A Tale of Two Brides - Likkutei Torah "V'eirastech" #1 - By Rabbi YY Jacobson

the yeshiva dotnet this mind mayor is in Lakota Toyota Bamidbar you see DAF guess a mod base test column 2 or page 15 the second column it opens up with a passage from Hosea hey Rick Bay's the end of a shape a database chapter 2 of Isaiah which really concludes the haftorah of parshas Bamidbar and that is why it's a look at the tournament because it's the final passuk of the after inna Harsha's by midburn and as you know many also say and every morning during hamas drilling when they put on tefillin not everybody here knows about this but but this it's beautiful beautiful sukham from the end of chapter 2 of isaiah and as we shall see the theme is also connected to Shavuos and the ballot Anya said this my mare in the year Tov canonicus of confess would be 18 Sam sorry 1798 and he said it at the house on of his son he had three sons his oldest son was named Dave Baer who succeeded him as the second reverend Avadh known as the midler ever in a second son whose name was a crime of Rome and he had a third son his youngest son his name was a motion at the Haasan of ramesha he said this minor apostle begins very last leela oil on whereas the kliebert said 'ok of a Michelet of a facet of Arafa men whereas that lieberman avea daughter Sasha my rosters means I will betrothed you we have the concept of a race in which means betrothal condition marriage official legality of marriage is called a distance I will betroth you forever I will marry you for eternity I will betroth view but Zedeck with justice over mich but with law with kindness with compassion I will betroth you bear muna with faith Leah dhatus a feminine Noah Shem and that's the end of the book taxes he make NASA sister all she McCoy cornichon misses her only Kurokawa you'll see why this was said at a house in a first of all deposit begins with the concept of arason of condition or betrothal but the theme here is a theme of marriage which is also the theme of SH Lewis the Gemara commissioner says the me tomorrow in mrs. sinuses Yom Castro no sir it's a matter entirely that Martin Taylor really represents a husana a condition a betrothal so he starts with Enoch necessary mockery coalition mr. lacrosse scholar awesome opposite calls Colson a free commercial Kosovo issue Jocasta kanessa ste Cyril and he says right away what do I mean by Canasta sister all Colossus no we don't just mean a minion of Jews a gathering of Jews can Isis it all really means the source we're all neshama sister all come from all will be like the mother the womb the source the root of all Nashawn mrs. Jones called kanessa sister because that's the place where all the souls are gathered where they converge they're really one so when you say kanessa sister oh you're not talking about Claudia Cyril or a Muslim you're taking here the Jewish nation and you're tracing back the cloudiest role as a collective entity where all the souls converge into one that's called kanessa see strong the source of own Lashon mr. Cyril that source is called kala they're called kala why kala the parsec says into hill and cold Sun a free massage his laser shot to Hill and paid Allen my soul yearns miss Safavid gum Colson option Colson means my heart my soul goes out seagate ice with a yearning with uh with the pining with a desire commercia cost of the puzzle says under a shoes well ishe true Cossack he tells kava your craving will be to your husband that's why it's called a Carla Carla represents a yearning and not just a yearning it's a gate I sit so it's a very deep profound yearning we like you melt away in the urine it's a very deep form of yearning true Cossack your desire will be to your husband what's the connection why is kanessa sister all given this name choo-choo castle the Duff cover Mikayla of a sci-fi miss Bartlett because on because the chuka chuka say your husband's you choucas to your husband shook his desire crazy her cuca her desire is to connect to her sorors to have the Vegas to be one to cleaved her source which is the life of life the life of all life there's life but the life of life that's her source because her nefesh but the soul going out commercial customers deposits is no so until in LA Kim Alda Mila Alta travel ticket care le Kim don't be quiet dummies quiet Taemin don't be quiet don't be silent don't be restful so on one level it means mm Allah says like gods show up protest the evil of the world don't be quiet in the presence of heinous crimes in this theory in the world of spirituality la Kim is speaking about the clean novella Kim and every person don't be quiet of your yearning never stop yearning to connect to your true depth never give up as we would say today never give up on your yearnings never give up on your dreams don't repress your true cos don't kill your desires don't destroy your desires you know some communities are something that some families have a hush to kill people's desires to kill people's ruckus to snuff out people's dreams the buzzing says album me luck I'll Tetris participant don't silence your true desires your true yearnings in many ways in order to eliminate negative desires some people think the best way is just to kill all desire when you kill all desire they won't have any negative desires but for that matter if you wanna do that you can just kill the person and then but all you won't have any problems right that's one of the I told somebody wants the best solution you have inhibitors just kill everybody and then everybody will behave I'll go straight to hell oh mama you want them to live so what do you want them to live half-dead you're under deliver it I'll factor our trial ticket scale you have to discover what your real desire is that's what you have to discover but you don't destroy the chuckle is true Kasich that is what makes the soul tick to itself it's mm Ellis speaking it seems like to the midde cellie Kim and each person yeah in classes is alia this is cloud chamber proteins this is canasa sister oh the hamlet rod is now let's speak individually what are we being individual every purse kanessa sister all is the way you are part of one collective entity part of a cloud part of a kinesics cousins the mucker of almost rhombuses job like the mother's womb where the whole family comes from so to speak but now we go back rockiest Nishimura's collective effort miss you all in the souls that's why it's now in the plural it's after its initial moisture this different Souls because it's the way each soul comes into every person of every Jew Phoenix if the PAS success initially made Ellen Kim knishmas Adam - so Audrey method slim amela says narrowly Kim knishmas under the soul of the human being is a lamp of God is a flame of our shun elekid what's charge but evil Alice lamella carried on a little shall ever said Lamia Lilith of cabeza the claisen nefesh match the comparison of slain mamela between a neshama a soul and a name is not stam coincidental what's the comparison to a name that the native like we learned many times has the nature the flame has the nature to always ascend it never ever relaxes it always yours to ascend upwards it's dancing it's swaying it looks like it's trying to kiss heaven and then apart from the wick like a shall have its like a flame that goes up on its own so every soul is a neighbor like a meaning it's always yearning to have Vegas with Russia it's always craving it's trying to lick heaven to dance to sway to kiss the divine to touch the divine the cloyce on nefesh mama its own nature its soul goes out to want to have this Vegas ah but now the pasa continues of course he's now going to give a metaphoric symbolic interpretation of that famous Bostic le shoe closet your craving will be to your house humor shall bar and he will rule over you so what does this mean spiritually have a yearns for Adam kanessa strong yearns for Vegas with Hashem aqua who iam shall boss about Kharkov at the thigh he will rule over you as the mission says about Karthik Arthur sorry that you have to live Mossad the Isha herself all she wants is the soul wants to melt away and become part of your husband become part of the husband's the real quintessential this is not this is not pc material head but that doesn't mean it's not true and true means it's usually true right what happened was men abused there are thought already for many generations for thousands of years so finally feminism emerged and said sorry we don't need them we don't need our husbands anymore that's one famous feminist said women need men like fish need bicycles ok so they created a generation of women who feel we're independent people are men necessary we all know the answer it you can as usual you can ask your mother-in-law if you're necessary so but let's say in a world where there is real trust in other words the husband knows how to be a real husband the husband knows how to be a real husband so the nature of Ischia struck us it is that a woman wants to be able to trust her husband and wants to be able so to speak to be to melt away and embraced in the confident embrace of her husband spiritually what does this mean that the neshamah the neshamah by its nature it wants to just melt away in closer nefesh but volumes shall bar the job of the husband is to say no you have to remain independent of me you have to remain distinct of me balcarcel at the height you cannot melt away in Vegas and in sight you're forced to live how are you not slavish I've laid in the list lavish burger the pasta can use Haskell says I hiya struts of a chef so you hear what the husband has to the real husband what he has to convince his wife ah that you are you have to be separate after your boundaries after your almonds he is deep stuff how high is your oxy wish I but for this you have to have a real marriage because usually it's like Eric just like you swallow me up who are you I'm my own person get out of my life this is a whole different Mahalo this is Anna summer that really trusts so balcarce got the guy who who you shall bought you have to go back if Haskell says the science is always rock so you enjoy it rots it means running rocks are like rocks or wood rock side you want and shave means which shriek you have to come back this Roxy and choice the heartbeats is the contraction and expansion one is the pin of ROTC and one