Ben-Zion Weiss & Rabbi Boruch Goldstein - Tisha Bav Making the Kinnos More Meaningful

[Music] today's teachable program and lmao it's really on the heels of what the mohabbat tells us in children are off of toys Matic - oh my hobby shallow - qivana many of the addendum felt that it's it's could die and it's worth it to choose out and select certain kinesin but to understand what the king is telling us what the color is telling us to be able to lament to feel the urban of you shall I'm in a sense it's better than saying how they should like the carvanha but you should know that the show will be open all day today even after we finish the chemists that people want to stay behind to say their own kin is it's not at all you know when we finished the kin is that the kinases over there she'll be open the ignition ambience everybody should you know take the leisure if they want to stay longer it's that way Spanish is open I also like to take this opportunity to thank our dear president dr. Gary misses the Vitter word so I could tell you that anything that goes on in the show would not be able to take place without him he knows no day no night you know a fella once came to Shimon Schwab's at south and the east of shriman schwabe isn't for Braco he wanted a brother for something so schwabe Eastham what do you do what's he livelihood see told him that he's a marbeth styro sober swab told him that the biggest brother the greatest prophet is a person who's am arbitrary you don't need my brother dr. Gary Davis is a bench both you in your wife we should continue a lie with the Samba Shannon the continuing mob it's Tyra ideas girls edit I won also thanked that today sponsors of triskin s mr. Norman Debbie gret dr. Rubin and Erica wines in this host refuge Lima TFS Kosh Raghavan Elisheva Hana and Yemen steven lamothe i'm like to thank yo suburban response it also for a foolish lamenting epistle basically the get Olivia Kevin bass Rose Michael Shmuel van rifka to dr. 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Harry and Freddie dim this fuss for foosh flame of cannabis endo and was a Finnish mass about Malka bat and Yossi ban you sure are a columnist abla you shall I'm sorry to the ribosome castle has out tell us that they avoided the job of today what we varnish Shalimar samosas columnist have all you shall I am it's not a day that we tried to feel the pain of hunger the pain tried to quench our thirst not being able to sit on Cheers that's not the avoid of the ointment but rather it's a day of 24 hours of our college Bopha wants us to mourn to feel the loss of what it meant to have a base I'm English well life meant to see the carbon nice to see Cohanim bhava does Sam Levine bashira you know we're gonna begin the first kidded today atha have to tell us assuring it's the Kennewick although there are all the chaos of the tragedies and never hold her it's safest that took place throughout the entire cloud Easter over a million hidden that was slaughtered by the Corbin aside from the flying nearly same it's Ryan the 1.2 million that would killed and butchered now it's Andrea let alone the baklava revolt but this kiner's focused it's focused on the Cohanim the 24 missionaries de Callier he describes to us each name of each mission or the city that they came from and our every single group was wiped out they themselves and their cities and his a special kid had dedicated to the individual to the Cohanim themselves because after all the Cohanim they were the nucleus of Chloe's throw a person would see a kyon he sees a void that he sees Cabernets he sees the kedusha he understands the elevated level that we were able to live how close we were to our parish barn who had Seles it begins apricots Ellis hacchyan cuts Ellis is a combination of the words Kavli itself who is a time rock cottage broke who scoff lead cellie hovered over us he covered us we had such a level of Shri nur but it's the initial reaction of every person that we ask you know we can understand the dirt I witness the base I make - they'll be able to live through it we even find the Chimera tells us how la la boca la la la boyfriend by la luce made him at the return of the second a semi gosh from Clouseau's I look from bubble together desura cipher they were those that were rejoicing and they're those that were crying the ones that rejoicing they said Martha sham we have back to base a big dose we have now a time with all the nations of the world when or of cloudy throw what it meant has I'll tell us that the simple layman during this manner my gosh if he would give it Rafa the broth would become MacWilliam they would fight the enemy by just invoking the che Martian and instantly the enemy would fall to the ground however boy from a low smashing ear those they rejoiced upon the building of the second base a big lush but there were those who cry duel I meant who wailed and says the Gemara because the ones who cried were around during the time of the free space time English and they were able to see quali saw in the full glory and the true splendor on the grandeur with the RNA we all became that we had by the free space of English that we didn't have about a second based on English so he asked the question today close to 2000 years we never know what it meant we never understood what it was to be Markovic or banan eira' face off we never saw the clown in Barbados um how are we able to be miserable Columbus Avenue shall ionisation variety this imposter how does it talk to us you know the story is told that have done the magnet of the childless couples whose anxiously awaiting for many years to be able to bring a child into this world and after many years they hear the good news that Barca Sherman's wife is pregnant and it comes the time of labor and his wife is about to give birth and the husband is summoned by the doctor and they have to make his split-second decision when the doctor tells the husband that it's either your wife or the child that only one could survive and at that moment husband turns to the doctor and says let me speak it over with my wife and he goes into the room and they sit together and the wife turns to the husband and she says I want the baby to survive I'll be the one to die because at least if a man will have a continuity will have the mich buffle moments later the doctor comes out of the room and he tells him ousel tov on the baby boy but Burke died Nemus on the death of his wife one can imagine every significant time in this child's life it's connected to the death of his mother it's after the Shiva is the time of the child's bris it's at the time of dissolution that this child is going to have a picking up then it's every year on his birthday it's his mother's yard site let's fast-forward 13 years this young boy becomes a bomb it's a puzzle and at the bar mitzva the child so excited all his friends are their extended family and the father turns to his son and he tells him that this is the first time that you're able to say a Kaddish a condition of being a girdle and I ask of you that after all your