Basi L'Gani 5721 #4 How the Alter Rebbe Fused Kabbalah & Chassidus

okay let's get to my motto okay just yeah so um if you have to move anything around yeah i think you should come in oh my harvard says here we can begin you have your coffee okay yeah bear small your record is good okay what are you fine beautiful okay thank you very much thank you everybody welcome good morning you understood last week's year okay good morning good morning good morning welcome if you want to make a coffee you finished okay make yourself comfortable okay i think we can begin right two people is also thousands of people okay beautiful i guess let me just see if the soy sheets are good so we'll see which page we begin we're up to if you have the contrast or up to page test in this country's if you're looking at the source sheets on the yeshiva.net it's page eight the last paragraph on page eight that's on the source sheets on the website on the yoshi.net but here in the countries in this countries it's page test valve the last paragraph the zero the female i do want to thank my friend rip shibshin and rifki vershashansky for sponsoring this series um all of the basilaganis this year in previous years in loving memory of his grandparents rabbi yosef heishberger blab and yahoodas basra of abba that's tributes of hirsch and yahoodas even behind the iron curtain they lived a life of unwavering dedication to their families and their faith and hoped for a better tomorrow and now their grandchildren continue their legacy to transform darkness into light so thank you very much okay so let's uh let's summarize the point we started to learn over the last few years the whole discussion about the ramak dairies all the balchemtev all began by explaining trying to explain the concept of tsvoice the name of hashem called svoyes which is one of the seven names that we're not going to erase there's an argument about it in gemara if it's considered one of those names and the rambam skins that's why this is one of the seven names that uh in holiday race good morning rabbi iron make yourself comfortable a coffee a cup of water we just did we just began okay as we recall in toyota you don't have the name's voice hashem that name it's the only name that doesn't exist in china we're called the legions the army the troops this week's parish is but hashem is not called swayze you have all the other names we just had shin dala dude you have of course kale and ali kim and of course yurt kevke and of course olive dallad no nyod you have the name aya et cetera the name zwaya is the first one is hana the first one to call hashem is the gemara says the mother of shmuel when she prays for a child yeah yeah and hashem responds to her the madras said her response to her you're the first one to call me tzvayus and your son is going to begin his prophecy with the with this name spice when when shmuel tells shall to go take care of our mother he says hashem's voice hashem is called voice but in the whole title the name's voice doesn't exist and that's why this taka of an opinion that's why this is not one of the zion shame is that you don't uh they raise that's why it says says that the names represent different spheres and svarius is not the attributes of the characteristic this was all all mentioned earlier yeah to understand what this means what are the names and what does represent he introduced the madrish good morning madrid schmeichel asks hashem what's your name so hashem says you want to know my name my name changes according to my actions when i'm fighting when i'm combating wickedness i'm colt's voice i have that name when i'm judging i'm called ellie kim compassion i'm called yudkevke you want to know my name depends on the actions so at the surface it would seem that he's saying i am nameless if you want the i i'm nameless we could talk about different actions that i do but the rabbit says when you look at the lush of the manchester's based on the actions i am called in other words the action so to speak defines the i the i assumes that name it's not just an external thing it happens to be an action ani nikra which is a paradox which is of course a paradox because a knee is the innate eye which is immutable unchangeable maasai by definition goes through many changes as the madrid says that's why there's different names nonetheless it's called ani in order to explain this he went into the long discussion the profound discussion of understanding the different approaches how they explain that the the kabbalists explain the words of ghazal in sifri quoted in paradise that mushroom tells the jews me god allah there's no nation who where do you find a nation that's that his god is so close to him to the nation like our god whenever we call out to him he says hey love allah let me die so make sure you speak to him make sure you speak to him not to his mentors so even though when you dive in there's all the different types of names that we mentioned and especially in kabbalah there's all the carvanas with different names but even without carbologist you mentioned etc sometimes it's voiced like in to hilum you'll have a hashem la kim's voice hashivainu hashem i like him and suffice all together hashtag restore us back bring us back you have to go to a love you're speaking to i love you speaking to him so very briefly he discussed the different approaches the approach of the ramakrabena maisha cordovero and the paradis reminder and his approach is that a love is referring to the other in other words even though there are calem right the other vessels that are the containers that structure the infinite light you say yeah it would be like prisms through which the sun shines it would be like vessels of different colors that affect the water apparently from our perspective but the water itself is colorless what's the color of water colorless god is colorless don't confuse him with uh mid daisy the air is possible the caleb that's where the you know there's the diversity and the structures and the containers so then what are the seven names what are the seven names in fact that reason taka teaches that the iron or the caleb is one it's ut the oh and all the caleb is you always the the difference of names seven names which represent the seven middles like undefined pure infinity so then what are you why do you speak about the names so it's always you to give up okay i love it let me die so introduce what the balsham have taught the bashamtv taught yet the deeper layer of reality and the basham to talk that they love it is not the earth that infuses the kaley the error of the kali itself in other words the ability to contain infinity comes from infinity itself the the infinite are of hashem includes the capacity for finiteness just like it includes the capacity for infinity kayakib it includes the capacity for finiteness which is it's known in kabbalah as the kav and the rishimo which we explained at length which essentially are all one they're not different they're all one but the symptom the concealment of infinity creates that perceived duality that hiroshimu is that kayak of infinity which allows otherness because it's the capacity for finiteness the capacity for limitation and carve is the capacity for infinity which excludes everything else ain't movate because it's believable it's infinity yeah the air of the carve infuses the caleb but the area of the cayley itself it's like the goof has its own light besides the soul that's why it exists even after the soul departs that's that's that's the uh they love it is not the heir that infuses the kaley as the oh that invigorates the caylee it's the error of the cayley itself the quality of the cayley itself which is guvul comes from the end zof itself that's goofy inside yes it's the way the interface is concealed it's the way they ain't safe is finite it's the way the inside expresses itself through not expressing itself that's also an expression why is that not an ex in a way it's even a deeper expression because it's not affected by any concealment it completely can live in concealment it's not affected by the symptom at all so in a way it's far deeper that's called kayak that's the that's the urge of the kelly itself so i love it is yeah you speak to the shameless when you speak exhausted don't get caught up in the structure itself they love is the kayak in the caylee in other words the way the gove is an expression of the ancient self hashem himself a love so he was magallah to share shaquilin the mashem tiff focused much on the sheriff the sheriff which is translated practically speaking in his whole approach to the body and his whole approach to the world and his whole approach to physicality and his whole approach to challenge and to struggle and to adversity and to limitations of life and even darkness of life which is all part of caitlyn it's all where the light gets eclipsed and gets limited and gets structured and ultimately allows for the whole gosh musical world that was the great revolution of siddhis of the balsham yeah this is this was this was the nakuda all i loved speaks kabbalah looks for hafshata it looks to is the light of transcendence the light of infinity the light of spirituality the balsamic focused on the light of the physicality the light of the gashmi which is rooted in caleb which is rooted in rishimo which is rooted in the kayak wall of ainsaif himself which is ultimately hashem's essence where the infinity and finiteness are all rooted in that it came down to and he said a lovely dice of means simple shot is him himself he says rather he's explaining the atom the core of what the balsamic was saying and even the atom of what the ramak is saying and that is that ultimately and in order to in order to explain this he brought in the third rabbit the margaret the magadhavam is rich that was be before getting to the altar after the bolshemative the first two weeks ago we spoke about the ramachan and then before the other he goes into the margaret's torah and he brings together two teachings of the market incredible teachings why is it that the gemara says that we will not mention yut kevke one there is a duality in the name there's the way it's written and the way it's pronounced besides in the basement but the would pronounce it to everybody like we say in that void then everybody would kneel and prostrate themselves and say baruch [Music] we pronounce everything that name even when we read it in christopher we'll never pronounce it but we'll we won't pronounce our value we'll only pronounce like yesterday's the way it's written and the way it's pronounced is never identical that's what the gomer says so the margaret explains explanation because writing it and pronouncing it as two separate words pronouncing it is articulating it expressing it manifesting it shame hawaii represents the source of everything including the source of the creator as a creator the source of hashem the source of everything in hashem himself transcending even his role as a creator and that's not manifested in creation that's the ineffable undefined essence what is manifested i loved because creation happened because he wanted a relationship