is a prenup show you run any retreat later to establish look of Lehane Gamla mata a series of super groove and therefore even here below after it comes into the body this is all we're talking la Milan he nee self he could avoid the Sodom this is the main avoid the Sodom leus necessarily on Coulson now a momager love his brother the main evening of avoid Assad them is to be able to cultivate this pre-existing nature in the sole merciful become Coulson again he's paraphrasing here from tiller Nyssa Faubourg on Coulson off Sheila Carter's base of Shem Libya Saudi around will kill if a Dalit here he little up Arabic paraphrases it knits of Ag on Coulson I've shown that his soul should yearn and should go out mama Sh I love these butter to him this is Akira voice I saw them to be able to help people to discover within themselves the Mississippi with on Coulson offshore to La Costa colonist this is how he defines II care avoid Assad people should be able to have a passionate emotional intimate relationship with God in a yes nation has been in close enough in this concept of course an ephah of Colson are she there are two completely separate in yon and premise is L 1 Union shall Snipes innis college or school be gamma repaid in basic service and these are the two brides that the Gemara discusses the second perk of monastic service a few tears anima Daisy China Manama remember the Gemara tanara born on Capeside Magdalene a caller how do you dance in front of a caller yeah what do you say of course there's a debate the Moluccas big shamayim Carla even a simple thing like dancing in front of a comment it's also not so portion why depends how you define were the colors snake in his column which Chama says Carla Bahamas Carla Kamisha he every color you have to dance in front of the collar commercially according to she is meaning you have to extol her by her individual virtues every Kyle has her mindless her beautiful qualities they sell aluminum no there's a generic text for everybody Colin Omaha soda she's not she's gorgeous she's beautiful and she's casue - his gracious she's full of cussing so the hallmark like is there we once learn to mind min the container she I shoot him on this vacation rattlesnake Allah also senator Hassan a grandchild wedding in the credit area shot shado so there's some similarities here so but there was so but didn't make sure my tell me show them one of them in the missile Esqueda what if she's not known her soda what if she's at Otsuka what if she's not custard the what if she's not miss miss gracious America what if she's not yeah not everybody is and what if a garis Asuma she's lame she's blind find something else I'll tell you dominum advice I could tell huh oh okay that should be civil answers so Taylor says you know let alone so be civil says but you say somebody goes to buy a cloak from the marketplace and you look at it and you think it's as ugly as the devil but they think it's beautiful you can tell them it's beautiful as she told them it's horrible Chicano mean you say it's beautiful they can't return we can unroll the olam taillight dish a lot the more Everson obvious you das has to be mixed with people so the bottom so it's much like us like everything the lockers like missile calling Omaha soda that's why and in the song cake said American they deleted - by Shama Katie said Moroccan listen at Karma Colin over custard some with the Gemara self or says me Shah Maran collar Commission okay but the and I think they do more okay before the Navy no I'll cope on it from the cider you read the Gemara to my coitus be shy my Bissell the way he phrases it is already a limo it is already a sheer Snape kinesiologist could have become or not stomach means it's two types of Carla you have to learn them I like cuz it's not there are you what to say to a column they're talking about two different colors that's Tom he's talking about one color to my mother caller is the caller commercially and there's a column over hustled to Calais so when you say that the casket of a neshama the main avoid is closer nefesh knit survicam call Sonakshi you have to define what it is there's two types of colors well then the Carla are cars one Kyle is Carolyn over her sue that's bacillus come I'll send them a call so now she'll have secession on this Kyle of the PAS success into Hill in my soul yearns to the courtyards of a sham Colson now Sheila Katsidis base ershon a Bay's calico masha he the color the way she is I feel it again I see some even if she's lame or blind spiritually Al's NMR and this is a second half of the pasta Libya Saudi around oil calico the pasta contain Hillier now you have to remember the whole pasta because that's the theme here Coulson now she must have a session Libby of sorry Iran and no alcohol literally soul yearns to the courtyards of the house of the Lord of a shed my heart and my flesh dance to the Living God so the bow Latanya touches that the two parts of the pauses are described in to Calais there's the Colson now in the Saxons Mesa sham is 1 comma that's where shamans calendar that color is always beautiful and gracious Colin omeka suit but then this kalakashi he color the way she is Karla Kamisha he's a fellow he garyandsophie lucema hear you say Libby of sorry eternal Kelso you can't say constant avocados may said them it's a different part of the possible what's the explanation and this here starts a long beating he now goes off the subject of hiding is gonna come back be Iranian explanation and this is keen a oasis in the climb Ivana into in Kabbalah letters are cold stones oases are cold stones with which you built you need rocks to build edifices you need letters to build sentences paragraphs book speeches it should if am knee through bottom AHA sayers combinations of letters are called homes and courtyards commercial coast of the Cepheid Syria stea one and banana bottom two racks build two homes three racks built twelve homes for rocks build 24 homes and then he goes and goes and goes and he says he not gonna be able to continue counting what he means is you have letters what's the difference between a brilliant article and allows the article what's the difference between an extraordinary book and a foolish book that belongs in the garbage what's the difference they both they both use the same alphabet but the way the letters are put together it's always about the sea roof the brilliant orator the extraordinary riot it takes the letters but ah the way he constructs a phrase a sentence of paragraphs Visayan Isha you could kiss it the choice of words the order of words the build up it's not the letters it's always the same letters Mozart's and your six year old have the same piano the same 88 keys one person sits down that's ready a professional that's Mozart came and and then you have somebody else sits down the same keys same keys right same fingers same keys but it's magical it's heavenly it's ecstasy a sham the session is Mozart okay we'll have to brush up on that what about them so that's an example in notes of musical mods but he would throw my nicest said cancer it's always about that zero it's what you do with it you can have two architects two contractors they have the same materials same space one person takes the space takes the materials but the combinations are completely different so the safety it's serious says OSHA saravana that's all you have to look now this is a very this is an important idea people sometimes ask how do you prepare a presentation how do you prepare a speech you know prepare speech you're putting up a building you're building you're an architect your contractor answers the making a speech how do you put up a building you're putting up a building that's what you're doing it's letters it doesn't have the same it's less expensive first of all the end in mind always as structure structure people get up to speak I don't know why they asked me to speak give me here that or after all the speakers have nothing to say so don't say it but suddenly 45 minutes ladies tell us what to say yeah imagine you come to your cadet I don't have to say really so why are you doing it so he's telling us here that oyster Saravanan every letter is a rock you don't waste a rock what are you doing with the rock where is it going how is it being put together with another Rock and what do you created specifically the same Fiat serious says two rocks built two homes meaning a love base could be of or bought they're both homes I've as a home a father but means he Kate o saw a home three letters already build six homes write three letters built huh I believe six three letters built six homes once you already have four letters four letters I think is twenty four and five is already 120 and then once you go off once you go a few letters after then you're ready building a crazy amount of right right right right famous story with the chess game you know he has to be rewarded the double double of yes a piece of rice so I see asar bottom but now he goes he takes this metaphor deeper officiais had a bishop or a dong and that service for Kim is diamond Maccabi Melissa say there's two types of homes this bat Amanda Scott sadists both have to be built courtyards and homes one is open roofs one is closed rooms but he says we don't they understand that iciest are doable governments are say oh it's audible agree the mo host of ideas is doing them it's inanimate it's it's silent what do we mean on one hand ICS convey the message but they don't necessarily convey the message remember when you learnt Mishnah is Baba everybody knows Ashley by hard do they know what it means you can have all the ISIS but you don't have anything you could learn things by heart you have the osseous you don't understand you can hear the letters you can hear the words but you don't necessarily get the life of it so there's the osseous and then there's what the iciest convey the energy of the isis the mo Xhosa say that beer the dishes are the letters you use it you could read up your mother you could read a toy service you have all the letters you read it right but you don't get it those noises themselves are like doing them they're like inanimate matter just like a rock that's why they're called rocks I've won and are essentially diamond a house needs somebody to live in the house now Vaughn them neither here's he made me