mother gave her life for you before the bat mitzvah starts if do we dive in my roof I ask please say or publish for your mother but amidst of emitter emits all the fun the child gets up to say the Kaddish with no emotion with no feeling with nothing no college takes about 15 seconds and the father comes to the child and he reprimanded child he says how could you do this you're the same with your mother did for you she gave up her life for you says it done the maggots isn't this our story isn't this the story of cloudy so when it comes the day of fishable how college for is internet mercy his tremendous compassion is rafterman he look I'm oscillates evolved out of three bundle not to make a split-second decision is it cloudy so that's going to be destroyed is there going to be a Holocaust the genocide of all Jews it says no a college work will kill a family survive one of our take the base I'm English the most precious place I'll take my home and I'll destroy my bias for this for the survival of Kali strong and that punish vocal comes to us once a year fish above and he asks us and he pleased with us say the Kaddish cried together with me lament with me let's wail together it's hour of the screen Oh the camera tells us Mike suby Shaka's here's a story of a certain woman who unfortunately lost a child that sounds enormous every single night the chorus says if the whole entire city was asleep and it was quiet you were able to hear the sobs and the cries the beliefs of the mother that lost the child I could relate to this I have a grandmother who never lost a son the entire life has changed my ceviche after says the Gemara every single night you begin to cry the suffering that's our webcam we would hear the cries he would hear the whales and he would also begin to cry but says the Kumari you know what he cried about he didn't cry about the lost child but rather he was crying about the woman advice he was crying about the disruption of the base I'm English Astrid monthly gifted it tells the receiver how do we reconcile this Kumari my ceviche she's crying for a lost son and that prompts again wheeled to cry about the Hoban should never be real cried about the lost child as well and the turrets is that the answer is and this is what the root and the essence of aisha mabh is about that every sorrow will paying all anguish all suffering is rooted in the fact that we don't have the base I mean gosh because if he would have the base how big gosh it arouses a tremendous me the rattling from three bunnies shall I love them which would allow that there would not be any suffering in this world you know I by say just looking around just the last few weeks never flee here the tragedy rabaa balance itself and it pains us it bothers us but in a sense we turned to the side then we say okay we're gonna try to stay out of water it's not safe what's trying to stay out of water we have to keep ourselves safe but then you hear the tragic accident just a few days later of naba for a young father stuck somewhere in a highway with his family with his wife and kids and he's changing a flat tire and the Jack loses its hold and the entire car falls on its neck and crushes his neck in front of his wife and children and again with pains but we're resilient nation and we try to go fight that we try to push it away and brush it away so we say you know what we're not going to change tires but then we hear of tragedies of accidents never families of car accidents we say you know stay off the roads we'll stay home you won't even walk outside but then though then we hear the story in Williamsburg of a closet falling on a young child my wife said this is all Corbin this is all the lack of debates a big dose and that's a gamble leo that's the message that he's trying to send us and this one is trying to tell us the Mushaf ski instead of Rome Ison an unbelievable story he's at the home of the great glutton David saw the example sabic we cut the shoulder off remotely to the left foots enclose admit lead his life towards the end of his life did we hidden that flag all over the globe by the tens of thousands you didn't pouring out their hearts of service of anguish and as later on in the night there mr. korsky walks into a milky hood and he sees the milk abused he sobbing he's crying like a baby I'm Ostrovsky asking what what's what what happened and in milking you that tells of our plenty of the truth all the desserts that face us today yes it's the a curse of the Machine it's the birth pains of mushiya's does not does not denote there's no shower but we had suffering throughout all the generations and yet yet still didn't come and you know why because yes indeed our cottage both will be sending cloud you saw the message but if we don't on this team that our Father wants if we don't know how to respond it's not going to solve the problem so our boy said buses the AIDS color miserable you shall I use I probably some possible what is what's our job what are we supposed to do you know the hail of the club it's time towards the end of his life they wanted him away he wasn't good for his health so they take him into a place you know near a forest and over the is on da cheese on the sense he's like his Venice Milan he was able to revive himself he wouldn't be bothered and he spent weeks in this area only a few people went to visit and they got Boyan they didn't allow people to come to the club it's crime his end of his life he wasn't healthy but yet every Shabbos by shallow should this the hobbits crime would speak to the few people that were there and it's one shower shudders let the hobbits time went ahead then he said all this ammonium a big force of the machine for this the I'm talking I quote to her Baden all the same ultimate victory of the machine fire in front of us that service' over flowing like rivers been combi have color color become I see all the sea bottom of this episode that's here already so here's to covered cyan he's just thinking about the gold I shall show this to the Earl that would come here's the frail hobbits time towards the end of his life why isn't he why did it come so the curve it's time I love them the the knobby Milotic tells us it's a sin bear it's mr. Iran the voice whatever took place by DT Smith's RAM is gonna take place by the GU Lucido and says the club it's fine let's study let's analyze what happened bye-bye Goldsmith's Ryan class awesome it's Kashia she would they don't even near that they don't even need the 400 years because the Kashia she bit of the 210 years advanced that they're ready to be redeemed but yet says deposit even after my 7 is born by exotic ability strong but how shallow sumela shamba is aku Chloe's soul cried out to my polish powerful they turned to him they pleaded with him since the hobbits cry and cry is always suffering he see it wasn't it service alone that's gonna bring the goal Oh but it was necessary for my it's a cool but how shava some to turn to our college ball and tell everybody some that we realized that what we are as a nation our greatness and my mother's