Basi L'Gani 5724 #8: Why Light is the Metaphor for the Divine Nature of Reality

on the bottom chapter 8 it's a cold morning so let's try to warm ourselves up or get warmed up okay today's class is dedicated harav arel Ben harav sh rno whose yard set was on the eighth day ofat he was actually a student of mine real rno passed away a number of years ago very special young man dedicated by his father and family and also dedicated by rimin and rify Veri her father and his [Music] father-in-law okay so let's remember the summation of what we learned at least one of the main points and that is that what is the Practical ramifications of that fundamental idea that the Z articulates in the words that extends even to the lowest places what does that mean viscerally practically in a person's life what it means is as it gives the long example of Y the story with the B but the point in the summation is at least one of the points is that a person when they're completely anchored in their own Divine pristine core never allow them a person ought to never allow themselves despite how difficult it can be to get pulled away from that space to get detached from that space and follow every thought down a rabbit hole and then sooner or later I'm completely consumed by that thought or emotion or experience or encounter but rather the power of YF was that he was always anchored and entrenched like every person can be every person according to their capacity if I could completely be anchored and entrenched in my Divine pure sacred whole self then I'm not afraid of any thought that comes up because I allow it I don't repress it I don't even fight it I don't start getting defined by it rather I realize that this is part of the Divine self that wants to work through a human experience you understand and that changes everything now it's not easy because When the Thought comes you know the thought doesn't wasn't at the she the thought says I'm the reality this is the only reality whatever the thought is the anger the nervousness the fear the anxiety the need to explode to implode whatever the thought that the jealousy the hatred the negativity the despair the depression the loss of control I could say more but everybody gets the point it's hard to believe that wants that huh it's hard to believe that but it's true it's true that's part part of my mission that's I don't have to be afraid of it like I said yesterday what the Z says tells come to par so the Z says it should have said you don't tell somebody come if I want to send you to Los Angeles for a mission or I send a taxi to a driver to Manhattan just to pick something up I don't say come to Manhattan I say go to please go to Manhattan in go to go that's how you say it in Hebrew says at this point himself got petrified says mha was overwhelmed for it was the first time he had to go into par his private chamber all the other times he met par on the outside now he was confronting par you know the head of the snake tan tanod the the Great Serpent the great alligator crocodile you know facing him head on in his own terms not just physically but also emotionally so even was scared couldn't say go he said boy come come come with me I'm here in other words not only I'm sending you to go on but that's is the I'm here is so every person is me I'm here you're representing mean representing me it means you're a channel for for for my Truth for my energy Bo don't go come and that changes everything so it's two things first of all it's not to be defined by the thought you're not defined by the thought what are you defined by you're defined by something that's not defined you're defined by own self by own s and you I'm completely in that and I remain in that space I will refuse to detach cuz the moment I detach from that now I'm a victim of any thought emotion experience that comes my way you write to me one thing you trigger me one way you write to me a nice thing you trigger me this one but I'm completely like a vulnerable vulnerable uh uh scared reality just floating in space waiting for somebody to validate it rather when you're anchored in the an if you're Anchored In Your Divine self a derivative of divine infinite Consciousness so now I can allow a lot of things to come knowing that these these are things I got to work through these are things I have to deal with it's also part of me it's part of The Human Experience I'm not just pure Divine Infinity like we say there's and and the relationship is essential to a person's mission in life the was therefore his brothers couldn't understand how he can be running an entire superpower and not running it from a detached place you know with hundreds of Executives and he could just sit in his office and learn all day or learn Yi all day but rather who the whole country was under his rulership and he had to be meaning he had to think about it he had to run it so his were all over the place and yet as he explained because his came from he told his brothers I don't come from a place that's under elim under shim I come from a place that's beyond so therefore I see through elim for meim is not a concealment it's not a blockage it's a mission it's an opportunity to be able to bring back every thought to to its source like explained why you don't saym hasus even though he's thinking about every he knows everybody's thoughts he has the mostus in history talk about has the most so this explains a concept of it's known there's the knower and it's knowing it's a whole different experience knowing doesn't mean you're detached you don't know you know everything maybe you know even better than if no you know more than noer but it means I'm not defined by it go it's known but it's not like with Google or artificial artificial intelligence right you put in a you put in a word boom everything is known but over there you don't call it there's no emotional connection ysf was emotionally present he wasn't a computer if YF was a computer fine big deal computers do the same thing they can deal with enormous amounts of data and they don't get into a bad mood you can put whatever you want to you could write to right search for the worst things they're fine they don't care but it gives us a muscle for the Mila the not thein thein is detached it's not alive but the mil is the go all the data could be present but it's not a why is it not a because by y it was all part of hisus in and in every person's life what does that mean practically not everybody is y not everybody is the that Friday night when he had Alias on as he says what was the B's request that even when his Nish went up to heaven he should be able to answer people's questions it's interesting also what a Jew asks for most people give me spiritual experiences but have asked that even when he has Al he should still be able to answer people and to answer people you have to relate to their quandries you have to relate to their world you have to go into their Universe I can't answer if I'm sitting in an ivory Tower and I don't understand your experiences so Friday night shabas one/ third was here two3 two-thirds were there and you understand that if two-thirds are there so then even the third that's here it's not so here but yet in a way he was more here than others because he was here with the like in fact he was here with his Infinity so he was more here in that sense he could listen to a person more than somebody else listens to another person I'm listening to another person because I'm part of the problem so to speak he could truly be present because he was also anchored in a place of infinity sometimes people think empathetic people think that if you're having a problem and if I don't become a mess together with you it means I'm detached so if I really feel your problem let me become a mess together with you so then you'll be a mess now I'm a mess and that's but the truth is it's the other way around you don't need me to be a mess empathetic