there's no king without a subject there's no master without servants there's no there's no husband without a wife there's no wife without a husband if you will so therefore abner is what so to speak uh allows divinity or empower motivates if you could say triggers inspires creates this desire hashem has a desire to become the creator a source for creation so that's what we could pronounce that's what we can that's what we can articulate so to speak that's what we could perceive now that itself there's endless categories there's all of dollars values the shindal but it's all it's all the way god articulates himself already and compresses himself in a way that can be relatable to a universe another hashem should define his infinity as a source as an engine for creation as the dna of existence now of course which part of existence oh there's endless levels everyone is typhus this what mosquito is typhus this is what a hyena is typhus yeah what are we not pronouncing we're not pronouncing or to put it this way when we pronounce yutkevke it goes through a change that's the idea this is back to your question last week we're trying to pronounce yutkevke but you have to know and be humble when you're saying over what it's a telephone when you're saying it over it's already not that and not because you're doing something wrong it's not because you're doing something wrong it's because you're saying it over huh yeah yeah yeah the articulation of it is already not that it's just that humility that appreciation it's the articulation of hashem as a boy now if he didn't want to create the world so there would be no need to articulate because would be no need for experiencing god there would be no zulus nobody outside experience because he wanted a relationship so if you want a relationship you have to go through what's it that's what what's symptom symptom is right if you're going to remain in your pure infinity that's fine but there's no relationship back to the muscle of marriage that we spoke about in sheer number two right with the whole concept of the ring and this is even in our own in our own experiences the only way i can have a relationship with somebody else is i create space for their experiences for their reality and that's sometimes hard for people for their subjective reality yeah but the point is it's not a it's not allowed or not allowed it's it's it's the humility of understanding the limits of how much i'm accessing you and it's even an interpersonal relationship that's what we spoke about right what i know of you is what i know of you right even what i know of me is only what i know of me it's a contradiction in terms that's the idea what i know of you is what i know of you and that humility is very valuable i don't think i have you i contain you i control you even with me it allows you to grow it allows you to be curious allows you to be inquisitive they say one of the worst things that kills relationships is that you think you know your wife or you know your husband the moment you really feel that game is over good relationships you're always curious there's always a mystery you're always inquisitive and it's not because you're in la la land it's actually because you're you're living in an authentic world exactly and said by my name did yeah that the way you pronounce it is very different than the way it's written we don't even know how to pronounce it it could be 42 letters 72 letters it's very uh we're not pronouncing that which is written and that's what the market says it says in prairie elvis if you want your name to be great you lose your name negative so his extraordinary interpretation is not just talking about a narcissistic who needs to be known in the whole world and ultimately loses everything you know that character you need everybody to know you and you end up being a shemata tragedy negotiable it's he says like everything it starts off in very subtle spiritual ways nagashima because hashem wanted his name adna to pervade reality he had to lose his name and that's simpson simpson is a vat it's law it's a loss it's a real void it's the void of the infinite at least in a perceived way in order to allow for adna to take place in other words to allow for you to exist to allow for a relationship with you and that means i have to create space for you and this is the basis of a relationship hashem wanted a relationship he wanted as soon as we be married the perfect bachelor may have everything you just can't be married to yourself at least not according to the present laws so hashem has to be curious about us yeah so you want to know how hashem is curious about us so the maggot once said that uh it says hashem does all the mitzvahs all the mitzvahs the gemara says in brachas hashem puts on and wants to know what it says in this film right once said he was speaking to hashem and he said i'm afraid that you'd fill an apostle you know he would speak to god like you speak to to a spouse you love like a best friend she said i'm afraid you'd fill an apostle because the gemara says what does it say in hashem art villain who is like your nation israel he says and i'm looking now and i see that your nation israel is on the ground they're in the mud she says that means you're filling isn't the man i'm afraid you'd fill another puzzle why don't you pick them up but juice is filling on the ground what do you do you run you pick it up you kiss it and you take care of it so how does hashem do the mitzvah of hashem that's how he does ava sasha so the market says the rebel one said how does hashem do in the midst of mysteriousness so it says by a saita by a saita he says erase my name shay mama pharish erase my name to make peace between a husband and a wife erasing hashem's name is not a small thing it's actually erasing his his revelation his kedusha and really tempted it begins with simpson is for there to be a relation between a husband and a wife where is that what's that mushroom that's rooted in the simpsons that is the simpson nigachm of atma but then the maggot asks how does he do the mitzvah virus fear what is he afraid of so it says the gemara says hakul bide shamayim khudsmir ishmael everything is in the hands of heaven besides your shamayim so kawayaka he's afraid what's going to be your next move because everything is in the hands of heaven besides your shamaya so that's what is the inquisitiveness what's going to be your next move so the market says for there to be adna yut kevaki had to so to speak go into hiding or be eclipsed avatshma because if yudkivke is completely manifest so there's pure undefined infinity and then if there's a world there's no separateness we're just an aspect of infinity there's no other there's no otherness there's no relationship so relationships is at the core of all of existence i want your heart rather liverpool now now so the maggots as branium kipper yum kippur was the hizgabros kayak yum kipper the spiritual prevails so yum kipper you can hear you kevafka asks the rebbe one second that symptom was necessary not only to create gash even to create roohney so how does that help so he gives us a new depth in the toyota of the market where the margin meant something else the kiddish of him kipp is not that it's spiritual more than physical it's that you go into a spiritual metaphysical state but you remain in the physical the kangaroo actually had to be married if he wasn't married he couldn't do that not only was he a physical person he had to be completely with two you know what marriage does right when are you coming home so if he's in kaiju shakadasha when he gets her whatsapp when are you coming home i'm just joking um the kangadoo's wife didn't have whatsapp and kippy and i let her use whatsapp but you get the point the point is he couldn't fly away to kaido but that's a good one right and kaido when are you coming home and he's like i'm in the holy of holies when are you coming up and the halal is that he has to go home that's what we discussed he has what's the point that's the void of the market represents paradox and the paradox coming together both in terms of time and space and souls as he explained in the mind that's what the market is saying that's when shem hawaii could come out because till now we focused on the power of infinity and the power of finiteness but each one ultimately captures the truth of hashem but not the ultimate truth the ultimate truth transcends any definition including the definition of infinity including definition of finiteness so both of them can be fused together so infinity is true and finiteness is true but if i remain stuck in one of them i didn't touch the etzem i touched an aspect of god no question but whether you touch etzem mamash in the tension and therefore in the fusion of both of them that's where you're going to meet that sum you're going to meet atsum in the space between findings and affinity in other words if you run into infinity it's kevaldik or bleakwool ain't safe might it's pleasurable it's true it's infinite it's infinite but it's not because that's him so now you're going to go it's really safe it's the whole truth is even deeper there was no symptom but again it's not the etsa so so where yet where is that that's in the constant fusion between the two from bleagueville i'm pushed into guvul and from gool i'm pushed into believable and ultimately i could make peace with both of them i live in the space between them which is the space that transcends them which is the space that fuses them and integrates them which is the space of paradox and we call it us we don't see about oil we don't say about caleb we say about atsmus this is the market's teaching the way the reba understands it this is his introduction to the alter episode and i love it let me tell yourself after this so you see how it goes the miami there are mac there is all the belgium the toyota of the market who was after the to explain now leaning up to the altar but say love and love is atmos so is that a steer with the basham no it's not a in fact what allows for ehu to become one with garmayi for the essence of hashem ains have to become one with caleb that's ultimately atsumus he says what allows even hashem himself to become one with their mock that's also atmos and that's their level element and that's felt in the moon shooter of a jew who speaks to hashem directly intimately he doesn't know all the hashem at his core yeah he wrote a comment in the comments he said what happened when moishe struck the egyptian it says how did he kill the egyptians at them with shema he said what happened there how how could moshe pronounce the shame on my favorites there when he struck the egyptian mitchells as he did with the shepherd fighters so he writes to me still a week and a half ago so i did a fabregan so i told the story that you test keslav tough test alternate asked his children what's the difference between a masculine and over denzillus and he said that a masculine attilas appreciates the value of atsitsa and then over the natsillas appreciates the geshmaq and taiwatanayidin the geshmaq to do a favor to another jew so because maisha nabenu here was saving another jew so