Basi Legani 5725 #6: The Origin of the Abandonment Wound

good good good morning how have you been thank God how's I saw a very brief clip and then I saw it edited afterwards then I thought I saw the rabbi say to natal many many years ago that he he will be the N when sh comes and then later on I saw the same clip in that part was edited out was was it was it I don't know I never heard that you never heard that really yeah somebody also mentioned that the said that but I don't know I never saw such a I mean it's usually very rare he should say such a thing so it's a little surprising to really yeah it could be it was more like a br right more like a br or that hopefully mashia will come now so right I think I think that makes more sense the rebel was very careful with these things he also was very careful of conferring uh too much uh spiritual power and dignity over a political personality who you know comes and goes and has ups and downs and makes mistakes right by other powers other powers and you know so he was very he gave whatever he can give you know wisdom and love and empathy and encouragement and motivation but didn't turn it into uh is one of the r you know it's a funny story there was once a PR in Crown Heights you know they had the L PR would come out with all the kids every was beautiful 10,000 kids 20,000 was a very nice event so so they would have all these signs you know whatever so they had one sign they would have floats a big so for minister of uh of Israel was then David Ley and he visited the prade and he says wow as not look at that I didn't think they know how to give so much [Laughter] com it worked was he joking wasn't Jing no he thought it was made for him yeah it was cute it was Charming or maybe he was joking I don't know that was the story that went around maybe it was just was very funny but it's unbelievable What's Happening Now Hashem has given Israel historic opportunities that it hasn't had in a 100 years literally yeah I saw brilliant I mean the opportunities that that Israel has now to tell the world the truth about Israel is is unprecedented unamed unashamed the whole life Isel it's God's give to us you want to live here like a mench as a guest wonderful if not there's a big planet and to give the Arabs the memo that we won the war and it's the game is over it's an unbelievable opportunity if Jews can get rid of their own inferiority complex right I mean so what happened yesterday with Trump saying you know he'll take over America's going to take over Gaza make it the Riviera of the of the Middle East with thousands of jobs and game is over and the woman said but it's their home it's their home he said it's hell what a it's a hell it's a hell house he said it's a hell house that you call that home you know that that conviction that ability you know for Jews to to be so scared to use any word God forbid to say it's ours you're not allowed to do that it's not politically correct and here comes the most powerful person in the world and says it it's called basic common sense I mean besides anything else right what what has been what we've been doing hasn't worked Decades of blood and blood and blood and blood you got to do something different yeah and everybody's quiet everybody listens cuz they say oh said yesterday he says that people hear what Trump says they go crazy and then they scratch their head and they say he's right it's an unbelievable opportunity for Israel unbelievable not just with Gaza with Yehuda with shamron with all of our know good is because he'll rejin the Coalition yes yes that's really it's it's it's unprecedented I just hope we get a memo it's it's it's literally a historic opportunity for for moral Clarity and for uh for conviction strength identity yeah that's like it's so funny and then mashah could come [Music] yeah exactly as the r writes in you know when you pull you know you when you when you bend the page completely One Direction you have to do the opposite direction you can't do is for normal people when a world is sane a middle path is very good when Insanity goes one way you must have a power of insanity to bring it back to the middle yeah we call exactly that's why he was chosen any person who would be uh different would try to do the middle path they would never be able to win you're talking about a a culture that went insanee you can't talk about men and women anymore I mean there's nothing you're allowed to talk about Hitler is not evil October 7th wasn't evil you're talking about a culture you're talking about Harvard I mean you're talking about the the elite of American culture that went completely insane who can begin to heal it conversations intellectualism that's the problem intellectualism intellectualism has been hijacked completely by Insanity you needed to have Mish of someone yeah yeah Mish it's it's an it's an unbelievable thing that you see huh yeah yeah yeah it's it's really fascinating I mean he may have been chosen by God to heal the world to heal the world to bring it back to some moral sanity I mean there was an insanity that went on there was no right and wrong you can't there's no civilization without that there no was it was like became the hero literally somebody to Simply say you know raping a woman is evil oh really who we never knew that oh burning a Child Alive is is not a right thing oh wow Trump trump was mes that we don't believe in burning children alive for the president of Harvard you can't say that who speaks like that microaggressions are much more important than not burning children alive not insulting you in a lecture is much more important you're talking about inanity of the highest levels so it's fascinating we have to be grateful you think this is the turn around is I hope yeah our job is to be the conduits but we have to be conduits and but it seems like he was uh no I was I saw yesterday was it's it's literally a historic opportunity for for the leadership of Israel but I don't know if they got the memo Trump got the memo already I don't know if they got the memo there's there's a deep fear that Jews have you know Gus has gotten to the Jewish people it's called 2,000 years 2,000 years of of of horrible persecution gets to people some people call it that huh yeah to let huh time to let go of the drama yes yes yes Hope yeah yes we should see the complete transformation of the darkness into light huh yeah yeah listen at the end of the 60s the 70s I remember I was a kid I went to Israel I think in the early 81 or young a young child you could see the Arabs were frightened from Israeli soldiers you could go anywhere remember we went to it was safe you went to nobody even thought twice there was a fear that existed and it was good for them they were safe it was good for them yeah and then the Jewish people in their own insanity and insecurity completely resurrected allowed the terror organizations to be resurrected by seeding not just territory to them but by seeding conceptual territory to them by saying there's two sides there you have a perspective we have a perspective and the moment they saw that they knew we could win and the terror didn't seize for one day and all of their changes they didn't go back to the basics send them the memo we won this war it's our land for eternity we're going to live in every part of it this is our land we have one little piece of land there's 52 Muslim countries there's one little tiny Jewish country forever and ever and ever you want to live like a mench as a guest good the word democracy intoxicated them so much here you have the president of America who said I'm going to take over Gaza not Israel who's been in has been in who not the Jewish people been in Israel for 4,000 years me me Trump America that's not even 300 years old is going to occupy Gaza and some one of the women was here but it's their home it's their home what about democracy but everybody understood you're talking about a a Hell House what democ Berlin in 1945 what's democ Democratic about taking over Berlin the answer is you have Hitler you have Hitler there's no democracy but Jews were so busy with democracy yeah that they allowed Hitler to grow and grow and grow and grow and that's what they're facing now and here you have a non-jew who's trying to teach them how to respond democracy you talk about when there's two people who can respect each other who are happy if you split the cake you take 50 I take 50 and we're both happy we about it's a cancer that wants to destroy you and your children completely the word democracy is the most foolish undemocratic word in the world democra is based on principles of Love Of Life respect for your neighbor human decency the ability that we both need to coexist we deing with an ethos that it's K the whole thing is mine we're going to kill every last Jew October 7th going to happen again and again and again to use the word democracy is the most foolish and undemocratic concept in the world Chamberlain andit yeah this is Chamberlain and Hitler yeah but you would think that the the intelligent Jews would have learned from Chamberlain huh we have a president my [Laughter] natural he's nominating me for president of Gaza Gaza is looking for president I don't think Trump is giving away that position he said it's the Riviera of the Middle East that was pretty cool I was in Gaza you ever there the coast it's amazing G yeah amazing Place beautiful some something beautiful they gave it literally to the Nazis with the green houses yeah within a few hours everything was destroyed in the Miss start to come if Israel had a little of shon had a little dignity he would say it's over we're done so what happened they madean there they literally was like Hitler was in a bunker and imagine the Allies would tell Hitler okay we have Rus on you you know what take over a little part of Berlin and stay there and a few years later a second Holocaust that's what they want they want a second Holocaust and this is aric shaon aric shaon who his whole life was a bulldozer but his strength wasn't rooted in Jewish roots sameen same thing with Rabin and Paris and even Manan with Camp David the greatest disappointment was manim Bean cuz manim Bean was a Jew who was so proud of Judaism you know he kept chabas to a certain degree he was a very different he was made of a Different Cloth nakan but when it came to Camp David he surrendered to the pressure of Carter Jimmy Carter and Egypt and the peace with Egypt you see what happened what it looks like the whole Gaza kastan was built because of Egypt this was one of the most foolish mistakes Israel made and it was the precedent for AO and G the Camp David of Courts beg but the pressure was so deep because the presidents then weren't like Trump they would pressure you like crazy and if you didn't have good Jewish identity was very very difficult stubborn man okay so that's this commentary all the News That's fit to print welcome back everybody or I should welcome myself okay it's working everything is good you checked good Maran okay so we have learned five classes 5725 1965 that the presented on at the yard site