Rabbi Yechiel Yitzchok Perr - Bitachon WithOUT Hishtadlus

so um we talked about talking we're talking and i told you why i want to learn that because i need to refresh myself in it and my wife isn't well and the day we started it she took the time for the better brother he starts by saying trust hashem with all your heart [Music] and don't use your intellect don't lean on your intellect don't depend on your intellect what does it mean it means that the token should be completely under british loyalty and without depending on somebody else and a lot of times we depend on ourselves i can do it i can take care of it because of that a person doesn't have the toughen because he can do it that's why people who have no way of doing it it's easier for them to have a token than people who have a way of doing it the capable and put together person is difficult for that person to have the token because he really thinks he's going to do it himself forgets the russian rules of the world he forgets that he needs to come on to the right i'll do it i'm from i'm not from the end don't get me wrong i went from the idiot you know i do all the things you're supposed to do but leave this problem alone i'll take care of it myself i mean it doesn't it doesn't enter my mind to think about the russians taking care of the problem so the process says [Music] don't use your mind even as a cane variego dover and is a right to this [Music] foreign i was traveling or walking together maybe with a certain peddler a glacier peddler i have a dorina tuna and i was carrying a bundle we normally the grace said to me and throw it on my camel my camel's going anyway he was carrying a bundle so the guy said throw your bundle on my camel then i knew that word you have meant a peckle a load something that you carry [Music] your burden your problems cast them through them what are you carrying for yourself what are you bent over and carrying your problems are you very vague what's going to be throw it on the version everybody shalom it's your problem you take care of it stop carrying it yourself i mean if we don't learn anything else with these couple of words it's sufficient you're barnes shall i allah it's your problem i don't have the rent to pay in first of the month you're going to throw me out with the house i don't have a shadow i don't have this i don't have that why islam your problem bye so it seems that hazal didn't know musavan whatever it was that they were talking they didn't know what the word meant that's the porsche and the russians sent them an answer that rabbi had this experience like a day or so later he was walking someplace and there was a guy with a camel and he was carrying a speckle and the guy said to him hey buddy throw your pickle on my camel what are you carrying for use the word yo wow so basham sent him a message because of his mother he teaches us when we want to know something he teaches us and the hazard wanted to know what your friend so he told so you think he sent him a message well you know what it means by having this guy do that that was a message to them with yoga means that's the worship shot know how to translate a puzzle in hebrew maybe he could become a tanner and a moira without being able to read hebrew only in america you can get away without reading hebrew not in the end times anymore they all know what we are it meant to what degree can you cast you how to what degree can you cast your bundle upon the british can you pass your vote let me do you cast your load how do you castle to what degree you can cast what kind of load can you cast on he didn't know that so we saw over here not what jehovah means but they saw that the asked him for the load the god was looking for the lord asked him he didn't ask the he didn't say hey buddy i'm carrying a heavy suitcase got a camel here with plenty of strength and i tossed my suitcase on the camera he didn't ask the guy i asked him that's what you already means hashtag doesn't mean you asked abortion he's gonna ask you let's see what it means so from here you have to save sean that you don't have to do anything you need no intermediate cause for the thing to happen you don't have to do anything will happen to you without any you have to talk and you don't have to do any injustice whatsoever and it will come to you without any standards [Music] why because the guy asked him he didn't even bother asking the guy he didn't even ask the guy in making the small such titles of asking the guy commercial around banzai and this is the conclusion rabbi makes you right he comes to that conclusion the ramban also makes that conclusion now i'm just giving you a note the ramban is has prosecute no no i had more chromosomes [Music] okay i have the original one you know the old one okay now of course you have to understand as i told you before that his was the most extreme shita initiator was the most extreme because uh chris lavoie says you have to have a status but you haven't talked that standard should succeed you have to have a token he says i said everybody agrees basically that if you come to the madre of no estados you can mommy here it's going to happen it's going to happen by itself everybody agrees to that the only question is what do we tell people don't have your styles to have your styles and that's where he lived himself and there's some very famous stories about people who did nothing by the standards supposedly the famous story is uh with the uh solante who is sitting in a base madrid with the son of dreshash beautiful place an unbelievable collection of swerve and interestingly the whole place has survived and is located now on fifth avenue i think is number 16 fifth avenue uh in an in an organization called evol evo has the stress room library to get a lot of other collections and i had the great pleasure of sitting there and going through some of the documents of the library and holding letters in my hands that