doesn't mean I have to become defined by the problem on the contrary then it's two people with problems instead of one person real empathy means I can tune into your world B with authenticity but I show up with my full love with my full attachment with my full presence a lifeguard in order to save somebody in the ocean doesn't have to drown with them that's not how you save somebody to get pulled away in the undercurrent no your job is to go into the place of danger and then become a stable anchor to be able to lift up the other person they say a story the fourth son of the the youngest son they say him that there were people that would come on which means they would come for private audiences it's called so uh he would sweat terribly his his clothes were drenched as though he was a he went into a pool with his clothes and every while he would take off his clothes he had whatever whatever he had and he asked his the person who was the gab or the secretary there to bring him a new set of clothes so one gab was carrying the clothes and he says what do you do with these clothes were you talking to people why are they so wet you're climbing mountains what what what happened so the explained to him he said this follows he said somebody comes in with a problem I can't stay in my own clothes I have to take off my clothes and put on their clothes because if I'm wearing my clothes I can't really understand understand what's happening cuz I'm not having the issue they're having the issue so I put on their clothes now they finished now I have to answer if I'm wearing their clothes I can't I don't have an answer CU that's why they came to me so now I have to put on my clothes in order to be able to answer them now they have a second question so I have to again take off my clothes and put on their clothes she says try changing your clothes hundreds and hundreds of times you'll see it'll also get wet now and if this is true with physical clothes how much more so is it true with emotional clothes so it's not part what the asked for that he should be able to to to answer a so in every person's life I can allow maybe it's a little bit on a lower level but the concept is similar when you're rooted in your uran s you can go anywhere meaning I can watch all these thoughts happen and they want to pull me in I want to scream I want to run away I want to shut down I don't want have a relationship with with you anymore you related to what I'm saying you know all these types of thoughts that come in yeah you can watch them you can allow them to be you can even breathe through them but you never go down that rabbit hole you never get pulled down by it why because you don't detach from the truth and the truth is that right now in this space even though your thoughts don't agree right now in this space the truth is that you are anchored in a place of infinite love and Oneness and therefore confidence and curiosity and compassion and creativity and wholeness and kadus Holiness wholeness and Holiness it's really the same thing and you're in a place where you're you're open you're not trapped you don't need anybody's validation you're truly truly loved truly loved for who you are now my thought doesn't agree with any of this it's it's not true that's why that's why it's so angry that's why it's so jealous okay this is a I'm going to allow it to be but I'm not going to identify with it that it becomes me I'm not the fear and I'm not the hatred and I'm not the anger and I'm not the competitiveness and I'm not the insecurity and I'm not the frustration resentment depression and what have you that's step one and then there's even step two I cannot identify with it and keep it at a distance and then there's what YF did which was even deeper that even as he as he had he dealt with that right and he he looked at it and he observed it remember this wasn't just negative Mak that I could just this was running a whole country but essentially it was as part of a it was an extension of and that's the idea of that was at least one of the main that we learned now let's let's let's see he continues in the again the the reason that the the that gives life doesn't go through a CH and even SP spus means it doesn't get transformed because essentially it doesn't mix that's the it doesn't get mixed it always remains pristine like it says about oil right calls the Jewish people Z an olive Jews that come from an Olive Branch from a from an olive tree from a which means so M says cuz oil is unique that you could put it into every liquid and mix it but it doesn't get dissolved it's always remains distinct and it's tough it flows on top it's an interesting in the beginning of there's a question of uh when oil let's say is floating you know if you put let's say you have a bottle yeah and you have water and on top of it you have you have oil the oil will rise to the top that's why by salad dressings that have oil says shake well before using what do they why what do they care if I don't shake well the answer is cuz they're full of oil so the oil is on the top so if you just pour it just going to have oil you want it to be mixed in with all the other good things like sugar and mayonnaise so you have to shake well and if you shake well and then you leave it for a few minutes again the oil is going to be on top that's the say so the asks a question it's a very interesting question it's about chabas when you carry something you need to make a you have to uproot it let's say from and put it down in then it's you have to take it from where it was and put it down in its new destination in order to take it from where it was it has to be it has to be settled in the so now I uproot it from there you can't uproot something if it wasn't there so the question is right if something is moving around like a ball is flying right so it's not a AK it wasn't settled there it has to be it has to be there has to be either in a person's hand or a natural place D the question is what if you have oil and the oil is floating on top of the water is that called is it called is it called and it's another question about if somebody touches the oil does the wine under it also get is it called or not on one hand the is part of it but on the other hand it's always on top so it's a question between if it's called or it's not why why is this why is there even is because some things even when they're there and they're present and they're ly they're but it's still it retains its unique distinction it's so he says about understand this more you can't just say the reason doesn't get mixed and it doesn't get affected and doesn't get defined as explained at length before the difference between and for example the soul and the body even the in the body where the body affects the soul the soul affects the body we explain that length like in a marriage I come into your life and you affect me and I affect you that's how we become so close so he says you can't just say because the is completely it's completely infinite so therefore the mat the lower doesn't affect it that's not enough because the soul is also completely from a different League than the body and completely opposite say say when we say he says it's a it's a wonder of Wonders the relationship between the soul and the body between the consciousness of the Goof the Vitality of the Goof and [Music] the it's a that the two worlds come together and they come together so well that they're indivisible we don't even know this is the soul this is the body it's all one entity so deeply that you can even live your whole life and deny that you have a soul body is just a machine like some people want to say happens to have electrical currents and death just means the machine you know is broken nonetheless even though the soul is completely what's called in the language of completely not not in that League not in that realm nonetheless when it's a moment of is slous it gets dressed up