of the re the six as he would say every year the as we discussed in the earlier classes the first five classes we went through the first first section of the M and we're now in this cont we are up to page page page in the middle of the second paragraph PID you doll in this and uh so we now we're now going to continue okay this series this series is graciously dedicated in loving he was one of the great rabbis of Australia RAB gutnik who had the privilege of knowing it's also dedicated by our friend philli in honor and in tribute of the Reb and schim for creating a reolution to bring now thank you God bless you okay just before we begin inside we're going to start V so we're learning today we're also going to learn tomorrow and we're also going to learn Friday so this week we'll have a share also Thursday morning and Friday morning also 7:45 your actually is on shabas so shabas is going to be a big fa in here everybody's invited it's going to be 24 upstairs next door and it starts 8:30 p.m. with a Mal and hot food and music and a beautiful fa in honoring the 75th the art site of the rebat and 75 years of the Reb's leadership and bashem will also be on live stream 9:00 on the yeshiva.net it will be live streamed so that's this coming Ms shabas please share with relatives or friends okay so we have been exploring what's called in the secret of the Tsum the Tsum which is one of the profound ideas in ter that first articulated clearly in his in the beginning of and this this concept of has not just ramifications about some aspects of life but of all of life and really the essence of life and the essence of we learned a lot of the introductions to this concept of we learned about what says that the light of a the manifestation of a which is what light is the transition of a comes in two forms so to speak or at least we call it two forms from our limited perspective and vocabulary which means it extends downward to no end but it also extends upward to no end and he explained what that means is it's not just saying the same words you could just say it's endless extends everywhere but it's actually representing two different concepts means that comes out even in the lowest lowest places the light is manifested and can be perceived is that the as he puts it ascends concealment after concealment above to no end and above here means in the sense that this a is enclosed and en camou camouflaged by in in concealment after concealment which each each concealment really means that the light is going higher and higher we'll soon see why but it means it's going higher and higher that has to be explained somebody wrote me a letter why it's higher and higher means lower and lower but it really it's higher and higher that's a big we're going to understand why at the end of the why means lower and lower more cons more but here he says it's higher and higher means more revealed than more revealed even in the the lowest places there's a revelation even post means higher more and more and more concealed but in all the concealments it's still completely ir and that's the treasure that's given to the soldiers when they need to win the war theer that we spoke about in the beginning of the m so for this he started to explain this is the concept of that is concealed and we brought whole of the and a whole TI of the and then he started to explain the actual of and he gave the introduction that Al is that ssum is only in the not in the May which means the word ssum means concealment concealment can happen where there's Revelation with his Revelation there can also be concealment in light you could talk about the light is revealed it's present it's manifested it's felt it's experienced light means the experience of something so there's also the non-experience of it the concealment of it but Atmos the May the source of it over there you say the word revelation you also don't say the word concealment it is what it is and was never so that remains as says in full tact when the of the speaks of he's talking about that's why the words he uses the the light of filled the entire expanse and space of reality and over there there was a tum in the light in the mo in the source there was no light no not everybody agrees for this no no no that not about this do we agree about every anybody agree about everything there's no such a thing huh [Laughter] yeah he just thinks he's the [Music] Meer he AR articulated very clear in many places in that the whole of is only in the as he puts it there those are his words when he says doesn't mean his G like he means his g means it's fully as is there's no change that's why children even children even children know that Hashem is here how do children know what's the big deal children know you Tau it to them so they know it is saying the child in each of us the child in each of us knows it that's Atmos the child doesn't know about and and and and and and and child doesn't know this a child speaks about hm he speaks about and over there there was no and that's the idea of sayem is here that's the of over there there was no and that's in a very in many ways a very simple thing but it's everything that's beyond is the way it's manifested it's experienced it's revealed it's transmitted which is what light means light means when something in its Essence is not anymore in its Essence it's revealed to me the fact that there's light in the room allows me to see you the question is how much of you do I see right in Earth there could be so many different levels there could be the concealment of Earth there could be the revelation of Earth but in atus he says there's no concealment is also therefore no Revelation it's not the of is not that's the first step he explained and this will become very very relevant as we will see later on now he's going to go to the [Music] of even though that says in there is a in there's no ranted fine yet not everybody agreed to this Som H that was also in the mar yeah this was a from those who interpreted a certain way that this is this is part of the literally is if it was in the or only in the that's part of the in was also if it's that's one but there's another if the was in the or not in the and this was the and the whole is based on this major major themes in are based on this it all comes back to this and says clearly that in the whole word the whole concept the whole experience of Sim doesn't even relate toos even in there was no real what do mean there's no real not that always making a joke means it can be perceived as a don't take the word literally don't think the word literally means it's a perception it's a real perception perception doesn't mean here that I'm just you know I had a had a you know had a Daydream for a few minutes it's a perception that creates quite a lot of havoc and it's a perception that is essential to the purpose of creation we don't hear mean a perception you know take your vitamins and drink a coffee and get rid of your perception we're talking about perception that becomes reality but ultimately we're using the word perception because that means it could be worked through at the core of reality this and that's now going to be discussed and the and and we're going to see throughout the ramifications of this about our own life every in that we learn about as I always say it's not about some philosophical concept you know somewhere above that may be a nice Tian a nice sh and a nice PP that's all good and it's it's part of and it's but every literally the the whole in is the change in a person's life what it means in my life what it means in my relationships and my conduct from when I wake up in the morning through retire Till I Retire at night including the entire night in other words it the way it affects a person internally and externally in every facet of their life practically physically emotionally psychologically spiritually and certainly so he goes right he says but here we need to understand when we talk about the revelation of the light of which says this is a quote that there was a Transcendent simple light that filled all of M this is how the describes preum reality and when we say preum reality we're not talking in time as I always say it's right now it's beyond the level of time and space preimum doesn't mean you know 26 billion years ago before theum or 5,786 years ago before the simum 578 5 years ago preimum is also now it's a state it's a state of of of reality is and as we're going to see and I don't want to spoil it the whole the whole of the and Al was that that state of reality is also now that's what means but that that's going to be developed here and the reason it's going to be developed is you just say believe believe I believe th I have no problem believing the AL but that's not the V for that you didn't need aim the whole idea of tum is that it should be able to be worked through and experienced by the person that's why embodiment is the key and that's we're going to see is the whole inion of of is internalization like they should be able to beim is a up and that was the revolution of the is not is that changes everything literally T is notum means distance means I'm withdrawing literally withdrawal that's what the word means to withdraw to filter to condense to limit to limit to shrink the and give you only a little bit in other words I'm withdrawing I'm giving you all drop from the Niagara Falls you're getting one cup of water from the Sun you're getting one little ray of light right it's a limit that's the word that's what the word Sim means to limit you say a person is an in Hebrew what does it mean huh if it's I want to bring out it's importants means very narrow right very mumum you think inum what mean you think in you think very very small you're not expensive so the word ssum actually means that the went into smallness not expensive and that was necessary to create the world because if would be expensive notum everything would be infinite I wouldn't be sitting here talking about Infinity right the very fact that is you and I and we're sitting here and dealing with our lives that's comes the m and tells us that the whole was there should be in other wordsum is not about withdrawal it's about Unity is that flipped it that flipped it completely so the process must be integrated cuz that is the whole point you don't we're not trying to undo the Tsum we're trying to transform the Tsum there's a big difference between undoing and transforming the purpose of coming into this world was not to undo what happened for that you didn't have to create the world just undo you know you press control all delete thank you the point is to transform it you understand the difference it's a very big difference just to come into darkness and then cancel it do woke on Darkness they should do woke on Darkness not onl so for that you didn't have to come into it the is not to not to cancel it out to transform it for that you have to work through the Tsum you have to work with the Tsum and you have to burst a bubble you have to create a crack in the simum and and open it up dissect it yeah yeah so if theim Tsum originated