A New Kabbalah class By Rabbi Yitzchok Minkowicz “REVEALING POWERS OF YOUR SOUL & FAITH”

welcome to tonight's Kabbalah class we are learning a very very special custom of this course the name of this course is called the aptitude sava because it's based on a verse and this week's Torah portion parchment Sava and it's actually the reason why it's so special is because the Rebbe said this discourse on the Torah portion Baptist Saba which was a tenth day of the first of that year with toward ours in tuff shin mamillus so that is 39 years ago and also the Rebbe actually edited and certified the sort of discourse complete which was important the untouched and bays which is also 28 years ago now but really why it's so special is because this discourse the Rebbe actually personally distributed to men women and children by himself so obviously it's very very meaningful and it's the last one he distributed the Rebbe throughout throughout his life I've distributed money saved this course so this is the last one so since it's the last one that he distributed so therefore it's obviously very very special cuz we received from the rugby himself he dearest readers to ever be distributed to everybody so obviously it's not just that this course is special with the message inside obviously it's very very special and very very powerful now we're going to talk about some heavy ideas so relax try to keep stay focused I'll just give you some few points and we'll get into the discourse and the flow the way this course goes we're going to talk about different levels of the neshamah we know the neshamah there's different levels to the soul we're not going to go into the five different levels on a soul but it's going to talk about the neshamah but really the excimer neshama the essence of the soul the way it's connected to Hashem we're going to talk about faith different levels of faith and that's very very important because that's one of the most powerful tools that we have to live in a life that we live in is faith and also which is another major important is that to be able to be connected to God when likes is great because you know what's the expression there's no atheist in a foxhole so that is true but the point is when life is great physically spiritually we have - remember us them because when we remember some day and that's when we connect obviously - Sam in the most deepest way those are the general major points in this this course we're going to go through it the way there'll be goes through it the flow of the sort of discourse so again the divert the the student this course is based on the verse the aptitude Savas brain stroll which means Shannon tells marina be apt on and you referring to most variants in Sabah you should command the Jewish people but you coil after they should bring to you will watch they bring to you the Torah says chemin Zayas olive oil zOC which is pure cusses which is crushed the Mars to the to give off light again it literally means to the source of light lauhala is their tongue made to elevate it and to bring it up and their Tom and a steady candle that is the verse in it's simple meaning so the Rebbe asks a few questions over here and the question the first question he asks is very simple question so usually throughout the Torah it says south command the Jewish people here it says the Antioch tit Sabha you should command so the question is two questions one is in the language always a sound wise they be heavy after the sava and be in the intent usually saab means command them commanding one commanded here the app that saba as if motion is giving Commandments God gives Commandments not motion of a No so that is one and in two parts in the first question the second question is it says the equal of Allah they should bring the oil - who - motion of a No and the question is what I mean who is the high priest Aaron who is the one who did all the service in the temple Aaron so why they're bringing the Shemin the oil - ah - motion of a No the next question is that The Verge says Custis it's crushed l'amour l'amour means the source of light really it should say kostas crushed lahar year to give off light not to the source of light so why does it say the source of light and then the last question last but not least is so why is it say it says la highlights to - to light to bring up near a candle tumin which is steady a steady light and the fact is we give a look at the next verse it says specifically that it should burn me Arif they would light the candle at night and then burn from the nights of the morning so if it likes burnt some nights in the morning wine this person to say in their tummy which seems to mean a steady light that had burned 24 hours a day those are in the first section that are be asked these questions okay so now the remedies gonna reference a civic discourse on the same subject and the same verse actually reverses the key values in which to repeat the previous rarely discusses these ideas so this this course of the Rebbe is based on the discourse of the previous Rebbe but their Army's gonna take it to a whole new level and a whole new level of depth so the army first brings down from the previous Rebbe and he says like this we have to understand again we know that this shock simple meaning of every verse and then there's reminisce Jewish but this side there's the mystical understanding of everything in the Torah every single verse every single word every single letter in the Torah there's the mystical understanding so the Rivier a previous survey says and he says when it says be at a tip Sabah so Salva comes to know where what is this cherish the church of Sabbath south now solve the repeat the previous Larry says comes from South so to connect the keyboard and to create a connection so those weak so to sava could mean command which it does simply but Sabah also means to connect and we know the purpose of the midsole is to connect so the pretty sure he explains that the attitude Salva you moisture obey know what is a sham telling you that Sava Connect Benes rel connect the Jewish people to who to ourself to the infinite light of Hashem now and what happens when moisture Avenue connects the racial tension then they'll bring you shemin's ayats that means they'll bring you a gift of oil that means you'll you moisture available will reach a higher level and there you can explain a simple mashaallah simple analogy is take for example the head and the body and the feet so what is the most power powerful part I mean everything every everything's important where claim of slain were completely being but what's the sort of speak what's the guiding force in our life our feet our heads our head our brain right brain is very important it tells us what's correct what's not correct what to do what not to do so the intellect is powerful on the other