get dressed up means it gets embodied embodied here it's not dressed up in closed becomes part of it it becomes embodied in the soul in the body now they affect each other as I gave an example when you have a relationship of two people like in a marriage one says to the other whatever you do you're not going to affect me that's not a very good sign of course you're going to affect me I'm going to affect you and you're going to affect me that is the vulnerability of a close relationship and then sh and the that's what happens the state of the body affects the soul and of course the whole soul affects the body and that's why they have such a powerful relationship it's called his slap means I'm not like the light of the sun you like me take me you don't like me Shut Your vishan blinds I don't take it personal here there's a very intimate and intricate and personal relationship so even though the is completely from a place of Infinity but when it becomes in it comes in can't work both ways you want to not be affected stay out stay above but his slapes by definition means you're here on my terms you're coming in you're being you're working with my eye and with my ear and with every cell and with every and with every bone and every sen and every dimension of the Goof every neuron every of the Goof is the there that's how it lives so gets affected and here you say exp what's till the lice till the eggs of the lice and all everything he explained the in the and I explained that length that even with everything we spoke in the earlier classes and still you say it remains SP it's not changed it's not mixed y it's like a frequency of white frequency doesn't change and the energy of the photon is still there question is if we tune into it oh that's going to that's explain very good they said this has to do with light very good what you say he's saying we see it in physics and light he's going to say this has to do with the quality of light yeah very good the famous expression in we say it often there's no one as holy as says there is numerous things that are holy but but no one is as holy as what's interesting do other things that are holy but like you say there's no kades like him there's other things that are holy you're not saying there's nothing holy but Ain kades nothing is as holy as what's this compar what's the it's not a competition between Hashem other things they're also holy the only is from this the way it's manifested in the hierarchy of creation called there's levels of we talk about the definition of is it remains above it remains Sublime the definition of like rash says when you say something is Holy it's aloof you say there's a higher type of person doesn't mix it doesn't get involved you don't get in meshed you don't get entangled it's like what with Y they said you can't you can't run a superpower in an intimate way and remain dick it doesn't work you have to be a Shepherd in other words the definition of Kad through out is that you're Tak above you're Tak even if you're present you still remain on the peripheral element you still remain above M and if you Tak and if you Tak are going out of yourself and if you T of going into that space you're going to also become meaning you're going to become defined by it you're going to be grabbed by it it's either or if you want to remain above G so even when you're present you're not fully present in the terms of the reality you're above think once said yeah the great said the definition of a Jew is he can scream while he's silent he can dance sitting in one place and even in the presence of a thousand people he's alone even he's still alone once said so you could look at it in two ways which prous means to be aloof to be separate but among people don't run to an island to be alone among people so you could learn it in two ways one is you have to remain in your own Sacred Space and not mix like the oil and if I am mixing I'm going to come defin by it and that's how it is with the and the go and this desire says that's a lot of that's the such that's also but the which represents that's a whole different type of that's a that doesn't ever have to become Sublime and aloof and so to speak remain above in order not to be defined but even even in hisap which means it's completely embodied and manifested and inside means every pit every Nuance of every creation is a manifestation of so it's in your personality in the presence of of the and yet says from the belly of the Abyss I cried out over there he was because it still stays Ain safe over there to have an example for this everything hasem gave example an example for this is in physics the concept of light and that's why it's called and here we see a very interesting thing the way explains is everything in the world is a everything in the world is a mus it's a metaphor not just because we like metaphors because it makes it more powerful it's much deeper than that the musall is the nimel manifested physically you understand it's not a mush it's AC cute metaphor why not it'll make it'll make it easier to understand no the mushel is the nimal so when we talk about light in the physical world it's not just light but it's a good mush when we talk about spiritual light no physical light is spiritual light the way it's manifested in the physical world not because it's manifested in the physical world it's going to have physical limitations it's not going to be the perfect mush it's not God it's light but because but because it's the way that hasem is expressing in G so therefore is going to have properties that are closest and that are unique that you don't have anywhere else in the world that's a fascinating Concept in cab this is a big you say like water is a manifestation of fire is a manifestation of it's not just a good musle water reminds you of H no May is the way is embodied in the physical proper the physical chemistries of water are dimensions of the physical chemistry of a can give you an understanding in G not perfect not impeccable it's physical substances but and the same is true with and that's why you see something unbelievable that o light anyone who knows even the one1 of physics will tell you that o is something that we still don't understand it's filled with Paradox it's half even though really you could say nothing in the universe we fully understand anyone who says you know the most ignorant thing is to think you understand the universe right until another another year comes another 50 years come we realize but with within ignorance there's levels is so mysterious it's so wondrous it's so saturated with Paradox that there's still constantly arguments and debates how to define it and the truth is those arguments are not because people are ignorant and foolish it's because a by definition is something that's not so easily defined why because the definition of is that it's not defined because it's a mush it's a manifestation so the whole reason why we have these things in the world is it's a way of knowing the truth that's why you know the fights between science and religion are such a humorous uh and foolish idea because it's the exact opposite it's not like okay we'll try hard and we're not going to be afraid of science we'll try it's the opposite huh consilience of Truth has to be the same yeah it's if truth is truth so truth there's an expression from the was one of the great philosophers it's proofs for God's existence he lived in the in the 15th century 14th century rag they call him Garian site H yeah in France yeah ra the court astrologer the court astrologer he was a very very interesting man he has a commentary on tanak so very interesting commentary so he has a say a lot of proofs for God's existence so he one place over there has like a 100 proofs interesting proofs from languages and culture so at the end after he finishes like I don't remember like like a hundred like a lot a lot of proofs he has a line he finishes