Can We Have a Relationship with G-d? The Great Debate

foreign Jewish people you should choose life you have to tell somebody to choose life you have to vote for life every day you have to vote for life you have to cast cast your ballot for life okay so we began the mimer foreign the verse that Hashem tells of ram about sudoim page 28. and we're middle of the first first paragraph the line starts dacus around 20 lines from the top page 28 on top it says I once saw a voice from the Vilma gone we say after we come out of the bathroom there's a special blessing that the Ghazal instituted it's a very deep blessing it's usually people come out of the bathroom you know there it's not a time that most people would meditate but apparently the kazal felt otherwise they gave this whole elaborate it's a very it's a very deep and intricate Blessing about how biology works not stump and so every line of it there is profound so one of the things we say is you say only here he designed the person with wisdom right now you know our cavities openings Hollow spaces it's revealed and known before the Throne of your glory foreign if that which has to be open becomes plugged and that which has to be plugged becomes open nobody lives huh yeah so I said the villagon asked it's revealed and knowing before the Crown of Glory that if something gets sealed or has to be opened or the other way no other broker do you say this so he said that's what I once saw that that the Ghazal were trying to bring out something you would think that this part of human life is too small or too insignificant for God's knowledge these details of a person going to the bathroom it's like most people don't notice it so they wanted to say and even if it's if it matters it's part of a system that Hashem made it but Gulliver means before and even above the phrase like hashempt it or even above so you want to say even that's known even even those nuances of life every aspect of a person's health and a person's body and a person's systems even the ongoing stuff that happened a few times a day digestion and then the body has to evacuate that which can it's all gullible that's that's what they wanted to emphasize don't think that anything is not accounted for not noticed not observed not cared about but we see here again the expression is golivia Dua kolivia Dua right because it's revealed it's known and this expression we understood the beginning of the mind of the balatonya said what was the point he said in the beginning the first part that philosophers struggled with hashem's knowledge of the details of life hashem's awareness of every single aspect of life because in their mind that meant Multiplicity change the absence the antithesis of unity because they understood every knowledge every every awareness new awareness changes me engages me redefines me which means number one I'm made up of many parts number two there's change Etc and that's why they chose Bennett to got to get rid of this a lot of them chose to separate the two that's how they understood that's why Hazard chose the words often gemara and Madras gulliviadua represents the fact that it's revealed and known that there could be knowledge and awareness of everything without active engagement that would redefine the one who knows when I know something I didn't know it before so this is something new that I learned so intellectually emotionally during the process before the process after the process there's constant Dynamic Church and addition puts it he knows himself he knows everything else because he knows himself he knows everything else it's no and he says creation would be a bigger question how does creation how does a diverse creation come from Oneness they ask about knowledge even a deeper question is you have a creation a world that's full of details and full of nuances and it's comprised of things that are compartmentalized they're not absolute Singularity even the body of everything comes from pieces it's created for mimosa and this he says that hazal was saying golevia Dua that there's a process where from an Infinite Source everything could be known and everything comes a little example that's given in Sam for this again these examples are inaccurities like the light that comes from the sun doesn't change and redefine the sun the sun is so powerful and the Rays of sun come you want to put down your Venetian blinds you can put down Venetian blinds you want to pick up your Venetian blinds it's called the example that bavaram gave yesterday was that in this world in our generation we have the computer Revolution which didn't exist when the balatanya said the maimer you have a super computer you have a super computer all the information is knowing and processed that nothing is missing on the contrary it's perfect it's cavaldi it's golivia Dua to the com even the computer the have the this is a diamond the computer is a diamond of the computer is is not a living creature imagine and not all the information is there imagine if it comes you have the super super computer the author of everything from where everything comes so all the information could be known that was the one that could he said it's a very dark as the Canadian but that was the first the first point so you see it also in the Brock I'm just adding the Gulliver that's such a detail of a person's life you know how the system works with your body it's also got Livia do a Tasha you know because I'll say nothing is there's no complete Detachment in this Detachment and lack of awareness but now the minus shifts as I said yesterday the introduction now the mind was shifts drastically let's see the other side the possible [Music] page 28 the line starts you see on top it says you see because oh so according to this the rambam says from knowing himself right like if I build a vessel so then the vessel I know from me I don't need to I don't need to know the vessel from The Vessel I know the vessel for me because it all comes from me so the rambam says it's all singular inside of him because everything comes from him so mail it could be complete awareness of everything and even according to the philosophers they just didn't understand how hashem's knowledge Works they were comparing it to a person's knowledge and therefore they were struggling but there's absolutely when they say go Olivia do it they're trying to say don't compare it to that is it yes it's coming from yes everything comes from Hashem like I said yesterday when somebody writes a piece of music I know the music because I hear the music the person who writes the music on the country doesn't know the musicals he hears the music the reason there's music is because of him created inside