boil it is calcio silo miss lane mr. Khamenei nervous mad Rhaegar's colloquies umezu commercial Kosovar llama say miss Farr the fact that there's so many divisions of worlds literally without number Myriad's and Myriad's of levels distinct from each other the posix hasn't shot him alumni is a misfire so has I'll say you love Miss a Miss for he doesn't even finish okay my luck in the shamaness I said they can Shane come up in the now some additional said I'm Allison the same is true in et speech well personalities angels souls of so they can no one is alike everybody's mind is different everybody's emotions are different nobody's ever alike Coulomb them shuffle finish find the cleanest you feel ISA Soares Emma Mavis Mei in the in all comes from different combinations of letters all the worlds come from devar hashem from our shams words but how the letters combine everything is different and because there are infinite types of combinations olive Bay's gimel Bay's gimel olive and I love gimel Bay's etc there are infinite types of combinations and the way you configure the letters that's why there are endless types of worlds and creatures and souls and everything is different same pin is diamond lagari Melissa McCarthy switchable amat sillas and the iciest themselves with Gabby the essence of the source from which they come out are called the diamond silence he nae gamma Kadem bashar al Ahmar sillas so again okay so what do we have until now everything is devar hashem but what type of Varsha that depends on the decir roof of the letters that explanation says bye sorry ma Morris Libra Harlem the world was created through ten other instance when you look at Marshalls voracious you have ten things that were created but there's so many more details how were they created you have light you have water you have the heavens you have the Sun and the moon and the stars the galaxies you have mammals and fish but you have what about an Evan what about Iraq where is that enough Saaremaa Mars you don't have a heaven in a sorry Marcus it's also created the answer is these are saaremaa motorists are ten general utterances but a each one of these letters goes through tourism it goes through different than each word goes to different combinations so the very same energy is then divided and subdivided and sub subdivided into creating all of reality even in its lila through all the and all of its protamine all of its details and all of its nuances so everything comes from isis the question is only that serie of the ice is the combination and the difference between one and another is always that serie fost the combination of letters but you would call today the DNA of existence so to speak digit to letters it's all different letters the question is only the combination of letters what's carbon system known I'm saying in the ten utterances of creation there's no mention of stop so one must form created I'm just giving an example so the answer is that all the all the Isis of our Sodom amorous yeah go through substitutes and see Rufus you can have the same word but a different combination is the same energy but it's in a different combination so something else comes up then I'll mention there's a reason it's not mention because these are general energy and then it comes through this this is game a tree and this I move them and this timorous what letters get substituted with each other he nae gamma kind of assertion by LaMotte sealers even when you go back to the source of everything all the devar hashem all the energy go back to the source in the world about cylinders that you regard Maya hot she and his mid this I want shakiness I'll of course everything over there is godliness the earnings over of owning so far home of should McCullen is gathering in Dogville and the light of the ain't safe is undefined it's abstract divested from any definition and from any media from any measurement than from any bow injury any border in alcohols and nonetheless make a crochet macula penis or aluminum shell Amato because the oil is a source for all the worlds that come out from our zilla's yesh Amla my love Akoya cold cough cold cos von strucker's she is having them finishes how Cassell is Velma in our silicium in potential all the choices all the faculties and all gone chakras that from there could come out the whole division of all the worlds m'appelle Hamish yes and I look silly as its told still all Eliquis divine energy but over there it's ultimately the mucker for everything else so you have the end potential all the different classes and instructors are gonna come up or commercial is a debug but either the baqia Hamas I take the letters of your speech when they're still in your intelligence before you spoke them they're there but they're not there but pile their their Baqarah hoola gobby ain't say borrow Scott's massive of kawaman and the Gabi Ange safe itself in our zilla's which transcends all the worlds guy named The Crying penis Isis even in that state they're called Isis joke winners diamond carvanha me shake my that finish about synchromesh a cost of Columbus osmosis over there also they're called Isis why because they're like diamond they're the lowest level of us see that's what we say in dominate from tehilim cool ombre cosmesis you everything with Kozma so literally it means you made everything with wisdom but he tied jizz shall fill the penis of my Vegas hokhmah and establish the penis I see a gosh senseless one what we call hokhmah you still call us CSUN even karma is considered like physical actions for the season why it's already called our Varnum it's called Isis even though it's really hokhmah or Marsha Nicola penis Ellicott's I it's called godliness high notion penisula coos shame grimace in Southborough Ashlyn is Samson with nygma brokenness Klee it's called godliness because it's infinity that is not yet limited in a vessel I will remember everything sober robots me before I demolish you still can't compare it to they ain't safe itself raka are rivers Eva miss parshat Maximus ain't so far the ISIS would be like a ray that comes from the essence of ain't safe commercials if I said much I miss passion to go for so much richer cause of Maca money like the ray of the Sun which comes from the Sun so in that sense it reflects the Sun but how do you compare the ray of the Sun to the ball of the Sun itself you can't you can't compare it so on one hand we say everything in that sillas is Eliquis but it's like Ziva Shemesh from the sandwich the ray of the Sun it's not better to the ain't safe batsman okay my buddy brother Mike in a marshal of a purse speaking in Maori Shane is my leg Avenue horse Isla you can't compare the Faculty of the speech to the essence of the idea al Kozar nonetheless our RSS icon is fashion to miss gala be different a ray of the idea comes out in the words the official asking was velocity antenna cavora Sokolova dipper and there's no way somebody else can understand your wisdom if it doesn't go through your voice and your speech but how deep or shallow in a cessation like a failure what is for you only words becomes the source of the very idea for your friend so you understand what happens here what for you is only de Bourgh for him is the whole cycle that's his only access to the same so the lowest level of the highest becomes the highest level of the lowest and the highest level of the lowest is really the lowest level of the highest and then then that highest level of the lowest which is the lowest level of the highest has to go to its lowest level which becomes the highest level of the next my dragon a deeper shallowly NASA cyclic availa car vehicle her RS Atzmon saint south where whom is gamma the penis Isis now so this is a mush the harder of axonal Saints life that's missing wife is the essence of the inside it's ray like the ray of the Sun that's what Isis are it comes out through Isis shame a McCoy they reach our chakras our highest main and save vertical please slavish Allah she I she is by limits of the I know Matt explain what do we mean these are all the sources so that I'm chuckle for the flow of the fetus from the light of infinity to being closed and to give the highest of all the world's highest and lowest openness Isis Shabalala million the ISIS in the highest world show my leg attacked Aisha bite which is the lowest level it's like the diamond the lifeless like the rocks in our world which are lifeless they're inferior to man they're inferior to animals and furry with the produce diamond is the lowest level so the Isis which are the lowest level massive ministration was say Shalom Shalom optimum and in the next world the lower world that is the lead that is the head that is disabled that is the sin of madaba what's the difference between diamond and Madhavi Diamond is lifeless inorganic material like rocks minerals stones etc same a earth is already growth this is the world of botany the skills by this consciousness is emotion madaba there's already reason curiosity inquisitiveness human intelligence but what happens is when I speak my words become your say huh so the diamond in one world becomes the Madaba in the next one so he says that's a marshal that in the ain't safe there's the ISIS which represents how the CIO's comes out as the real ray of the Sun which becomes the source of fears for the next world what's Isis in the higher world becomes the race the highest level the highest level the sale of the next world between man and God is not so exact he's by the drama show on his domain is the osios so the his hell order comes down so to speak throw ciose but by us like you says when we speak to our friend our how our action comes down through deeper that's Isis deeper is made up of Isis yeah words are made up of Isis so it's exactly the same well laughs hey NIC - Marco - I'm chuckles at ease but shame cut serious that's why the source with all the highest coming out this cold cuts areas courtyards should there are some over a fee is mush mush mush will in a run and I'll also what's a hot sir Koch is always the passageway you want to go from your house outwards you go through the cut sir that's the path through which I shall use goes to the created beings the Ashburn based cleaner some chuckles but generally these two types of flows effort who legit sign the asylum is ridiculous hots record sign one