about beetle we're talking about is when it comes to beetle anything that you get from above any revelation that comes from above is so to speak only to help you out a little bit but that's not the main thing the main thing is it has to come from you yourself right that's what we say in below that's the beginning of the maya then he kind of changed his course at the moment and then the second half of the moment and he says yeah it has to come from you but it can't be because you want to be battle hashem it can't be about you it can't be that you want to be bottled that you want to be you feel like it's right to be to give yourself over today like for example he talks at the beginning of the mir there's two times there's some there's one person that he knows it says that is three evaders a person is not allowed to uh transgress those evaders even if it's a matter of life and death right if they say a person has to give over his life give away his life and that's what he desire okay so if someone does that if gives away his life you could say it's not because he decided he has to give his ways away his life for the hashem it's because hashem decided that shem says in the theater you know he has no choice he listens to what it says in time what happens when a person asthma citizen she gives away his life even for things that it doesn't say you have to give away your life for them like the freedom did in russia he risked people's lives for the sake of teaching taylor things which it doesn't say that you have to risk your life for that right that must be that it came not from above it came from you you just feel like it just doesn't make sense for me to disconnect from hashem i have to lose my life i have to live myself i lose my eye but i can't stay alive if i'm gonna be disconnected from hashem that's something that comes from the person himself that's all in the beginning of the night then he changed his course and he says when it comes true it has to come from you you have to you have to be the one that's bottle but you being battle can't be because you want to be bottle if you want to be bottle that's not real brittle you want to be battle you want to be able to that's real brittle we have bitter can't be that you want to be bottle it has to be that you feel that it's impossible not to be bottled today but do you feel not that i want to be connected to hashem if i'm giving away my life forever from its swiss you feel that it's impossible for me to stay alive it's impossible it's not even it's not a question it's not even a question it there's no existence that's outside of connection today outside of connection with hashem it doesn't exist such a thing and therefore i just it doesn't it's not even an option it doesn't it's not it's not even a question it's not a it's not even a it's not a decision that i made it's not a decision i had a question it's something over here that's uh they said if you're going to continue to do mithras as you show me going to have to give away your life so i had to decide that giving two ingredients is more important than my life no it wasn't a decision that you made it has to be at this it's not even a question if it's a question that means you decide it you feel that that's more important that's to be the there's no there's no life outside of it it doesn't exist life outside of that has to come from you and on the other hand it has to be totally not about you only about hashem that there's nothing besides hashem there's nothing there's no you there's no you want i decided i feel like this is good it's nothing besides david then he finishes off in the end remember this is unbelievable he says he says that this beetle was by the predicate but it's kind of little and then he says obviously even though the rabbi said it was by the field but that was the one that taught us these so this is uh like it says in the mind usually it says he gave snappers even on those kind of things which according to basic we do not have to give away our life and it's possible even though you're not supposed to give away a level that's a separate discussion but but but for sure you don't have to give away your life according to feedback that even on those things we should give away a life and even that kind of assertive snapfish when it's those things which are not obligated it should be in such a way that there's no there was no option the amish is the one that's telling you feel like it's famous just saying there's no choice it's not that you decided that's what ever says he he he he was odd and this is very uh that was gonna be very high dargah sabito he says of a there that defeated himself didn't even feel that he was on that level of bitly he had another and he didn't even feel that he was in that level of bitter and that's why he said you know aloe vera we should be like avicenna we're not like he's saying of the office we're in such a level the others they did mitzvos even though they weren't obligated to do it and nevertheless they would like them at cover they were like a chariot that they were like uh that mccove is a chariot doesn't have an option doesn't doesn't uh he's not he doesn't decide where to go the one who rides with him he decides where the cover should go so the others had these two things together sophisticated said even though we're not like saying oh you know how we should be like that that says it's true it's another but in other words the fact that the philippines could think that that this is something that was shocked for the office and not to him it shows that this is a very very high madriga and the rabbit says in the end remember that physically to every single one of us what does that mean they were holding by by such a level of battle that we have no mateus whatsapps it doesn't even what does it mean anywhere that we're we we're bottle we just it comes from us and then on the other hand it's like as if there's no option but not to be bottled it's not about us we don't think about ourself but it does have to come from us let's see yeah this is uh we have a i don't i don't know i don't know if i can i could know if i could explain i don't know if anything so it says exactly what this means this level of bitter but this is something which of the first time but but what is it anyway even if he wasn't talking about this directivity what kind of thing does this mean that the fear crabber madriga the feeder himself says even though we're not like saying he's not charged with says he was a mastership by us and there he's mukusharim that we are all shy to this type of beetle we have to fabricate that just in connection with that but one of the things that happened there was that he saw he was very interested in what's exactly that so he saw that what used to come people used to come to the rojanam and talk to him and the gaba would introduce him whoever is coming to the region and explain to the version of what's his request what he's here for and then the original would respond so they came two people that had sodium and they wanted a husqva they wanted a islamic translator we know this affirmation yes they wanted the they should write something on the safer that's a nice safer one of them had a safe terra a safer of condition and the other one had a safer stories so the gabbai naturally introduced the one that had traditional first obviously that's more important of stories of this person he wrote his letter first on the sephirot of stories and then only afterwards that he write it on the sephiroth so that is wondering to himself what does that mean the gabba was right of course more important to join the meal on the book that has stories and only then on the book that is really the theater starts from a bunch of stories about how they image they created the world etc and really the theater should have started with the mitzvos it says um as i'll say it's more important to help him out to help him that's literally literally it means like when you service him you help him more than learning from him but says not it says uh it brings over there that the rabbi rashad told them i told that of rights that they have told one of someone else i remember he told him it's someone else by hearing like this so my son said that there was a certain yid and they gave the name that he went into the rebels and he said to the a bunch of different problems that he has it's this kind of problem of this hashem another problem he said all the different problems that he has and the rabbi said afterwards after hearing everything that he had to say rabbi said let's say his name was yanko rabbi said this is out this is all yanko thinks this way uncle feels that way instead in all that time that you're thinking what's happening with your uncle this or that you could have just learned tata savai couldn't learn davis to stay in the same time that you're thinking about what's the mind with the massive if you have plenty of this person right it's that same time you couldn't understand that you're not about what you were you're old never told another mice i don't know if it's true or not makes sense to them that there was once a person came by fabregan in the early years and asked rabbi also told her