Haazinu-YK-Succos - Love and Judgment

you're listening to the weekly parsha podcast with Ari Gold Wegg recorded with the shims never-ending assistance in 5780 2019 this week's parshas parshas Xenu and I must admit that my plan was not to say more about Yom Kippur because we spoke about Yom Kippur but I found the most beautiful thing the most beautiful piece in replenishment Levites and I'd like to share with you what he says and I think that it's very much connected not just Yom Kippur but also to Circus which is coming up and the thought is just so beautiful and so moving I wanted to share it with all of you I'm gonna read it out from climbs from Levites she says like this at certain public you called her a but kalamoon of a novel Devoran chapter 32 verse 4 says hashem is perfect his ways are perfect all his ways are mishit are perfectly judged he's a God of Emunah he's faithful very novel there's nothing God does not do anything which is incorrect he says like this he neighbor clout what is the idea - between us I call - were c'mon AHA costs to kill a little gain although the says that a coach mark who God is somebody who is a God of faithfulness doesn't do anything wrong but some of us are going to be school Blazers itself reveals a blazer a bit tulip at the burger one of the science of the mustard movement he had a question he ma Sheva who the mystery deco - baku booze Esch a mayhem awful what kind of praises it that a college trouble doesn't do anything wrong if he miss Bernard I mean I'm three three millimeter she'll be a novel but even human beings when they do judgment when when there are human courts they also have to be they have to make sure that they don't do anything wrong don't judge unfavorably sometimes it needs to be unfair rules they don't judge incorrectly what's on the hand of any other loss is of a mish but what human beings are allowed to do that such that it's a praise of a sin that he does that we've got three judges properly beer busy reviews of Blazer explains shaquiesha been misbehaving a audemars gumption ass him up it in when it comes to the judgment of human beings even though it's done correctly well your mind mayhem us wobble it's impossible for everything to be perfect for them to judge perfectly correct it's impossible for there not to be some kind of miscarriage of justice game o'clock I don't know how addictive it's good luck hey because human beings cannot figure out precisely exactly how big the sin was each person is different two people can do the same thing for one person it's a much greater sin for one person and Celestra soon I'm Shane McCloud English la mode is meet us at Irishman do you guys I'm agnostic I take no person can give a proper decision when it comes to what's the proper amount that a person should be punished now she was rhythm I may give you a call this okay I'm shy a human being judges things based as as best as they can happy owners they're based on this estimate you know conveyor gunner syndrome that's how they set the judgment is Erica Varma Marshall Amira cost of a novel that's what the verse means when it says there we got Shem with the card there's no other there's no negativity there's no miscarriage of justice chemistry - Burcu in an awesome addictive moon runs because the the judgment of a Shem is done with extreme precision me design ish DNA mark if you cut ricotta a person is judged by a college bar who agenda size that is going to be punished for something it was exactly precise corresponding to what they've done wrong via an Shimon gala hit Chika's air everything is precise according to what they deserve for having done this particular su-hyun shaman the world see over there his words meaning location is binding nearer and if we look at this we'll see Hisham he a mesh with have any other that the judgments of human beings are different than the judgments of a sham la république to come it's not just when it comes to the precision of how a sham judges things Alex should be mission a Mohan Haga Sneha - Shekhar my similar never wish potato salad on there are certain things that we find by the judgment of a sham that are completely different then the judgments of human beings now listen to this because this is the mind-blower Namur posix essence afonya chapter 2 verse surya share mish pottery pawn that there's a concept that when there's judgment Paulo the word Paulo means there are actions what does it mean that there are actions cuts out our sages tell us the good morn you vomit enough customer base cashier me schwate Sean Paul ooh whenever there's judgments there's actions there as well Oh parish rashi now she tells us listen amazing the mocking she done in Sodom Sean my skier impaled suitcase off when Hashem judges a human being he doesn't just look at the negative side of the human being he also mentions that Sitka's the righteousness of that person that he's judging the Shami side he find that the verse says I'll show this Val be a dummy we find the verse tells us then when it came to King Saul Saul was a great king of Israel the first king of the Jewish people and in some ways he was very righteous but in some ways he did certain things that were very wrong the bus success it refers to King Saul and the house of blood I'll show else show means silliness but Calico then when King Saul died he wasn't properly eulogized he was such a great person and they did not properly give homage this is his true greatness well based hadam him but it also refers to the fact that there was a base of them there was a house of blood I'm sure he misses saga venom because King Saul had unjustly killed the divine him moksha so we say there's a question Kitab I'll show Selena spicoluk a table I'll share he misses her given him the plastic is saying a Tainan the Jewish people didn't properly eulogize him right he was obviously a great person and at the same time it says that he had killed the divine him Shani in Tamar answers how could it be that it how did these two things reconcile I'm a sluggish shemesh Potter Champa that we have this concept this amazing concept that whenever a sham judges a person rush em mentions the fact that King Saul was somebody who had unjustly killed the venom at the same time even before he mentions the negative mentions the positive that he wasn't properly eulogize because he was such a great person he was such a great side that such a righteous human being Venera shana qivana make