Toldos - Moshiach Comes With Tears

you're listening to the weekly partial podcast with arie goldberg recorded with hashem's name running assistance in remote vision israel 57 81 2020. this week's parsha is partial told us and in our parsha this week we have the description he thought that he was going to be giving them the ace of he was unable to see his eyes were clouded over his eyes he was blind in his old age and instead jako avinu comes and he steals the brachus at the advice of his mother rifka who knew that he was the greater one and yeshua didn't see both physically and and figuratively he couldn't see that his son asa the evil one was not his true heir but rather it was jacob avinu the medjush tells us something which you may be familiar with about what was the reason why his eyes had gone blind he was 123 year olds 23 years old and it's very interesting that lamisi would end up living another another 57 years he lived 180. and yet he thought that his life was over he thought that he was about to die that's why he wanted to give the blessings what was the reason why he had gone blind so there's a very famous major two parts three parts to it we'll see if we read all three but enough mirror ice the message tells us brings the pasuk in uh chapter 27 verse one i believe [Music] where it says that his eyes were heavy from being able to see he wasn't able to see omar blazarya mira is birah shall russia what does it mean that he couldn't see why did hashem make it that he would be unable to see what was the reason for this what was the spiritual reason why this occurred because hashem did not want him to see it seems or he was it doesn't say hashem let's let's see we'll see what idea was he was unable to see the evil of his son he was his eyes were clouded over from the evil of his son who was a russia who was evil he was wicked this is the father of that russia of that wicked man of asaf i'm going to make him blind this way you'll have to stay at home he will be unable to go out to the market and he won't have to hear the negative statements of people people won't be saying about yitzhak gavin that he has such a russia foreign didn't want him to find out about the fact that his son was so evil that's what it sounds like mikhail amro from here our sages teach us whoever has a son who is evil or a student who is evil so then his eyes will end up being darkened so that's the first part of the madrish very interesting became blind so you shouldn't see what it's what ace of the evil of asav you shouldn't be able to hear about the evil of asap a second explanation says the majestic was because of the power of another seeing what does it mean it says his eyes became heavy from seeing it was because of a different seeing that he had done on the altar right in the binding of isaac to bring him up as a sacrifice so he was bound there what happened is the the angels were crying they were crying when this occurred the tears fell out of the eyes of to the angels into his eyes into the eyes of yitzchak and they left an impression upon his eyes okay he didn't become blind right away but kevin shahizkin when he got old that's when his eyes became blind because of that original the original time when he had those tears of angels had fallen into his eyes that's what it means in the verse when it says that when he became old his eyes became heavy because of that which he saw previously he had seen the tears of the angels that had fallen to his eyes okay this is a kind of famous manager you might be familiar with it and this is a magi that begs for an explanation i always wondered what's what's the measures trying to say so so 100 and i mean this he's 123. this the story with the kid has just happened when he was 37. we're talking 80 80 approximately 80 years later going on the the tears they were stuck there and they waited and and then later on they became blind from those original tiers from 80 years before it's very difficult to understand what does the mattress mean and of course whenever we have a measure that says something fantastic it always it's our hazal are teaching us something they want us to ask the question and they want us to come to the conclusion that they intended what is the intent of this major before we get into what the intent is what i believe it is it's important to understand when hazal make a statement like this they're saying that these two points in time the akira shitzhak the time when he was bound and the time when he's about to give the brachus to the wrong son right this is so important the fact that he became blind why is it tara telling us that he was blind because without him being blind it would not have been possible for yaakov to receive the brachus so that's the push-up shot of why the terror tells us that he was unable to see and for yaakov could come in and fool his father and then get the brachus but there's a much deeper depth here the fact that he was unable to see as much as he was saying is because he couldn't see figuratively he couldn't see his son he couldn't see that ace was the wrong guy to give the brothers to so that had an effect on him physically which enabled the right guy to get the bruce but there's a deeper depth and that has to do with the fact that these two points in time the ikeda and the the brachas being given to yaakov avinu are intimately bound there's something very special about these two points in time the manager is giving us the hint and we need to unravel this unravel the the the message that teach us in this major so i was thinking about it like what is the reason why were they crying why were the angels crying at that kedah so we think the push up shot we think they were crying because it's a terrible thing ah you sleep is going to be killed one of them before someone says over here that's their avram why were they crying there are those who say that it was the three malachim the same michal gavriel urea who had come to abraham to inform him about the fact that yitzchak was about to be born those were the malacca who were crying at the time when when al-qaeda occurred it's one shot another shot that's brought down is that they were crying because they were afraid that he's going to indeed be sacrificed he's going to come to shamayim and as a result of the amazing sacrifice that they did so hashem will no longer pay attention to the to the angels he'll only be he'll place his divine presence upon yes i cannot not on them so they were crying i'm going to offer you a shot that i think is it's it's my own okay it's my own shot i have to preface that before we proceed but i think it might