this this this can warrant the shema fighters this kentucky war in the shema fetish we spoke at length and you reached the deepest place and not silhouest was teaching kipper where the kangaroo has to be connected i'll call upon him so this is this is uh this is and he concluded he said kabbalah the big focus was transcendence revelation tuning into infinite energy the belgentiv's great focus was on the intimacy of a jew with hashem in every situation and even in the most material and physical space and you could serve hashem through everything and everybody and in every situation that this is you know teaches even a mahava zara right i'll say when you have you're in davening and you have this this crazy thought that comes into you he says whoa don't get scared it's god speaking to you if you'll notice he said he says it's even if a person starts experiencing a crush to somebody of the opposite gender and it's overwhelming then yeah he says no it's god wants to love you but you're not capable of that language so the language condensed itself into a situation of love that's promiscuous and ugly but really the knitters of it is is is is is your dracus so elevate the makshavazar take it back to its source and that's why it fell into you know what is he doing here he's taking he's taking a very promiscuous situation and saying no no it's all rishimo it's all it's all day and safe i'm just giving a classic example how the bashamtv does this and you have hundreds of thousands every title of his in one way or another you think about being tanya he quotes this teaching and tanya pereira question he says the middle of davening comes into you don't be a fool to start elevating it because for this you have to be in a very very pure place and if you're not if you're going to pursue it you're going to end up in the abyss he wasn't arguing with it he was saying you got to know who you are he says his expression is if you're not ready for it how are you going to lift up the zara when you yourself yeah how can i lift you up if i myself i can lift you up from the abyss right the lifeguard one of the most dangerous things about the lifeguard is if he doesn't know what he's doing what's going to happen he's going to jump in and the person he's trying to save will slap him in so two people will drown here if you're going down you have to make sure you can pick up the makhsaf zara if you yourself are confused what is that a classic example of sometimes you could speak alta's hashem and everything is a la cos but in ponemies you remain in a concealed space that's what we spoke about because caleb itself is helen yeah so i'll tell you the two things first of all he brought it even more into caleb it should be an epinemius to really be able to understand and appreciate and that the gilu should infuse the hellum the revelation should refuse the concealment so it could be like it's the truth that this mashup is just that yeah it's the truth but sometimes you can end up in the abyss with the truth in other words there's there's knowing the truth you have to you have to know the truth you have to know the truth you have to know who you are who you want but there is actually the path how to serve hashem day to day and make it real and make it internalized sometimes there are powerful truth they're very electrifying they get me inspired to get me uplifted but the bottom line is the next day i'm in the dumps so it's very powerful you know the munna the energy the this but sometimes if it's not if it doesn't permeate you in eponymous you don't get it it doesn't take your personality your your your containers your containers take an epitome is dick away so your animal soul is not changed for your animal soul to change you have to really internalize things and relate them to your experiences your struggles you can't you can't just fly away on the other hand altered but you see very much also focuses on for example and of course this is not the truth but it's helping if people can accuse of course it's it's it's it's one of the great lies that he wasn't so into learning because about have glorified the pasha the yid and he glorified the jew who connects to hashem through a capital till him or through doing a favor to another person and the emma says because the baal shem tov was magalla lakos and everything although you can't accuse of that because he doesn't stop talking about learning and it's everything and he was known for that he's called the litvak but what's the naked he wasn't saying something new he was magalla the epitomes of the bolshevik the premise is that aydah and kali really must be fused and that's the khattar the torah is gili kashmir says hellum titus ur gosh means caleb it's ultimately that synthesis i mentioned that although says that the symptom of urban bastish is that you think that hashem only exists in dalaran he really exists in the whole world right explains the synthesis of course hashem exists in the whole world but the only way you could reveal it is through dalaran through so here's a classic example of the hebrew of aryan kali which always comes from the etson and therefore the legal is with all its power and the ghoul is with all its power because etzem doesn't have to escape from either on the contrary if there's a tension between the two it means you're already getting close to a deeper truth so from matsilas the geshmaq will be to do a favor to a person inaudible you always want to know the mice or what it means yeah well it's full of lemis i think of every step of the way and ultimately we're not talking about so we're talking about three streams of consciousness but like everything it's aloe vera it's all la costa when we talk about the lacos it's all one when we talk about these different streams it's not like there's real it's like three you know it's much like us doesn't only mean there's a truth in every position it means that ultimately they're saying the same thing they're saying opposites the way to articulate the essence is by saying opposite things yeah they're really if you go to the etzem it becomes one huh like like like kavanaugh yeah like all mach like in the world come from that from that macholicus and the source they're all one so paradoxes become it's a paradox when you live in the perception of paradox when you go to the place of etzem then a lovely devil can come so here also we speak the three streams yeah that's the word the baltimore was trying to remember the edison of the ramak and the edison of the monster not imposing a new thing it's just a way of seeing it all in the context of atsum and when you see it all in the context of etsy then they love is the love is the caleb the sheriff caleb but really what is it they love is that or to put it in different words when i study iron i could study earlier from earth's perspective or study areas from etsum's perspective when i studied caleb i could study caleb from caleb's perspective where i could study caleb from atom's perspective dr ebb is saying when you're studying the ramak and the balsamic don't study it from caleb and iris perspective study it when you're studying caleb and you're studying are you experiencing calamity experience it from atmos's perspective it's the same experience it's caleb it's oh yeah experience from atzma's perspective and there that kaylee won't be a stereotype and there won't be a stereotycally if we could do that you could probably if we could do that then we could probably yeah but but if the person is really in a limited space now yeah just talking about it and is experiencing it if i'm in a limited space now to deny that if i'm being middle of davening or and i'm being overtaken by a lot of disastrous or ugly or promiscuous or immoral or depressing thoughts so i have to be honest with my experience right now what is my experience right now and what's the best way to deal with it and that's with altera was a very he was a great disciplinarian in this it was like do not fool yourself do not delude yourself he says you just have to divert your mind from it you have to say not now i'm busy and it's going to come back he says but you always have a control of where your thoughts are going to go and he gives an example of an arm wrestle he says when two people wrestlers actually says when two people are wrestling or you see it with arm wrestles and let's say i'm about to defeat you right before i defeat you you know you get this adrenaline because you maybe you'll win you see it also in the jungles with the with predators and the prey you know sometimes that last moment the lion the lioness and the the rhinoceros or the buffalo and one of them is already you know you could say kaddish but there's this last search maybe i'll win so that although this says that sometimes the marsh of azaris are actually it's a compliment it means that you're doing well the nefersa bahamas doesn't like what you're doing so it's it's coming back stark that's why in the holiest moments you'll sometimes have this he says what's your eights eight is not to start questioning yourself and doubting yourself and saying you're darwining as a lie that is intensifying your davening by calmly and serenely telling them it's really not for now i know i have things to deal with and we'll work on it in the right time because right now to go and find the premiums of it to psychoanalyze the machavizara and find the godliness in it which there is there is godliness there if you go to the depth depth depth you're looking for god you're not looking for this for this junk but but i'm not in that position right now and if i go there the outer shell will grab me and i can end up being in the wrong place you know when you're when you're in a when you're in a crazy crush you're having a crazy crush or you're in a very intense craving right even deep spiritual ideas may not talk to you at the moment at the moment you just have to escape the arena you're just not capable of of that element that's that's that's that's the focus i'm very practically internalizing the truth you're not living in a world of spiritual spiritual delusions what often happens with with spiritual disciplines and you see it also among hasidim sometimes there's so much inspirational material but it's i could become inauthentic it says it it glorifies who i am and it's true and i become inauthentic about my own my own conflicts my own my own immorality my own demons my own trauma my own scars my own wounds and it's because i'm craving to be absorbed in the oneness i don't have a path to help me take my hand and slowly work walk through the darkness and find my light from within the darkness and ultimately transform the darkness and you see that although is my maryam this was his the way he understood where he explained everything is with with helbasha with epinemas it has to be very real so that's all this focus of the fusion of of cali of of of gilean hello that someone might have them somewhere they're not recognizing it a fault or a bad beat or something they're not recognizing it yeah it's called the yiddish naranza you know i could deceive myself i'm catching angels you know i could mention kedusha sillas