about different problems that he hasn't available it was obviously a smaller island than he told rabbit finishes that he hasn't have a sasha but it happened to be there at that time was there visiting from france so the rabbit says what do you say to him what does he have to do after he's saying all these problems sorry it's all a trivita let him do the truth that ever made with his hand like this that was said no so our neighbor thomas let him start doing what you have to do they shouldn't worry about you let him start doing now what's what let him start acting the way he's supposed to choose another mice these two mices bring out the way the rabbit looks at the indian the way that tells us do what you have to do don't focus even on the way you're holding do what you have to do start a little bit beside the moment just maybe a little buzz but a little bit uh this first first nightmare the first the second miami voyage we'll speak about that hashem a little bit later the second i think brings out a little bit more in aveda practically what this nakuda of this high level of beetle is what does it mean to us but before we go to there it's partial that we have a long night no one's rushing right first yeah he's rushing is is a is a look let's first sorry 7 30 awesome we have till 7 30 okay next minion is 7 30 come at the blind bus next minute yeah that's what it means phase two is open phase two is opening july 6th now so nobody's working first let's first understand bishop chat in the moment before we get to how to bring it down a little bit more there's another moment of drama a lot of my mom they all go and obviously every single mime has its uh specific indian that it's trying to bring out i know i heard once uh i read the ones mental footage when he was a bachelor he wasn't so he didn't have such a citizen stage when he was a young boy good it if not you're going to leave this yeshiva and he did it but he passed the test you know like he barely just passed the test so he kept him in but asked him what's going on over here why are you not uh why are you just doing it like to be eight sensitive just you know to not get thrown out but why are you not learning it the way you're supposed to learn so amanda says when you learn in a every single sugar is a different sugar every single is exciting and you look see this it's all about the same thing it says the same thing in every single man for every when a kid starts to live out of base is he thinks there's 22 acs and he sees he looks in every single save for the same 22 aces and every single save the same item is the same thing no difference in every safe he gets a little bit smarter and a little bit older he realizes that when you rearrange the ics every single one is telling you something else it's telling you a different message that's not the same as the same 22 ways but different message same thing with sinners if a person learns he learns a like a child he doesn't learn the way he's supposed to learn is every man is saying the same thing he gets a little bit older and he if he's learned the way an older older like the devil said is older than passport if you learn like an older person's supposed to learn if you look like a mature person's muslim you realize that every member is teaching you something specifically name but either way nevertheless even though that's of course the case there's definitely a certain cave saturnian that rubber cockson that you find in many many different momentum of the rabbit obviously different aces and each one brings out a whole nother recorder but it's unbelievable goes through the madregas of bitto like he he starts with one madriga and he says that's not bitter and that's not so that's the picture you know they have a lot of my mom like that's not that's not the emerson let's go through a little bit what it says in that moment this will shed light on this moment yeah he starts off there with the what it says in tandem tests sure everyone's learned says it says it says that it's compared to an a to a candle what's specific what's what's unique about a candle what's special about a candle a candle always flickers and it's trying to sort of speak leave the wick why is it doing that because a candle has a nature that it wants to be included in its source it says the source of age that's the nature of a cathode it's neither for any reason that's this nature it wants to be concluded in its source even though when it will be included in its source it's not going to be in existence anymore if you take a candle and you'll take it and put it in a bonfire you'll take a little candle and you put into a bonfire is the candle going to be recognizable anymore is the candle going to have any independence anymore of course not it's going to be only a part of the whole bonfire that's even when you take a candle and you put in a bonfire that's there's still a bonfire in a candle have some relationship some era if you take a candle and put it in the market of aish that is mom's bottle it says it will have nothing one won't be anything at all it says the same thing is within that wants to be bottled with this and summer wants to be go out of the gulf of a person he wants to just be included in the course included in its source even though the sharma one will be included in its source it won't be anything it will be it will see sticks it won't have any independence it won't have any you won't be able not till now it's different every evening has something unique about it something about something specific and the shrama goes la maila you can't talk about the shaman of this person with that person his name is why wouldn't want to do that it's not according to there's no reason according to a person always wants to remain independent have some independence and special kind of love today that goes a lot higher than any union of cereal therefore it doesn't care it just wants to connect to the store in the fullest sense i will lose its independence doesn't this isn't that this is what's called the citizens in other places it's called this kind of you have a hashem that's not avid you have a person a person wants to be connected today he wants to be connected hey mr of course he wants to be connected but he doesn't want to lose his whole independence his whole existence he wants to be yeshua he wants to be uh have his own independence his own existence and still connect today even that we have to so against even that's it's not the chat that he wants to be a yes that's absurd that he's looking to become greater through connecting the if he's looking to become greater through the connected that's not available if a person is looking for himself that he wants to he wants let's say someone wants to connect to another person i don't want to connect to that person he has great something to add to me as a big miles that's not alvaro physique says it's not even ava at all it's not called ava means that you care you want care about the person the person that you love the naf the one that you love if you care just about yourself you could gain something from having connection to that person that's not called alvaro that's the definition of says so even on the lowest madrigal hashem of course you care about the abhishem it's just that as much as you care about the industry you also don't want that being connected to the abstract should uh delete so you should cease to exist totally you're not ready for that at the end of the day it's going to be ceased to exist right what could be a greater bitter than that what could be greater bitter than that unbelievable right it's not uh doesn't want to be he doesn't want to be amazing even it's also a big level of bitly above such time we just let his beetle tape here he's having that you're really you're ready to not just when we say a person is ready to give up his life for the best he this is more than giving up your life for the abstract person gives up his life for the uh but he uh at least he wants he wants to he understands that physical life is not the main thing he understands then has a life after after the physical life he's not he's not going against his exam it's his he's not he's not going against that's the fact that he exists he's add some individuality that's some thing that he's cares about the life is michonne murdered the life of his golf here we're talking about ava am a semester it doesn't even care he doesn't care that he's not gonna have anything he's not there's no you anymore he's not gonna be anymore any reuben any any sherman it's that we're not gonna say that the sham of the rufus there's no there's no ruin there's no shipment there's nothing it's just right what could be what could be a greater bitter than that what could be greater bitter than that i said this is my mirabellas this is like the first madrigal bittle that he talks about now this is the lowest potato that talks about in the moment let's see yeah he goes on over there and he says he brings a different kind of it's a higher level of averages different kind of avid that's that's only about baking soda a whole different it says like there's a son that wants to do making sure for his parents even if it will have nothing to do with