English — מאמר ד''ה כי תשא תשט''ז שיעור ב' , הרב שמואל אבצן שנת תשפ"ה

yes few asked chist on the middle and also I saw on the WhatsApp chat similar questions were asked so we'll try to we'll try to dig in a bit over there try to explain at least in chlo what's going on over here um obviously it's a very trying not to get lost and if I go off track just pull me uh pull me back in yeah okay okay so basically it starts halfway through no that's giml giml and right or somewh part of and then giml and then in it speaks about the Indian that on before we get to what's what's the what's here and what's the first anyone specific sh list on the S huh come from theum itself doesn't come from the oh yeah what's right that's the first sh pretty much everyone asked that different the famous letter of what's the's but in the mo there's no and what's the that right is by that here we come and say there and that's how's it how's it one two brings brings here as well he brings it and other that are the same right that when he gives the why can't we say that so there's a few different right remember but in there's and there but it changes a bit but what's one of theas that he says there in in Al in other places we mentioned that here that's from but then the ver that he says is that and I think that's right meaning that's where is not but where there aren it's you can't say that that's where the is where the is is because it's right an adult that has more an adult that has more and more they're more developed character human being so their etum is less right whatever the is or the is the whichever context is but the the the the the more character someone has and the more complex someone is the the is less there yeah you don't really have it here we say what is right so so obviously when we speak here about the being different a different kind of hel put on the we'll get back to that just wanted to put that point because that's something obviously that comes up another Shila is K have asked what's the sh in the beginning of theot page what's the sh first what's the sh what's he asking translate into English or Gish or just say the words in Hebrew whatever whatever works for yeah asks every world is to a higher world so if you want to every world could be considered make a and make it in go way up to it's always element of so first of all what's the sh meaning what what were we thinking in the previous rings can be it's not about space it's not a spatial thing it's lower a lower level lower floor it means we go we're talking about which is the biggest the cont is in the context of that's what it's all about right when we speak about higher or lower what do we mean it's all about what is more connected to the what is what does what gets less in the way what's more transparent and reveals its source and what's less so that's why because he wants the lowest place that is H every world is a on some level yeah but but we want the not not on some level what's the question okay now let's say so let's say he's coming and he's asking you could have the big the biggest but you don't need the biggest sure wants a you have a here here you got your is a bigger T there's always bigger idiots yeah he's enough of an idiot yeah hel there's a love of of a hel on the truth okay then what's the answer to that see the answer no it's not good enough why cuz the higher [Music] so you can't reach Atmos what about okay so therefore what and there's a hel onos he says goes on he says a helos therefore what so this pretty much goes throughout the the whole that here we [Music] have a hel on Theos so when you're you take away the helm you come to anus because here there's a Helm and a hel even on Atmos so you take away the hel you reach Atmos think right three lines from the bottom of 31 because they are they're notos and they don't become a first what does that mean so therefore it's a foros that's a bit counterintuitive according to this logic are not definit so feel very comfortable there no not only the onos and therefore become right so other than saying the word atos five times it sounds like a bit of a how does that work what's the logic okay and the higher worlds you're saying it's not even mil it's so disconnected from atos and what would that mean what mean he's saying the whole time that he's saying from that's the main that it shouldn't be felt which implies in a higher world that someone is felt so that that's great if is felt what's the Hope what does mean what's right means that he feels at home he's comfortable there he's able to express himself so he's able to express himself only where he's n in the higher world what's happening and what are the different stages okay so that says that a lot of his written is very somewhat cryptic and B even but when it comes to actual ver bit so so I can't say and it's not M I can't say that it's definitely the this is basic what's move over here and in other places seems to be at least say one or two how to understand look okay first of all like this peric why did create the world because he wants a then he goes on and he says right means means a world where there's a total and and that's where this and that's where he wants to do then he goes on and says bottom of the page the whole process of having one world another world another dark another it's not for the higher world it's not for why okay let's put that on the side because it's important statement you have to understand what that means rather which in this world in this world will be and here will be May in a place of total darkness so it's much greater it's much greater Gil because when you have dark the darkness transformed into light or either light seen in the Darkness or that the darkness itself is transformed into light it's much greater okay so two points first we'll discuss the issue with with and then and then the so first of all what's the issue with what does it mean so the EMS is that it seems that that it's hard to say clear what the is but the way it was learned the way understood previous was different than the way we understand it and the way Tau in the first very clearly was like this that the can't be for the because to them because to them there is a from the how could we say let's say let's talk about yeah is it is is the point is the goal say no you can't say it's the goal why because they because to them is a there's a there's a lower level after it how can you say that's the goal if it doesn't finish there if the whole goal of the and is to reach so let's get down to and stop right there we'll get and whatever whatever yeah and and full stop the go let's go down the and stop there why is there after is there why is there Bri why why are they all here so since to them there's V there's a greater that happens after them so they can't be the mat the learns in and also before in other places is if the language of is not from them like to they themselves since they themselves are they are and what's there and you can't say you can't you can't say that the the O the O is is is in a great place right that the in a very high level and then the goes down and is and there's less how how could the mat be be for you now it's a big it's a big this new beer that the gives why because the beer that was learned before