Farbrengen 3 Tammuz R' Moshe Wolberg, 5780

i mean i think the first thing appropriate we should start with you know taylor we started saying over a vert from say over a vote from the mimer the miami that i'm sure everybody learned about the salva today and then the i mean we all learned the moment within the mind i'm sure all of us learned the mind many many times then it could the i mean the nakuda of the mimer is i mean there's too much to say let's just say oh no no no no the first nakuda of the miner would that would say the kiddush one of the hidden on the mimer nothing ahead of the rabbit i'm saying the rabbi is asking akasha the lahura on one hand the mind of the frieza crab is mimer is speaking about the union of attitude that makes sure i bring the connects hidden with the and he connects hidden with the abrister and what does he accomplish the union that he causes that the uh that there shabibi is that's that's that's that's that that's the taj mahal that's on one hint and then behind there you start speaking about quest islam is sigma caste islam that through causes you reach the more when the pastor saddvaram is it's too separating there's an indian that may be no ism and over here this was another union that through that that that this indian of course is which is causes islam or through curses you may gather the more that's saying in tanya it says that when the person a person [Music] and trying to get him to be able to be disordered so what happens is gallaudet the hidden effects the russian and timing over there is the the alien sovereign which is shaded in hawk made in some amish which is shading so through that it becomes this god is too separating that's the shire that the rabbi asks what's the connection between these two and young so what's the tariffs to this china the terrorist of the shia is that they get when you say the nature of is is normally there's two there's one tara says that in shambhala my last sis and because in the military so that reflects and then the shaman that the shama believes in the matter that it should it should be married it should also have a ma gosh another question it should have that's one beer in the moon just how why it is a mine another beer why it is a mineman another beard is because it's a different word the word is because a yidnali cous is one thing is one thing so it's not the shot there's a bistro and there's a yids and the yid knows about the abrasive how does he know about the abrasion he heard about the abra 30s or he sees it [Music] the question is how strong the awareness came does the awareness come through real does the awareness come in the front of the moon because because the rear samara reflects the ambush ayid and the abyss there are one that's we said the id and the abyss there are one let's actually even labels just one it's just like you'll say how do you know that you're here how do you know you're here so you'll say i have right i look in the mirror i see myself from this i'm here i know i'm here because i'm here that's me i don't have to i ask you how you know you're here i mean there are these philosophies when a person on the mother mensch say how do you know you're here you know here because you because you're here that's an awareness to say the assassin when the time you speak to avidia's housemate there's some music called satsuma but he knows he's here because he's here that's an awareness so although the and the abrister are one and since the shaman the abyss there are one so the melee so that's his awareness of the abrasives awareness of the ambusher is similar to his awareness of himself that they're all the same awareness because him and the abrasive are one and that's a different type of a munna that's a different type of a moon there's an amunda knowing about the abrister that there's a bishop how much do you know about him the the shaman is not filtering down over there the shot is that the abrasion and the either one i mean that's why he's aware of him that's why he's aware of it so these are the two types of the moon what would be the difference between this moon and this moon so on that is down subshot is that there's in the moon that there's a there's a and then is he's my men but since the indonesia he doesn't have the rear so the ammuna which comes down in the matter from the neshama is nato fierce doesn't have this it's managed that this great ghillie that the shambhala myla has which is too great for the nisham alamata comes down and filters down and has an absolute effect under the matter but it's not the tuition of the because you know it's too great that that's what happens when you have when you have mashiach when you have the second type of a moon which that is we're not talking about in syria this is this one thing so when it becomes in this gala this music connection is a it's casual atmosphere cause it is there's no there's no two things that have to be connected their bats are connected they're not they're not you don't have to create a bond the batson one when the constants gather this indian so then it has a moon but then that is not the market that's that's going to co that's the good of what he discussed over there and and and that's the nakuda of the beard that says nabeel is isaiah when you say meisha abandons it causes that the ammunition what's up it doesn't only mean that the killer you have this market and it takes that moon and it brings it up that's not the shock i mean that's also the shot but that's not the the amusement shot the ammo sub shot is that mishra bainer is miguel with the atmosphere of