in a sense of distance then it's a real Tsum but if the whole originated in infinite love so the question is why would you make AUM and for this is going to be the answer is the whole is for for Oneness for love for deeper love and that's really the way it comes out in we will see yeah but that has to be worked out that's what I'm saying we need all these be and people some what do you need is it get it gets very nuanced and intricate because life is nuanced and intricate you understand any every is translated in people's lives in other words and this is interesting I'm not going to get too too to too detailed here for obvious reasons because this itself could become endless any experience in your life any experience in your life is either from postum or preum any experience even if I can't find the key to my car and I'm late to the class and I'm getting frustrated and annoyed with the person who used a car yesterday and didn't leave the key in the car okay I know I'm giving a very it didn't happen today but it happens very personal very personal very doesn't seem like a big crisis cuz it's not yeah right but but there's an emotion that just happened that emotion could be traced back to were you're joking yeah in other words that emotion whatever that brought up if you go deeper and deeper yeah whether it's a sense of Abandonment whether it's a sense that you can't trust anybody whether it's a sense that nobody cares about you whether it's a sense that people around you are lazy are entitled are selfish are self-centered are narcissistic they take whatever it is that you'll talk to your th IST in detail or to your wife or to your schwier about what it's bringing up but even the smallest inion right you can't get a Visa you can't get a passport you're having a hard time getting a job your car broke down you're struggling with a school you're struggling with a sh whatever it is big things and small things but every every experience in life is tuning into a frequency in the world right this is the foundation of all emotional work and finding that frequen it's either postum or or preum so any every is translated into every experience every experience that we having either it's from preum or post now you can understand that every experience that's rooted in prum is going to be an experience of that's where pure and infinite Bliss comes from that's preum every experience of postum is already with the is completely concealed and hence I'm on my own I need to survive now in this itself there's endless levels endless literally because postum Aus is also postum and Bri is also postum and is also postum and even higher than Aus is postum so even postum you're talking about endless levels but it's a frequency of postum so by working through the simum it's really another word in English of working through every experience in your life until there's alignment so it comes the mag and teaches us that the whole was there should be alignment there should be but it shouldn't beus in a way where you bypass your identity but it should be AK in a way that it's integrated it's embodied and that's why working through the Tsum is of critical importance not just of critical but that is the essence of all yeah very good not sweeping the Tsum under the rug but holding space for it with empathy appreciating what it is and of course not sweeping preum under the rug because that's the only thing that can hold the ssum that can hold space for the Tsum is preimum oh so that's that's that's that's where the ultimate transformation happens that when somebody really works through the Tsum and they reach a place of in their own soul so they learned that there was never a all the distress and pain was a perception that was based on a certain understanding and experience of life so it transforms the past experiences too and it even transforms the perception of the past experiences it doesn't only transform the experience it transforms what I went through from my perspective because that's also part of the T yeah and then there's a different level of healing you understood the last Point If you experience it it's it's that's mhia that's that's the frequency of mhia that's that's the G that that frequency is g at least the it's the beginning of it it's the beginning of it you know there not just does good things in the world it's much deeper the used to always say it says in m is with an Al it's interesting you would think that the words for Exile the word for Redemption should be different words in Hebrew it's not it's the same word is exile what's really yeah but there's an Alf you remember the B said it's about going back from the tough to the AL the moment you get from the tough to the alive you look at the G oh that's G so G is not you know msia flying down down on a BMW or on a donkey from the heaven and distributing you know free uninhibited uh Kool-Aid to everybody they'll be Kool-Aid also it'll be healthy Kool-Aid not uh food coloring but the V is it's reality it's go with an olive so say so what's the big deal who needs it oh it's a big deal the moment the AL comes into the G that's G so Gul is not a different Universe G is exp reexperiencing the G from the AL of perspective and it doesn't only transform the Future IT transforms the past also that's what we spoke last year about right the end of I told you and the last V is that was laughing when he saw the foxes and they told because didn't talk about the future they all believe that mhia is going to come but they were still crying because now there's a fox coming from the kadash was laughing now even though he also did Kaa says they were all there they did K so he also tore his clo he understood what they understood that's why he asked him why are you crying cuz I know why I'm laughing but I want that you're cry I want you to understand that you're crying is what's making me laugh my laughter is not divorced from your tears I'm not like living you know as an angel in a spiritual spaceship in a different world and everything is sweet and dandy and beautiful that's bypassing the Tsum and yeah you have aamas that attacka higher Souls they never really land relative to our world they preum when you say preum relative it means not Mish PR but relative to our world it's a much higher level where there's less concealment but that's not Rea was completely presenta was a Ben G AA came from non-jews actually said he said only R AKA can do this because he came from non-jews so he's the only one who could transform theban into G because he was completely present in that space yeah what yeah what it says in garan sanedrin it says I think it's not in it's not in all of our versions but it's in many of the came from now CRA was what Arch Enemy of the Jewish people the story in with you know D killed CRA she got him she gave him milk and he fell asleep and she put the peg in his forehead he was like the Hitler of the time and the says giml that the way that she got him so tired was she had intimacy with him seven times and he impregnated her and from that came R AA SOA came from the depths of Darkness theam says that he was a Ben gadm his parents were GM so that meansa grew up in the house of non-jews either they converted in his lifetime and he also converted they converted before his lifetime but either way his grandparents were not Jewish his uncle and ants were not Jewish so you're talking here about the says inan that the whole his own Z wasn't Jewish I don't know IFA would have been taken into Yeshiva these days I don't know if his daughters would make it into Seminary that I don't know huh and who would want to do a sh anyway but it brings out a point so said he came from the so he's the one who could tell you the truth abouts only him cuz he had to work it through it himself he had to confront it he couldn't bypass it so he's the one who revealed to the other about the fox amazing amazing unbelievable V okay so now when we told spoke about this that's is beautiful words it filled all what does mean it filled all there was no that's the point means there was no outside of that's filled all of doesn't mean there was a drawer and filled the whole draw there was a big house there was a big empty world and so filled the whole world that's not what is saying means the concept of reality is reality M it isus means existence m right so the very notion of existence was there was no notion there was no concept there was no experience of existence on any level not with your mind not with your heart there was also no mind and heart that's the point there was nothing outside of they say what does that mean I don't know what that means I I I know because I'm post of course I don't know what that means that's why I'm giving that's why we're learning about it if we were preach simp we wouldn't learn about it the words of are so powerful the whole was filled by when you say filled right away it means two things you say the tissue box is filled with tissues and the cup is filled when we say filled right away it means two things but that's only in physicality when you talking in spirituality when you say something is filling something else it doesn't mean there's something and it's filled by something else it means that is the whole reality of it we use the word filled because that's the word we use because we live in that world of polarity yeah you understood what I just said so means there was no definition of the word outside of but knows that there that's that's not means he puts it over there he says there was no space from msas that is msas even the word existence didn't apply because the word existence as spiritual as it is means existence now the question is what exists I exist you exist the universe exist the universe doesn't exist we think we exist we exist in the Matrix we exist in our mind we exist in your mind we exist in God's mind I think therefore I am I am therefore I think you could drive yourself crazy but the very definition of existence there was nothing outside of an what the pure expression of a that's the preum reality and this is all o in O and then comes the and make some change in this it's not anymore says the is withdrawn an empty circle is created a vacuum a h a vacuum is created and the is now in circling the vacuum that vacuum that m p calls it m a vacant space he calls it an empty space and a vacant space is now devoid of the ER and suddenly there isus outside of and then says he takes a c he takes a little line and thread from that and he brings it back into the empty circle and from there Begins the whole process of creation from highest highest highest to lowest lowest lowest all the way down to the lowest levels what does this mean since you're talking about real meaning true so it's not a joke means endless so there's no descriptions there's no limitations there if it's meaning it's an of a it's the that itself is a because it manifests a so there's no descriptions there's no limitations so you need to say that this light has both the capacity for finiteness and the capacity for infiniteness for Infinity if it's it means it doesn't have