of him it's all his system it's all it's his logic it's his algorithm it's his it's his design I wanted to say it exactly that way but it comes from him the third expression the rambam's expression is he's the knower he's the known and he's the instrument of knowledge that I'm has that expression a few times who are you there who are you doing he's the knower he's the known and he's the instrument of now that's all one and it's not compartmental it's all one it's hard for us today to relate to this whole conversation because things evolved so much but in those Generations this type of philosophical language was uh that was how reality was measured reality was measured that way the Greek philosophers and you see the Jewish philosophers things were like reality was measured that way like today if you'll ask what's more powerful in people's lives philosophy or psychology how many people pay money for a philosophical uh they want to come to you should teach them philosophy you know how much money people pay for that yeah in fact for many years amazing most of History until the last century there was no name for psychology it was all part of philosophy it was also just a branch called psychology in the Chevys the different types of wisdoms part of philosophy is you have to deal with a person also some little creature roaming around so you have you have to figure them out also but that's uh Clinic right everything shifted philosophy there's a few people who still study ancient philosophy and it's they try to popularize it but uh it's not so successful psychology oh and oh my God that's like Who Am I who am I not what am I feeling where am I feeling why am I stressed why am I not stressed what's my identity that's like preoccupation philosophers mourn it you know they grieve for it like what happened to people contemplating objective objective truths that have no relevance to my life today what happened to that what happened [Music] huh so but the truth is that it's a development of consciousness that's part of what I started to say yesterday is a blueprint of the world there's a development of consciousness from the creation all the way from the creation all the way to Gula and in that development it it filter it it it defines the consciousness of humanity so this is I'm saying this as an intro because you'll see now the minus shifts to another aspect which would seem completely contradictory which would seem if he makes if the possible foreign let me see how we translate it but he has a good translation from the plastic says like there's the whole process does anyone scorn a day of Small Beginnings when they see the stone of Distinction in the land of the above all they shall rejoice these seven are the eyes the seven Joys that he discusses are the eyes of Hashem ranging ranging okay over the whole Earth the word Michelle from the word Michelle means when you like search for something scanning yeah scanning examining scrutinizing rights it means like you stroll through the land you take a walk you want to find out about things so his eyes imma show it to him throughout the world throughout the planet you have another positive chapter 16 hashem's eyes again scan and Survey the entire planet here you have to understand whether you use the word which also needs explanation why what place it's masculine in one place it's feminine seems so he's drawn to Sea and examine and scrutinize look into this thing through this through this through this seeking through this one thing to see foreign the language is one of Engagement the language is one of attachment the slapshos is an expression that's often used which means when you're enclosed in something you're not just it's not just happening automatically you can't compare for example the light that comes from the sun to somebody who's trying to Mentor a student it's very different the sun is the sun and it casts its rays foreign right it's sometimes if I'm talking to myself and somebody's listening I happen to be eavesdropping on somebody else talking they're doing their own thing I may be impressed I may be inspired I may be turned off his slap just means when you're actively engaging in a relationship it changes you completely you have two types of teachers you probably know this from experience my brother told me he had a teacher that they would learn in a few weeks the whole hill just pays before pesach the whole Space it's a huge it's a huge safe and it's complicated they say how did he do it he learned himself whoever wanted to listen listen it's fine so you come down you sit down at the desk right you're a God he's a he was a god you sit down you can learn through the whole shots the best Yeshiva in the world the only thing is you're talking you want to listen listen you don't want to listen don't listen you have certain speakers or even great Scholars they talk they know a lot but they're not talking to the audience they're talking to themselves if there's one person who understands good sometimes you don't even have that it works that's not his slop shoes that's called I am who I am it happens to be that I give off a light I give off an energy I may be talking his slap just means you're engaged you tailor make your message to the person you're talking to malubish means just like malubish you get dressed in a garment you have the Garment has to fit you it has to fit you it's tailor-made to be able to capture you and you are now defined by the Garment that's why your body has to be based the Garment has to be suitable to the size of the of the body so his slapstress means that the person becomes malubish you're enclosed in a certain model in a certain form that is relatable it let's say in communication a teacher you're completely limiting yourself and defining Yourself by the recipient it's a different type of relationship by definition the whole point was the advantage was there's no change there's no multiplicity there's no relationship in the sense of an empathetic relationship where you affect me where you move me because I'm I'm in the process it's I know it automatically it all comes from me I know it everything I know every detail I mean I am in Hashem go leave you do it it's no and it's just it's automatically no this person speaks about something else eyes are actually like like gazing I'm like searching I want to know you from you it's a whole different it's a whole different mushrooms so you could say it's not the deal because one of those that again it means as though because he knows it but he says that's what he says this is the antithesis of the notion we spoke about that it's known here it's not knowing but I want to know foreign lights and vessels energy