him let's say for example let's say a person who's a really good son his parents are husband and a master of shiva they're captured somewhere so ogamis to save it now this is pushed that ogama says never to save them in order to see them in order to be able to unite with them again let's say he knows he's never going to be able to unite with him again he's not not like today you have email uh you have a whatsapp you have a phone call he'll never be able to know from that nothing but he'll just know or he'll just that they'll be safe if is a proper giving over son or even given a son the son that's giving over to his spirit he'll do that also just for the sake of the parents totally not for his sake nothing to do with him says in thailand [Music] he's ready to not exist he's still thinking about what's going to happen with him he's going to unite with he he cares about davidson so much that he's ready to unite with davis in such a way that he's not going to be a existence at all but nevertheless he's still thinking about his status what's going to happen with his nasham that's there's a higher level of beetle of ava that a person he's not even thinking about his status at all what does the abuser want what does they bust the one for me i want to make naka another place that explains beside the target album you don't want to make them you're not even thinking about you're not thinking when you're thinking about that you're going to be bottled today but you're still thinking about your status there's another level of vital that you don't even care about your status i don't care what's going to happen to my nishang i don't care what's over the ik i just want dave that's a whole nother level of that's mama's it's zero you whatsoever rabbit says that from the fact that we say obviously right like we've bought in this moment the cover means like a chariot like a horse and buggy that the rider decides to ride them wherever he feels like riding them so because we say always hanging in the cover and we say why does every year have a natural love to the irish because the obvious says because the office around this level that they were so giving over to hashem like a macava like there was nothing about them just hashem so to speak whatever hashem wanted that's what happened to them take the knife he took the knife you have to send your hand to take the knife you ever when you're when you're about to eat something do you send your hand to take the fork to take the food your your hand goes it takes the food was it when you sent his hand to take the pho to take the knife so it says like this he was totally like a chariot hashem hashem allowed him to go wherever hashem wanted him to go that's where he went there was no him but the case of that kedah hashem did he really hashem really wanted to shake him by telling him usually was used to he never had to do anything so to speak whatever i wanted he went it went he went with it here suddenly he had to say he needed to shake the truck and his hand didn't go to the to the sack it didn't go to the knife it didn't go automatically so he thought must be that it's upstate sahara is like extra acting extra over here so i have to do something extra viva is the extra effort to take with his hand to send his hand to take the take the night i was saying i never cover there was so much hashem was just about a it was not about that and that's why it says time that's why every year naturally because we're descendants from the office naturally every year loves their says what's a recovery a chariot is he thinking about what he wants about his status is he thinking about it what he wants at all no no one asks him what he wants bakla what we care about is what the other wants what the what the person writing him wants the reich wants the one who's writing him once it doesn't we don't ask the cherry what he wants where do you want to go no one asked wherever the writer wants to go that's where it goes if that's the shot of a senator so we must say that every year naturally has not just the first level of avid but the regular level the level of that we say that is ready to become nothing he's ready to become to delete himself to be nothing not just that because that's still that he's thinking about his own status that's not my cover if we say we come from the office that they wear them a coven that's why we have natural love it must be that every single yid is ready to think only about ashram what does [Laughter] um foreign [Music] [Applause] [Music] foreign [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] foreign is [Applause] a [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] foreign [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] foreign [Applause] foreign [Music] a oh [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] da [Applause] [Music] [Applause] allah [Applause] [Music] [Applause] foreign [Applause] [Music] [Applause] foreign i [Music] foreign [Music] [Applause] keynote speaker is usually put to the end because you know but by that time they went up to the mic to the podium and he said and your mother says he took over it was interesting i'm sorry before it gets more absolutely no i thought i wasn't saying in english i tried to say soft english yes so baklal you know they say a maester they say i said that there was once a a professor or teacher who's trying to teach a little child math so i told this child you should know that your father loaned somebody a thousand dollars and the fellow paid back 500. how much does it owe your father so the kid takes out a pen and a paper and he writes down one thousand minus five hundred says he owes my father a thousand dollars so the teacher says you don't understand he paid back 500. so it's after 1986 calculators are allowed in school takes out a calculator types in 1 000 minus 500. his teacher he owes my father a thousand dollars finally the teacher lost it it wasn't like today he and he really gave it to me says my darling little child you don't know your math you're ignorant he looks up to the teachers as my darling teacher you don't know my father it is many times that happens things that we talk to each other like this or like this and substantially talking about the scaffold citizen of shkaffa of the rebel that what you see in this miner on the first half of the monument and i'm not going to say love this though when the rebel on the first half of the mind that the bitter mentioned in the second half not more from kite was that too that more londos that was there too for the shot even that was also there it was all one that could because after this came to his galas and that changed the whole horizon of everything because else he told the story in the shiva many times i would assume it was him but he of course would never say that i i don't know for a fact but i assume so he said a mice that a person who was not too fond of siddha agrees came to a time at one of huh that the alternative pedigree and tanya is no safer in the world that explains limited like so this heat was a big lamb called look took the pelican and sat down for half an hour but then he came in you know you guys can get he can't get loose of him do not do it you can't get away that nakuda so sometimes somebody somebody met me right after shalom shalom came out of prison and they were dancing in the streets of muncie and then bara park and then went to crown heights so somebody would come to chapel me you know i'm the perfect target you know come from there whatever they know me so he come to chapel me to tease me and he says i don't know why he danced the crown heights should have danced in butter park in lakewood all over where they gave the money to redeem him you had to release them as if that money did it for claudius there was no such such such such such an aggressor before so so um i told him so he said he championed me chat with me so i told him first of all others gave with a big i know i know the first check was written of half a million dollars from charlemagne more than that whatever was from crown heights and a few other millions was written but kind of estas from that that's besides but i said but i told them you know what you came to the right person you came to chapel me because i come from your background go to a lobbacher and tell that to real about you and tell them that that shalom should go dance in lakewood and not in crown heights because they didn't give the money because others gave the money he would say kolakova thank you so much for helping us he wouldn't even know what what's the problem in other words we're not trying to be the leaders we're not saying we're the best we're not saying we're the helixed we're not saying we probably more segue from the now and we know south better is he got to me that i have to prove myself that i came to the bahamas so i'm better i have a sugar like you have i have to be elites so can you go to the obamacare you wouldn't even know what you're talking about azure is the guy beautiful wow such an active unbelievable the whole world gave even more money than the valve thank you [Music] zach of the veil the only truth and emerson said the bitter they are have the eater the interesting