a year's connection to the abrasive that the his asthma is the connection that that's in him and the abyss there are one and since he's regaled the atmosphere in connection with the abrasion so that causes that the ammunition of the prince that's i mean that's that's i mean this is the everyone learned this this doesn't look different it doesn't look through the so how does how how does how does a person how does a person how does moisha mom should say how is it his mom is through the fact that he's means the connection between neighbors the physical comes out it's not the shuttle you have one thing and there's another thing and and meisha is causing abilities it's a third thing you had a regular moon and there's a museum that the muni should come between this premier measure is causing that happen moshe is causing to be who you really are who you that's what nations in the israel he connects with the abrasion upside there's a motion there's a you and there's abrasive ambition is megalo who you really are that your connection to the abrasive is what happened here i was not stop my video okay i won and then that one is the cleanest premium is that the ammo is between this penis so mayweather the feast there is that evan that this indian so so so mamela what's the taj what is meisha meisha is magali the more marshmallows we understand very well that the union of kosovo and the union of attitude are very related it's not they're not related they're very related it's one indian both who are yidbatsum is that the megalo who are you that sims that's he pastures us with a munna he passes the even with the moon but if he types the posterior tai cha munamis he's pasturing the ammuna when he's pasturing the moon he's pasturing us with the ammunition so the rabbit is means he's bringing their munna from a tiffer art that touch he brings the moon from a tifare the prison azamuna but the question is where is this coming from is this a munna coming from the fact that the shaman of israel or is there a munna coming from the athletes the taj is bringing their munda from a more premisical place mainly their moon is being fed their moon is being fed from a pretty musical place and that and and the mailer and then that comes the words that this may show up which expressed this in expresses this indian in the fact that his mom does and that's what may she have been there was called the daya because there's no one i'm like interacting here it's like i'm not really seeing anybody either i don't know exactly uh all right i've should i don't see really anybody maybe seeing a negan i don't know this uh mendel katzman was the one that was made of the negan before uh i'm looking for a face here that i know okay that i'll stop feeling bad about the fact that i came like a half hour late to this thing i can't believe it i feel very very bad still but i suppose that i'd say enough look at me i'll stop feeling better or i'll feel really bad not sure which one will work i [Music] not really sure how it works i mean it's a little bit difficult to talk to a screen the fact that i don't see mummish anybody okay we were talking so we're saying that there's two madrigas in the moon right there's two moderators in the moon and that's the year of the moon premiums the level discusses that there's an engine called museum like this you want to be you you're you and there's something there's something else that's a very i think what i'm saying now is shocked i'm not saying i'm along this guy but i want to say it over clear this this caleb establishment is like what does a person normally think of seriously what is that which means that there is a situation let's say there's an ideal you have an ideal there's an idea of a very very big idea you want to go but on the other hand you want to be comfortable you want to be comfortable you want you want to eat you want to have you want to you want to be comfortable and and and it's the bible skate you know you want to be next year yeah i don't know you want to be next year maybe and you want to be there and your wife wants to be there and this one everybody wants to be lapel mamas you have a schlichters and you find yourself in your opinionsville and over there you have no this you have another yeah all kinds of what's it says you're giving up all kinds of indiana because there's a government deal about the idea because you want to gross what does it mean like in world management seriousness should you give up your life i mean the dearest thing you have is life you you want your life the prayer people wants to live colossally ish eating bad bad so life is the most important thing to a person and here there's a guy that's standing on you and he's telling you either bow down to have your desert or i'll kill you so you're willing not only to give up the potato gold and the ala you're willing to give up life itself a b to be able to feel fulfilled israel that's the position of the taj mahal so the snappage means you're giving up things for the ambush that's the perception but there's talk about mr sniffers differently and over here in the mirror also it's been brought out how is it possible that a person should could give up his life for the amister i mean what was shocking healing of your life and lakura he knows that this is the ms and he he's been giving up things all his life for the years and maybe he's giving up this also for the issue when you talk about someone that's far from about madriga so because this person that's a culture that column a patient is throw why is he giving up his life for the abrasion he hasn't