R' Yoel Roth - Shavuos, The Time To Restart Life

okay good morning a good morning my old special students commutes a sham next week we going into the holy aunt of she is so let's say something a good word but we could take out from Kabul is a Toyota there is a meaning that she is they make a cedar we eat Milotic there's a lot of time why we eating she is very melodic but it's a very special special word from Arras because she is Kabul it's a Toyota every year she is the person has a chance to start from new now I'm standing by bark in IRC night I want to be good I want to be closed I want to be connected to Hashem I want to start Lane and I want to start diving I wanna be good I want to do good only good things so there ever says he just ran by people the middle from Shaker how is a shaker forgetfulness is a Hassoun it's like it's a problem people say I have a shot a cop I have a I'm so stupid and I forget I guess what I learn I forget things so the rebus said I flew oil on by the world but people Shakur is sued by an eye on forgetfulness it's a problem I will actually I'm I considered it it's a it's a miler it's not a problem it's a special thing if a person forgets why because if a person what remember all flat all days they were not good so good for him all problems all the past you not do nothing sorry gosh miss the cyber acne is because let's say the gosh me is prison wake up in the morning tell me where you go work why go struggling your business you know remember that you are fail it you don't remember that everything in every day and everywhere what he's trying to do it your your you failed what you see in the morning I'm going to the Shiva every day so I cross by the the the the BQE expressway anytime is a better Avenue I look down trailers vans buses where they go where they running where they rushing everybody just wake up with with a the fresh cut the roots me but the will today gonna be the day where I'm gonna succeed I'm gonna make money I can I gonna I'm gonna build up my business I gonna be rich I can a bar and I get this tell the answer on the day everybody goes sleeps broke I don't know nothing there's nothing I was gonna be he was gonna be its and and the world is gonna be fight similar hummus and then Wars and then in the canopies going down I was gonna be what's gonna be but in the morning person forgot everything okay let's let's take a shower let's go to the gym let's start right there look did they gonna be the day I gonna make money so the devil says if a person but but remember everything what was yesterday two days last week he would lay in bed depressed please I'm finish I'm doing I'm not for me it's not for me in the same thing Barack Nia's Y person don't don't come to shield oven you don't know me one day I'm going to shield the next few days not going with you and every time I start and I tell I start an affair so leave it like this there's people that kind of people to Dominic that kind of people put it till the kind of people that I don't know I'm not for business this is not my business you understand why because I'm just letting my past all time I'm I better my you know these days it's not for me so the rebels fares her presence forgot the he has this thing for for get furnace chica so what why I'm not why I'm not taking an image and tell him to learn a little bit why because what what I do I did nothing I'm now newborn I'm a newborn baby I said an Aggie born king newborn baby there's a selected thing by people let's say yes friends you found you find you find out from the rubber discuss because you start thinking I'm going I'm going from this day to be good then start governing learning yeah start talking nice clean then you found the old friend ah you got a framer you I said he became from I'm gonna tell everybody who you are I know you from their days your strike it's your am an evil first of all this is alive in the toilet this is the love of the Toyota when you met about Cheever not allowed to say oh yeah well Cheever I can I give him I don't mind you you do it for two years ago you do this do this it's a lot it's a love I love every every word you say there's a lovin I told you not not allowed to go to again I get Lind you say what you with this mouth you Lynn you pounding the violence it tries to spork blood animals all not crucial things with this mouth you you going to talk to a sham it's alive the tighter like soy me each as a mister you're not allowed to stay for a dad oh you're trying to eat a shiny eat there's no English I need ya know there's a few words in English that they take from you dish slap in oil VY and how you say China heat you make yourself like oh you're learning well I can remember you you eat food from everywhere and every didn't make it to the action get in a fight with them all now there's a lava Latoya the travel is the same thing that you're not allowed to state for other person you know how love the state for yourself for your own self but now I'm starting to be good so there ever stands but the world I'd slow oil on but people shake please it's a it's a casued people look up forgiveness forgetfulness it's a problematic up but by meet by by by me it's a mala you start you have to forget everything what you did start from now to be good ask a person why you don't come ashore till there's years another Patil so go today put 12 what is the yesterday what has yesterday to do with today you didn't put yesterday trail you have to do chivonne this today go put Tim why you don't keep Shabbos why are you taking movies you wipe out your tablet you watch movie troubles you have to hold Shabbos this years I'm not so what has this all years you do not good things with this shovel man with Chavez now put on your cigarette put away your phone and keep Shabbos hold Chavez but it's so hard for a person because the slapping is past I have a mirage says but the animals whose the king but animals align why once not see a lion is not so smart why the lion the king who's the smartest animal a fact my effect is matter is not it that is not Allah is not a king because you you are it wasn't a zoo you know how the then the the nature from this to all animals is the line kindly never turn around the back like like this the line also goes straight let's say he goes off no walk the line it has to work all day walk walk walk walk so when he comes to the end there around and now straight how you see a picture from a fact all all the pictures from you make contact with the head turn around why you see me why you see me you hold it for me yes I'm good I'm cute I'm a nice a line goes straight this is a king this is a king yeah it could be smart it could be but if he has this nature to not turn around to look or look at people what people scare me you know this is a kinky this is a candy the Toyota starts with a bite why destroy the start with a bite I buy these clothes only open from the front so I'm told for a person you want to start later they're only looking at the front from you not what what was you know but nothing this clothes make it make it make make a buys now I'm starting from now you know a lot Lot's