shooter within whichever pairing you're gonna come as he said before the zelda version right so i remember berkeley just told this life story in in russia so he simply told them isis we see gangnam you know uncle and build the mikhail and the russians came and they filled it up with cement and took him away and the kgb found out about it so they came and they closed it and they send them off to siberia you know the safer cult you know you see every second person says i don't know where he is and and he said so i was sitting next to him he ran out of his calum he went with sugar and he said the man talks like somebody said for those who remember what's called the pay phone he says you put a quarter in the pay phone and you lost the quarter it didn't work my life has to go on if i lost the quarter big deal i have to make another phone call so you put another quarter and you've lost another card it was like the life has to go and i have to call my wife that's how you spoke you know the uncle and starch lemon berlin and all taken you know these are people with families it wasn't established it wasn't merciless it was that abused cannot go bankrupt there's an equation and the equation has two sides secant lines could be barrel is right and could be shmedual is right i rather take barrel sides that's an equation already there's another side so the beetle is the little comes from but because he's making in his market in such a way that i don't have to be immaculate he's making because is a mathias that becomes your mathias so your bitter and your mercy has become one thing you're bitter is because this is your mathias i don't have another one yes i remember myself it was here in muncie many years ago there was a a a radio station a froome radio station it was one hour to two hours it was on our music and one hour is it off we asked people but i'll do it anyway so there's a person who called up a shiloh he called up the ralph reflect her silence i remember i remember i used to go home from from suffering and used to have is to live in muncies to walk home from the old habaras with isaacs i used to walk home my kids would stop me and tell me tati i just saw bob driving by they were four years old so i used to tell them why did you look first of all secondly until now maybe it wasn't the fresno [Music] that's why you saw people the person did on this it's an equation in english help me out now get out of here you can't help anymore huh okay so so great i i happen to be through my by the way yeah i have this was my ah lot the other way around it was my choice that's what i started off to say israel is america is there's a woman who came to achabaras many years ago she doesn't show them bias whatever she comes from iran she said an interesting story she said that in iran the mathias was that they had the same myself as in spain it was literally they asked her to keep taylor mitchell he had to go on the ground it says it's not known in the world because there were not such zealots they were yeah two three hundred years ago so there were not such zealots and they didn't mind if you attack you keep taylor mitchell as long as nobody sees you guys as long as in public you play you're muslim but it didn't make it to the world so there was never one's not so much i didn't send away people because that's what they did they had one so they started sending in public schools they taught data privately and you know it's what they could have said that mixture sometimes and they that's what they did for you hundreds of years but i had a big huge problem when it came to to marriage they would go to public schools and again would ask a boy would you like to marry me if he would say he would say no that you can't do clandestinely you can't do it on the ground what do you do so they came to hampshire she said she's iranians she said this was a fact they were mashable each other by the age of five that's where the dominican iran was five years old you took a third cousin that you knew well it seemed like they're quite compatible they were little kids playing together whatever invited everybody that saved yiddish because anybody came to ask that huh could be so could be but that was unbelievable i'm sorry i'm already engaged to somebody if kennedy's coming and that's where they get it from you know so so that's that's what happened she said this went on for hundreds of years and they take married you know whoever the mashudakis was this was their schedule and 18 years later 20 years later they married them she says the the divorce rate of that population was practically a nil zero nothing she said when she told us the stories 30 years ago she said 50 years ago they abolished that minute they abolished that meaning of getting engaged back you know the world bank became more liberal i have to make my own decisions without hallelujah i have to choose myself it's my own decision my parents are not going to impose upon me so the kid said they abolished this medic and she said the divorce rate was skyrocketing right shoot up right like the whole population of all the whole world and she explained and she explained pretty simply how does it work she said simple anything you make you could break if i'm i'm out and every the person goes like that you know ah so it and what you saw with your own eyes you can't explain it you can't give it over you can't say at your daity you can't say it but yesterday so we have to learn m you see the rabbit answering anybody who has a shiloh in the munna or i i once i once it was your man who was uh polishing about whatever greasy cup alarm them so he came from my background and he got to know me a little bit and i know that you know because of the open-minded people so he came to he was like yeah long hours and hours my father-in-law was sick in the hospital he came to visit me so we walked in my head on the street for three hours with so finally i realized you know what he was loving that he wanted that appointment so i made him the appointment and he went there so he came back to me next week and asked him so tell me which shiloh did you ask which china did it lasted let me hear the request such to me that you have made a job on me that nobody in the world ever made he made a job on me that nobody in the world ever made he said that i could do a teacher said this he says he just he cut it i was like he killed me he says nobody did his job like he did in other words he wanted and even if you'll win he won because they okay even after the whole vikuach has explained the siddhis many times so if it gives in the sinner's marker for the other side so he said those words it made my today's room but uh so he i also remember and that tells us it was the gulf war the first gulf war we broke out and put them what was it no no finish don't put them yeah okay yeah so i think it started on a thursday night right yeah so i started a thursday night so i remember i was sitting at home and all of a sudden the web announced clearly the level set to announce on the radio was announced on ins every day that the ravaged labour said that it was the safest place on earth but the public announcement you know how to without any secrets and uh lifestyle ignition on the radio and not like in afghanistan in english you know on the radio that should have said safest place on earth meaning per mouse so i remember at old haven calling me because cbs that night two hours after it broke out cbs announced already that there's already casualties and it's full of gas and everybody's having masks and there's gas and gas will hold scots with gas so huh yeah so people started call me andover had to take off his phone because he couldn't handle it anymore you know these are ever he says where's your level you know you're not the safest place on earth look there's gas so so i just asked the person once why did they call me why did they call me every rebel [Music] why do you call me it means it's going to be people marriage but safer than the united states it's going to it's announced on the radio the radio forecast they could haunt you then you could you have a problem because the opposite of said he means it and it means to take it to the bank and if you see it's otherwise the host a problem but what in the game is bringing this was it's not a bikua it's not a hachalota it's not two sides of the coins is my swagger lives here so he told me that they all came into bahrain have you ever [Music] time [Applause] oh [Music] foreign is [Music] [Laughter] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] okay guys [Applause] [Music] [Laughter] [Music] ya [Laughter] [Music] [Applause] [Music] he says [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] i [Music] yaya my [Applause] [Music] ya [Music] [Applause] [Music] my [Applause] i [Applause] foreign it's not a choice not a question uh after you it was a question yeah no you decided it should be a certain way it has to be lucas machete this has to be it's not a choice but you're gonna do what you have to do there's let's take us a little bit further a little bit more um we're continuing to what we're saying before to take this nakuta a little bit more so we said before that speaks many targets this