given up even the smallest comforts for the abrasion he doesn't give up his smallest is comfortable and then now all of a sudden he's willing to give up his life for the abrasion so what's the shock so after that is that out of his mouth is connected to the image his music has an oxymistic connection to the english but generally a person i mean let's discuss a general a person doesn't feel that when he doesn't have veda he's going away from his musical connection when it comes to a matter of seriousness so it becomes this gala his atmospheric connection to the ability so that's the shot the gatherer of mr snaphash and what's up mr connection he's asking me the connection so so when when he gives away his life for the abyss to he's not giving away anything he's not giving away anything he doesn't feel he's giving away anything this is who he is this this is who israel is it's albert to me this is a muslim i don't know i never saw this martial i think it's another good it's a posture emotion you have a person you'll say a normal person doesn't want to give away his life no person doesn't want to commit suicide you ask a person you say i have karma the karma the communist mothers why things would be much better if you commit suicide you spend your whole life doing this and this and that and instead of doing that if you commit suicide you'll be able to face a person will be much better person so there are people that are ill that do commit suicide and everyone understands that it's an illness but but the idea the idea of not committing suicide is not shot why don't you commit suicide therefore he was institutionalized and he stayed in this institution for a while until the institution released him with the idea that he doesn't need to he he's he's safe he's not going to hurt himself he's not going to he's not going to commit suicide okay and the arabs had settled but he's uh no problem and he why because he understood that it's not gonna die because everything was was clear to him that it's not gonna and he was safe he was then he goes on to a bus and he asked the bus driver tell me why don't you commit suicide so the guy says let me why don't we commit suicide i don't know why i don't convince you i understand the voices and he said actually ask him why not he says i'm not interested the kids are the the person the person that was once institutionalized and he understood why he's not a committing suicide start screaming at this bus driver the you bus driver i understand why i don't have to commit understand why you don't have to suicide suicide a person that needs to explain why it is not to commit suicide has to be explained why does not commit suicide doesn't have to be explained why there's nothing suicidal going to get a connection to the irish state why don't you want to disconnect from the abridged stop shot alter writes in tanya is to be crafted clayford is committing suicide for him no it's not to work the other way it's not that shot is bad mass i'm a live person that's living in illinois that's why i really am and i have some religious commitment and the question is what am i willing to do in order to fulfill my religious commitment person and i have some religious commitment and the question is what am i going to do to fulfill my religious commitment that's who i am i find myself an islam hazard i find myself in this but that's not my those what what describes me is not the the my alum hazardica life what describes me is my connection to the industry that's my etsy differences and anything that's threatening my eximations is to me uh is so to speak a threat of suicide and the mainland that's why i'm not going to give up my my my you describe it i'm not going to give up my shackles till the course for anything in the world including my my being which is secondary to who i really am it's not my it's not primary to who i really am it's secondary to i really am and that's the tip cut of what's going on that a person has to realize that his connection to likus is primary and that's who he really is it's not only primary in the sense it's more important it's primary that that's his initial matthias and everything else about him is only secondary because it's not as initialized and that's what mysteriousness fishes and the things then will understand and that and and lofisa will understand that there is a rabbit that may know is the one he can accept with the abhishek that's maisha abano himself and then there is this pashtus in the nation the extension of which also connects even with the abhishek he also connects even with abhishek and that's and that's the expec and vast majority is connecting even with the abrister expresses itself by the fact that that this does and when the specialist in the nation express uh uh affect the inhibited saber what is it how does that express in itself that expresses itself in the name of mr snowfish that expresses our names there's an efficiency of goodness in the zelda words in of the mesha there's more of a guillotine of that axe music connection that atmospheric connection which is expressed by the fact that it has das so in das you could i don't know exactly why it's a bigger it's obviously a a more powerful but in das das is not so expressed you know you could tighten it the dash is coming superimposed there's there's the make sure that's which causes two things and there's a nisham of the mother which is really cool and the mata which which which which is being filtering down from the nusamulla milo which israel the cause so then the ammunition when it becomes and that's the