Ep. 50: The Rebbe’s Farbrengens Were Our Life — And Are Accessible Today with Rabbi Zushe Greenberg

‏urense nobody not because there was no time was urcy was urn ‏more welc ‏inspired [מוזיקה] by the way and green how are you thank you for invting me to speak here and looking forward looking forward as well let's get right into it so we ‏in another family member of yours on here I don't think we discuss so much recently been asking before I get to the individual little bit about the background ofumt so maybe you me a little about your parents and your father and the background of that yeah sure my pleasure. ‏My father I mean I was born in Russia I was the youngest member of the family was born in former Soviet Union and my my father was born in Romania when he was 12 years old he and his family run away to Russia from World War 2. ‏all long story but not going to it and arriv inent inkent my grandf was a in city looked for a place and put boys two boys 12 10 or 13 whatever it was and he foundad that's how my gunfather foundad inkent and and that's my that's my my father and my uncle ‏my was my family ‏in my fatherose toad and toad and he took into it connected and he embodied it and hid and then then 1947 he tried to run away from R ‏was able to be part of the work the sent families the left for the last you know me first sent out families with kids with babies and by the time it came my father it was too late they went with another way and it got all in trouble and he end up basically in jail he ‏a 25 years sentence to go to for arsh labor in in the gul in Siberia and and after six and years it wased years in months and in jail my father decided when he was arrested that he is going to a mind said nobody survives 25 years in ‏if he made decision strong decision that he will not be and will not only will keep no matter what and it was a very very it cost him a lot this this decision and it's a lot of stories about it tell you in short I mean the every day if you didn't go out to work it was ‏days morning was taken to the confinement delegation was sitting there for daysesday wednesdays came ‏again Thursday Friday again you don't go out back to the confinement Saturday confinement was a medal bed was a very cold walls it was leaking it was freezing Siberia got the f amount of the bread that you get you get in the regular when you're in a regular cell you get of it in in solitary confinement this was going on almost for two ‏sick hospital in hospital inil when he was in the confinement he was so skinny that he was able to see the food going down to his body he was able to see what he eats how skin he was and there was a doctor jewish doctor ‏decided going to save them and she told them right home type of shots and they gave him the shots and was very very sicken got out of it because he was sick let him go no no he didn't go anywh nicht he got he got out of sickness of the sickness of the sickness and then he went back to jail then came ‏leaders made with the prison guard you letber not he will go out he will make himself like he walks but he not going to work my father to go out to the work place labor place where they did whatever they did with electricity and used to go from it was a very very big ‏place is to go from one place to another very fast one side to the other look like he busy running somewh to do something and to tell himself all time shes he should not forget because somebody will ask him help me help me with this help me with this he should not forget and to go from side to side a whole day and people ask him where you going oh this mr mr so asked me to do this to bring him this from the other side of the camp side of the labor ‏and survived every never as I understood the g leaders appreciate my father of his honesty never did a fight is to come to him to ask him what you say who is right and he used to tell him the truth and he couldn't care less what would be the outcome even if they kill him he has to say the truth and finished and they appreciate therefore they st for him and they kind of helped them to survive with keeping ‏That's what was a similar thing if you decide to keep you basically eat nothing because the soup they used to serve in jail they used to throw bones inside obviously not k was bread and water and pieces of sugar to get for things like this used to collect the pieces of sugar for you think understand many years even ‏The mat came too late. It was different stories how the bottom line is he was he was he was not eating homets. He was surviving and water and sugar pieces of sugar and and that's in once my brother law wolf from Odessa asked them is anything in life that you regret that you know what he told them was unbelievable. ‏He told them you know one time I confused with the dates of and I started a day early and I finished a day early basic and he on this day and when he said that he in his eyes that's regreted in life then that's a good background to understand who was my father where he is coming and what was his personality now in my father's world ‏said that's what the is there is no argument there is no nothing nothing the discussion is over de second and later when he came out from jail after six years in in months it's amazing just to out my my father liv to be 86 years in months like there is a lot ‏longer that's in any case another years exactly you know there is a story about nes laser nes he came to the rebe when he was 17 told him should go there the rebe I'm tired I want to relax I was in jail for 20 20 years in jail count to be years old then you see in any case my father after came out on jail he came to and he met my mother was story my grandf was even was actually most of end up to ‏and even the grandchildren came from families notavers many of them became the next generation the next generation and and they got married there my father and obviously if he didn't walk in jail you can imagine he didn't walk when he was outside of jail and he was very out to find the job because he was he was a prisoner he was already a criminal to begin with and andu [נחירות בוז] but after i was born a few months ‏is invited rot [כחכוח] people may even less people for yes yes yes ‏New York Times the table comes to the [נחירות בוז] but other side my father there in the picture they to ‏my father was before that he actually turned over my grandfather family family he was the oldest son my father that he influenced his younger the boys my unclean who just passed away inad and my unclean in rom >> [נחירות בוז] >> ‏K. ‏There was noor in in the hofs to go to school and for every you didn't go to school was a whole nightmare and my girlf wrote a whole