Vayera - Big Challenges, Small Challenges

you're listening to the weekly parsha podcast with Ari Goldberg recorded with a showman's never-ending assistance in room up Shemesh Israel 5780 2019 this week's purchase parshas Vieira I'd like to share with you a thought from a prime Freelander on our parsha skies coos Gamla Christine cska time the super category here is the topic of conversation here is strengthen our strengthening ourselves in regards to our small earnest earnest regards our smaller challenges big challenges mysterious nephesh you know giving up one's life those are the easy ones sometimes the harder ones are the little ones the details choir sometimes more attention that's what he's gonna say alright let's see Shalom I'm gonna kick the receipt so hard okay mother's okay nuke seal we find that King Solomon he tells us that the eighth Sahara is a king who was an old and foolish King was a king Corrales beer had gained absinthe's simcha simcha this oh excuse me count symphysis me count alter Callum says who Malik maluma coma coma what is the idea of this old and foolish king he's a king who is very good at his he's very used to warfare but because he's smart uncommon scary rugby kisses but the thing that he sells a person the thing that he wins with is foolishness with a virus mohammed aaser she meets an echo to milk my pic let's get element of pixels we're gonna see how from one perspective it sahara works with us he fights with us in a way which is very smart but from another perspective he fights with us in a way which is very foolish pti a certian ottoman he had satellizer okay we're gonna I'm not reading the entire piece and gonna read just pieces of it will vanish it's my mysterious nevers Michaelis model of inugami a protime Chicano la caída we see that besides for the fact that we have the akkada itself the actual niz sign that oughta be knowing is hug Avena went through in regards to bringing to forget so to be sacrificed which was a tremendously large miss I am Sanna Sanna Shimano obligations like hey des I'm a Syrian official iron Kananga dice in the sense we see that there were also additional challenges that took place as the as I got closer to the Messiah even before than his soil he mentions the fact that that the Sutton said to our Aveeno that that what you're going to give away this child that came he was a honey 100 years old other things that he said to him now it's interesting when I want to focus on is what he said to him in regards when he's what he's booked what the ATR is said to use like a Vina he saw he wasn't getting through to Avram so he turns to his cockiness is like this it's early Nick knows immoral Rico a nicer for the jalapeno it's our gave up on Avram bellies luck he comes psyched to you so give each other a song I said it's Madras became Ashley I'm in Oklahoma ballet it's oh yes we're like brother Louv to her who the shake the car I'm really a man asking so at this point yes I didn't know what was going on but yeah it's our came he sitting do you know what your father's about to do he's about to check to you he's about to bring you as a sacrifice you are the son of your mother your poor old mother she waited so long for you to be born you're going to allow yourself to be shackled you can allow yourself to be slaughtered - this year's cook Avena responded just haven't responded he said yes I'm willing to give myself up even though it might be true if I could work who wants this if this is what God wants this is what I'm gonna do hey sorry other Sheila Johanna Aramis serious never Shirley it's like interestingly he already saw his interaction with album of he knew that he couldn't convince album of unit to give up his mysterious nefesh his willingness to give up his son he's not it's not gonna work with you talk either so he tries by saying what about your mother what about her feelings illa billah' hot give us a minute sally tries to come in from the side row aloof talk of edema he tries to get him to step back because of the cover of his mother our lame cane collision apart Ghazi ice now here's the Pella here's the one the one thing Kalai siddhappa gonna show us a McLeish MA sorry the Mesa new Russa he set him like this he said what about you smile remember your mother how she got so upset and angry and hug her and the schmelff for what he was he was doing to you you're gonna just throw it all away by giving up your life don't do it that's the it's always sad yeah I'm sorry not just you're gonna throw it away he's the one who's gonna get the Arusha you're gonna die he's the one who's gonna take over get all the money he's gonna get the spiritually Russia oh they ain't come knockin bleep go Cod like toyomi like hula type Olga I'm not sure exactly what this means I know the armor my everything so I don't evolve II when he heard this so uh oh I'm sorry I dunno what it means it means that when someone hears Lashon Hara so even if it doesn't believe it all the way he believes it halfway here's a little bit it comes into his mind so even though you didn't believe these to her completely but it's you know it bothered him a little bit so he turns to I'm from Aveeno and he says avi it says llama avi avi de Paume him the measure says why does it say the word I'll be twice because she's smile of rock humming he indeed turned to autumn Aveeno and said I have compassion on me he said maybe we shouldn't do this every night seemed I really it's Sava covered the eager baby you know that he said who is giving you these bad ideas that we shouldn't do it a college worker once a movie no - you suck Hashem should stop he hits her in his tracks that allows to stop you and cause you to be stopped in your tracks come on come in the communal area say Vinnie we don't know Michelle might show us what's going to be the right and animal for the job for the to be brought as a core 1 p.m. laugh at uh I said oh I love