and containers what are asospheres is as I said yesterday the pardons remind him one of the greatest kabbalists in Jewish history was that a Mach passed away in 1570 in svas if you go to tsvas to the old Cemetery you'll see there's graves will have blue die on them there's a reason to have blue diamond mamisa with the tendon in the cemetery uh a whole dream so a long story why he died in blue but those are unique resting places so you have the macro measure because he died he passed away from gimmel Thomas 1570 Thomas I think of gimmel Thomas in the summer July he wrote many many spot him he wrote a famous mosasifical timer divider the palm tree of divider which is about in a person's life but most of us that's still in manuscript now they're starting to publish it a huge huge huge on the whole coming there his most famous saying was called pardus reminder the orchard of pomegranate and it's basically an encyclopedia of all Kabbalah till his day in a very organized way it's a brilliant book portals with chapters every suggest like he made an encyclopedia of it in the 1500s of all Kabbalah that was available till till his day all this for him of course desire but all the others from the first thing he adds whatever he had safiyatzira say for her Boyer say for hakana or the madrasium the Zohar oh that's a complicated question it's a complicated question yeah you have you have a very ancient works of Kabbalah and then you had a lot of ramban wrote a lot on Kabbalah that we were showing them right there was uh different cabala so in any case he made this so he collected everything and over there he focuses Allah that Kabbalah introduced the concept of esospheres what's asospheres asosphere is his Divine characteristics 10 characteristics within Hashem kevayako in which there a person mirrors those characteristics in Jewish philosophy it just means that a human being is intelligent I mean it's not made in the image of God what image God is imageless in the image of God means a person can understand things Rashi says he could reason that's what the rambam says he has an effortless you're rational you ask questions about creation about Creator that's what it means said no you're in the image you're in the image of Hashem I mean the image of Hashem they gave even a map a a physique of the tenspheres not that they meant that Hashem is physical but it meant that the physical properties of the body reflect and are a physical manifestation of the spiritual properties of the tenspherus in other words the Persona of the human begins and originates in the divine foreign something because it means right that it's not just what you call anthropomorphisms all the expressions of humanity all the expressions of emotions are just metaphors that shouldn't be applied literally but it means that there's something called Essence for it is that a real that you say Hashem has been in these transfers there's Iris and Kayla what's that Otis and Caleb oh it is the energy Calum is the vessel when you talk about the distinctions that's all Kalam that's all vessels but the energy the light that's a reflection array of the infinite one the love may call Inno in Middle the expression is he's not made up of any Midas he's not made up of any characteristics the oh is enclosed in the vessel that can be defined as love or discipline is which are all called Calum Caleb means vessels they so to speak structure the light is and through them is accessed and flows to give life to Creations that are finite Leo is for example the emergence the creation of an Angel called or Gabriel foreign this type of creation would not come from the light itself only via the vessels the soul can have the most love in the world but if it wants to give a poor person money silver and gold it can't do with the soul it needs to be manifested in the body the physical hand is giving the charity to the poor person but you don't attribute it to the physical hand you say I'm giving the charity to the poor person the I can't give that stock if it wouldn't have a physical body and a physical hand that can hold on to physical money and write out a physical check or hold on to a physical dollar and give it to the purpose um so the calim structure the Iran safe they Define it they filter it they condense it they contract it that from Infinity can emerge something finite because the flow is filtered through the Caleb through the structure what does this mean this means that creation according to Kabbalah is a marriage of Iris and Caleb oh it is the energy itself the Pure Energy the light and Kaylee is that which contains the light and defines it and structures it and always limits it and filters it and condenses it and contracts it and restricts it like we often say in communication you have the energy itself and they have the Calum the Calum is packaging Calum is really packaging you have Calum on every single level there's nothing in this world that can be achieved without the synthesis without the marriage between Otis and Caleb oh it is the purity of it the inner soul the nashama and Kaylee is the Goof so to speak the Goof is the container all the fact that says all the faculties of a person for example Vision the soul has vision the soul can hear the soul can understand pre-birth yeah the gemara says that in the womb of the mother a person sees from one end of the world to the other end of the world when a person passes away right the soul sees much more hears much more understands much more because it's not obstructed by the any limitation of the body what is birth birth is not the creation of the Soul birth is embodiment of the Soul now the soul is accessed only through the physical bodies so now my vision happens to come only through my eyes so the soul sees but through the chemistry of the eyes and therefore Vision now becomes a physical experience the same is true with audio the same is true with understanding I understand now through the properties of my brain that synthesis is one of the most complicated things in science they try to understand what is consciousness who is this person desperately trying to say it's just you're just a machine you're just a body there's nothing else just like there's a machine and you turn on switches that's the person but it fails to capture the miracle of Consciousness Consciousness is the miracle of a soul but birth is the embodiment of the Soul everything now functions through the body before birth or after the stalkers after the passing it's not like the soul disappears it's unplugged when you unplug a refrigerator the electricity doesn't disappear it's just not channeled through the refrigerator electrons don't die so where does the electricity