say and this is the the sign of truth that any angle you're going to come from you're going to discover it say what do you bring a 100 proofs in other words if it's true yeah it's going to come out here it's going to come out there it's going to come out from and a lie yeah even if here you won't see it it's going to come out from someone it's going to come out it's going to come out in 10 years in 20 years 100 years at some point reality prevails because reality is real reality from the word real reality prevails I heard someone say that science philosop sence SCI yeah the old yeah like like you could say for thousands of years the argument was that the world have a beginning or not a beginning the greats like Aristotle and others believed like the says is a it was always there so you don't have to deal with who created it it was always there God was always there was always there suddenly but we learn everything has a beginning suddenly in the 1920s and then it wasn't authenticated but then the 1960s they actually started hearing the The Sounds the music of what they call a big bang and suddenly today in science to say that the world doesn't have a beginning it's like a joke so everybody came back to now the argument is what caused the beginning okay but a beginning there is how far it is and how far it is a few weeks ago was 15.3 billion years today it became 27 billion years you know that the fact that they we still don't understand the nature of or because or conceptually was created in order for to communicate with other right so the truth is the gravity today which Einstein could understand it's ability of couple objects to attract so we basically by gravity to the Earth right but we still don't understand the nature of and the truth is that some people that understand say it's actually it's a work of a it's a work of light to do something within within a big body that it does uh has this force of connection so we still don't understand it how it works right uh most likely it's a mysterious light of of light that makes it more C together yeah so that's why I is s it's it's so such a when expression so we speak about light obviously we're talking about light that we can relate to light that allows us to see things and yet it's a mush it's a manifestation of the of so with all of its limitations it teaches us about this essential idea this essential experience we were talking about of it comes everywhere it's not afraid so to speak and yet it remains fully fully infinite and therefore there's no Matas that a person is ever hopeless detached isolated and the same way like in Shay even though it's the what do we see in light the light Will Shine the Light will arrive but it's never going to become defined and so to speak mixed in and manipulated and exploited how much I see of it that depends where the person is what their are what their vessels are one example would be you have light that shine very interesting that gives these mum before uh the physics of before the physics of light was so developed they didn't even know that there's something to talk so much about like the Greeks thought that the reason we see things is our our eyes are like flashlights our eyes send out message that's what they thought our eyes send out messages this was a very very big our eyes send a message and the eyes pick up stuff because they saw at night you know animals sometimes you could see in their eyes is like uh a fire in their eyes a light in their eyes they didn't even relate to O as a msus there's a msus called o with and it travels today we know wavelengths and frequencies and speed light is a it's a whole universe it's not the whole it's the whole universe so he says we see with it shines through would mean glass you can have a red window red glass you havea you can have green you can have La you can have white so these are the M he gives in the so in Brackets just says you thinki threw out a few colors he threw out a few colors he could have said other colors he says even the colors are meticulous because from the earth the Earth is filled with colors but there's three colors that become the three points that begin and Caba white and Y is yellowish greenish and uh and red so you have like he says aduma red is connected to kavuma like color of firea which is green yellow which is is the middle line to feris and L white is connected to so even the colors that he uses is in order to bring something out because we want to bring out that from the earth is and this and like we learned before it's called is defined is defined is old definition it's all fine but really what is it it's really a it's interesting it's almost correct physically almost correct RGB right so red green and blue he says red green and white RGB so the truth is interesting he's saying red green and blue that's all the colors consist of this red right all colors like color printers sometimes have to get these colors get everything and the printers RGB Red Green and blue cuz it includes everything white actually includes everything so white really means everything no white when something is white it absorbs everything I think it's I think it also very interesting huh yeah yeah I think also it's often in Caba the par the of something called the portal of colors the the colors Al so I think also blue is associated with and yeah so it's not a no it's a very fascinating M nobody's going to say there's no differences between red and green and yellow and blue and white of course there's differences it's a different experience what we call a different different frequency but the the the light is P here means it's not defined by it you don't Define it by this color or that color it's red light that's the whole msus of the light it contains in theability to be able to be expressed this way and that way and that way you know and prisms bring out right like the rainbow bring out different colors it's a perect prison the prison you can have F yeah yeah is a prism whether it filters red or it filters blue or it filters green or it filters yellow or other colors that's what it does it's filtering and bringing out this capacity so now let's go on the Nim hasn't it Infinity it also has finiteness but it's not defined Byer like we gave in the mus mus with right you can write every single letter even though it's going to come out in one letter but don't Define my entire power of writing by that letter even though from The Outsider all he has is an Al so all I have is the finite universe but essentially you're dealing with a so any experience could be traced back to the light or I can get defined by the color the of was he didn't get DEF find by the color even though the color was there and the color is important that's what he says true the red is also a manifestation of light the Earth come comes through the red also and what I'm experiencing is red light all the tables in the room are going to look red all the bookcases in the room are going to look red the beams are going to everything is red so it's red Yeah it's red I'm going to have the feeling and The Sensation and the experience of red when you're selling a red carpet right really there should be another son it's a lie it's not a red carpet all the colors red exactly the reason I'm seeing a red carpet is cuz all the other colors were absorbed in the carpet so really you should say the only color that it's not is red and therefore the guy's a liar but the truth is it's a joke it's true if we're talking physics it's not [Laughter] red but the guy who's buying the rug with the buy byy the carpet he wants it to look red that's what he wants he wants an experience of redness when you come into His dining room so it's red if that looking in the world of physics it's anything but red because the say that is you know what works about ISAC when uh when colors let's say colors coming in through red glass right I see red right cuz all the other colors