connection between uh is expressed in the custom world in the fact that the the israel that that the mesha bring out the more the premiums of the year that premieres the connection of a utility habit which is that the abrister and him are one the zellwood the kitchen nimrods until pedic tests i think this embarrassment and that's what it is so you speak about what we're on gimmel tumbles and we when we talk about the we talk about our connection to the lab and what it ever does for us and we think about it we want it to filter down into our lives because and we want to filter it down into the lives of our family and we want to filter down into everyone we come into account and we want to connect to to to what our connection to the rep is so we so we're learning over here that shattered is not chad there's a great great rebel the rep is very great great great greater than anyone could think about and anyone could describe in all aspects of life all aspects of life in all aspects of life but when we speak about what is the rabbit to us what is the rabbit to us it discusses in the mind the rabbit to us is someone that reveals who we really are that our connection to the abridged there is not a connection that we're people that who knows where and then there's a bistro and he's gonna he's gonna create a link through him no that's not the shot is the is the one that's megala our real self that our connection to the abyss there is intrinsic that's who we really are that's our attitude the mainland will understand that everything else about our lives is only a a an addition to that truth the truth of our lives is our connection to neighborship that's the truth of our lives that's the ambush of our macias and that's the atmosphere army seals with the way the way the rabbit the what the rabbis that's what the rabbis megaw the river brings brings our enemies to the surface about that we have shoes rabbit doesn't take away from to deny that truth just like everyone people have beheaded to commit suicide they have come here to do things which are very unhealthy to live a very unhealthy lifestyle they have the options to do things that are very dangerous all kinds of stuff people have kids but but lapel mamish the rabbit is being regalda who we really are what's our real connection so you see soon and say there's a rabbit we have a rabbit what's what's our rebel doing for us we're saying what is your what is the devil doing for you so you wonder what the rabbi is doing for the rabbis you who you really are just like with megalithic who they really are that's the measure of england that's why it was he was megalo amunda because their moon came from atmospheres so the rebel also is miguel our acts means the connection to the history and once we is a whole different life it's a whole different life it's a different life and that's what the rabbit is that's what the rabbi is and that's that's what all the yeah that's this is where we are what i've said now i didn't say i didn't say anything i said over what it says in the mind i want to say i'm negan i want to see somebody over here simmi anybody hello maybe i'll find there's a computer which i'll talk about to see you i i mean i could see you over here but nobody everybody's hiding behind screams that everybody is everybody over here is their their computer their clothes that would help it would be nice video screens i don't know what's happening the video is all closed does that mean yes yes yes we're having a little challenge with your video um it says that you should get closer to the internet um source um yeah okay it got frozen the internet source is here when you can hear me we hear you clear uh very clearly but with the camera uh froze once let me see the thing let me i i see myself usually that shows my ice my my video i don't know what to tell you my network what i know what to tell you could you get closer to the wi-fi is that possible i'm as close as possible i mean maybe you want to switch to another computer yeah anyways suggested and i'm suggesting six places about the computer but i think that computer is really better hold on a second let me see all right let's see okay meanwhile let's sing a negan i spoke along with russia i again i'm i'm i'm pushing feeling terrible about the fact that i came in so late over here as i definitely practice but i mean i don't usually sleep so easily because that push is cranked out all right it's fine instagram i'll come back i'll be back you don't see me yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah um yeah [Music] yeah i shouldn't use that computer all right so i don't see anybody's picture you see me now you don't see me no i don't see you no we still don't see you and come back on me while we'll sing another one right now it says now it's better now it's better it's getting better is it getting better um for a second it got better no it could drop better i like go out and come back maybe all right try that let's go out you go out for me i'm glad um [Music] you know [Music] hmm [Music] oh looks like he's back nope this is better oh i see like a lot of a lot of people there yeah this is better this is better i think my computer might i'm like on a tablet and that tablet i didn't have it connected to the electricity so maybe electricity was down and mailers yes oh i see a bunch of faces here yeah i don't see like a lot of things but a little bit i'll see a little bit i see people that could really be speaking like uh whatever people that maybe they should speak rather than me speak but i'm speaking great it's not is now we're