go when you unplug the refrigerator the electricity goes with to the source of electricity it's just without the plug the refrigerator is not facilitating the electricity so your food is not going to stay cold you unplug the computer the electricity is not dead death there's no such a thing as death the soul doesn't die anything that's alive doesn't die doesn't die the physics is also that way it doesn't die so what is that this is unplugged the Goof is not a Kaylee for the oil the oil is not being channeled through the Caleb when somebody wants to give sadaka to a poor person he says the soul pre-birth can't give stuck it to a poor person not because there's no love the soul has an infinite love but the nature of Love Of the Soul translates completely into spiritual realities just like its wisdom just like its Vision just like its hearing so you say you could see from the end of the world to the other end of the world what does that mean it's not a magic trick it means it's a different type of vision it's a different type of scene it's not channeled and filtered through the calim of a body that's his muscle for Otis and Caleb when I do give to doctor to a poor person with a poor man I'm not doing oh my physical hand is giving the I'm giving the charity no my hand is giving the charity I'm giving them who's this I giving the charity and the answer is it's a marriage of uh and Kaylee through the Kaylee right the stock is now defined within the properties of a physical and giving charity you wanted to say something yeah okay everything is relative no you could give through Zell fun there was no Zeal at this time of the Mindless he says you give through your hand you're saying it's not popular anymore to get stuck with your hands you sit in the tent for a few minutes you'll see you can still get stuck with your hand so what's the vorte the variety is that the Calum of ssvidis channels the Divine infinite energy in a way that what comes out of it what comes out of it is a concretized world and every world has its own type of Calum every sphere has the Earl of it and the caliber the Earth is the ain't safe and the Kaylee is the structure of it like you'll have music and you'll have musical notes the notes are the Caleb you'll have a message let's say you want to write write an article or a book you have your idea and then you have the words the words are always the Calum the containers and they always have to be structured it's very hard people have tremendous ideas then you start writing and you get stuck for hours what happened you have the oh you don't have the Caleb you don't have the Caleb because words you can't fool yourself you have to structure it oh you're being repunded you're being you're being repetitive you're being redundant it has to be very defined very limited it has a beginning it has a middle it has an in Iron you know it floats around it's much more creative and expansive and sometimes one thought right in order to say it like you think of something in 10 seconds I was like wow that's a lot to say it you need much more time because you're bringing it down in Caleb to ride it you need even more time they said that I'm almost wrote a letter to somebody since I don't have time I'm writing a long letter to write a short letter you need much more time to say something in a sentence you need much more time than to say it in three hours eight and three hours maybe that may that hopefully will come out somewhere a Kaylee because a Kaylee by definition of structure so when it speaks about Essence and the Kaylee is what allows for the emergence of finite energy beginning with Mahal gavriel and all the worlds and all the creatures because it comes through the Caleb but something else happens here my cane now is the reverse fed is the kalim are also impacted by the behavior of every creation the Calum are vulnerable in other words through the kalim there is the Merit the goodness or the opposite of every created being also ascends through the Cali the energy goes in both directions the Kaylee channels and the Kelly also absorbs says a person does a sin he acquires a category what does that mean something is created let's call it literally means a prosecutor but some negative energy is created laughs no it's a prosecutor though it's not just evidence he is the prosecutor in other words something created everything has an impact yeah an action has a reaction what does this mean it says there's a stain there's a blemish there's vulnerability in the angel the malach whose memuna who's in charge what does this mean s what does mean you speak about angels amalek is not you know some white creature with a bunch of wings flying around lakshin kugal leader they have a song another song a flying angel a Malik represents an energy every malloc is a manifestation of a certain media certain spiritual like we said before the manifestation manifestation of you have Rafal you have a real different angels that the ballia Kabbalah speak about um this Angel brings up the experience the energy to an Angel that's yet higher foreign until it ascends into the vessels of the ten spirits of what's called malchus of the world of artzillus which is in which are enclosed in the three worlds and in that vessel you have the light of the inside so through the Caleb every experience of life every reality in life every choice of a person or any experience goes up so to speak which means it gets absorbed in the light of ainsife which is enclosed in the calim of the spiritus so here you already use a different language his eyes are scanning his eyes are searching his eyes are looking this represents the vessels of the tense Fitness the angels that receive from them the masters of ears visual who are more sensitive to you know just like people right people they see they're very powerful in visualization others in hearing and they so to speak Tor and go around and Scandal and kemimer like it says in office know what is above you or I that sees an ear that hears in an active way when you come to calim not Earth but when you come to calim you could say Michelle to him means you're engaged you're defined because the Kaylee is about structure there's so to speak a finite structure to it so it's engaged you don't say it's unmoved it's completely Transcendent it's all actors in calim there could be an engagement with the world Miss Allah but through the kalim every reality also ascends all the way into the other because the Kaylee is really just the owner the Kelly is just channeling the light that ain't safe here it's known it's not he knows it's known this is this knowledge which for the Calum is active it's an act of Engagement the eyes are scanning