were written actually himself and my prime minister holding actually the paper in my hands because that's all in the archives of the library pretty well and maybe they had separate archives but as i remember it now it wasn't an archives but maybe it was they had their own archives you vote anyway and that happened interestingly because the germans while they were busy killing jews but they were interested in saving safari they just wanted to kill jews by the slaves for so they they came to the library it was a valuable thing so they packed it into crates and they shipped it to berlin when they lost the water allies conquered berlin and came across the german library of strashun and they uh thought about what to do with it they sent it to a large jewish organization in new york that handles with jewish uh cultural things you will that's how they got the library and that's how the heart be survived jews are bad swarm are good anyway so he says so you see from here that what they saw interpreted over here was that it came to them now let's add another piece to this that when they were interested in knowing whether you should do something or not do something do you have to do a stylus or it will come to you by itself that's a question they could not solve they couldn't look they couldn't look in jastro for the translation of when the question was was not when the question was not the translation the question was how much what does it mean do you have to carry the burden to a certain degree and then the version helps you then you will find them in an arts group they didn't know what to do they didn't know what the answer to that question was and when i shamayim the answer came along to rava who the arab picked out this word to say to him whatever it means in arabic i have no idea he says throw you off my cameras unbelievable coincidence when they were interested in thinking about and discussing it and it can't be a coincidence the russians sent them an answer through this arab so he says you see it's without establish and the ramban speaks about it and zlatan i don't remember there's so many notes on the page should i probably have it here anyway and on the bottom of the page it says in my handwriting he reached the level of madriga which is the most fijian rodriguez besieger hamas be the rabbi rome benaramba there's a savior called hamas became a wonderful savage written by the rabbi's son hamas hashem it was written in arabic and it was translated into hebrew and this now is even another edition i have the old edition and he talks about beethoven like all good jews talk about long chapters on it and he has their levels of so a level having been talking without anything without doing anything that he says is the highest level so that's the level he still came out over here and i was level he's holding by himself oh so i started to tell you about i'm so sorry i got disconnected from my own thought so mr salanta was sitting with remnants of zero distraction on the base of madrid and they were learning the stomach having to kind of talk or learning and ruby stroll said you can have the token without a startlist and you'll have it so you know they couldn't accept that resource i'll prove it to you right now i'm going to have to tell him that i have a gold watch a golden azalea first let me tell you about gold watches see if i've lost in my own conversation when a guy worked for a corporation for many years like say half a century and they retired him they would give him a gift a gold watch a guy came up in the world he'd get a gold watch a wealthy man had a gold watch other people on regular watches like this not a wristwatch was the award in a popular pocket watch with a chain a gold watch was like such a rarity especially in the poverty and filled world of europe it's like a tremendous tremendous touchscreen surrounding said okay i'm going to prove it to you i'm going to prove it to you i'm happy with ocean that i'll have a gold watch [Music] so this story i know from many people including told me it was a matter of russia so they sat there for a little while and then a guy came into the basement replacement was empty there may be some mutants sitting there i don't know the guy came into base medicine he started to announce he said oh my i was a cantonese i have a count i was a continuist does anybody know what the content haven't is talk to guys thank you russian soldier the cantonese news i'm going to get lost again i started to tell you what the mechanism was one of the worst was a worse a terrible zero on glycerol that nicoline first he made a decree that all jewish boys up after the age of 18 have to serve in the russian army for 25 years now they couldn't get boys of 18 and the killers had to produce them a certain number from each community and they couldn't get boys of 18. so he sent out hoppers guys corrupt people with beards went to the communities and spied out the kids and then they would tell they were known in this house as a kid here's here as a kid and then they would notify the soldiers and they point them in here's a kid he was a kid and the soldiers would come and grab the kid or they themselves would grab the kid they'd lock him overnight in the local jail to make sure it doesn't run away and then they marched the kid off to the army and there's a description by a guy by a jew what it was like to watch little eight-year-old 10 year old kids marching along once they've been put into the army along the frozen ice-covered roads of russia and they were wearing uniforms that were made for 18 year olds for 20 years and they were eight and they had fancy uniforms they had big starch collars and they couldn't lower their chins into the wind and their heads were held up high by the high collars and they marched along and they dropped dead like flies some of them survived very few of them remain from yin though that was the purpose of it they lived among