in the light are absorbed in the glass the only thing that that that's reflected that doesn't go into the glass is the red the only thing that's actually so the glass is not red but that's all abstract that's all true but the experience is red the's experience is red and that's the whole idea the experience of the world is G the experience of the world is a letter it's cus it's kale but it doesn't take away the truth that this is my experience of it but don't Define the Earth by that it's not true the Earth also has the capacity to be expressed through red this doesn't mean the remains aloof no the her goes in what does it mean goes in here's a not like the Earth remains pristine because it remains in its own world no it has a relationship it interacts it's coming through the glass through the prism through the window and it's being so to speak affected by it so to speak what do we mean affected by it it's red it's not yellow your light is yellow your room is yellow my room is red it's a very different experience so we're not talking the way the is just completely aloof and it has no relationship with the nuances of of that which it is shining through it does and everything is transformed because of it it's yellow it's not red it's blue it's not green and it's white or black whatever the color is it doesn't look like an ed we don't have a relationship with that simple undefined light that's called hisap still the is not n by you don't say this defines the light it doesn't Define the light it's the K of this captures a certain frequency in the electromagnetic wave and that frequency my eye can absorb and interpret as red and it becomes a red experience and that's true so spiritually what is this a mush for this is the mush for so even as it comes through I'm having a lot of red in my life or whatever it is in my life and the light comes through it nonetheless the remains in its it remains in the and therefore the person can always stay connected to that because essentially and therefore wherever it comes it remains a it never ever can go out of that it remains a even in finiteness even in the red and even the blue and the yellow and the color in all the rainbows of Life the colors of life it retains that Purity now if we speak in our life it's not just different colors it's all different types of experience every experience is a color every emotion has a color some people actually see things in colors you know synesthesia people see things every emotion has a color so there all these types of colors in life and people have colors and different days have different colors different moments of different colors so that's a very powerful dgma of how the earth works so it's not just there's a place of you that's holy that's not the ver the ver is the red itself is and and the yellow itself is even as the Earth comes through yellow you're not going to define the Earth completely as the yellow actually if the object is for example yellow what it means let's do if object is red yeah it's the only color that it reflects right it absorbs all the other yeah completely absorb it absorbed the other colors and it reflected only the red that's why we see the red as I told him the color we're see is actually the only color that wasn't absorbed in the object in the glass it was reflected by it it bounced off it it was thrown away from it it would bounced off [Music] it and that's the secret of that for example there was a huge and it's it's crazy how it took hundreds and hundreds of years Isaac Newton believed that light is particles it's it's like like a particle later 100 years later with scientific experiments they realized that it's works like a wave because of interference like waves then they realized again that played it behaved like a particle so it drove everybody crazy sometimes it's this and then then at some point they actually had to say in the words of the gamar that people used to make fun of a no like the mistake was that we decided it has to be this or this to be true why because that's how I think truth works either you're a particle or you're a wave particle is like a marble right you're like a a self-contained entity a photon and therefore if there's like two slits two holes it either goes through one or goes through the other right which made sense it worked but then suddenly when they looked at the Target they saw it was like waves that get mixed with each other and there's a whole mishmash so that means it's a wave it's not a particle so they decided it's a wave but then they had proof that it's a particle until they realize it's both and then they realize the next step and that is they decided that they're going to watch it pass through and see how it happens and then they realize that the moment light is being observed it will become only one model it collapses into one model and becomes predictable in other words the light knows when someone is watching not only someone even a machine if something is if you're observing me in other words if you're asking me a question about myself I'm going to give you the answer you want to hear which is I'm this or this it's as long as you let the light be and get out of its way it will behave freely The Observer yes so suddenly The Observer of the physical world changes the properties of the physical world a relationship it almost like it's like it's like it's it sees me it sees a child looking oh you're the child is looking fine I'll behave you're not a for an you're not a for paradoxes I'll give you what you want don't worry I'm a very predictable guy the ramifications of that in terms of of of physics and then in terms of are mindboggling the relationship of a person to the universe it's actually actually works perfectly because the frequency of light basically the light when it's a frequency so it can be received and so what you can rece rece you can receive two things you either absorb and do nothing with it right you just basically become an object of of absorbing the light or you can actually see the message because photon is a message is a is a one or zero if it's there or not so you can actually receive that energy or not right which is uh you know some people the another fascinating thing about light is the speed of light the speed of light is also boggles the imagination you're dealing with 186,000 miles per second the speed of light in in the physical world you're getting close this is the language of a it's not infinite because it's physical nothing physical is infinite but so to speak as close as we can get to a MH 186,000 miles per second you know the light of the sun arrives here 8 minutes late what we're seeing is not right now it's 8 minutes ago because it takes time to travel but how long 8 minutes 186,000 m per second the Paradox if it's a particle or a wave again shows how it's not defined another fascinating thing is you can't see light we don't see light what do we see we see the objects that are illuminated By the Light yeah and in that itself we could see a small Spectrum so the O itself remain something that is transcendent even as we see its impact and its impact is so crucial and its impact can also be paradoxical it makes things grow there's photosynthesis and growth and heat and electricity and intensity and drying from all different angles the same has so many different andar paradoxical functions you can see the past you could see the past you see through Earth was through so we still see the stars which are you know gave us the signal 20 million years ago know what everything if you're moving at a certain speed then whatever reaches your sound or anything cores to theed that you're moving always to be the sameed objects go in opposite direction there a speed of light they actually don't go away from double speed of light they actually go away from other right so so excellent question you're saying when I close the shade the light doesn't re yeah right but