talking we see each other things are happening so maybe we could say article negan when i sat down here and i was like a very vulva and feeling terrible about being late so i wanted to start with absolutely that came to my mind this morning because i thought it went in my mind but i thought i want to start thinking about the mice's thoughts so let me say over a word of taylor so that's why i said over a little bit of the mimer which i i'm happy that we set over the communion of taylor we started with enough taylor we said over subverting the rabble i think we'll say a negan where it's going to bring us so maybe maybe shawn bear up somebody someone's handing himself something again [Music] um [Music] everybody in the world is going to see that you're still in pajamas [Music] uh [Music] foreign [Music] oh [Music] oh um [Music] oh [Music] wow [Music] uh [Music] oh yeah [Music] yes they i see whatever you have up so you close your video i don't know that's simply first of all it's hard for me to talk very hard like you know where where me somehow the reason i'm speaking over here is somebody called me and he called me up someone by the name of haim zaklis which is an old old acquaintance we we met in yeshiva sky it's many many years ago and you know like a sweet sweet i remember him as a sweet sweet sweet boy mama like that sweet boy and this time now he's also sweet younger man i didn't see him for a long time and he says he's in california and i recognize his voice when he told me his name i recognize his voice and he uh he taught me that and i'm telling you this is my first year gimbal time was not being by the ill that's the seriousness is that this is my first year at gimbal time it's not being very open i'm not going to talk to you it's a very harsh experience the mathias says this is my first gimbal thomas not being by the way and i'm sure many of you is maybe probably the same experience and maybe some of you are the same experience but a co-op is this first experience and i'm not going to make it into a place i ate my drank and i slept so big sir you know whatever kids are nice but that's the matzah he called me up so you have to understand the the the feeling you know what's coming in multan was i said you know he's asking me if i bring i don't feel i'm the zogger but on the other hand he's asking me to my brain so if i could be mistaken and i could do something for anybody sorry mo thomas i want you that's that's what brought me here to be the person that's speaking but on the other hand when i get in front of them the mic like they say and i'm sitting over here watching looking at the screen and i see a few few faces very few but a few faces so i think to myself that i'm not comfortable i'm not comfortable speaking so the mail i go back and i have to say something i have to say some behind i i i said the story i think lately a few times i know i i remember sitting in yeshiva in manchester i said this a few times very lately i'll say it again it makes a gishmak a little bit i'm sitting in manchester and in yeshiva in the shiva manchester and and uh i'm telling you a couple and and i used to feel very comfortable because i was uncomfortable if i bring this i'm not comfortable fabricating and i would drink a lot of mascara and i'd drink a lot of mascara so i would like i would say you know i'm uncomfortable if i bring without muscular on the other end with mask maybe i don't know what face i expressed like right now if the mask expressed my uncomfortableness of the fact that i have to drink mushroom so i'll call upon him said there was a bucker over there i'm not going to say his name i don't know maybe he's here i didn't see his name but i'll call upon him he says to me you know if you attack her like he didn't say it in such a bad way because he was a very he was a fine bucket he wasn't like a he wasn't i won't call him a holy book you know i mean i don't mean i don't mean not holy i mean he was a regular booker normal very normal so like he was saying you know your job month of jesus for bringing and without mashing you came for brain because whatever and with mask it doesn't work so the it says that that's what you thought the eights you should become that was what he said to me that was insane and it's like seligman in the bay know what he said it's not like i didn't take it bad i didn't take i wasn't offended i wasn't at all offended i i felt that he was saying the truth he was saying the truth become those if that does he says like this i'm saying he didn't say all these words but i'm saying the shot and what he's saying the way somewhere another you're not inspired enough to be excited she is because she's supposed to be actually the obviously you're not inspired because if you'd be inspired to be excited because you're supposed to be a citizen you'll be excellent so you're obviously not inspired enough to be a citizen because you you're supposed to be a citizen you're not you're not a citizen nor both but on the other you have a job and that job is a job so the commitment to the job all right wahlberg you're muted someone you muted yourself so that was the word that was the word this this that was this boku's work you know i'm i'm thinking now i'm drinking i'm sitting with you so i committed myself to fabregan that that that i wanted to commit myself because gimbal tumbles i can't give all times but you know whatever maybe maybe you have to commit or something i'm just telling you no i just want to tell you about this bucket this bucket grew up he's a younger monterey and he's in your mind i'll tell you