[Re-release] Tishrei With The Rebbe with Rabbi Yisroel Noach Vogel

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In addition, if you've benefited in any way from a monk podcast and would like to give something back, you can do so today at.org/donate. Thank you, Rabbi Vogel, for making the time to have this discussion. >> Thank you. Okay. So, I felt it would be appropriate to leave the am that is listening to the podcast with basics. And what I mean by basics is tish is the time where one of the primary focuses of is uh with the and that everything that that entails and that the experience and the best way to do that is to speak to that have experienced it and know how to give it over and I think that's very beneficial for me personally and for thousands of people throughout the world. uh whether they know that it's beneficial for them or not, maybe this will help in that effort. >> Sounds like a plan. >> Yeah. >> Okay. >> As of. >> So, I think you could, you know, I I'll think what what we can do is start off just going through in a chronological order. So it's the first time I was here for they have asked >> yeah they asked not to take more than one not to ask for anyone else. So then I think that stopped the asking for someone else but they gave numbers and the thanked the bad afterwards because of numbers it came easier. There was numbers for lak. >> Yeah, that year anyway >> you got a ticket. >> Yeah, a ticket with numbers. You say it went easier because if you know what number you are, you you're less hesitant, you know, you go. So it it made it made it faster for the Reb and the Reb would always tilt before. So the Reb would the the tray of cake tray loads of trays would be inside the room and for every person the Reb would take a piece and give. They would look take a piece but each person they would look at them turn into his room take the pieces you know backwards and forwards they claim this I heard once a sara that person there was not like a a waiter a server you know serving food but it was a lot easier when later after so the trays in front of the was just >> giving from the tray >> thing was like that Yeah, it seemed like you know is not giving you he's not a server giving food. He's like >> right >> but it came easier. >> So they had the train in front of the >> train in front of the driver gives you peace. It doesn't have to turn that much and >> so it went to a certain extent it went faster. So whatever you stood in line for and you have the two sudas then you come back to push for a catch a place for um the braha to the bahim. Okay. After the braha downstairs >> after a braha to an they say the didn't those years the reb didn't like the microphone this was years that it went like that to the microphone should take it away >> the whole thing changed because it used to be >> used to be me was the first time was ah >> then became a and a regular >> then became a long I think >> in the early would get on top of the table. Yeah, that's a >> pictures of it. >> Yeah, there a video of >> a table. Whatever. It's higher. >> It went up onto something. Yeah, it could be. I heard it there was a table, but afterwards um it became a me I think was a like over an hour. >> Yeah. >> Ara like people barely had time personally to go run home and come back. You know, you want to go to mikvah before again. It was like then I remember the braha. So um after the braha so I mean they held the microphone at the side and as the reb went to the side of the standender and as he closed his eyes see the braha then they put the microphone close. who's holding it whoever it was casin maybe was holding it close to to on a stick so he doesn't have to be close to the you know and uh the tone is different tone of is different than I think they ever stressed that many years And right after that ran upstairs to Kul catch a place for the braha >> for the >> for the bah. So I ran out and um I came you know the time said they're opening the door a certain time. It was I think 15 minutes before mention because they don't want too much pushing. There's a whole other story. I'm not going to get into that now. There was years and there ever complained that the Baham pushed for so long that they they didn't have time to eat. >> Yeah. Because the bakim were waiting saying amal was open and people were sit there the whole day >> and the rabbi was not happy about that not eating but you know because they're hopping a place. So they made a rule that the doors locked >> right. So the open up like 15 minutes before >> and that's the whole thing where everyone stampedes into into the room. Yeah, >> because was another thing. So you started use when the kepper moved first it wasn't there of his room for the first 10 years, nine years until it became impossible in there. What happened was the light switch went on and off. So um the m disturbed the next year went out to get in. there's more room standing there and on the stairs until moved into the so it's like every 10 years they had to make a change cuz it's impossible and I just want to describe what's like when I describe it going into the kipper and uh people just coming in and coming in and coming in and they took out all the furniture the only piece of furniture which was left was like two tables or four tables in um what do you call it soften side I would say next to mascus where the reb came in so they had the rubbish stander on top of the tables to put a carpet on top of it also and there would go up and stand on the tables besides that it was place is empty only the bimma which they I think they couldn't take it out >> has bimma >> no not just the the bimma >> it was stuck in the form >> it was too big to go out of the door. I don't think they could move it. >> So, they put it near the second door, you know, near the kazin. I think it was there and guys would stand on there. But besides that, there was uh empty and there's like six huge fans. I mean, the air conditioner there was not strong enough for such a three huge fans on both sides. makes such a noise, but you need it just to blow the air through and just place is just filling up and filling up and filling up and filling up. And I'm short, so I'm trying to catch my hat cuz my hand's like this and I catch my hat and the place is getting fuller and fuller and fuller and I feel my hand is like squashing my chest like it's hurting. I I felt like, you know, the I don't know. I managed to move with a drop. It's crazy. You know, pushing pushing and pushing. It's not pushing. It's just squashed. And the guy right next to me, don't forget, he got standing in lines. Wherever there's a a centimeter of space, you know, there's somebody there. And the guy right next to me, his hands were down. And there's no way he could pick his hands up. And, you know, shvitzing this his glasses just slid off. and they fell down. It doesn't go onto the floor. It dropped down over here. He says, "Do me a favor. Could you put my glasses on?" So, I'm like, you know, barely able to move my hand. Then I pick up his glasses. And managed to hook it onto this ear, which is close to me, but I can't reach the other ear. I tried a few times and it's like in the end, he said, "Forget about it." Hook you do. There's nothing you can do. You know, it's like >> your hands are wherever they're locked. you you could not pick your hands up your eyes are squashed. I mean like no moving. Then there became a sh never came in. As soon as it ever came in they unplugged all the fans cuz you wouldn't be able to hear a word. So they unplugged all the fans then it got hot but it uh whatever the there wasn't able to see anything but at least I'm in the same room as you can hear. Yeah, I could hear. I could hear. I can't say I caught the braha because I wasn't used to this type of pushing. Takes a different type of concentration to be able to listen even though there's pushing. But the words are very interesting. you listen over to the recording afterwards like the was the first year the Reb allowed a speaker. So they hid the microphone under the stander. There was a speaker in the hall and maybe in the start started using the