Bitachon 53 - Trust in Hashem Every Moment

you're listening to the 53rd edition of the beethoven podcast and we're now going to begin a section in this safer uh which has a whole conglomeration of different sources on the mitzvot beautiful safer which you probably heard me mention if you've been listening for a long time here's a section here from robin uyna and it's based on the rabbino yana's comments in safer michele it's very beautiful and i'd like to share with you i've been he starts off with the pasuk which we know from madrid to adam trust in hashem with all of your heart don't depend on your own intellect and your own wisdom and your own understanding that we need to trust hashem with all of our hearts just checking the time try to understand with all of your heart believe shaolin with a complete heart hashem for real be real be real with your with your be talking a soul that desires perish what does it mean believe shalom with a complete heart means should believe in hashem with an amuno with a belief that is consistent that it's continuous but let me see pacquiao's and it's not one that you're mitlabet that you're unsure sometimes yeah sometimes no consistent amount and the moon it doesn't moon it's not the same thing as bitaken perhaps we'll speak about it but a moon is not the same as means that i believe it means that even though things are happening to me and i don't understand them they don't necessarily look good but i believe it's hashem i mean believe hashem is taking care of me it's going to be good in the end it's not the same as bitakin but a moon is possible to have at all times don't even understand why it's happening but i i believe that it's good it's that is for my good okay that's also what it means with all of your heart you should trust in hashem completely believe i've shown them with a complete heart believe it don't let any doubts into your trust so the last part of the puzzle is don't lean on your wisdom now what does that mean complete pitakan means that a person should trust in hashem don't trust in a human being that we've stressed numerous times it's easy to depend on others but it's also easy to depend on ourselves on our own efforts don't trust yourself don't trust your own power be sick to not say don't trust your own intellect and your own intuition even right okay um that's why it says do not lean on your intellect on your intuition nay it doesn't mean that you shouldn't trust your intuition it doesn't mean that you shouldn't try to see what's hashem want for me it doesn't mean i shouldn't try to figure things out it just means that shouldn't be what i'm trusting i trust my intuition no it's i trust hashem that is going to guide me is going to give me an intuitive thought that's correct for me but not that i'm putting my entire uh i'm leaning completely on myself or on others let's not do that many people make this mistake of trusting in their own intuition we talk about guru that's something that's more common not mistake that's what the posik is telling us even more so than trusting in your own strengths or in your own wealth don't over trust your intuition right it's common for a person who's intuitive i've seen this many times in myself and others that i trust my intuition even though my intuition is wrong okay my shameness second of all can we talk about being some trusting in intuition is also the second reason that it talks about being as opposed to as it was talking about wealth or or uh strength is because when we speak about a person's intuition it also includes those other things person gets an intuitive sense that i can trust in my wealth i can trust in my strengths because i beat up those guys before and when i had the money i i you know i was able to pay off the people needed to pay get paid off right so the reason i trust in those things is because of my of my intuition my intellect so the buzzing is telling us don't trust in your intellect because the intellect includes everything al cain here's your bomber that's what possibly says don't depend on your intellect the idea is that when a person sees with their mind with their intellect and with their intuition if i do this thing i know that it's going to succeed i just have an intuitive sense or i just intellectually i know that there are certain things that i do when i do them i have success don't think that way those thoughts that you wouldn't automatically think although don't depend on it called you to remember consistently and constantly that everything depends on if i'm going to have if i'm going to succeed it's not going to be because of my intuition that intuitive sense which there is a truth to it my intuitive sense is right right i had a certain sense i may have this one to be a yid i mean i had a feeling this was a good song this was good this is going to work but don't depend on it the puzzling is telling us doesn't mean you can't believe you can't trust it but don't don't lean on that all the way don't lean on that everything is in hashem's hands it says i'm sorry keep touching over here this microphone is not staying still the pasik says that hakadosh who at certain times will take the wisdom of a person and send him the wrong way with his intuition my intuition says do this but it's not the right thing really why because that kurdish broker wants me to see that it's not going to always work based on my intuition hashem wants me to know that it's up to him he decides it's hakabi deshame everything is in the hands of heaven many thoughts are in a person's heart etc right a person has many different thoughts might be the thought is correct might not be it's what hashem wants that ultimately is what happens mashem hashem is not building the house you can work until your face is blue but it's not going to get built and then marquis comas says and go ellis all of our actions are empty like says that those who are quick they're not necessarily going to get there quickly rather we know the famous story with the muscle with the the turtle and the hair venom says we have the feelings in the heart but who's the one that gives the fineness of speech that's a funny thing who's the one you know i'm writing a song i'm writing lyrics i'm speaking right now and the words are coming they're just flowing out right but who's the one who gives me those words it's not me i can stumble over my words i can not end up saying what i wanted to say the the words themselves that come even those words which i think are in my control those are also hashem's words that belong to hashem it says now we continue i don't know if we'll get through this entire thing let's see time allowing running out of time started in all of your ways no hashem and he will he will straighten your paths in all of your ways you should know him is every action that you want to take hashem for success you're walking along the street and you want to get to show hashem help little things that's what he's going to say it's an amazing thing we don't think about this per se oh i need a parking spot i shouldn't give me a parking spot that's that's a little hard you know it's not not really my control um help me at parnasso it's hard i'll show them you got to do it for me says no i need help in all the little things put your face on hashem with toshiba lovely get used to get in the habit of returning your heart to hashem hashem help me say this successfully help me say the words correctly help me translate it nicely help me have cane help me you know help me succeed kenapada even though you think it looks like the actions that you're taking are in your hands they're not they're not the pastor here which is the next passage from the pasek that we were just explaining previously this pasek is in chapter 3 verse 6 of michele proverbs so it's saying something more so it's possible to have a sense and a feeling that i trust in hashem it's on hashem's hands i'm not trusting in myself i'm not going to succeed without his help when it comes to the details when it comes to the little things that same person might not have you taken i don't know i'm gonna get home and there's gonna be food on the table maybe my wife will not be feeling well and she won't be able to make dinner what is that i'll be talking there how do i know that the money's going to reach my bank account the person who i just did a job for how do i know he's going to have the cash on him to pay me talking even these little things that i take for granted that's saying because be constantly thinking be constantly involved in be constantly bringing to your lips hashem help me hashem help me in every path every action that you do remember hashem mention hashem remind your heart remind yourself i have no power what i'm about to do i can't do i can't do it i can't accomplish it it's not in your hands it's only in the hands of hashem all that i accomplished is only up to him to lay and place your hope and your tsupiya is your longing your your you're looking at waiting for something to happen place all of that in hashem king david said in this regard i hope to hashem the hope of my soul right the nephesh is the animal's soul it's the part of the person that is the root of the desires so david amelok was able to habituate himself to constantly be hashem right he says this is an incredibly high aspect this is a very powerful aspect of when a person habituates himself in this way to so the soul will desire the soul will be able to it will become in our kishkes it will be in our in our nephesh in the in the in the depths of our beings this desire this be taken this sense that hashem is with us that hashem is going to help us so constantly constantly every moment hashem please help me with this i'll be talking hashem you're going to help me with this every moment every moment is another opportunity to be involved in me talking thanks for listening see you again next time