kind of like college the kedusha of cloudy so the optimal F is kind of like college is stunted and diminished and depleted here in godless it's not who we really are what our essence is what our consciousness is with our godless is and if to the club excited finishes his draw show he turns to the gob and he says if the shop is summoned me a wagon and our garlic is I want to go through climbers in Vilna the club would say I'm so adamant about this he was so forced and he says I want to get on the wagon through my movies and I want to write a coke courier with me and apply my he's deciding to call Cairo but Pausch of Awesome college so he got to get up and got a crime you got a history but a job with the ghoul law the club it's time had a void he felt something but as closes Tommy them understood that if the hobbits hands gonna travel at night in a wagon the muddy roads the trencher is trade who knows it'll survive today some of the great dip shipping scarf say if it's a b2b coverage with Russell from yeshiva struggling to come poke that hobbits pilots right this way like all the journey so if Shemesh cop comes to this small place with a flub it's crime state in the summer near the forest and the shipment turns to the hobbits time and he says you're ever it's a sock honor to go to no avail to have its times now listening sir Schilling told them what do you mean it's connected ago more dick morris is IHC a feasible I love which again travel on that night if I the time turn Simon Says business sugar did you lose your mind the house is burning your house is on fire there's a family that stuck inside you're gonna tell me don't go because I'll get heated by law they had no choice but to bring the wagon driver but as The Ballad girl is coming they pay Munder the table and they tell him make sure to tell the love it's kind that it's not safe it's the cross nefesh to drive at night the ballad all arrives he tells the hobbits time calls and take me in a film I want to go to a crime I so we have to write a call Clara Bow a goalless says it's too dangerous the roads that too muddy suture interests of a trip that you get too frail you don't have to quite a few don't have the strength so clubs 5,000 father tomorrow morning make sure you hear my voice I against how the club it's time lived his life he got up that morning by a license that would be a fetus to wait to the Bala goeth to come but one thing the club its time didn't know that on the way back at night they paid off again the Baliga not to come in the morning to take the club it's fine the Vilma because it'd be a threat to his life there's the hobbits time is waiting by Lisa Shaka for the Bala go to Carmen take him inevitably he never shows up because he was paid off not the come pick up the hava time [Music] and it's at that time the how the time turns to the few people that are near him and he says Clark Oliver Shaw the moment that special time already pierced in the asic ministerís i don't know what this means what the good item felt what intuitions they had now we had one stock the Schnee alignment is a star and he once came to speak in our keel on Shabbos and he said in historical archives is a story at with iris out that he also told this now meeting that if we go this instant from Shasti we shall int Makabe Shabbos without the cleric to bring the ghoul oh I don't know how these things work but to have a time he had he had an intuition this is right before the eight adults Mahama but one thing the hobbits time gave us over this one message of love it's time told us and that's why is aku that's a return to a cottage borrow whole we shed a tear we beseech him we plead with him and we tell our Father that we realize that the godless is not where we belong it's not who we are it's not what we are avoid saying this course let's utilize these precious hours now college boy who leaves his heavenly abode to sit together with us to cry with us to mourn with us that's close let's tackle bizarro column is a ball you shall I am now made the fraud and the Tai Chi Sawbuck Lau risotto thyroidism crosswalk any good are they help online is the Kiner that was composed to be recited on Tisha both for the asana Haruki Marcus well known in English is the ten mothers who are yes early Mother's well it's less than perfectly clear who the last two were but it's generally recognized that they were the following tanah on the greatest the greatest are born during the period of the Mishnah who lived around the time of the full of the second bias these names are all familiar to you with shenanigan Gamliel kazakian previous war been alicia Haneda been dodging the vaquita that he would have been bhava recruits for summit or given the V shape of a safer rebel or a loss event Shinhwa Hanina Bella Hanoi in Ravi would've and amo what happened if you read the Kiner it would seem that they were summoned and on one day over in one period they were executed but I Hazael tell us it's not quite so it was historically impossible for this to happen in one time because the first two were that I mentioned of their sole original cos which more than at least in their similarly Lazo kyun lived before the destruction of the kumbayas during the during the second mr. English where's the others lived at the time about 60 years later at the time right after the Bar Kokhba rebellion [Music] cuz I'll tell us the Medici tells us that tunas ruthless ha Rocha cold professionally I'm leo and so the optional Gamliel what is your rule of law if someone kidnaps someone and then sells them into slavery I'm sure he'll send a lot his official posting in the tournament it has to be put to death at which time to nurse Rooke Turner's officer Roger said but I don't understand because your ancestors the Schwarz him sold their brother they kidnapped him and they sold them into slavery no judgment was ever rendered I therefore impose that there be a death penalty imposed on ten of the greatest rabbis of the time as an atonement for what the Brothers of Yosef did to their brother is helpful of a felon Staton mega-rich that mere Schwab and Alicia went up to show Mayan reliefs mobile Alicia one of the historian Malthus later this is what we're talking about who in up to the acceptance at sure Mayan and he met mothers Gabrielle he asked mouth Correa what should we do is this the den and mouth have real totally schwarmann Ali shocked that he heard from our our pocket for the odds of the opposite side of the curtain that this is the thing that was geyser and they have to accept the dinner it's not to be believed he came down and he told if shinigami allah so keen that this is the dinner we have to accept it state that of shem ago lila said i want to be killed first I wish more believe she said no I cannot watch you be killed first I want to be killed first they're always didn't know what to do so they said they should draw lots the first lap fell eruption we know Lila's Aachen this was the Nazi at the time of the corn buys this is the Nazi of the second base to make this period they drew lots of photo