you know i can close my eyes and you know and scream and jump which is which is sometimes amazing but then when it comes to the meal i'm like a beast ain't kiddish i go into business i'm a shark or i come home and i'm you know i completely lose it i become a cynical person or an angry person ain't kidding has to be in the place of the sudha an epidemic is the level that means the ketucha has to inform the sudha but the balsamic is the foundation the bashamtest foundation is you always belong you're never disconnected that's the beginning you have to know who you are you have to know who you are there's always hope enough that's that's that that's the beginning that's the beginning but that could be mock if that can be superficial it's it's okay so what do i do with that so what do i do tomorrow you know do i start smoking pot then i start quoting the mosham tif it's not uh it's not vietnamese dick it doesn't change your life didn't really permeate you in other words you were magala the cherish of caleb but it remains you remain in a concealed place you need the you need the light on the other hand the light can take you up into a place of transcendence what about you what about the world what about the physicality the fusion of those two this was very much the dedicated constantly in this whole in his whole derek and his whole so so interior and nikola and plymouth everything is niggling this everything together in many ways right nikola is very concrete guvul is believable cabal is believable and that's fusion constantly always looking to unite everything everything ultimately must be united but not uniting it by running away from one by working by me magala the ponemius of everything i mean this this uh you know you can speak on this this is this is this is a real thing this is real stuff this is something that really you could sit for a few weeks see how the ramak studies the world how the balsamic studies the world how about studies the world this is really three streams of consciousness and judaism that he's revealing here to us as i said it's very rare that a mimer should express itself this way like put it in will be yeah these things usually have to figure out on your own it's part of the tereshabal pair of siddhis that the irabayam didn't speak about often like you'll never have the altitude would say said this and the mosham said this those those expressions is like very very they're very precious they're like precious gems that came out and cherish about pear from here from there it's like that the rabbit should express and i'm just telling you it's a very very rare expression in our mind you have in very few places this is one of them and it's interesting for me sorry shabbos when it's on tape that ever didn't say this he said over the miami with a lot of different things this piece was only friday night on champions that mocked the he said over the three titans the three approaches but the way he phrases it here this is kabbalah this is and this is this was only in the friday night in the midsize champions league he says the titan in a way he elaborates more but this just this line is only in the friday night mimer obviously there's no recording of that so vazel after all of this it's clear now you got it really now what does this mean la maisa lebano wants to know what it means lamisa what do you walk away with from this huh it's what it means to really live with hashem in real vacance real real intimacy real vacancy it means i don't have to huh you can't get stuck anywhere and you don't have to amputate any part of yourself not oyed and not kaylee not helen and not gilui you understand you don't have to be afraid of darkness you don't have to run away to the light you don't have to stay only in the light and you don't get stuck in darkness it's that vacus that ultimately allows for the ultimate holistic unity of everything the ultimate aenoid mulvaney the ultimate ah that is experienced not only in heaven and not only on earth but in the fusion of heaven and earth this is a story i once told that uh the margaret had a student his name was rebecca of amdur amdu and there was a city in ukraine amdur i don't know how they pronounce it over there in the ukrainian but the kaikal of amdon he was a very holy man and he had a student and the balatanya had a student and they would they live in the same town and they darven near each other and show they dive in close to trump so the balatonia i heard this from the biel khan many years ago when i was a yeshiva he said that the student of the altar became to the alta rabbi and he started to complain he said something very deep he said i look at my have a kaikal student he comes into davening and he's on fire he puts on his talents and he's saying the dominating loud he's on fire he said cebrant because the approach by the talmidham is they were on fire and their talmidim they were very close to the the sadiq and and and it rubbed off on them you know just that that fire of a munna the moon shoot that they had you know you watched the lady video it was just this fire that the brought into the world it was magalad in the summer of that exists in every person and every situation that's why it was so it was so successful right people still wonder how it happened that in 50 60 years the poshmative and the students a few million jews were affected it was a revolution that in jewish history it's unique that's why that's why the villenegon and others were afraid it was like it was too good it was too good to be true like you know usually the sahara makes revolutions successful like how is this happening well that was part of the concern uh shop seems to be converted to islam in 1676 i think 1666. and what was was born in 1698 so it's just a few decades and the trauma was very very real and the most warning chapstick converted so he became obsolete but he had students jaco frank and his students who continued his legacy in the times of the mosham tiff so there was a trauma there was a national trauma oh here we go again with mysticism and kabbalah now shalom to compare but in people's minds this was his followers came up with an idea that kabbalistically mashiach has to go down to the lowest depths in order to elevate the spark so he has to convert to islam now once you do that there's no limits you know if meshiach has to convert to islam okay so now you know it's just hefck there's no no one and after that they withered and they kept but it was it became ultimately most of them converted ultimately most of them converted yeah but this was something that i went over the next hundred years and to be honest it's confused objective yak of em didn't confuse you uh to be one of the biggest rebuttal of germany in being a secret follower it was like what happened here with macarthur you know the the accusing everybody of communism in the 1950s mccarthyism you don't remember i also don't remember everybody is a hidden commie right the rosenbergs were executed then 1952 and sing-sing prison pakhvat was was was the physical trauma of death and bloodshed but chopsticks v was a spiritual religious drama that combination so so really the bashamtive he there's a void by the divided by he said that it comes from prince's character that when a child when when somebody you see they're in a faint so one of the old schools is you whisper their name into their ear and they wake up so god saw that the jewish people are in a spiritual comatose state so he whispered our name into our ear easter all easter all that was the wal-sham al-shamdiv was god's whisper into the collective consciousness of claudius it's a beautiful beautiful heart he was the whisper it was god whis that was the most something that was you look at the basham you saw god whispering and that's what he did that's what he did and he he knew this was his mission and it gave a whole nucleus to claudius uh they used to say again also from the old the older ebba said that uh hashem saw that the jews if you're going to wait till moshiach they won't survive so he took a little piece of mashiach and he sent it down to the world that was the bashamtive history was the tower of mashiach the tower of oneness the torah of of of revelation let's stop saying echa let's start seeing shihashirim right let's stop waiting for gaulah let's find google in ourselves and also wait for google but finding i mean all the all this whole concept or or an abstract kabbalistic language he was megala that reshima nagabayat simpson you see a lot of people who grew up with learning qasidis they read these words about simpson they don't know how relevant it is everything i just said about the shemtiv if you want to say it it's like the fred lahavdo when you're reading physics and you're reading it in a mathematical language right but if you don't know it you look at it and you're like this is no not a physicist who knows how to read it it's like wow this is going to change science lahavdil you read the word reshimula inaugura okay thank you another level so if you're a good bachelor you memorize it then if you're not it's boring really what is it saying it's saying that the bashem started to reveal the kayak he started to show that exile is a state of the mind that your distance from hashem is only in your perception that you're really infinite the euro you find out you was infinite it's always it's yiddish when we say i don't mean something emphasized it he revealed that he accentuated he spoke about it he articulated it it's not um it's not a new it's not a new thing no no he really focused it he he he made it made it relevant people should be able to live with it and in that complete fusion of the two of the infinite and the finite you have different stages so that's what he's explaining here the market state and then the alternative and you can you can you can you can you could also see the difference the spoke about caleb the maggot spoke about that i am kipper you can have the gili of havaya what does dalton ever say a lovely limit dice of all the seven names all the seven names you can have the ghillie of of of of a love you see three stages what speaks about caleb the margaret speaks about shem hawaii being revealed on him kippur but shema is oh you of all the seven names so the eu the eu can be revealed in the gamma in all the seven names so that's because because the deep the the the lower you go the more atom you need the more nano noise you need the more paradoxical the more godly you have to be if i don't want to live in paradox then i could get stuck the more the more paradox the more godly the more divine so that never says hey lovely that's even all the seven names so it's deeper in etsa already the maggot is teaching us but this is uh this is a step deal so if so we now come to the full circle zelda female 7. so now we know the paradox you want to know my name look at my actions i'm called based on my actions what were your call based on your actions like a child a love to him only from him comes everything to heal the sick to bless the years so now we ultimately can understand the paradigms of life the names relate to spheres various are characteristics that's