to be a if it's true it doesn't have to be limited by the fact that it's a it can also be finite if it's truly infinite so then it's unlimited also by the need of being unlimited being unlimited is also a description you're infinite you're everything you're everywhere that's what he's say but if it's so don't give me any names don't tell me I'm infinite maybe I don't want to be infinite maybe I want to be limited yeah we all know even in a person the greater a teacher is how do you know a teacher is really really great not that nobody understands his class that everybody understands his class you have Geniuses that nobody understands a word they're saying then you have real geniuses that everybody understands what they're saying or at least everybody thinks they understand what he's saying you understand the [Music] difference when you read his t almost nobody understands it he says when he spoke a 5-year-old understood a 5-year-old understood rev Z writes this the greatest gone is the one that can be extremely Limited in other words I'm just giving a little Marshall when he says it means it doesn't have to be unlimited unlimited is also a term it could be limited so in there was two things there's the that gives room for and there's the that doesn't give room for don't say is limited by the fact that it has to exclude the world that's also a limit there's also the if it's infinite there's also the capacity to be finite that's what real Infinity means in other words Infinity can also be a trap just you understand what I'm saying real means stop calling me a we get caught up it's infinite it's everywhere maybe not it could be a it could also be not so if it's really so why have maybe it's not if Hashem could manifest himself as being finite I have space for others I don't have to that's what he say it gives space for and doesn't we didel come up with the idea that when the is revealed it has to be in a way that it fills the whole and there's no room for anything else why not if it's real sa yeah stop putting names and limitations and titles and if he wants to express himself in a finite way so there is room for other reality so there is room it's very impressive to us that it's infinite but he says but that's impressive with a definition an amazing definition we're not minimizing being Ain he's not minimizing it but he's saying if it's really a go a step deeper stop making the limits that it has to be Unlimited so he's challenging the very words of no could be say you know what we're not my a is going to express itself in being limited today there's room for you there's room for you there's room for you well you don't need a tum this is all based that you need a Tsum you don't need aim the itself has the has the has the of infinite the that is part of being part of being means don't give it don't give it any descriptions so the says that's why in the original adds a few words when he quotes he adds somethings one of the big ofab is a called it's a fundamental was written by a Jew named mayor Ben gab he lived in the 15th century in the 1400s Spain and he wrote a sa called over there he has a line first section the a just as he has the capacity to be infinite he also has the capacity to be finite because if you say he only has the capacity to be infinite and he doesn't have the capacity to be finite you are limiting his Perfection you're being means you're creating a flaw a void in his and is of everything so this is the of and he lived actually before the the passed away in 1572 he lived earlier than AR he doesn't speak about theim he just says when you speak about the don't think that you have to use the word a can also be a limit he could be ble but he can also be Gul at the same time and at the same time yeah and it's really and it's really and it's really one thing we say two things again because vocabulary puts limits on things we speak about things by describing them if we don't describe them we can't talk every word is another description that's what we learned from the creation created the letters for heaven and the letters of Earth the description of Heaven and Earth so we speak in descriptions we don't have another Choice that's whyu said I'm not a man of words ALB says what's the problem so we say CU he stuttered he couldn't speak well some say he didn't know Egyptian dezzar says he did some he didn't he didn't have a good he didn't have a good vocabulary like the speak English it's hard they're not going to give a speech in English you know half the words in English 90% are in [Music] Yiddish Al says it's much deeper I'm not a man of words means what what I want what I am can't be contained in words so we in v in our vocabulary we have a duality but in essence it's really one thing so the includes two things infinity and finiteness b means no limit andul means a limit and that's all a so why do we use the word a because that's what really a means a he says don't get caught in the word a the description a means unlimited but really an means unlimited by anything including by being Unlimited and as I said before and this is a very it's somewhat of a good musle for it even though obviously it's a very relative metaphor whats aive you think I remember that is teaching us that that's really it's really one truth and that's the truth of a a true a is Infinity but what does that mean so don't get stuck in the word infinity understand that Theus of means it's infinite and because it's infinite it's also not limited by being infinite so it can also Express itself in a very finite way and as I gave you the Marshall right you can have a master teacher who's a genius and he's now speaking to 5-year-old kids or 10-year-old kids or maybe adults but relative to his knowledge they're completely completely on a different level so he could speak in a way where he just expresses his genius and everybody says it went way over my head but the greatest of Minds can limit their expression to the point that it's custom made and filtered that the child can take it in and really understand it and even go home entertained in other words give it in a way that is completely completely accustomed and Acom accommodates the capacity and the vessels of the recipient that's not a that's not a smallness that's a greatness that's a Godless some people are are are are limited by their unlimitedness you know they're just they're they're just up there and they don't know how to come down it's just a little metaphor but I'm just trying to bring out says don't be means it's the schless of everything so it could be infinite could be finite don't give it names don't give it titles why is that so this a question on that reel back to our question so why does that reel say excluded the of that's also a limitation you don't have to exclude so he explains in the believe SOB explains this is what the is trying to explain this and that is of course before you have the and that includes also the in other words you have the that gives space for the worlds and you have the that doesn't give space for the worlds but as he puts it because there was the Gil of because there was the revelation of infinity so even the was part of [Music] B so the the was concealed by being part of the that's what says we thought he means didn't give room for the he says it was also so he says what me what was felt is only which is the and yeses couldn't be felt because whenever is revealed the is not felt as separate it's just felt as part of B so even though it's there but it's not experienced as finite because it's part of infinity so the M there can't be room for the world which experience their finiteness as separate from Infinity so the finite is the way it's preum of course it's finiteness and there's room for the worlds but when it's preum it's all part of a if it's part of a that's not what the world that's not the world that we're experiencing we don't experience a world that's finite as part of infinity we experience a world that's finite when you're stuck in your bubble it's not like my bubble is part of infinity no it's not it's a bubble huh it's pre of course this we're not limiting there it's not what that means but over there is up is a to use language is a the is a oh that's already a different that's what it means not because the Earth doesn't give room for it does where you experience as divorced from so what was the he completely withdrew his light completely creating an empty space what does it mean an empty space empty from what empty from light there's no his God at all in the one second and then to the empty space he brought in a cutter a short and thin line metaphorically speaking from which was afterwards created the whole msus and reality the creation and the reality of the worlds you're you're you're your tus D you sing here [Music] he asked have says of course you do there's a room for the worlds there's room for the world there is so what do you need to why you saying the excluded the includes could the answer to this is of course everything was there including the but because the was felt so the is just an expression of infinity that's what it is it's not a separate reality so therefore it's not felt as finite in and of itself liit its limitedness how how it expresses Infinity it's an expression of Theus of and Theus of so as you would say you would see you know it's like you understand the moment the moment you crack the code of preimum what G is it yeah of course it's but what is really it's that's not the world we're talking about that world you can have that world you had no problem I don't know if them no problem that type of yeses that type of mius that type of existence which is nothing but a manifestation of the so what you need to tum tum for CU our experience of finiteness is finiteness as finite you know not as infinite you know how sometimes just to bring it down sometimes a person finds themselves in a state of confusion or or Darkness or chaos or just despair or blondness or negativity and what's the hardest thing about it the hardest thing about it is you don't see the edges of it it's it's it's all consuming you know what I'm talking about some of you know what I'm talking about when you find yourself in the abyss it's not like you say okay this Abyss is like you know it's bir like the a I'm in a pit but it ends after T it's doll you know it's it's doll fine that's not that's not the bird we experience that bird is a bird it has edges but there's a world outside of the B when we're in a b it's infinite you understand it's infinite there's nothing else so that's what it means to be in the abys be in doesn't mean there's EDG when there's when there's edges you're good huh it's a bird that feels like Ain that's what he's saying it's not a Gul that feels like part of B okay it's a Gul that feels like G it's you're completely separate for that you need a as long as the was present of course there was what type of it's that's expressing and are the same thing it's all part of so when that read says he needed a not because there was no before there was aul but the Gul was subsumed in B it was a