lousy says dock I'm shoe Levites it seems that the intent here Hamish Hamish mother Champa Illuma it doesn't mean to say Kanako's it's Percy Quezada machine I need them doesn't mean you could think it means like this when a sham judges a person he doesn't forget about the fact that he's it sadiq he remembers that also no Ella Cheniere buzzer what seems to be comida he made fun of says drew claimed that there's a special characteristic of a Shem the high score base mesh potash hello Adam is al Rahim I love when Hashem is judging a person's negative deeds and so writes the course of his clue Yusef it is a shams way to mention the many positive things that he's done the many sit because all of the righteous things that he's done about Sherman schmatta Champa aloo whenever there is mish but whenever there's judgment or the negative there Shem brings in and mentions and mentions first you could say the good the positive actions that he's done Qaddafi's Hamish put you through my cemetery Michele autumn because specifically the time of judgment a sham mentions the good deeds of a person who might not going to be so so answers itself here said sometimes people Evans I'm gonna prove to you that this is a correct understanding of this Kumar and it's possible because we have a story whether it be salsa lantern Shyama is still gonna be so solitary so Santa was the founder of the muster movement of the movement of the Shiva's that were involved and specialized in working on character development alongside of course Talmudic study so there was a story with ruby salsa wanted sarcolemma took off allow the method there is a certain person we needed to give rebuke to a person that does something wrong he needed to tell him we were left la love and when he went to speak to this person locking my skin tested start less late autumn said he took with him a certain amount of money that he owed that person xialu Tommy tough so the students asked him do you let me lay the track with less explicit kassimatis maybe leave it yeah why you bring this money yourself right now once you send it with a with an agent's send it with a with the Postal Service oral ahem he said to them Shabazz I smoke I am houdina de Gomorrah he said he's fulfilling we know that there's a concept that human beings are obligated to try to emulate Hashem to do that with Hashem does he said I am doing that sham does this Gemara TRL Hamish protection patent that were ever a sham judges a person that's where he gives him he lifts him up in a positive way his legs come over so he was saying that since I'm coming to give the person rebuked I need to do something positive which is I need to give him the money that I owe him I need to show him that he has something shemagh elo that he deserves he machinima much mother Jean Paolo whom what is the idea as we said key be a snitch madam clever the caribou I sir amazing thing when there's when a person is being judged there's an obligation on the one who is judging them to do as a shamans job does which is to bring them closer to show them love to remember all the good things that they've done with a babe is not sure ice cream am i severe I'm at the very moment that Hashem is dealing with our negative deeds or that in this case would be salsa Lanter was involved with this person's negative deeds caelum the Carver the huskers go screw yourself if I notice that my kid is doing something wrong I need to make sure to mention all the things that they do right at the same time well Darren said no gonna be so cilantro and that's how you swell so Lanter behaved baba shush a dynamo Adam I'll myself a rubber feet island at the very moment that he was saying negative things the person getting him rebuked for the things that he done wrong it's not by me this curve I'm Aruba he did an extra thing he didn't have to do we didn't have to be the one to bring the money to him you could have something with somebody else but no heed after he specifically went out of his way to do it himself Shiina me a huggie irregularly went and he changed his normal way of being just amazing and beautiful matcha he so I'm gonna keep reading because it's just so so sweet she he's been out coast of Yahtzee cosmic Arielle whatever time robber the passage says the verse tells us Hashem said it his righteousness which denotes that he looks at the positive that he does his daugher he he he gives charity to his people he notices the positive things Koharu al are like many mountains the second half of the posture gives 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Portela time Rama that the judgment is very deep the lamb dana brothers comes to teach us kiba a sec dynamesh bharat smile that in that very judgment itself in the very place where I Shem is judging the Jewish people judging us as individuals and as a nation this commission named cajas we have both things from our I'm sure you do too much but you should wash em and wherever Hashem judges us harshly to hi rabbit to the deepest depths sham ma'am assist Nass a psittacosis sham car al so then Hashem raises us up like to the great mountains the mighty mountains that sadaqa the righteous things that we've done the charity that Shem shows us he looks at our positive things at the same exact moment you can't call even my samarium he tells us I'm not gonna read this part inside he tells us that it was so with my samarium Miriam anivia she spoke negatively of my Charbonneau and as a result she got surah she got leprosy and she had to be sequestered for a week and the entire Jewish people had to wait for her an entire week it was of course embarrassing and at the same time that there was deep judgment but there was deep I said why the entire Jewish people wait for her one day just leave without her and the reason was because I shall remember that Sitka's that she did the righteousness that she did which was that when Moshe ravine was a little baby and Moses went inside of that little table that little boat on the Nile River she waited there for him so the Jewish people waited there for her for entire week and the idea again is and in the place of judgment that's where there's a memory shun remembers and brings up very high the charity the righteous things that we've done okay so that's the idea here now he says realisable but this is not all Kiba maka my mission was Karm eyes the other was Clio so that when a person is judged so the actions and the merits of a person are