why it's different names but i'm not diving into the name of ash hashem himself that's really i wanted that one like a child pure emunah pure hashem himself without anything i'm not talking about hashem's greatness hashem's infinity proving his absoluteness he himself that's a name is paula dasana that's filler and that's what although said a love of lord eliminates of coming from the essence of the soul but in order for there to be a relationship i go back to shia too you remember if you tell your wife i'm perfect and there's nothing you can do for me but there's nothing you can do to disappoint me there's no relationship in order for there to be a relationship so there's something called an interface the interface that's odis and caleb it is is what allows the divine infinity to be relatable to the structures of the universe so you have uh and then you have kali and that's my sign that's my actions it's not me but in that becomes which is how can that happen that's what the stages we spoke about they love of their mock they love of the balsham they love over the margaret they love the altar so you could say ani ani nikra becomes my name the individual characteristic is not just don't divorce it from me it becomes the essence the infinite essence becomes one with odis becomes one with caleb one is kav one is rishimo but they're ultimately one and said the atom that could be that unity is when we say the names voice it represents also the undefined simplicity of the essence he says when i combat wickedness i'm called zvoice i'm colt's voice who's the one in combat ani but it's called swiss so here again we have this very subtle paradox you would think tsvois is god in war god in war touches his essence how does it touch his essence it's all after this darkness which means after all the concealments which means only on a level where there is concealment there could be two voice that's lifting my sights my mission action nonetheless we say that the name is connected to the to the essence what does this mean practically what what so what do we gain from this okay so you just said that the shame is anni so now he got he gets what is this idea of this various and what's this fusion it's voice on one hand we say it's a name it's not him it's a name it's voice and it's a name that's not mentioned in toyota for a reason it's only by the naveem khan is the first one to introduce it and yet it becomes his name with aniker and this fusion allows us to understand the avoider of the last generations before the ghoul its voice which is how he's explaining this this piece of basil again of the rabbit of swords which is to explain what is the connection of nets the attribute of nets which means victory to war well you might say when you when you fight you want to win right you fight you want to win but the concept here is that the mulhammer itself is called nets he says not when i win there's shayman my colts voice when i fight it's the fight the mimer basilagani of the rabbit ayaats starts explaining what is nets one of the attributes of a person is called netsech what is nets means victory and he says shashayak begotteldafka he says the real attribute of net is revealed only by a great person because a smaller person not everything is so relevant some things he'll be stubborn about he'll fight for and something he'll let it go don't sweat them he says the goddale every union has to be like his will we'll see what this means the homies should god will be the son it's not going to be and if you're greater this attribute of nit is yet deeper okay it says from his shoulders and above he's taller than the rest of the nation which means even though the shoulder represents the hind part and the external part lower than the head even on the level of a shoulder he's greater than the head of everybody else in other words even on the level of his shoulders you say the question head and shoulders above right here he's saying his shoulder is above the head even though the shoulder is a lower part it's still higher than even the head not only higher than the shoulders of the nation higher than the ma than the nedav the goddamn the great god and it's in everything and it's with tremendous strength and absolute what does this mean and this is a miami from the middle arab in terrorist high and parishes boy and it's also explained in this minor business of the rabbid ayats briefly there's two goals of war ha aleph listen one is the king wants booty he wants the spoils of war whether it's territory whether it's conquering the territory whether it's conquering the oil fields whether it's conquering the resource the natural resources whether it's conquering the people and the talent that's there the real estate that's there the wisdom that's there the talent the gifts that are there but the bottom line is he wants something out of it yeah maybe i want my territory to be larger maybe i need more wealth whatever it is abey's another agenda is i don't want their booty at all it's because he wants to execute his victory that it should be according to his will he wants that that place should be subjugated to his will it should be under his control the hefris binaya what's the difference is the concept that i want booty i want territory i want the resources is actually logical it's rational maybe audacious but it's rational and therefore it's limited and therefore you ask yourself how much do i want to invest what will be the investment and what will be the return in other words i'm going to invest only if it makes sense is it worth it is it worth it in terms of casualties or worth in terms of time within the money you know of what you're going to make is going to be less than what you invest you got to be a fool it's it's it's a logical decision we're talking about it's a logical decision and since this is actually a rational calculation this exists even by smaller people even by a star cotton cotton means a leader of smaller of a smaller stature the second type of war i want the victory it's not the booty i want the victory a certain type of person who has this urge this need this longing not for booty to be victorious to defeat everything that's not under him i don't think we understand right we don't we don't we don't we mummies don't and you could thank you you thank god that we most of us don't it's not something in muscle explains right right you don't know anybody that has such but but but let's see we'll soon see you have it in kedusha and you have it in clipper you're a crazy person right he's not about a crazy person i mean i guess it's craziness but it's a different type of craziness we'll see in a moment when the war comes because of this yearning for victory the first agenda he will not squander the treasures it's with a heisman invest and return but in this he'll squander his treasures treasures of his forefathers he has treasures from generations that are always hidden maybe by the wedding of his only son the future the future the prince the future monarch the future king he'll he'll he'll display it so people could see it's a time of joy so like he you know he he reveals his innermost secrets they're all on display but even then he won't squander them he won't give them up he'll show them which is already a madriga he says but in a time of war when he needs that victory then it should be according to his will especially when he's defeating somebody who rebelled against him so now he will squander everything without any krishnas the quality of nets is rooted in the core of the soul and therefore if it doesn't come out it doesn't come out but if it comes out it becomes more important than anything else in life can you explain like in what context is this a healthy thing you want to know if this is healthy there's some sugar send them to therapy send them to therapy so they denies right excellent excellent so one second let's see not only will he squander all the treasures which is losing his most precious items that he kept forgetting that he kept for generations he'll put himself he'll go into the front lines and endanger his own life he's ready to die why if you're dead you're not conquering that country the answer is you're endangering your life but there's something more precious than my life my experience of my revealed life is very precious and whatever i do is to protect my life people don't do things to endanger their life you're doing it for life you're making money to live you even a person going through surgeries which is painful it's to life it's for life here his midazonetsa came out and it's rooted in the core of his being that's even deeper than life itself than the revealed life in other words for him to win is more important than everything and therefore he'll endanger his life no just just will soon see why and how even this is an example to understand this voice should spherus what does the matter say when i fight i'm colt's voice so that and the sharia area said that's an atmosphere of nets reveals and not only reveals squanders squanders the greatest greatest highest and deepest treasures that were never never revealed in order to win the victory we'll soon see what this means what does what what what is there ever saying here this is like heavy what what are these oysters that he squandered and squandering means like that you could lose them it's not squandering doesn't mean i'm giving you and you're gonna give it back to me and it's alone there's something called bisberry's isis so what what are we really what are we really learning here we're learning here about something that seems as you know a real condition of of absolute narcissism and sanity and that's and that's exactly the point when we understand it in the marshall yeah you have it in in in kedusha but let's first understand it the way it's not in kadusha there were certain individuals in history and you could count them because they're not often huh napoleon alexander the great nazar probably genghis khan the terror how you hood them of last generation huh it's not about booty this booty i want my molecules to be bigger yeah yeah i could be i'm a narcissist i have an ego but it's with a husband i want to be successful i want it etc here it's a different part if there's something that's not under my control i can't sleep now we call it narcissism on steroids and it's impossible to live with these people because you know like the t-shirt i'm very easy to get along with once you learn to worship me and he says you don't have it by a regular person there's a certain melak a certain king that has this midasan and especially if there's a rebellion if there's a rebellion yeah in rome julius caesar other roman roman emperors this was a different type of of of of longing and it's not negative in how many people it's not about the husband of what i'm going to gain and how much it's going to cost you're emptying out your treasures it's irrelevant you know people like this people okay so so there's the and they'll destroy themselves like he says they'll lose everything they'll die themselves but everything in the world even the greatest insanity comes from a source and sometimes the most