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Ari Lesser - Grandma - Mother's Day

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you stopped eating food didn't even try you were tired of living so you chose to die way across the country and never got to say goodbye when i heard the news all i could do was cry i had tears falling from my eyes like rain drank a whole bottle of wine to kill the pain when i realized i'd never see you again memories of you began to flash through my brain your face will light up as i walk through the door i wish i could have seen you just once more but i should have made a better effort before now you were gone and it hurt to my core could barely believe that it was true far from my friends and family morning you my last grandparent only one i really knew i was so alone and there was nothing i could do i felt sorry for myself but now i finally see you needed help to eat you needed help to pee life wasn't worth living so you chose not to be trapped in a dying body now your soul is free i'll always remember how you cook and taste you're loving that your warm embrace and though i'm gonna miss seeing your smiling face and in my heart i know you're in a better place so i'm still sad but it's not half as bad and i want you to know that i'm so glad that you raised me and you raised my dad and i'm very grateful for the time that we had if i could bring you back well maybe i would i'm gonna miss your grandma you were so good you never did me wrong i always understood and loved me more than anybody else ever could and when i think of you that's what i think of is what you were about when push comes to shove so if you're still on earth or when heaven up above in your honor i will spread love cause you showed me what love was really worth and filled me up with loving ever since my birth so now it's my turn to do the reverse and spread that love all over this earth your love is with me everywhere i go at every single show and every single flow i didn't get to tell you that before you died so i hope you can hear me i pray that you know i'm speaking from my heart i'm being sincere you mean so much to me you are dear wherever i travel your love will be near so even though you're gone you're still right here