din it was a was expression of so the whole is just a there was no space for where finess is a true powerful perception of reality it's the fabric of our reality there's a sense of Abandonment there's a sense of aloneness there's a fear of Abandonment there's a sense of real Brokenness what for this the can't be present in experience that's the that's the it's completely gone we're going to see what we mean by gone but the words of that is he took and he got rid of it now the is on its own the I'm sorry the is so to speak separate from the yeah now it could be felt as when the was present in your experience okay again I'm going to I'm going to I always say when YF told his brothers you didn't sell me God sent me and therefore I'm not upset I'm not depressed I'm not angry what what did he mean by that what he meant by that was that his was a of I want you to hear this he was a if he was a he was never in real darkness he was sent there Infinity was sent there so the finiteness is not finite it's infinite you understand the difference that's pre when a soldier is sent into battle Yeah I was last shabas with 12 soldiers on a retreat for PTSD they came for PTSD so one of them was in Syria before the Revolution and in Gaza and in Lebanon so he tasted you know all three malav malas death on three fronts with the worst of the enemies and he's suffering from it but there was never a moment where he said I was sent here because you know they don't like me because I was a bad boy he knew no I was sent there because I'm a good soldier he's actually a commander he has 600 soldiers under him he didn't think he was sent because he's inadequate he was sent because he's adequate when you go into darkness as a you know you was sent here you're not part of the darkness you're the solution you're not the problem when the is part of the it's not limited it's limited but it's Li it as an expression of so y tells his brothers actually I'm in a very good place what do you mean you're in a good place you were abandoned you were thrown out he no no no you got it wrong I was a I wasn't abandoned when you could feel your infinity and your Infinity is going for a tour into Dark Places yeah your blood our blood circulates has to bring oxygen and nutrients to every part of the body so the blood leaves the heart and the blood goes all the way down to the pinky to the to the toe the blood what are you doing to me why are you punishing me why you sending me away from the heart I need the heart the blood needs the heart and the blood needs the lungs it needs to be oxygenated the blood knows it's a it's don't worry it's not you're just bringing the light to the toes you get it and then you come back that's what means means that is a then you're good cuz then you're not finite you are finite but you're not finite you're just Infinity having a finite experience in order to transform the finite that's how preum reality is experiencing post that's what y says the challenge is but that's not our world our world is where there is abandonment there is a feeling of Abandonment for this you need ssum this is what ssum means simum means that the doesn't feel that it's a so for this di says there was a complete the was completely removed what says removed we'll soon see what means removed it's not but we're just using we're building up removed means that in the in the empty space we call it empty what's empty why empty what God can't be limited God's o has to go away when hasem can't deal with a world is O has to disappear he says no means you don't feel the anymore once you don't feel the so now the isul so now what do you feel empty is the that's the of of course there was before but was all yeah the Gul was GIS the finite was just another expression of infinity so it it allows for msus it's true it allows for what type of msus a m that expresses the in the the capacity of to be finite okay beautiful finite so theb was speaking about the TR that when the Jews came back after they came back they rehabilitated themselves after the and he says that's why it says in when they came back to was never such a so he explained that was asks why does so he g a whole answer but explained question of the G is DAV was also B why do you have to wait for sh to do DAV was also B say the answer is the gar says wasn't to with it wasn't so why did it happen wanted to create a precedent for Bal that even people who fall down very low they shouldn't think they're hopeless because they have look at he went down to the abyss he rehabilitated himself you can also do it so the said like this when somebody s in order to [Laughter] show you understand when you're foing in in other words to be able to give hope to other people that's a different type of fall it's a different type in other words you see the edges around the bo you're going into this place in order to achieve something you're in full Consciousness you didn't lose yourself you understand it's a different inion at the surface it looks the same D sins and I sin you know yeah it's a connection to the beginning of the right I was once talking Friday night in SCH so I told him that I heard a from somebody who said you know you think that this and this yeah didn't speak loara no no he spoke and he failed and he stumbled and then he did CH and that's what it means doesn't mean a never speaks he speaks and he fails and he learns his lesson and and he works it out soel didn't like it he says you understand the motivation behind this is to say that I'm on the same level cuz at least the sin we Shear okay he did CH also do CH but the truth is yeah it's it's a powerful lesson sometimes but sometimes you have to understand no there's a different Madre it's a different inion it's not the same sinu sin of hitting the rock is not my moment of weakness where I lost the plot do these things in order to give hope EMS but it's a different in it's so that's why the CH of is not real CH it's all part of an experiment had to be real was real this is all illustrating how when it's part of it is it has all the sin looks just like anybody else's sin but it's completely different it's a whole different inion it's a different [Music] inion St just a little memory and it just popped into my head so I'll say it did that be the beginning of he would make shabas he would make he would he would drink wine make KES and then eat a little Maus so the didn't have teeth later years so they had like marble cake sponge cake marble it was it was marble cake but so very soft to eat a Kaz you have to eat a lot you know you have to eat a Kaz because he made a after so it was one of the times you could see that he was eating in public very RAR that you could see it but in the beginning of a shabas you could see so when you looked at it I saw that that be like eating cake and he put in quite a lot cuz he wanted it was hard it was wasn't easy for him to get it down cuz Mish had had one tooth and then it fell out so there was no teeth so on one hand you could see a person eating cake you could see but on the other hand if you were sensitive you could see that it's a different experience of eating like the whole relationship we have with food is you know the food owns US much more than we own the food I don't have to explain it to you at least I could speak for myself especially if it's a good piece of cake I don't know that it was a good piece of cake I don't know oh I actually did taste it a few times at the end when I was a kid I used to take at the end but it was very good cake marble cake but you can see somebody's eating and when you're eating you you know you're eating eating you know but it's a different experience of eating so two people could be doing the same thing but it's a completely different reality so that's all a dgma that's what YF is saying I was a I wasn't I wasn't a victim of you I wasn't sold I was sent I never lost the plot what do you mean you're in a pit this is G you're in a pit it's not a pit it's a it's a it was one of the hostages that was released a few months ago her name is sair Cohen sapir Cohen incredible incredible girl 27 years old I think so she traveled to America and she shared some of her stories so I heard one of the speeches on video and actually I think I met her somewhere on a shabas I forgot but she shared her story she shed one detail and that is that she was imagine a person should say this it's it's it's it's it's completely I can't even say I was a struck it's beyond she says at some point I decided that I'm a of Hashem to Gaza and Kamas has no control over me even though they have control over me 24/7 they could kill me at any second they can torture me whatever they and whatever they did to her but I realized I'm a and my is to help other hostages keep up their spirits and she said that's what I did and she spoke about a little girl who she saved and incourage and she stole P for a girl who was starving incredible stories but she says at one point listen to this she saw her writing her name on a piece of paper and drawing a yard candle her name and he draws a a candle so she understood what does this mean basically she'll be killed one of these days and he's you know lighting a candle for her [Music] soul so she got overwhelmed from fear and she turned to him and said what's this I thought we were friends cuz she was very smart she she uh you know she was very brilliant how she dealt with these with these people why why why you doing this so he says what's what's the problem she says why you making a a candle with my name he says I'll tell you why I hate you I'm supposed to hate you you're a Jew I'm Kamas I hate you I'm supposed to hate you but I have to admit one thing as long as you're here you bring light to this place that's why I made a candle she thought it was a yard side candle he was saying you bring light to this place he said I have to admit I hate you I have to hate you but as long as you're here you bring light to this place and she heard this from aamas captor so you understand he wasn't trying to flatter her it was such a light that even a a barbaric sadistic lowlife terrorist working for couldn't help himself but say that as long as you're here in this G him you're bringing light to this place which part of him said this how did he know about her light when he's there with a gun W waiting to kill I don't know I don't have a I don't have an explanation for it I'm just telling you a story that she shared huh that even he he almost couldn't help himself he I hate hate you and I have to hate you I'm there's a Mitzvah to hate you you're a Jew you're the devil right we're here to kill you to murder [Music] you huh he couldn't help himself say a from pre I I don't even have the for it and and she was T it she was like wow so that's the here so what did it accomplish I know if the word is accomplish that created a gulf between the had to be removed completely now is on its own so to speak what does it mean it's on its own it's recognizable as an independent entity so what does that look like I'm a finite I'm a finite creature that's what it will ultimately look like in