showing of Leo and the Romans beheaded if Simon Bingham Leona really sho been Alicia was next as it was being led to his execution the daughter of the Emperor as you may have read as you may know said he's such a handsome man such a beautiful manner always gazed at him I thought he was so handsome I'd like him to be able to remain alive and her father the Emperor said no he's to be put to death but I'll tell you what going to do you want to see his face so the face I'll be revolving Alisha was skinned while he was alive before they killed him the skin was removed for this acts on the others just in quick succession does have an inkling what happened to the greatest an arm of that period if you learned Gamora these are the names that are on your tongue the tips of your tongue locking on you but looking a bit dragon who was the father of over of me about on earth you know this story he was burnt alive in the Romans put Tufts of all around his heart so that he should remain alive and be burnt for as long as it takes so he could suffer the excruciating pain at which point the Roman engineer interfered but he was put to death and when he asked him what he saw he said famously as you know that the parchment is burning but I see his father's beloved now he would have been bhava revealed in bhavish taking shots of us like a shame with him the Romans outlawed to give Smith yet he refused to abide by that and with the Romans came he told us to all to meet them to flee and he would act he was already an old man he couldn't flee and he said he would hold them off and he was speared by 300 Spears but boots Lusaka matter German who's proficient in 70 languages which says the emerg says when birds would fly over there would be burns he was a hundred and thirty years old and out to eat a hundred and thirty years old because she was have such eloquence the Romans in the sadistic cruelty cut off his tongue before they killed him so much so that you know the story of a deletion of oil after who saw that tongue being plagued with by a swine which is one of the reasons why river flight rubbish Elisha been avoiding her but if you shave of a syphon was 90 years old when he was executed they threw his body to the dogs their bellossom instrument was one of the five students to remain in river Kiva and it was killed Friday night as he said the word la Kim as he said the word he was murdered representing him in Concord law was 95 years old it was also killed by Saint kiddush Friday night and when he said the word via Kaddish he lost his soul if you would've in DOMA was tied to a horse while he was alive than dragged around the city until he was dead and then took his corpse and they cut it into pieces because I'll say that l er nothing himself came to collect these pieces that give him a chorus is wrong and the last probably the most famous of the asserted rule of mouth is that everyone who knows anything about Yiddish God has heard of us directly from Akiva the great rabbit Kiva we have either strike today only because of Arabic even who rebuilt either skies with his tongue even he was a hundred and twenty years old you all know the story the stories brought down on the sexes brokers exactly what happened and he was saying krishma at a hundred 20 years old and the gomorrah says and it's in the Kiner yachts astonish mostly bear hunt when he reached the last word of Creole smile smile solution mechanism had the artist Anish lots of effort and had that in this killer this event with rob Akiva of how the end of his life is the source of those throughout the millennia who gave their life or condition they would say the Sh'ma people who are there know that people in a gas chambers they were the other side of the chambers could hear them screaming Shema Israel through the millennia we have this it's this is the Makah but let me ask you and this always bothered me [Music] shema yisrael hashem elokenu hashem ever this is the possible I demolished remind you accept the sovereignty of the rabbinical Island if you had to choose a pulsing would it be this Sh'ma Israel here o Israel Russia this is our Mishima cigar the shame is one what you thought of a - you thought it was another God he's no class of shalu's a Trinity what this is Kabbalah so listen let me tell you something I would have picked a different you know there's another religion out there when they go and they usually when they go to take the hundreds of with them when they do this suicide bombings they scream out god is great this force tired I would take the Hashem my god Hashem Allah that's shiny of nicely I love wood what's this - rather similar chemical by the way there's only one God [Music] this Kiner of the asari arooga marcus ultimately is the Kiner of sadiq really no other keener captures the individuals the greatest tsadikim of that time who had to suffer the most sadistic barbaric death this is the king of Saudi Corallo and southern morale I have such a terrible thinking happens to such a great person how bad things happen to good people this is a question that's asked through the millennia a person lives his life starts out everything's okay now sometimes earlier and sometimes later something happens there's a tragedy they suffer a trauma they suffer a deep personal loss and they ask the question how could this have happened why did this happen because you go through the life ultimately generally with a sense of well-being how could this vocal shows you his wrath from him and look at this both message as the name for Armand it's the name of Hashem we when we ask a shamash am kale mother laughing lahum I hope I'm the just the good decent the great guy and unfortunately there's another bit of the rubbish load and amid the sardine the leaders of other Canaan the me the Sevilla Kim and that's the conundrum sometimes you see it's a sin I mean the raccoon and sometimes you see a piece under burnished leather it's an L okay no it's a minister then which is it is it a vino is our Father who loves us owes it amount K no it's the king who deals with us as his subject at his will says the possible of Korea Shima listen Hashem yes alakay no as well but ultimately ultimately when it's said and done it's Hashem it's the middle of Rahman and odd-even what I thought was the minister Dean was really harsh em you don't pick others the first thing that we are taught in PK office by the out thicknesses I know you know much if people turn me seen her so they sugar to the skins Kennedy in Venus launched against ignoring the rack what's the first lesson of Pickett others the first lesson of peppery hours is heaven may soon embody what does that mean says the yell kid mail and lawyers have a Miss Sunna bit didn't means when you go through life and you hit with the trauma or a tragedy or a leap loss heaven miss sooner be patient wait be delivered and that's what rep Kiba was telling us replica VII was telling us and the kinder tells it your chastity Schmauss Oh daddy the end of time as barbaric and as cruel and sadistic and as horrifying as these events are Rebeck