it fits sort of right in and it makes sense how can you say that the goal is if you if we're starting from stage one and we go all the way down to Stage 10 how can you say the goal is stage five if the goal is stage five which should we go one to five and finish by five why would there be six seven eight nine 10 why would there be another five steps obviously the goal is to finish all 10 steps but if you say you can't say that the is for that specific that specific because that that is on a lower level than higher the what the problem with that beer I'll come back and say one second your issue with withus or your issue with is that there's less there than in than in the the higher worlds so what's your solution Your solution is which is what the greatest hel in the greatest hel in which is a bigger so the problem with the higher world is that there's a so what's your solution that there the solution let's go to a deep to a bigger how is that an answer how is that a solution that's been to the issue the first side the the half of the problem with or what's lacking why does want what's the answer why does he want a of the greatest what's the reason for that what's the answer canash right where does it say that tashion right it's a word that they asked about what's the like what's what's what's what's the point what's the point of this T said can but in it's not really what it says in doesn't see he actually gives a pretty decent what's the I read it before the is that we see this in it works that way right if someone's in darkness for a long time yeah these hostages came out they didn't see the light of day for some of them for over a year all of a you see o the O is one you appreciate the O A lot more but not only you appreciate the the has a lot more meaning much stronger it's not only o seen in the darkness that the darkness itself is transformed into light it's a whole new level of the I think over here he bring in m no it's later in the they're not sure in the 34 one second is H different H get different IND there a special when people will pay a lot of money for a parrot what's he saying he's saying nonsense your little kid could say a lot better so is that there is a there is a there is place of comes so on the one hand we see in t we see that there is a certain HB two which there is at least even though that itself right even even the even is only because he decided because talking about inos there's no there's no Rhyme or Reason right the whole concept of tamas doesn't exist only because he decided but he decided that me to slish in some level of tamas that's one level then there's a higher level which is there's no there's no at the end of the day because that really is that the enjoys a good parrot by us we see a word this B you see you see a par it's cool you see uh whatever any something you don't expect right what's a joke why people laugh at a joke it's like especially a Riddle That You Don't See It Coming right you don't see the punchline that's what's funny why could you don't expect it you're looking One Direction and something comes from a completely different direction so by is out of our box there makes him happy it's like first of all there's no any comes from him right it's all there is no the is from him the nest is from him so so UL is not real so you have to come to I'm saying a few different I'm try to to get to bring it into the mare explain it goes in our okay now in the first so now in our mare in so the first he says is that what [Music] and in order to be and in order to get a g course you have to you have to have your gear it's so when you're M your the hel then you come toos so through the higher world you can't reach only [Music] so you reach okay so what's the here according to the right you can't take the same because came after a question that we asked and we we come to a new beer or we need a TI beer what's the beer inim without so in is like this the the wants what's the ver of before we get to what he gets out of it but through when one I can't say that give me a second yeah like that that that when you go to a place where there's a lack of and there you bring a g so let's say there's a certain over here right there's a certain here and that is what wants or it makes the happy that's that's where there's a dear in the worlds in the higher worlds where there it's not there it's not it's not the kavana you don't have you just have a certain level so have a great why you only get from hel fine so that's that's that's very simple comes and he asks like this he says one second if the ver is what makes unique that that hel the higher World also have hel it's not hel but it's hel meaning in a there's more Helen there's more Helen than than than K in K there more hell and than so if now if we will be in that world and we'll bring down a greater G then is there on a natural right which exists like in there is regular G then there's so if we're bringing more Gil than there was before so it's some level of so there was a Helm on on a certain o the O that's in is that that cannot beala here and now you break through that hell and you bring a a greater Gill There You Go so so you did the which is what to to be to bring into a place where it previously did not exist it's not its natural place so there was in but only a lower level of now we're able to bring a greater G whichever the O exactly are and that's it you may if that's what if that's what if that's the if that's what we need for to Beal we could do as well who said you need the lowest of the low you need low you need so here he comes the ver isn't the ver isn't that find Helm and bring a Gil there or turn on your you have regular lights now you bring fluorescent you bring what what the new the white huh LED yeah bring LED lights it's all it's good right that's not the for you have to come face to face with Helm itself with Helen right not it's not a it's not a circumstantial hel meaning meaning it's there is some Gil here but it's not g I need a greater Gil no that's not what's going to come the V over here is it's by dealing with Helm the the helm itself the workings and the anatomy of Helm we Atmos isala where we where we come face to face withus what's so here's interesting as I said there when it comes to you can understand as some level of right the first would be the of of right or you say that can cashion it right this is what he wants this is the type but then there's another V which is which you have a lot which gives some kind of but is what's the say but the truth is that could have only happened in is like this okay and what if you wanted right Co you make a in the med original is go like this always been to created the world that's the so first of all this this this a here know very different than first of all it's not the reason for creating the world it's as the world's already as the process already started the world's already being created and the world's already being created and they looks at this world and he's like one second the are pretty cool place they are very comfortable is such the it's a disconnect I want a home there as well right I want a vacation home also in but and for a different time learns that so is it just happen like so part of the he wanted he could have wanted he