hand let's see the end like that wants to go from point A to point B how's it going there the feet have to take it so even though the intellect is higher it needs the feet so he said the same idea that the Jewish people compared to Moshe are called rag layer um right the feet of the other people which means moisture Boehner yes is our guiding force he's the one that connects us to our Sam but nevertheless after he connects us we take moisture man to a place that he couldn't go to by himself so in other words what does that mean practically that moisture be no Connexus Hashem wants moisture and connects a sham then we take moisture of a new by bringing him the oil we bring him a whole new level of a gift so that's basically the opening statement which he brings from the previous service now there he's gonna explain like this so no Schweitzer urbane what are we just saying he basically connects us Tasha who is moisture Boehner so actually in Kabbalah moisture rain was called and I'll tell you the Kabbalistic name two words and I'll translate and we'll explain it so my joy is actually called Raya mayhem know what is Ryan mayhem demean so there's actually two definitions to Ryan ahem one is Ryan ahem nur Raya means a shepherd Rho a shepherd member faithful so Mike Sherman is a faithful Shepherd moisture minerals we know he took here the Jewish people he took care of us he tended to our needs he helped us so moisture is a faithful shepherd that's one definition the second definition Ryan Mahima is that riah he fed us mahem Nahum reconcile munna moisture bagel feeds us Emunah two different interpretations one is again he's took care of us he's a faithful Shepherd referring to moisture Reno and the second thing is he actually fed us Emunah now the question is what am i he fed us emunah every one of us just like we have an intellect and we have emotions over your body we also have a moon a moon as ours we we have faith in Hashem so there everything explains what does that mean because the fact is are a mooning that we have is Marcus now what does that mean mock if it was and explaining what market means and moisture a nurse job is the moon shouldn't be just mark ever to be the previous we should internalize and this is actually very quotes from the sower there's always says this that where are amudha our faith is massive and moisture Bane who helps us that the moon is award to be the premium what does that mean very simple we can all have faith in Hashem we said we have faith so if you have faith so how come you're living the life you're living how come you're not let's how come you have inspired and you're not cleaving to God every minute you say you have faith and the answer is sure we have faith but it's mawkish it's not internalized we have faith we have faith conceptually but it comes down down in reality there's a disconnect this is this connect so moisture obey know helps us so you know that faith that we have and the proof is anyone Psalm 16:8 give up Judaism or I'm gonna kill you you say no I'm not giving it up why because our faith we have faith but the problem is in orders for translating every single day in our life that we should speak respectfully that we should behave what we should that we should study Torah that we should pray that we should do all the right things in order for that to work you need the faith to come down but premios in a real way and that's really what moisture bina does and derbe says that in every single generation just like moisture Balaam did it for his generation that he brought down the faith that it should be not Markovic enemy to be internalized so the same thing also in every generation there's a leader that his job is or mission of lose a job like a job but it's a mission his mission of life is that our Munna our faith shouldn't be just Wow out there but it's actually be what in a real way and Rebbe says for example with this is with we right now around poram time so for example we know more Chi in the times of ox favors so at that time Murdock I was the most of his generation because we know that at that time in the times of mortified after favours those the Cree against the Jewish people you want a lot of study Torah you want a lot of its vote otherwise you'd be punished now so the fact is if this is the Cree against studying Torah doing assault people aren't gonna study telling too much Hans what is a mortar high who comes and says guys this is the time do we have faith okay we're gonna put it to work and he actually gathered people in public and had public study sessions so in other words he was able to bring out our faith to come real where did it translate in simple English I'll say it in Hebrew then I'll translate the English part of it that we went on Viserys nefesh we were willing to sacrifice our lives to study Torah and do the mid smote and stand strong with Hashem by committing to study Torah and do the mid sort which means we did it with serious nefesh so what is mysterious nefesh mean a serious nefesh means that the faith is not abstract it means when people say oh you can't study tourism it's rope really take my life I am studying Torah doing Mitchell's that's called faith into action width in again in Hebrew it's called mysterious nephesh and he was called you're willing to go on self-sacrifice now so therefore based on that theory explains that's why the verse says in this week's Torah portion that cusses lahmeyer which means like this what does casas mean crushed what is referring to us when we're crushed like in the times of Mordechai and they said no you can't study Torah you can't do MIT's vote that's time but we say no we are going to study Torah and do let's vote we're gonna do it mysteriously after self-sacrifice then you know what happens Blum or the essence of our neshama comes out and it shines and we connect to the essence of a sermon so cautious Lamora means or we're crushed we reach the Maurya shut I'll shut himself now so now there we asked a simple question so in this discourse the previous era explains that this idea that moisture Brin who feeds us the faith in an internal way and then he explains that in the times of galoot curses through the causes we reach the marsh there are we asked simple question what's the connection between the fact that the Emunah the faith comes internally and the idea that when we crossed we reach them are the the source of light itself so the Rebbe explains and he says if you give a look at this that this course of the previous Rebbe so be or he explains the idea but we just explained the act that stopped the moisture and connects the Jewish people to Hashem and then we bring more lighter moshe rabbeinu he explains a verse from the Megillah which we're coming up to this week we're gonna be celebrating Purim so Tesla McGill like this Vicki Bale hayehudi mace a