Ari Goldwag - Tzav - Spiritual Honesty

you're listening to the weekly partial podcast with Ari Gold bag recorded with less gems never-ending assistance in her mom pitch image Israel 5778 2018 this week's bar shows partial South and we have the command to the Kohanim to the priests and I'd like to share with you a piece from of Illyria on a little bit of a departure from the usual you know digging into the man Jewish but I'd like to share with you something that I found a Shem sent me this piece and I'd like to share with you it's a piece and the safer hokhmah Oh moose R and it is a powerful piece of powerful idea all time invites McLeod the name of the pieces don't trust yourself my - I'm emotionally more savvy are in the verse tells us that God spoke to Moses and said to command Aaron the high priest Marashi which enters Cohanim Mizell Russian Rashi says in the name of the Marisha as follows a novel Russian zeros malodorous whenever we have the word salve what's up means command right that's the name of the parsha and that's that's what Moshe is told to tell our own command him whenever you have the word salve so it's a language of quickening this is something needs to be done right away this is something that needs to you need to put in an extra effort for now and for all generations now Shimon be a star how customers are mawkish with us aren't kiss con there's a concept that when there's a loss of money or when a person doesn't feel like he's gaining so in that case it needs more of a zeroes it needs more of an encouragement what does that mean parish Dybbuk carbon oil HG Sarn kiss Lackawanna there is something that the the calling misses out on when it comes to this kind of carbon the carbon Isla is a is a sacrifice which is completely burnt as opposed to other core bonus other sacrifices where the Kohanim would have a would have a portion in the sacrifice should Kula color in this case is completely burnt up so the coin doesn't have any advantage of his own in regards to this core bond and therefore looking savvy service monomial odorous it needs an extra encouragement our elephant anal what do we see Shekhar Suman saris whoa Gamla are another value to Aaron his two sons the great Sadiq and the great righteous individuals he says motion south the criminal is Michael - Aaron - Aaron and his sons not just for all generations but to the very beginning of the condom the great the great Paragons of greatness they also were told told in this way the carbon oil a yarmulke - a paramour some regards to the carbon Isla then another carbon is Tom Shabana Mishka some kiss for the reason that that generally speaking it's not as advantageous for the kind even for our in another event of view they would have less fun I'm they move to maim and we we look at this and we stand and wonder are you talking to Eric I know Karl because I read to me rafflesia Sadako the Torah refers to Aaron the high priest as a great righteous individual this person Boyd Boyd many descriptions of him as being you know he's a nut he was a prophet circle zeroes yes Rebecca she's certain kids does it make sense that he needs to be encouraged because he doesn't have the same advantage as other as other things pays suppose Emmett saw no idea semaphores for partial supremacist we found more explicitly impartial framers bi-directional Misha her image named Eenie armored car wasn't of neshama moon so we'll find that in next week's party meanie so the two sons of are another man of view they lose their lives they bring in Asia's aura they bring a foreign fire into the azure into the base diminish the temple Michigan actually and as a result they die to three parties later so the Torah gives a command aha Raymond even Vigneron it speaks about the obligation of the high priests to come in to the cachaça - into the Holy of Holies and it says it says that after the death of nother than a view so there's a juxtaposition those two constants are placed next to each other so what does it teach us emotionally should I run a vehicle other beliefs licorice that Aaron is not supposed to come into the Holy of Holies except on the High Holidays on the greatest day of the year on Yom Kippur below yamas lest he die if he comes a different time Marashi Rashi tells us a famous weekend room at Tumalo murmur why is it Tallis right after the death why does it place it next to the death of our of another man of you iron sons husband Ben Azaria moshling marshal will Allah bless - I would give us an analogy to a person who's sick son if an SS Leroy FA that a doctor came into him I really I'll tell Fitz I called signing and the doctor said to him don't don't eat things that are cold don't eat certain particular foods they're going to have a negative effect they're gonna have a ill effect on your health bother mom really I'll take hold sign and Shirley Thomas Keith actually makes plenty another doctor came in and told him the same thing but he said don't eat these foods because you'll die like that person died says there's a yes veneration so the second one he he did a better job as far as giving him the instructions than the first one calf never after a mission even they are and that's why the Torah is telling us that iron was instructed after that's two sons of his two sons died it was told him don't go in there and because if