Eva understood it was at heart that it was a Hashem ultimately it was the middle Sarah now this can serve the Ciavarella you know this is a concept that information event was plagued it this is the ultimate question in yardas it partially sister we have the pasta we Moises says how lately knowledge given that he answerable neutral I'm Iranian artists avoid a sister for some so what does this mean our English a misgiving day and he notes get laid but me she was bothered by is God how is it that you were the god of justice the God of rocks min can do such horrible things since the plastic they're a cottage both will answer Simba COCs copy better SOS our highlight who funnier you know which have some safer famously says very visa is a higher I that you will see things only in hindsight you'll understand thing in hindsight but as they unfold both online as they unfold low euro you won't understand it it won't make any sense to you now I'm not used to working in a needlepoint store on 13th Avenue people still come to do needlepoint you know needlepoint you have a do needlepoint you ever see people's new without a crochet you ever see as they're doing it they're crocheting Sheng you look it makes no sense it's horrible the Australians of thing here thread going there right it's it's only when you turn it over and get to the other side that you see it's a beautiful picture life is like that also sometimes axes unfold as it's going through it makes no sense that's everything is out of place it looks horrible if you turn off tapestry on the other side but when you get to the other side when you get to your - Suresh ma saw you then it's bad then it's a clearer picture and that's why perhaps the sir arrogant Malthus is woven into the story of materials Yosef it's what was the story concludes Joseph the stories which leaves Joseph is Yaakov saw that his son the apple of his eye was robbed from me for 22 years he assumed his son was dead for 22 years he assumed that his mr. schlimmer the dream of having the perfect Jewish family had been shattered it was only 22 years later that Joseph comes back and Yosef tells him I am Alive what happens when they mint state in the when Yaakov girls and he meets Yosef the plastic tells you they embraced what happens when they embraced by a scout suvarovs optical toilet Yaakov cried Joseph cried yeah colino fell out of them Jakub didn't kiss him you know what Yaakov did but almond is a new sure CUDA is Sherman 22 years later Yakov Elina realizes all mysterious noises thing was managed Latoya that now the huge people could be saved all of a sudden the his son the 17 year old boy was the Mishnah lamella he could free them he could give them hope he can give them a future he can give them tomorrow and that's why when you say clear smile what do you do [Music] you take your hand and you put it over your eyes before you say creation up why said the sons are rather the kind the sons of Adam and the sons when a person sees these only has limited vision he only sees what's in front of you but when you put your hand over your eyes and you close your eyes you could see way beyond when your person says the pasta can create somehow he must close his eyes because not everything in life is what you see there's something more way beyond that and that's as the pasta desire says amazingly that there a boy initial eylem tells ya coid the Yosef your shoes you're like Al a Navajo the rabbi - love tells yourself what does this mean using that's not the part of the shot desire says the Yosef OSHA's yada la now cause they're clear smile they're a boil until the arc of you'll see it's gonna be a show and it's gonna be efforts but isn't this one little thing I need to add because when Joseph meets his brother Ben your mistake that is underst the noise of meet his brother be nominally in brace Valley bought some remarkable and yum and elevate who we are Minh broke out tomorrow youngster meets his younger brother Benjamin and they embrace and each cry what are they crying about stay tuned Russia brought down from Brazil they pull ups very big Yamanaka behave says that Rashi are staying Ignacio Cecilia stock ownership in your mother Sophie Lee Haru Yosef saw that there's going to be a base on big Dutch it's gonna be one and a second one it's gonna be the hey look I've been yelling and it's gonna be the strike so we cried thinking about the Bannerman's buffer why our Michigan Sheila shot us at least cervical cancer joseph's is going to miss some Sheila that's gonna be on oysters Kaylee crying south of the caption I don't understand Jason was crying for Benjamin's based on English and Bahamas crap understand the each realized they saw a vision that in their family in their in that their phones they have Sora's why did he cry for you why didn't I use of cry I Michigan Sheila and Benjamin cry for the tube by turning they say that city she's smarter and I believe it's brought down and stupid about shutting himself I'm Satan Yiddish this Russell brother I said do by any Matsuura if there's a sore about Yanam document mining then it's do I sort of isère doctrine born why do I say this I find a lot of speakers today more so than the wall when I was growing up there's a lot of today Hashem loves you you know how she um loves you talking about you i'ma speak frankly I know it's being recorded by she loves you I don't know I grew up were a teacher Schrom loves me not that it didn't but the emphasis of a sham loves you and it's all good and what happens what happens is it becomes misplaced when I was at the ICU diagonally across our room there was another room of another child who was from a fruit family and I remember one day in the second day that I was there and the elderly man comes and someone introduced me says this is the grandson your grandfather this boy now this boy I had a hug ready hurt because I was there for two days boy was six years old and he had been in the hospital since he was a baby and the man who has there was a Rob whom I know whose name you know as well and remember somebody came to give physic and I just remember the look in his eyes when somebody came to this said what was this alles gute now he told me that he's here because he his son is the principal guardian of this trial principal Carl in the men's but his sons I said we just sons in the hospital he said yeah so he's not here no he's on the eighth floor it took me a while to realize that this man this Roth from Manhattan whose name I will not mention had his own son in the ICU on the eighth floor and his grandson in the ICU and the sixth floor and this he comes to missus there a boy deliver the her maid service as well as God and I know he was trying to comfort him but let me tell you that wasn't comfort that was cruelty that was unintended cruelty that was at Zuri's because the Gomorrah clearly says o manna baka baka Nina the gomorian so come at the end of third paling like wait the Mozilla my ball Howie the math their absolute a stylus I'm out autumn botucatu my native in the next world will say but whatever