sheriff a de las seis which means that the Jewish people accepted and accepted what they start in the process before in other words when did it when you receive the Torah about signing so when they say the one that we start observing the Torah and doing the midsole when was it the key Bell when we accepted it when it became real when it became part of our life in a real way that happened on Purim that's what the previous Kirby explains so the question that we asked a very simple question whoa let's think about this which what are we saying in the times of Martin Torah it was the beginning poor him now is one that really happened that's what we really got connected to it Kirby asked a simple question one second when we left Egypt we went through the desert and we finally came to Mount Sinai and the Jewish people weren't a very very high spiritual level we were very high spiritual level at Mount Orab it's a a the Jewish people weren't a very high spiritual level B there was a great revelation to two powerful things happen in mount Mount Sinai one is we were in a high level and be her son revealed himself to us now in the times of a horse race we were a very holo level we were sinning against Hashem and not only dannis truck was concealed so then the question is how could you just a hack of the previous four we say that Mountain Torah was the beginning when the light was so great is the beginning now when it's so dark that's when that's when the real acceptance of the Torah was well what does that mean sir he explains but one simple world's word that by Martin Torah yes we run a very high level and light was on very very strong all true but that's all it was however it knows it was however what happened at poor him yeah we were in a very low level and it was very very dark but there was one ingredient that we had you know the ingredient was we had something which is called towards miss Cirrus nefesh we were ready and willing to sacrifice our life to study Torah Newman's fault in other words we weren't only willing to go mysterious nefesh not to rebel against a Shem our observance of Torah and mitzvot were done in what way of mysterious nefesh who inspired us to dismiss serious nephesh Mordechai so when other was like this matter was the beginning why hasha the light was on for us Hashem was revealed wonderful receive the Torah we're ready to do the myths vote but what happens by poor in poor him something totally different happened now we basically rent a mysterious nefesh inspired by inspired by mortified so he calls was inspired by Mordecai and we got a mysterious nefesh that's why it's called the key Bell I use because now we accept it because now it became our decision and we were willing to fight for it we were willing to call mr. establishment and this is the idea of Costas l'amour what does that mean that when a person goes through cusses which means think about times of Purim we across the light resolved it was somewhat this charm wasn't starting for a shame it wasn't shining for us but nevertheless we were willing to go kostas we are broken but we were willing to go a mysterious nephesh which means what does it mean willing to a mysterious and Hillary explains very very important point what does that mean you're willing to go mysterious nefesh it means like this normally you live your life in a quiet life what happens when you push to the wall and there's a decree you can't study Torah do mr.wai signs are different sorts what happened all this and you getting fired up because we all know that within us we have ana Shama and within the depth of the neshamah is called the eczema neshama the essence of the soul and this essence of the soul is connected to the to the infinite part of the Shem and when this essence of the soul comes out guess what you will do whatever you have to do so another when the excellent aroma comes out we reach what do we reach we reach our essence we reach our Mar our source of the light and then when we reach our source of light that we can reach the source of the light of a Shem so in other words like this that Costas Lamar means when we crushed we reach Lamar our source of our light which is the essence our neshama and through that we reach the essence of the light of Hashem now so this is why in the Civic discourse it says that first he explains idea of rahim ahem de which means moisture obey no feeds our faith there are faith to be what not abstract but Reba premio and then when faith is real then the absent then the then the Casa la Mar when you cross so it comes out and you start bringing out yet on a shaman you connect a sham in the most people's way now so now that we're speaking about the idea of faith Tavia faith so there are bees never gonna explain cabbalistic li what's this idea that we say we have faith you believe in a shell I know there's like this generally speaking as some gave us a brain at least most of us right nobody gave us all a brain whether we use or not that's our choice okay he gave us emotions he gave us a lot of gifts right he gave us a lot of gifts um give us a lot of gifts now generally speaking how do we operate life hopefully these are these are brain we think we think swings too and we know that the god goodness never saw the kiss the godly souls in our brain so generally we think things through now but then there's something higher than the intellect which is called the morning faith faith means I believe in Hashem I don't need logic I don't need reasons I've made explanations I'm gonna do what I'm asked me to do why but no questions asked for the best chance I'm ready to do so the question is when is this powerful idea come from em you know they were willing to do whatever I should have asked us to do without any where's it come from where's it come from and they'll be experiencing this there's two reasons one reason is it's called the Messiah huzzle that's the Hebrew the Hebrew Aramaic terminology and explain what it means means like this that means that every one of us have a neshama which is in our body then the shaman it's in our body has a counterpart on high in heaven now like I don't need call them sisters brothers to have someone whole but every one of us having a something within us and a shaman Holly now then a struggle within us is in the body so obviously it's stuck it doesn't have the same powers in the sermon how it's covered up with intellect logic a confusion all the cruelty a lot of limitations of the physical world then a shaman high-seas sees the MS the truth and sees godliness now so what happens like this you going through a struggle should I go the extra mile or not you don't know why cuz we're living in a real em house that we're living in a godless and we don't necessarily know but guess what then the summer and on how does it know what you should do sure there's no it's not