How to stay in startup hungry.

so I'll put saw Beryl Solomon here Big B how you doing going for a walk in the in the little town that I'm vacationing in here for the next couple days of my family and I got to tell you it's really humbling to see some of the houses around this place I mean it's just it's just insane what's going on here I'll give you a little sneak peek and there's two feelings that come to mind when I see these houses one is damn how do they do this look at this check this out how do they do this how did it get to this point where these guys could go by you four or five ten twelve million dollar house and go put their family in it for a few weeks or every single weekend of the year I mean I mean look at this look at this it's just it's just insane what's going on here there's two ways to look at it one is hey I can be jealous another way is that I will never get there myself so don't even try or three which is the most stressful which is how do I do this myself how do I get to that level myself how do I make sure with God's help that one day I could sit here in one of these houses by the way whether I buy one of these houses or not that's not the point I'm saying to get to the point where I could do that right I don't know if that's important to you it's important to me if it's not important to you stop watching my stuff because that's what's important to me at least at this part at least at this point in my life right now so I say to myself how do I get there and then I might say to myself you know what let me just look at this just just insane these are all on the beach by the way then I say to myself you know it's not fair I've been hustling for so long you know I've been in in wealthy commercials now for three years I was working for almost ten years before that but hey I've been working for three years why am I not on autopilot why am I not have it all figured out yet and what I remind myself is is that it's not it's not ever gonna be on autopilot it's not ever even Apple even Microsoft all these companies got to reinvent and constantly redo it when I first started my company I remember that there was no choice there was no choice to succeed or not I had to meet my family it wasn't like oh if this works it's going to be great but what has happened over time is once we once we gathered some momentum and things started working cash started coming in and sales started coming in I started to say to myself if this new concept works if this new product works then wow the if came in once I started to get some momentum I started to actually believe in myself less because I had momentum so if this doesn't work it's okay because I have the other stuff to fall back on and I realize it's completely not a good that is not a good way to look at business got a look at business I'm talking to myself right now take it from me okay I have to look at my business as it's up as if I'm a startup every single day in start-up mode I would wake up in the morning I was alone nothing no sales people no project managers no nothing I would wake up and I'd say to myself I mean check this out I mean just insane I would wake up every day and say to myself I have to make it work today I have no choice I'm going back to that mentality every single day is startup day you have no choice but to succeed you have no choice but to put in your heart every single day forget about the autopilot forget about coasting right now is about time it's time to put the foot on the gas and not take it off in Khost I for one I'm going hard in 2020 I hope you join me