i'll tell you i'll tell you a little bit about him i just want to explain to you what this booklet that spoke to me this this you know you could say it's christopher was i i never took it a switchblade because he was a very sweet boy very very sweet book he said to me like this so this booker got married this bucket is a crown height but he's a crown light spot he's a buckler that grew up in crown heights experiencing crown heights very very fine parents extremely fine parents and comfortable parents parents that were comfortable they're comfortable they're comfortable his father i don't want to i don't want to make any description his father is comfortable i'm not making him a rich man but he's comfortable he lived comfortable he grew up comfortable then he got married to a to a girl from christmas also guys also from a comfortable home home the father the father they were comfortable also they're not rich people but they're they're not rich rich and they're not rich rich but they're both comfortable very comfortable parents and the parents really both parents both sides [Music] the wife the girl wanted to stay in crown heights and the parents of the board and the appearance of the girl wanted the parents of the boy wanted to pay for the for the boy to do something in order to learn and to be able to have a panasonic and can move in or get stuck here he can move and maybe he'll do some good things all kinds of good things he's a capable boy and he was involved in all kinds of good activities while he was again i don't want to say anything but the question was he had to make a decision should he go on slickers or not we have a strong cash despite the fact that he said this to me which i still remember which i remember with with admiration i don't remember it with with anger i remember it with admiration i'm just telling you right now [Music] regularly but you know when we do talk we talk comfortably we're very comfortable with each other and and and he calls me up and he asks me what should he do should he go on schlitz you know his parents wanted to stay and his sharon's figure are very very this and his wife wants to stay and everyone and everyone's swag nice people they're nice people and he's a nice boy he doesn't want to he you know he also you know he'd like to be comfortable she goes and his appearance is telling him that you're the life of shlekhus is not for you you're used to being comfortable and you're not going to be able to deal with it so he asks me so i'm not you know who am i who am i to say what what he should do but what should i say well he's asking me what do i think is the right thing so i think the right thing was they show us that's the right thing he's a cable lingua man that ever spoke with again that's maybe a very nice person some are very nice people and they'll live in crown heights and his and his parents live in crown heights and they'd be very very nice and to eat friday night my parents and and shabbos afternoon by the swigger and everybody will be happy and the christmas and everything will be good and his wife will be very happy good it's not true but who's gonna have to speak to gosh legos i mean you know that i've had more hobbies with people about with with schweinschwigger's and well you know their letter how you do it with them before you chat there's a long letter of the lab so so yeah so i i'm telling you what i said not because i'm an angry person and i'm not because i felt that was the right thing he's calling me as uh i don't know what he's calling me so i have to tell what i really think that ever wants to do it that's why i told him so i told him and he listened he listened to me and he was very very much very much there very much and things were going very very well everything worked out well she came there's the certain like the story in the beginning of when you read the ear with the crisis but the suffering came to the hebrews and yesterday mr things are going too well and he wanted to be reviled with the young and by evil so there is abs the sutton came to the abrasive and then the sutton came down and he came down to this city where this person lived and he made a billboard between his he was under a certain shliyak which was not the rashi he was the shleak he was [Music] so he was very muslim this person i'm talking about was a very mislead and he was working under someone that was also even more muslim very very muslim and lapel mamesh the person that this person that was working under which was very very much there was working under somebody which which whatever i don't know exactly i i don't get involved i have no idea but they became a bilbao bilbao between the shliya hiroshi which was which made him into ashley became over there he became so they became and this became the although the din is the din is the mother says too much air which means kids are too much mitsias and bikitsura so they couldn't they couldn't work and this brought this younger man which was my my close a close person to me i could call he was in new york he was in new york he was very much like maybe three four years on very much he already had on another few children i don't remember i don't remember how much you if you had three children you know i have three children or a fourth on the way or two children or third on the way or something it was definitely a children and someone on the way but i remember was two and plus plus epis with three plus epis and now he's back in new york and he has the same parents barak hashem they're both all well and he has the same schweinsteiger that is also