it's not in this world there's no concealment knows exactly we do so then a shaman high knows it says hey study pray doom it sould be nice don't get distracted don't get angry don't get upset be happy right all the great things at see it's not even a question so it sends a message down to your Shama here be nice study pray do what you have to write all the holy stuff so the neshamah down here doesn't see it neshama up there sees it remember the neshamah on high sees it the sharpen and doesn't see but it gets a message what's the right thing to do so what happens when it gets the message because i'm following so to speak my higher calling so why am i following it not because i see it not because i understand it but because i'm getting a message and the other part of - um that's called mother I you cousin my muzzle on high seas is that something which is mock if or preemie it's mock if exactly cuz you don't see it you don't understand it you don't feel it but I get the message so it's Mack if I got this like message okay I'm gonna go with it explain it to me well you sure it's the message I'm getting it's called mock if I get it but I can it's not internalize so in other words so one reason why we have faith is for one reason one reason only because must lie or hustle and when must like a zoo boom I'm gonna do it it's mawkish then there's another reason why we have faith and this is much deeper and that is because faith comes not from a thing on high right within you go deep within what do you have we have a body we have a neshama but then we have deep within on a somewhat sheren-sama could also be like a little distracted and have some on it but our at some earnest trauma the essence of the soul is never touched that's 100% pure the problems we're not always connected to it but when you connect to you add some in the summer it's 100% clear what the right thing to do is tell us Natasha to pray just study to be nice not to get angry not to get upset that's a gossip that's a lot of trauma it's it's it's 107 pure whatever purity of the purest level that's the estimate of Shama so in other words emunah faith comes from we're not from the first interpretation comes out on high must like aza it comes from the eczema neshama that's where faith comes over now so the since the second level of miracles comes from the external shaman it's actually higher and deeper them as like aza and because it's connected to our sin beyond logic logic it's a Axios connection it's a essential connect connection now so when you're so when you have faith there could be two reasons why you have faith you can have faith because you're getting a message running high there's they aren't like a contradiction it's either one or the other there's one reason we have faith cuz we got a message for Anaheim let's lie your closet it's market be fine oh no no my essence my soul's telling me this what a sham wants me to do you do some soul-searching that's what means get to your essence your soul and you'll know what the right thing to do is you will know very clearly now is that marketer preemie that's flee me because you went deep in you didn't go high you went deep in and you did some meditation you did some thinking he said oh no this is where the son wants that's preemie so again so Munna could be based on not lie Afonso which is mark if a more actually based on your Excel - trauma which is pre me now so based on this just recap so how recap the flow of the Pacific this course of the preview story goes like this Moisture of 8v after the table moisture are bei know helps us have faith what type of faith not market where it comes from and high but market but the faith that can't be previous from our essence how does he do that and this is very important moisture a note he does he reveals us someone a showman because I add something by default of its Epsom it's okay it's concealed and really conceal we have a lot of and we have to protect it because you wanted to stay pure so moisture rain is somehow takes off their protection and you add some in the summer gets revealed what happens once you add someone a shaman gets revealed what happens now and Munna is active now when when motion reveals you add some in the summer and you have a Munna based on your eternal summer so now you're a moon is even higher than Messiah Kazu and now you actually reached what your source and in Hebrew is called lawyer the source of light not or earlier is the light you reach the source of light and that's why he explains the verse costs Islam or which means that when you get crushed and you're going through a challenge in other words when we're in exile we have the power to reach our more the essence of our like the source of a light because when our epsilon the sum is revealed then we're ready to go out I'm a serious nefesh you got the flow so moisture it inspires us to reveal that Savannah Shama the source of the light and then we're willing to go mysterious nefesh and it's done in a very powerful way because it's coming be previous in a real way now so now like this so when we are ready to go on the serie sniffers self-sacrifice because our excellent Osama got revealed that's much higher than going then go having faith because of my SIA puzzle now what why is that there explain to this if you're at summer neshama gets revealed so is that real it's real it's real it's you in ashram as one so someone says don't study Torah don't do missiles are you capable of not studying and turn and dream insult if you add some in ashram was revealed even if you're being threatened it's that no this is what this is this is my life force this is where I am so once moisture in reveals you at Simon and Shama you're gonna go on mysterious nefesh what happens if your faith is based on my sly you hustle and someone says hey you can't study too much otherwise you are you necessarily gonna fight mr. snappish maybe not exactly maybe not very good maybe not if your faith is based on must lie you causally you're never sorry gonna go mister it's not fish but a if your faith is based on the fact that Sun or summer comes out you're gonna go mysterious nephesh because once your essence is revealed you can't repel against a shell now so therefore the reverse is very simple moisture obey knew and all the leaders in every generation strengthen our faith so that our excellent summer can come out and so that we can have mysterious narratarium it's us again that's the job of starting at might remain you know in every generation there's a moisture of annual and what's the moisture in this job and that's why it's important have already the Rebbe's job is to allow you to pull out a net sum in a summer the estimate of summer comes out you will go on mysterious nefesh to study Torah and doom it so it's very very important and that's why it's important to have a