when it comes to the earth and the Kelly over here you say it's golly here do watch no one to the Earth because the Earth is not made up of any Midas even though it's inside the clean here is paradox here he's completely contradicting himself right completely you tell me in the Kaylee there's not galivia Dua this is disengagement I know like almost like a person knows and the Kaylee is affected by what you're doing Kaylee's vulnerable because the Kaylee is defined right and through the Kaylee there's experience I'm affected there's even a stain in the malach and the stain in the malach right the Malik is hurt there's pain in the malach and that affects all the way to the Caleb and the Kaylee is the order the Kaylee has the art but by the Earth suddenly let's go leave your door there's no Midas no it is undefined yeah exactly right so he says the Kaylee is going down the conveyor belt through the Cali it limits the Earth and creates a finite world and then the other way the caliosa acts as a conveyor belt going up where everything comes up and is becomes and there's there's an act of knowledge and an effect and an impact on the Divine in terms of the Kaylee but yet he says this ain't safe [Music] this is the answer to the Philosopher's problem what's the answer is all knowledge and all Providence does not create which means Multiplicity many diverse realities the Providence which is active engagement is via the vessels commotion is who is invested in the Klee mashiah the fact that he knows and sees what his eyes scanned out this knowledge itself it's known this knowledge itself that came through the eyes examining and scrutinizing in the early it's defined as Gulliver Duets redefined foreign [Music] let me try I told you this is a very deep mind minutes but he's saying here something very very fundamental it's not just fundamental it's not just an idea it's one of the main Accords of the Hulk sudas anybody wants to volunteer to say what you're hearing here well you read it at the surface it's like either just semantics you're giving me different words you answer me a question you're not answering the question you started over the mermaid that Hashem Hashem doesn't change he's one who's not being affected he's not vulnerable he's unmoved and he still knows everything it doesn't mean you have to separate him from the world like the philosophers did this guy doesn't say that any branch of Judaism believed in matantary and accountability and Hashem wants you to behave this way and he knows golivia do everything every word I say and every thought I think and every experience I have and every time my finger gets stopped this knowledge that everyone that was that nobody there was a big argument about protest if it's only on people or it's on everything in the world that's a very famous argument the bolsham says it's on everything the weather is said it's only on people and even within people itself could vary depends who you are Little Debbie writes that really it's not an argument they're only the question is if it's revealed or it's concealed it's really not an argument the question is if what's manifested what's not manifested okay then he starts saying well but the sukums say that he's actually looking out for things he's looking he's it's not a super computer completely Transcendent and just knows everything without engagement there's engagement it's like a tourist I'm going to look at this and look at this it's like me it's like a person I want to find out I want to discover observing is observing very good and observing is not just an intellectual process an emotional process right if you tell me something it affects me right it's you're just telling me things about abstract things information affects people triggers people and this is the big question can we move God can we touch God can anybody touch god well you can't there are lectures within Judaism people will tell you that the words a person can affect Hashem is absolute heresy I'm sure some of you have heard those lectures and with good proofs with good mathematical proofs that it's the most ridiculous notion that anything you do has an impact on Hashem even to say that he's happy it's like you made me really you made me happy and without that I would have been miserable yeah wow what an arrogant what an arrogant narcissist you can be oh so I said yesterday I said yesterday that there was big people said it's all it's all deibrator you should think he smells yeah okay that's a perspective two of the greatest macabolum in history was the Shalom you probably heard it was named he lived in the 1600s the Rev of Prague Frankfurt in your shalim is buried near the rumblementary the shalakadish before him there was he was from the Exiles of Spain in the 1400s they both have whole sections and without the Titleist the question is does God need any of our avoida or not and they bring like a hundred Barb this way and a hundred opposite there's the famous message everybody quotes you think God cares if you Slaughter an animal from the neck or from the nape really that's what he cares about but sorry for Sabria says that you should be a mensch I think he cares if you give charity to the poor person or not you should be a mentor all the Mitzvahs is just for you the opposite need the word need implies what lacking weakness mortality I have needs we all have needs why do I have needs because of my limits I have no limits I need this and I need that and I need that physically emotionally financially spiritually so philosophy had this elegant model thank you but there's something you see that's that's bothering him that's uh that's that's so he starts on myself with Calum and then the Caleb with the oil and this so this is a very very it's very subtle very subtle nakudas I'm just going to bring out here one point I'm gonna do this very bakit sir briefly if you don't understand everything don't worry I also don't [Music] the contradiction that he brings here from the tanakhs it's not just it's it the question is a question of much deeper of much deeper consequence is there a relationship a relationship by definition means you're connected to me in a very real way you could say no there's no relationship sorry that's not what life is about I know you would like a relationship but there's no you can have a relationship with people you're needy I'm needy okay my neediness May feed into your neediness your deediness May feed into my neediness let's hope it's not too dysfunctional okay and so am I Israel but there has to be this Quantum Gulf and it's like Hashem is stop talking even about him even that's complicated just follow a system in many ways it's elegant and safe he gave you