Ernie he set him straight if not you're the one who's going to be the set you're gonna be the one who is brought up girl whose name Yakov zelich zelicah Vasily awkward Salish rasili shocking and so they went together they went I remain inside together Aaron went with having a mind he's gonna bind his son Yitzhak he said what having your money is going to be bound everyone having a mind is gonna check this son he's gonna slaughter his son and you suck went having in mind he's going to be slaughtered so the room crying explains every eighth Sahara Nicholas to leave Ashley is cook should be Cassius is Russell show average eating like crack like an egg learning the words esraa they went into his heart they went to get his heart he needed the help of an album of Eno to be able to withstand eight Sahara the Gila why aren't you talking - yes lol ebony and ivory revealed him it could be that you are the one who's gonna be the set you're gonna be the sacrifice I had the Gila emissary does Hawking like ADA by admitting the truth and telling him that they were on their way to the binding he feeis cos used to be stuck in Venice color minstrel on his highness amazing thing he said then we're about to do something awesome we're about to do something great we're about to have an amazing accomplishment we're going to give up everything for our Shem that strengthen you talk that gave him the ability to do it Keisha autumn night haha das Mao on his silent - burro when a person has clarity what is the challenge it's very clear as if I make a meal of Amitabh insane it makes it easier to be able to withstand the the challenge but obviously so happens miss Vegas what these are try to do it's a heart tries to give us doubts maybe you shouldn't do this maybe what about your mother what about this what about that obviously it's a Hockensmith's Vegas la Erebus are those on a sign to take away this the how important it is or how you know the exactly what the nice sound is look sure David sewer Bruce and he's unusually your circle are my boy when a person has clarity about what is this Messiah what am I facing off against what is it that I need to do with that clarity one person this is an amazing tool having the clarity speaking out person's face with anything yes I was trying to get in to do something wrong pause what do I need to do I need to stand up strong I need to do will I can't just give in to my etc I can't give in to my to my evil inclination okay I'm lookin lenience get down on my dining a book on incense ki time so here's where it comes to this principle and that is that the person could be ready for awesome difficult challenging misenus but that doesn't mean that he's ready for the little ones I'm starving he says it like this amazing thing we need to understand already it stuck me said that's my mo cannot get him serious nefesh gets our new can't start up with him when it comes to his mysterious nefesh he's gonna he's willing to give up his life government heal it's ours in a a master nutshell i love he's even willing to give his mother pain you know that's part of the deal it's what we got to do sometimes in cana he says i'm alive i mean he's saying all the Titanic could shoot Ashok in a me smile it's a funny thing where's he at Sara Ganim he gets him by saying to him he was gonna the money that or the weather you talk about the wealth you talk about the spiritually Russia the inheritance is gonna go to him instead of you if you give up your life he's the ones gonna take over this is kinah this is jealousy that's how he gets him sure he got his call you Richard saw he's gonna get the holy Russia no inheritance back to the all you got on the Syria that was that was where it got him that's where he had trouble you have to turn to our Medina for help guess you cannot even say McKenna I said live nasal others she tell he's a climbing in a sentence he hates air that strange thing house that I'm doing you say gunnel as are teaching us an amazing thing an awesome foundational concept you talking try to move on the nice and cuddle iris years nefesh manage it Korea the person is ready to give up their lives I can do that big thing I needed that awesome startlingly great I can fulfill that Mitzvah [Music] Lulla me awfully Colleen son cotton yes sir but that same person can fall down in a small new sign a small challenge something my mischievous speaks about no sometimes the person can have be talkin interestingly a person gonna have faith in God you can trust on Shem when the going gets really tough he's the person can say oh I know because what who is gonna do what's best for me it's possible a person to be in such a dire situation that even though then that double a week ago the mother was worrying where's my son and come back yet who knows what happened me there was an accident on the road on and on there's no Ptah him but when the person is in a dire situation they know that their life is hanging in the balance that same person can I have awesome baton right when it comes to an extreme situation it's in some ways easier to to perform to face off with the challenge I'm just like hey that's add some oil across an insane asylum it's true that years I can't prepare himself for the greater than cns for the greater challenges at least currently crash I sing sanna cotton but he wasn't ready for the little insane the little a sign of jealousy oh you should I was gonna you know I'm the Bihari me coming see I'm sure cuz I bagged Arabic Lama Simon we find that generally speaking cause I'll tell us is the concept of that included in 200 is 100 if you can accomplish a bigger thing if you have 200 if you have the power to do of 200 obviously you have the power of 100 usually that's true Avila Gavin is seen as he ate so a chef cause there when it comes to the Sahara just cuz you worked on one yet Zara just because the person has accomplished something with a particular