book how much was fight there to make sure that are not going to school because they keep interview with so he described this yes yes yes and he was a part of the same group of families yes I think ‏Then finally my father came to the he in entered in all the way completely was it was like that's what his life was all about and he connected the discussion was all the way. ‏that to me a little bit because I met somebody once told me I was I was in he says his parents or one of these families that came paid for the trip they came in I don't know exactly what happened to the family afterwards but your father it seems he became from that from that moment so you want explain that a little bit I mean I thinkes from one ‏My father was not regular guy in jail if you ready to sit infinement not the normal regular guy that you end of the day every story of story yououch ‏inck my father need explations need anything he was right way was was therefore his all life was a life of g to him mean anything to דרך אגב ‏anybody father people anything other ‏up that was only the community not everybody wasidish and that my father many time confronting people who likeidish and he tried to say this is the that's what going to happen in finished and nobody could argue with them and to tell him ‏crazy this this to in rusland go back to russia to this came and my father them because from point of view if i wasn't impressed by the siberia by by this this whatever you telling me anything it was entertainment couldess what they saying explains that those in russ ne ‏Russ you know after my father passed away I was in I took somebody to tell me I was friday night by after your father the and he started to talk about your father I couldn't believe that was talking to and he said something very interesting tells me many came from they were keeping ‏about r you know they carrying the r he was always happy he never looked back nevered what happen was really interestingsation about my father that was the personality and wasור ‏America who organed it in Israel in my father I remember from a very young age walking with my father and my brothers and all the way to the used to do it in middle of the night in there is no bosses you have to walk and you we walked for probably 50 minutes or an hour 3 in the morning all family walking on the streets and going to ‏was up and all my was all about there was nothing first of all there was nothing there was no money for anything and and but the only thing that is going to the going to the re [נחירות בוז] and he went a few times to the re every few years i don't know exactly but from my father went every tshirt to the reb ‏the beginning from keeper and later became smarter a little earlier a little earlier a little earlier and for later for that was his life and [נחירות בוז] we for this for this the only thing he had money for is for this he didn't have money for this either but you know all I remember in us to come back to give us you know for present ‏America everybody came back was mid of then he came back he the suitcase we all waiting to see what get back took the ble and everybody you understand this is the gr ‏that was the only thing was exting was available was my home if needed to remember they came up they arriv min of push and bringing boxes of push all the was with push it was it ‏sleep 12 kids because in the room people to come into my father my father was giving out check peopleed to check to come to my house many people to come in and my father sent other to go to check in other people's houses [נחירות בוז] then to come bring bring it for to check this they came they came back from the the going to houses the visit a few houses the check they ‏take of the father we neor then people walked into my house every night until 11 12 o it was not a private home was a public home was it was a st nothing to do with us was a house or an apartment it was an apartment house apartment [‏צחוק] and also started a hater start a hater ‏before my father my father was keeping the going because the was very small was 13 children in the older and quar of that was the green family then then that was that's why then my father was trying to keep it going and was from the from told me actually my father he came told me ‏my father then what I mean to say is my father was raising money for the and the was in the and obviously kids make a mess ‏andet and most of the most of the families did not send the kids to theat if I'm telling you it was 13 children or 15 children or 17 children you can imagine what was going under they wanted to throw out the from and my father to say the will be no matter what you don't like to be the you can fire yourself the was every week was another story about ‏my and my father like pillar and unbendable and nothing changed that nobody could change it and used to tell all these guys my best I wish you that your kids be such that they will teach you lessons and that's actually what happen all these kids of the parents many times fighting and this the kids became ‏was all was all even those fam you under the influence of ‏influence is very strong you have to be made to be living in a different world not to be influenced by that okay so he he came every year and he brought kids with him now my father started from he discovered then you can take a child who is younger than 12 years old ticket ‏take my famous in Alaska because my brother was already older and he was not ticket he took he said take and he went he went with to the and was also born h from day one as you know you should know andactly ‏video movie of the re by the and was without sound until then in there was two pictures from the re black and white from the years from the it nothing about you the [כחכוח] hookups hooks ‏number video was more than ‏my 15 years old America because we didn't see the 15 ticket he went there and my father stayed in from the age of 15 he was in forever until he got married till ‏My father took me I was 11 years old he took me new york of years my brother and by me I went with my father I went for because for keeper keeper was born keeper my and was keeper could go for him keeper then wash for me [‏צחוק] I went ‏I remember we arrived mid for bringing I70 the place is full and I from far and somebody tells me look there I was 11 years old and right after the my came down from the bleaches from the side and me up there and I was from there b there and everything and that was my first introduction to the but we came close to the end of ‏verbringen verbringen was over my brother me upstairs me upstairs to see the box into his room we made it to the room before the made it the room and and the I