hatser >> could hear something. I think the was for the younger bakim. No >> that started later then should be >> so those years was every bak was >> yeah that's why I was a young bak was 15 so the whole thing I was there >> the whole thing that only the older >> only after started >> then they changed the sedime when I came I was in the outside was disaster and the the pushing there for an hour before and even that doesn't help me because I'm not good at pushing and I found myself on the outskirts could not and also there came out very Tashim came out I don't know maybe 10 uh I don't know 7 minutes 10 minutes after they came out very late and the whoever was inside they disconnected the microphone because they thought it's they thought you know it's going to be already so there's no microphone there spoke louder than usual they heard there's no microphone no speaker and there spoke louder than usual I just heard in the I just heard hum of Durb's voice all I remember at the end I heard oh can you hear that then I heard clearly besides I couldn't hear a word but they recorded it they say whoever held the held the tape recorder so he said whoever finished two and a half minutes in forkia okay rely on him tape came out so obviously it was in forkia and there's a recording but uh you hear crying in the middle of one of the was screaming I don't know he was on top of the roof the you know didn't have but the beams were there >> and he was on top of the beams and he was like I don't know what happened some screams so there was stopped in the middle >> middle of the >> in middle of the >> but um is talking what's going to happen but one of the things that came out from then that they would block the suka also no more than 15 minutes before lmanion should have shouldn't have pushing like that like there was >> pushing for an hour it's crazy >> before y >> before kipper I mean you know what different uh for me the best was mdalat I was ready from the age 22 and the kutza could be in the back room. Sheni was the best. They took out that window where the swarm is are and uh they put in all the benches from the from the Z into the put planks of wood on top of them. So you're standing high was so high. I could see so well. >> That's interesting. That's the best place >> for me that was the >> unless your mom is in front. >> Yeah, for me that was the best. So mama should be able to see and the Reb came in for some reason. And I don't know why they put a a microphone in front of the reb was like why you putting a microphone there? I mean as every went up the stairs and he came to onto the table sees a microphone right in front of the stem there and like stopped and you know like made his shoulders like what is this? There's a video of it and immediately bakar came out and >> so what's the problem is yik >> there wasn't yontik but it's um for after mention >> righth okay >> so like so immediately baka jumped up and pulled down the microphone but there was another hidden microphone under the standard I don't know what he was trying to prove but whatever but there's a recording but I'm saying you shouldn't have done that put a microphone there some years later I would pull the talis over his face and some years just left um >> his talis on top just without putting it down but it always felt very special the braha to the bahim the mahas to the bahim in a way like uh I don't think it was another yas during the year to bahim like that okay later is clawless that's to tell me them from outside New York helps in America. In the first year the Reb said the Reb started it the premise for doing it is the Reb said so this is the that's basically what it is >> there's a very very special feeling from that and Kipper itself is very peaceful as a calm you know especially the night of Kipper the good name I very calming >> hel because after the brah I didn't till I got down and I didn't see much but >> there was which is kind of interesting thing it's a separate story but I probably printed once I don't know cuz a few days before in kippa the the Arabs went into um Mars Aino they destroyed the place I think they ripped up two and they were mish and there I was very upset about it they say this is written down with gash jacobson when he went by the reb on kipper there told him it's still before see if you can get some more details what happened over there and it seemed to bother very much continue talk about it both um whatever means and then uh by day and braces but there was a a whole hemsha but it began in iniper the night of iniper so after ding you see tm usually there would go out afterm stood maybe half hour after the finished was the cousin for for tim but after he finished he didn't go especially fast but the reb seemed like he was going very slow half hour after the finished was still saying tam and uh again the during kipper day there's not much happening the didn't even have m on on day >> so by um so there's nothing much happening during the day is like the lowest key point of the >> yeah no to be a whole day with it was >> it's peaceful and then did a few times >> but after I mean I loved um yeah there would go Yeah, there's a certain >> so by this know there was a certain house >> that and wants to know what time is keanu >> you know >> but it's a I love the way that especially then um then after the break or during the break start hopping places for the march because that was the the highlight this time as the middle of the tam and something happened with the kids I don't know exactly what and the turned and he asked the asking he misunderstood he thought that wants everybody to leave the area of the so he screams and tell everybody to go away and then they understood that the kids who were there they wanted them to come onto So a bunch of kids maybe there 30 40 kids exactly and they stood near the wall. Now usually when the reban so he bangs with his left hand on the stander so the whole could see but here because the kids are standing on the right so with his left hand the rebanged on the stander with the right hand he turned to the kids I think it was heno but at sure that they were made to them very strongly with his hand to the kids they should sing and um at the end of um sim shalam after sash The reba asked the kazin to wait and the reba asked to all kids under braitz who were able to dav should come to his place started a whole and in the back I was like more near the so the message didn't get there exactly heard the start kids you know even before I remember and on the table which is blocking the island from pushing too close to the bam standing on holding kids and they have to send them back to the parents because they're one of the only kids who could dav. >> Mhm. >> And they're waited but they say that the rebels then crying. I heard in the name of Rab Groner he never saw the crying like that like five minutes sobbing and uh one of the kids who was there says uh he saw the crying like that. He started crying. So there heard him crying there looked at him and smiled but um and after all the kids gathered started a V volcano I mean I would say there wasn't that dry eye in the sh it was like you could sense something happening in volcano again you know as years went on there would say the sing of volcano by over and over. >> Mhm. was like uh by by the time was like five times by the fifth time there was throwing himself backwards and forwards you know and the island was like and after volcano right so then the kadesh on the march so the um so here because all the kids are there so they were grown instead of having the kids should push around the reb from all sides. So you pull the rebber stander all the way to the left. So the kids are near the wall and but only on one side of the reban. So you know cuz it's so the chair was right at the edge of the bimma closest to the then stand there. I didn't noticed this punct. So somebody told me he said he put the chair with the back of the chair to the so that it went like this. He should turn the chair the other way so the reb should be able to get up on the chair. >> Napoleon's march. >> Yeah. >> And he comes to Napoleon's