distorted realities come from deep resources and that's why they get so distorted because there's a lot of energy that gets distorted you know real craziness comes from a certain infinity right and when it gets distorted it's dangerous it's like nuclear energy going when nuclear energy is used destructively it's very destructive because of its power because of its kayak it can light up the world and it can destroy the world it works both ways he says there's something called midazon that's only by a mellach what is it in kedusha it's a very deep idea it comes from the hergish that if there's something in the world that's not kefir ms it has to be transformed the emis of hashem the embassy of anoid mulvader needs to be revealed because that's the truth and if there's one place in which that's missing hashem or by a melech who's aligned with hashem a real melon who's aligned with hashem it's not that i want to become big or even want the booty i will see what that means spiritually i'm looking for the nitsutsas no it's like we say in rosh hashanah yeah vieda calpol cat is called i need every blade of grass to scream what's going to help you means if there's something that's not kefir in hashem it's not ms if there's a place even a blade of grass yeah a gentile in finland or alaska a bird or a tree or a person that doesn't scream ain't mulvaney i can't rest this is not a regular media that he says a cotton has this is only a melo hazard the real malek so you have it a melee like a napoleon who was dr ebba's biggest enemy because after ever felt the sinner they asked although you wanted czar to win he wanted desire too and they said understand he's huh he wanted napoleon to lose other many other jews want napoleon to win because napoleon promised liberty egalitarianism french revolution enlightenment so they asked altered they asked alterna what do you have was a desire is absolute they said now they have a funnier ghana funny right say fun you know if funny is a russian desires are murderer you know the czars in russia by the way if you don't understand the israelis of kings go to the petersburg to the to the hermitage to their palaces you'll see what it's just are when you understand the martial from the midterm he probably knew about this so the altar episode yes napoleon his ego was so infinite that's why he invaded russia in 1812 and that was his loss napoleon in his early 30s literally controlled most of the world imagine talk about ambition not fifth avenue most of the world but he needed russia too okay that was his failure likely the game is about haman he needed everything so he lost everything so so that's a certain melody it's a different level it's not any more investment not an investment it's not rational and because it's not rational you'll give everything away and not only that it's so not rational you'll give yourself away in other words it's deeper than the desire to consciously live somehow that you're you should be not saying but it comes from kedusha when al trevor was in prison they brought us like i don't know if you know they brought a what we call today a psychoanalyst they didn't have yet psychoanalysts to to analyze his brain because there was an accusation that he wants to overthrow the czar he's sending money towards israel to help the turks and the turks were hostile with russia because he wants to help the terror he's trying to fuel a revolution in order to serve the turks against russia this was the he was sending money for uh for the poor people so they came to the so they sent us for today we would call a psychotherapist a psychologist so the guy that would push it up with altar and he came out and he said that is longing for something that he cannot get ah he wants to be the tsar he's long as a jew a simple jew from belarus from lithuania can't be the czar of russia you're not from the roman of dynasty and you're jewish [Laughter] dalton is longing for he said he's the man is longing for something that he cannot get so this was father for the accusation for the prosecution so they asked alternate but they say that you're longing for something and it looks like you're longing for malchus for royalty and he now that ever thought from it he said yeah malchus the ain't safe i'm longing for malchus the ain't safe in other words to be one with the malchus of hashem means so when you have such a melakin kedusa what is that you also have this what is this not that you want control that you want that the emis of the breer the emissive velocity it should burst out from every blade of grass from every drop of rain from every flake of snow from every grain of sand from every groundhog mosquito bee lioness galaxy star from every human being from every mouth not groundhog it's also innate okay so which animals do you have every gazelle and antelope and we had beers in the backyard from every beer and the hardest is of course from every person that's me the sonnet and i cannot rest until i have it you say what what do you mean and this is an etzeman fish it's mushrooms that the ms has to come up not because i'm going to gain i'm going to agenda especially if there's a mighty especially if there's an opposition because the emes of hashem needs to be revealed so you'll say but what what what what is this you're gaining spiritual assets and i'm not gaining any spiritual assets what what are you asking so let's say a person or a king has a fallen faithful [Music] yeah yeah that's where you see the power of medicine there could be there could be more external layers of medusa yeah if i want to lose weight i may have to overcome some temptations i have to fight that's logical right but that's a lot that's that's fueled by logic i want to live longer i want to be healthier they're both part of that right the first one is that requirements both it's more of a rational matter i want to be victorious if somebody is bothering me if i have somebody in my you know if somebody is you have a competition you know and you want to figure out how to be successful it triggers me but we all see within ourselves sometimes that nets becomes irrational you see it with mccloykisson and you could learn from this right people fight it's not worth the investment anymore you're going to win and what's going to happen you lost everybody you lost half your family i have to win. this is all an example of the the horrible distortion of midi just like napoleon you need the whole world but you're going to die it's irrelevant sometimes you have it in a community i'll fight everybody but i'm going to win. they say the khafichain once there was a jew that was having a big mach like us and one of his children got sick of trying said look what you're doing it could be he got sick because of this much like us it's hard to tell over the story and he said he said all my kids can die but i'm gonna win and you see something's with people they'll they'll they'll they'll cut off their whole family yeah what happened what what what and it could be it could be in it we're talking about it crazy he's not a sugar in other things he's very rational something overtook him it's something very deep that he's looking for the pain so if you want psychological terms the pain of losing is so deep it's triggering such a deep trauma that i have to win in order to prove something that is more important than anything else in my own delusional traumatic perception of self i'll i'll cut off every relationship right which will make me miserable but the trauma of not winning is much worse than that in my own perception so we call it a serious disorder and for good reason for good reason but it's important to identify how deep it is that's his point realize how deep it is like everything in clipper in it comes from a source everything ah the more says everything starts in total middle school by a real mello a mello who's connected with malcolm's dane cyphus that does something in hashem that the ms ultimately has to come out sooner or later the lie cannot prevail um and the miller who's aligned with that the greatest melee experiences that and that's in his etsa manifest and that's the idea that i need to conquer this because i need it to be according to my rat sin in kadusa what is it that hashem's kidusha hashems ratson should be able to be felt and experienced and executed implemented in every every nuclear in the world and that that new is deeper than anything and for this he'll give out he'll give everything and a small person doesn't understand this this doesn't exist by a small person he eats his toast and his coffee and he's good a little cream cheese is the one there's already a extra special thing these types of agendas he says it's a different it's a different stature you can have glimpses and glimmers but but the real melo can live with this and the real melech of kedusha which is unique it's not it's not talking about a regular goddamn he says the real mellor this this is part of his life and if you don't understand this you can't understand the mellah the real malachim in kedusha divine appointed leaders who are in touch with this if there's a corner in the world with herzegovina it's in everything why why nobody's bothering you this is the middle that the ms has to be felt everywhere to be revealed everywhere and then if you didn't understand it like what what's what's what's what's bothering you and it's not how small how big this mellow that's something it's one little guy haman sees mordechai not bowing down millions of people are buying down to you one altay sits with glasses like this motherhood would sit with a massage yeah with enticements reading and he doesn't bow down to you i mean and he's an old man he's an old jew he's a naive parochial jew from the old country right still believes in old stuff human couldn't live why because hama knew that mordechai was right that he's the only one who got it right but you get the point the same is true in kadusa there's one not negate how big how small in the material shabbos miami that ever said that midas you'll only see by somebody that the essence of his soul is revealed because nitsan comes from the essence and that's the melak in other words if the atom of your nephew is revealed you'll have it most of the ethanol is not revealed he says somebody who's beginning you'll see me the sun and that's the real malach so this could be tactless hayashis and takras you see and and it's a it's a little very lit thin wall it could be the worst insanity the worst arrogance of the level of napoleon whose hubris knew no bounds and it could be tactless habitual where there's not even a vestige of ego like dr ebba who says i'm longing for malchus of einstein yes i'm longing for something i can't achieve in other words it's better ain't south you the hair the enzyme and therefore there's no nakuda well that could be the void of the saint self and that's the name's voice so that's the name so now so what do we have from all of this we said that names essentially are external they're supposed to be external they're alien they're just the way you perceive me not new with me the finish of this miami is not that way right it's it's him it's him