is a manidaricus in beetle so before the rapper says even a beatle that a person is uh wants to be total is ready to be totally bottle he's ready to not have any existence whatsoever to be that he won't he won't have any identity whatsoever that's also not total bitter because he's still thinking about what he wants still still he still has a he's still still thinking about what he wants it's still something that he wants something about himself he's still thinking about his status he's gonna his status is that he won't have an identity he's still thinking about his own status a higher level of beetle he says a higher level of beetle a person i think about his status he's thinking about is it says even a bittle that you're thinking about what that you want to make it's still that you want to make that it's still you're happy about it it's what you want kabbalah sale is even more kabala took a mountain like a glass mountain and he put it on top of the heads of old eden and he said if you're going to be makable the tater if you can accept potatoes good if not pay take for us from over here is going to be where you're going to be buried and finished and the eden said and they listened they were they said we're accepting the tale right so there's a famous question about the eaton were ready to accept the tate in a normal way what do you have to able just to force them in such a crazy well anyway what kind of acceptance of the tater is this we say the eaton accepted the tata it was the first text subtitle that's like a very it's not a it's not a normal and i don't know davis the ones that we should make we should become connected to him this is a way to become too connected to come connect and he forced us come connected should inspire us he should show us uh should show us that it's the right way we should come to the conclusion that it's the right way it's the right thing to do took a mountain and said either you accept the taylor or nah if not you're gonna be buried right here that's what kind of a what kind of relationship with the is that i'm sure that they can shoot like a wave of connecting a lot of places speaks about this two types of avodah there's an avid that he himself sells himself to uh order and he sells he needs money he sells himself there's another kind of ever that's a higher kind of evid but the ev the best person sells him he doesn't have money to pay someone that he owes money to he stole from them the peasant cells it says don't only david that the peasant sold him he's allowed to marry us he has like a real status of inevitable sold himself he's not like entirely inevitable he doesn't have the status of inevitable status a regular person why what about it is if you decided to sell yourself today today odin you decided to say yourself what kind of evident you the whole reason why the odin why the master has control over you is only because you decided to do that if you wouldn't have decided to do that he would have no control on you so that means at the end of the day you're a big player over here are you really a servant that you're really a slave maybe in mama's just right now you have to listen to the are you really a slave you have you're the one that made yourself a slave you're the big player over here you're you're really a master you're not a slave a person that the peasant took him and sold him he had a choice they sold him it's not about him he was sold he's a real slave same thing if the tater would be given in such a way that we would accept potato we decided that's the right thing to do to accept the tata that would still be when i totally bought the today mr we decided to keep the tater if the abuse just went and told us you have no choice you have to accept the terror then it's not about us we really really bottle today says any even if a person has kabul a sale except it's not about what he wants he just listens to the ibiza if it's about his kabbalah sale that's not total bit has to be that the amish says you have no choice abrasive says you have no choice it didn't come from his decision that never goes even deeper than my minion but at least even deeper that was even then there's anonymous you have to lumpy you're not just saying that couldn't want to bring out a switzerland but even then never the fact is it's in such a way that you were forced right you were forced to be inevitable the fact is you existed before you were inevitable you existed before you went over the babysitter in other words you could have existed without being of the inevitable happen to be able to force it to be inevitable so in the end of the day it's like uh you also play a role over here in other words if you look at it like this if you say there are people which are not about them of their other people which have about them if they what does that mean the one which is inevitable could you say he plays no role whatsoever there's a reason why he's the evidence of the hebrew not someone else's evidence there's some hymn over here mixed in also the atmospherical is i can begin speaking to all time it's not a it's not a shia label there's no there's nothing else there's only the images in the first place a person has to recognize there's only there is there's no i might ever do damage to someone else is not available there's nothing else besides beethoven there's only a name about it it's not possible you have to look at everything in the world as if it's not possible there should be something which exists which is not connected today there is if we went through this very quick but if you look at the it takes such a mir this looks very like someone says when we get a fabric what's this uh what does this mean to us in other words how why we should hold on the the lowest diagonal right we should hold on the the lowest dagger the lowest dagger that he says in this mirror like we said before is also very high madre capital what does this all mean they say this is a very high level of bitter it's not really beetle it's a high level of bitterness i say this highest level that's brittle only this that is you can't there's nothing it's not like i have to think about something which is not about only that's bitter ammo says a lot a lot of my mother but if people learn my mother probably this is like a it's like a caveman in my bottom of the rabbit discusses one madrigal bitterness says no that's not really it's not really bitter every like i said before uluma it's like the twenty two aces of the hour face every single time it's in a different sediment zavada every single mine is bringing out it's nicodem but nevertheless there's a certain kava mahrez there's a certain theme that goes through all the members and this is by the rebels very much that will say this is not mr beethoven this is not amazing go higher and higher higher moderates hi i'm rodriguez i'm rodriguez was wilmington what what do you want from a person to say that ish this is not bitter this is not bitter this might be the what's what's what's what's this what's this gonna do what's gonna do for a person what is this what does he get from this what is it what's what's this mean so here's the word what does it say says very very smart a very sensitive command it's actually also which has the greatest level today comes down how could you compare what the shaman has down here with the way it's above right if we'll speak on a more practical level how can we compare us to avicino like he says in the moment we don't have to go to the center to the office he's saying how can we compare us we read stories about even though [Music] i'm very i'm black i'm i'm not there's lacking there's a lot of liking there's a lot of gila air lacking over here not you can't compare me whatsoever to my and then it says the nova nevertheless i'm beautiful there's something very amazing beautiful about this going into all that what comes out of my music is when a person doesn't want to do what he has to do it's not about he doesn't understand that he's supposed to do the right thing he doesn't uh have any madriga it's not that he what kind of person is he what kind of person is he is he a person that's bottled today mr is he a person that besides who he is what kind of person is a regular person and nevertheless he realizes the emphasis we have to listen to when a person when someone experiences alakos and that's mammal is connected to the so that's who he is it's still about what he is you can still talk about his identity what he is that's what he's experiencing when someone's not experiencing illicit nevertheless he says i'm listening to hey but nevertheless i'm living something he's listening to has nothing to do with him has to do only with a bistro nothing to do with him it has only to do with her he says i don't want me is it i want whatever i want but i listen to the ability nevertheless i do what i have to do this doing what you have to do has nothing to do with his his ex who he is it has only to do with the mister we have a problem if someone says that he's in this generation and he thinks that he's in the madriga of the city he's uh you know like i've again said before some people have to send to get a certain doctor yes he has a problem it's not that's