is the flow that comes out to the external world's called the outer courtyard by basil apenas premia Solomon's to the inner worlds shame penis I see Saturn about villain - I'm Ursula Sadiq these are the letters of terror and filler and the souls of tsadikim Vinnie Kramer hot syrup enemy snipers based on malice in the Megillah yeah hot rocks and Sona hummin bullets arrested sorry man sorry enemies noises based on MELAS soon we're gonna deal with the house but there's two types of courtyards is the inner chamber the inner courtyard and the outer courtyard culture a fraternity there's more access these are the two flows of the Isis one is the tiniest element external words one is premiere so long as the inner once you typhus a little bit huh you have to we have to sensitize ourselves to this type of language two different vocabulary year in its donor it's a different vocabulary you know it's not a regular not a regular vocabulary he speaks I'm Athan with options this with a flow when a person is teaching let's say you have a Ravi's teaching I'm talking about a person who really understands he doesn't start a yeah the teaching is teaching Tomales he looks up the article a few minutes before a person who really is masters what he's teaching so the idea is clear by him it's clear he comes to the audience with an idea but they don't have access to that idea the only access they have is to letters to words that's where he has to build his home he has to build the idea he starts speaking he finishes and he gets this look you know the look on people's eyes like can't you spend your time talking about other things what are you talking about back there what's the word days look yeah it's not that he said anything wrong it's just like so what has to happen now he has to find new AI seus it's called right you had and you did you say Madhav's Kanaya osseous you have to look for new new letters new words to convey the idea maybe a marshal an illustration maybe a story maybe more explanations maybe all of it together where were all these words before where were all these words where were all these illustrations where were all these parables and metaphors where were that they weren't there before the student brought it out we taught me that hasn't got me there in the corner the student brought it out right he says let me give you a Marshall let me give you a Martian I figure I was once Linux it is by the BL so he's somewhat of a most shot he's somewhat abstract so there was a sitting there less okay like the crack jokes so he once sells OC was learning a mind mrs. Tanya says somebody who's Myshkin time Asylum hatha somebody who submerged in the tightest of this world his mother says some Marshall some muscles Muslims over he puts this is the days of smoking so he puts his head of this lights up a lark lark starts thinking chocolate chocolates he says it's shite that myself as a he found the muscle for somebody who submerged in time syllabus on chocolates right okay chuckling yeah chocolate white chocolate mooska a guy who's so emerged he was looking for a Martin he's that he's not my husband we are we are where are all these metaphors of the teacher where we are all the illustrations we are all the where are all the explanations yeah you'll have your shirt you'll have a friend right the toy Swiss has a border let's explain this more Balaam didn't understand let's explain it more a good teacher doesn't lose his patience Leia by Suleiman velay I copied on Mohammed if you're a competent you can't teach you lose your patience fast you can teach it may be a you may belong in a laboratory but you can't teach people you have to repeat you have to explain more where were all these explanations they were all there but they were not necessary why were they not necessary because the idea was clear right the idea was clear we learned the other day we just came off we just landed from dealing with the International Dateline yeah you have a person you say the International Dateline he knows exactly what it is his whole life he works with it you have other people you have to bring the globe's and you have to start travelling say you're in your shall I mean you come in you come dig right you have to go through the whole Bay and see how it happened I got it you know they understand the reality only through the illustrations for the person who has it clear we are all the McCallum where are all the has made and where are all the letters they're there they're inside the idea but they're not conspicuous they're not revealed they're there in a state of macaé in a state of potential it's not like the teacher invented these concepts when the students didn't understand the concept senders bade him were there but they were swallowed up they were submerged in the idea itself the idea doesn't need all these has made and has made them are only there to explain it to somebody else who doesn't get the core event so all the ices are there but they're there in a state of macaé take a look at the Sun the light that we have here coming in through the window is array let's call it a light wave lights are waves particles also but let's talk about the way does the light wave exist in the solar core or not it only exists once it comes into our atmosphere of course it exists in the solar core if it exists outside of the solar core the short exists in the solar car but you're not gonna find it in the solar core why because it's completely submerged there doesn't have a separate fee so smoking doesn't occupy its own space in the solar core it's completely submerged and insignificant once it leaves the solar core and it reaches our planet who becomes a handsome yoga's a meilooruns the Midori Malheur barakamon we talked about the earlier shemesh not partial to make abraca once in 28 years SMI separation we appreciate this light very much it lets us survive it lets us live but it wasn't created outside it was there inside so I see Asst yeah legate the higher vena legate their source that's all there but it's like this is if Hashem is the REA of the song in its source it's all there because in a state of potentiality but the only way the lower world let's call the student could receive the idea it's only through the ISIS I can't get light from the Sun itself you go to the Sun itself you're not gonna have like you're gonna be dead you'll be burnt up we need the little light that comes from the solar core and that light gives us an appreciation of the Sun so now for this teacher what is for him the toughest of the tough oh but the Talmud becomes the source of the whole idea well it's for him the lowest level of communication for the other person that's how he gets it that's his only access to the say huh now in the Marshall you have to understand it's not it's not completely accurate why because in the Marshall the student exists the teacher exists he just tried to convey an idea she conveys an idea through AI seus through letters but what happens if the student would be created through the ISIS what happens if the ISIS would not only convey an idea they were creating the idea so what type of world would it look like you understand and initially you have to understand you're not just dealing with an entity and you're communicating information to the entity the information you're communicating is creating the entity that you're communicating it's a whole different experience the ice is here I'm not just you're trying to communicate to somebody in our lower-level the ices are the source of their existence so what type of existence do they experience themselves as that is what they become they become that patina the osseous are the source of their very existence so their highest level of consciousness of identity is the lowest level of the higher brain not just the students exists independent of the teacher you'd understand that she does understand this year it's not that the she creates is Macias but what if the share with create is Macias what if ideas would create reality what if every idea of yours would create a reality what would that reality look like huh like a computer yeah like a computer program or that program had real life like some computers yeah maybe one day I don't know so then it's a whole different thing so that what is the lowest what is doing women the highest level becomes the Madaba in the lowest that's what he says that had abortion why NASA say halacha Valen his dipper becomes a cycle so the first source when we speak about the inside the muscle for this would be inside before they about zelich OCC's are also Ilocos because they're all submerged in the inside just like the light wave in the solar core but he says it's completely not the area we call it Ella cause because it's not this Samsa manageable but in a scaly meaning the oases are still in its source it's not like the ray of the Sun was communicated in a vessel and contained and defined and limited it wasn't defined unlimited but it's like the light wave in the solar core the light wave in the solar core is part of the solar core course it's part of the solar core part of a scythe but you're still gonna call it the osseous and I'm sillas this the state of potentiality for the energy that's gonna be communicated to the worlds the town that desisted when the teacher has to dig he has to stop and say wait let me think what is he trying to come up with explain it to his students he knows that a certain part of his mind he's not going to be communicating it's not for the island maybe one day he look a pillar goes to that place where he can find the potentiality for a type of information that could be communicated to them in him it's all one there's no distinctiveness it's all one it's all one picture it's not like okay here is the part that belongs to the Tom it is defined the bones of their out jaw one but he has to find within himself those states that potentially could be communicated those states even in their source are cold already Ivana they're called Isis they're called diamond Maga beta ain't sex not because they're not on the coast they are Ilocos it's all part of the teacher it's not they're not misconstrued yet but let God be the source that's already the potential of that which could be translated into the consciousness of the universe now there is infinite universes but each one comes from Isis so