river now in Pasillas explains how does moisture and go about doing that so the success very very simple we all know in the Sphero this haha Chabad Kaufman bina das and the intellectual sphere Kaufman's Internet Venus wisdom das is the power to really connect intellectually so moisture obey new feeds us das Kozma be no specifically danced apart the application of connecting connecting to what connecting in Hashem and this connection now same should be done in a premie stick away and therefore he causes their mood is really nice so again so how does moisture in a bring out her eczema neshama by teaching us das who used the idea of das kin Eliquis and then that's how he brings out Liam Moone or tree root minions now that is who was rubbing because as matter of fact mush regeneration was called what we all know der ER a generation of daya he developed their - that the - the the interlock component of das should be connected with us and through that we had a mood and different we were to be able to be able to go on in an assertion if we had if we had to that's all we had we had to go mysterious Armstrong's grocery no but the amudha was there but he says all leaders after my sure they know they strengthens our faith knows they brought out an external shamans we should have faith not only that we should have vast in Ilocos but more importantly that we should be willing and ready to do what to go on with serious nefesh now so another's like this so nobody says the main purpose of a rhyme ahem de which again right mana means someone that feeds our faith is to feed that our at some earnest trauma should come out and we should have a muna from the eczema neshama in other words it's not enough to have a moon image sadness like a Cosmo because when sadness lion cause it's not going to be in das like moisture - acne panniers and more important you're not gonna call my serious nefesh so moisture bein his job was through the fact that he gave us a muna that tree previous with us throughout savanna summer that's when he accomplished maybe he revealed our estimate of Shama we what we had a faith and was the previous through the doorbell das all the futures lead they inspire us there are a turn or summers to bring out our faith which will cause us to go out on the serious nefesh and so in a certain level future generation future leaders after my survey know brought out a much stronger level why because my shereena was almost an abstract level - bellicose future generations all the leaders caused us to have a Munna that we were willing and ready to go on on mysterious nefesh now thirty brings outs interesting is that again we're celebrating Portman again this discourse is based on this course the previous surveys Vocaloid pouring services like this that what's interesting is that when it came to the holiday Peru all the Jewish people went are mysterious never tournament so think about this in the times of Purim every single Jew was inspired by Mordecai II to bring out his eczema neshama which means he was able to go on he had faith up to the point he's waiting to learn mysterious Nappers Tourette's every single Jew got together in publicans and admits vote and prayed and it's not even all those things can occur we know that we just celebrated Hanukkah the only ones are under mysterious temperatures whoo but the CEO of one of that's it not all the Jewish people and therefore there he says that's why it says that Mordechai in his generation was equal to Moshe rain of his generation in other words even though in every generation is a leader like moisture of a new but nevertheless there's something unique about mortified because in every generation not every leader inspired everybody this one had this group of them this group this community that community what was unique about Mordechai that he inspired everybody all Jew he's fired everyone which is very very unique it's unprecedented and that's why Mark Mordecai was compared to my shrine again most Romania did it in a way weird us the Jewish people were connected or a moon of faith with us but Mark Mordechai affected within us to have real hands are mysterious nefesh and there he says essentially that the this the fact that the the Rebbe the previous Rubby brings us an essence this course this unique thing but Mordecai because obviously he saw it within himself he basically was saying and upon himself that he and his time was basically inspiring all of Klaus role to go I'm a serious nephesh because even though we know there's the decrees and times of the previous Herbie's times not to study Torah not do mitzvahs and he got a mysterious nefesh he inspired everyone took home a serious novice so he wasn't a certain level like like like mortifying his times now so based on based on the silicon discourse so we're gonna do a recap again in the mind really explains again that the flow is like this the attitude Sabah what does that mean money Charbonneau connects the Jewish people with Hashem now how does moisture be no connected rucifee till now the beginning simple verse was my friend it connects Jewish people that somehow and the way he connects him to us am is by very simple by feeding and supporting the faith in Hashem now that was most remain of all future leaders which we know we supposed to the most people called emotion who is that there's a there's a spark of moisture in and every generation every generation is a Jewish leader so all Jewish leaders strengthen our faith just like Mordechai that strengthen the faith that we should be able to stand strong mysterious snipers when I can't determine souls so therefore he explains Costas Lamarr means crushed to to the source that in every generation the most remain in our generation inspire us inspires us to go on a serious net for self-sacrifice which means to bring out the a tremendous trauma which brings out our more the source of our powerful light now the Nervii says we have to dissemble sent but the simple meaning is that we brought the oil to moisture by no means we've walked like to what does that mean we won't like to moisture mater the fact as much rain as far as inspiring us it comes out to have faith but never hand the verse says that we basically brought by what do we what do we bring back to my Sereno so the Rebbe goes on to say and he says like this you find something very very powerful very very interesting and that's as follows it sort of say what is saying that in the inner Magilla story the key bel how yahudim that the jewish people accepted a shower hey hey the law says we already had this verse before it means whatever we started to do when in sign I was only a beginning now Vicki Belle now we accepted it so when did when when when they Makabe so seemingly the simple thing was after the miracle Wow you're saved so then the capably accepted it in other words they means