That's when he realized....

But I saw there I was amazed. He was supposed to be like a rabbi, whatever it is. And that's his reaction. It's a good question. I mean, let's be fair. Even today, if a kid comes to me, Abu Yeshiva, and says to me, listen, it's boring. Daving is boring. Learning is boring. I can't say to him, "What is this?" It's a good question. It's a fair question. I wasn't at all. I just know a bit about, you know, traditional. And I had the question, multiply it by a million. They kids ask they won't say it because it's passion. It's so sad that most of the don't have the answer. They have probably they have the same question also and never they look let's say like this I'll be very careful not making uh including everybody in but let's say it is a point that we have to relate to that people even if they don't say it because it's pas they feel that way and when you don't talk about things open as it is you can't grow. Wow. In anyways, I was this is 40 years ago. I'm 53 today. Well, I was 13, 14 then. But I ced one thing as a as a kid. If this guy that's his answer, I have a point. He has no answer. Ah, and instead of defending, the best defense is attack. So, you just realized that Yiddish is I wasn't so But but when I saw somebody supposed to uh uh be a religious person that knows his way and at least say to me, it's a good question. I have no answer, which is okay. It's fine. attacking this was me I said what's going on here I started and from there so why was it so challenging for you because you see a person that is supposed to uh um respect any other person's view even if it doesn't agree a b um not being so stressed by a very clear question which makes sense I told him routine is boring religion is routine heavy routine what am I supposed to do with So because it made you realize that this might be such a good question that it might throw off all your 14 years till now. That's why it was so challenging. I don't think I I I thought at that point I just saw it wasn't a one event but I was starting to see things. This was uh uh uh the strongest event was that says to me if this guy answers that way he was I won't say names. He was a known guy. Wow. If that's his approach and answer that he has no answer. Uhhuh. What are they covering there? What are they taking away from me? That's when you lost interest. So I started there. I started saying, "You have a good brain. Start shooting." Uhhuh. Anything that moves, start asking questions. I came from a good home. I have nice parents, very nice people, very kind people. I didn't come from a broken home with no money. Came from a good home. Okay. Okay. I didn't grow. I didn't know a new religion or that scaf not today.