Megilas Esther Zera Shimshon Shiur by Rabbi Simcha Bunim Berger at Scheiner's

Good evening my >> good evening to all those who listen with Torah anytime yakayak once again for all of you who participated in their annual fundraiser and helped them reach their goal and thank you for helping us over here at Zerosim reach our goal tonight's zeros shimshin is sponsored by Morty weerly nishmas's parents Rabincia and Ben Rabama of Shalom and his mother Hindu Basalam who is just terz and we're still in the schem also Morai Eisenberger in honor of the engagement of his son toy should be that the should be to find his for Mayor Ben Kerivia and Alar Ben Alien Algita and it's the right month to happen will open up with McGillis Esther the first piece in the Zerimshin and McGillis Esther. So if you have the volume that we have which is tough kof alf if you have that if you have a different printing in your house wherever it's the same the first piece of the zer shimshin in migillas esester alf okay migilla peraf alf on the sheal permal wait. Okay. without the abisher. A special prayer says David Hashem. If not for Hashem, Lule Hashem when a man stood up against us. He would have would have been swallowed up alive with we were and saved us says take a look at your zerosion mel is main is that alenu anom came up against us as though means to say we're in real trouble and we need extra special help from the aish When it's an that comes up against us, it would be a mel can do a lot more damage than a person. A mel is a king asks couple of questions. If it's really true that it's not a king that's out to get us, but rather a person that's out to get us in what's the a mere mortal. It's only a man. So that we have to give an extra praise with a double lion as it says hashem which means an extra [snorts] of saying lleashem we have to say double because we understand that we were in deep trouble. To give you just a drop of background in you when you learn migill before the mea talks about migillus Esther inside and darian the migillah it gives us a list about 15 of introductions s each amayra had another introduction which could be looked as a takeaway. This is the lesson that we're learning from the migillah. So the one that the zerosimshin opens up millis Esther with is this one in the gimra the one about the one that David prophesies alu that we needed extra special help from the aish under these circumstances because of this past who's the hash he's the he wasn't the melik he got aash to sign off on it. Okay. But frankin, I think that if the melik was out to get us, we'd be in more trouble. I mean, was out to get us, but he let Hmon do the work. But if he would have been fire like a Hitler, the leader of the country to do that, then who's going to stop him? So why is it and what is the in the extra special Hashem? because it's a now therefore is coming to explain he opened up the migillas with this. One of the things that we learn out is how the takes care of us. How so? the Gomorrah. A page later, McGillah says, "Do you know how fortunate it was for Clausro that Hmon gave a veh to get rid of Vashi and send out a letter to his entire everybody all of his subjects that each man should be?" What was that? >> Stupidest thing he ever [snorts] was stupid. You're right. Kazal say too. Do you know why he was stupid? >> He was guy. >> He lived in Persia. Right. Who do you think's in charge over there? >> The women. >> Yeah. Right. [laughter] Right. Back then, certainly. This is before women could vote. Remember >> trying to get body points. >> This is before. So you're talking about back in the Middle Ages, earlier. Way back when women didn't have rights, right? So you're telling me So they saw as being a they saw him as being foolish. You're telling everybody to be like what's wrong with you? Nothing would have been left over from CL. Why? When they got the second letter, the second national declaration to wipe out the Jews on the 13th of they were weary kazal. Why? This is the second message we got from him. Who knows what he's gonna say? So they sat on the side. The murim explained, "Would this have been the first and only letter that had sent out to gosh, you know what the anti-semites would have said? Why wait and you get all their money?" Hom. Thank you. for a reason. >> What's that >> for a reason? >> The guil is a reason that Hmon had. That doesn't mean to say that the G or anti-semites looking for excuses to wipe out Jews have to make that was just the good maz. [snorts] So they would have taken action immediately and start wiping out the Jews. What do you have to wait for the ter but because first letter made absolutely no sense which who was the fellow who told him to do that hum on himself. So so look connect the dots. The aisher made it in a way that he who's trying to wipe us out was the person responsible to have delegitimized >> his own letter. >> Pool me once, pull me twice. >> Very any you want to use lose it. Any you want to lose. >> It was a Yeah. Okay. But I'm going to I'm going to but at the end of the day the same thing is true which is that because of the first state in the Gar like it says in the Gar because of that first letter there was questionable what this king is all about they doubted right his sainess that first letter was one of the reasons that they said so so subsequently The second letter was await and see we'll set the go. We'll see what happens on your gimmel till that time. Could you imagine when they had the third letter already by this time right three letters and the second one is the first one which of course gave claw the opportunity to fight for themselves and to protect themselves and beg over there [snorts] with other way we were able to that the Aish took care of us piece after piece after piece. Every single part of the story was such a beer that even inas the concept of what's the concept before he gives the he gives the right now normally normally >> normally normally you learn means that Aish wants is going to bring a Makkah. He's going to bring the rafua first. This way the Makkah doesn't hurt so much. Correct. But we said this once here way back the mima works like this wants