mated but bassoonists Ross I'm about Dynamis this is what I should say you say bajate by native and absolutely sir of Dynamis know them I bought culottes automated the end result everything's automated daily Bell if it's cool optimatus if it's bad you don't say up to funny if it's bad you say Dynamis [Music] otherwise cuz this concert is run amok in our time why do we have to sure buff what do we have kids what do I think if everything that I've initial image does is God if cold mountain the other time on the top of it well dangerous but how good their everything you seen he's running the world everything is good so why are we here what's Mike men you know so they say the story is some little story there's our duck dead meislish who had a uh uh uh who's that he was a Russian Shiva before the war and he was as fine he financed his own yeshiva imagine that he financed his own you she was ready Shiva how did he do it it was in before the war in the Ukraine and he would lease tracts of land and he would take the timber and he would sell the timber to Europe and like this he went out and got loans least the Trachsel and solved the zipper shoulda went on to the blacks to Europe any made a fortune and he supported his own yeshiva one day he bet the whole range he took all the money that he had he borrowed extraordinary amounts of money from the banks he borrowed money from any been leased land tract of land from the Russian government Zara's government and he put the timber that he felled from those tractor land into three ships and they went on the Black Sea and then one unfortunate day they all sunk all three ships sunk with the timber now he has to go pay back money to the Russian government for these lease wholly finances said no what to do so they lose in revenue so they told someone to tell his best tournament what happened and you should explain to him what happened and say it break it to him gently the otherwise you'd go crazy so the tunnel that were dug there maizlish went to him and asked him the following question rather Steichen does de minimis actors a miss at his brokers I bought them the Borak other ah shame she brought home to me - shame shame evoke another type of Kaka volcano Lara deliver it first ina Steger Mona I'd understand the good morning what does it mean so rough my acquaintance no you have listen it's very simple very simple very simple Danish design Gupta Davis is amazing right right god is good do you acknowledge I know who the a mr. feel to the world God is in job so by definition if you take 1 and you add 2 to it it's really simple the aim is to feel developed it must be good since remember I don't understand he said he said I should feel the same similar to change about him a lot you can tell about another the same simcha says yaa lemons are those Incan yeah another if something terrible happens so many times me and their ever said yeah and looked at the river and he said rather hyped own constant and the rubber fainted in the rubber when it get up when he was revived he looked at him and he says doctor he fished I oak initially good morning what's the point the point is when it comes to you you can say they're a boy New Zealanders are native and it's a Madrigal it's a Madrigal and it's the truth but you can never go to someone who's just suffering a trauma who's going through a tragedy and telling him this is Alice good because they're sorry Ruger Malthus teaches how to respond to tragedy [Music] and that's what we're flying about we're crying to rebuild a sonic dish the crying said that mushiya should come because you know what can happen when mushiya comes it's just unbelievable the last chapter of the history of time will be written and it's gonna be the most amazing chapter no human chapter in any book written since the beginning of time will have what we're gonna have in the last chapter of history because that last chapter by definition is going to explain to us how the Holocaust happened colorful Maya has happened how the Inquisition happen how the Crusades happen how a baby dies tall young child in an ICU how the encounter units are filled from people how a young teenager has his parents crying at his gravesite who did nothing wrong sadly for a boy how did it happen this is going to be written at the time of you might semi-sheer when the ship is gonna come we're gonna see this and we're gonna all be my there now I see now it's right that makes sense Wow I would never believed it that's unbelievable and that's what we are doing praying for Misha and that's what we're pleading for the big evil based on English because we have no longer any nervion Wow the time will come that no one will ever have to ask that question why that day of a higher Hashem lamellas I'll kawaras biome Haho that day a day when mashiac arrives what do we say everyt whether we say yeah Hashem a hug who shenoy a hug only then will we understand why it's like every year it's humbling to stand here and purport to speak the six million condition I remember as you do no doubt these many of you here I remember attending a Kinison tisha both growing up in the bungalow colonies a little boy and everybody in that little shul in the bungalow colony without exception every single one of them of the adults was a survivor every single one of them there was no roof there was no murdered Astra they each said the killers on their own each one was led each killer was led by someone else led there's no introductions they said as they say Matt Gazoo there was no king of Ithaca Dacian there was no king of for the six million no over I don't think I saw a tear in the 1960s was 15 or 20 years after it happened I don't think I saw a tear no one mentioned it certainly I think I would have picked up on because how do you put into words how to give expression to something that is unspeakable how do you reduce to finite words the infinite horror of what happened during those years referred to as the Holocaust the untold suffering the paralyzing fear the infinite cruelty and sadism since the world began from other nourishing there has never been an episode of such sadistic barbarism such horrifying cruelty as what happened to our parents and grandparents if you take it you wind the clock back the clock back up it's never happened and frankly I know sometimes I think about it it's not one for the no I missed it by a nanosecond in the spectrum of history as did you could have been us god forbid it happens to my parents to my grandparents to your parents perhaps to your grandparents and it certainly few parents our grandparents weren't there you had cousins if you went all the way up the chain went back down the chain you had people that were killed they weren't killed I like to use the word killed they were murdered you can get killed in a car accident and when Rob Roy is that Sal told Rob Schwab who is younger than he to compose a Guinness he told her Schwab the family you should just know that in one day in Auschwitz in one day in Auschwitz they killed more hidden than they killed in all of the Crusades