Even the mighty have hard moments.

i don't know if i want to put it out you know a lot of people they see me as this super super powerful strong confident guy that has everything together and they see the winds and they see the end result but what they don't see is all the struggle behind it all you know being being incredibly motivated comes with a blessing and a curse because on one hand yes you do i am motivated to succeed to achieve and all that stuff but the curse is that it's uh it's a lot of insecurity a lot of anxiety a lot of a lot of pain comes with constantly trying to outdo outdo your last um your last achievement what's on my mind these days is i feel like i got the i have the world's attention right now with this documentary that i'm trying to put out and i'm working i'm working so hard on it and i just want it to be amazing and i just wanted to be perfect but the production of it is not as smooth as i would like it to be i think in any production you're gonna have bumps in the road but one of the one of the difficult things is when the whole world is watching you it's scared to have it's scary to have those bumps and sometimes i say to myself maybe it would be easier to just like lay low and just be a normal guy and just chill and you know stop making noise and stop stop striving and stop trying to go for it but i think that i would be a lot more miserable like that i think what it comes down to is i just have to get be okay with not being okay just understand that if you're going to do big things then there's going to be fear there's going to be anxiety there's going to be stress there's going to be hiccups there's going to be bumps and one of the reasons why actually i'm making this video for for you to be watching right now i'll be totally honest is two reasons probably there's a lot of other people that feel like me that's one and if you see somebody else going through it maybe it'll be a little bit easier but also to show you that i'm not a superman i'm not a superhero i struggle very very hard in almost everything that i do and the bigger the achievement the bigger the the the pain and stress that's what's behind it really if you're going through a rough time and whatever it is that you're looking to do whether it's in your marriage your business your career your job your school your family whatever it is a project just know that you're in good company and what i tell myself is that will this be a problem in a year in two years in five years is going to be a problem have i ever had a problem that has not solved itself no every problem i've ever had that seemed insurmountable at the moment ended up ended up solving itself and i'm going to tell you what i tell myself which is just be patient with yourself first and foremost be patient with the process the journey sometimes i want to i want to i want things to happen so fast and the way that i want them to happen it's the equivalent of taking your oven and putting it on broil it does not make the food cook any faster it just burns the food better to keep the oven on 350 degrees where it's supposed to be and wait the 20 minutes be patient with the with the process which for me is wow very difficult [Music] i love you guys thank you for being a part of my life and if you made it to this far in this video you and i are connected [Music]