How to handle 'the fear of winning' .

welcome to confessions of barrel solomon as you probably know saturday night i'm launching a trailer for a new documentary that i've been working on that's going to be released in about 30 days about my story about how he became orthodox and every single time that i go to launch something i am a mess a mess the day before i literally could not even bring myself to get dressed today okay i'm a mess and i go through this dress i go through the stress every single time before i do something big before it's an event before it's a launch or release of whatever it is i go through this um this complete breakdown so scared scared what people are gonna think scared how the market is gonna receive it is it perfect could it have been better is this my last at-bat i always ask myself and i called my coach this morning and i told him how i was feeling and he laughed at me and he said um beryl do you realize that you do this every single time that you go to the next level every time you grow you go through this whole stressful situation where you think the whole world is falling apart and um that's what i'm feeling that's what i'm feeling right now and he really reminded me that this is all part of the game you know success success it obviously comes from god there's no question but this success is such a scary thing why because we know what this i know my current situation i'm comfortable with my level i'm comfortable with my with where i'm at it's familiar and to grow to that next level so scary because there's it's so unknown what that next level is it's so scary but i've come to a point where for me it's scarier not to reach my potential than it is to actually climb and hit that potential so i don't know who needs to hear this today but if you're in the midst of doing anything great just know that it is so scary winning is so scary succeeding growing is so it's so scary it's so much scarier than losing in a certain sense because losing we're used to you know we all lose we're very accustomed to the lose anyways rant over please saturday night guys i'm gonna need your help i'm gonna need your help to push this thing out we gotta push this orthodox documentary out into the world it all starts with this little piece that i'm doing now this trailer please please please push it out there let's light the world on fire god bless guys have a great day