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Baruch Levine: This Year Will Be Different | Torah Umesorah

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[Music] I was riding on the school bus the first day of school with a nervous feeling I had come to know with my napsack and my loose leaf lined up at my side and a brand new shirt and shoes so I would look real [Music] fine cuz my mother said this year it will be different I've heard those words so many times before but the red be is nice and he'll see that you are special I said all right I'll try my best once more [Music] as I climbed the stairs to go into my classroom I felt like turning back right then and there as the struggles from the past years filled up in my mind I worried what I do to make it through this year I wondered what the problems would be this time I thought about how hard the work would be and though my friends will think that I don't work and I don't care it's really that I've given up on me and my R be said this year it will be different I've heard those words so many times before I know you try so hard and I see that you are special I said all right I'll try my best once [Music] more my classmates all around me don't know how I feel I've learned to keep my feelings deep inside and when I make them laugh in class I don't mean to be bad it's just my way to hide my pain and save my pride and I know that soon they'll meet about me once again they'll talk and plan about what my goals should be and though I know what's wrong the nagging thought will cross my mind why did Hashem create someone like me [Music] [Applause] [Music] I'm now driving in my car on the first day of school with that nervous feeling I have come to know but my day is a little different than it used to be cuz now I'm not the student I'm the Reby and every now and then I see a look in a child's eyes that reflects the look that used to be in mine and I tell myself no matter what comes my way I'll help this child find the way that he can shine that he can shine oh and I say to him this time it will be different I know that you have heard those words before but the time is right and I believe that you are special he says all right oh he says all right I'll try my best yes once more [Music] [Applause] [Music]