our world again post Simpson there's infinite realities but that's what it's ultimately going to look like there's going to be a source of real abandonment at least in its own perception of course we're soon going to learn that the but as Cohen taught the whole world but but but that's that's the V and then he brings in a from the he brings a c into the empty space and from this starts the creation of the world but first there's a there's a what say empty why do you need empty space what's wrong with that was the say nothing wrong with is great but when the is preim and the is felt then the is just an experience of that it's not separate huh and that's a the that the light that now comes in has to be a c meaning it also has to go through it has to become a line other words you can't bring back the as it was because then you're you're undoing the so he takes a c from thatal and brings that into the brings that into the to the so this is why the MIM adds this ver to explain the words of the why and there was no M from even though there was a m from but the way we understand it couldn't be because PR there's but what's Nish over there what's felt is so that's why an empty space has to be what's an empty space empty space means literally you're alone there's a void the reason you could feel a void in the world the reason we could feel an emptiness that's the that's the m so I want you to understand this whenever you feel an emptiness and a void especially those moments when you feel a deep void what are you experiencing you're experiencing you're experiencing the you're experiencing the Mak it's literally a picture of the Mak the whenever you experiencing a void in life that is the M and P that's what it is you'll say stop trivializing the mck and me so much really my little void yeah yeah your little void your little void huh yeah now the question is what do you do with this void so essentially this is the whole M what do you do with that void that void that we experience and especially the sensitive people who experience it much more because they're more sensitive remember the more sensitive you are the more you experience theim people say I have this void that's that's that's so deep that's a beautiful thing because that void is the tum the reason you're feeling that void is because you're feeling the tum if you're feeling the tum it means you're rooted in preimum remember if you were completely if you were created in that void you wouldn't feel a void you know if you're born in the void that is you the reason you're experiencing a void something is missing is because you know that something is missing that means you're rooted in a preum reality so the fact that you're feeling that void that itself is good news you're fing you're I said fing good you're feeling the void already means that there's a filling in the void because you feel that there's a void right the real concealment is when the concealment is concealed when the concealment is not concealed meaning you're feeling a void it's dark thank God you're not saying it's light now the question is how do you fill the void so the first first answer is you have to feel the void in order to fill the void don't run away from the void you have to feel the void in order to fill the void feel as f l in order to go to f i l l because if you don't fill the void you're not if you don't it's not going with w cuz if you don't fill the void you know what's going to happen you're going to fill it by not filling it by distracting yourself from the void and that's what we do so well we distract oursel from the void how do I distract myself from the void there enough stuff you can do for years enough distraction and distractions by the way doesn't mean necessarily phone and drugs and alcohol and gambling that too but distractions can be very very subtle anger is a distraction resentment frustration hatred jealousy fanaticism religious fanaticism it's all distractions everything can be a distraction even holy things can become a distraction only when you fill the when you feel the void now you could say so now how do i f the void not distract myself from the void which means create a deeper void you so when filling this void is a lot a lot of stages and that's the whole beard here one thing is understanding that in other words in this void you have all the light and then the end of the m is going to go even deeper that the void itself is a manifestation of that which is the source of the light which is completely not defined by light at all okay but let's not jump ahead of ourselves but but that that that's the kick question how do you fill the void what do you do with this void but we just learned that this is the void we're talking about now some people might say come on you just took the whole ssum which is one of the greatest secrets of cabala and basically you're reducing it to my little void that I'm having on Wednesday morning or Wednesday afternoon so yeah I understand that the Tsum is not reduced to my void and your Void but the moment we divorce our voids from the Tsum we're betraying the whole standing near you and he's looking at you and he's cheering you on like a mother who's watching her child make that first make that first uh rolling roll over the first time it's like wow wow Yankee rolled over D rolled over and she writes it down in her diary right they usually do it for the first two kids afterwards you're on your own you know huh yeah yeah invite me to the B Mitzvah but the first two kids Yankee rolled over if you're number nine you know good luck huh yeah number three is already postum usually one and two can also be postum if you know if the parents are not worked out so every void in the world is rooted in simps every void in the world there's no void that's not rooted in simps yeah the blessing is if you relate it to the Tsum if you start relating it to other things then you're going to look for other Solutions and they're not going to satisfy you and that's what we do that's part of the Tsum part of the Tsum is that we don't know that the void is the Tsum we think the void is something else that's what I told you I think a few classes I don't remember if it was the second or third class maybe the fifth class I think the fifth class we spoke about a lot about this you know that at the end of the day at the end of the day where all healing comes to is when you realize that what you're really missing is you're missing Hashem your soul and your body are missing Hashem that's it and that's what the the revealed the half is missing the other half it's like you're cut into two and you're you're missing your second half you're missing Hashem now it sounds simple really for this I had to go through everything you know I had to go through all these Journeys and go through just to tell this to me yeah because sometimes to get back to the most basic Simple Truth we have to go through all of our sophisticated brilliant Journeys to go back to the Simplicity of you were missing Hashem you're like really it sounds it sounds like simple yeah that's you you that's what you missing you were missing real deas you were missing we're created in the postvoid reality or at least the perception of a void okay so we're going to take a break here and will continue tomorrow morning 7:45 a.m. same place and everybody have a beautiful day and a meaningful day and an inspiring day and a day in which we know how to fill our voids not by distracting ourselves from them but by truly filling them yeah thank you thank you yes yes yes no was tyus given the Dominion only of course the example of YF is an example for all of us no knows the moment we realize the Al and the that's G and then retroactively Everything Changes no this I'll take us oh you know what I one somebody changed with me yeah no this one it has writing on it it has writing on it the first Pages have a lot of writing [Music] welcome back everybody H that's what we figure out we are our own greatest source of light because we're not separate from the ultimate source when we're not separate from the ultimate source then we are our own greatest source of light but thees post creation is that that's worked through the Tsum AA [Laughter] huh yeah yeah your handwriting yeah his handwriting I love it yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah the whole was theum was to create that the should be able to have its own its own own because say in the space of is not because but the moment ble is fell the moment you experience ble it's check made it's not separate it's not separate that's doesn't mean there's no gives a room for for yes it could be a yes but what's yes yes is the coming out in yes coming out in B coming out in yes that's not the tragedy of yes that's not the of that we know that's the of when there's a of now there's the terror there's the abandonment of the so is on its own what's credits on its own oh I'm finite I'm limited whates mean I'm alone I'm stuck oh this is where this is this is where this is where msus happens this issus msus is the beginning of definition preum definition is just another way of expressing that which is undefined because that which is undefined doesn't have to be undefined it could be defined also so the definition of prum is part of being undefined the words are wordless the sound Still Remains silent the containers are all light and the Darkness is just another facet of light only in post where there's the sil what's that Sil again it's all conceptual Sil means this could be a haish a finiteness as being finite over here all theas begin all theas begin all the perceptions of concealment really begin and the mag says it's all should be able to be without that you'll never reach as he's going to be yeah yeah yeah yeah the part of it is realizing that the never left the that's what even though there was a but it's not that means the never left the so really your is just a manifestation of your that's the that's why he was that's means you go to the to the lowest places of but it's all you don't stay in then I don't need a you're sending a away what said away he's detached that's what a is if if you need to do it here you don't have to send I send to go to the other side of the world so he's detached from me but he's not it's all me but that's the and that's the is he never went into he was just expressing that's the way so that's but it's not by denying you know we don't have a problem with that's his whole word like oh there's no we don't have a problem with isic but when the is a that's not that's that's only says no you have everything you have also those there's no edges that we should make we should feel to make edges that's what the job is it's one one part of it it's it's it's one part it's one part when we we have to appreciate the fact that it feels that there's like there's no edges that's the Tsum that's the tum it feels like there's no edges in other words the B the Gul feels like ble that's the tragedy you see what we what happens in our world is we turn the finiteness into Infinity you understand because we miss infinity and