march and there goes like this his hand on the stander. They should um start singing. And then it was standing and there was straightening his talis straightening and straightening and straightening. He looked to me like there was it's hard for him to go up. I don't know. A long time it's just straightening his tunnel. Straightening straightening. Finally, the Reb put his left hand on his right hand on the stander and stepped up onto the chair and a little bit the Reb waved his hand backwards and forwards a few times and then there went down. It's like very short. Even though I'd never been there before, it still sounded to me like it was short. Lifier what I heard from previous years was lot longer. >> Long. Yeah. I mean the I remember later years I don't know not sure what year they started putting the stairs there. It's a lot safer for the Reb. They put the stairs I think mealant. Anyway, the Reb went up on the one of the stairs. I just remember that sear there was most of there was the talis was covering their face completely and there would clap like almost from inside the talis there was a mic electricity in the air you know it's like the the island was like the march was unbelievable and he said this time was short and I'm not getting to but no we're getting there now so then this matim and there was a you know three times >> I think it was almost always was >> and the last few years was um >> by the way was the only time that the made people fast a little longer >> because of this thing with the kids >> otherwise there was very mak they say the the reb would have a watch on his stander >> right >> so he shouldn't go over the time >> and um no the the later years it was um Reb started singing his father's name >> father's name >> and also and also the reb would come into with his hat right >> yeah most times even though I heard that me I wasn't there I was by I heard that me hey the actually walked into me with a talis not with a hat so right after I reached his place asteroa Um the flapper they were call flapper >> flapper. Yeah. >> So he said so he said yes I guess he was thinking >> they would always say they even say some was having heart attack. So there was can't they bring the vehicle yet always >> and then the would um the would take the hat off and put in the in the drawer and stand there and take it off. >> Yeah. >> Okay. >> There's different there's differences from the year when they would put on his hat. >> Some years they take it off till after the till after >> and later years started putting on early sometimes even by cave ready put on the hat. Um and the thing that writes in this would come into and he writes schlapp remember correct and if I remember correctly this to come with the recorded by the with that word schlapp but it's interesting in the spoke about it one of the sudas also that the a year which I guess there was especially meticulous in writing down the fre on hagus says from his talis was not on top of his head. So even though in Zmani his ears people cover the put the talis on the head here the freak didn't the says I didn't know if there's a meaning for barabim or not so I didn't write it in hug him but nevertheless it's a >> right >> then the reb will go upstairs and be kana >> what be kesana >> yeah was outside there is there's a picture actually wrote on Um smiling. I don't know exactly what happened. And the Reb wrote in the back of the picture. >> That's the one from down >> could be >> that the angle is from down. >> Yeah, maybe was smiling because of his angle. I don't >> Yeah, there's a story about it. >> I don't know what's prepare for the new year. 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And it's a daily thing through the money is physically dispersed on your behalf twice a day before and before and before. And when it's actually physically given encourage everyone to take care of this as early as possible before so the year starts with this with the complete take a minute right now calculate the number of days of this year count up your family members and head over to myanhashana.com that's my yn han.com to secure your daily seducka and continuous for the entire year to come. Okay, fine. So, we're move. So, now we have uh the >> which is everyone's is only the first day, >> right? Um again before meas those days were quite unevent uneventful I would say um >> before oh you see because the >> when the changed and >> you didn't see the changed didn't see the too much >> so now we get >> never came up >> okay so now we get to the highlight of >> at least in my view >> but I want to go over uh whatever The first time I came to the Reb was day after. >> Mhm. >> It seems like the Reb started on Yuan Haga. The day after Yam they were started to go to the oil. So the day after every Y >> every Y besides Rashana because it's didn't go on a fast day but um day after in Kipper there went to Lav. So I remember when I came to some so they said actually somebody picked us up from the airport and said then the already done was in the aisle already went home so we're not going to see the reb that night. So the first time I saw the base but uh and there went also and from then on I think all the years from the would go through. So um um I just described the I described it in the the forerunner for the >> the original my first 24 hours by the reb was like whatever it's interesting I think I think it's archived you can get online I think anyway seeing the first time my father admitted to me when the rebba came into he was looking at me not not at the he wanted to my reaction. But uh funny thing is I'd never seen a video then a film of the Reba before I came to the Reba first. So I'd never seen they were walking or anything. I saw pictures but I never seen a video. So I see they're walking in downstairs. It's tishary. So all the would be downstairs besides from Zimatra also started to be downstairs during t you know the big island it wasn't hard to ask the rabban says that I noticed through the years cuz I remember one time a bus of tourists came half the bus was boys half bus was girls I don't think they were from but they asked those girls in the in the bus So the rebound downstairs even though it's quite empty but it wasn't hard to ask the reb to down downstairs was an excuse down downstairs even you know hey did I not down cuz I'm big island anyway um so the downb came into remember seeing there for the first time I would say it looked different than I ever saw the reba before though after that I mean before I didn't see after it His face seemed like glowing. It was like I don't know it's different look and there goes this place but some gle during ashri not sure when that stopped I think after me >> I discussed this on a different podcast with someone I don't think we came up with an explanation but had this hug >> yeah put on the show and then later the snapped that >> and to come in with a on >> then only and Um, okay. I'm going to cut out a few details. I have to go through every single detail. They're just seeing seeing the right after Mina River turns around and goes over to Ardesh touches the paras and freighten led the photographer was there. That was his first year. First year's official uh photographer. >> Mhm. So the asba saw him standing there next to give him a beautiful smile and I see you know I have to learn the han I see the smiles everybody smiles and there walked there was going and somewhere near the bimma in the middle of the shul suddenly stops stopped everybody ran over there by the time I got over there the was already out of the sh but the reb asked then bakar who's taking pictures let's go in tanya height how much tany I mean when I went over there I heard him tell you asked me if you know this is an English guy you want like another >> no American bak eight years later spoke about it I asked him if he learned so photograph same >> maybe I don't remember that one. >> No, but this this was like did this a few times. >> Yeah, but this was like about >> it's referring to that time. It's eight years later speaks about it. >> There's a video walks in. >> Yeah. >> Straight over the summer