well and the same sharon shriger that wants him to stay and the same wife hashem that she also wants to stay and his parents want him to stay and they're willing to pay for it for a certain education that he should have a panorama and be kitser and he already was like been there done that and now he's in the new precious prochain and is very very justified to go and follow the path that his wife would be happy with and his parents would be happy with and the schweinsteiger would be happy with and he'd be happy with ultimately and he's a nice person i'm sure he would be a big asset to crown heights into the masses of crown heights on some level or maybe i don't know what so he again i get this call i mean i think in between that call and this call we we spoke in between also different symptoms and different young and whatever in case i don't want i don't want to get involved in any details i don't want to get i don't think i said any details other than his parents and his in-laws are both from chronicles and he calls me up and he says what do i think he should do should he stay in crown heights and get himself a job get him get involved in that education which his parents wanted to do and male eventually do become what he what he could become or should he should start looking for schlichters which is a whole new situation so i'm standing there i'm i'm not like i won't call myself i'm looking to to hurt people i'm not looking to hurt anybody you know he's a person he's sweet young people i have a young family everything is good so i what she told i told him the truth i told him you should go on schlitz that's what i told him you should go sleep because that the rebel wants you i mean obviously has a question should he go on so should he stay in crown heights and become whatever he's been coming he's going to happen this is not what it's about and the pale mama she and things are going very well so the story is a good good ending the good ending the story so why am i saying this i'm saying this he is telling me that i should become what she is and not have to take any mask that's true if i would come back to yet it would be good but repel unfortunately whatever like a whole story everybody knows the story and everybody knows the story it's a whole story in adam's meetings there's the story there ever said by himself a muslim story but then there's a sequel to that story there's a sequel to that story shaumbre you know the sequel to the story of adam's murder so i'm just asking you don't know you talking about and you your rabbi mendelssohn do we know each other we don't know each other you know the sequel to the story of adam's mirrors you don't know so there's two people there's two people already that don't know so i'm going to say and i'll tell you the sequel to the story of adam's news the story i'm going to say is that mr me [Music] is [Music] um [Music] hey [Music] oh [Music] um [Music] hey [Music] from from california from kaimichi-san yeah we were together we were all tailored together we were all tailored together you didn't have such a your beard wasn't white then i don't know if you had a beard because thank you lack of involvement to remember our name is eric good lady at levi andruzzi i see other names lady and josie so that i don't have to need much name recollection to remember lady andrews is very nice unfortunately i can't see all of you in basaj abs my my computer my it's not a computer it's like a tablet like i'm very uh this whole concept is very very new to me everything is very new to me i see a zombie zombie you know that i don't know if you know that we're we're like we're landsman we're used to ghosts together sometimes we switch to your brother's your father kitsuramai you know the story is almond you know the story of the sequel to to the story of adam smith you know the story you know do you know it you do know it lady you know it you know the amstic of that story yeah i don't know the sequel okay so there's enough people there that don't know it so i'm going to say the story it's a gishmaka story i heard it in different versions i heard in different versions but it's gishmaker story it's a t it's a it's a tiffa story it's a different story it's a story which is the story of our lives the story is a zoe there is everyone knows that ever taught i don't know what you hear knows he told adam's emirates he tore down his minutes he said the story that's when i id based so basically this taught the animals meetings and when he said that the torah's ministry that sat that started singing on his middles it was mozi and keeper he started singing and smiles and uh and and and he sang a whole night he was dancing around the beamer with the league of adam's middles and when it came the next morning in keeper in the morning the shamish came and he was still dancing around the beam without his minutes that was the story that was this kind of story this is the story you do on the river toronto's minutes now there's a hampshire to this story the hampshire the story is a zoe that the rebel i heard the hamster different i heard i heard them have some different ways just let me just get someone simmi hello simmy could you connect the the computer to the electricity so it shouldn't huh sorry this this tablet to the uh so it shouldn't i'm connecting it to this charger but i'm afraid that it's gonna conk out sorry thank you very much you thank you the kitchen sir thank you grayson okay so i i heard i'll tell you the way i heard the story the original version like there's another story i heard this i heard once and then