mentioned as well by Matheny October Mitchum about stucco the righteous things come alongside the negative things key mish-mosh I'm a swan Henan Civic da da da da Tsar Bomba Dean the USM criminal Sheamus is an amazing amazing thing this is so deep and so beautiful and I've experienced this in my life and I'm sure that many of you have experiences experiences as well and that is that whenever a Shem brings a person through a difficult time in their lives a challenging time then that's the time of judgment person goes through a tough time in his life whether it's a sickness or whether it's rocky roads and relationships or whatever it might be tough times in school tough time whatever the tough time might be Parnell livelihood issues whenever those things happen you should know a shemin's drawing he's so close at that time keeping shush I got sprung who Bubba dineymarie I said well marshal this meanness I didn't buy a llama whenever I Shem brings judgment into the world oh it's a shawl eh in front of a Derleth he be a Sarila bun by mission but an amazing thing a sham is extra love towards whoever is going through that rough time through that judgements and how do you know that this is true when you're not Varma Marshall Arkansas we find this from now it's our sages say it's Gemara and humid afternoon Dollard in yama cha page 54 the char-char nicholas ii gondola hey ho well cool in the room service said when the when the destroyers came into the crazy Shaka - in the holy of holies when they destroyed the base ma mr. temple they found on the iron of course we know that they were the crew of immature bees and our house I'll teach us that whenever the cherubs were facing away from each other it was because of the fact that I call - for who that God was upset with the Jewish people but when they faced each other that showed that Hashem was in a proper relationship with the Jewish people and if they were hugging each other showed a great love that Hashem had for the Jewish people and it's an amazing thing system claim that when the destroyer came in to destroy the temple you would think that there would be no greater time where I shall have turned away from the Jewish people but at that very moment of judgment at that very moment where they were being punished for their immense since sham wanted the Jewish people to see and know that that was the moment where there was intense love intense connection and I don't have time to read the entire piece but it's really beautiful it's worth seeing this is in hozy new touch salami game Oh 1973 it's worth seeing it inside but what I'd like to do is I'd like to share with you just one little idea that has to do with the connection between Yom Kippur Rosh Hashanah Yom Kippur and suckas because you know it's an amazing thing you know Circus is this amazing choice time of the year we have the barber medium we have the lulav we have the Esther we have we send our suckers there's some customers Asha waiver there's so many so much music going on there's so much joy and dancing some questura and if you contrast that with what happens Pesach time it's very different hey suck has a nice holiday it's beautiful we also enjoy the Haggadah and we have the Seder night but it's a different level it's different type of holiday Circus is a time of intense joy I used to act so masks it says by circus it says there's an extra midst of joy and I believe that we could say base somewhere crime is saying and it's not a coincidence that we have Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur which our time of intense judgment a time of intense introspection the time of intensity that goes right next to and leads right into circus which is in a time of intense joy and we read the Sookie my Vezina and we hear about what happens if we don't do what's right we're all the judgments we hear all of the terrible things that can occur to Jewish people when we don't do what we're supposed to do but side by side with that is a song it's the song of Ozzy no it's a song of joy it's a song of joy because paradoxically whenever we experience judgment whenever a Shem has to judge the Jewish people perhaps it's because they've done something wrong or perhaps it's just that time it's that time of year but side by side with the judgment no crime tells us is an amazing love is an amazing recognition can you imagine that Hashem is sitting there in his robes of judgment his dark robes TV awful and he's judging the Jewish people what's he doing he's saying out for every Avera before don't bring me that there is yet first let me see the beautiful myths isn't that the Jewish people do let me show you every minute of learning tour every hour of learning surah me show you all of the cassette all of its sadaqa I'm gonna go through all of the things first that the Jewish people are doing rights that's Russian looks at first and then he looks at the negative things up okay we can look at that too we got a look at that also you gotta clean it up we have to find atonement for it but it's coming it's coming out of love it's an amazing thing it's a time of such intense love Yom Kippur is a time of love and it bursts forth into circus into that continuation you know we're past it we've got an atonement Hashem is forgiving us and now we're gonna just talk about our relationship of Shem we're gonna dance with the Torah we're gonna dance with the mitzvahs we're gonna have the Lulu of the Esther to bring it together of all the elements of quality sorrow it's an exciting time as a special time so I want to bless you and ask you to bless me shem should should write us into that book of gomorrah Cosima Toivo of good life of all of the things that we want for ourselves and for others for our families that should bless us in that way Shem should give us intense joy and help us recognize how much he loves us and realized how helped us to realize that when he's judging us he's also bringing up all of those positive things I should help us to realize that and going into young people with that understanding should help us to have an amazing meaningful fast and it should pour out into incredible joy over the next few weeks of Circus so Pastora thank you so much for listening have a wonderful kipper wonderful Shabbos and a wonderful circus this podcast was made possible through the gracious donations of listeners like you for more podcasts like this please visit www.carmensognonvi.com/newsletter [Music]