Toyota amitzvahs why nothing to do with him it's just for your benefit if you do it you get rewarded if you don't do it you get the opposite of rewarded do the best you can and everything is good [Music] but there's something here that remains very cold very detached it's like we're like in our little sandbox and there's no there's no real contact there's no real point of contact there can't be a real point of contact it's not they say they can't interior sacabola they speak about Swedish says of course of course he needs your avoid actually of course you need to avoid everything you do has a tremendous impact as a relationship because when God defines himself within the Spheres so then every nakuda in my life has a direct impact it goes both ways like a relationship imagine in a marriage right what you what you're feeling affects the other person you ever heard of a marriage what a woman feels doesn't affect her husband I mean he could say it doesn't affect them but we know how true that is right and what he feels doesn't affect her and what she says doesn't affect him we say oh you're not impacting me really you know the old myth that men are not as sensitive as women you know that myth huh what do the therapists say about that you know that myth men are not as sensitive as women sure much more sensitive or at least I don't know more or less equally we're connected you impact me your emotions impact me your thoughts impact me your words impact me your actions impact me both in the most positive romantic beautiful Blissful way and in the most difficult and challenging way so if Hashem defined himself within his Infinity he identified is a mirror it's a Continuum there's a relationship that's the hiddish what's that silos Essence is that Hashem so to speak to find a Persona within his Infinity that's the that I explained yesterday yeah you get it says beyond that there's no need over there there is a need God so to speak becomes vulnerable I'm vulnerable did he have to do it and he didn't have to do it but he's vulnerably became vulnerable but I told you yesterday this only leaves us with a problem so fine so you're back to square one so so God is Not infinite so you decided God is Not infinite comes that reason and says Simpson there's a symptom axillus happens after Tim what's symptom is there was everything that ain't safe pre-spiris everything is saying so if all is Oneness we don't even know what means all as wonders because Oneness is also like a definition there's one there's two there's three but all is undefined Oneness what's the symptom the symptoms that Diaries or the reason was a student of the remark he went to Egypt then he moved to swas and he was a student for the remark for two years then there are Mark passed away the reason was not there so long but he was a stood there amok passed away that reason started to teach a couple nobody knew about Ariza and then he taught only for two years he passed away two years later at the age of 36 or 38. hey of shinlamic base 1572. two years after that but those two years he revolutionized the world of Kabbalah one of the teachings that it was Simpson what symptom symptom is that they ain't sorry if in order to create the world withdrew himself vacant space and in that vacant space that devoid of himself over there him I'm just calling that reason it's high he brought in a little line a little thread a little hot he calls it a thread and over there started all the worlds so now there could be worlds that can even be artillers that could be a suspirus because they ain't safe is uh is uh so to speak on absent okay so preach Simpson he's unmoved post dim sum he's moved so what did you now do you took God and you split him into two so again it's another game so now you turn from one God how do you deal with the bishop do I affect my wife do I not affect my wife let's do a split personality fifty percent of me you don't affect fifty percent of me you do a fair okay so what do we really accomplish this is without it ever comes in this is without the Devil Comes symptom is not captured well I mean symptoms we learned about this once in viadita so so so if that confused why was that it was it wasn't again another another game of words so the decoder that was brought out and it's it's fascinating and I have to say this how things develop and evolve because what's Now postured by every Jew 200 years ago was not push it 300 years ago was not burst a thousand years it was McLeod not passionate then up the rambam writes and look who's true of a Perry gimmel if somebody says Hashem has a body he has a goof he's a heretic he's a min he's a Min he's an epicurus so the driver writes on the rambam listen to his words there were people much greater and better than the rambam who believed that God has a body rights you know anybody today who would say in a Jewish class uh by the way I want to describe to you what Hashem looks like he has a body what would they call this person huh that if it says comic daily limit even if I disagree with them they're not and they're not meaning they're not but they're David corporal you have to understand what derivative means what did they think it's not so simple the singing it was one of the pictures said that when they arrived when the rambam said that all these people are minim yeah they all put them together [Music] so the driver wrote this he took them all out again [Laughter] it was not just an anecdote it means that I would ex that I've had wanted to say something things develop things evolve if you'll ask a person there's Hashem everywhere there's Hashem everywhere so everybody will say even Uncle Moishy knows that Hashem is here Hashem is there up up down down and it's weary can be found yeah what's up somebody gets up with a shield today and say by the way um it just means Hashem knows about everything but to say he's everywhere is actually passionate he's not in your farm and he's not in your dining room and he's not in your heart don't don't turn you'll throw him out of shoe right but there was some great godalia Israel who said this there was even a big macobel is known as the ocean who said Simpson he says it's embarrassing this is it's embarrassing to say that the king finds himself in your dung he said it's embarrassing the king is in the palace huh quiet sea cake Dana the gamara says there was a princess there was a princess and she's so seeking they would seeking datas was on the bottom of the challenge you know what's on the bottom of the child who who scrapes out the apartment sorry Shabbos for the kishka and this yeah there's a few people yeah it's called seeking data you don't touch it you give it to the Bahama there was a