you do you'll die like your like your two sons okay so the Torah is giving an extra zeros an extra the word is I want to say encouragement but here it's more like an extra warning that you should be careful but value a miracle I murmured said about yellow you almost get the actual Mason one if you shouldn't die like his sons componenets canyons ears new hollering there's a special encouragement or a special warning to iron a yarmulke facilitators not to come into the Holy of Holies except for on Yom Kippur with Sarah as ha Rizzo she almost killed option is one of and included in this exhortation is that it shouldn't die like his sons died in a gum Kanani regime even if caught him the gossamer for ashes mataira here when we read this where it's a very difficult thing to understand it's it's a fearsome thing that we see explicitly that the Torah stress sheesh chef Devaux Sarla iron a kind shallow buckle a silica - the iron huh kine the high priest needs to be worn needs to be instructed in a way which will put the fear into him in India see Ruby Akira Yasuda yarmulke they're actually made subhana Allah uma Zeiss we need to understand what's going on what is the concept here Keynes I would see no I'm happy my comments with her akka they shall we find this in numerous places in the Torah miss Harris literally Israel warnings to the great ones of Israel with schwa von Schaack human I'll commit suicide Shanice Bora and I also find that there's a praise to them when they fulfill the commandments of a Shem I'll put the rhyme should the detainee the wrong column him at Salaam even though when we look at them we would think that there are rather simple things for them to do these are great people you should explain to mrs. M what is the idea that they're warned in such a way that exhorted in such a way what is idea that they get a great praise for having fulfilled something which to us seems like it shouldn't be a big deal for them about da ki tarah heater SMS you need to know that the Torah is true the tour is true Tara is telling us it's giving us an insight into human beings and a snit Nala hey Emile AHA la dama shava the truth is said to every single person equally being Hutton him who've been cuttin em who Rock he Gaelic loud-ass whether it's a young person has only just reached the point where he has understanding obeying God in crush of a shan okashi whether it's a great person whether he is whether he's significant or not Yamashita whoever the person is Marathi loony chef he's just the human being born of a woman nitinol ayat Arabic Allah sorry sir mr. Issa local hope wrote a verdict okay the terror is given to him with all of his excitations and all his commandments and hope I definitely do care for all of its details they all apply to each person Keiko alumni lot of habit here of the other every person is born he has a choice where she's not only the hottest Osman the ascetic commercial been Amish on the hapless Russia ki Rahman Avadh presents a choice to be as righteous as Moses or to be as wicked as Yerevan meant about who was the king over the people of Israel and he sinned greatly cause the Jewish people to turn away from God to serve idolatry well Michael - Michael bruce healey sahara rested at our table the Tyrus says the sages teach us that God created the eight star out the evil inclination but he also created the Torah as an antidote to that Gautama kuvira youths regard women we find that a person who's greater than another person a person who's great in Torah he has theirs still has to be maintained a bounce there's always a balance in the world the person who's greater in Torah so he also has a greater gate Sahara greater a greater evil inclination Chicana me a vicious Gomorrah of Corbett I vibe around Jamica will cause him on each person has absolute ability to choose between good and evil in every place at every time called a sub Hall Shaw and every time every moment mesh of Kali may have the entire length of his life Anna she Macarena anyway miss Yoko I see the left has to be baile atha until the very last breath that a person breathes there's no one who will force him no one who can force him to to do that which is correct to do what's right or the opposite each person has both areas free choice you can give Adam her girdle Oliver - sorry about your oh yeah - isn't Lisa hard I wish my loveclaw and although it's true that a person who is greater person who does not listen to the Sahara does not pay attention to his evil inclination rather he listens to that which is God's will I think the happy other motto from beyond a time a time team liebe but I've ERISA or or if we're speaking about a person who's the opposite a person who is completely chikuwa' completely submerged in his physical desires and he is stopping up his heart with his sins with Shula Yavin swastika Duchamp reaches and he doesn't understand the language of holiness and separation from physical things Michael Muhammad I retire SMS the which is true like TV emission as how I sell mr. Lala Adam Keshava any I'd say the Tori still gives this exhortation to each person every single person individually without any exception thymus burn in the oven so what Leela peon is explained to us is that even a person that says great as iron Italian person who's walking into the cottage chocolate in the