him and they were indoctrinated all the time and someone who came back and i continued [Music] i can't even talk about it so heartbreaking and a cantonese came into the basement he started to say well i'll give al gibalt i was a continuist what can i do he says i have nothing from my life 25 years he served now i deserve 25 years after 18 if they took you at 8 you also had to serve 25 years after 18. so it was 35 years he says i have a gold watch that's what i have for my life i'm going to give it away to the biggest tamil in this room and everybody looked at ribby sir who's the granddaughter so that's a very famous story about patolo and aristotle's practically when people discuss these topics talking about all this anger you're not be talking for a gold match have a dolphin a gold watch if you're holding by such a level but totally not fooling yourself you'll have it most people are not holding such a level they that they'll get a job or they have a job and we're talking that they'll do well in the job or their business business go well but there's what there's what the thing should be how long guy has a job he has a business he has this has connections says i told you tell me i heard from brian cutler that the talmudim of the grower went to practice mature practice matuah means you're allowed to practice but in order to becoming the media so he went to practice and what they do they went out to a field without any food or anything and they laid down on the ground among the tall wheat stalks and they have been talking that they'll have food how many times they were i don't know who they were don't know either i heard it from a bar and tell me that grace so while they were lying there so one of them gave a cough meanwhile on the road passing the wheat field was a farmer driving his horse and wagon past this lifeless area knows the field's growing i don't know if you've ever seen wheat fields if you take uh if you take out the highways through iowa you go from a horizontal horizon just you don't see a human being and i wasn't hearing a court something strange he stopped his horse he went down to investigate and he found people lying on the ground he thought maybe they're dying for us he took bread and he gave him teeth and they had bread like they had like to me they came back and told the guru the girl said this is a cough around left when he told it musical i can't believe we didn't write that one around this but i can't read my own handwriting now i my father-in-law zechariah but the altar came with this is because he has said that because it's brought down that the sheet of baton without establishing it's not for the and it's boyfriend would be surreal talking in his third drush of uh in sorrows third russia at the second half of the third russia he speaks about the subject of two different ways of attacking from the partial dimension by the way we should behold such by being such push dimension and for the and for the freedom and this is for the directory you feed them that without any stars whatsoever i uh that's safer i'm trying to remember the name of it it might be avenue stroll 30 rush is from he came to a certain city i don't remember was will norman and probably was milner and he spoke in 30 on 30 different days and 30 different shoes there was somebody who followed him around to everything to an actual each time and he wrote down the dress that he said for that day and the third one he talks about in the second half of the russian so there he says such a relic so maheshwara said to me that from special individuals not for everybody but he held up an entire special individuals anyone know something they tore our special individuals but i wrote over here by [Music] where is it is the savior that he wrote called and he wrote up a forward at the end of the forward should move in a footnote to the forward maid by the eastern times there he brings down from the septuagints [Music] on the calendar and it didn't start to rain then the echidna begin to fast for rain not only later on you make zeroes on the whole see with the fast and there's a squirrel if there's no rain there's no food we say gosh if there's no rain there's no food so it says if it came so much it's a mission says that there was no rain or whatever so it says that i don't remember the mission unfortunately began to fast unique individuals you see if you choose a life attorney you're unique individual whatsoever is this for everybody it's for your freedom are we a freedom but please we'll talk about it more as we continue okay we made progress [Music] what does the lowest levels in general a higher level person and a higher level of token person you can't fool yourself about this it's for real you can't fool him you can't fool yourself but if you have trust in him that you will have a silver covered cadillac you walk out of the house just having to be talking to itself he's gonna get the solar camera yeah because we're talking makes him do it yeah i should tell you this uh you know when it was being recorded it's important enough if somebody comes to you if somebody comes to you and says i haven't got where to sleep tonight you live in far rockaway there's no hotels over here and a guy tells you i haven't got where to sleep tonight i haven't got ready to sleep tonight it's 11 o'clock at night my car broke down i i'm stuck in the street it's freezing outside i have no place to sleep tonight what are you gonna do you say come on in i have a guest room where i have a mattress in the basement you take him in i mean if he doesn't look like a criminal you're not scared of him nobody'd be afraid of he said come on in you know i hate to change the linen or whatever but we'll do it we'll make it say to your wife uh and shabbat we have a guest says really where you come from whatever it's not gonna be that we have a guest because you can't say no it's impossible can't say no either if it's for real