bad smell like who wanted it and she was dying for it so she couldn't do it in open because she was a princess but she died so they gave it to her but quietly Simon says that's why we saying what quietly what's the connection to seeking data represents a lower level of unity and it represents the symptom and it represents that there's a world so it's silent so what's the nakoda here he says the king is in the palace and he has Windows and he could see the dung but don't put him in the dunk don't put him in the dunk says that those who held symptoms already the first generations of macabon they argued about that reason the balchem the altered insisted symptom is not good the Wilma gone himself held that symptom was changed that it's one of the fascinating things because he was a the atomic of the villagon today there are those who say that there was no argument between the ability so that itself is fascinating nobody's gonna say there was no argument because the balatanya health symptoms nobody says that what they say is that the villain of gun didn't really mean some selective he's really saying like why why is there such a notion I once asked for a relationship hero about this because they quoted from him she said please there was a machlaikus again but even those who want to say there was no much like us what are they saying not that the villagon helped him and the balatanya also really that everybody else because the closer you get from gallus to gaula the more akh does Hashem gets revealed more and more and more and more in every generation more and more and more what's the naked of Showtime this is the this is the key I want to try to say it in three four minutes if I could what it means is as follows it means that the whole Paradox that we created in our minds and philosophy did this so beautifully and it has a truth to it it has a truth to it because philosophy doesn't like paradox it likes order it like structure it likes either yeah or no right I don't know if you know there was a Jewish philosophy if God is even capable of doing paradoxes yeah there's a question discusses that Rabbi Joseph albo holds yes the certain things Hashem can't do not because he can't do them because they're stupid for example two plus two can it equal eight it's ridiculous doesn't make sense it doesn't exist he says something moving clockwise and counterclockwise simultaneously you're riding and you're not writing you're dead and alive you're not be logical don't tell me God can do illogical things that's an assaulting doesn't exist it's ridiculous the Rajah says today in quantum mechanics it's like oh my God what's not paradoxical could you show me one thing that makes sense the moment you get to a deeper layer of reality you can't even find logic anymore all logic shuts down this is part of the development in zoir it says that from the year 1840 toughrish there was a new his goddess of science in the 600th year of the sixth of the sixth Millennia in other words 5 600 hey I love from toughrish six years after the Toyota was published eight years before Lakota was published just a few decades after the balotanya the whole revelation of cities so desire says the Arubas the windows of Heaven are will open and the Scarlets of filmi Sauter will be like never before and also from the earth the Wellsprings of the Earth all the Sciences will explode in an unprecedented way the world from 1840 till 2022 changed changed more than the world changed in 5 000 years before that just in the last 50 years the world changed more than a thousand years it's a fella it's not random it's all it's all a development of the consciousness of creation in the world of philosophy Paradox is very difficult in the world of Plymouth means that what you're defining as the ain't safe being absent is not absence at all the same reality pre-symptomus poached himself what do you mean so you bet ah only from our perspective so from our perspective what does it mean for my not that it's a lie not that it's a lie from our perspective yeah there was a symptom and it works well but it's still not computer so now I ask you okay who cares if it's for my present somebody once said I don't speak long it just seems that way perspective is everything I wasn't obnoxious I just seemed that way I'm not obnoxious you ever heard a husband say I'm not obnoxious I seem foreign it's a big enough come in because if you say symptom is not captured it means that the penis of the symptom is not symptom what does this mean in Practical words it means that the Simpson is the ability ain't safe is not defined by Infinity says just as Infinity Can it can express itself in Infinity it could express itself in finiteness this polarization that infinite is infinite and finite is finite and the two or the two the the don't meet that's that itself is a limitation so you say okay it's another it's more semantics but it's not it means that the finite is also an expression of the answer but here's a paradox when I look at the finite through finite vessels what do I see in the finite I see finite when you look at the finite through the vest through the through the lenses of ain't safe what does it see in the finite another expression of infinity so what makes it finite is not that it's finite it's purine safe what makes it finite is that my lenses the finite that symptom allowed that the Spectrum the electromagnetics use these with electromagnetic fields that transfer the light should be transmitted through a certain frequency certain measurements that my Caleb my vessels have the sensors to pick them up and to find them as reality anything outside of that I don't access as reality from the perspective of ain't saved though every frequency every nakoda is infinite it's just the way the infinity is being filtered through the finite there's the famous muscle we learned of the United from the shop you have a brilliant teacher and he brings down the most abstract idea through a simple metaphor to the student and he conveys a very profound idea but very simple terms but in that simple explanation and that metaphor you have all the wisdom but it says it takes him 40 years to unravel it and find everything it was all there but I hear things based on my perception so the more I open myself up to reality I can go deeper and deeper and deeper and deeper so now the question is what is the world what is the world if you say Simpson it means what is the world who are you the answer is you're a finite small little creature good luck huh divorced yeah obviously comes from Hashem and you're accountable and he knows what's going on and he gave you Commandments and there's going to be scared But ultimately ultimately