that's that's because ultimately talking about the limited light of the sun when you're talking there's nothing that can cut it off it's means it's essentially in other words it's not because hasem just wants it to extend further and further and further but it's something of so wherever it is it's fully it's fully an so even in the it's fully and that's why even Darkness can't Eclipse it I saw a line somebody wrote so a scientist he made an experiment he wants to show people how you can't see light so he has this box and this tremendous intensity of light that shines into the box and because it's all light so therefore you can't see so he wants to show how light itself you can't see so he writes he says what is the nature of this invisible thing called light whose presence calls everything into view except itself its presence call calls everything into view without light there's nothing that I can see nothing there's nothing so this light allows us to see and perceive everything in reality besides itself that not so it allows you to see everything and that's really the idea of o in terms of its of its B is this the most egoless thing in the universe why it's the only thing it never points to itself right I come into a room look at me that's our nature look at me notice me says notice everybody else besides me canti of course and then you notice that it's really everything because it's B it becomes everything first ows you to see everything why does it allow you to see everything because it's not defined by by by yes that's the because it's B to the it's says I'm expressing the source and that's what o is I'm expressing The Source explains a little more he says explains in know as he says we have two terms called means an means power or it means light both are Communications you communicate your K you communicate your but there's a big difference k becomes a never becomes a it remains completely buttled to its source and therefore it never points to itself but it allows you to see everything else including yourself even one of the highest manifestations of the Soul which is SE SE we're not here talk talking about a specific idea it's the ability of the soul to experience to experience ideas that's not called it's called and therefore it goes through change it's affected a is the way something comes into something but it's a slapes and therefore it gets affected it gets defined by it and by you also have that concept you have and then you have is the way something comes in as a defined entity and therefore it's defined by that recipient which it has a relationship with like energy like energy yeah it's exactly Energy power is energy yeah versus light that's the distinction it's a very subtle distinction because sometimes you'll mix up the two you know is a form of energy and energy is a form of expression obviously but in a very subtle way there's a difference that's why in itself there's different levels for example interesting SE itself there'll be what's called a an inner idea and an outer idea a superficial idea there'll be a a deep idea and means a superficial idea ideas themselves come packaged on different levels different ways that's not like you could say no is one it's like it's all based on your own brain in other words somebody whose brain is more refined is more developed so then you could receive a deeper idea someone not can only receive a superficial idea you could say in other words it's all about the recipient so then it would be just like light it's all about the recipient how many how much Kum you have why you saying the SE itself comes in different ways he says that's not the case if it's only the refinement of my own intellectual cognitive power there won't be a that a person first grasps what's called an inner idea and only afterwards an external idea he'll explain if it's all about the K so then the Seder of a k is the Seder when you refine a k so when you work with a K you open yourself up to more light you open yourself up to a deeper level to a to a deeper truth it won't happen the other way that first you're going to get the deeper and then you'll get the more superficial if it's you can say that now you're learning one one and that's the that your tyus it's from a different it's a different he says you see sometimes the same idea the same in you're first going to grasp the pus of it before even you grasp Theus of it which means means very abstract mus you have to know how SE works at least one aspect of it the way understand sometimes you're learning something right in every means like the most superficial elements maybe some of the technical stuff is the the richness of it the deeper of it more abstract if it was all based on the person's being open your first you see sometimes it doesn't work that way sometimes you'll right away get the pus of it the deeper deeper part of it and maybe it'll take you days weeks till you finally figure out Theus of it like comes in a completely different way first the pus comes out then Theus comes you want to give a Shear on [Laughter] this huh did you get the before the it's an interesting mus basically way grasps you before you understand what it is yeah it grasps you before you understand it EP The Epiphany yeah huh be chemence yeah you sometimes is the before you it doesn't work in the order you know let's begin with this you know usually like in a curriculum in school right there grade one and then you build in grade two and grade three grade four and it's all built on different levels until you come to high school and later even more abstract abstract levels so it's like almost the K is developing and it gets ready and ready for more abstract things that's how you would think Bas would be he says but you see and works that way very often but you see often a completely different way and that is the person first experiences the p is like you got it you got Thea you can't talk about it you have 100 questions technically I don't know maybe contradictions you still have to work with the but the P you got basically he gets the idea but not properties attributes of ideas can be communicated to yeah the core of the idea he got but a lot of the properties and the attributes which you're going to need to write it down or to communicate it or to make a full picture and more sometimes the more superficial Parts he didn't even get it's not you say he's fooling himself no received so he sayses is is is a Gil it's also a Gil of the nees it's the Soul's ability to be able to grasp to be able to understand it also shines a light is a form of light but he says still it's called not it's also a form of light it's it's a different type of light like we call you know there's a light bulb goes off in your head right it's also a light the soul shines a light it's called it's called it's called it's sometimes called light why because essentially it shines a light that allows you to see the frequencies of intellect the frequenc you know we take these things for granted but we shouldn't everything is another miracle everything is another KES but he says it still doesn't doesn't operate like is unique in the sense that the in the itself there's no the itself never ever changes one frequency doesn't become another frequency yeah of course he says you can't compare the light coming from the Sun the light coming from the Moon the light coming from a candle the light coming from a torch the source is a different source so the light obviously is manifesting that Source but the light itself doesn't go through change even even from the Sun it doesn't change right so if it's in in the white spect I mean in the green Spectrum it's going to be in green Spectrum always so in the red it's going to be in Red so it's not going to change from green to Red yeah so it basically what you see you can filter certain photons not to see green or not to see red but that that frequency would never change right the frequency