saw the living and that was I remember the next day I remember when the came out to to make the to go out from from to ‏and did it himself the minim and I remember standing there was a few people my standing with me and other deren it was raining and raining standing in the for long time and the was standing outside of the 77 also waiting for >> [נחירות בוז] >> ‏in the standing with them in the came back in and then remember the was in 77 before every time every time put down ‏turn around toch with the end and encourage everybody and it was singing before every after everying to and I remember one time in the midle was somebody who took pictures and the turned ‏in second place under the was and I was close it was such a shock the whole thing and somebody says somebody said for somebody said something for I don't ‏un may people do it is later in מצד pictures point of view but remember that night after the picked up theed out enourage ‏I remember it was happening was unbelievable ‏dancing unbelievable ‏unes I was put the kids in the under the table I was also under the table there and I remember the very short maybe two three times and the back to his place and after few dar was such in ‏nobody knows what is happeningbodys you know from the be of the people and everybody moved and everybody screaming and yelling and people are stepped over and people falling on the floor number one guy was with the on the floor the is a name but he laying on the floor and the is a name and it was impossible to pick him up and to to help him stand up even ‏and the bim broke the they told theim to go out and they broke the windows of theim because in the it was unbelievable chaos was in7 a level you cannot even imagine and i was out i didn't go out with my father i don't think my father found me when he walked out just i just walked out the whole crowd was pushed out and i remember outside ‏Somebody standing describing looks white down the chair and he very white and can imagine the and people talking and running and then I was standing outside for a long time to see nobody and I remember the took out a bed stretcher from the from the ambulance and they made right announcement the microphone the speaker ‏of the show announc was and then the first night I remember going late late late at night I remember the came out to the and he came back from the and they said the encourag ‏very few people the people the fear everybody was very concern people standing cing was then remember the next ‏ist nicht miten Schminno ‏as the was every good every piece of something that came down and said everybody was uplifted by the way that was the problem in base people thought it's a second l and they didn't realize the differ between a heart attack and a stroke. ‏He saying the was yeah the was like wanted because in it was every few hours was a little better the doctor came the did this did this even small things but you know you hear something there no the same situation but and it was and I remember we went to we in everybody was asking ‏sincerity and the prayers of peopleing people capit ganze gek everybodyed to know hows and remember second came to ‏gesagt tanzen music best music makes tanzen ganze Zeit singen wen gan Zeit song ‏gesund sp der ist gesund ganze Nacht getan der Rebe ist gesund going father to eat 5 in the morning in the verb was that time all night was 77 the second day was remember the verbringen was verbringen the ch isempty breaks you kills ‏Finally I don't remember I think announcement ‏minutar expression dancing was unbelievable gestand und kus getan ‏video you can see you in the video this moment describing and I remember so clear I think I think even you are clapping [‏צחוק] it was the whole place was clapping and then I remember the I understand the rebe crying in the you hear the rebe is getting chcked up ‏the was basically missing the he said that spoke for 35 minut could the talking not like sagt you all atosed upside the sidews for ‏and then was a picture of journal the picture take off everything of 7 was closed up should be noise downstairs of the back was closed up tabl nobody could go in forget about nobody could go in even alle sachen willen ich ‏in minut if you other side of the table outside connectionsbody ‏expecting of the table was sitting by the door the table was the size of the door and behind ‏was a curtain was a curtain I think it was a white something that closes up the room and the was sitting by the door with and everything and everybody passed by you know it was a line but you couldn't hear what the speaks to was a little space between one person to the other and what you could after all you were able to remember before us pass byovi and talked to him about the you made that used to ‏contin ‏somebody70 goes to Israel after no else did those right that time nobody else did no right I never about that interesting ‏desbing people exactlying table you write you right but it was a different level because the was able to speak and to pick up and give you and to take it was undert when you saw the sitting by the table he looked completely healthy understand he spoke clear i he the ver clear and loud it was not like we could even hear what the ‏people was you go back home a different world that was my first experience I mean the first time I was by okay 11 years old so meanwhile you start going toiv Israel yeah I mean then when I was 13 I went to in Lud and then inad yeah ‏So you came to the next time the next time I came to the was I came for I was 17 years old I came I came for that was a whole different experience there was I was 17 years old I came for the whole I came from before fromes it was a different world and and then it was then I really got to know what my what I was lucky 770 toally my he made that place for everything I next to him then it came to to the tshirt me come here stand right here don't move don't let anybody push you then it was for for a place next ‏I went I was covered I was like I know to go to stand and every [נחירות בוז] time I get explanation before wason steck everything was all different experience for me as a boer and I remember you know the first time from the it was unbelievable experience after K not only squeezed physically ‏over face over the finished picked up the was so serious and every was so you see the face ‏that made it was moved 100 serious every move made so strong and so clear and and when you you see such things see engra this in in your soul a bus a b as of the world and that's it there is nothing on earth and and every time and you ‏years after years you every time if you see by everyone interviewed enough people the first time people