not that's not the case that's far far from the amis but the problem sometimes person says i'm not feeling anything but i do what i have to do that's vinova that's that look the no second weight says and sit in circus there's a difference between kamas if you're talking quality or quantity if you're talking about quantity when is a person more about hashem where's more of him when all is feeling his emotions is connected to his sacrifice doesn't understand his connectivity every part of him has to do with but that's inequality but in quantity when a person not nothing no no part of him has to do with the nevertheless he forces himself to do what the abuser wants quantum in quality that's a deeper kind of beetle it's more more given over today it's it's deeper it's not about him whatsoever it's only about the industry here we have a talking the old time has to be only about if you learn this again again again again at this level of beatles still has to do with you it still has to do with you beatles only by the amish only is the embassy is avada if we're talking about what madriga we are we have no shaykhs we're not even [Music] but if we're talking about the video that the rabbit mounts from my house to today and the beetle that the rabbit moans if you go to the rabbit's cave the way the river wants well let's go back to the story i said before we said before that asked yes this problem has that problem what did i tell them did i tell them this problem that you have this problem that you have that's the uncle's problems the viola you i have this problem this problem stop wasting time divinely you could you could you could value you could do you know you know he could be violent how much terror you could learn how much you could have the rabbit doesn't give rest whatever didn't get doesn't give a minute not even either not a person can't feel even upset a person feels if a person says status we are not holding where we where i'm all male uh i could be involved in gasmus that's that means that he's not uh [Music] involved in his own union but if a person says if it's gonna be about me about my rodriguez forget about it the violin let me know what davis wants oh he doesn't have a second to think about himself oh but what's it going to be it's all going to be about a person has to go to say that every second has to be thinking about well what could i do what could i achieve now what could i what could i what could i what could be done now foreign when he left when he wanted to leave the maggie the first time i don't know if it was the first i think it was the first time i'd leave the mag because he was finished being there for a while i wanted to go so he also came to spazz [Music] i want to come with you a little bit went into the horse and buggy and he said after they went for a little bit he said to the balagola to the wagon driver he said to him schmeiz de ferdin you should hit the horses as they hit them as they very very hard there's different gestures in the mice but this is the might say this is the thing that is the fairness they feel like so hard that they should go so fast and busy this is nfl experience are not registering that they should go so fast they should forget how to defend the appeal said that people said these gifts to the man people said bill patches set a beer what's the chat so the bill said that is it so everyone has always the question of course this is there's a person that he's busy fixing his goof his scoop should be the way it's supposed to be he should change over his glove then there's a person that focuses only on his duchamp he only focuses on what he's supposed to do and he only focuses on what he's supposed to do and it's the shaman he forgets about the gov forgets about mama when he forgets about the golf okay so he didn't ever he never thought about the gloves he doesn't know where the goof is hold it so when he gets i don't know where i'm holding i don't know where i'm going to be taken but i forgot to miss the muscles from the mouth he said this is such an unbelievable indian i have to go back to the market and state another year by the market after this so the way the bill was explaining it is which is very similar to the way that explains that we're saying the word is there's another way it's the director of a person focused on where he's holding where am i hold where am i what's my my status that's also but there's another direction of it that you just do what you have to do you got to do what you have to do you don't even have time to think about your status because you have time to think about yourself of course it's not even a question that every person has to make a judgment on their fashion miss man why because if you want to do what you have to do is how do you even uh you have to make some sort of calculation a person does business if he doesn't make a calculation he doesn't see where he's holding what works what doesn't work what's what's he doing good what's he's not doing good he pushes he's not even who says he's even doing good he has to make sure he's doing the right thing practically what's the best way to go for it what's the best what's going to work the best not to go for it that's what that is let the force go so far so fast that he should now forget that he's always he doesn't even have to know his voice this is this is what comes out from the siphon of the besides the example i don't know if it's really to say even such a thing i don't want to sound like i'm saying comparing that obey him [Music] obviously what means is not what we mean when we say that if someone regular would say that i'm not but i'm just saying could someone imagine that i'd be saying such a thing could someone imagine such that i was saying allah al-khaim we should be able to learn today a month work work hard work hard two two tattoos don't even never have a second of sipoc you know what type of person i'll be if i have that have either [Music] there's no such thing never let's say this don't think only about this there's no you in the first place says it's not a it's not an exciting evader no one says that it's exciting it's not uh it's not something that has a gratification it feels feels [Music] [Applause] yes [Applause] a [Applause] [Music] [Applause] yeah foreign [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] foreign [Applause] [Music] my [Applause] i think you added too much water to it you added too much water you're [Music] oh [Applause] okay [Applause] [Music] [Applause] when you're feeling when you're feeling who you truly are [Applause] wow [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] now it's not about social distancing and now it seems like just distancing apple's social data foreign [Music] i just i saw today a letter from whatever coded some place in uh vishwa ledershire he doesn't know how to take care of you unless you go to work yeah he's often done so if there is no person in the world who taught us more about meister the foil tom like today was sitting on the porch and so the rabbit came home and the rabbits were sitting on the porch and the devil went outside of the porch and they had a tea together and then they never looked in the zagas a few minutes later it's come again so let's go eat supper out i didn't go to the country then clinton hateful for he didn't go to the countries but summer they would rent a house in queens and bell harbor requests and other places on the water that was obviously looked you know from boston that's what they had rented a house and they would go for ten days for two weeks that was the coffee so they rented a house for the rabbits the rabbit snaps a house in belle harbor someplace else just half an hour away huh so they begged that ever that the rabbisson is there alone you know that episode is fun you know you could do the whole avoid the whole day it takes a half an hour to go they take a car and go and you know be there at night and come back to your average by day so the rebel says didn't start with the nasius he has no time so he doesn't go anyplace didn't exist didn't have god [Music] is [Music] he said that receive an enzyme state another sort of that developed with the salah every second so it is gateway the world gets the salah gets it gets elevated gets we're going to refine english too okay so the world gets refined every moment we get a moment closer to mashiach on the other hand we see that every wakes up in the morning six o'clock and everybody's sleeping because everybody was drinking and shaking in the crazy world what goes on into the world till two o'clock in the morning when he wakes up to go to shirlen he goes to kyocita six o'clock in the morning till seven o'clock he learns scissors then he goes down or the slow he said then he goes down he says in between sunday parties he walked out of manhattan the world fell 10 madrigas became the worst you could think of it's monday parties moloch and the world is 10 madriga slower than yesterday and this younger man wakes up do you know what happened so you have something to give over to another eat to learn with another eat and then potato permeates and makes mice so nice yeah you know there's a mostly video that everybody knows you know