you have hot syrup enemies F cuts rockets ina but it all starts with the osseous that are there because vanilla modulus and then get communicated dagger after dagger and in each world the highest pin of that world is really the lowest pin of the previous world and then the lowest P na the next world right the lowest clean of the net will become the highest reading of the next world that's how it works or the lust knows we're gonna see the mouths of one world becomes the kisser of the next one the lowest level of consciousness of one state becomes the highest experience of consciousness of the next thing and it has to be that way because the only way this world can experience its highest level of consciousness is from the lowest level of consciousness of that state and so the osseous evolved throughout the worlds what do they represent even in the source the mucker of the fuse that is available to ultimately become Malou Bosch the constitute the consciousness of the students remember this is not the information of the student it's the very entity of the student the very identity imagine if your sheer wouldn't give people information it would create people's minds what type of minds would they look like now this is a little abstract imagine you would speak and you were creating the minds while you were speaking it's a pretty big elias it's a pretty bad guys if your words we're not giving people information they were creating they were creating the recipients of the information this is calling edge computer coding artificial intelligence yeah yeah you're creating it create a new yes yes the IDS of the computer create the new intelligence the cells are made up of Isis so to speak the DNA Isis they make up the cell so imagine if the if your information now is not words the information is becoming an entity a living entity but that entity is nothing but their information what does that information look like what is it and what's the relationship between that which is being created from that which is being created that's the relationship of how you have to understand all the worlds all the nav ryeom to their ultimate source of the insight as he will continue to explore so let's summarize what we learned last time the collective the collective body of the Jewish people that we call Canessa cicerone are called kala that's the title of kanessa Cisco will called the kala the bride not only because it is a marriage but the word kala comes from the word wise a color called Acala one of the reasons is because coulson option which means there is a yearning my soul goes out at pines and aspires l-e said Jocasta you're craving you're pining you're yearning this to your husband it's true about kanessa sister almond is true about every soul ner Shemesh masada the soul by its very nature yearns it aspires and the flame never ever relaxes it never ceases to yearn and grow and try to kiss the heaven and sway and dance it never remains in one space and he says therefore it's called an era sham because the Tavor of the soul is it wants to Vegas it wants intimacy it one's meaning at once purpose and that cannot be extinguished it's a flame that can't be extinguished in the sense you cannot find a soul that does not have a yearning that does not seek meaning which is why the need for meaning the needs for purpose there's inherent to the neshamah it's not like you can have a person that on some level doesn't need it spen may be repressed it may be subconscious it may be not felt but every single soul yearns for meaning a meaningless life ultimately is a deep deprivation for the soul and the symptoms come out when you're hungry or you're grouchy you're depressed the symptoms come out when there's no meaning ultimately the becomes tired and exhausted because it loses its oxygen meaning for the soul is what oxygen is to the body you can't live without oxygen you take away meaning from a person's life and you obliterated their souls oxygen not only that he says this search for meaning is so deep that it wants to melt it wants complete intimacy with truth Ellie Shh Tsukasa but for who you shall bah he tells the soul Bal Carter gotta high you can't have complete intimacy you have to be separate you have to be somewhat detached you have to be independent naturally the soul wants to melt away in the bosom of her husband the caller wants to melt away the bosom of her groom and just fly away together in an endless oneness but Hashem tells the Kalevala initial both know you have to go down but even after it goes down he says into a body the main avoid of a person is to cultivate and find that aspiration that yearning that one is mr. fervent on Coulson ouch but here you have to understand that there's two types of kalos these two types of choice on that wishes this base hello Scala and these Bashar my scholar it's two separate colors they're not just arguing what you say to the caller they're talking about two colors two brides there's the color that we speak about and we say calico moisture he that's one collar collar commotion he you speak about the collar as is as is and Mesbah Sharma says that means any collar I feel ok Garris a feeling suma now remember this is going us how he develops this even lame even blind that's the collar which is why based on me at such a difficulty with saying collar navaja Sudha what if she's not not everybody is everything not everybody is Navajo so de says what if she's see Garris what if she's late what if she's blind we needed gonna speak about it spiritually but physically it means what if she's not not how do you live don't why Carla Kamaishi find her virtues every person has virtues every person has redeeming qualities thought he wants the might anecdote it was a book he went out for a that comes home the Kyler goes over to the shopkin she says your mum is a filthy liar she whispers she says what's the problem Carlos whispers you said he was tall he's short you said he was slim he's fat and obese you said he was smart the guy's dumb he's a I don't understand you something says you don't have to whisper he's deaf too hey somebody says you have to find you have to find the virtues don't lie don't want Karla c'mon she every comma as his whoever she is Sport talk about it sometimes she's Higuera so summer what does miss hello say no Carla Malvika soon every color is beautiful every color is gracious Allah feels like basil--oh but it's to Calais it's too bright Sibella pang is seasonless Gemara two paradigms of avoider not stop Kate said Moroccan listen a collar is not a question on a fastener to question every life every person's life how do you dance in front of the collar how do you bring out the collar in the jewel how do you bring out the collar the place on nefesh of a neshama so this is two completely different colors in the other mind we learned in shin remember Kate's of miraculin at collar there he discussed the McCleod cos was two approaches of a discussion one approach to fight this hashem is the shaman says he got to be clean before you get into a relationship you have to be completely clean completely toxicity free sir may die before say tough you have to clean up the mess in the house before you bring in beautiful furniture there's no relationship without it Carla Kamui he has to be charged according to who they are and according to how much you work on refining yourself that's how much you'll be able to experience the Irish and why to russia vasila says no way car the navajo sued the right away you have to bring out the beauty of the collar the graciousness of the collar start with us a time even before samara today there's a debate in the world of therapy an interesting debate you have a person who's addicted destructive habits destructive behavior one approaches this is the approach in the 12-step program of recovery if you don't become fully abstinent if you don't completely disengage quit the habit with the addiction and break it there's nothing to talk about you're just gonna fall back into the same cycle the same vicious cycle of Lies deception and addiction whatever the addiction is and you have to break it and stop it that's very often especially in one particular type of addiction known as si there's a tremendous disproportionate amount of relapses it's people again they relapse and relapse and relapse it because very very powerful all the diction's are powerful but this has ups of special power that's how God created people it's a very special very intense power and this relapse and relapse and relapse and sometimes there's a brutality here which is often very helpful you have to remain sober and if not there's nothing to talk about and yet there's some situations they have to be careful why if somebody has a life to fight for if they have a meaning in their life to fight for so they have an incentive to be sober in order to fight for that life for person sees themselves as completely valueless as completely insignificant they have absolutely no meaning to their life they don't have anything to fight for that should encourage them to fight over the addiction so sometimes if you don't give that you're not helping them you cannot focus on their rap you can't focus on their rap because they have nothing to look forward to that their whole life is worthless it's meaningless so why shouldn't I have a relapse for what what am i fighting for for my wife for my children for myself for my soul for my truth they don't have any of it they were taught in their mind that they're absolutely worthless our life is worthless you have to give somebody a life they should say I want to fight for it do something good in me that I want to fight for if there's nothing good in me what am i fighting for to preserve a schemata to preserve a doormat to preserve a dirty filthy rag who needs to preserve it let let it be it's already messed up so I'll be a little more messed up Tamar has an expression me I'll call shaumbra - I know I saw some very I know this somebody who ate garlic and he smells you should need more garlic and he smells that's the gamora's approach but some people approach so you have a beautiful white shirt yeah and you eat chocolate ice cream right in the ice cream falls on the shirt yeah so you have no fixed in E and a big staining what's the approach is the approach okay let me get it more state approaches