we can't get it so we take our finiteness and we make that infinite and that's she make the finite infinite but we should bring the infinite because because the finite is not infinite the finite is finite it's meant to be finite huh yeah yeah that's the that the is not separate so in other words when there's such a void what do I do I turn the void into Infinity the void becomes holy instead of understanding yeah that I'm I'm I'm looking for the infinite that's what I'm looking for and I'm not going to I'm not going to fill the void you understand by worshiping the finiteness of my ego and turning that into Infinity that's going to make the void much worse because it's going to detach should bring the infinite to the fin yeah so that process is going to be explored now we understand what the T Tsum did now what do I do with this fine so now we're all okay so yeah now so that's going to be the whole of what it means to work through the Tsum every stage is critical because if you deny what theim did all the integration is going to be fake you understand that's why you have to know what theim did so just say there was no tsim Tsum it's all a delusion no there was aim Tsum why is that so important because it's not bypassing if I say there was no Tsum it's just a joke okay thank you so it's like saying I'm really a bird let me go fly over the building building I'm going to break my bones you know whenever people deny their limitedness when you deny Tsum you end up in a much worse place because you're not dealing with your reality you're bypassing your reality that's why we talk about simp and then we say simp so that's that's that's the the gal here it's the authenticity of embracing all parts of reality and working through these parts rather than being scared of them or to say to deeper way when I'm scared of some of my parts it means I believe and therefore I don't want to go there I have to stay away from certain places because I believe that so it's a paradox when we stay away from certain places we deny them we repress them it's because I believe only when you know can you go to the lowest places of your Gul because you're good you're fine YF could go everywhere because he knew recogniz always living no no the of Y was that he went down yeah yeah that's why in yep's life as I said in the other sh there was a lot of Tears there was a lot of grief if he remained in ble he wouldn't feel pain he felt pain you could see in theum that he felt pain it wasn't like oh life is perfect you know it's never been better oh I love this I love being in in in prison that's not what he felt like he felt the pain in other words he went into Gul but he was a it's a big difference doesn't mean I'm not here to be a you have to be here if you're in ble you're not you're not you understand the was once speaking about was one of the last so he said that when you comes to a city thear says whenever you come to a city you have to follow the mannerisms of that place right you have to speak the language if a goes to uh to Mexico and he doesn't speak Spanish or he goes to France and he doesn't speak French he only wants to speak yish he won't be able to influence the people so you have to said you have to understand the culture of the people and you have to accommodate it and you have to you have to relate to it but you're a you understand of art if I go there and I I'm think you know I think I'm in 770 it's not going to work you want to stay in bville it's a beautiful thing but you have to go into that world you have to relate and it's also true with ourselves you have to go in you have to relate to all the parts of yourself you have to speak the language of your parts but you're if you assimilation means you forget where you were sent yeah you know when ambassadors go out to different parts of the world they have a flag of their country and their house and they make sure to teach their children the original language where they came from even if they're living there for 30 years and the kids go to the schools there because the kids have to know you're an ambassador you know you're not a native you're an ambassador you represent the interests and the culture and identity of the nation that sent you so they understand that if not if you become part of it then you lose the whole plot so right the tragedy of life is not coming into Gul it's divorcing the Gul from the you have two extremes one extreme is I don't come into I remain ble in other words I don't want to deal with theim or I believe tum is I don't want to deal with the The Other Extreme is I believe that this a and there a I get lost in the the whole here is that the and the really are one and the Tsum creates the perception of Separation but in a preimum reality there's no separation but in order for there to be a world of real finiteness there is the of the Earth completely so there could be a a perception of true emptiness and not just a perception an experience of emptiness at least from our own experience there's a called like different ideas from was one of the he says over there I think it's one of the first ones he says like this there's a there's a b and there a he said like this sad is bville B is is so to speak know he lives in the realm of infinity so to speak no a struggles so he lives in what's a Reb a Reb is not BB is the of so he can understand every of because he goes into the only then can you be a because if you don't understand it if you're completely above it it's beautiful but then you can't lift up the world you can't really liftt up people because you're not there with them so it's the coming into the and that's which is so you're not afraid of G of course that's that's the ultimate punchline that the whole void that theim Tsum creates is in order to create AK without the void it would never be AK everybody's going to feel s everybody you're going to feel in your everybody's personal way how are they're going to feel everybody's going to experience tum you know how I know because even God experiences tum so even if I'm on the highest level I'm going to experience simp but as we're learning it's it's not a not to experience Tsum it is a pretty big I mean let let me put it differently if you're on a level where you can go preim Tsum it's pretty big but that's not the ultimate to put it differently himself said that were all that's what he said in other words you're talking about when you learn yeah what's the power of it the power it it's really it's it's really an experience of yeah but that itself is only 50% of the Revolution it's pretty awesome to be but the realish is it's preimum coming into theum you know just to remain preimum you can undo creation you know back to pressing control Al Elite that's not the F the is that the preimum comes into so the highest level is not not to experience ssum it's to experience simum and to redo it to transform it yeah otherwise otherwise you're telling God you know this whole creation was a mistake yeah is listen relative to you could call Pre because but in the ultimate scheme of things evenus is post because so even the highest world is already post that that yeah yeah in other words whenever there's a there's a there's whenever the person uh loses their individual detached identity in the presence of real that's that's the being channeled through the person that's the yeah that moment of complete of complete that's an of it's the frequency of again like everything there's so many different M and this but generally writes he says just the beautiful words he says what's the difference of PR post how he defines it says like this that's the that's in really was you heard of such a you know the first time man landed on the Moon Man on the Moon says so it's it's a gulf of reality there there's an infinite Gulf between PR and and that's the gulf he's talking about even though the whole was there but since the was felt and so the is not felt as something separate it's just part of Theos so therefore you can't have the ofus that feel detached and separate and feel identity and even the highest worlds which are not detached but still to be able to feel even a of it still needs because even the highest level of if it's part of preimum it's just completely bable so is the embodiment of in the world ofum it's undoing theum but it's not undoing it by canceling it like let's make believe it didn't happen that's not the kav if you make belie didn't happen then you shouldn't have a goof then you shouldn't be physical that's not the kav and the whole is in the I can't put out filling without a hand and I can't put on fill without an animal and without ink and without parchment and without a head and without a heart and without a mus so all that is basically the I can't give without money can't give ster without money so you need a physical dollar and a physical check and a physical bank account or a physical zel and cash pay whatever you say there's no so the poor man doesn't have what to eat you're not giving s preimum so in order to be it's all to have physical money physical money means there's a physical world there's a yesh and there's me and there's you and I'm giving this person money and the same is true in every Mitzvah even learning so you're learning with your mouth you're learning with your brain you're trying to understand the word you're saying the words it's all post so the whole yish is in a postum reality why because that was the to work through to un not to undo theum to transform the that's what undoing the Tsum really means when you transform it it you reach a deeper place than it was before cuz pre-creation there was no tum preimum there was no tum now there is aims and there's still no tum that's the that's G that's the difference of G than pre pre pre-creation pre there was no the of G is the becomes G yeah listen everything is rooted in Oneness everything is rooted in of course so the truth is the whole we're talking was in but even in what's is the experience light it's the way we experience the there was a and that's what he's he's explaining here the not explaining there's no this was that in there no and even in which means there was no real so why don't you say there was no Tsum CU then you're missing the point of course there was a Tsum wasn't joking but you need to be able to understand what is the pus of the you say doesn't mean there was no doesn't mean I was joking right it means you need know the pus of theim is no there was aim reason there's a reason for Tsum there's a motivation in Sim Tsum there's the DNA of theim Tsum there's the backend program of tsim Tsum you'll see that there was no but there was a I understand there was a but when you go to the you have to understand what it really is that's what it means means don't take things on face value what do you mean doesn't mean the face value doesn't exist it exists but you need to be able to be you need to go deep and excavate the pus of Tsum and then you'll see that the pus of Tsum is really that's going to be the huh deize theum he wants to know how how how he knew [Laughter] this you're talking about