there's a lady who comes to the demo she comes to the level and she tells whatever gives her a dollar and she doesn't have to dream a letter then smiles gives her another dollar that's just tells the leader she doesn't that since you turned 70 she's planning to retire i'm paraphrasing but the level says i'm going on 90. i have a game plan for the next 20 years you're retiring at 70. rodriguez we were left with mice citizens sponsored it's like has been that the whole tackles of debris zillions of great darkness yeah you take a flashlight middle of the night and you shine on a tree all the way you see absolutely nothing yeah it's dark it hits the targets there you see the light yeah all the elements is styles as you read and you read and you read and you read it to get to what to get to all of us the bottom line is the alter episodes nobody explains it better than the alter everybody in order to the same way the rabies tragedy from the world it took a billion dollars still to be able to heal so to to get to this it's the sinking pyramid absolutely not this was the tackles of everything [Music] tells the story that david chase all of a sudden he went by the river he was a big girl and he was a big um advent for the yeshiva he was by mahdi and he told the rebels did you make a contract with hashem that things will be easy since when they have his contract what is that you ask any other rebel you ask anybody how will they explain to you don't worry it's it's like when i became i remember one of our who couldn't become because his wife never didn't alarm to go along it was a difficult massive and he lived in williamsburg but he was longing for this until today he comes and against them so he told me so he can't get these guys they never have a bad day he can't get him he says if it's good it'll have other goods this is good it's good if it is good it is utica it is not lesser it's not heavy it's stiffer you can't get these guys are always else's who say this you know the word a day lower oh so you have to wake up nothing about luck that's the way that i in this debate we have roma dragons at all we're just going so yeah ah so we have to do that absolutely not absolutely not because he had a calendar so the arena was like in that silence you can't play yeah that is basically our only option now that that's our only option yes we can turn away though because i've been told that before they were distracted by illusion yes you could say that right so let's find that it's not the advice there was gated that's the shopkins is is that a person has to realize the real beetle is the best doesn't you so you have to find the real you then you'll be bottled because the real you that's the that's what it is that this is am i i said stop drinking it was a big drinker for this [Music] [Laughter] foreign a in a 50 year old kid on a beard are you jewish again the question right ready answer the question again again again say like a person that doesn't bother him the question is the answer's not an answer also if you think you're sexist um is the best faker that we can look who's that you say oh the best place someone thinks is the best place [Music] is has three letters that are similar to hey the difference is like it's cool it goes downwards a little more right that's missing the right is side left is uh it doesn't it goes all the way up is the top one is the right one and the left one is mice you have three types of mistakes there's three types of mistakes someone can make you have a kof that's like you have much of a demise everything's like hey the only problem is the maesa the left column goes a little bit under the mash of individual that's like those people who think that you we have to tackle so we could even ban the lose the rules of tata we could go away from the misguided we can bend the rules of theta to make it then you have like that another thing that you make that they think that they like them they say they just have to have much of the more mystic they don't want mice they don't care about mice they just go tennis is very good yes all three what's the problem this is even better the hay is a problem the hair is missing a little bit in the mice it's a little bit uh have sick over there what's the problem is as he thinks that my sister will be shoveled with myself he thinks as uh going and doing mice to the kenyan is just as good as mistaken he says i'm this is so uh but then i came to leverage many years later and i learned with bahrain and i realized that it's like it's like yes he um and i don't even see [Music] yeah so i i came down to the babies i saw boko haram who who in the diapers knew already much deeper than anything please another pie please [Music] [Laughter] and a few others being jumped in and before i would smack your vague and they come to the hill and came out he was sitting outside [Music] is i was a brazilian kid i didn't know the rules of philip i didn't know but i was telling you he said there were years they never went on the same bus together with everybody on the same bus so he ready so he came to brazil just came off the boat so i was standing mommy's touching the he walked back when he walked back out he said huh and then he started after he walked back and started crying yeah so far when did you make a contract in other words ever saw such a thing a person goes to work with a brand new job it's a good job paying to two hundred thousand dollars a year and abs yeah okay so yeah well he gets a good job and tuesday afternoon he goes to the bala bus and says it's a little too hard you can't have a break for two days you know can i get my check at least friday's payday you know summer is so hotter it's even even harder so okay so that's your job that's why we're here made the pizza here that's the bottom line um when we opened the cabanas suffering isaac so the first shabbos we had a kiddush the kid is sitting around and we asked everybody to introduce themselves say their name so we started to the first guy sitting on my right next to isaac mr palace all of us all thanks though mr palace palace mr palace is a i think he's a he was a friend with um you know the shimons used to go with a person he was their friend too so my kids are so he was a very shy person from akhta mensch so i told him to stand up and say about exactly the rabbi you know i don't i don't like the limelight i can't talk in public no is so i went to the next the next the whole table everybody went around and when everybody finished mr pelos stood up and he said you know what i was inspired i'd like to say something too so i stood up and i told the story once upon a friday he says in the laboratories do what they do so there were two there was a family a mother a father and a three-year-old girl walking down the famous landmark in manhattan the fifth avenue library which has a white street white and has all the marvel stones the stairs the whole block and they were walking down those wide stairs alabachers do what they do and two 15 year olds or 60 year old kids walked up the stairs and they spotted that little girl by the edition of shaman yiddish upon them and they asked her are you jewish she smiled happily she said yes and they asked her are you lighting shovels candles who started shrugging shoulders me a kid my mother sometimes when she's not busy when she doesn't have a job sometimes she likes when we make a meal she likes fridays friday night candy so these two bachelorettes didn't know any months you know they just told them so this heat continues and he says and this little girl took her very very serious and she never missed a friday night without lighting the candles and this little girl is now a mother of six and she's the mikvy lady in the five towns and then he started choking and he couldn't talk any further and finally spilled it out and he said and that six-year-old is my daughter i just turned to him and i said mr pels this is the story you wanted to hold back from us this is the story you wanted to hide you know they don't know today till today what they did you'll find out when comes it's not written up in prague and that is safer than any it happened whether the one of the millions of stories that happens at this time he said he thinks maybe the girl is laughing at him she took it she didn't take it and she's it's dayless ready for this of you know myself everybody knows today because makes money of it talks about it all right once again and and you know 30 years later another sleek will find out that you know the story that ah they became from because it doesn't only care about a little girl on fifth avenue on the stairs of the public library of uh you know the new york public library he cares i was sitting once over here was the bible school over here i was forbidden with girls and i asked to shyla the girls so he found desire so i asked these girls what are we fooling what did i talk about i'm not we will be fooling are we kidding ourselves did anybody was anybody misfollowed a second before gimbal thomas rahman so one of the girls told me no it's really true it's 100 percent true nobody was best followed before game of thomas for that because we had both we had the yacht that anybody knows and