be the real shot in this major tell me if it rings for you true i was thinking about this idea of tears and crying what was that why was i thinking about the tears and the crying and in what context because clearly here when yitzchak when israel is bound to see it's like it's the end point it's a it's an isaiah it's a tremendous um challenge that they overcome and they succeed bang at that moment what happens right afterwards they hear about rifki mainu was born is about to finally get married at the age of 40. all this stuff starts to move it's like a it's an endpoint it's a completion of sorts and it's the beginning of cloud israel at the beginning being able to have a child the measure the desire says that he before the before that so he had a female soul after that they got a male soul and then he was only then was only then was he able to be able to get married because of the al-qaeda it was an end point and a beginning point in a similar way yaakov avinu when he's stealing the brachas it's unbelievable it's an end point and a beginning point now that he has gotten those rakhas he runs to lavana rami's house he goes and he gets married to rakhal and to leia and bill and zilpani has 12 tribes only after this point these two points are pivotal points the akedah and and yaakov avinu getting the brachas are pivotal points they're so it's so important to understand these points are intimately connected but they're end and beginning points that's that's that's the idea that's how i was thinking about it now what else do we find tears at an end and a beginning point so i'd like to share with you a gemara which i'm i'm sure i've shared many times before you might be familiar with it but it is an unbelievable gemara it's the only place in shas as far as i know the only place that the gemara mentions the concept of yosef and what happens at the end of days which is an argument in the gemara what happens if the messiah son of from the great great grandson of yahsef at sadiq so according to one opinion he he dies he's killed in the battle of gogo mug in this war according to another opinion he doesn't die but rather the the passage describes the video eliza the curve is the verse the 12th chapter of zakaria tells us about the fact that there's a great availus a great has been a great eulogy that occurs in the times when meshiach arrives the messiah the son of yosef according to one opinion visaptu as i pointed out the subtle gematria is 156 which is the kamachi of yosef they're eulogizing according to one opinion it's if they're eulogizing but according to another opinion it's the death of the itsahara it's the death of the ego it's the death of the evil inclination that is what everyone is crying about so gemara says like this an amazing thing we understand that everyone's crying everyone's eulogizing yosef has died but according to the opinion that yoshi does not die and that who dies it's the it's a heart that dies the evil inclination is destroyed the ego is destroyed by them have it simply they shouldn't be they should be eulogizing they should be rejoicing am i bahu why are they crying [Music] our answers like the drush of yehuda said in the future is coming and where mashiach has arrived here we are see here amazing war crazy times and hashem brings the azar the evil inclination and he sheds it he slaughters it in front of everybody in front of sadiq in front of the righteous people in front of the wicked people and it seems like this massive mountain reshame nirmalahim and to the evil to the wicked they see that the ether looks like a little string a little a hair allah these ones are crying and these ones are crying they're crying because they say how come we weren't able to overcome this little hair they have a problem imam hashem also wonders alongside them that which is unbelievable wondrous in the eyes of the remnant of this this nation in those days it will also be something which is wondrous in my own eyes and interesting here right it's the eyes right it's the eyes what's the idea of everyone crying what happens when a person cries why is everyone crying why is it that his eyes go blind can't see what happens when a person cries the tears blur their vision what's the idea when what is the depth why is everyone crying here comes why are they how did we answer that what's the answer of the goomar the mark says is everyone crying about these are getting slaughtered and the answer is well they're crying because wow how do we how do we accomplish this how are we able to accomplish this but i i want to give a depth i want to give you a deeper depth perhaps a noob shot i said i've shot two minutes before am i safer perfectly imperfect set up shot i have a different shot a new idea a deeper thought you know sometimes it seems like evil is so powerful and evil is winning and it seems like the truth is being covered up and that those who are with the truth are going to lose it seems like evil corruption those who cheat seems like they win it seems like they get away with it but it's not true in the end evil destroys itself take taken a glaring example hitler why did he lose the war he lost the war because the war was about killing the jews because he focused all of his efforts on killing the jews he ended up losing the war it's documented during the six day war a great example the the the jewish air force had destroyed all of the egyptian air force in a fell swoop in a moment in an amazing attack that had seated ishmael been prepared for two years from before hamoked in a moment and what was and what were the arabs doing gloating over the radio that they had destroyed the jewish air force and of course the jews wanted to keep it all quiet and and they didn't want to spoil the surprise of the attack they were winning the jews knew that they were winning but we didn't announce it on our radios in fact the entire israeli nation all they heard was the egyptians they claimed that they had destroyed the jewish fleets and it was a lie and their evil and their lie and their cheating destroyed helped akkad and the jewish people who represent him to destroy them because truth wins out in the end and those who cheat and lie they're destroyed but you see as we come close as we get closer to that moment it seems like evil is going to win it seems like the cheaters those who are perpetrating the frauds those who are covering up the truth and perpetuating the lies it seems like they're winning it seems that they're going to win it seems like evil will win and then in a moment in a moment it all turns around in a moment look at the story of the the mcgill it's