Shaarei Teshuva: Shaar 1:48 - The 18th Ingredient in Teshuva, Constant Cognizance of Past Sins

this torah class is brought to you by torahanytime.com okay so we continue and say fair shari chuva we're up to the 18th ingredient of chuva we mentioned the opinion of rabinoyana is that to wash the neshama clean and pure there are 20 ingredients of chuva hashem we are up to ingredient number 18 to place one's sins before them always don't forget about your sins they should be on your mind you should think about them don't say nah they're long gone that was a previous lifetime it's a new start turn over a new leaf to be able to turn over a new leaf always think about your sins if your sins are always on your mind god says so to speak now i'll forget about them the soul of the sinner should remember her sins always the atasha is do not forget them don't let them so to speak disappear with other memories they should not be grabbed from your heart and and exchange with other memories like david says in the park of tehillim i know my sins the khattasi nagdi and my aberos are always before me as the as it is common uh commonly said over sort of a play on words now when god sees that people forget about their sins zorkhar he remembers them but when we manage them sees that we remember our sins hashem says you remember them i don't have to remember them but on a logical level the idea is that when a person considers their sins and is humbled from them always that is a dimension of chuva and that is the 18th ingredient of teshuva you've just experienced another torah class brought to you by torahanytime.com