you're talking about Nas that were plugged in to that are plugged in not we are plugged into and channel that's the whole in it says I stand between you and hem to give you the word of hm wasn't joking says have every says it's not this is not a joke this is It's a real whatever not the that what comes after said inser yeah yeah so what that was just that wasn't yeah the purpose wasn't to stay like that purpose yeah yeah that's why hisas to is so important it's not St a detail to be connected to be connected it's not a little thing it's it's it's it's not just everybody needs a teacher everybody needs a mentor that's true but you're talking here about the the the coming through in the world chose to be we saying this week's really no it says in that whoever believes in it's like he believes in hasm if you don't believe in M it's like you don't believe in hm what why I don't m mha is a nice guy I don't have anything but I have a direct connection but it's not like that because is the that because is wasn't it's Tak dangerous that's so when you start worshiping people it's dangerous thing be careful you know don't worship your therapist don't worship your Rabbi don't worship your doctor don't worship yourself if you're worshiping mha then it's a big problem because then mha is Aus if m is Aus it's dangerous if m is ail of then the whole of M is that he doesn't exist says I am how could imag stand I'm I'm I stand between you and God get out of here M go to a doctor don't stand between me the reason mha could say this only a person who's either crazy or dangerous or real can say those words you understand you can joke around this either either you're the real thing the he had three sons he had four but one died as an 8-year-old a sender his father said he was a gilgal of the of Al he died as an eight-year-old and he said they should put him on big day shabas and he was in bed he was sick and he said he said ah the the the the the Z come the alter is coming to greet me and he closed his eyes and he passed away was he was a eight-year-old boy his father say but he had another three boys so the became the and but was older than him so uh so they they they they were once talking to the about his younger brother the and uh you know so it was it was it was it was you know he was an older brother but he didn't feel that he was he was it was his in so he gave it over to his younger brother so he once asked asked him you know how he how he relates to it you know you grow up you're an older brother he's your baby brother and then you know suddenly he's the Reb was you know Reb is very serious it's not up as a CEO laich you know Reb is like the alterb you know they take it's not a joke it's not a CEO you know to it's not a figurehead it's a it's the real thing people have a hard time with it because you know if you don't learn it's hard to understand like what do you what you know so uh so they once asked him about it they said that he once said he said you know what his brother you know if he's a real Reb he says like this he says in everything in the world brilliant an in everything in the world there is extremes but there's also in the middle you have a mug you know you have Elon Musk right you have Bezos you m you have a who doesn't have $10 but you have in the middle you know we call it middle class even higher class you have millionaire you have in the middle everything you have a g you have a you have in the middle everything you could be stingy you could be you know bright and and and giving and you have in the middle everything there's extremes and he says there's one exception and that is a so what he said either you're a or you're a g one thing I my brother is not a GH that's what I could tell what a you understand what he was saying here and this is what his brother say you know there's no you you say he's my brother the real thing he's not the real thing you know he's like father like like that way in other words don't don't talk about these things if it's not real you're a ghav you're a thief you're not just a nice guy you know who's trying to you know to get paid and then you know trying to run a community that's a beautiful thing to be but you're talking about an of a of so either you're the real thing or you're a ghav and the first thing of a ghav means you're manipulating it's very serious stuff aov doesn't mean that you're stealing from People's Bank account aov is very very subtle you're taking you're you're going into their light you're you're touching very deep things you're stealing their soul yeah you're becoming something that you're not supposed to be you're representing something you're not supposed to represent you have to understand how sensitive this is it's if if you if you if you manipulate this you're touching hectors you're touching people's once told us to I told you this story it's one of the most amazing Stories Alba was arrested when they came to him to arrest so he ran away and he spent the night at a club at a bar Al a whole night because he knew they're not going to find him in a club in a bar they're not going to think he went there he was there a whole night withus one of his him in the morning he asked him if he should if he should uh give himself in to the government or he should stay here so says yeah you should so he said why because they want to they want to execute him any way you look at it it makes sense if you're a real Reb their bullet won't reach you and if you're not you deserve it who gave you the right to deprive hundreds of thousands of Jews from the gmak and and listened to him went out he went into prison but in what he was telling this is a speaking you deserve it it's not it's not a joke you you built a whole world around you took away from people the whole the whole because anybody who learned and internalize at any point in their life their alaz is already shot they try I mean they try they try hard they try very very hard but it's done it's done if they learn they become the most miserable people if they go into alaza it's done you're finished Checkmate there's no gak they try hard I know people who try very hard I mean I also try sometimes huh there's no there's no way way out if you took it seriously I'm not talking about you just is just part of color war and you're just you know wearing a fedora hat I don't mean wearing a f i mean somebody who really learned took it seriously yeah you lose you go you could run the whole world you could you could be on a ski trip you could make money you can have all the ti you can have your private plane sitting in your backyard with with everything so he told Al who gave you a right to do this to people make make their who gave you a right you deserve it but this is what was saying and he says they wanted to understand if his brother is a I don't know what a Reb is but a G he's not and there's nothing in the middle it's not in the middle it's not you're not a CEO you're not a good CEO we don't have we don't have issues with being a good CEO but a good CEO is not so that's why it's such a serious thing it's a very very serious thing it's not uh you talking about it's it's going into you don't go into the if you're not a it's it's it's too sacred there's certain places you don't take people if you're not if you're not really there and if understand the pressure because if there's even a moment of manipulation it's you're you're you're tampering with and you're worse than a a GH of at least you're a GH of you steal $1,000 okay and even a grer GH of so you steal $100,000 but here you're not stealing $100,000 you're stealing the soul you're stealing the people that's a different type of GH that's what the says you deserve it yeah yeah I want I want to if to understand the Purity people don't understand the purity of the Reb the alterb you talking about a level of Purity that it's hard to have a I'm saying that the internal Avid of these people of what they had to be worked out to take on this position is something that's it's it's uh I mean I saw it by the reab you could see it you can even see it on the videos there's no such a thing a moment where you're off if you're offline for one minute then quit I have no problem you're allowed to be offline but this is very you're talking to somebody it's it's not um you can't be offline it's not it's not a 9 to-5 and we're not talking about a kind person and a good person and that's of course but you're talking about a different indion here yeah yeah this is very emotional stuff it's very uh there was a his name was he was a of Al he's one of the B Al passed away he went to the pass gave him he said I want to bless you so he made a condition he said I'll take your only he gives he says I'll accept your blessing for long life but it shouldn't be peasant like years and he tells they have eyes they don't see a they have ears they don't hear a and they can't smell the EMS if that's going to be my life don't bless me with yeah so the everyone said over the story and he said I don't understand gives you you make conditions you come to me say I want to give you a100 million I need you to come Monday morning to my office and deposit is offering you what are you making conditions with him you don't want to be a p so work on yourself so listen to this he says was so real that by him if it would be it wouldn't be a it would be a curse he wasn't ask he wasn't making conditions in the he was telling the AL bless me don't curse me that's the he wasn't making conditions in the BR I don't want to live if it's yeah yeah don't don't don't don't like I'll give you a100 million but you're not all to talk to your kids ever again I give you a 100 million but you have to stay in my basement you understand he's not making conditions in the after the he went to the after the passed away he didn't go to the he went but he he didn't he couldn't call himself a so they said why not you went from the why didn't so listen to what he answered he says I gave him my I gave my I gave my I don't have anything else to give who was that I don't have anything else to give in other words it wasn't St I'm GNA sit by I'm going sit I already gave I'm explaining to you what iskash says okay I know my brother is I don't know what a is but I know that he's not a ghav he couldn't say it better basically ask what that's called Yas sometime he can't know what a Reb is but he knows what a ghav is and he knows that he's not a ghav that's enough he doesn't fool people not only doesn't fool people he doesn't fool himself the deepest G is not fooling people it's fooling yourself there are good people they don't fool anybody but they fool themselves that's a much worse G said this when you don't recognize your Gul you're a ghav when you think you when you that you're only B and you're not you're a GH you're stealing the secret of from your you're stealing from your goof the truth and you're also stealing from Hashem the kav of the Bri so that's G on the other hand if you don't know your ble you stealing from yourself who you really are you're taking that away from you and from others H yeah my [Music] B