time. >> Yeah. That morning. Yeah. >> Yeah. The morning. What's interesting there ask the person who's holding the f the camera not the one who's holding the video. >> Interesting. >> Personally I feel that video you have more to learn. One of the things never says you took a picture yesterday took a picture day before why you taking a picture again. What are you going to get from it? So don't hog which people um they write down they saw such an hog a different hugger but what do you get from just taking a picture again? That's what there was. So I don't know my own boy when it comes to videos there was not so against it because a video does have a >> you know that there's something more you could learn from >> and I'm thinking about them theorizing about this more there was opposition from the for pictures and was told but video >> so there are mentions in that about >> right video later when uh and Krinsky went to start the videos. I mean and was doing the videos in I think liked it >> even though in that also there was satellite. >> Mhm. >> Didn't say the didn't say it in a positive way. >> Mhm. I remember one of Hild Krinsky I think it was you know the one who started gem and he was like uh or maybe it was Freedman one of them anyway one of the family was saying uh the first time there mentions a satellite wasn't positive >> publicly yeah >> yeah so like anyway so I was just saying that this what happened that first I mean I was there that night there was between and it's the last time was that at So my father asks I'm a client are you going to so says you just came you already wanted to go to but later later years I found out it was an >> before and afterwards >> no no be first you hear and then you go to even the first the bakim who came before and they wanted to go to as soon as they arrived and the freed said after shabas They were wondering and Robbie Simpson then he explained he said now we don't hear we don't hear the Indian shout first come this and then you so maybe that was the Indian didn't have this that year because our ticket was the day after is there was no way we could change it so um we're talking and uh and um my father's asking for the was nothing to already there was already my he's going to the so I didn't have but the point because of that my father sent me the next year for so I was another >> because you didn't have >> because I didn't have then so >> I came the next year so I had >> just by yourself >> yeah I mean yeah I went to room by myself I was twice and very short but Um what are we up to? So um so that night was so I remember the discussing if the um usually afterb come at 1:00 in those years but because to go to the because it's so come at 12:00 and they were right. I already told you before about the the gl so I'm not going to repeat >> but me b me b me b me b me b me b me b me b me b me b mentioning gl I'm not going to repeat it again >> and that night was came back from we came back from so the downstairs till the end of there would always be a break between even though was late was after but nevertheless there was always a break between after mandal mandala did that change and they started having together and even shabas by faban if it was late also m together that's a new han started el mal so after mad went upstairs to his room and there was media that may be I think 9:15 whatever and then a courts of faban usually a courts of fabangan meant 2 hours bar two, two and a half, excuse me. Um, so comes in and uh I told you already before about when I said first time. Okay. Anyway, first timer said that he wants all to go to um especially to show that in the world. So arim should go and beus so to show that wherever he is he's comfortable he's so especially should go to all the different places it's a big then going to >> be the other place stood up by then they were giving out dollars it's the first time getting dollars from the reba I mean kissed So I went over by the time I went over in the early years of dollars by Fabangan it would still be in the middle of Fangan and the Tristan would go around and give dollars it was hard to climb over the people and especially I wasn't used to it when I came to the gave me a pack of dollars but as soon as I went off somebody says to me everybody has dollars already take for yourself and uh give me the rest I'll give back to Mosc curious cuz especially there were loads of takist. >> Mhm. >> And I tried to squeeze back inside and it was a interesting um and the said to a few to whistle remember is next to me and he's whistling. I think the sent two one after another to whistle by the third nan he's still whistling. He has his eyes closed and he's whistling with all his kayak and looked at him and smiled. He was like in a different world. Anyway, the end said um like sing going out of gus started and stood up and made a very wasn't very unusual in those years but it was still an interesting uh thing. That's already the night before sukus and sukus used to be a peaceful yont once upon a time before it was the only real night was the second night sukus. Besides that it was um >> why the second night? Second night is always for it was a moment thing officially. The second night of sukas is because in migrants. So the second night was always loads of herangas. Remember the was a big always a big fang. The house where I was staying remember was uncle. So he used to come to that suka always for ring and um anyway. So um I remember just uh the second night every time most times when there came in that sukas they were saying and there came in there on the way to his place and start my or it was second night sukus they were singing and there comes to his place or puts down the turns around him start clapping turn around to the was like wow it's like a really exciting it's very unusual that a regular did like that but did that every that was they say because of what happened afterwards and there wasn't with that was unusual but even also there and um I'm going to remind myself now but and there's every especially before mar so one of the tong and there comes in it's you look the video it's on the tishary video of it which gem came out gave out the black and white one there's a fraen video but it's not that good the black and white one push focuses on the you see the is seriously happy it's like hard to explain it's serious for >> that's the particular thing I mean that looks like what the Reb looked like on some that the Reb's shoulder slightly as he's clapping and and as turns around Nigan's over and Hakus used to be the same way soon as turns around then Ligan's over. Hak is over. >> General is >> Yeah. >> They say one of the not sure why >> they say one of the gimmel maybe early lads. So there was upstairs came into and seeing Allahb got up on his chair and for 10 15 minutes. They say whoever was there will not forget it. People saying ah I missed it. I was there or there, but everybody remembers that. >> I think it has something to do with the the with the niggan. >> I don't know. I'm saying >> I mean you could say a bunch of that really liked like >> also it also works very well musically. >> I don't know like I use >> I thought about it over the years like what's what's this thing? >> I wouldn't know why but anyway that's but there's a bunch of liked. Also is one of the nugim that um Mavich sing it by hakafus one of the >> mhmala um shin where's the others not too many more the hakas but that was change the sometimes that changed it especially when he danced by himself in the later years um but general Generally I say sukus is a peaceful yont I'm not going to go into the second night ladv was a strange thing it ped from the second night of sukus it poured until pa almost did not stop raining I don't remember a single meal we were able to eat was like run in with your coat and eat fast and go out it was pouring the whole time and it's settled from the it's printed >> that somebody asked how can you have the name of sim If you if you um was such a mat of raining and it says in the Mishna said you're ready also they say even though it's raining say it was pouring came in said loud so should hear you say even though it's raining also said inside right >> so there in the settle the says since you're ready that day so it can't be that the doesn't accept your sitting in the exact it's the discussing it's hard to understand this because we do continue to also whatever it's >> I think that year they did they didn't they didn't eat but Yeah, whatever inside >> actually hasha knight >> I think someone was describing a menal and he was heard his head out I heard about that >> night so after till announces because the sent over somebody suggest here so I wasn't there you know my friend I was a young boy my father took me home to sleep I have to tell him but the guys went into the suka bring it's pouring and they say before the went home they would go home would go home by shak so the looked inside the suka and saw ranging and the said agra >> mhm >> anyway so it was raining so much the sherba the reb gave out lak next to his room >> and not in the suka >> so I got lak next There was room. 