put together in all of the years of the Crusades put together if you counter the number of Jews killed they were far fewer than the number of Jews killed in the height of Auschwitz and that is true because when my father arrived in May to the 1944 in Auschwitz the ash whit's machine killing machine was perfected they were up to 12 thousand murders a day twelve thousand murders today it's documented in fact it was so busy that my father who was there with his brother his brother told me my father hardly ever talked to me about it as perhaps your parents and grandparents didn't talk to you about it much either but when I was sitting Shiva for my father 20 years ago my uncle would start telling me things all of which my father never told me my uncle told me it was with my father together my father was his older brother he said we arrived in Auschwitz it was a Shabbos and the train that arrived in Auschwitz our train which had thousands of Hedon that were transported from the ghetto inclines it down that's where they were deported from part of the train was in the camp and part of the train was outside of the camp because there was such train traffic dropping off Hungarian Eden and even from other parts of Europe that you had to wait to turn and my uncle tells me I remember it like yesterday he said in Stiga vain he spoke to me in Yiddish I'll translate it see a vein of akia there was a debate in his capital car there were two other Hungarian Jews one was a professor a presser is a doctor a doctor and the other one was a scientist and they were in the cattle car waiting to be downloaded in Auschwitz and one of them turns to the other the professor the scientist turns to the doctor and tells him do smell you smell what I'm smelling and the other one says yes he says that's the burning flesh the burning animal flesh in the doctor waits a minute and he turns to the other and he says this my uncle was a kid at the time he was a teenager he says you know this was in Hungarian they spoke to each other in Hungarian this is not human flesh this is not animal flesh this is human flesh my uncle had no idea what they were talking about in fact my uncle told me it was on the second day when he was there with the Greek Jews who met the Hungarian Jews and they'd looked at them and says you know your parents are the parents were came in the same cattle car they pointed to the chimney in the black smoke emitting from the chimney those are your parents that's where your parents are my uncle told me that he thought the Greek troops had gone crazy the stuff that we're long enough that they have gone crazy but lighter they hadn't in other word how accost means the word Holocaust is a Greek word it means something that was consumed in fire to God [Music] cooling column it says when the coin god--all came in to buy some milk - on Yom Kippur came into the okay - come on Yom Kippur it says he came in with a shovel of coal and you know cause I'll tell us we said everyday also these words mala ocean let's mala ocean Marshalls earth that if you ignite it emitted smoke went straight up our grandparents our great grandparents your great uncle your great-great uncle's your cousins they were malla ocean and that's how they were referred to growing up they were further escalation they were conditioned they were offered up as carbon Oilers they were components their human sacrifice I think I speak for most of the people if not almost all of the people whose parents were survivors they didn't talk to us about it they didn't talk to us about it in fact I tell them I know next to nothing about my grandfather my father never never told me anything about his father all his mother and similarly my mother whose parents also perished in Auschwitz through those same chimney stacks they never told me anything about their parents tiny secularly their work addition they were beyond words there was nothing to say anything that you said would reduce from reality they didn't tell us pay stuff like my father told me about his liberation story my father forgot to tell me at once mentioned after my father was nifty my mother was getting old and I had to take care of her papers and I went through the main are the papers the important papers the this certificate I didn't a death certificate I got a hold of my father's visit with my own application which my mother put in on his behalf after he passed and in it he said it was testimony given by his brother who was within the same time they were had one number upon that my father was taken from here to here and he was out with some other sort of knew and then he was transported to one of the satellite games in Auschwitz and he says his job was token haulin which means he hauled corpses now my father you think he just it just slipped his mind he just like forgot to tell me maybe just with good time it just you know it receded into the into the past you didn't think you'd see those faces in front of him all those years but he never told me he never told me in fact after his passing after I found it which was years later I went to a hot sauna and I met this guy Yossi Moskowitz as share was there and his friend knew my father and all of a sudden out of nowhere he comes to me he says do you know what your father did during the war and I couldn't believe it I said to him I think I do and I said you know he says yes your father once told me and I said was it that and he nodded but he never told me you know my uncle uncle taught you much advice who's buried next to my father my father was a 1 3 9 4 2 and merchandise was a 1 3 9 4 3 he told me you know he described what life was like in Auschwitz how they woke up every morning at 4 o'clock I was there every 5 o'clock yet they already lined up the Appel you've the lineup you waited for hours in the freezing cold wearing this thing this cloth it wasn't made out of cloth my uncle told me everyday in Auschwitz we saw a hanging every day in Auschwitz we saw her hanging every day in fact one of the hangings is just just an example of the sadistic cruelty there was a 16 year old Hungarian boy who the Nazi commandant had the boy here while his father was put on an hanging apparatus and it was put in the noose but he was standing on a chair [Music] and the Commandant took out his Luger pointed it at the boys temple and said kick out the chair in German and the boy and he's screaming at him kick it out and since I can't meanwhile his father is screaming at him kick the chair one of us has to live much one of us should live there was such screaming there was such there was madness and it went on for what seemed like an eternity eternity for the Amish 60 seconds he cocked his Luger he says I'm gonna count 503 Joe and the chair was no longer this 16 year old Hungarian boy who survived the war [Music] had to live with this you think he told his kids what his experience was like how his father died what about the story of that little boy who was five perhaps six years old who was hanging on to the clutches of his mother's hand as they were taken to an open