to bring the but he can't bring a rafu if we're not to it. So he has to give us a so that he could bring the rafu. What was the rafu for clus from purim bay sheni? That was the rafu. They're in gulas. They the goim are celebrating 180 days. He's taking out the kale of the bikto because they don't need it anymore according to his 70 years is up. Remember we spoke about the fact that one of the previous kings Kai had started allowing Cla to build the base of Mikto. They started building and you know what happened? They stopped the base construction was held up. There was no construction anymore. that gave Hmon and the confidence to say the gave them a chance. There was takar's they blew it. So they're not going back. 70 years of bubble is up. The B mdish had started to be built but the B mdish they stopped building it. So it's not happening. He also had the wrong calculations that believe we know that did it the right way. But the whole story is begins. Oh, the whole story is is that come sit next to me sadik come sit next to me. The whole story is is around building of the ba mikdash that the ba mikdash is being rebuilt. That's what the whole story is all about whether it is or whether it isn't. And when asked Esther, what can I do for you? What's reference to the Bikto? That part I don't want to give you. Eventually her son builds the Bikto and Claw through this of getting together to have us. So the whole story is all about Bayeni. In order to get to Bayi like we learned last week in Zerimshin, you need remember from last week even if you get a and someone says I'm going to say this over for you. Even if you get a brought a medish and a person says I can stay at home is going to give me a if you don't do you're not going to get the brai like we said last week knew that the would be saved he had a few sim on him but he knew we needed to do theadas to deserve it theadas meant we had to fast we had to be have to do chuva once we did that we were to the prize So mimu doesn't mean that the aisha wants to give you a ma but he gives you a rafu first name means I want to give you the rafu I want to give you ba sheni but how am I going to give you bay sheni if you don't deserve it so I'll bring you a maka so that I should be able to bring the rafu so the rafu which will bring the maka so you should be able to have what I really want to give you which is the rafu that became clear in Purim says the was even more clear than in any other time even by as he says over here and brings down [gasps] you couldn't see clearly that there was a before the Makkah Memor says that when Ysef went down to Mitim and he became the leader, he was already in someone else's rishus. Whose rishus was he in? >> His brothers. Because they captured him. They stripped him of his passim. They threw him in the B. They were on him. And says fascinating. Whatever did in Mit was their and they empowered him like you belong to us and now we're sending you there so that whatever would accomplish all of the money and all of the success would go back to them. Since was successful in being both because he didn't give in to any other the ladies that went after him. So he was and he was empowered through the the through theim. So therefore all of his accomplishments went directly back to the this is from the pano and safer according to this then being sold to was actually a good thing and the fact that there was but that's not everybody doesn't hold like that because Now those who on the contrary that's why we went to Egypt. So it's not so clear if this is really a rafu or not a rafu the so maybe we have to go to get all the good stuff says [snorts] they say I'd rather not get stung and I'd rather not get the honey. So it's not so clear and there's a big in the what was really the ofas but in purim we know clearly what the raffu was in as much as everything was hidden once we're able to see the whole story you're able to see piece after piece after piece how Mori had to hear about big soneras trying to kill the king happened to randomly be there how Esther had to be taken how this egar this letter [snorts] about him and delegitimized. So each piece was all there before and it was clear. Everybody knows and it was clear how took care of us beforehand. You are my stone, my rock. the says the allows or gives us the so that we shouldn't be our own enemy. Meaning if you want to know who can hurt somebody more than anyone else in the world, >> it's yourself. giving in to our owner of the helps meas look at this line because it's a big line not from myself [snorts] The aishar helps us from ourselves. We can sometimes be our own biggest enemy and therefore we need Hashem's help so that we shouldn't destroy ourselves. And now I'm going to tell you the says the you know who is referring to Hashem. When Adam, you know which Adam he's referring to? Everyone themselves. Listen to this and listen and watch how this ties into in the most beautiful way. Watch what happens. The fact that each one of us is a manu. The fact that a person is and a descendant of if not for the fact that the helps us meaning like the garra says in the has the power to be misgabber over us. He's really stronger than us without the we wouldn't be able to withstand the but the is good and the doesn't let us be our own worst enemy. So What's going on? Explains the in that generation after they were taken out of made an idol. He told everybody to bow down. Unfortunately, they did. >> Who didn't? >> No. Kan Mish and Aaria you know what happened to them >> they were thrown into a ka and what happened to them alive >> they stayed in the fire the maral in one place right it's actually the branch was makami in the book that we wrote on sukus I have a whole piece on howal an introductionary theirus nephesh was [snorts] similar similar to the mysterious nephesh of who threw himself into but instead of one being a and the maral connects all three of them remember that from the safer connects all three and says sincero lost bias there was a they needed a reactivation of Mishario who told you you might as well throw us into the fire because and they didn't know they were going to be saved. You can kill us