area of his service of God doesn't mean that they've accomplished something that they're that they're bulletproof in another area you go me that star clock irascible - Prunty each and every meter of a person each and every single character trait of a person needs to be worked on individually the Godman is like a consultant across time either show mysterious nefesh even if he prepared himself when it came to the me though mysterious nefesh willingness to give up his life of Allah he's gonna sense when the krasiki Russ - O'Connor he may not have uprooted the meda of kin of jealousy when who desire its artists is rest assured I'll finish it - like lemon you say so for that he needed a Verma Venus helped be able to withstand the pizza the seduction of this or the evil inclination he brings a few other examples of this and other places where we find this idea she was that kind of a crevice Isla there's a concept and when it comes to bringing the carbon holla when it comes to bringing the special carbon which was completely burnt up completely burn sacrifice so the tire says the tire says a language which is miseries which encourages the Chi atom to do it correctly to be careful about it puzzling said sabes harm is one of Zeiss Terra so I look away the word salve says command heir and his sons because of Rashi in several of the oceans here's me a little nervous whenever you have the word salve it's always a language of encouraging people of saying do it quickly do properly now and for all generations already shimming the ice routes are focussed of lazarey's but welcome she's with you son kiss shimon says whichever i says and when it comes to something where i don't benefit from it i don't know i'm not making any money from this the kind usually my cousins other car bonus you get so Kayla he gets to eat from it this carbon is completely burned so I'm not benefiting from it it's much harder for a person I can tell you from my own experience it's hard for a person if you feel like you're not making money India why am I making this music for people are not gonna pay for it right that's a thought that I hate to say comes to me quite often right one person doesn't feel like they're benefiting from it it's much harder to to do that thing it's hard to be motivated in the same way the clay haven't they don't get anything from the carbon oiler they needed to be commanded this is what you have to do I need to encourage myself this is the Schlegel cycle - well kaboom in this world for - grey music hey mr. lasersohn Sequoia a crevice a yellow fish eh book eastern kiss this means that there's a special obligation as we just said there was a special I'm sorry now obligation a special need or critical to to be masari's them to bring the carbon Isla Boucher's what he's done gives you cool calm a box let's get out of here let's bail him no one else benefits from it it's completely burned it's hardly human he says it requires explanation our economy it's not a bomb hims reason we find in many places in the Gemara the Kohanim are extra careful when it comes to their avoider not only that I'm sorry Matt circles awesome so what do you need to encourage them whether it kills coach Jamie Gumb can have either him animus on my feels come at least she's a something where this occurs you like reverse allah liked it it's true that the eating is a nice thing and they enjoy the food but that that itself is and avoid unto me something that itself is part of the service if they're careful about that part of the service well I want to be careful about that crapha the bringing of the curve and bring the sacrifice if you rock me Shan Shan I'm gonna be Sarah oh it's kind of you leave them alone oh it doesn't make sense yeah they're gonna think in there are they might might steal into their heart I thought that oh I don't get any food from this I'm not gonna be so careful about the criminal I haven't forbid my gosh like right am i you Harvey pop I mean I have a sponsor question there you get stomach aches able from eating so much of the of the bus or in Kay my duties are to talk about crab masala why would they hold back why do they need that salve why do they need that command to encourage them not to be lazy in regards to it birra my fear a bi going of destler of daesil explained a shame is 7 will cover missus even though it's true they're completely surrounded by missus on all sides but wait a sec i dish they're involved in the service of a shem who's reason about us and they're careful about their there they're quick in their service neither the students ears doc about me the negatives get on him sammy same idea when it comes to smaller and sinus when it comes to the the little things the little it's easy to do big things the little things those are things that require an extra an extra encouragement an extra extra attention in that area any brings that i'm not gonna read it inside but it brings that one more point fewer points i'm gonna go just hone in on one he brings another point that when it comes very interestingly when it comes to the kind got a line kipper we actually used this concept in a positive way there's a positive spin on it the conga liam kipper so they would set aside another coin if in case the coin Godel something would happen if you would become impure the other kind will be able to take over why would they do it not really as a backup we know that the Congo was careful but it would encourage the kind gunnel not you didn't want to lose his job you'll be more careful about having the correct thoughts that he shouldn't become impure because he knows hey that guy's gonna take over for me if I no one wants to do it so we see that it's possible to use this very concept in a positive way right it's possible to use the idea of this this jealousy the little things we could also use it to encourage ourselves right the proper kehna just cooking a siphon see somebody