see the in such a way you it puts you in a different place it picks you up and puts you in a different world it's like remember there is a steins outside book when he came the first time from the rebe used to tell people you saw the rebe ‏K nicht sein. ‏machen mit unbelievable the moment70 in a different place all theances all the matter all the fights over your place before the came in that's it ‏in the room er is important everything there urgency in the world and you better be a part of it time for nonsense nobody told joke to the reb I'm sure even before not because the re didn't want your ‏anything there was no time there was urgency every second was urgent you to tell me please die ganze the whole world changed by you all the priorities changing in one minute that's why people they walked into the walked out the told them there is a story of a guy in Cleveland sold his house a doctor sold everything making to Israel ‏back to isld everything and to be part of the may remember was gesagt every time in schbody gesehen jum v zum ‏Mus eine idee als geht kommen v einziges reben most of the people in neb never saw the rebe when I was a kid never then he came back and he told an amazing story to tell he says he was when he came to the before he will tell the about him they promised me this and they promised this and they never delivered ‏Isel for this story in public never forget and then he says the door opened he walked in and the gave him such a smile that he said in this minut himself I'm going to talk to the father against his children and everything that to ‏in the do you looked his mother said never came from I remember today how can you the picture by me came a different person what really happening ‏gest all the things remembering to myself the big world how is the world going to how going to the world because you come out from cent you landed down from the moon to the world you go to you the big building about the buildings ‏How is this going to happen? ‏the feeling you up to the one of the really friends with me together ‏talkes could talk could anything der ganze der ganze der ganze von der goes back of ‏be and you see how everything is out for everything is the face the theation ofim the wrinkles of the face you see is not le you blow the sha it was a case and the same thing is about everything by the was nothing ‏mit ganz sch my father place ‏remember back people [‏צחוק] and ‏to say the answer at least what I saw I never dear to anything I never talk to the ever I was never said to the never byllar nothing I I told label to say something I never talk and label because you label you know sometimes he say that wanted was so busy with a million people but I never spoke ‏How you something like this you know sentence catches the sentence sometimes it doesn't remember that remember the answer to that's what I saw but I saw the knowes by by the you face the face is like this very close ‏you stand the table was a narrow table and you stand your bent into the table because everybody pushes you very very close to the but stories time was going to later ‏I mean that was and after I went back and then I came back again for and I was the old then was already I already know what's going on to I came to old class vonad you 20 years old I was 19 was 19 and it's interesting ‏Kind geht noch 20 after ‏not no I came to early that I came when I was 19 people that came by time most of ‏went earlier to they knew what's going on. ‏It wasn't like there were no newers almost to coming the age of 20 but yeah came when I was 19 and then I came to stay that was another world I mean it's a different [נחירות בוז] you every every day in every sh and you learn and you be 77 and I came to the time of the case before the case after discover after the ‏die ganzen Sturm ‏oder not good in dates anybody saying in advance made my mistake not going to compete [נחירות בוז] with anything claiming to know everything exactly I say what I remember I make mistakes then the meeting with the lawyers remember ‏hours everybody came out and came out and you saw that there is something very serious going on and you didn't have to go there you to see the face and by everything you saw that the le constantly there is anxiety that coffee and as it got closer to the remember the ‏Second time with the lawers was right after remember correct in the library the second time was inachten it was in the library for some reason I was outside the rebe I walked on the other side of not in front of the other side [נחירות בוז] I was walking and I saw the reb coming out from the library after the meeting and going back to his office70 and the walked by himself it was dark it was getting dark >> [כחכוח] >> ‏I was outside I don't know I was there and it's not like I waited for the should go out I had no idea when the I just been there and the walked out and he went to 770 basically didn't go after the himself ‏was not there all the way to by himself nobody was there it was in the place was pretty empty maybe a few other people in corners but and it was the slowly but many times like this but you saw every day what mean like that walked let say to the library from the library when he walked ‏relaxed mean thinking in ins in lost in if you want and as opposed when the came downstairs was quick was to walk in first yeah exactly yeah you're actually reminding me something interesting don't have to go by order ערבשן for usually with maybe I don't remember why I mean many people but didn't earlier late I ‏of many people went because the said we should go to the remember this year maybe went before also to the I don't remember I was there when the arriv to the only time I was there when the arriv to the obviously I was outside the came out from the car and the went to the oil he was so bend bended like angry ‏and he walked slowly pulled he pulled took one up of the side of the order in the c and he was walking he looked like I thought something happened wondering what's going on and walked in and I went back to 770 and I was wondering was getroffen was what is going ‏ins ‏striking different from the morning 2 in the afternoon to 7 o don't remember exactly [נחירות בוז] was very happy gesund geht und stzach mit ganz mit die ganze ganzen Sturm but was hearing people ‏different drastic week this is very true and one story can tell you where I saw it was the as I told you the because he ‏more and more and you see the face you the is very serious no question about it was everybody going to be the case and it was it was very stressful time in because if the is stressful everybody stressful ‏Gut die ganze Welt schmeend ‏was happy about everybody was happy was