you're a small finite Creature if you say symptom is not in other words there was no real symptom so who are you no you've been to the sheer enough to know who are you you're an ambassador of infinity you're an ambassador of infinite love I'm adding another word infinite infinite love Infinite light infinite hope your answer your manifestation of ain't safe you say I'm not I'm not I'm not I'm dealing with very very little stuff very small stuff that's also true the Kiddush of symptom is that ain't safe is not expressed the name so if only it could be expressed also in the nitty-gritty of existence it's all perspective and that perspective is real on all levels right now I'm dealing with this little issue in my sandbox but if you trace it back and you open up if the doors of perception are cleansed everything appears as is which is infinite Oneness okay when you say God can't be changed you know they used to love hearing it today everyone shuts down you know that it's funny I give enough shiram to tell you in the olden days when you said God's knowledge doesn't affect them nothing affects them people were like wow today everybody got gets on their phone why because they want a relationship it's like don't tell me that God doesn't it's like philosophically yeah emotionally it it keeps be people are thirsty so here's without a little bit redefines philosophy he's not just teaching he's redefining everyone when you say God remains unmoved it's the biggest blessing for Humanity because it means that you're also you're also not really impacted even by the worst darkness that you experienced in your life [Music] it's not a vorton philosophy it's a it's a life changer in avoid if you are ain't sorry if the Simpson was not keep shooting so everything we said here about golly we do is true about the person so it means that any experience you went through in life which on a conscious level shut you down disassociated you wounded you so now you're a wounded vulnerable person who was deeply deeply impacted by these experiences if symptom is not keep shooting so who are you really right now ain't safe but you went through this darkness of what's shot ain't safe went through the darkness the infinite Consciousness went through a finite and dark experience so you could be completely involved in the experience without denying it and yet in that very process you're not defined by it or contaminated by it so what's the Isis he uses in the mimer are Calum real or not real of course they're real without calim which couldn't happen without Simpson there's no world of finiteness there's no experience of finiteness we are all finite people but he said it's the iron the Kaylee it's not the Kaylee's diets ain't safe it's ain't safe but it's through Caleb and through Caleb everything is perceived as finite and structured there's a tissue box and there's a coffee bean and there's a telephone and we all have boundaries and divisions and Within Myself there's endless finiteness I know that doesn't work but it's fine but I mean we're finite wherever we go we're mortal we're frail we're limited we're structured we have boundaries we have needs but what are those calim those Calum are all right what's ain't safe even in the Kaylee so so is it true or not true the answer is it's true that's the finish of symptoms finite doesn't have to look finite they could find if infinite doesn't have to look infinite they could look finite and finite doesn't mean it's finite it could be Infinity through finiteness Simpson means there's a gulf Hashem says listen I'm infinite I'm sorry I want a tissue box so you could blow your nose no problem I'm withdrawing my Infinity here's your tissue box there's still Hashem has to create it and I know everything about this tissue box I know everything about the tissue box golly via Dua that's what he says the Caleb are very vulnerable of course they're vulnerable so is the Calum Hashem or nadashem it's not you say by us by a person you say I love you because I need you hear it I need you because I love you because the the vulnerability is the ultimate ain't safe it's not a contradiction So when you say you affect the calim but the calim are really the oh and the oh you can't affect he's not making a joke here he's saying that's the whole nakuda kalim experience of course you're affected who's not affected you don't affect me you affect me and you pick Hashem that's what Caleb Marr Kayla Mar he's vulnerable and every Mitzvah has an impact there's a very deep relationship he says but it touches the Earth because the Earth is in the cave over there that means in other words that the very same the very same reality that on one level is very finite if you could see it from the perspective of that very reality is infinite it's just a question of what you're open to in terms of understanding your life so you could the same story could be defined from the perspective of Caleb and from the effect of Earth and it's both true we're the person is this you could describe the same experience that happened to you in your life from one perspective it was the most devastating experience and it's true it's true because there was a symptom and this KLM and You're vulnerable and you're frail and that's what happened if you trace back that experience to a deeper place in yourself maybe at a later stage in your life with work and and openness and and vulnerability and humility and assistance and so on and so forth and a lot of courage and resilience and amuna and whatever process you have to go through that very same experience suddenly is experienced as your Infinity your Infinity going on a journey through this very very perceived dark tunnel and really and really what it is really what happened at this moment was you weren't damaged you weren't damaged at all you were given an opportunity to be able to identify your Infinity in what's perceived as the darkest of places in other words all those wounds are redefined as catalysts for deep deep awareness and growth that allow for much deeper sensitivity much deeper empathy much deeper connection much deeper attachment much deeper Oneness but this is not a fake Journey because that symptom is a real thing foreign okay I think this is enough for today and I wish everybody a wonderful day a meaningful day with your Calum and with your Otis and with golly viadua and with machetitus and Basir Hashem I'll see you Thursday morning 7 45 and there's also a women's class today and a half an hour yeah are we going to tell them that the food is nutrition there's everything in it it's attitude right it's it's it's sustenance for you at a child level the Simpson says here where we could see it as the Deep right