they were their Makabe wat after the story of Purim they were macabre lot sure be said the truth is that there's truth there's two levels to it and I was like this on one hand we explained that's referring to when and they did it through mysterious nefesh but the simple verse is that they did it after explaining this that there's two things there's two different levels depths to Vickie bow which happened in the times of Purim verses were happening out in Taurus again in Mountain Torah it was a halo what does that mean I shall reveal themselves Wow okay we got it what did we do on our part nothing obviously we accepted it but wasn't that week caused it to happen - um revealed himself and gave us the Torah what happened in Perham there was of a key bell we said no we're willing to go mysterious Tavarez we're accepting what Hashem wants so there are we explaining this the first Kabbalah the first accepting was during the decree like during the decree you can study Torah can to him it's votes and we went a mysterious Snapfish again based on the way to explain he went through our Moon I came out after the shaman came out and we were Mocambo to do it during the decree the second Akiva was after the decree was over and like you hooded my Sawyer about some clothes awesome ECAR with life is good we have light we had happiness everything is sort of see back to know and even better better than back tomorrow because the Megillah says that the traders gave Esther DD you know there his house and all the gifts and I mean life was great so what happened was even after when everything was great guess what then there was amicable over there also which that Vicki bows even stronger than the times of the green and we'll soon see the obviously explain why it's even stronger a pride stronger after the Queen seemingly when you're going on mysterious - I can't willing to study that destroy that's strong why are we saying that after the cream is over then it's even stronger and every explains like this that because we say like this that we said in the verse it says Costas Lamar which means that when we're crushed in the times of gallows we're able to achieve and reach the level of Mara right so there's two ideas or he explains Costas Lamora means as follows Costas means when we're crushed what does that mean crushed when there's decrees on the Jewish people you can study tour where you can tune its vote and we go on a serious nephesh then we connect to what L'Amour then we connect to the source of light that's the first interpretation cautious while being crushed while being oppressed and we can study Torah we can't doom its vote then what happens is we reach the mari the source of life that's one opinion that's one level the second level is no no when life is great and we have our hover plentiful but gosh Neos materially Boronia spiritually we have everything we need but guess what so what's the problem but we're broken it why are you broken because we're broken because we're an exile in other words just like Purim after the war was over and everything is good guess what they were crushed why because guess what if someone's not totally revealed and then when you crushed when life is great then you reach even deeper into the morrow so the Kirby asked a simple question one second what are we saying we're saying is that there's a Kabbalah that took place during that during the track during during the decree there's a Kabbalah which is afterwards Costas there's a brokenness which happens when we don't have and then there's a constant only do have care we just worry what are you broken about the Cree is over you can study Torah you can do myths modes you have everything you need but gosh please you have a roof over your head you have all the luxuries of life but so what are you bloody you're broken about and here is this is a very very important part of the civic discourse and every sense like this because the real rocks own Hashem paint very because it's a whole different level the real rotzinger SEM is the real will that we have is we have one root zone what's the will of a Jew what is our rough sign what is our will that we want Hashem to reveal in our life now it's not that you want to share Moke a very very nice you want something you don't get it you don't get it don't know we want what is a very deep part of us we want Hashem to be revealed in our life because when I shamans reveal guess what now look at that smile now we're living so what do you want we want to show to be concealed or revealed we want to show to revealed now the fact this that we want a shrimp to reveal the is not just a desire we have it's important to us that because to want or to need all these fancy terminologies no book it's important to my essence I am NOT complete I am not in a good place I'm not safe I'm not secure until something's revealed again extremely important is to hold it for knots we're going up a notch several notches the rough sign of every single person is there some should be revealed so Hashem is not revealed and guess what I can learn Torah I can do bits votes I can pray materially I have everything spiritually I have everything life is good but guess what ash unrevealed no so am I going to sit there okay you know what life is good no if I seven that's not revealed I am broken because I want us time to be revealed I like I get it we pray and we study whoever friends we have what to eat and we have everything is good we're comfortable but as Sherman's not revealed if Hashem is not revealed I'm not complete and I am broken because of that why cuz my essence is not is that being fulfilled there's an emptiness there's a black hole there so the brokenness comes from that because someone said I could so that's that's all sternal smoke summers the real thing I want to be revealed now what happens with the Peoria shamans reveal to me I see a shell right are you happy now seemingly yes syriza no no no no no no why let's say you have everything and then I'm gonna add on Twitter summaries reveal to you right Suge let's reveal to you okay seemingly life is great but guess what there recently this in a chef is revealed to you and not reveal to him to her and it's a place in the world where some is not revealed guess what the revelation you have is not complete because if the infinite light this is an important point if the infinite light of a sham was revealed the infinite light it would be all over so if there's a place where the sermons now reveal that means that means it's not the infidel it's still a finite light think about it if there's a place where the infinite light does not felt that means that the light that you have is not infinite so because the infinite light is not revealed to me and even though I think it's revealed to me it's really not because it's places there isn't savage it's not