pit dug by the Einsatzgruppen under the auspices of the Einsatzgruppen and they knew where they were going and people from to them were ready undressing and the boy turns to his mother a five six year old boy and says to his mother mama beneath which given a goethe jingle [Music] or the story of the nine-year-old son of the roof of gray sedan the rule of gray sedan at a boy nine years old when the day he arrived in Auschwitz was taken and Mengele you met Mangala and Mangala looked at him and said to the left and he went along with the others whom he didn't know and as he was led to the gas chamber tireless though people live and the caliber ever brings us down in his introduction to seifish my Israel mandala Fuchs screamed out someone remember me someone say Kaddish for me my name is mandala Fuchs my father was the Roman drags me down each of these are car bonus and you know especially if you learn enough every cub a compiler that's cool eye color that's completely birth colostrum is not complete without the soakin we are than ahsoka says that has some safely then in the soak him for a human sacrifice are the tears that are shared by others who remember them I must tell you every one of the stories that I heard and I just heard from Arthur Brown was still living here as my father's cousin when they went many of them didn't cry they weren't gonna give the Nazis a mushroom of the satisfaction and those who did cry had no tears left the tears had already been exhausted they cried those that did when they cried out schmeyer all it was a trick in attend there was no nurse of him our job our responsibility like the tomorrow says the person who brings the call himself doesn't have to be the one that can bring it in the Sock'em someone else can offer up dinner soccer and even a long time later I must conclude with the words because I know he would want me to say it again professional think the pair shall think I met in a piece of program in Europe rehearsal think was a man in well-known in Belgium when a fantastic voice he was a housing and he took me once it was the day when they say he's scared and then he came and eat some book to me and I was interested and he told me the following I was a little boy I was not ten years old I was brought to Auschwitz but because I had a golden voice the Nazis loved to hear me sing they actually put me into a satellite camp of Auschwitz named Erol it's where I spent time with her of Alan Miller you know what I'm Alan Miller was he's the father of today's been seeing me love the husband he was a well known cousin and today we would sing together in Garrett's when affine crisis became the Louvre in Belgium of the head of the picture mad ass so one day this young coven Belgium decided they're going to take the girls to go to Auschwitz the visitors they're kind crys worth told them no they cannot go we're not gonna give these son on these ruts and our money that's the last thing we're going to do and he cancelled the trip a few weeks later of hi in Christ with was going to age this throw tells me the Paranal think actual think was a real character and he said you know you needed a ride so I offered him a ride so kind Christ what was going in Herschel thinks car to the airport in Belgium in Antwerp to go to H is wrong and as he's driving him he turns to of time crisis and he says the following in Yiddish it was through freakish Allah I want to ask the roofer question these advice instable a button cos I get the route finished how do we the balla bottom know whether a robe is a good Ravana it's a guide for here we have a head roof you told me through campus events the road knows better okay forehead the rock the roof suppression finked instead of cry this is a resume then in Sabella Bottenfield will be the Bama bottom think that the roof with sensitivity was in staffing that the robe is sensitive to our needs vice ministers I get the roof then we know this is a good roof and then it turns to the roof and he says if a burger is a shine adviser she was the tune I don't know what to do he says to the congressman's we will smite the roof in some guillotine in Auschwitz I can still talk what do you think we work what do you think we did all day God but the feelings monster true we work 24 hours night we didn't work 24 hours we worked 18 hours know the angle is X true the other six hours what do you think we did tough it's a Gillian joy at a mine throw in some Gillian Zoe million toys fish to talk you ski just gonna enjoy it we don't learn the Sawyer with internships so what do we do just with a group of boys who are just boys and we promised each other that if any one of us ever gets out of this help we will make sure the world knows what happened here whose other tune what am I supposed to do I made a promise to those other boys most of whom did not survive the war that if I survived I would make sure everybody knows what happened Neha booth this look does the - can use kinds of shoots however robbed it says that the girls they shock of shouldn't go to Auschwitz hair shipping told me he turned because he was driving he turned to see what rapine graduates response was and he saw that are of Christ Worth and his head in his hands and he was crying the next day brought Christ with coal of the best shock of of Antwerp and told them that he changed his mind and the girls should go visit a schvitz and then Herschel thing told me you know sometimes I would go along with the big shark of group to this shark to Auschwitz but years later as I got older I didn't but it is sometime but I would always speak to them you know what I would tell them this is what I would tell I would say to them as follows you are now going to go to a place a camp let me tell you what you're going to see you're going to go there and you're going to see a mound of here and then you're gonna see a mound of teeth and another mound of shoes and then you're gonna go out and you're gonna see open field and there's nothing there there's nothing to see but let me tell you if you listen carefully if you are still quiet and you listen carefully you will hear the voices of your grandparents and great-grandparents and you know what they're going to say to you they're going to say to you thank you [Music] we the firm community we don't build monuments to the victims of the Holocaust we don't participate in the greatest museums in the world dedicated to the memories of the six million you'll see very few names of from a terrible even type machine even on those walls we have no memorials we don't observe Yama trial because it was in this ending it was Yogeshwara we don't as a rule participate in the march of the living most time is she eaten that's not that thing so when do we remember when do we remember those who did not have any graves those who have normal sizes those who have not even at your chat we didn't even know when they're your sorries those for whom no one ever said Kaddish when do we remember them when would do we pour out in the soccer for those car boners when do we do it we do it now [Music]