because we are not bowing down to you. Their miserious nephesh was equal to the obvious and it was through this misan moral that bias sheni was given to clustrol. They were given that you needed the to build and since was already destroyed they no longer had the of the so they needed something within to trigger that and bring it back is being thrown into the kibesh was that over the rest of Israel 99.99 all bow down all of them. And you know what should have happened to them? Now watch the as he explains this last paragraph on page right over here. [snorts] They did it not because they wanted to. They were scared. He would kill them. They didn't have the courage of they were weak. So they bowed down. So since they did it because they didn't want to do it, they did it even though they didn't want to do it. It really didn't had no heart in it. So if it wasn't real avoid so therefore when the aisha brought upon them a punishment he didn't bring them a real punishment it was laashidar but it wasn't going to happen just like their sin of bowing down was external but not internal the threat of killing them was so because they really didn't mean to do And therefore they were that they'll have just a shrek just a big scare. That's all means to say this is the way it looks like on the outside. But you understand says the when they were bowing down if the Jews would have put their heart into it and they would have said all right I'm bowing down I might as well then they would have been deserved then they would really be serving a deser this was the internal struggle that was going on in Claus every single time a Jew bowed down to the of should he do it outwardly and fight it inwardly or should he give in to do it? That was his struggle. Ara the fact that they didn't fight with that was already an a and that the tried to them like the say your comes to you is like an he comes to your house you invite him in very quickly becomes the balabos and tells you what to do they started sinning the how were they able to stand fast and [clears throat] stop themselves while they're already bowing down not to do it according to this was the aish 's health that we got like it says in the Gmorra that you wouldn't be able to. This was the help to cloud your soul. [snorts] helped us. He knew we really want to do your will. Who's getting in our way? That's the and that's the when that gets can't connect to you. That's why every week year before Purim the para of wiping out amik in your heart is an act of being in the world. It starts here within ourselves to be and that you can't find an out in the world. But there's alzar there shouldn't be in you a foreign god a you and ourselves and that we could be to be to as what he has put inside of us. And here we come to the final point says the zerosim means the inside of ourselves. This that wants to do bad unfortunately is a product of the eight hadas. And that's where hmon came from. Hmonra Ham Hmon knew very well that the of the eight had was the kayak that destroyed humanity. I want to take two minutes to explain what happened and finish off and explain the Zerosim. When Akurbu created Odarish and put him in Ganaden, he was in the best place in the world. Gan Aen, all Hano were there. And of the blew in his nostrils a breath of life and harish was fused. Goof and the goof just wanted to do what the nama wanted. It had no other ruts whatsoever. whatever the nama wanted until the convinced to eat at what do you mean David said it's not good the body started looking at the world after the spoke to her and got in her head started speak and she started seeing the world not through her nishama and when she ate from the tree both Adam and created did a monster. You know what that monster is? The goof alain. Because the goof now no longer did what the nish wanted. It no longer did what the nishama wanted. It was doing what it wanted. [snorts] Fighting the nishama. Where did that come from? And that is the biggest destroyer of a human being. When the person himself is destroying his own. That's what the eightas created. And that's what that's where his came from the and that's what he was exploiting. They bowed down to which means to say they were they gave up the abisher. So they're rotten to the core. We can wipe them out. But they don't know. He didn't know that this is also the month that Moshu Rabenu was born. Like the Gmorrah says and when he was born the whole house was full of lighten was a person whose were in sync with each other completely. He went up to how did the body live? The body became fused to the nish means that the and the goof get refused together that the goof becomes a for those were the l and that's kabala satyra the less amik there is in the world the stronger is whenus was going to harina and mull came to fight them he wanted to get in the way of kabala satyra they had wipe him out and then they were the Tyra says the maral when they wiped out Hmon they got another again they were able to be because it's like a seessaw when a mik is there there's in the world when the when deep down and the knows that this says the zer is thehat this is Thehat of what was with us when Hasha tried to exploit the and show that is bad to the core that Claus is bad to the core and cla has no shas to you to your goodness. They're not no shas to goodness. And what did the show that we're always devoted to him? We never give up and he is he is in our hearts and he knows that really we want to do the right thing on yamipper. We take a carbon, we send one la zoel and we go one inside, right? And that brings kapor yum kipper was like kipurim. In purim, we were able to filter and show what we're really made out of. Even when he made us bow down, we never really bowed down. Even in our darkest time when we were bowing down and we looked outwardly like we were the biggest kyra in the world, we were not kyram. We were still we were still attached to the and that's why brought us the Yeshua that he did and so too as no matter how a ye might look no matter what mats if you look in he's a from look at the way he looks like inside in thine hearts is a we should beem to reveal that the way we did back then