doesn't [Music] change right yeah yeah for sure yeah that's that's what he's asked I you see that the light of the sun different places is less it doesn't shine here like it is there it's because ultimately it's also limited it's also a finite being you're talking about a finite being and as he says in a footnote and sometimes you also have the atmosphere and the climate and the murkiness and the the the and the a the atmosphere could be you know could have things that block but here we're talking about not the so therefore even when it comes down into the lowest place it's it's it doesn't get mixed doesn't get manipulated doesn't get affected and doesn't get changed doesn't get transformed Remains the whole basically cannot be filtered by anything by CLS by nothing filters it clouds don't filter it and venan blinds don't filter it and curtains don't filter it and a rainy weather doesn't filter it it's a so therefore ultimately it's true the properties of is that it doesn't change but ultimately you can say nothing affects it nothing gets to it right there it's physical and every physical has competition you're a I'm a and there's also and even if the itself doesn't change but then there's different realities that don't allow me to see it so therefore nothing can ever filter it so it could be in the because it remains par wherever it is so there's no M there's no experience you'll say I'm such a mess I'm so so ruined I'm so M I went through all these experiences I blocked all the light that's what people think I blocked it or I did such crazy things or I had a crazy youth or I had a this I had a that and this it's all nice not nice it may be very very serious and painful and ugly stories but there's nothing that can even begin to block or filter or eclipse or minimize or compromise or dilute the light why cuz it's it's ain't and because it's ain't so it's so there's no that it ever went could be chased away from could be expelled from so even in those very spaces of sha the lowest lowest places the Earth is fully there and was always there that's why you'll see also emotionally and this is this is half and that is that a person sometimes through different different a that a person person does and different means that Hashem put into the world to help people in healing is a person could realize later in life that as they went through crazy crazy experiences the O in them was present fully there and not damaged even a fraction of a percent not because it wasn't there it was there how do I know it was there it saw it heard everything it wasn't damaged even a drop why not because it's not to affect it not only that it's deeper than that the can experience the same reality but from a perspective of a and that's why this is the future of all healing healing is not just there a part of me that remained untouched that's that's big that's not that's not small but it's much deeper than that that part redefines the experience as part of is also you in other words the way when you say present doesn't mean it's in the room it is the room so the way it's not just in here means it is that experience also so when you can align that experience with it redefines it as part of your relationship with infinity and then the darkness itself self is a form of light but that's a very very profound transformative process it's not just that there's a part of me that was not damaged but that part of me redefines the part that was damaged and the Damage itself completely different it experiences differently this is only when I can align my entire self with the and is always B what's b b is I let go of the ego experience of it and then I allow the other experience to come in and then it allows you to see everything but see everything in a way that it's a real reflection of its source so basically when you lose your identity meaning you don't reflect anything except the Ain that's the only time you can actually reconnect yeah people is yeah if the Earth starts saying I need attention I want people to notice me I need a Nobel Prize or at least a little validation you're not going to see anything it's just Dark Matter another piece of dark matter what allows the to show everything to reveal everything and in this case to reveal this everything Mish is that gets out of the way because it gets out of the way you don't even see it not because it's not there it's more there than anything else when you say it when you say you don't see it doesn't mean it's not there it's like a it's a NE case step on me kill it no it's there more than anything else it's there in such a powerful way that you don't see it it's not there less everything else is only I could see only because of it okay now we come to the last piece test let's finish the end of the that the Earth comes down till the lowest lowest places and I keep on saying when they say it comes down it doesn't mean physically it goes down inside of it it becomes that right it when you say doesn't mean it's there it means it becomes that too in the clipp it's distorted the Clipper doesn't say what it is but the is present even in that space when you could see the truth so that's why it's not hopeless so that's the of and then later he continues to the next theme which is this is it goes down all the way and then it goes up all the way which over there also it means that wherever it is it's in a way of which he's going to explain the next and that's the idea of the the ability of C to be up to no end which is the anti antithetical to work of helus why he says Kates andas it's a good qu right right yeah so that's the truth but the reason we don't don't just say is because we want to bring out not just that the a but that it permeates and like I said it's not just that it relates to the existence itself ah the words Kates and Tas I don't know end to no end yeah says uses that so we understand there's yeah exactly exactly exactly in other words in our world where there's up and down we use that language now remember he started the whole idea was that this the the time of War the King gives an oer he gives the treasures that were concealed we learned in the beginning of the m theer is what the king gives to the soldiers to win the war and even those Treasures that the king himself would never ever use nobody even sees them it's things he received from his ancestors it's like the crown jewels of the royal the monarchy but this he was going to splurge not to waste it in order for the because to defeat the evil is deeper in the soul than everything else so he explained in the beginning of the to transform to transform the darkness of the world the the insanity of clippin to Holy Insanity the me gives the deepest to the soldiers D the foot soldiers to win the war and he said that in order to understand what the oer is the oer is concealed so first you have to understand what the O is so so first he started to explain he's going to explain and then there's the treasure but it's a very clear language why it's using in because you know light physical light uh reflects also something else which is a space and time oh yeah which is a g a mo right AES means that the only light that goes beyond the space of the universe you per right is the one that reflect by a by an within us so that's that's the only way that an goes beyond the space AES there's no gates for this because containment the universe is still contain so this is goes beyond right but we want to speak in the language of a person speak yeah yeah yeah these two things we're talking about means light light is communication that's what light is the source of all communication is light it's embodied by light is G the communication of one thing to another thing what we call seeing it that's called even though you're talking about which even as it comes down down it doesn't get mixed it doesn't get affected it doesn't get changed still when you talk about you can get lost in the light