you have to state why should I get a third state right many people's approaches with the shirt is dirty who kisses the sure to stay the little more scheme a little less ice cream so you smell already you'll smell a little more you already smell so bad that everybody hates you so you'll smell a little more so you understand so be shy my is really right in the perfect in the in the ideal world of course Bashan me is right there's no Sun I say there's no mirror in the real world however Bissell says you have to understand that sometimes people are so far that if you wait for summer now you're gonna wait forever you need to start off with positivity you need a start off with lista kind you have to start off with are before you disgust - that's the dibala Tanya says look at the title should I share it but this is a big much like as constantly with people do you have to demand that level or no start with earlier and then more wide till fine they'll say you know what there's something going on positive that itself will help them be dose of the hush this is the mark locus with Hanukkah we spoke then the mark like it's kind of the same I like as you start with eight you start with one it's the famous Lycus wish I may be so here he discusses it a little differently that these two types of collars will soon see there's two premise of the Jewish people there's the calabash Shammai there's a color Bissell does the column of a Hosoda and is the color kamaishi in order to explain this and will to explain this he started a whole Stickle and it was a deep peace I just want to summarize wonder could it skintight that Hauser over inside with Isis are out it's very mediocre every ice but then I could is that the safer you'd see recalls osseous rocks every letter is seen as a stone you bring stones together to build a structure and you bring letters together to build sentences paragraphs chapters books swaram it's all Isis ice by ice by ice you build the world was built through Isis a sorry Muammar by sorry memores never oil but virus sham sham I am Nasim / ruop if called swamp deeper by you mirela Kimmy he over here the world is built by with Isis and he says the marshal of Isis has not just on a simple level truth that Isis come together to build presentations just like stones come together to build homes and the art of the architect and the contractors not which stones to use that too but the most important thing is how to combine things together right the difference between a good speech and a great speech I want to say a horrible speech between a great speech and a yet a greater speech is not the alphabet the same alphabet same 22 letters I love through tough or ABC whatever language you're using the combination it's the configuration the difference between eloquence absolute eloquence and poor presentation is same alphabet but you can't compare and we know two people could say the same thing but the way they say it is completely and absolutely different one person inspires the other person puts down one person elevates the other person crushes they're saying the same message but ultimately the presentation is so critical and so vital because that see roofin make up all the difference in fact as the ballot Anya says elsewhere everything is AI seus it's only about C roof them it's always about C roofer say Fiat Syria says o net we spoke about Oneg Nega same letters only pleasure Nega as leprosy it's just will you put the AIA will you put your eye will you put your perspective my eye my eye in is on the right side that's Oneg my eye in my eye in as an iron and iron as an eye my eye is on the left side it's it's Nega the same reality just what I see right I look at one person I could see how you give me so much eyelid right a father that looks at a child and says you give me so much pleasure another father looks at the same child and says you caused me to become and feel like I'm at sire you know what's the difference same child just your eyes what you see what you see Deborah Chaplin said amends versus grub zette crop guy tomaten mementos is able zat Adel Kaito Merton somebody whose brute and course he sees it everywhere somebody whose refined he sees refinement everywhere not because he's naive because he he sees it he has glasses that see things that the other person won't see he sees refinement he sees potential it's the same thing we're looking at the same painting we're looking at the same piece of art but it's a different perspective it's all about zero if it's all about will you put the letter it's all the same letters in fact that's the difference of paper na toy iron rods all the same Seraphim it's all the same Isis but the question of zeref it's always a question of combinations that's why combining letters and reconfiguration that's the art of life the art of life is what Cyrus C roofin to take Isis and to be able to move them around huh just to move them around the same information the same data simply to move them around and we know in a person what makes the difference between a person and an animal yeah sometimes 99% of the DNA is identical yeah it's one little one nice you put here you put there hey you have a ship to the chimpanzee and he F here you have a human being here you have a frog a salamander and you have a cockle goblet one seed of both Latour even my motive in all many literally one little one tiny tiny giraffe is off so the whole world is basically Isis in addition to that he says I see Ivana my diamond there lifeless they represent lifelessness osseous like Gabby the idea itself also represent diamond what do we mean the osseous convey the idea but they're not synonymous with idea waha Riya you can hear the ISIS you can even learn at Bari Karishma is Baba you don't understand the thing the person is saying you can read an article you can read an essay you read Isis you have all the ISIS we don't have it if a person doesn't understand the idea in other words the ice is on one hand convey the idea but they're not the idea itself their channels for the so the garbha the melissa psycho he calls it diamond this is the whole diversity of all the world's come from different Isis everything comes from its roof AI seus lagaa Bey the Moho sesay how it's all Sufi Isis sharifa Isis but VAR Hashem Shama imasu the ISIS Cabaye uncle then have the energy and the Gabi the source the source of the feels they not sillas the source of a nerve it's called Isis it's called Ivana because it's diamond just like diamond you can't compare diamond to me debris the level of life is so much more minut even though we know that diamond today we know that diamond has a whole life you look at a table it's not as dead as it looks you look at a cup it's not as dead as it looks you look at an iPhone certainly not as dead as it looks unfortunately and you look at a microphone or at a rock it's not as dead if you can have the right tools if you have the microscopes that allow you to observe you see that in this dead inorganic matter there's a very dynamic and vibrant universe but still from the visible eye you can't compare the visibility of life in the rack to the display of life in the tree in the bush and the plan never mind in the animal never mind in the human being will you see vibrancy you see feels so the level of energy that comes through the osseous are Diamond legate the energy in the source which he calls here at sillas and then he goes a step deeper answers and even in the source decisis just like we said in the teacher who conveys the idea he has all the Isis but there the ISIS are submerge they're not noticeable the student needs the ISIS so the teacher has to say the ISIS you have a teacher he's reading a piece of Gemara emission he learned the Gemara and 900 times somebody once said he was arguing with her moshe feinstein on a toss sir Moises said I learned this toss this morning for the six hundredth time I know the chaton that that's just ours today for the six hundredth time so he looks at he looks at the mission she looks at the Gemara he mastered it he knows it you can always go deeper and he goes deeper for the student suddenly has to bring out all these new mashaallah Minh illustrations where were they all they were all in in but they were not noticeable they were submerged we're in God is all the energy that is invested in the creation of the world it's all in him but it's completely submerged it's completely but the like the light wave in the solar core it's there the light wave that we have this morning is in the solar core but over there doesn't occupy any space any separate space it's completely submerged in infinity you have there also all the colors that come out in the world for the student the iciest emerge are something significant something separate as something as something distinctive so therefore in the source of Hashem caviar of his Chaya finola Marcellus you have all the ISIS just like you have all the ISIS Habib or when they're still in your hakama but Mugabe ain't safe these are called a Vaughn and diamond coulomb become Assisi even that which we call karma really the God by him is like the pinna of the patina of the pin of a sea and the Marshall that he gave for this was very powerful a person is speaking the words are inferior to the idea in fact even if he wouldn't say the words the idea would be fully in him the words are simply a reflection of the idea and they don't even capture the full idea like a teacher what he's saying in this year maybe only 1% of what he knows about the subject he's just giving over a glimmer and yet for the student those words become the source of the idea his access to the very idea becomes the letters the words of the teacher in other words what for the teacher is the lowest the lowest stage of evolution of the idea for the student it becomes the highest stage the iciest of the teacher become the safe of the student and the osseous of the student which came from the sale of the student which came from the ISIS of the teacher they become the say whole for his student and the ISIS of that student which came from the sale of that student which came from the ISIS of the student which came from the lowest level of the teacher all that now becomes the source and the highest level for the next student and as I said that this is a little abstract and I'm not gonna go into it again