Bitachon 115 - From When I Was Born

you're listening to the 115th edition of the be talking podcast we continue in sukim into hilum they were collated by zundel me salanten says according to some Esther said this pasok season chapter 22 verse 10. you are the one who took me out of my mother's womb you're the one who guaranteed to me that I would have whatever I need as as I was suckling from my mother's bosom so it's a very powerful image Hashem is taking care of us from the very first moment of Our Lives Hashem has given us everything that we need all the sustenance that we need whether it's when we're inside of a mother's womb or whether it's when we come out and we're born and we're suckling Hashem is constantly taking care of us and it's true from the very first moment of our life and it continues on throughout our entire life excuse me I'll see you later somebody who turns to Hashem somebody who shows Hashem I trust in you Hashem will save him and how does a person have this trust how does a person know that this is guaranteed says David Ezra it's guaranteed because Hashem was the one who took me out of the womb Shane daslan over like kayak they're interesting laughs Hashem took us out of the womb and we had no Minds we had no power we were completely helpless we don't even remember those that that period of Our Lives I was just looking at my new baby Kenyan and thinking about how the experiences that he's having now while they are foundational and while every time we smile at him it it's powerful it's good for him but he won't remember any of it when he doesn't we don't remember anything from right after we're born but still we know that that happened that's the foundation of our life he brings here on the bottom again the the Dublin Market in his book safer I mean this and the Sharpie talk in the second chapter he expanded upon this concept because and he says that something that's newly created think about it the world's been around thousands of years we're in the year 5783. right the the world's been around it I don't remember what was that because I wasn't even here I didn't exist right and yet when a person thinks about the fact that he was created I didn't request to be created I didn't know I was being created it's just the kindness of Hashem um creates us he brings us into existence whether we are interested or not brings us into existence what is the purpose of our existence in order to recognize hashem's greatness to recognize the kindness of Hashem that's never ending it's appropriate that a person trusts in Hashem when you realize that Hashem brought you into existence you weren't part of the process you weren't part of the decision right but Hashem wants me to exist so I don't have to be worried foreign hey Hashem was the one who brought you into existence he's the one who decided that you weren't part of that decision here you are how did you get here Hashem brought you here how will you continue to have existence don't worry about it hashem's in charge he's the one who brought you here he's going to continue to give you existence just like a person didn't know he's going to be coming into existence you've been created something from nothing foreign so to now just step back don't worry about the things that it seems are going to give you continued existence don't worry about it Hashem brilliant existence is going to give you continued existence obviously Hashem brought you into existence without your participation Hashem is going to continue to give you existence and you don't need to be a participant in that either okay so that's the Domino market and that's how you same shot is in ibane Ezra okay let's see some more interesting ideas says the ivids why is it that I have so much faith in Hashem we spoke about last week and the week before we talked about hashem's kindness we talked about the the talking that we have the amuna that we have the trust why he's explaining why because I know about something you took me out of my mother's womb I'm Marshall commercial says I'm sorry it's not the IV it's it's the rabbin Maybe you took me out of my mother's womb now when a fruit when does a fruit fall from the tree the fruit falls from the tree when it's completely ripe when it's completely ripened it falls on its own the the expression of the fact that Hashem you took me out of my mother's womb what does it express it expresses the fact that you knew when it was the ripe time the correct time the time was ripe for me to be born into the world to come out of that dark place to come out of that and what did you prepare for me you prepare for me this very special and precious mother's milk which is very fine exactly appropriate exactly perfectly custom tailor-made for me at that tender age visoria right I can't provide for myself there has to be somebody to provide for me I'm a baby I don't have the ability to to acquire my sustenance so what is this show this shows that the the way that I come into the world the way that Hashem brings me into the World shows that I was created perfectly by by a Creator who does things perfectly who cares about me who who wants who gives me a tailor-made existence that's why he says you're the one who took me out from my mother's womb and Hashem is the one who guarantees to me Starbucks right it's it's like it's giving us this kind of perception of this kind of feeling a baby comes out of its mother it's like wow I don't have to do anything I just I just got whatever my mother was eating I also got sustenance from Emily as it were Hashem is promising Hashem has promised me altira don't worry about it I have prepared for you everything that you need you come out of your mother's womb and you think oh my goodness where will it come from I lost that connection where the food was coming in where's it going to come from relax Hashem says relax everything is ready for you and it's ready in just the right measure for your weak State your helpless state don't worry about it it's going to be good everything's going to be fine all right let's see the red doc we'll see a few more interesting beautiful things says there's something unique about us it must be that Hashem will save us why is it that Hashem will save us it's because we recognize this is a powerful Foundation of how we talking Works perhaps we could say be talking says the Red Dog Works because I recognize that Hashem has provided for me Hashem is taking care of me Hashem has given me what I need because of the fact that I thank Hashem we recognize and we know that the power is yours the power that we have comes from you excuse me I'll stay her aim shame you Hashem you guarantee a baby child who is receiving the milk from his mother's bosom you promised that child you take care of that child there's a promise your needs will be taken care of [Music] um there's a promise what's the promise that you the child right now you're dependent on others but you're gonna get stronger and stronger and eventually you won't need anyone to help you and provide for you your sustenance right now you're dependent upon your mother but don't worry ultimately you're going to have what you need we recognize this we recognize that just as it was then so too it is throughout our lives this is an incredibly great wisdom uh like we saw before everything is precisely prepared Hashem has programmed reality in such a way that we will see that we will see Hashem took care of me then Sean's gonna take care of me now this is just the way that things are so beautifully aligned so beautifully prepared for the person after they come out of their mother's womb they're going to have all of their needs they're going to grow they're going to have that that sustenance this proves that there's nothing that's just been micro it's not just