and not remember the treasure which is Beyond which is beyond Revelation say in a moment a little more about that treasure which is even deeper than the because every Jew is in the the Army ofm it's given to the Jew by the king in order to be successful to go out to the battle in the world says in shabas Kar the alien god inside of you that's thear so that's where the the war begins there's the war in the outside world but the first is the inner world we say it takes Victory to build your own what's so the says brings it inness is two words sh whole complete to build your own which means to win that takes that's the and for this in the person's own world and in the outer world you give the this is achieved through what does mean it's not something that I need to understand with my brain and grasp with my brain even in its highest levels in the highest level of has its limits it's a but then there is finding the of the gar speaks about every Jew has an a treasure of Y it's called an what does it mean it's an as he says the King has it hidden that nobody can see it nobody touches it nobody manipulates it nobody squanders it and the same is true with me I could use all the resources of my life the of remains unscathed nobody can get close to it and access it and cause it to be spent and say it was wasted there's no such a thing because of je it's called means the core of the Soul which is one and it receives from y in that space there's complete Oneness you're completely aligned with the in the entire world there Comes A Time in life where you have to take this and Splurge it use it and then you can be victorious and that causes yet a further flow of the treasures given him all of the most precious things even Beyond even Beyond so in other words this of going into a world that's filled with and filled with and Having the courage to face that adversity head on and transform it with this nees so in order to do it you have to be you're given the oer that's beyond Revelation and through it you're given even more this is where the person receives even that Which is higher because it touches the essence of everything like we said that Victory touches the need of the M that goodness should win over evil that touches you see the that comes out by Soldiers by people facing the worst and worst of evil it's completely it's like a a certain frequency they tune into a certain level of self a court that is uh I saw somebody was speaking a commander his name is ODed har I think so he was saying I want all the Jewish people to come with us for a few days into kanun in Gaza he says you'll see a different Nation there he says he would they had to go into a house so he told somebody under him the soldier I'll go in first so he says no no no no you don't know what Kamas put there they could put booby traps you have four children I'll go in first so he says but you have two children says but you have four he says yeah but I'm older I built my family already you're still young I'm going to go in first he says no no I want to go in first he says I Al have more experience in Gaza I was here before I know the area better so he's describing to to this reporter he's saying he's all the Jewish people should come into and see the debate that soldiers are having with each other if you talk about it wasn't it wasn't his son was another person another Soldier was fighting do make sense what the answer is yeah if you're going to try to Define it by sense you're right it's a different quality that comes out it's called it's it's where the dwells and all of life is experienced differently what aam is what goof is what life is what death is it's stronger than what we call death even death it doesn't scare them they're you're in touch with a just like God is not scared of death is not scared of death of course generally you have to live in a way where you're responsible obviously but the is that there's such moments that you could see theer and even deeper he says the itself and it gives it gives a person different so so that's a very physical manifestation of it but he in the general a of a Jew in the world when you get in touch with that space it's a whole different inion and you give the for that and then through that you get even more he this is what it says in is a fascinating a king came into the country and he had dukes and are like commanders and army military men it's gives a mush of all the different levels joining the Entourage of the monarch of the king who joined them so there was a debate between the people in the city one said I'm going to go hang hang out with the Duke why because if I have a good relationship with him it's called prota you know I'm going to have a relationship with is like one of the military commanders there was one wise man I'm going to the king I'm gonna I'm gonna get married I'm going to create a relationship with the King what's the M here all of them yeah they wanted they wanted to have a connection but this one went for the this one went for the was one he said no no no don't get distracted by anything this is what we find in used to say who do I have in heaven and with you I desire nothing on Earth so he would say right that during his would say look I don't want your I don't want your I don't want anything I want only you that's the that's the that's the treasure even Revelations all Revelations he doesn't need Gil I want you and I can have you that's the that's the quintessential even Beyond even Beyond revelation and this is something relatable demanded from each person that he should crave we Mal the king not to get distracted by anything else to remain loyal to the the atmus itself the core the core everything which is the source of light light comes from a source so it's even higher than serve the way you describe you could get stuck even in light light The Source the source of the O itself in other words even when I'm in a place of light we're always in a place of light don't get distracted even by the Light stay connected to the source of the lightw effect he doesn't get affected from the LIE of the world not to get affected by the lies of the world and the lies of the world doesn't only mean the lies of the United Nations or the lies of the New York Times or the lies of CNN that's also the lies of the world those are big lies we're talking about here also the inner lie the LIE of the world inside of me the lies all those lies that it says right now at this moment it's very hard because it's a very glamorous and glittering and overwhelming line not to get his SP from it through you transform it to becomes a carish becomes a beam in the M this creates the which he began the mare that we create a de home we become and the world becomes a home forem in this world what's the definition of a home when you say wants a the definition of a home is that you're there in your full essence you go to work you go somewhere else you dress up you're in there in a certain capacity but in the home it's you what's the definition of home me you Atmos not you don't in the house you don't not performing you don't have to dress a certain way that's not the definition of home if you have to be like that in the home a home is I am I that's what a home is that's the beauty of a home people don't have such a home it's very painful the definition of a home is Atmos that's why people need a home right why a home is not just a physical place it's a dormatory you have a bed there that's not the the definition of home is your Atmos is there but how is it in a revealed way so these two things what's that is there but in a revealed way not in a dark way in other words in a way of so here the two come together the captures the atmos the is in the Earth because if the is everything it's also in the Earth this is accomplished through aw creating I will dwell among them and who's the them them is in each and every individual yeah it's interesting the word uh e