that here it's only a marshal of communication of energy of ideas an initial it's not communication its creation imaginative the rav wasn't giving information to the student he was creating the student through his sheer basically the way he speaks to him that actually creates him the information that he's giving him is creating the mind that absorbs that information how much can the Talmud then be typhus from there Ralph we have a situation the Talmud has his own mind maybe one day he'll excelled around he'll go beyond thereof because he has his own mind but here imagine if there are voices they are creating the mind they are creating the very mind so what is for him the lowest state becomes the highest state of consciousness for for the for the student so that's the idea the same is true in the Co cellar key that the Isis are in this source itself over there they're also called LaVon and diamond and then they continue and they flow down to all of the worlds and he said that's why the source of the fields is called hot source which means courtyards because through them the fuse goes through to the Narayan but there's two Hut sayers the tsarevets owner and the Scott's are happening miss Knight has baisama Lana the AI seus are the source of the see use the way they are in a scythe which ultimately will come out and become the source of life in all the worlds and the lowest of the highest world becomes the highest in the lower world and the highest in the lower world is really the lowest of the world above it and then the lowest of that world becomes the highest of the next world and so it goes so hot Cyrus is the passageway just like a cut so we go into our house so we go into the public domain it's the passageway through which that he is goes one goes to the external worlds one goes to the internal worlds one is the hot sale of Edson and one is the cuts of lip enemy this was his akadama now let's go a little Veidt three cells babes vis L Colson knife she was Pat's this basis we come back to the capital of tehilim my soul Payard base page 60 my soul 16 Bamidbar peyrac base first count Colson NAVSEA my soul yearns lasats his basis on what stature is basis sure not to Hashem to scottson now she who machina Shama Cicero when ever dove it speaks about my soul it's not just my soul me as an individual dove it identified himself as with the mucker of neshama sister with the womb where all the neshamah is converted the womb were older neshama saw one that's now she dove it is called the Eames miracies roll he's the voice of the Jewish people he's the violin the harp that contains the symphony of quali saw in each generation and various generations you have the person who's not just a man he it's not just atomic clocks I'm not just a rough not just a bigger shoe Shiva he is rather the harp that captures the symphony of Kinesis is wrong that's a different definition Javed is that person in the image Minister the vue de la vie says in his famous poem that we read on Tisha above CR in hawaii shall Leela's limas Araya he says ani kinor Lee she Raya I am a heart for your melodies he speaks about himself I am a heart for the melodies of your salon it was then paraphrased material I'm salsa Havre and me Anika Lugosi Raya Kenickie North maybe that lady says his words I'm Nicky Nelly she Raya I am a heart for your melody was me I am a heart means my identity is really the heart that plays out your sheer so dahveed's naff she says now she is mocking us and my sister does that person whose soul is the harp that contains it captures the symphony of classicist wrong she/he Mouse's not sinless amidst lavishes debris seriousiy necesito that's basically synonymous with what we call mouth esophagus which is the lowest attribute about Zyliss and therefore it becomes enclosed in the next world's will breathe 0c but half so Jocasta Lisbon Mikhaylovich about Zyliss her craving is to go back kala to go back to be one with her source Asha Shama hot sir as I said in mouthfuls you have the hats recession what do we mean hats recession I'm shocked Asahi you is my own in Southborough who are moms commercial Esaias who be read us alum at the Bay Bridge here I see a Colson now should take if with us could be Michaela be sure she believes she craves and she says Colson NAVSEA lasats recession what sconces are sent to courtyard of ocean what's the courtyard the passageway mouthfuls of Epsilon's is the passageway where the theist comes through to ultimately be my spear energy to all of the worlds and all of the souls and all of the angels and all of the universes and creatures and the lower worlds so as long as the souls are in mouth closed there there once they come down into the lower worlds Colson off see look at her eyes I want to go back to that cuts it to those cups areas of Moses Kamisha Adam toil kaya now sure commercial coast of Maui visit just like a person craves for the life of his soul like the POSIX says Shia says Nath she EVC Hubbell Island my soul craves you at night I'll predict look we have a problem here you don't say my soul evey seesaw I crave you at night either you say now see if suck or evey sing in English you don't say my soul I crave you my soul craves for you or I crave for you here he says now she my soul evey secret I crave you I want you the ballot Anya types is based on desire different from Sun now she you're my soul therefore EVC trouble ila therefore I crave you in other words he doesn't see the divine as something separate from the person he sees the divine as the essence of the soul if it's the essence of the soul just like you dying for your life to come back to you you're dying for this relationship dying in a sense yearning for this relationship a person hasn't eaten in a while or hasn't that sleep or or didn't drink their tireless high in option you want a little relief yeah you want oxygen you want do you want to do you want to be Hydra you don't want to be dehydrated you wanna know you want to you want to quench your thirst you want to get a few hours of sleep you're tired person is never very sick he's toy with kya now sure he yearns for the life of his song that's the same type of we're talking about for Kalamata when you come down even further in a cell by void assad dhaka boy is born SBD buddha amitabha's AC cetera live at villa shaming huts a recession bomb shelter San Lucas made inside burrow in a void it's the craving to connect to him through the words and thoughts of the letters of Toyota and Avenue which they are all hot serious Hashem the courtyards of our sham meaning they constitute the flow of energy of God that God that divine energy goes through the osseous of tired and feel as he said before this is the energy that goes to the PME asylum Asst this is hot syrup enemies the inner hot sir these are the ISIS a terawatt villa that's why they're called hots areas because through them the energy comes out but V&A yashna Guinness Guinness cultural cleaners bodies but you have a court coming you have a house stay in emptiness of honor a courtyard is made of raw stones and a house is built of stone but there's a difference by is from the corner of a shutter angle got a house has a roof cut sir is ruthless they're both structures built of of onon one is roofed one is not roof spiritually a varmint represents osseous the clutter represents the ices that create a courtyard without a roof the bias represents also Isis but it creates a roof there's a roof what's the difference come on Miche base cream is behind accession there's two types of advisor Sascha these people who hang out in the courtyard just people who hang out in the homes yes Michel AIESEC botero´s fill on the person who's immersed in Thailand Finland Omaha Venus Lee boiler Isis shivoham' lavada he focuses his mind primarily or exclusively Lavar them to the iciest to the letters to the letters kakazu derek Azshara this also was a correct path gamsu dairy fish are Turkish recursive maka maka the osseous a Jew who becomes ecstatic about the ideas of Davin against Finland he met Sedaris is shorter but you have to realize a Malou bridge BAM not clear come on shovel Avant so fascinating Eric an analysis and you're gonna see the different streams of how the citizens develop their ate he doesn't say it that way but if you could see you'll see it in the woods in with lubbers ram raksha my shovel Avadh but like a hostage leus what's captured by this jew is his thoughts but not his mind his thoughts are completely engulfed in kedusha but not his mind why because he's overtaken by the osseous and the ISIS have holiness and it's a daily Chara huh but mainly his emotions but mainly his emotions but mapped through the mind only the thoughts there's living mush of key bunch a c-clip Andre and if we has to know that his mind is still vacant his mind has not been overtaken has not been involved ireoke little basicially macabre sports so therefore a lot of alien thoughts could make right they can find easy passage into the mine commercial our katsu Shane the duck shy multi-layered the sofa you're in the courtyard you're sheltered but if it starts raining you can take out wet why there's no roof he neighs I say so sorry what's the aid sir Muhammad died overseas Lloyd he has to now take his das and say ho and go deep with his das the Petersham Elizabeth Villa - the meaning the meaning of the words add mcComish edema gas till where his hand can reach in other words his utmost capacity that's filler now go to Toyota will be even sicker basic Authority the Shia tiramisù society he has to take his mind and immerse it fully in tighter whether it's on the level of sharp Rama straight on all levels the zany creep enemy cetera this is called Panama cetera Harry means ten amis not in terms of cabal of up enemies in terms of not just the osseous of Tyra but what's inside the ice is the lightest a hole inside Isis Oprah mizuna Tobias your enemy the home is inside not outside it has a roof the gutter is hittin and hotter itself you have two levels discrete Sonia sorry Loomis and Kaname asylums this hot surrogates are in the cuts are eponymous there's the fee is that goes to the world and there's the fears that goes through Toyota and Fela one is hot circuit Sona everything is Isis of a shot but over there it's an external Isis more external level of energy you see Saturday at Villa