Evolution and it just happened it's not how that this is not possible this must have been created and just like we recognize that you Hashem created this this whole system in order to provide for us foreign just as you prepared this sure this salvation for us when we were so small you continue to prepare salvation for us he brings here what is the idea here says he says it's appropriate they should answer my prayers you have taken care of me you have watched over me there was Divine Providence in every moment of my life in every detail the subtly muslimi when I was inside of my mother took care of me then that's what it means the first part of the verse foreign even though as we just said in the radar points this out as well this is the nature of the world I'm not like the fools who don't recognize that it's Hashem who provides everything for me because I recognize that everything that happened in my life is your kindness Hashem everything that happens is you're kind of because who is motivating mushroom you don't have to do anything you don't have to create me you don't have to provide for me and said Doctor Martin right I'm sorry the prosecutor that he's quoting is saying there's there's nothing that I deserve there's nothing that I deserve I can't earn hashem's love rashem's hashem's sustaining me because everything is a kindness everything is hashem's love so I recognize that everything that's going on in my life it was an incredible provenance every blessing that I say in the morning is to get in order to recognize all right say thank you Hashem for opening my eyes so I can see thank you hashan for helping me be able to get out of bed thank you for Hashem for giving me strength even though I was sleeping and I'm tired Daniel Hashem for renewing my strength thank you Hashem we constantly are going over these these gifts that Hashem gives us this is in order to recognize that all of my matters even though it looks natural no it's not natural there's no nature there's nothing natural everything is from the one above okay every one of us needs to recognize this song King David says I was dependent upon you from the womb it's not natural I don't I don't ascribe what's going on in my life from the moment that I was fashioned inside of my mother's womb until this very day I don't ascribe anything to Nature and to happenstance to this is the way the world rolls no it's all you it's all your Divine Providence it's all your word it's all your direct involvement in my life and just like you gave me the food I need in this world gum can be button so too in the womb of my mother you are my God just like you helped me then I ask of you now to answer my prayers as well it brings here on the bottom the first mention of Esther just took him according to the different proportion by speaking from the from the vantage point of Esther hamalka in another place there's an explanation as far as Esther and her request s where she says I recognize that you're helping me I recognize that you're saving me I recognize that you've given me so much good answer me now answer me now in my prayer now this recognition Esther's recognition that Hashem is taking care of her began way back from the beginning of her existence as far back as she could remember don't think that it's just now that I'm having trust in you Hashem because I'm in trouble right it's kind of you know when I have nowhere else to turn it's easier to to have you talking in Hashem there are no atheists and foxholes there's nowhere else to turn you know if I'm in in Mortal Danger it's much easier to be talking pastor says don't think that it's because I'm in Mortal danger that I'm turning to you now Hashem no I've been I've wrecked Hari Anakin it's not true yes the moment I was born I recognize that you're the one who brought me out of my mother's womb yeah she was she she was saying I had this recognition from a young age the moment I was born maybe in thinking about that it's not clear it almost sounds like she understood it even as a as a as a baby maybe it could also be that she's saying I recognize that afterwards that you took care of me the moment I was born and you gave me the mother's milk that I needed in order to survive I trusted in you from that you know I trusted in you way back when when I already had everything that I needed you were the one who caused the milk to form inside of my mother and Kane I mainly chemicals certainly if I understood that it was you back then certainly now that I've gone through life and I've had experiences answer my prayers because I recognize that it's only you who can help me and save me now so there's a reinforcement here a constant reinforcement how do I strengthen my mutation again it's by looking back and saying Hashem always took care of me Hashem took care of me from the very moment that I came into existence he gave me existence I'm still around aren't I that means that he wants me to continue to exist and I need not be afraid and I can be assured that I will be answering my prayers will be answered and I want to share with you one last thing which is really quite such a physic such a physic Ians I'm sorry okay I'm going to skip a few lines here what happens the baby comes out as we as you saw earlier baby comes out the baby is attached to its mother it has all of its needs provided for through it's belly button through this connection to its mother One Source clear paranoso everything that you need not you don't need to do anything hello right so it seems like I'm losing my partner so look they're detaching me from my mother how will I survive but it's the very Detachment as soon as all of the Pieces come out the baby is born the the baby is detached from its mother immediately like clockwork the whole system sets up the mother starts to be able to be manic to nurse her child the system is ready ready to go it's a muscle it's a it's an incredible analogy for us to think about and realize if a person sees that something happened to his paranasa person sees you know what people are not buying music anymore it's over people are not but they're just listening and streaming and you get a fifth of a penny a third of a penny per stream you can get a million streams and not make back the cost of the the production of the song it seems like you lost it was Hashem don't be upset or don't be so upset don't worry about it looks like you're disconnected from the previous source of your income of your paranasa of your sustenance but you need to understand and recognize and believe that there's a much greater source of parnassa that's about to come your way foreign instead of having one source of income now you can have two sources of income what's the One Source it's the it's the umbilical cord is a single source of of sustenance but now there are two sources the mother has two places where the milk comes out so there's a double paranoso that comes as a result of the first part also being being cut off commercial just like when it comes inside the mother the baby's inside of the mother he's sustained by a single Source okay [Music] so now there's two sources for sustenance Marty this is what the previous pasok is referring to go he's going to save you he's going to to prove that he cares about you button I can figure it out it looks like something's going on I'm losing something it looks like I'm losing that job but Hashem is something better for you foreign I lose that sustenance as it was before but he promises me that I'm gonna have double sustenance now PPO is paranosa and I'm going to have double the amount of livelihood there's a much greater sustenance and Hashem is preparing for me I need to be detached from the previous Source in order to get the new source thank you so much for listening we'll see you again next time