time was only for American I think it was around I think this was the yearov took from ‏remember gan ‏was therapy was everything for the was person remember to tell the story first time the story myer ‏Osten down stressed repeating ‏from this you can imagine what was going on how the seriously many years later about was lawer was from the israel government of he told somebody that interview he told them the to about the case and this guy told me he הרבי היה מאוד מודגר was very bor not to say מאוד מוד הוא היה מאוד מאוד מוד מאוד מאוד מאוד מוד and this guy never said anything about the like give out secrets but from his conversation told this younger man who interviewed them and he told them how the wased you can imagine what was going on there is stories was in the in the car 45 minuting the end and then things you saw the shabes I think it was it was kiss before the case and it was it was put a bottle maske for that was the dinner of he came over to the and he started to tell the rebe he could but he told the rebe that he wants not to give something like this not to give testimony you there I was there I was there I was ‏could more upset and more upset and more upset not usually you get upset you get tired you relax got more and more and more and the thinking they want to tells what you from this incident this ‏was how important because if you want to be this can take out the ‏physically personally that was ‏Klev don't remember when I don't know if there is your not remember to learn to go whenever the come back to come back before the coming back70 every ‏is back to also earlier to make sure to be to be then we went to ‏hours if I remember correct now maybe that's what I hear my installed lights by the remember gesagt and the is light right was I think there was never ‏couldary mayor came very late ‏from the begin from the morning to I was every for ahad me a little interested about theed you the cour yeah before the kisle in the ‏in people testimony the stress was unbelievable and came to give testimony later you that was deal but one thing does have to go to it ‏upairs of verbing schemel sachen zu die ganze mee aber ken ‏you know for over 60 years now had a really unique place never actually established it own personal responsibility and run directly pointelys toal of mind stress ‏overly some financial difficulties make the can keep learning without any distractions is steing right alongside of the to bring back total financial stability a project like this one that's so close to the really belongs to all of us right now we inviting you to step in and ‏taking away financial burden which means you get a literal equal share in every single word of he learns over to.org to choose a voluntary partnership and set up your pack today again that website is manchim kchim.org ‏wasevable and that was then started kiss I think kiss and since then the bent every day to the every day what means the goes to the he does the same day he goes to the and then he goes to the and he comes back at night basically especially in the winter he comes back at ‏remember 315 after 315 after was theing of the singing everybody singing turns ‏I remember very close around at that time there was no be there was no mechanical stand the floor and he looked ‏eyes with you was unbelievable specifically that year that year and everybody the with the together when you see the you that's you see it every day again smil remember one ‏car [נחירות בוז] upstairs to come to clean up the table to put on the table like a little stander or to move the stand I think it was still the little stander they to put on the table like a stander and it was a mess upstairs was not ready to clean up all ‏minut von Paris verbringen mit ‏I remember then thinking about since then I think about a lot tells us how much how much how much the is dependent we can with mit verbring save the trip to the tells us how much more we could ‏supposed to do but you know before you don't know that after it [‏צחוק] was a sh in 77 to go every day to because of the court case to see in court to take the to the and the when the to the need I remember to see back from the day after day festing ‏What me to take the car and raining winter dark and you drive fast to look at it look like he finished after the right after come after the go straight on that ‏off the case officially announc announc that officially not allow to go a few times but when I went I understand one world not one syllable I underst nothinged they were sitting there the place was hot and ‏soldiers nobody the wrong way to do ‏little impr time when it was if I remember correct I was there when the George listen watched the testimony the position and again I knew somebody told me watching I knew that's what happened now or I remember when you able to see it ‏No, it was nobody was able to see it. And I remember when it was I was a few things that to talk about them day in the court. I was there two three times I was there but I wasn't there a lot I was not allowed to go. Number two, I didn't know how to go. I didn't speak English. I didn't know anything. ‏every to one of the people was today English to stand listen to the and it was literally every day was a Friday the go to Friday instead he to go to Sunday even there was no cour on Sunday the to go Sunday instead of Friday ‏No, the weeks it was Sunday instead of Friday 99.9 may 99.9 ‏ember spino rito weeks the spoke about and it was clear what theing about and ‏nicht geschon basically ‏in general in general ist me sch verbring the stress of the all the ‏in gesagt יש >> בליבי ‏anybody speaking more nicht pain nicht soll nicht fen was very stressful time ‏Verbring von der Lam Videos kan das gen kocht der koch der unbelievable ‏daysable for the was a ‏wasilty good enough and waited for good and remember sping come 100% people are going ‏convinc die ‏ganze nicht gedacht in atmos one night going out front of ‏the opens the he looks for he to go out every time every to take a with mail with walk to the he goes goes up goes down to the gets in the car and thenudinsk runs to take to pick runs back to the room tolds out with the glasses forgasses in the in the house in the office ‏in go that was wednesday no that wasday night wednesday night if i remember correct came out he went and he almost fell you i was i was was right behind him i saw like the minute later second later i wasn't in front of the i was walking up the stairs the front7 he walked out of ‏wased out of the was going was going out 770 and and somebody was I know who is I forgot his name took the actually the railing from the side the steps out and strong look theou ‏down later backday morning and