are hot series bass - cats are noisy have a similar cats on a Plymouth because it's the pen amoenus of the energy but it's still a hot sir and then there's the bias the bias is protected the south coast of Brazil are the rice Haseley love the kuchibiru coup d'etat Manya Surve malt Sawyer says high rises the home it's the chamber of God with his King sits what does he mean line opening me is satire what do we mean claim is that she Peter Schiff Italian Irish am a lubbers Bangkok my law that's when you understand the meaning in Taylor we have the hakama of Russia Lakeisha May but here it is also a few levels which are maybe map shot they are tighter when you understand the shot of Toyota the gun Petersham militia bit still in the theater you understand parts time maybe we take an English sit there you know what it means penis suave condition a some ghoulish Shalom hail of hitting me as ba what earth goes in the Makai in Malibu but should finish on Miller's Nikia bottom Valhalla starsia these are the bottom and eye colors of isla Marcia when you understand Petersham mil is centered on the level of remiz you went to a luma eat serum you built the bites when you go to Jewish you went I love my Bria when you go to side you went Darla Maximus but it's homes these already homes now Scott Cyrus there's many different homes but over there the King sits it's not only a cut sir it's not only a cuts it's a hail she says this two paths in avoid the sunshine and the first one is also a delicate char there was a death where Jews would get inspired by Isis at Fela the letters of even if you members don't understand anything the letters of Fela have a condition them the letters of Tefila either from sukham of logic necessary doula they have in them divine energy and if you say the letters and you focus they are a source of inspiration and you know today you don't see it so much you still have it but do we Eden who lived like this for 60 70 years with Isis at Finland somehow they started holy do lovscheim Karishma idea of I'm Emily Lloyd stuff and they went on fire there were a few principles the phone the cell phone has to be awful they have to be completely present they're not looking at their watch you know in four minutes they have to be out of course all three record that to be fully present but they were present and they went on fire that they were dancing with God even a Droon didn't even understand all the Petersham others and there's something true and they were Jews who learned like that they would open up her Stickle Gemara open up a mission ayahs and they would learn this one understood more this one understood less but the iciest became tremendously powerful and this he says is a big terror why because the osius have in them I'm shuffle silicosis goddess noises the whole world comes from Isis but here the ISIS reveal godliness the rest of the world you have to dig if to excavate much more you have to duck much more but this is a very big dara you know in Kerala in how they Davin and Carlene you know they scream they holler yeah but at the hollering was a mechanism to hear the words like wake up the hell were you saying here were you saying and it's a very very beginning but he says you have to look you have to remember one thing your thoughts are being occupied not your mind it looks like you're minded when you're not your mind because the difference between thoughts and safe thoughts never stop your thoughts always have to be involved in something if I'm thinking about letters I'm thinking about letters but if I don't understand it so then ultimately my understanding remains vacants my say hole remains make see says other things could fall in why can't other things fall in because my say hell has not been taken engaged my Masha has been fully engaged because that's what I'm thinking about that when you're saying letters and you're involved and you're focusing you were told my person is focusing your my shove is there but your mind is not there you didn't deal with your mind on the contrary you don't even look to deal with your mind you may even feel that that's a compromise that's all that's going away from kedusha but as you know doctor ever was very year and a different balanced he felt that if you want a look who's should penetrate the person you have to engage the mind it has to become something that's internalized within the personality and the character of the person so therefore he says do you have to go from the culture to the bias because of the bias is not just enough that I get excited about the oysters even though it's a Derek he Shara and the reason he said it's a terribly short is who's very powerful thing it's not that's not a small thing that first of all it's a very big thing that's why people have a lot of resistance to it if it wouldn't be a big thing there would be no resistance it's a bigger visor it's a it's a it's it's a grace avoider but that's still a cuts cuts it means it's gonna rain what sayst it's gonna rain it means when you're screaming or you're hollering you're dancing you're it looks like you're completely inspired but you're not the fire is not burning in you the fire is burning in your thoughts in your actions but internally you're not a remade person no thoughts are in the mind but you may not have understanding save right each boy that's Emily I love you Smosh I sent the master V Seamus M avoiders not a mile audits there's something there and I'm think I have to think if I'm speaking I'm thinking but am i focusing on the message conveyed in the words and how it applies to me that's a different focus that's the concept of his bonus that takes you from the hut sir into the bias that's why you'll have a person sometimes you'll have a fascinating concept the person will will have this relationship with the ISIS but somehow it's very hard for him to translate that ecstasy in the real world why because how do you bring it from that place to that place if it's not internalized I can't translate it to another person who's alien from it or to an environment it's alien ferment so the next day and therefore the part of me that's alien also doesn't get affected the part of me that's alien doesn't get affected in your core yeah so from the cut sir goes to the bias and what's the bias hey the rain is not gonna get in so easily of course there could be leaks in the house too it's not saying there's no leaks in the house but it means it's a mechanism where you're working with all the components of your minds the affords transformative it's not just acetic it's not just your escaping into a holy world thoughts Amash of us say you can't experience an idea without my shovel we have no access one of the tools of the circle everything is thoughts but thoughts don't represents your understanding thoughts are like they come they keep on going it's always projecting you on the screen of your mind there's always thoughts it never stops you know in the hospital of course always always yes of course of course you come from the seho when you have sacral you have much other you have to have much of if not I can't experience myself but I can engage my mash of into something that I don't fully get a person could do that right in in mindful work you sometimes to have area Kaplan and his Jewish meditation he has a big meditation on the Aleph what do you do you sit you have to clear your mind and you just have to focus on an Aleph some people could do this if they're trained for 20 minutes yeah just and thoughts fly into you I have to go here after go there I'm a crazy person or I'm normal I'm becoming a meditator I'm at Michigan you know that's what happens when you try doing this I mean good luck and they don't stop and that's also fine you know you don't fight much obvious you have to gently just say you know I'm trying to do something but my father say don't try you're a loser you always know you're losing suddenly became a meditator there bister background whatever all the good stuff come up nothing nothing that's the point there's no point you don't think anything it's just just Aleph that's the point the point there's no point you're not trying to make money that's what's hard about it right come on you got it you gotta pay the bills you lose it you lose it it's not a Jewish concept right that's why they think it's a Buddhist concept because how you gonna make money for meditation what are you gonna say what are you gonna show you shock huh very good so when you have when you what do you met you meditating on on an olivey element so your thoughts you're trying to direct your thoughts on to that hour so what's engaged you're my shove is engaged not your saeho your mush of is engaged it's a powerful tool it's a powerful mechanism the next step here is talking about the but that's when you come from the cuts it to the bias from the bias to the cuts it from the cuts to the biases I'm not just saying it I fully get it I fully understand that now it's much harder for other thoughts to come in i'm just saying i seus right so our my relationship is still external if I fully understand it and get it like when somebody's learning of sukhiya and they're completely enmeshed in it right it's very hard for other thoughts to take them away from it because their cycle is already completely entrenched in it so the rain is not gonna get through so easily it's gonna be much harder for the rain to get through in that itself the question is what level of pure some Millis Petersham Millis is multi-layered this darvany NOLA Marcia this davon in Ireland the same davon E the same text what one person sees in the text another person doesn't see in the text what one person sees in a Raschi another person doesn't see in raschi one person could learn the Gemara in Ireland I see another person in a deeper level of us see a deeper level more more more and then you have a new world you'd see Rand you have a new world three have a new world that sillas etcetera these are all different levels in the home but the common denominator is that they're building a home not a courtyard because the iciest have a roof water they have a roof because it's not just Isis of mashallah it's Isis of macabre that are containing safe this class is brought to you by the yeshiva net please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot they ueshiba net / donate