Breishis - From Beginning to End

you're listening to the weekly portion podcast with Harry goldwag recorded with hashem's never running assistance in Irma Israel 5783 2022. this week's precious partial spacious we begin the Torah from the beginning voracious in the beginning created the world I'd like to share with you a piece in the majors which at first glance seems to not be so connected to braces doesn't seem to be connected to the story or to the fact that Hashem created the world however as we'll see together there's a very deep and profound connection of this madrish indeed to the concept of braces [Music] and we're going to speak about the concept of from beginning to end Simmons tells us something in the neighborhood Navy a very interesting idea a fascinating idea and fascinating story coupled with this idea we find the concept of mans park there are five letters in the Hebrew alphabet which are written differently depending on the location of that letter in the word these five letters are memspach and the ma'am has a mem and a mem Sophie so last a last name if it's written at the end so on and so forth through all of them now what is the concepts we've spoken about this concept before as the concept of mashiach these are the letters that are doubled and there's the letter P which has a pay in the middle and a pay in the end represents the statement of Moses when he came to redeem the Jewish people he said a double pay he said two words that start with that letter each of these letters has a different indication of some concept related to Redemption beginning and end in the middle in the end a concept related to the end means we are moving into a new reality that's what Redemption means moving from being slaves in Egypt to being the chosen nation of Hashem receiving the Torah being a light unto the Nations Etc but our message here talks about this in a different context and it's very much related and it's very much important important to understand and this concept is as follows so first of all before I get to the bureau first of all we have Ruby Schuman Levy he says that the safe the man's Park these five letters were said by itself means seers those who see which is a very interesting idea who are they safe him who are those who see the pashtas the simple explanation is it was said by the prophets those who can see the future those who in the beginning are able to see the end but it seems to say two opposite things it says I was given over to Moses on Mount Sinai so which way is it is it the prophet said it is it something that our later stages instituted is it something that we receive from OSHA on our Sinai what is the idea here the answer is the gemara says that they're all true that it was originally given over to Moshe Rabino was something that was forgotten and this is an important Point let's focus in on this point because it's very important to understand what does it mean the beginning and the end it was something that was given over to moshrabino man Sinai it was forgotten then it was restored by the prophets it was restored by the later the later Sages this idea of a letter in the middle a letter at the end what is the idea what is the concept of it being forgotten being restored what does this teach us um he says that which that witch that save him the prophets were met again that they established so he seems to be saying that it's not something that was there before it was something that was re-established or established later let's try to understand this metric gives us a story now listen to this story because this is such an interesting story and it's so essential to understand the concept myself there's a story that happened in a particularly Dark Day it was a day of rain it was too hard to get it was very difficult to get to the study hall foreign the sages did not get to the base finish they weren't able to reach the place where they study Torah are you something there were children there young children [Music] the children had come to learn they wanted to study the holy Torah of Hashem but there were no teachers to teach them so they said [Music] let's make our own group let's make our own group of to study let's make our study group together so this was a unique day the kids got to school but the teachers didn't and the kids said let's let's learn stuff let's try to understand the Torah ourselves what is the understanding of why we have these double letters the Mam and the mem sufis the No No noon sophies while we had these two different versions of each of these five letters so the the children said an amazing shot they said an idea an incredible idea they said the two mems indicate each of these words start with the letter mem which is also needing explanation whenever we have a concept like this we're going to say that each of these letters of monts are really a hint to a larger word we need to understand what does that mean also in the context of beginning to end they said Mama one word to another trusted one to another trusted one from one righteous one to another righteous one um the letter P represents the word which means mouth from one mouth to another mouth ful letter cuff represents the word calf which means a palm one Palm to another from one hand to another what does this mean so these children explain this false mama mama the word Hashem the word the statement from one statement to another statement means that there was a statement that was made by God as it were and it was given over to Moshe to state we're speaking about the Missouri of the Torah interesting right we're talking about here we're talking about a concept which is uh given was given over to Moshe was forgotten and we're talking about it being re-remembered recalled reinstituted we're talking about it though in the initial Point these children are saying up shot in man's Park and they're saying it's so deep so beautiful they're saying there was a giving over from Hashem to his trusted servant moshebenu because referred to God as the the God who is the king who is trusted economics referred to as the trustworthy one as Hashem says as the verse tells us in Numbers chapter 12 verse 7 in all of my house he is trustworthy represents the righteous one giving over the Torah to the righteous woman God is referred to as a righteous one as the verse says we said every day in ashram God is righteous in all his ways adiq he was given over to Moses who is referred to as itsadiq as a righteous on dexife the righteousness of Hashem he did the Posse refers to the I'm sorry the these children refer to the letter pay as being a reference of one mouth to another Maisha receives from hashem's mouth as it were and he spoke out with his mouth from one Palm to another from one hand to another from the hand of Hashem into the hand of Moshe remain unto Moses [Music] so an amazing thing happened an amazing thing happened what happened the the when the when the rabbis finally arrived the sages the teachers finally arrived into the basement where these kids had sat around probably I imagine in the same positions as the great rabbis who taught them they would sit around and they would have conversations about Torah so these children also emulated