could have wanted to be why this place can be a for there's a very the second half of the is about learning somehow that goes into that because that's about doing so definitely it's but the first half is very very very there about all these four elements are are circular they all lead one to another and the point is that can only happen why because is is only has a only exist byos is only mentioned earlier that which means that and are two different l languages two different languages be right so let's say so what's understanding appreciating everything about is now that's that's what's felt and expressed and the bit that exist in Old in the higher world in the that's what they connect with right they're btle today because they see they see and then there's and then there's Atmos Atmos is what is the Beyond any description and Beyond any connection and any mil and any appreciation for him just just his they don't have a they don't connect and there's no there's no context for the whole discussion about Atmos right cuz they have relationship when you have a relationship with somebody when you're connecting with somebody so you're connecting to the G right that's what's there obviously it's and and the they are the higher level high they their whole conversation their whole connection is the is right they don't appreciate the they don't they hand [Music] what happens in so there's no there's no and where does where come from only he can create here there's a few points basically there's three four different ways how to approach this this indan in different so one is that can be created only from only can create that's number one number two is because there's no herish here because but there's no there's no so when there's no there's nothing to right just like a a little child a little baby when there's no no there's no the the is is right what do you have a child life was a whole uh discussion last week two babies what's what happened so so people were asking this talk it's a massive tragedy like what there were thousands of people killed and hundreds of hostages and like like what's the ver just an emotional thing and but there's a certain that that that young children like little babies G don't get in the way right you see you see the of Life see is is that because there's no o here whatsoever so in order to bring a gilly o into the this world it has to come through complete in the higher world you say okay there's a lower level of and there's not a greater what do you have to do now deeper something that's there you just have to find ways to express it there's no whatsoever it's complete what do you need here you have to be something it's almost like it doesn't exist in order to something you need right only could could could just like only could create so only can give us the down here in this world to to do which is to bring a in the world there's no now when we say there's no he says there's no no there's a even on always what do we mean by and this the this it seems that that is world only in this world it's not we say that the higher world is no so what are we saying the Gil and not Gil so if we're so just a few minutes ago they said if we're speaking about what's the what's the that's the that's what that's what they relate to that's what they say that's what they see right adults sitting in the room what do we talk we talk we talk mid that's that's our conversation that's where our minds are that's where our hearts are that's our them licked sh with little kids so what's the conversation what's the communication with little children Right comes out to little kid much more that's that's where that's where that's when we say that the is here what do we mean theim is here is here but it's not here means do we in this world in in the the right the we see the the whole idea let's say the human ego the human ego is someone comes over to me and hurts me before I start rationalizing and I do my and I should feel bad it hurts do make a it someone offends me that's make a CH it it's a natural response that we all have now where do we have this ego from our ego comes right from the first from but that but that's the truth that's not the herish that's not the Gil down here without without the the human ego and the the there's [Music] no not notos notos yes once people once people start thinking once people start some sort of emotion some sort ofish then then they're a they find they find they could see that in them where does it come from it comes from but that's already The Next Step but the first the first step that we have here the natural response is no there's no now so so so we so we have two oppos going on on the one hand what's the's right it's existence that's what ego is ego is a conversation of ego is what what is ego ego is I I exist doesn't make any sense have people that have great projects have great ideas could turn over the world and their ego just gets in the way right they want some attention they want some cover like like what are you doing you literally can do so much ego ego doesn't have an his conion right that's the ideaa of ego ego just is it's not rational so on the one hand the is but but which the the way we understand it not of the so the in this world but and not in any other world because any other world even though the is not beh because people are in touch with the and they recognize the go the there but they don't think about or they don't right it's not they're her by because because they're in the world of G so so the whole context of is not in their world they don't speak that of but just we don't we mistranslate it we think when we hear we think my ego my and not the the not the Em which is's existence but that's the that in this world where there is just we associated with with with with with through so so so because in this world it's not about it's about so right so here we're dealing with we're dealing with energy so once we that so once a person works on himself and comes to [Music] one second where did my ego come from how did my ego how do my ego exist they can only come from you're able to because you're dealing with where the is right the true is but is here that's that's the that's one another is that something that has no that comes through the which is gives us the completely and be and so so when we take we take something that is no whatsoever and we're able to be how's such a thing possible how could we have two but then That's a g of that only enables can enable such a thing but but I don't have to go de for this more the first so that's the that through being oh you brought a g they amazing you did a here a here not only in the lower World there a in the higher World okay the is in this world I don't need any is good right you get 10 points for for trying you did you already did it great according to or or not the in the context of that I did something um I added something that wasn't here right I brought o into a or a higher level of O into place there wasn't before the ver over here is that only in a place of only in a place of can be the higher worlds even the lower ones of the higher worlds where there's a hel but it's not a hel of it's G it's just lower levels of G so so because it's because it's a world of which is a world of only here