and therefore unbroken like the author of quotes from the sower and the sower says that if one sonic pretty powerful pieces or if one sonic did complete Trueba complete repentance they will draw down the most powerful infinite light in a revealed way all over think about that so until that happens guess what it's not here because once the inform is revealed we're all out of here will connect to the inferno like once once that happens it's here once it's happened first LED see once it happens it's happened it's revealed it's revealed now so it's for example if the infra nose line is not revealed if it's not revealed then we are on a level of cost were broken and there are be quotes from their reason or resources like this you push it down yeah there are resources like this that coiler kyla means in here Hebrew word for sick sick in Hebrew is for the toilet spell cast love lammott hey how much is the cost for al-amin hey 8 and 6 is lawmen is 30 and hey is how much eight six thirty and five is how much 49 49 it's 49 what does that mean watch why the personal sick because very simple because you know there's 50 levels of binos there's 50 levels of understanding if you only reach 49 one two if 49 levels are gonna state you got 49 you don't have the fiftieth you're sick why because 50 is the mark and if you get 49 the you didn't pass so hail is the numerical value for it means if life is great we work something learnt or we can do mitchell and we can pray and we have everything we need and let's even save some is revealed but there's a place in the world where something is not revealed guess what he's not revealed and we don't have it we're just like the sick person that has 49 levels but he didn't reach the 50th level we all know the shunt is a famous line from the alter rebbe that the sum of seven heard from the author ever and author would say it many many times even said like this he was telling this I don't want your good evening good evening Garden of Eden oh I don't want it I don't want the world to come think about you answer so was it his gonna write you want not ever said I don't want gun Aten Garden of Eden I don't want the world to come you know what I want I want you I want you I shut myself in other words in other words what did he want he wants us to know cuz Grenadian is a level geladen is a level world to come as a level I want you you as beyond levels so does we don't have you if you don't have a son himself were broken and we don't have that you the revelation shut myself were broken because what do we want we want to shut himself you are laying exactly on you or something self America we pray every single day in our prayers what do we say three times a day we say mr. Kazan or a naina we should Coliseum Baraka a.m. we want to have G Louella costs we want D Li ox with c1 Hashem himself has shown himself to reveal himself to us so other than yes so when we are broken why not because God forbid someone's not letting me study Torah Newman's vote but because I shemin's not revealed wearing gallows then we reach what we reach the more the more of a Shem because he want us M but we also reach are at someone a shaman read Epson of us all which basically is the ask me is the essence connection with Hashem so that's what the Rebbe saying is that when you're broken because you can't stop but when do you really reach your essence when you reach the level what bothers you that remnants not revealed I know this like this very explain in simple terms that the more of the neshamah that means the source of light within our soul that's revealed because we're broken that that would engulf Emmons not revealed is much higher than the source within our soul that's revealed because of going a mysterious nefesh you got it so when you go mr. stavis Janus the essence of your soul is revealed but what level the essence not inside the deepest but when you really bothers you go - M is not revealed what's really brought up then the more the source of the light of your neshama comes out in the most powerful way now and there be explained said what why is that so why is that so like how come when you just bani hashem is not revealed the most even parts comes out theree explains like this why is why is when a sham came down Mount Sinai we weren't a very high level Hashem is revealed and that's only the beginning why is it only beginning why is only beginning and the answer is very simple do I know it's the beginning because the reason why we weren't a high because I shall reveal myself as a reason why is the because it's the only reason why we connect to sham is because the reason it's not revealed himself I shouldn't reveals that we wouldn't be it's not an essence connection right now on the other hand the times about ASHRAE Royce why was key blue because their x7s trauma came out it was an essential connection came out so there we can explain now more specifically that when the add some earnest trauma gets revealed is two levels away the excellence trauma gets revealed so now we're going into the estimate when it gets revealed as two levels one is so we have there explains of this the first level when you add some in a shaman gets reveal the first levels for example that let's see for example someone comes to you and says hey can't study told you miss fault mean someone of authority and he said oh no I am studying Turin doing mitzvahs so hundreds that you William a serious nefesh you born am a serious nefesh but what happens when you go on that mysterious nefesh in action in your garments thought speaks and actually you're gonna study you're gonna pray during its vote but the question is that it really changed you as a human being and the answer is when you going on mister stems doesn't assign change your human being and your bizarre for example a proof look at the time when the Jewish people were wearing galas whether it's any period of history and they were oppressed they couldn't study toward you miss vote they said no we're gonna start and they went and them self-sacrifice we're studying to him it shows what happens when the fire was over guess what they they forgot about God's why they went a mysterious nefesh because the answer is the mysterious never affected them in a way in a certain wakes it true and pulled out the eczema neshama but the ad seven a shaman only affected their external powers it means they studied they pray they didn't miss foes but as a human being they didn't change then what's that's one level but what happened when it bothers you that a Shem is not revealed that shakes you not only externally because externally life is great what's really shocking up now is my internally I don't see and feel our sadness reveals i life is good yeah that's true I'm very comfortable externally but my answer - trauma is not not comfortable so in other words when the eczema