their teachers and they came up with this beautiful shot in the letters they came up with this beautiful shot and the sages came into the to the basement they found the kids sitting around and studying and and explaining these letters and they they said wow there's something special about these children so they wrote down the names of these children they wrote down the names of these children and these versions of Israel these very children were the ones who came out eventually as incredible great Scholars these kids who sat down by themselves when the rebbies weren't present and they studied and they came up with a new shot a new idea in the in the letters of the Torah who were these sages of yes now listen to this because this is incredible who are these sages later on they became great sages these were the children they became the great Sages are the great sages of the mishnah because grammar a child a child is is there's something hidden inside of this child which eventually bears fruit the magic ends off with three words which are difficult to understand the whole entire measure says what student C is very difficult to understand asthma Fortune point out but the last three words are also an enigma perhaps we can understand Mr Shem we'll have an explanation it ends up by saying famous word first word of the series mayor of Robbie Mayer who's a sort of Mayor what's it referring to what's this first word that starts the difference what does it have to do with our conversation here foreign you might have already thought of the problem but the problem is that the measure says that there were three children here three of these children became incredibly great stages of the people of Israel who were they remember is the most obvious problem because it says that he didn't learn any Torah until he was 40 years old if you keep it was an Amah Arts he was in ignoramus he only started to learn when he was 40 years old so I could be that as a child the message is telling us that that he said this honest to this amazing shot furthermore billyezer who's one of these three he was 28 years old when he started learning the Torah before that he was a businessman his father didn't let him learn Torah his father forced him to be involved in the business only when he was 28 did he start to learn became one of the greatest sages of the entire town lady became the the Great bilas so what does the message mean I can imagine say that these three children where the great sages who would come later they only became great later in their lives they didn't have a foundation into our learning what is the understanding of this so there's an incredible Secret it's hidden inside of this message what is this like we said at the beginning what does this have to do with braces what does this have to do with the Torah okay we could say you know in a very um simple understanding we could say that the measures laying down the foundation the Tyrant was given to my sharabenu every single word we have NATO is the deepest steps of Truth we need to know that before we start the Torah and to know at the beginning of the Torah that this is something that was given over from hashem's mouth to to emotion's mouth from the ultimate trustworthy one I call this world who God himself who created the world to the ultimate trustworthy human being we can know we can trust this children understood that so it's a foundational idea we need to have before we start learning the Torah but I would like to suggest something even deeper than that really something incredible so much such an awesome shot and it seems to me to be I think the push-up shot what's this message saying in order to understand I could share with you what the marzus says in answering this question of who is rabilizer and reusu or bekiva who are these people they as children they learn this but we know that they didn't learned all of his life it was a great Sage but her blessing started at the age of 28 Rabbi Akiva we know start at the age of 40. what does the message mean so he says an incredible thing he says that the truth is that rabi Akiva and rebeliezer it's true that they start at the age of 28 and 40 but they didn't really they actually started at a very young age they started as children they were Santa crater they studied the Torah and they had an opportunity in this story to make a to to bring us to the world in a credible hiddish an incredible idea they ended up as a child who progressed they didn't continue learning they didn't continue in the Creator they didn't continue studying and be sure did really azer and ryakiva didn't took maybe Akiva 40 years to come back to Turin it could be as I was thinking about as I read this it could be that you know we wonder like what inspired me Akiva to to want to become a great tourist scholar like he he saw drops of water dripping onto a rock and he said the Torah can make a dent in my mind why would he think that thing he hated tell me that the answer is because he had learned as a child perhaps you could say he had learned as a child so he tasted the sweetness of the Torah but he had lost it he had gone away from it only at the age of 40 did he have the insight to realize that he could come back to it but he has there also as the marzu explains explicitly as if he wasn't allowed by his father to learn Torah his father wanted him to be involved in the family business his father cut him off when he sat down at the age of 28 to study but as a child he had tasted that sweetness of Tyra he had tasted he knew that the terror was the Incredible Gift of God to the Jewish people through that how they see Naman who but here's where it gets even deeper and More Beautiful [Music] deeper and More Beautiful [Music] as I said at the beginning the letters over here they have the mem and the ma'am the men in the middle are the beginning and the men at the end you know the nun in the middle noon at the end Sally in the middle at the end what does that idea represent so he's mentioned that it has to do with the concept of mashiach of the messiah's arrival the Redemption moving into a new stage of reality an end time I think that what we see in this measures hinted to and the story with the children who ended up becoming incredibly great sages and Torah Scholars Rabbi Akiva was the balmasaira all of the messero all of the Traditions that we have the entire Torah the reveal Torah and the secret hidden Torah all of that was given over to ribyakiva we all that we have today is from him the magic is telling us something very very deep something very very beautiful you have a letter in them in the beginning or in the middle and you have a letter at the end you have a concept which was taught by too much to Moses and it was forgotten it was it was remind it was brought back but it's safe from by the by the prophets but one shot here is very cool it's really interesting one of them shot them in the fortune here is that the safe and who I did save him because I'll say that after the prophets after prophecy left the Jewish people it was given over to children and to fools there's a certain Purity that a child learns with but he can see something that we adults perhaps don't see the beginning