Holy of Holies even such a person requires exhortation he requires a Zero's there's a eight Sahara there still is an evil inclination within each and every single individual and we need to watch out for that as great as a person might be or as as the even a person who's less that's the basic idea and then I'm not gonna read the rest of the piece inside but I'll give you a sum up cuz that was only one page and there's another three and a half pages of this piece that took us 12 minutes to read so but I want to sum up and share with you some of the other ideas that he says based on this concept he talks about the fact that we find in partial excuse a saying when the Jewish people go out to war so the war that we're we're speaking about is he speaks about the fact that it's a Mohammed shows the war that the Jews go out to so there's a there's a there's a hectare the Torah gives a person permission it used to be that they would try to distract the soldiers by placing beautiful women in on the battlefield to distract the enemy soldiers and it was an effective way of getting them now as a person allowed to marry such a woman let's say you find such a woman in the battlefield he wants to take her home and he wants to marry her so Tory gives us a whole Talia an excuse me Taha leave the word in English is a a process by which the person is allowed and able to take this woman who's not Jewish Bheema gaya her convert her to Judaism and indeed marry her so who are we speaking about points out value olofi and we're speaking about people who are great study team the people who go out to or are only people who are very righteous and they're clean of any sins those people the great righteous individuals those were the soldiers of the people of Israel and they're going to have this burning desire to to marry a woman who is Isha you faster she's so beautiful you can't control themselves these are great righteous people you see that this constant for all time as mcculloch we said at the very beginning the concept of called don't trust yourself a person needs to recognize that they're human and that they have typhus they have desires and they need to be aware of them and they need to address them the HR doesn't leave a person sorry doesn't leave a person he brings a story a particular individual who hesitates ihara was for money and he knew it on himself he knew that he couldn't control himself when it came to money he did whatever it was to do whatever it takes to make the money okay but this person also was a wise person this person despite the fact that he wasn't so wise when he came to the way that he followed and ran after money when it came to other areas he was wise so rebellion says that when he was about to pass away this person was on his deathbed and he whispered something and the people who were there wanted to hear what he wanted to say it was significant when a person is about to die and he said I want you to know this this man said I want you to know that at this very moment I can feel within me a burning desire for money that if someone would give me money right now someone offer me money right now I would take it and I would and I would hide it under my pillow this person then died 15 minutes later but reveille opción is showing us the power until the day of a person's death the power that a person that the type of a person can have over them gives another story a particular individual sukumaran Shabbos that the individual was a great sage and you gotten to his old age the the hazael tell us the Altima might so hot yo mi scotts is the verse don't trust yourself until the day that you die now this elderly person you no longer a typhus he didn't have desires and so he said I don't want to sell talking about to call you my sky he wanted to say Altima bats bats maja idea joins the canoe Skaar don't trust yourself until you get old because when you get old then the y8 Sahara goes away so many shall mine the heavens decreed that this person this elderly person was a great sage would have a test and the isara was allowed to dress up and appear to this man as the most beautiful woman that had ever existed on the earth and indeed he did it Sahara appeared to the to the scholar as a very beautiful woman and he said this man said things that were inappropriate to her and then he immediately regretted it and then the yes Sahara was my gala he revealed himself to be the a Sahara and he told him that he was sent from the heavens to advise him to make him aware that he shouldn't think that he's free from the Sahara just because he reached his old age okay so what is the so reveille Allah pion explains what is the power what is it that a person for person recognizes that indeed he's human and human beings have Tyva they have desires whether it's for illicit relations or whether it's for money or whether there's all the others for honor all the different desires that a person has so what is the solution what is the solution so he points out something very interesting that it says in regards to the Jewish people when they receive the Torah when they receive the Torah they said no sevenish ma they said we will do when we will listen they were ready to receive the Torah that was it they're ready but nevertheless what does Hashem do he takes the heart c9 Kavala Marky gives cause I'll tell