the lower the name is the more external the action is the more alien should be from him what's the lowest name it's voice combining enemies that means there's enemies in your account it's the lowest name beyond the valle kim adnan the lowest it's the mata mata mata the most concealment is the most structure oh what did we learn from the mosham where does the neues come out most in the paradox the lower you go kalamata that's why you can go so low because you're so high the deepest etzem is expressed in the fusion of the greatest paradoxes that's why you said the balsamic was deeper than the ramak because eu vegan is deeper than eve because to from eu to go into caitlyn is much lower than to go into our is believed to go into the cayley itself into tsvoyas this is the deepest so that's ah which is mushrooms so god gives up everything he gives up the it's we'll see what that is the ichiris and he squanders them if he squanders them squanders when god what happens some loses them he actually does he's willing to he says the highest in order to win the mulhammer with lo mazza and then it says he gives up his life what does that mean this is very very heavy but it's twice it's only it's voice but it comes from the atom that's where the my mercy so now you see the whole build up of the miami that's why he gave the whole demo with names because that appreciate and as he's explained this is the end of galveston's davoid of nazar which is why they did it last maybe legany of the yachts this was his focus pay to get olive nuts that's what he said we never hear much about natsuki right suddenly became uh fish is very different how it is gratitude gratitude submission it's very different than then that's the opposite because that's the word real nets works together with they're really opposite that's because the right column height is the left column but hashem's voice is because real victory is not about arrogance that's the point real victory is not that you should be under me real victory is aligning everything and therefore it's not about ego what's a victory in an argument with your spouse what's a victory that you won and she lost that she won and you lost what's a victory in arguing with your children what's a victory what's a victim argument with your siblings what's a victory the real the biggest victory is alignment you understand it's a much deeper victory because if i won and you lost then i didn't really win in the real mezza in real nets if i won and you lost i didn't really win that's what nets means means that i'm fighting for you as much as i'm fighting for me i'm fighting for you as much as i'm fighting for me and i'm not going to rest yeah you s you sight your sight is the middle your site is the middle your site is the middle i'm looking at comments here people ask questions somebody says you speak about napoleon you speak about haman you speak about alexander the great zello um is this why the rebbe wanted to conquer the whole world with kedusha he wanted a night mulvade that hashem's glory should be revealed in the whole world that's why he wanted shlokham everywhere to bring torah everywhere that's what you said well somebody i remember once came by dollars and he told ebba that uh there's a shleak one of your shlokan has done major major work he says maishleya i sent him concept that was an interesting response i mean very telling meaning that the atom comes out why because of the fusion the full fusion is going to be revealed that's that's mkipper is a foretaste of that especially in the basamektus by the kyan goddle beautiful comments there's like 40 50 comments of people questions interesting on the issue but not not interesting comments like 50 comments i don't know a lot of titans you could read it all let's go to the issue with that okay you want me to continue another paragraph you want me to continue another paragraph huh you want okay we can do a little right we'll do zion obedient understand this so here we now come to a fascinating fascinating story in the save for yeshua yahushua takes the jewish people in territorial and he's in urich jericho and in urichae it's at night and suddenly a man appears to him he seems like some mysterious man angel and yeshua says who are you are you one of ours or are you here to fight that's what he asks so the man says be assured the man answers yeshua peric hashem bossy i am not your enemy i'm also not part of your p one of your people i am the sartsvo hashem meaning a minister of the army of god a general yeah yeah i came now at the bossie so yeshua falls down on the ground he prostrates himself and the man says take off your shoes off your feet you're standing on holy unholy earth what does he mean bossy i came now i mean i came now um espalo you know what he did he threw me out at bossie i came now when i came to moshira bainu he rejected me he threw me out what does it mean impartial hashem says to moish after the sin of the golden calf he named i'm going to send my angel to go before the jewish people what does maisha say to hashem remember if you're not coming yourself let's forget this we're not moving on with this journey forget it so he says yeshua i came now i tried coming before this is my second time coming but my shirt didn't let me didn't let me what does this mean moishe said no you're not coming who is this so the rabbit says he calls himself sad sava hashem i'm from the army moisture does not guide us that sorry entirely you don't have the name it's voice not once you have sivis hashem on the jews sivasa sivis hawaii not voice once he came to yeshua and he said satsuma i came now moshe wouldn't accept me now the naveem turned it into a name of hashem he didn't say it's a name he said sartsva hashem i'm from the army of utkavovky he didn't give it a name but he called himself satsvahasha so there's a lot going on and moshe wouldn't accept them yeshua except the navium now turn it into a name for god what's going on there so this is actually a process of history being expressed kitaak is the name is youtube hashem means you're part of the legions of hashem in other words it's completely it's voice is not a of a noun it's subservient it's you're in the army of hashem that's why moshe is not going to say it's a siren it's over don't don't turn it you're tougher to your kevka yeah the naveem starting with khanna who was a prophetess the mother of shmuel sriddavans and she calls hashem the first time its voice and then small calls hashem and then in a video call him twice and to hillam you'll have a lot hashem alaikim's voice hashem the last prophets are constantly referring to hashem's voice it's like he almost a a transformation in his name what does all this mean with hawaii it's voice and then there's something an intermediary called tsuva's which is it's voice hubzova delay a letter in his army and then you could come to this hashem the way it was by maisha what does this mean what does this mean so just we'll see inside it'll become clear in a moment but just here we need just a very brief intro the gemara says four people went into the orchard benzoyma and alicia benavoya the shebanovi became a heretic kitchens beneteau nazai died benzema it's been a tears he became he lost his faith he lost his faith apocatis however he explained it's obviously very mystical story so the murderer wants to know what did rabia akiva do different after ahmed alof that he contemplated and one of them is voice and he says savaya says that's what he's quoting he contemplated svios means he's a letter in his tava is who he's it's two words sava ice he's a letter in his army are you stupid savage allah what does this mean this is what saved uber so the rebel says there's actually three levels the sivis hashem from maishirabano this hashem's voice the way the naveem calls hashem a name he has the name hashem is and then there's something called isubatsava delay which three three states probably even though he doesn't say clearly it's connected to the three states of the ramak and the seems to me but we'll see in a moment three concepts and here we have to introduce one more fascinating thing that this brings you remember there was one donation that came to the michigan that maisha rejected it was called marais hatsay vice the mirrors of the women they brought the mirrors of the women rashi says they used it to beautify themselves for their husbands in mitzram to be able to build up a new generation and maisha said this is made for the eight sahara this doesn't belong in the mishka this is made to entice men you don't so what does hashem say this is more precious than everything take it in and he builds the keyer the keyer the washing basin is made from these mirrors maris hatsuyvoice so says of course masha didn't want them maisha didn't want the names voice marius is connected it's wise it's made for the eight sahara it's not for maisha hashem said what the women brought is more precious than everything else who's the first one to call us when she's praying for a child and why what what does she say when she calls out she says if you give me a child good and if not you know what i'm gonna do i'm gonna hide and seclude myself with another man after my husband warns me he's going to have to take me to the michigan to drink i'll drink and there's a promise in humash the nixon israel zara right if you don't die you have children and then you'll be forced to give me children either you do it then either you do it directly and if not i'll already get a child it's a very strange conversation to have with her it's all connected and she's the that's when she calls in spice that's the first time she calls him survives so the gomar says what does all this mean so i don't know if you see what he's getting at but there's a development here doesn't live in the world of tsavayas because maishira bainu it's vias is already a big hiddish maishrabenu lives in a world of what's called is the world of atsilas the world of oneness tsvoyas is a world of combat a world of confrontation so it's voice is a completely different reality and therefore there's scars there's wounds it's difficult you're in the trenches remember all the names of hashem are serious about sillas how could the names fighters be in tidah swayze says not attilas it's voices which is a parser atsilas is a world in which ain't mulvaney is still felt either in urdu and caleb but it's brilliant between accidents and breed is a pirates of paris it means a partition a massachusetts aramaic is called parson a curtain of veil uh the light that comes through is so dim that it's completely a metamorphosized from the light of nature you don't feel any more oneness now there's breed there's something called creation not so this is no creation because everything is an aspect of either bri is a new reality this bri bri is still very very holy but it's a consciousness of god uniting with me but there's a sense of otherness that's where there could be a muhammad that's where there could be war what's war war means this combat there's something outside of oneness that can only begin in brie marsh is not god's voice where is its voice if hashem is revealed