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So we're standing it's waiting the khazen he didn't know or whatever the reason was he screams landas the meaning is that you put back the cifera and as you put him back scream the khazan screams landas and everybody else repeats the pock and here he scream mandas and there's this big in his hand that returns to him like what are you doing so that was uh when the island finished going around the bimma so the himself as He turns turns around there started himself she like uh unusual anyway uh you see okay let's get some as I said Sukus was um peaceful then till and I remember um uh And Jacobs called me up the first time and said describe was the end of the maybe not so much the end if I describe tish for no problem I'll describe tish I'm speaking about comes to susta he's interviewing me on the phone I said I can't describe he left me alone the next year he calls me again he says you have to help me nobody wants wants to talk about some everybody asked. They all say we can't describe I said you know I'll try as much as I can but it's indescribable. So I I usually give the three and I say very brings down explaining the they said the first time he was alter used to do hakus first by himself the family and then he would come out to the whole so the hakus the alter himself said the whole he was kaz like for the whole and he was kazen for every hakafa repres I started to have a little understanding what a yid must have felt felt like when he went to migdash the first time I had such a understanding that's one one Indian another Indian I'll tell you like this there's say kar had a whatever about had a dream who had already passed away came to him in the dream. So who's in this world says how is it up there? He says very good to a shabas. So wakes up he's wondering what do you mean? He thought to himself like this. It says Shabas is so by every person Shabas is of his but when you come to he invites you to his shabas his is more than your whole >> I was thinking the same thing. The Reb invited us into his and that's probably maybe whatever the reason why you can't describe it. You push it you felt like you're in a different there's certain times where people tell you that or even the moment you're getting a dollar from the Reb you suddenly in a different dimension time has a different meaning over there everything has a different meaning. So by the rabbi has this the rabbi invited us into his his now they printed in I think it was a book called whatever not articles just articles from people about the I don't have the book but I saw in that article somebody writes like this an Israeli um you know >> reporter >> reporter so he writes like For years I've been hearing that you can't describe. Now I'm a reporter. My job is to describe things until one year I decided I have to go there just to describe. But what should I tell you? He says he's writing this in his article. He said, "What should I tell you?" The first time I see something you cannot describe. What should I tell you? The describe the bleachers of the bakim up to the ceiling jumping up and down. shall describe to you the tuatis of thebigan. None none of this will give you the the atmosphere the the the a which there is you can't he said first time my life I see something you cannot describe and I'll tell you something else when I was on to come he's uh he tells him for whatever reason it was one year he was here says he said when he saw He says and he asked surely how could I prevent my son from experiencing the same the same experience he says he traveled specially to the rebba another time I figured that was sim whatever I traveled to the reba specially just to give my son the opportunity to be by the rebus I don't know it's a kite whatever but I'm standing feeling >> it was amazing just to hear that from him and after saying that you can start explain describe whatever you can describe you can't you can't describe I'd say most years you know before the comes in the night of I mean it's all the same they go into different differences basically um my would be at 7 7:30 would start at 9:30 :30 after started at 9:00. Same thing with they try to make things a little easier to make the half hour earlier. But in general, I'm describing they're coming into which is more than so a lot of the years that I remember was 10 years in the later years. So generally it's saying um Uh yeah. So there be a circle people dancing. Once it got full there is no room to dance and people you know singing on the place and the comes in and they make a shill for the come through and there is mid comes in a sther everybody I've spoken to says the same thing you know usually comes with a sther puts down there but everybody remembers puts down his sid with both hands to no end. And then the Reba turns around. Hey yeah. And suddenly the whole 770 is like one sticktick. It's not separate people anymore. Everybody controlled by the Reb's hands by the Reb's movements and everyone's together. It was amazing feeling just all together. And then there was I mean uh there was scream ataresa the recording there is from mashik from the is nothing compared to that. >> Well now we have another recording. Yeah, it's I don't know if it's I'm sure it's not Loratson. I don't know should be mentioned in public or not but the the the way the reb that you could hear the reb over most of the sh there was screamed so loud I remember people even saying I wasn't here but the people saying the way the reb in the beginning was screamed ata also allares is loud comes to it's like way And then after each night and dayb say the karata three times that's a letter from rash to the rebba asking the rebba to continue saying theata. >> Oh so that the letters to continue it. >> Yeah that's if I remember correctly. >> I thought I thought I remember that it was like okay interesting. >> I thought I thought his accent there were to continue. >> Okay. They say people have been saying that they used to add a ho there itself sometimes. Yeah. Sometimes not on hakl. >> Yeah. >> But then they figured out was only one time that they added on hakl >> right. >> So maybe the other times because of the interesting um they printed um they printed hakafus you know to everybody should have copies. They put that in. >> They put it in didn't say it. I remember did not say it. >> Anyway, then to go to the first and they would go to go to the middle. Whoever was close by would wishbain reason people would say that. So the reb should say gamatim. One time by day they lose. >> It can be for the debas for yourself. We're all uh we want to cash in as many brahas as we can. >> Yeah. >> So, one year I actually kissed the safety while there. I was holding it by day. By day was less people. >> So, there day was less people and by night. >> By night was like remember the first time I was there trying to catch a place I got the most dangerous place in uh Latv was between the Russians and the Frenchies. was a little closer to the Russians in the middle of night sh also in the middle of the no one of the I blinked I'm telling you one second they were there 200 300 