neshama is bothered because Hashem has now revealed that affects me as a human being and that affects why because my my excellent a Shama is connected with the essence of a Shem and when the Axman so shall we know is so powerful but it's not shining in this world that affects my estimate of Shama so in others like this just to declare for what they're saying is like this when a person goes a mysterious nefesh and again your adventist Rama comes out but if you're doing it because of a serious nephesh okay first there's a reason just like the reason by mountain by my tour was only a reason why we did it so after that the fire is over guess what life is back to usual and maybe even worse but what's really bothering you it's really boiling as a sham so even after the challenge oh but guess what you're a changed person because what really you want is you want to send to be revealed now what happens is like this so based on a survey explains like this so what happens so moisture of a know connects the brain you stroll to Hashem what does that mean he connects our at Samana Shama to the estimate of a sin and that makes moisture Urbania on a higher level like we bring the light to moisture may know another like this moisture it inspires us that a mother shouldn't just be from the neshamah level on high Malaya Kazu but it actually should be from the essence of our soul so what happens like this open you know we said before but after that Salva Salva comes from actually connecting so it goes even deeper because what happens is when you when you're living from you at summer neshama what's gonna bother you where's a Shan Shan has not revealed now which party in a some are you getting to the essence your soul when you're getting to the essence your soul from the essence of the soul when you're connecting to your at some essence of your soul you know what happens then now you're connecting to everyone's to everyone because when you're living externally so there's me and there's you but when you're connecting to the essence of the soul the essence a soul comes to Michelle and everybody's essence is the same so thats a becomes soft and not only you're connecting with a sham you actually be able to connect with every single individual as you go deeper within in deeper within all are all it's all it's all one and what happens is it not only unifies all our souls together but the deeper you go it actually unifies our bodies together because the body is only an external thing able to see beyond it and you're able to able to create what true unity and so what so as we go to the essence on the show we actually connect our essence of our soul - what - asommus to the essence of a sin now that's really powerful because you're able to connect yourself to the absolute I'm saying guys show him hey I want you yourself to be revealed there and that's why there be explains very very proud of what was the question we asked the mitigating this course Hackerman says NER Tamid why doesn't save me Eric Bakker and there we explained is very very simple because what's in the between era of Boyd Carreras means when it's evening what is the evening me when it's dark what happens when it's dark spiritually then you going mysterious nefesh what happens when it's biker when the light is on are you wanting a mysterious nefesh no life is good so the goal of the first verse is that you should bring out your answer - Rumble when you answer - Shama comes out it's not the business team is serious never at night and by day one life is good then it's near tum it if you bring out your at savanna Shama you're always connected - M whether it's dark or it's light and that's the goal that should be near atonement and that's why it says Casas Lamar because when a person is closest when a person is broken why because if M is not revealed you reach Lamar your source you reach the source of a sham and that's the equal a flow you bring that Moisture a the most powerful part of you the most powerful part of the Sun and that creates the greatest revelation elevation in moisture Aveeno now the simple meaning of the verse is that what again to recap the simple meaning of verses the app that some moisture obey know was commanded by God to to tell us to bring to all Tim what does it mean spiritually that moisture Baker's job is to empower us and to give us strength to do we have to do because the fact it's not an easy job to bring down an excellent astronomy we should want to send moisture in is empowered to do that and Derby says in every generation is a leader that his job is to awaken us that we should have faith in the essence of our soul and we should bring out our essence ourselves to do our work when NER Tamid we should always our excellent of someone should always be on fire and that will affect us every part of the day I never be says that through our avoider that we do our work that we're constantly working to bring our detriment of Shama and have have a moon and have faith not only from a serious nefesh when life is challenging but also in a revealed way we will merit the true in Crete complete redemption that shaman revealed all over and will bring the oil and the light of the Murrah in a third temple through mashiach pucara promise so that's what a finish off that you see this is a very very powerful discourse as you mentioned the beginning in the class this this course was given over there be the last Civic discourse Iturbi gave men women and children which not only just a tangible gift but it's really a spiritual gift and a spiritual message and the message is that Barco sermon every generation there's a Rebbe there's a leader that inspires us and motivates us that we should live from the essence or soul we should live a life of faith and life of faith when when our excellent and summer comes out we're living in the highest level and really what you bother us on again this is key this is literally it could change your whole life around it shouldn't bother you you could and you can you really should must go for the gold the gold is you want to some revealed not only reveal from my spirit nor a specific need that I have we want to be revealed in the world because we have we have mentioned my summer reveal totally for everybody then we'll have the true light and then we'll have the true happiness I mean mr. Sherman will happen very soon but at least till then as long as we're living from a place that some of the Shama guess what you can get along with everybody because really we're all one from the SM and we'll have the power we need to to continue to bring light in this world and again hopefully we're all merit to the great light as the Rebbe says to bring the light to moisture obey me or allow you to be some big dose and we'll all have all great and beautiful blessings in our life thank you thank you thank you