wife the mother says the angel sets off a lot and is what I'm I'm I'm I I'm gonna save you from from Saddam but don't turn around don't turn around so Lot's wife turn around he/she becomes she becomes sold one piece of salt so I had a good work from a breast of a guy what is the limit what we could take a person turn around he got salt bitter good don't you don't have a path there's a bracelet who's that comes in the she'll come to say me Mazel Tov Oh what's Mazel Tov you got engaged no I'm a newborn person they start looking at what's going on with you I'm coming now from a sham I make his body just a scam I talk to a sham my bad game I'm starting from now I don't have a past I don't have nothing don't come to me Oh yesterday you did the same in last week you do this I'm that I'm maybe mean in the in the the previous Gilda not from I'm now newborn so this is Raj says why we eat she is milk product because a newborn baby eats only milk so now you make a milk sitter in the wife and the kids ask what's the smell Christophe we are babies starting from now nothing big man be big person nice slice meat fish we eat milk what's the milk stuff make a party from the CD from milk a dinner from milk we are babies new born babies we starting from now this is the way to succeed with linen with Davenant don't come at me don't come bring me back my my old days what I do from now I do Cheever a sham the burnisher Loyola I'm starting from now I want to be good this is the model from his brother this person talks - Emily's language the boyish I want to be good I want to be good what can I do that I fall down every day every morning I'm just I'm I'm I promised myself I gonna be good all of a sudden I'm finding me in not good things watching not good things that you have a tablet you have a computer for one-minutes something bad I'm sitting it's not good to me a scam and I don't want to do this about I'm coming back and all the time and other time please forgive me and help me help me this is the model of his father's told a scam I wish the Health Commission should help we should go to Sears and start learning every day a little bit comments a little bit machine I even understand nothing say the words say the words other words you see a student coming in school in a small kid start them talking not good at a sport so while he's very Oh little Perry I don't know what it means it's not this word you don't say this is not a good word I don't know what it is I'm 37 years believe me or not I don't know what this word means what is a shell believe me or not I don't know but I know this word there is never pay I have to know what's the meaning from the navel this you're not saying so repeats instead I don't know I don't I remember when I was a child there was Russian bus drivers in of course the kids don't know Russian so they had they had in their language F word I don't know the kids come home and they say the driver said the driver screams but something a Russian Berber now this word they don't say it's not a good word okay but you understand if you say to you say it he is saying he's gonna become a piece of garbage so today's words from the Toyota I don't understand but this is holy war just go in you this is wood from a sham this go but I understand don't worry you're gonna understand one day one day you're gonna understand how all kids start I'm learning it hide it they tell a sham you understand what it flies them I don't understand nothing my dad Annie left on me but so big hokum comes in well their kid they don't know even what they say so let it go let it play when they get mad come be gonna start teaching Madani but if you don't if you don't educate them to two toilets peeler when they are young they're not gonna double it and even when they become big it so the same thing now you understand what's more than honey it means yeah no thank you hm you wake me up thank you I'm I'm I lied I'm alive thank you I had eyes thank you you start thanking a chef but the small kid I don't know my Annie so you you say good word you become good you talking the reward Mitsuki bad word even I understand my mother's dog don't say this word from this Russian bus driver because this is not a good word that's not good word what understand you say for a person commissioner it's not good word because you you hear the others order another place but what don't say this word if you're gonna say this words more and more and more and more you're gonna became became not good understand so I'm taking a mission eyes I'm starting saying the words from each night I don't understand nothing you gonna make him became God good thank you thank you all students I'm so I wasn't school so I say I say for his sister tell your friend yo she is so special because I attended all the achievers to a special boy he has hundreds and tens who was a special boy he learns 18 hours by me a special boy is the heart special heart good meters talking nice yes so special is so special thank you thank you to the Shiva thank you don't we thank you I give you a good word yeah but I mean it not that I say it because I am maybe gonna give me some day money I don't need nothing I mean it I'm very impressed from all students limey you are so special every moiety it's hockey of a mid-stroke with Shamy made our emits and emit heed Allah Gd have your evil course with which Lima because you are you are my foot you got you give for other people and good stuffs books and pamphlets that brings physics so I'm I'm so thankful for am every day that I have such a good students but you have to take this award give it out for other people so sweetness invited by your table you say patty you wanna you want you wanna hit that on my sward you want to hear that you want your honor you want to listen to our or be called by the but the yeshiva cigar there's a HAP there's a there's a there's a other hair there's a Warda special ward it's not a special what it's a true it's true words there's a nice word why you ask note products she is a nice not a toilet it's a it's a label that the word make me la that make it make me makes me alive make me to do good things on a ward so the yeah because there's there's a person stand up he say a nice rooster but it's nothing connect me to him there was a there was a Meister there was a person sensual you have to keep shoppers safe to keep shoppers and then there was a few hours know people go and patina I say before walk in they find a table - you know in a go a restaurant eating pork copy - you give a delusion what a douche is a dilution I'm saying the words it's like a sighs the expressway this is sign you have to go ahead you want to go here go but I'm not keeping each other let's know what you can't imagine there's there's words I'm saying a nice Ford a nice stop a nice left a nice alloys but it's not in connecting me so this is gonna watch for my rush why we eating milk products trees because this is a start from now don't look at your past this is not a ward understand what I'm saying a little bit it's a bit a little bit hard to me my English but maybe the you connect with the world thank you thank you