guys just one second they're there next second they're not there all jumped down again they landed on top of one baker had to give them oxygen before lad they used to be near uh in the middle where they're with dance two huge bottles of oxygen the green you know whatever you call them >> metal yeah labelki standing next to them like they have to give them oxygen this bah was like and they see one bakar standing there the ventures are empty you know suddenly they all clear cleared out went to the hakafa and they see one bach minus his hat minus his jacket minus one shoe he bends down picks up two titets is also a business pocket. They were wild, those guys. Anyway, the Russians had from one of the beams on the window of the vibes inside. So, he had a rope. So, the last guy cuz it's a drop. So, he had a rope there to hold on to the equipment. >> Everybody had their own at those years. I don't know why they would block the Kingston vibes. So if there's any ladies in there, they couldn't see a thing, but I was on top. I had my sweater on because the air condition was blowing right onto me. So I turned it, you know, the flaps should blow somewhere else. So I said, "What are you doing everybody? Don't close it there." So I'm not closing. I'm just turning it like freezing. That was good. I mean night number 12 comes in who was quiet and turns around and then remember the roar of the crowd like began um what should I say before hakafus I don't know I was there for the first time my father whenever I sat down with my father on first table opposite the Reb came we didn't go to I didn't even I don't know if I knew about it or not doesn't make a difference I was there it's the only time I saw the kdesh by night came in he made kesh so I suddenly realized I see the like sitting or holding the kis and suddenly I see the going lower so I guess the was like sort of on his knees He wasn't sitting. >> He didn't want to stand. No, the whole >> kesh. >> He didn't want to make the whole stand. >> You thought that was sitting. >> I thought he was sitting. So you see they were going lower. >> Kdesh very afraid explain. And um in middle of fabangan the reb says to honor all you did. I mean uh in middle of fabang the reb says uh should sing a niggan of medina with words from Medadina. So they started singing from seven you know marching out there didn't move as if they're not singing. So they realized doesn't want that again. So the quiet I guess the discussing what niggan is saying. So there looks to barrel zman. So he sung a song. I don't know the words for sure though. No he sung in Russian and there was a little bit and after he finished singing in Russian they have to sing something in English. So there was no from the mis finally I started singing just one tiger just one sh just one we sing I knew the words from a different song from England I didn't know the tune it's American tune Yankee doodle >> okay >> I I didn't know the song and so uh I'm trying to catch the tune as opposite me is old old on the other side of the table zing zing I'm saying the word I don't know the I knew the words I didn't know the name was clapping was wow mishap and then um said to sing a song in French a French song with French words was the always used to show him to whistle >> so to him he had a huge hat then he was like sort of a leader of a group of uh Frenchies next to him on the reb's right there looked at him they sung the national anthem with an extra piece which I hadn't heard before. It wasn't in the right >> they added it later. So they saying that they saying the >> sung the whole anthem with French words and there was there was like that then there was zing of mama the but not as much as the first not as much as the English one. >> The English one. >> Yeah. Not as much as the English one. Well, there was my then says of his aim. So I figured there before he said mama is aim. So the mother of all languages. So they sang a mip to his head and it came the end of Habraan. So you have to announce that everybody should leave the should leave the sh to be able to set up for hakus. >> At that time was no kdes yet. I think that started mandala and something like that camel maybe >> the kdish after >> kdesh between fabangan and >> office which still does it till today you know. >> Oh. >> Yeah. So um anyway the so he got up the old taleski to announce I guess it's a a tradition in Labavich before you make an announcement sha I don't know exactly what happened at that moment I didn't notice but I see label grown tell him to get up onto the table like he's okay he got up on the table he starts again says he starts again says >> say three times. >> Okay. >> Just like he was the cousin for always. Say the call say three time each time this is a raise your voice really sh and the reb is smiling the whole time. So while all this is going on there was beautiful smile then he announced every go and then there was the only time I heard the sing this is no recording but today hey left it's the only time I ever heard that I was singing this without words just >> you heard that I was singing it >> I heard they were singing it without without words >> they sing in front of in front of the >> yeah those times here they heard the reb sing it himself and that there became tacus hakus I mean good I get into some of them but one of the uh um okay at the end of so instead of the going out the way came in from the sides of the tables there went in the middle of the tables towards the where he danced. So he comes to end there's a table in the way which seem there would do that every year until ladas. So I I don't know I was dreamed for a second and one of my friends says look look and I see the like climbing up onto the table seemingly the reb pulled a box from under the table stood on the box stood on the table. So some of the tables are quite high but stepped up onto the table and as the Rebbit jumped down and as he jumped down they went like this. So they I don't know what it was but >> it was blocking the rabbit >> the table cuz the Reb walked to the middle so the table was blocking the >> Yeah. >> So the stepped up they say other years the Rebel like swung himself over but the box stood on the table and jumped off. But I remember as he's jumping off that went like that and then they have to slurp the beam and label over the table. Whatever. Anyway, that was llama 12. Um I noticed something interesting lad during the day fbrangan and um it's long fang they're wash around 7 7:30 something like that and uh I remember 25 to 1 cuz I was standing behind there but then came a little later so I didn't have a place I stood behind and so I seen the clock the whole time like 25 to one bar there started the mimemer It was like it's a long fang six hour fang in the middle of fang was fre was um one year there his name is uh is from they say he was very very active in ms film so the told him see quite a number of times at one point I see the rebba I don't know how the cup got to the reba plastic cup the opens the water the picture of water which was for the Reb. The Reb poured a little bit of water inside the cup and the Reb handed it to label fill up with wine and he gave it to Label handed it to I guess this was the last cup. He was quite uh whatever. So he stands up and there with a big smile like sit down. It was like it's very uh it's a middle of I noticed something there again I don't want to be but there was a whole mess that Rabbi Sudak once told us against me of um how the the reb once sort of explained that the rabbain come to the >> no no in general in general if you could look it up and uh he said then they realized the first time there was straighten his tie would raise himself up they realized and the ra are coming so having heard that here I see something interesting like at one point the reb is like clapping middle goes very fast it's like almost you should notice like a half a minute or minute later there was raises himself up high I mean I saw many times passing from one side to the other he didn't raise himself up >> but here like half a minute after he straighten his tie they raised himself up so it tells you something >> different and like that >> among is brought to you by we live in a chaotic world a world where for usim is a we do not have the ability to hear and see the on a daily basis yet we know that the is very much with us and is alive and thriving more than ever before. 