hashem's name there's no war in moshe's world if hashem is revealed there's no war even when moshe speaks about war he won't use the words hashem ishmael hashem it's look what that war looks like as it somehow says yeah the water splits nobody's fighting if it's if if it's a word hashemish in other words if god is not revealed if god is revealed there's no muhammad at a later stage in history beginning with yahushua things change that's why moshe wants to go on to syrah moshe is the face of the sun yeshua is the face of the moon face of the sun the sun doesn't change the moon goes through periods it whacks as it wanes it's a whole different indian when motion is revealed there's no mulch because it's hatsilus so there's no named zivyas you know what the naveem had to do the naveem had to make a revolution so to speak they had to turn hashem's name into its voice wow although it says in terror this week's parish parishes boy that basically the naveem had to make it the kiddush of zwaya says that he could become one with the spheres of bria and that's a whole different art that was the kiddish of the naveem and the reason is because after the period of martial as this man as this angel tells yeshua atabasi hashem there's already something called atsova in his world is never really actualized right this type of nets ah because there's no shane's voice there's different types of nuts it never really gets brought out it's a netsuk is part of yeah it's not the network that comes out from the opposition when there's a murder because there's no opposition so mushroom looks at these marios as these mirrors and he says well how where does this come into the michigan it's a horror this is part of survivors it's called whatsoever it's connected to its voice but where's it coming to the michigan mission is a place of kedusha this has to do with human weakness men are men they're weak the women knew that they needed to inspire them so they used mirrors fine see so we're feeding the it's a harness okay maybe it's slightly smaller i'm not complaining beautiful thing michigan is that's moisture's tightener it's not yeah hashem says have even a lime in a coil this is deeper than everything so you have a lacuzz the way it's in hawaii it's voya says that hawaii could become intertwined havaya articulated and spies eu becomes one with the with the sweetest of brillia and as dalton says it says order to call hashem she has to go to a place that's above yutake kippur they can come out in shame adna the alter it can come out in all the names of atsilas but in bi you have to go allah you have to go to a deeper place in etson where over there there could be the fusion of the otherness with atmos with hashem himself we start over with soyuz which is there is combating this up there's opposition there's trauma that i have to work through there's darkness he's a letter he's an ice and it's over all the world which begins in allah you recognize that it's one ice like the gemara says it's one ice it's one letter that ultimately creates all of everything it's one letter is hubert's of a delay that's twice yeah and the melody there's no real hefsik the world can't be a real hefster can be a real partition it can't be can't be a real survivor doesn't get confused between infinite transcendence and the world and he realizes ultimately it's one ice bits of a delay by and then one could reach upwards hashem which is itself its voicemail this is the difference the difference between hashem's voice and sivis hashem is the two types of wars booty or victory and let me let me explain what he's saying till the end the nakuda becomes clear now and avoid him hashem is two different types of avoiders the avoidance in other words i go to war because there's sparks there and i want to elevate the sparks the ultimate avid is that there should be absolutely no opposition whatsoever and that's the difference he says of escafia and esabre and that's the difference of moisture and yahushua yahushua is the face of the moon moisture is the face of the sun what's the difference as we said the moon goes through many stages it goes up it waxes it wanes it disappears it comes back the sun represents consistency stability so the more says the face of moisture is the sun face of the face of yeshua is the moon what does this mean this means there's two avoiders of zivas and here it gets one step deeper the void of its voices and even after i win the war so i get the booty i get the sparks of kadusha and that's a tremendous thing you go out wherever you are in the world and you get the sparks and you're milo to allah cos the deeper nitsagen is that there can't be a mathias that's outside of ayn edmond so here i'm not trying to get out the sparks i'm not trying to get the booty for myself no i want that the oneness should be revealed everywhere and that's the difference between sivis hashem by moshe and swayis is a separate name beginning with yeshua by yeshua it starts already in brie it's syracuse over there there's a sense of separateness so over there there's a war and i have to go fight in the real nets in the deepest sense what is it really coming from it's really coming from that it's not true that you should be a you're not an enemy in other words i have to win because i have to be megalo the ms so there's no enemy baklal there's complete oneness and that's the ultimate civil sasha in order to get there i have to work through the darkness i have to go through the lower layers of swiss behind that is twice your shoe already starts starts for hashem later the nivea we'll make it a name hashem already coming into bia yeah we go upwards we start with zwayas you go to isobutsava delay then it's only an ice and you want to get to deeper towards silas beyond the ice and over there there's real nitsar in other words what's real not that we're fighting is that the real oneness should be revealed in other words there's no fight we're not so now it's interesting when i'm looking for booty and i want to get something out of you i want to get the natsuza's out of you that's the first level of nets the deeper level of natsukis this transformation we're really one i'm not winning you that's what i said real victory is alignment i'm winning for you also it's for you also to win it's to be megalo the ultimate actress of the brilliant that emmaus has to come out from everywhere and that's the scafianess iskafi is the mode that god has enemies and we have to win them i have enemies and i have to win them is happen is the mode no they just don't know who they are you don't know who you are if you would know your ponemy is you would know that it ain't mulvade that's the herges of silas in yeshua there's the face of the moon there's different moves the different situations there's no oneness in mauritius pine common everything there's oneness there's a consistency there's no change there's no good day and a bad day the bad day is also a good day it's all part of achtus so vidid is a real fi yeah yeah right right so we we we start that's what he says we start off from hawaii it's a super sava delay and then civil sasha right you you lift it all up back to the maisha begins before there's a war so many ways it's much more simple because it's like the alignment before it's like before the symptoms also that's like moisture right right yeah then there's the nets ah of dealing with the enemy and in that goofer there's a scaffia means subduing and means transformation coming back all the way to this voice of moshe which is civis hashem that civilization is not separate from yutake ultimately so yeah there's a mile in the nether of yeshua like he says in the moment that in the in the simple battle of a simple person you have the eczema nephesh from hashem coming out but the tackles ultimately is to be able to to create to create the oneness that's the mile of moshe over yahushua there's no shinuyum what is this in a person's life in a person's life it means that even when i'm battling with certain things i have to realize that ultimately i want to reach a place of complete serenity of complete oneness vietnam of complete actos we don't romanticize struggle and darkness and adversity so this is the void of them the void of berurim is i take from the ra we fight with the ra it says the word muhammad like you're fighting to take out the nutritions of the bread that's the void of that's the first iphone and then there is the void of this which means there's no materials of rabbi it's not a matter of that's the haggish of moisture and that becomes the ultimate nets because it's the complete victory of the complete oneness by moshe's opposition by yeshua's thing started more ever after yeshua they came down mourinho more and ever that's why they had to make hashem's name swahili by yeshua his name wasn't the first one who makes choice over there there's already a sahara right that's myra hatsevis i surely ate sahara and then from hashem says and ultimately from there you go to scaffo you go to until that place of oneness and in that civilian is mushroom you say itself wasn't given until then so the next part of the miami he goes through how this is expressed in different streams of tita different parts of taina express these different these different uh these different inanima the weights voice is in the way it's vices in alumni and ala matsilas which is basically two different indiana there's the mammoths which is isobutsava delay which was ruby akiva's rebecchiva's ability to be able to synthesize and integrate nicholas to be in this world and not to lose it it was the fusion because i had the secret of swayze you're with us i'm i'm in the house okay so thursday morning we have our regular shear so often i think i'll finish the mimer we'll do it on the on the youtuber.net this yeah yeah because shabbos is your trot no actually there's just uh this is just uh uh holding civ yeah no it's not that's not the whole booklet that's already the next mimer there's there's quite a few memories here there's friday night that episode of mine was shabbos day so it's for my mother but we're doing the first so thursday morning by israel 7 30 we'll finish the end of the miami he discusses all what does this mean in a veda how it's expressed entirely what it means and avoided what does it mean hashem squanders the treasures to fight the war what does this mean what's being dangerous is life what does it mean is squandering the treasures what's the void of today before mashiach that's the the bringing it all together the mice israel do that in the next year was very powerful especially very powerful and uh ready said no leave you said something um thursday about if you don't dive in early in the morning that you lose the opportunity to take a certain yeah yeah thank you everybody for coming a lot of what's luck you got the indian huh thank you i need to beat you i need to get i need to defeat you because i'm looking for victory not for truth if you're looking for victory then you have to lose for me to win if i'm looking for truth then we both win the truth wins and and your opinion also remains because because you're also looking for truth