nobody wasing outside the should because people standing outside everybody wasiding and few standing behind stones to see the me very slow but the was thursday and the was ‏may remember came back from the was a little better because the water may did the may little less and then the of nail and came was bad and it was and try to do this and put the tables here and tables there and frid ‏became if I remember correct maybe I mix up one day but I think I think this is but but again I make another disclaimer if if I'm wrong don't send me nobody send me emails don't mind to be wrong okay I never came to the time I remember everything frid the climax came down and everybody singing ‏Kish every step makes a face impched from pain every step was pain pain was terrible pain not just pain every step the is going everybody and you try to sing and the gate and come gate step by step cann make ‏minut back all the place and then the way back tabl I remember I could take it was frid theing and I went to ‏was to painful to it to painful and then in the morning I remember that ganze move to the closer closer how to make it and how to do it then the ifen I think it was told them I don't remember who said ‏upstairs and was standing right by the door we to stand midle of the week basically by the door going 770 the same place and went back to his room for and they made tables in the in the in the lobby the can put all done to it [נחירות בוז] and ‏place remember of ever silent upstairs noise den verbringen verbringen ‏the going down I see because I was standing that time across the camera from staying underne but when the came up the be the walking it was terrible terrible every step wasting was very painful was very great pain there is no question ‏down was bringing der basically explain why so bad such pain bringen die ganze bringing usually talk ‏was about the verbringen and I remember in the midle of the second and putting down this ‏for and you how was a little relaxed the pain relaxed because also they try to organize the reb underneath they put something to hold it up to pick it up a little bit in every move you saw the reb they try to move the reb every move was like you saw his face terrible pain then later in the middle of the [נחירות בוז] pain relax a little bit you can see and ‏May record his whole life was invested in the but they say I never looked it was the longest ‏noch longer mit die ganzen Sturm so stark noch mehr one time before married >> [נחירות בוז] >> ‏in glasses only in public thinkers I don't know what happen but in direction ‏Ver laut gekocht und verbringen was der weeks during the week in the stand was by the door out one ‏remember the driving away from the train station ‏Monday morning label bent for session I don't know was Monday morning a little better in the since then the started to come into 77 from the back from the dry ‏till then to go from the front since then you used to pull out the car all the way to the back and the is to come out the door and go the few steps and go in straight inside that nobody he should be able to go slow and nobody has to see and can take his time then I remember used to be a girl who should go in for the one time I went also the was standing on the steps steps go steps you go upstairs ‏I remember [נחירות בוז] after the finish the door was open and label came in the walked in and label came in after the re I was standing from above I was able to see the re walks in in a second he puts down the on the bed and he rides way takes start to take off ‏was that minut before the door was closed understand the moment came in the door right away then in this minute doesn't waste a second he walks in he walked in actually walked fast walked in puts down the takesle everything went flying not normal shck waserating ‏even on the video and I remember even even the was upstairs I was inside because the permission to go ‏for and I saw the very close and the was standing and you saw the changing the ising and lining and lining but you see the for standing the bending leaning the ‏even even the von tiny s was remember correct because was I think remember correct and the was upstairs and and the came down and then the was upstairs then the started in 770 but upstairs every day but it was upstairs ‏Now it was like this remember was the first timeable [נחירות בוז] hours nacht everybody wasing maybringen thinkay ‏may was a huge disappointment disappointment a huge disappointment everybody wasing like was was painful painful ‏atmosing was not it was not inspiring for bringen was very the world said ‏Then then what I me to say is and but but then the dollars was a big thing the gave out dollars for many hours because they brought all the kids from schools and from and everybody came and it was the second time the second time but erach I remember upstairs was ready for forening and I came in I came I came early I'm standing in in the old way upstairs waiting ‏was so excited later money for to go to the of theam ‏gesund der wird gesucht von der mix ‏remember minutover ‏to s and in such a way that to like he encourage the singing on one sideourage but you see how he mov this side one foot the other side trying to avoid people nobody should see that not walking straight but you could see that it's painful for the long walk but since then the start go downstairs went back downstairs ‏ganz pay to come to the every usually the is to go slow because ofol this time to go slower the should have to go because the is to go with him if you go slow then he went very slow the should be easier for the to walk but since then in my opinion the never went back to the way he walked before that ‏Never from then from then if you look good on the videos you see the walks walks like this all and I think the reason is because of the force never before you ‏W until was gelbt waren everything together mix march ‏But in general and everybody was there felt it almost think that you look back today make sense the level of the fighting of the old thing make sense you look today but it was not easy time this ‏mention less and more and more all thebody ‏was no brain this is and then the rest of the waiting for dann that's the one time that you said everything comes from the one ‏Yeah. ‏could atmos outs of the name gb atmos all atmos was den sein ‏back physically sick laying in bed with fever sick from the idea of going מס ‏Long island trening came into the car before ‏se car was ding and I saw it the ‏I was in weeks out my father help me my father connection person help me to do it is still alive ‏ine back mr st b geh new ‏W push yourself go do something and I remember to make the day celebrating gem