anybody remembers how it looked like before gimmel thomas the drive the generator that ever generated of highest of life i suffered to them it's somebody told me i didn't do it but you could all do it today with the click of a button that you did a search right here status all on online and then on a server or whatever it is you can do a search of words of phrases so what do you think the word that ever used the most in his life in all secrets i mean i asked everybody so somebody told me he did a search for his suffering there's nothing more than the name i suffered he was driving you driving you you know a thursday night like like tonight in paris the traffic to go up to the catskills was impossible because all the balabata will never work all year all week long at home and the vipers it's inviting in the country for showers friday thursday afternoon you know friday california is night and friday afternoon everybody came back because they never get fabregas or they're after that when they had beepers ask isaac and the beeper you know you couldn't go to sleep and the people ran off upside down you could not sleep you couldn't [Music] if you want if you're looking for the rabbit how many shlokha went out after giving thomas and how many men before however but before that we had the milo of the rebel being if someone wants to make it if someone wants if it's if some of those the melody is even bigger than he wants and that's the tacolis and that's the myla of gollus because it brings out a bigger chukka that's the mile of titan he says the ben melo wait a second ah so my father wants me to be in goalers oh so i'm happy about it says that but then he lost the whole time the whole whole goal is the calculus of yankee that we need to go to girls has to be honest the moment he's happy with it what there was a drive because you slept when you slept on that there's no replacement now let's go so there were a few siddha sustainable thursday night they got together in each other and the schwere found out about it again he said if this doesn't stop so he gave him two options either you stop going to the level or you stop with this ends for this way what do you do so this that's how the story goes that was itchy told them stop coming to me because you forget but do not stop go to the side because the resistance is you will have me too if you stop going to the sydney you'll lose me as well even if you're commensters [Music] you know this begging and this yearning and this like everything in galas brings the trek of ahab as the mimer explains that and the take of it becomes bigger than the vacations of the nusama you can ask there the same question yet vegas that no matter what will never come or even behave never going to be like the drake islamic will give you will replace you more than that me is they don't [Music] it was not well and so the gaba had to translate simpson to translate so um from [Music] sweden like this just an introduction to nazis that in california and agura hills there was a secretary of the khabarovs in negro hills so the secretary that she her name was sylvia she worked for i guess brisket place in the cabardos and she had a daughter who worked in a documentary a film company a documentary company and after a while she went over to us and worked with her daughter in that other company she spent a number of years in kamado she knew ravaged in the host the whole thing the player the one day the boss walks in at the boss with the schwarzer boss this company the film company was the schwarzer boss he walks into the company and he says that this movie that we're working on now whatever project that's it and he's he's leaving that's the last project he's going off to israel so she asked sylvia what's my eye he said is that crazy you don't understand she's telling what's my sin it's like this okay so okay not long ago a few weeks ago we came up with shabbos the night the night of uh that he was he was he spent the weekend then with his parents in the south side of chicago south side chicago is more schweitzer than harawa southside chicago he spent the shops so much his shops he go he goes to sleep in the middle of his sleep he tells the sylvia the middle of the sleep he has like he can see like a like a cloud coming in and dissipating and a face appears and asks tells him the way he heard it when are you going to return to judea he heard he heard that voice saying when will you return to judea and if i say he was an idol guy says a stick of religious whatever so so he started thinking about it but the next morning he walks that wakes up and he was in his parents house south side of chicago the next morning was it was the that was kimbo thomas that was the gimbal thomas so all the cable stations were carrying you know the whole the mice levi and the gansomeister and they were shooting the pictures of the rebel on the screen so he looks he says that's the face i saw in my dream that's the face i saw and they're signed there with the eraser for more information whatever their banners going across the screen with phone numbers so he calls up and uh if you hear he heard what happened fine well he decides so he's telling this to sylvia so sylvia said i know about the babbage i worked i worked you're not going anywhere yet so she makes an appointment for him to meet one wonderful works with the briskey's levin levine 11 l-e-b-i-n-e i think 11 we mean i heard i spoke to him i called him up i asked him one here if the mice he says take a true but well she made a between this her boss and his rabbit and the cake gates again and he has a meeting with him he tells the whole home i said he said with me in france finds interesting starts talking about i have what i want i it comes out like this that he he asked him to bring he had the rebel ravine asks this guy the director the producer bring him a picture of the family of his of his wife his mother and family well he brings me a picture of the family the mama is vice via and all her family is white mamcha caucasian what was the meister vice stories they they from europe and they ended up in the caribbean one of the caribbean islands and they're the only people there okay surprises anyway all the men have ended up marrying schwarzes you know you're one of the boys they put on 200 with them then the first time but i don't know what happened afterwards but i think what's the rabbit busy doing gimbal times right now he was busy chasing jewish and genres mom is busy but the night of the establishment he's made it's busy making the shamans i'm gonna get amazing right whatever [Applause] this you know we do get lukewarm and kalila even less if you don't let it see this because this is the key that keeps us together you know but um i i heard once from robert weinberg interesting he told the story he said so this heat looks at him you're going to meet the lava with saliva so what are you doing on the departure line in jfk doesn't know that i believe in new york so we so instead of my mind i've told him i'm mostly yes so he told him if you launch a missile it says the site where you launch an island is awesome it's unbelievable it's a few blocks but should shiver the glass could break when when you launch that missile made it he says but it never comes close not even a fraction to the place where the hit with the missile hits it's that's the launching site of chabad that's where it's launching but i'm going to california now that's where the missiles hit that's what it says i'm going there so this is so i just want to finish off the story it's a very dear story to me i heard something man who's dominic with next to him and and i just forgot what his name was about it because when they told me there was a mice with him he says he was sitting by the victor miller giving his speeches and i think the military is a very very strong opinionated person yeah is very strong nevertheless he was not a politician and he was not obamacare he had nothing against any godly he spoke dice you know he was a so he said one week he started to knock against all the columns that literally should make for kirif make a coil containing the light for two three years till the kids grow up they make it when they come back and understand other things like so he said that a human being is dependent on his environment he's influenced by environment it's not shy and otherwise and it's connected you know [Music] sitting next to me in the back he stood up raised his hand and he said rabbi miller i heard you personally talking fondly about lubbock many times and he doesn't send 10 people together he says and nobody's there but how come you're not talking against them he says i didn't talk about laboratories i'm talking about the color frederica why not he says why only so he said that we know what his name is given he said no matter where he goes never left 77 i'm talking to people who travel and go away you know and we never left that ever and gimbal thomas didn't take the reb away from us because we never left 770. yes you know foreign okay is [Music] i [Music] a i [Music] [Applause] [Music] oh foreign [Music] oh [Music] [Applause] foreign [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] oh [Music] you