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Basically the said all should go to the hakaf to show that belongs to belongs to us belongs to belongs to Eden in a sense I would say when my friends were saying it looked like the was paying back for what he didn't do by the march there was the march was so short he there was like he did mom but the biggest surprise was after the finished the took his sitter there started saying the so high pitched I don't know how they're able to reach so high so high like mommy very very high scream lips and there was saying lips quietly you know the small and some people started to sing and some people shy you know So as soon as I finished the mara and started singing it so much there was actually a not a beard right in front of and he was going to the like this the whole time with his hand. So they're made to him also very strong a lot but it was very strong hakafa again even though it was a before before hakus but in the middle hakus again before. So again the start of the this time the said that all those who are um when the army the all different types of mishari maybe all those are different types of the Israeli army should all go to the hakafa then the reb said again in other words he was kaz for that hakafa but the reb didn't go to the middle was on his ding is they didn't know what niggan to sing. After the rebuk started singing um wasn't here whatever I mean was I think they were the special ones I think your hakama I think your hakama was very important give the context >> yeah Um I should I say mandalad was a very interesting um night and usually is like a little contained is not all the way as big as usual night there was like so and such there was almost bent over double ah Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. His hands stretched out for his bending and his hand stretched all the way forward like so afraid of the the hakus. And the next night the Reb spoke about it and the Reb said that with um with the Alter when when there was a Mus who should win the war. >> Yeah. the altar if um Napoleon or or um >> and uh it was the sign of Shine whoever blows Kas first and they told the story didn't say the name who was the other just wanted to stress he was a person a person so it's says like stressing and he says um so the other this he told his people right away to get there they're D fast. And when he got to Schaefer, he picked the in his hand and he said, I remember there was saying this like loud, I got like he did it first. >> Did it already? It was called and he he blew for what did I say? The the should be before Ding just like Lulv is before Ding. Then later you take it in Ding again. So same thing should be right the way in. Then you blow again in but they stopped there was tak because um the Romans or whoever it was was getting nervous. >> I think I was reading I think it says you're not supposed to do it that early. >> Not supposed to do that. Wait. Okay. The main reason >> right whatever you do it later. Yeah. >> Yeah. But the main reason is the said not to because the the were afraid of making an uprising. >> Right. But once you do it in the middle of domining, you see it's part of a ceremony. It's not a an uprising. It's not a rebellion. Anyway, that was the main reason. But Sal went back to the original thing and he blew first. So you see from this says there but sometimes you have to be before the actual time. So here we will mock them before the actual time of the so the end of this says because in the time before hakus so every yeid is able to to bench another yeid so everyone should bench and then at the end says to to be um to to said's And then he said and said didn't say Hashem's name said the next day explain why he didn't say the whole was only said has to do more of that benches everybody it was after between hakus between and coffus everybody's going around benching each other it was like and this kiddish outside you know everybody's eating there but people going to each other and everybody's benching benching each other was at se I mean they were just benching they were hugging each other also >> it was like that's one thing >> it's an interesting thing that I'm noticing from your te And everyone talks about the rabba but but I two things you mentioned I mean the story of the and also the way you started that everyone felt like one >> so it's like the type of the feeling of brought out you know the like it's it's altogether had this feeling which is Yeah. >> You're saying a mif that you saw? >> I saw a mus. It was the night of >> and uh it was before around you know the the the reb would be moved out >> for place. There was two benches in there >> and I saw somebody suddenly scream from the river wasn't there yet. So the the space for the skin was in the front on Miz. >> Um no um the right side say Dam. >> Mhm. >> And it's called the we labor of the head of T he was um cuz he had something maybe a heart attack whatever it was something something was going on. I remember as they were taking him out to the kids all came and they took him on a stretcher and as he passed by them I was standing like towards the front of the sh o I would say opposite I was ding in a sense to the left side of ardesh but near the first beam so came out opposite I mean as as they took him out and I see Robert Lio's face he was on the stretcher face is white like a what should I say like a white tablecloth like a white shirt is white get oxygen on you know anyway next part I didn't see obviously but they say that they took him into the ambulance and they deba that he's not well and they have to take him to the hospital said don't take him to hospital because I won't be able to take care of him leave him here should be by every dinging every office everything that night they didn't see him I don't think he they brought him to office that But from the next day, Davening Fabangan everything he was there by the Fabangan before hakus they pushed aside two benches where the scaling would sit behind the reba and he was on there on a wheelchair behind the rebus. He's on the reb on a wheelchair. Now the reba would be I say wasn't packed. It was full of people. know anybody who felt he had a excuse to be there would be on the rabb's bimma they would bend down so not to block everyone it' be full like whatever and he's on a wheelchair a little past the not to block the is on a wheelchair in the middle one of the nigunim and I see there was like looking through the people catch his eyes and there starts clapping towards him and suddenly he was likewah is his hands were hanging over the edges of the of the arms of the wheelchair, you know, it's like on his face is white and there was looking forward to there was like clapping towards him and somebody pokes him like look there was looking at you. So he looks up and there was no so he starts clapping. I remember my eyes popping out. I see part of his face which is white start to get red. He starts to come back to himself. A day after I saw him walking around very saw this with your own eyes. >> Yeah, I saw only I'd say the only time I saw a mifus with my own eyes. I like there was making in front of everybody. Most people I talk to don't remember it. >> Yeah, I never had this. >> There's if you look in there's a of >> Yeah, sorry. And they don't have the whole story. They just mention that he was seen reference asked about him. Yeah, there was one thing. Anyway, um hey M is actually first time I saw the showing to whistle on Yamiff. There was somebody the whole coffers was whistling on the on the left side of our you know >> it happened before >> the bleachers. See, so the first time I saw the rabb >> but here at the end after it was after lane already mish the end I said yet they returned to the wall they were show to whistle that was like on yontiff. I remember I was talking to somebody