but something ‏and then days later in time. ‏Oh my god would somebody runs into the room jumped out of bed of the bed I was running downstairs like from a fire and I come downstairs come and I don't have to describe ‏I was I was very serious very serious can you was for one reason I don't know why but this you know used to stand to see the go out from the room ‏from from to the to the elevator and then run downstairs to see the comes out from the elevator [נחירות בוז] was standing with theck was so fast ‏Such a look if you get you can die and you understand people see it but I was behind them I ‏I was able to see the listen to the last I decided to listen again to the serious and such was it was more to be desired you know ‏with everybody understand what he talking to the you understand coming from but you see it nothing and that's part was never took many years ‏SP then was the all days the next day was upstairs after after came back from upstairs and and then he said ‏sending nilotzen die ganze Bagan bringing bringing money was crazy and before the came out to go to they took outs 12 bags if I remember correct in the car and the ‏outside ser maybe even more the crowd outside and the excitement was unbelievable every day was something different that was gewus it was clear that was special days very special days tut was verbringen se gesch verbringen remember correcting finolus was verbring ‏could breing somebody was before you came to you understand you push yourself then and then came l came from ‏part of the part of the story von invent ‏Cra magnet the morning gesagt was ‏basically never likes it like it wasing in general ‏mit story relax [נחירות בוז] ‏expression and you go to the water and then you scream at least I like there was a bum in the room into the room is a speaks about not ‏inventable expression ‏gesagt oder gesagt ‏posist [נחירות בוז] video times every day every time every expression of the ‏the of the unbelievable this is one of the things I want to ask you about maybe you continue what you say a question please it seems that besides being around the you also made effort to be able to listen to every and everying and did it properly maybe you can talk about that a little bit listen I came involved I always listen I ‏L story die ganze ‏every time I was von der ganze me mit very young age was strange for me to 77 more complicated and longer and to hear because not microphone takes ‏spter is al to keep the trend of the understand to the other connection to be able to understand this is very hard to ifing listening [כחכוח] make a mental note that this is a bracket ‏connecting back to the idea and very hard for everybody if you have commitment this can do it ‏is you know I'll tell you what what we what we in 770 I was neverides was a dollars I went for my sometimes in the beginning I didn't even tell I label to tell the my later years I to tell label to the it ‏what was connection verbring weing that was that wasing that was everything know i think i think was little boy he was i think ‏miten nur mit eure ‏to the person what needs what needs a few examples story ‏drinking coffee te wife as much about issues in this line understanding told this was story the he should ask himself what does the name of the ‏story alone in let was exactly the way that what I me to say is what the wanted the is is the verbring the verbring was by the verbring you standing listening to him not telling what you good for ‏agending unbelievable inving such never existed only der s z hours sagt und verbringt und s noch und noch b kein Platz ‏English, only French ‏of the crowd in a good day underst how many I don't know the point is it was not easy to be there nobody invited you to fight your place like for your life bringing I will not placeing if I don't have my place if somebody the guy that place I'm finished I have to look for ‏af kind of no place people desert one of you saying you can give no you love your friend ‏if you don't die can give the same person would you in his house for a month for free and give you three times a day meals and take care of you bringing this is my place and that's it I don't want anything then being with the everybody was there many people understand but being with the in the same room it was unbelievable ‏Pony gesche von K von ground in different world verbring connection verbringen verbringen right after the verbringen isally later after of ‏the speak in lower to hear the verbringen [נחירות בוז] the effort to not to miss anything was so strong after the verbring I was exhausted I was dead and then to sleep then came at night of was enough jaobson ‏I mean was afternoon to Israel countries after this 3 ganze Welt verbringen for the next verbringer enjoying the verbringer ‏from last week and worrying about your place bringing of next week literally a whole week you going with the feel maybe you will place or you not place but this this thing what I mean to say is this idea theans this is the only thing that we still from the alive think about this there is no videos and no videos and no videos from the freed ‏the only videos fromes midle of the will take everything is around videos foring video a video to be a in my opinion if you want to really the want to be really connected ‏thinks everything father videos and audance ‏would you not learn language to be able to understand what he says to able to enjoy what he says he said so much and and it's not like the moment you learn you train yourself into it it's out in the beginning the moment you train yourself it it's the best enjoyment it's a pleasure to listening now as I told you before in the beginning the lam are unbelevable for bringing ‏Yeah. ‏I saw the first time the video from I could sleep the next [‏צחוק] I a few times and just speaks fire inspiration for generations not for one day for bringing you for bringing from the get so energized you can go encourage people ‏dan verbringen von lam b l verbringen der l unbelevable the lm still bringing that was the thing that every and you didn't want to miss by any for any cost during the sh and ‏know regular regular enough time to process the understand [נחירות בוז] the understand more until next you could bre second day could bringing weitering verbring everything sues ‏you up 10% you everything and it was like you was so tired and exhausted and hungry was there was no chance by the rebe was a boot camp nobody was sleeping the rebe didn't sleep didn't let anybody else to sleep tsh tsh you couldn't breed forget about sleeping ‏le >> [נחירות בוז] >> ‏was ‏slowly was enjoying ‏mit fire until remember expression you ‏the only voice ‏constantly what I'm teaching that's what