us he places har Sina over them like a barrel and he says to them if you did a tour good and if you don't then this is where you're going to die I'm gonna drop this mountain on you excuse me on your heads and what's the idea if they're there they're ready to receive the tower why they need God to hang this mountain over their heads sort of Leela pion explains that the idea is that it's not enough to do things because I want to do things it's not enough to do things because I'm in love with Hashem or I'm in love with the people around me and my children my wife whatever it is it's not enough to do it for that reason person also needs to have the fear there also needs to be a pocket right we're not accustomed to this kind of talk we're not we the Western mind likes to hear that we do things out of love everything is hunky-dory happy God loves me loves me which is true but there also needs to be lines drawn that's what that's what he's teaching us here we need to have coughing LaRocca gigas we need to recognize that the possible destruction that stands at the doorstep if we if we lose ourselves for a moment if we fall if we don't listen to our user type if we don't listen to our good inclination iron Italian why is he need to be told that that you know be careful extra Savas are in command him the missouri's him encourage him to do this you don't have any advantage from it he needs to be told that because he's a human being and he doesn't have any advantage from the oiler he also needs to recognize that he needs an encouragement when it comes to not going into the K - a condition which is a place that who doesn't want to go to to have that beautiful special relationship with Hashem with God you need to be careful it's only for a specific time watch out your sons died because they didn't listen properly to this they they made this mistake you could also die watch out we need to have that recognition we need the pahud sometimes we need to fear yes we need to serve a shammy Tehama from from love and also from euro how does one acquire that Yura so rebellion explains that the way that it's acquired is by learning must sir learning what sir to share with you that each and every day almost every day I listen to my Russia she grabbed a pair who has must've on him he has lectures on muster which is about about character refinement and recognizing the changes that we need to make and so that's the concept of of Musa we have hokhmah and Moses and actually the name of the seifer's hot mamas are hokhmah is wisdom and that comes to an intellectual understanding or comes from love it comes from not sevenish my that aspect of serving a sham but we also need to have Muslim we need to have we need to be aware that it's possible to lose ourselves even though we love a sham we want to do as well as possible to lose ourselves we also need to have the boundaries clear and have a recognition of of the loss that we could incur heaven forbid if we fall into those things that are improper so just want to read to you the very end my I tallahassee or am i all alone hey Lou what is the eight so what is the advice to help us to move past the negativity it's a horrid the evil inclination but loving these structures have lave to come to a feeling in our hearts yaga yaga beloved Ashleigh Masha I refuse to believe that which we already say with our mouths enemy well I made a fool a racist off my ears Hashem the beginning of wisdom is the fear of God beerus shaman is commonly followed on when a person focuses on Musser on aspects of of fear of heaven so it warms up his heart who makes her charisma cure but it takes away the coldness inside of him masterlock should hedge burnish I hear her names a person starts to think about his soul where is he standing here shaman my seeking wrap this rock this bonanno's luminometer how do we acquire this fear of heaven it's only by contemplating and learning most are learning these types of teachings become our academy Mahalalel and this is what a copy with Mahalo says in pyaar ke others Ashley should varmint a bully there Vera what are the sobering things that a person can look at and remind himself so that he doesn't come to sin Donna and basa remember where you came from he came from a very small nothing you came from a single cell without a tie left where are you going I'm going percent at 120 years passes on Daphnia tell us to detain the Englishman person is going to give an accounting before God and really we have our own accounting to give it for ourselves each and every day each and every moment there's a recognition that we need to have in order to fight us are to fight the negative inclination we need to recognize this and this is the beautiful teaching I want to bless you and ask you to bless me I should help us that we should recognize inside of ourselves who we are and what our challenges are and how to overcome those challenges recognition of Ahava of course that we need to serve a sham out of love but also out of year a a recognition of the negative impacts that aren't that if we do negative these haven't forbid that that's that's what happens that should help us to recognize that and see that and to learn that thank you so much for listening have wonderful Shabbos this podcast was made possible 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