He asked this from the rabbi

let's say the most challenging time in life what was it it depends on what age I remember one challenging age of 14 one in 18 one in 23 depends what would you say is the worst the 14year old okay what was it I came from a religious background not uh but I knew what religion was around Mitzvah I started asking questions I saw people around me having a good time had secular friends No Boundaries they had girlfriends they want to do anything they want to do they could do where did you live I live so it's a mixed City it's not like no no but for me all idea of religion was it's like it's a torture it's stuck everything's Like boundar rules he can't really enjoy life like aan the way you want and as a kid I didn't talk too much but that was a person that has a mouth and has a brain and I used to shoot from zero range so there was a rabbi that was teaching me something after B Mitzvah like said to me what do you feel about all this B Mitzvah said to him pretty depressing oh what do you mean I said what's up Mitzvah come on I'm a teenager I want to enjoy life religion is a boring thing anything you do is don't do this don't do this do this this or that he can't breathe unfortunately there's a lot of f people that look from with this and they feel the same uh yeah sure look if I felt this 40 years ago without being extra from just knowing about it multiply by a million 40 years after just 200 Generations after and people that grew in a closed society and were raised uh just with boundaries without love inside which is not the Jewish way but this is what happens and there it's not is too long yeah too long and painful yeah definitely so when I asked him this he was like s what I was I was very extr said why why is theem preventing us to enjoy life so do you asked the rabbi that was hired to help you with the reading of the Torah the Mitzvah yeah so every even secular people they hire someone for the MIT yeah they take somebody to do it but I was like saying I said I said him I said to him listen God is is preventing us from enjoying life as it is I mean and did he have an answer his answer was guess what no way lucky for him and for me I backed off in the last second I was black belt not then I used to do la martial arts from the age age of eight really yeah and uh I like I was like what is this I said to him he said to me how can you talk that way you ask the question bear the answer that's how they used to answer yeah no if you ask a question you have to bear the answer you can't ask a question not let me answer if you wouldn't say anything so be it but if you asked me a question so he said to me not everything is is not allowed I said not everything what is fun is not allowed rest is fine