do nothing else to do [‏צחוק] but I have to teaching the Jewish ins that my brother is editing every week comes out and I teaching to people teach I never heard the language the says in the people know that the is teaching not ‏ist die Sachen ‏everything the again you up every person you know is a gift to minut voice put in different place in the truth was thinking about people don't understand isus is von allein ‏von guy speaking says I asked him no [נחירות בוז] I have a question why you listen to the same or ‏anybody [נחירות בוז] and can the in ‏anybody is in my opinion again my opinion ‏anybody ‏V detroit von dieen ist beschil einflanzen השמים דח ‏video in English influence my children to be more living example every brief every le many times by the way ‏I to my father my father never told us what do I mean what he told us we never did this to gets craed we did ‏I don't watch videos that my child should see that I a video from the I video my kids are sleeping I vide I want to watch videos but someh they know they hear they feel it's what I mean to say is everyone of us has to be has to be a k ‏Somebody bring me a guy was a child there is a says usually expression is the apple doesn't fall far from the tree says this is by it happens what I me to say is every rule is every but in general that's what the rebe did the rebe inspired for by his example more than what they ‏inspired more life ‏Right. [כחכוח] So I have a question to ask you going backwards. First everything you said isck and in America they say don't take it to heart but everyone should take this to heart. ‏Thank you. [‏צחוק] Men you know how do you how does that correlate with the whole murder starke and as the years goes on stronger and stronger and the way spoken about the way lifting up the about how does that into this whole picture? ‏verbringen als jetzt noch geht und der crazy ‏was you strong about the ge so much was very strong espcially was ‏in הרבי מתפ רבי יוסף הוא אמר שהוא I told them the is coming down tomorrow 10 lately derom ist day ‏zum Rouis ‏inter place to place second אמר השם ‏part of the one time started on the second page went back and repe only the was in >> [‏צחוק] >> ‏singing alsoing ‏Basically we felt like we wasted the time the all bring you can see it on video doesn't make a face if he likes it or not around the could stop the singing in a second you know like stop the singing by every would just look ahead for a minute would be quiet one second stop it not only this the thinking was really motivated ‏kind of singing you and was two long ta front of the somebody wasting [‏צחוק] the strong ‏K what you do you got wrong basically guys you got ‏langage ‏I don't need the moment every was busy convincing ‏to become finally to be maybe the signing maybe this maybe was for nobody wanted to the [נחירות בוז] people by accident they get wild and they do something stupid and the is upset even the in people thinking nobody wased everybody was thinking ‏was all the time ganze was ‏contin and ערב טוב שינוק צדק נצח נצח make anybody nobody talked about it was thinking about [כחכוח] י שבטן שuchten ‏Schnau of 77 microprible feeling ‏May some people the feeling was at Ibody [כחכוח] alone doesn't feel good and there is no brain and >> [נחירות בוז] >> ‏atmos depressing was so that one day goodb you never knew how to measure it one day looks amazing smiling beautiful walks ‏Roller unbelievable was never before and never after the not standing ‏minuto was minut maybe minutes everybody to go and boom everybody going back was over to dancing i think he also did that even years like because he want the dance to much the bottom line ‏became in the midle was it was unbelievable this year the danced and the you can see how the is going around makes circles up and down up and down ‏ganing every person was amazing to see it and took a long time I know I don't have the look on the people I was then back to ‏made and since then every was beautiful amazing was never ‏I was by the was a different world even the dance and the to fall down still remember by day but I came back I just left I left [כחכוח] and I came back ‏I was keeper in the first time daven service and ler keeper report to the new first time in the history was services in sol and the day after keeper days after keeper and I only discovered the tears later maybe told me maybe I don't ‏Bro came to bring the book in the back is bereit אסך יהלו הולך בכל זה יהלו הולך בכל זה came with ‏servicion minion second was minion was disoed you know secondst noer all over the newer in new we don't needer ‏I told them if I promise going to beer in I don't care if be myself prom people going to be keeper going to beer I understand community was unbelievable he left his old community and he came with me to be in a motel we had nothing I didn't I house we rented a motel the motel ‏room [נחירות בוז] keeper my services minion for everything was unbelievable expecter ‏I swear this this but after keeper I went to New York right after keeper a day later I think my friends mention before he got married a day later I came to the wedding then I remember in the morning after the gang was already the night before the night of the chair in front of the chair regul ‏the be able to bend down and all of the was make he was collecting strength to be able to go to the coffee you see how he like resting and then then it was it was not like it was it was different not clear everybody saw it ‏Der soll sein gesund der soll sein gesund was together mixly to bring no you go where the be of >> [נחירות בוז] >> ‏con the world in the world before is a different world l a different world what was impossible to do when I came and came the different world today we in a different universe. ‏the ‏bei litwelt sterb doesn't believe until counts that was don't tell me what you wanted to do what about do you did is auf der numbers sind gewoon ep len von lichtig ‏Is day is 3 in morning standing in Aviv in the main bos station ‏as you wasamp nobody wasniced from everybody der one second ‏the older the walk example I be nacht was hierf I was myself I decided I'm going to count I have your how many times to the times maybe I think times how many ‏days ‏L minut ‏after the dollars deres steable things 88 was ‏and remember was out one of the cont it was freezing cold night it was l night the expansion could stand 770 to go stay outside people standing with babies crying bei nacht säge nacht freezing cold waiting to get rebeess ‏time nicht urgency you get start to start to become a part of this gives you high it gives you life what I mean to say is people think they cannot be like a it's nonsense ‏Okay. ‏I think he zum ‏Sei gesund. ‏Z