on the phone after I told him they were said to whistle said wow because in this famous says not >> so here it's said there to whistling okay it's so big the same thing as clapping >> yeah I don't know it happened even more than that based there was one time they were said to whistle on chabas bigish I wasn't here then. Anyway, um I was there told turned over the cup. There was also a mid scene middle of a coffus and that's also the mishb of the farim was like looming in the background you know >> I can't say you mish thinking of it the whole time but in the middle of the middle of fangan there suddenly turned over his cup I can't say mish noticed somebody told me he saw the reb going like that to take out every drop but the ever turned over the cup and the starts showing to both sides like what does They say Khan was the first to and he turned over whatever was next to him. Then the Reb said something about to empty the ca not to pour out, not to waste it. >> Then there's the the matson afterwards. >> Yeah. But then the Reb um the Reb held the mama for like an hour everything. And I think also they sung and there were there was holding the in his hand >> upside down >> upside down and there was waving the making there was explaining there was what's in a cup upside down. So just like on the the puts all the cups upside down what's upside down just like the windows. So it's the light goes from outside. It's the same way the hashb comes from the bish to everywhere. That's why the cups upside down. So is the Indian of holding a cup upside down. Was like next to me. Sh is next to me as said he goes wow like what a beer explanation. I remember in the middle I'm I'm stay on my place where was more on to the Reb's left closer to the back of the sh and I see on the bleacher on the the other side the arm side I suddenly happened to notice a kid the bak whatever maybe he's 15 years old something 15 16 around that age stop he's he's holding a cup with something in the nashka wine inside his standing and holding and smiling from the situation and I think to myself, you're supposed to turn your cup over. What are you doing? There's no way I can get a message to him. The split second I thought that there were like turned to him like an emergency showing his cup showing the showing his bakar to him like supposed to be upside down and the bak by the way from where I'm standing I'm standing on top of a high bench that there was no mus by um before hakus was especially there was no musk and uh I saw from down there people are bringing in bottles and bottles I figure they said to empty the bottles. It's maybe like off whatever. I saw bottles all different kind of whiskey and drum buui and bent tea and s like bottles flying in. >> So there wasn't a lot of uh drinking >> generally not from the you know cuz you want to see you want to know what's going on. >> Yeah. But here I think it was a little more because >> Samus was quite I say the I mean they always was always fail but meas was the last time I was here some there's nothing like me >> everybody talks about >> everybody one of my wife's uncles tanam film al tanam he said to me, I remember hakafas from tshin dal. I said I remember the old years there never was hakafas like never. I mean it's remembering enough from dalot never was like some say that the reb I couldn't notice from where I was standing. Some say they brought down an old kapat which the threads were coming out like ready for work. All I remember is the first night but I don't remember too much of the first night but the um Rashag was complaining is was cold always gave him the second so this I was told later he was like whatever uncomfortable aspic what does he want go upstairs I remember they're taking him out during a niggan between races And I felt bad for him as they're slapping him out and the reb starts to be the the crowd was going like wow. And um and this is the first time usually a would be five, seven minutes. Every was 10 15 minutes. The could not keep up with the person felt it. There was no kas and there was eyes were burning. He was like looking to everybody and like slapping out of you the kas which you never knew you had. It's like it was it's unexplainable. Now the place where I was standing in later years I couldn't see the when he danced in the middle and most I'd seen the a few times dancing with Rashad. Rashad he did have kayak later years you know dance for a minute. >> Yeah. Yeah, I read in one of the Z that the Reb basically cut it short. >> The Reb cut it short. >> Yeah, it says like the like >> the didn't want to be m whatever. It was hard for it was very hard very hard for him >> and even the first time I remember I saw Lamat Vavv his Rashag is dancing his face is white and like almost like catching his breath you know >> actually I heard from Rabbi Sodak he said joining Kipper war they um by day so the threw his talents over his face and it was like fet you see the rebels is not in this world there was like and and could He tried to stop the reb but there wasn't in this world. So this two guys p went and held the rash to help him go around but generally it was very so the later years it didn't bother me to I so I had a place in the front so I would be able to see the reb there. So I was standing there as a whole bleacher I was at the bottom of a bleacher but it was like and the whole bleacher could all the way in the front on the left side. We couldn't see the rub in the middle. There was no chance. So we're singing we're not see you know don't see the suddenly one of look looks what so I see over there on the one side and everybody's screaming the faces are red scream all the >> that's how it works the people that saw >> and then >> and then I suddenly see they all catching their breath and the other side they're red in the face they're screaming >> as it turns around >> a minute minute and a half and then they're turning around and see the terra was holding in his hand his father's name. I don't remember exactly but the other officer there made us work hard. I remember there was eyes like burning you know everybody said there has blue eyes I never noticed it but I mean there was like I remember black I don't know there was eyes burning but not sharp like I don't know pulling pulling a was like looking at everybody but the most which I can't forget is after the seventh and the ever came back instead of giving back the I remember Kogan Everybody tells me I'm wrong, but I remember uh Kogan, you know, from Lenigrad, >> which you just had feature article on him. Yeah. >> Uh so um so I remember he was standing there to take the from the Reb and put it back in. But the Reb came back to his place. Instead of giving the cifhater, he went up with the cifhater in his hand and he went up on his bimma and the rebas waited for the mashbakim whatever all the guys on the reb's bimma to go down bend down and the re started I have never ever seen a dance like that and there was jumping I mean the house jumping. I will not forget at one point I saw the Reb's shoes in the air. He was jumping so much jump. Okay. It was a long time. I didn't look at the clock but it's a long time this niggan and there was just jumping and jumping and jumping and sea to all sides and people then after the niggan was over so Kogan reaches forward he wants to get the sea and label get away get away cuz he saw there wants to sing another niggan started yet wasn't as much as but still um freigh and then there would take there and he gives such a kiss. I never seen they were kissing anything. I mean they were kissed film you don't see it that much. It was such a a I mean everybody who saw it >> you saw so you never seen a kiss in your life. He kissed the tear >> before with his mouth before he gave it over to Kogan. >> I I've never seen a kiss like that. It brought tears to my eyes. I've never seen anything like it. G such a kiss. It was like you see the it was unbelievable and it was guys told me later I was in I wasn't able to be here the guys told me if you had to choose to be the last one that was a good choice you know whatever anyway again amen and this year. >> Amen.