of a person's life before they've become inundated with all of the messages of this world all of the pull of this world there's a purity there which is represented by the first of these letters but there's that that Purity can be lost like it happened has happened with rebellious they lost that Purity they went on into the world they pursued material Pursuits but there's an there's a there's a memo so feast there's a remembering that happens children saw it at the beginning but they were able to come back to it at the end there was a concept that was taught by Moshe rabena but it was recalled by a later Generation by the prophets or perhaps the children there's a recollection there's something which is imbued into us which is there inside of us which we were taught perhaps in the deepest depths or subconscious when we were inside of our mother's womb by the malach by that angel that teaches us and we are cause to forget as we come into the world but it's there for us to uncover it's there for us to realize it's there for us to remember and it and it's it's always possible for us on Earth that it might be at the age of 28 it might be at the age of 40. it might be at the age of 80. but it's possible it's possible to unearth now what does that have to do with gracious so I want to share with you a small I don't want to read it inside because it would be too lengthy but there's a message immediately before this month which speaks about the fact that the Torah begins with the letter base biracious in the beginning and the question is why does it begin with the letter base base is the second letter of the alphabet shouldn't the Torah begin with the letter Olive that's the real beginning the letter aleph is the first letter of the alphabet the letter Alpha represents the spiritual one elif is the alif is the elf is the alufacial Islam God is the spiritual one who is referred to as the one the first why do we start with the letter base which refers to a duality why do we talk about Duality why don't we start with aleph which is the the one which is Hashem barbaracious God created God created why does it say in the beginning God created why does it start with the letter base and one of the explanations here is that the aleph the real creation happens later the aleph waits for its moment and its moment is when God speaks out The Ten Commandments to the Jewish people the entire nation one and a half million people strong here's this incredible prophetic Revelation that's the real beginning but that beginning was actually hidden way way way in the true beginning in the gracious parallel Kim as it says here the base if you look at the letter bass so there's a little tale of the base as before she explained the little tale of that base points back points back to the olive which means that although it seems as we look at the world as we look at at creation we look at the Physical Realm that there's there's just a Physical Realm there's no deeper spiritual element to it it's not something that's that's immediately apparent but if you look more carefully even the physical reality points to its origin to its true origin which is the aleph which comes before the base and which is revealed at a later point in time revealed 2 448 years later after creation with the word anohi so I don't know the full explanation of the last three words of this message but it says but what I do believe is the understanding of this message is you want to understand what this message is saying you want to know what the secret of this message is it's found in anohi it's found in the word means I it means the first of the Ten Commandments it's who created this world where does it start where does it get hidden where does it get forgotten and where does that memory return the memory returns through the children and those children will also forget may also forget may not may have a review Yeshua a great Taurus Sage who throughout his entire life is dedicated and and committed to learning and teaching Torah but there's also going to be the rebellious who doesn't learn till he's 28 and Arabia akibu doesn't learn until he's 40 but had that Foundation at the very beginning and had that recognition of who gave the Torah Shem give the Torah he's a nam on his the terrorist trustworthy the Terrace is has a true foundation each of these letters represent something at the beginning and something at the end never represent the fact that there will be a 2000 year Gauss the Jewish people will for such a long time for 40 years of his life when he's a little child he studied the toilet for 35 years of all the time however long it was he was in Carlos that's that's that's a long time that's half of an average person's life he was so 2 000 years the Jewish people could forget who they are they could be in Exile and forget about Earth's Israel not have the longing to return to Earth to the land of their of their Foundation where they relate to and connect Hashem in the truest way how could it be that so many people are far away for such a long time and yet they return in the end that's the secret of the of the of these letters of the months Park letters the secret is we are imbued we are infused with the aleph at the beginning and the beginning of gracious from beginning to end it's there it's inside of us it's dormant but it's waiting for that spark to ignite and be returned to the anoichi to the one to the to the one who is the eye of all existence to Hashem alephs the beginning the first the root the seed at the beginning of braces we need to have this message we need to know that Doterra was given 3 300 years ago but it remains alive today and there's a a Revival in return to the Torah there's a return to the place where the terrorists properly kept erits Israel the land of Israel that return is representative of or is represented by reply who forgot they forgot their they forgot their connection but they had it from the beginning they knew the power and the truth and the nemonas the true the incredible Integrity of the Torah and they're able to return to that integrity they were able to return they were able to find the letter at the beginning of their life and find that letter in the middle or end of their in the end of that Journey through this world I'm back to return back to the source the spirituality which imbues Our Lives with incredible meaning I want to bless you I ask you to bless me Hashem should help us as we begin this new year we should be able to return to the soul of who we are to the aleph we should be able to recognize the base pointing back to that Olive we should be able to recognize within ourselves the moments of inspiration that we've had perhaps as children or throughout our lives but find that new end and new beginning did become great become great leaders foreign that we should experience the true man's path the true revelation the end which is the beginning with mashiach with messiah's arrival speedily and then our days thank you so much for listening have a wonderful shamas this podcast was made possible through the gracious donations of listeners like you for more podcasts like this please visit www.regoldwag.com or search on iTunes Ari goldwag [Music]