a prime example of it in a moment it seems like muhammad is on top he's the powerful one he's going to destroy claude israel the jewish people and he has this awesome tree that he that he has built in order to hang mordechai but in a moment everything flips over it seems like come on was going to win i was being called to be with the queen in a private party with achashverosh and the moment it flips over and the truth is revealed that's the moment where you cry that's the moment where they start to cry what did sadiq saying they're saying it was this great mountain it seemed like evil was going to prevail it was impossible it was impossible for us to win it seemed like evil was going to win and then in a moment it turns over and truth prevails in the end we find out who the real winner is we find out who the real who's really telling the truth that claustro all along the jewish people all along had the truth with them no no other religion took over the chosen status of the jewish people not christianity not islam no the truth is revealed in the end the truth was with us all along those who remain faithful to al-qaeda to god it's revealed in a moment and this great mountain this great mountain of evil is shown to be nothing and the tears just flow they flow and they flow the tears flow at the moment when the truth is revealed where it seemed like it was going to be evil who would prevail and righteousness prevails that's where the tears flow in that turn around in that moment of turn around now let's look back at this measure the measure she says to us this is such a gevaligab shot i think it's mama stupid it's so awesome hey the message tells us that when he bound his son the malachan were crying why are they crying so we think that they were crying because this terrible thing is about to happen it shouldn't happen i have an oop shot they were crying because it seemed like it was about to happen and it didn't happen they didn't cry it doesn't say that they cried because of the fact that he was about to get shocked it just says they were crying when he was when when he was tying him on on the when he tied him on him but i want to say that they cried right after right after it was revealed that no he's not going to be killed it seemed like all would be lost the jewish nation would be destroyed this is unbelievable that's when they cried when it was clear that it's not going to be the case that the jewish nation will not be destroyed that was just testing him because he wanted to imbue and to call israel this ability to get to a point where it seems like evil will win and no evil does not win those are the tears perhaps of the angels the tears of the angels that fall into yitzhak's eyes and remain there for us to cry for us to cry those are the tears of salvation those are the tears which express the fact that it looked like all was lost it looked like evil would win and evil does not win truth and good wins out in the end and now hear this those same so give out those same tears remain in his eyes dormant until another point in time comes when his eyes are blinded by his son it looks like evil is going to win out this cheater ace of the cheater the fake the fraud he's convinced his father that he's righteous and he deserves the blessings what a terrible what a terrible outcome there will be if the cheater wins if the loser fakes everybody out and wins and gets the blessings what a terrible outcome that would be what is the truth the truth is that evil doesn't win out in the end and that's represented by the tears that fell in yitzchak vino's eyes that cloud over his eyes so that who can win in the end so that yaakov avinu the true heir the man of truth the ish ms the gaula of amistra the one who represents the goula the redemption of klausrel that he will receive the blessings as he's supposed to why because of those original tears that remained in italy's eyes so that evil would not win out but so that good would win out and the evil would destroy itself and that i believe is the shot in this meditation that's the point of connection here claudius swell wins when does claudia's swirl win when do we get to a new stage in clash royale yitzchak cavino completes something that looks like it's going to be the opposite looks like evil is going to win boom goodwin's out in the end and we get to a new a new point a new reality in claudia's yitzhakovino now has his wife her name is rifka moving on into the next generation of kaiser yaakov also has to go through this kind of similar thing where it looks like evil is going to win out and what is the end result it seems evil is going to win even it's the last moment it's it's it's it's so close he's going to get the it's so close he's going to win he's going to get the bracha no he can't get the bronchus jakob comes in in the very in the very tears that they they cried at the time of the al-qaeda when things turned around are those very tears that caused that yaakov would be able to switch things around as well and obtain those blessings and now go on into the next stage of claudia israel and go on and marry leia and rahul and have his children so this is a powerful foundational idea and it's so important to understand this in light of mashiach what i believe to be sooner advent soon arrival as you get closer to that point as we saw in the madrish and the gemara and getting base and sukkah as we get to that point it seems like evil is about to prevail and that's the war of gogumog it seems like the the the evil ones the iranians and the those who ate and abet them are going to succeed and it looks like they're going to win and then there's a turnaround there's a turnaround and that is the magician which i mentioned in the podcast that's the moment when everyone starts everyone starts to cry as we find in this gemara and suk everyone starts to cry because you can't believe you can't believe that this incredible evil this great mountain of evil will fall bite the dust and be slaughtered in front of the eyes of everyone in front of the eyes of the entire world so i want to bless you and i ask you to bless me back hashem should help us to recognize the truth to see the truth to see the truth and to cut through the lies and to not lose faith that ultimately it is good that prevails that ultimately good will prevail and may hashem help us to be certified to see it in our lifetimes thank you so much for listening have a wonderful shamas this podcast was made possible through the gracious donations of listeners like you for more podcasts like this please visit www.ariegoldwag.com or search on itunes ahri goldwag