else who's who's let's say another example of you know just talking about us I have a job to do I have a job to do and and it might be learning it might be in shiurim when I see other people if I know if I don't do that job so what else is gonna take over for me that's gonna encourage me to do it correctly myself so that's an important point as well so what is the idea and what are we to take out of this so he tells us like this my ever obvious it's Aussie / professor said the following story on average average Hodgkin optionbit IRA a certain person who wanted so much to learn Torah but it's certainly luck I'm Harvey Vichy okok he had to fight tremendously in order to get to the yeshiva it's the I mean it seems like a Dunham's maybe his parents didn't want him to go maybe there were other things that were blocking him from going the nuts issue a solution you can't see this even pollution he was finally got there he passed all the tests he got to the point that he wanted to Shaquille Rashaun a crazed man MA his battle beetles monnorick he got there after all the challenges are the big challenges got the Shiva and all the little challenges knocked him down he wasted his time he wasn't focused and on his learning and then of wasting his time in his Shiva I feel shaken it's had some the cousin seems like at home although we had prepared himself for the bigness yes for the bigger ones well Mitchell and the Santa sect animal you me when you he failed when it came to the day leanness yet it's the daily challenges that had to face off with he lawyer moved on the cross on his a mastectomy wasn't ready for them eh bizarre I didn't is nice of there's another thing here shocker a shot am ivan is cns good item excuse me after a person gets through the bigger challenges isolytic are gorgeous see book shade sleeveless gyrus somebody to meet our person feels great look I got oh I I want I did it I did it I got through the big one alright guys just see Bugsy person feels satisfied grandmother learn from Amita mr. Sackett on him I did the big thing little things okay I feel good already about myself and I'm not gonna stand up to those the little Mussina so much harder it's a much greater the little things are much greater in a certain sense a class of our um Kyle our house has a similar thing but I don't search at either of them you learn them a new clue who buy them I said I'm all the time a person needs to know you're not in this world and not to just hang out relax look back on your accomplishments no you're here to work it's that sum up like someone goes out to war under terrible Connolly's krav always ready for battle sure yah girl ask me out there's a new Messiah value the collar I love violet when a person customs himself in this way so he'll find himself you will find his work to be light for sure person has to think about this always be ready for battle always be ready for the little things as well but frat specifically agree to the eye maintenant he says what kind tells us a beautiful thing he says we are day workers we don't get paid by the month and get paid by the job we don't get paid we get paid by the day so a person who gets paid by the day you're getting paid by that or you gotta work you gotta put in your time you can't waste your time call you here mrs. Debora clutter should somebody this cuddly each and every day is a new thing you accomplished yesterday great you got accomplished again today you can't you can't sit back on your laurels how sucker look like this show the Shawnee oh holy s its layers or if you marry the person who's paid by the month about the year you know you might not he might weaken himself from his his work she did Christ was mine I'll do it tomorrow I still up another few days I still plenty of time well scare you I mean that's my cloud what person is being paid by the day you got to work today you don't know you can't push it off till tomorrow a mystical Mouse Mancha kahshanna Ozma Sheela funny know if you look at the whole year the HOS about look it's the beginning of this man winter is ahead of you have so much plenty of time there's a danger Abacha is Kaka car biz man to be recently Rifkin I think oh there's so much time I can accomplish later can cause me to weaken myself on your doing Adam he great the eminent if we know that we are day workers call yen's excuse Kadosh each day is a new we're getting paid we got it we got a can't be lackadaisical on the job in can call Drago who is local is good enough to be careful every moment I can't get I can't give up a moment my a Salam even a sense of shame is catching tell me what is the eight sir how can a person stand up to the constant in series of constant challenges thus Muslim holidays crowd countrymen karma I'm a warrior I'm ready for any battle I'm ready for anything that comes my way she ate a shawl I ate so lover left key find meat said built itself away the ESR is gonna come in from an unexpected direction I gotta watch out I gotta be aware I gotta be on the on my guard we're gonna shoot McConnell crime will carlough wholeness Yanis what a person is ready for battle he's ready for any challenge hang on you done over here next time that's the attitude that's the I'm ready for anything I'm ready for the big ones and ready for the little ones so with that you're that exciting board I want to bless you and ask you to bless me I shall help us to be able to recognize the opportunities for bigness Yanis the opportunities for big challenges that we can overcome those are great but also she'll help us to appreciate and recognize the small things that how important those things are as well should help us to be ready for the big ones and the small ones thank you so much for listening have a wonderful Shabbos this podcast was made possible through the gracious donations of listeners like you for more podcasts like this please visit www.gfi.com/webmonitor [Music] you