i heard no sigrid differently i'll call upon him i heard that went into the rebel a different language than most people and he told the rabbit that he heard that he had mentioned raiden that this person that danced the whole night adam's meetings the story was about the rabbi himself that's what he heard of his uh here's him like i suppose speculating it was speculation they were speculating that the person was the rabbi himself okay so yes if it's true that's the way i heard i don't know if it's so the rabbit told them no it's not true that that's not the this was a person that was before the bashar is a that's hundreds of years old you know it was a negan of a year before the mosque and then the rabbit tells him there was a certain yid there was a gevir he had a lot of money and he had a special hosh impeding those years there was like a normal thing that there was a mice and that parts they were preaching their old land and they used to rent out the land to the people that wanted to live there and if you owe them money they were like so control of the situation that they were able to put you in prison they were complete control and there were a lot of hidden that rented these pieces of land because they needed it they needed it and there were times that the eden didn't have what to pay and as a result of that the pirates was in the position to put the person in prison and putting a person in prison in those years means question that the whole family has no partners and this person is his life is also a very big succulent so this year which was a great figure and we knew the massive that they were hidden that were being put into prison through the prison so he spent his lifetime mission in helping yidden to get out of these positions to help them with the prizm to pay their rent etc that's what he did he was upset and he would go around he wouldn't we'd be a person you know so there are certain people you have to collect you have to call them you have to be nice to them you send them a letter that's one story but this person you didn't have to call him he was looking or he's going and trying to find out who needs money and he would help the person he heard that there was a certain yid that was in a situation that he that the departments took him and put him into prison and his whole family it's hard to imagine those years a family children and and he was the finalist this person was gave them the partners and he's in prison in prison why are we prisoners not prisoners in today's prison you know prison that there who knows what's happening the kids in the seed went to the parts the parts was the embassy isro and he hated this jew and he really wasn't interested in the money that this jew owed you owed him a thousand he wasn't interested in that money he wanted this judah manual islam to wrap in prison so when this person came he asked him why does the jew owe you what does the jew owe you so he tells him he owes me a million ruble okay some some some some some some enormous some that was not together it wasn't began to become to talk about i don't know who you are i don't know do we know each other who are you come out of good segments and treats no i know we know each other we all know each other maybe we do know each other a cop we should know each other i should know who you are should i be offended what's your name you are much thinner and taller when i remember you you're manchester yeah you're in manchester right all right very good so you're on woodstock now very nice how is that yeah i'm from the 60s so what stuck what stuck was like what's that you know what stuck on the 60s i wasn't where are we we're back to the seed to this he had met this guy this this part and the guy tells him i want a million he walks out he feels terrible he doesn't have a millionaire he doesn't own a millionaire or whatever you don't have such small amount in this time what do i own how much cash do i have crazy makes up how much cash here it's 200 000 pounds i don't know 200 000 i don't know what i'm scratching your mouth all the cash all these accounts then he figures out what assets does he have yes this house this house this ship and this this this building because he makes a judgment that if he sells this that that he'll be out here he goes ahead and he sells all his assets he sells his house and his ships and his business and he goes ahead and he amasses a million in a short period of time which muslim causes him to sell his stuff for cheap this is myself right now now he comes and he has a big suitcase with a million rubles and he comes goes back to the apartments and comes back to the borders and tells him what he wants because the product in his mind he told the guy to go flying you know go go happy she says wondering what i want you said a millionaire i have a millionaire she said looks at him he opens the suitcases and the guy as much as he hated the jew but he loved money money was very very good to him he said fine a millionaire i'll give you takes the million ruble puts it away and i don't know where and then they go to the place where he had to go the interim he comes to the prison where the yid was in prison and he opens the door and unfortunately the yid was no longer being high he starved to death he was dead he died he was lying there a corpse abandoned no obviously he's not giving you back his money the money is elixir when the corpse leaked up a corpse i mean this year which paid a million rubble to try to save this yid takes the body and he brings him the kevin israel quebec felt the yid was a yin which was a guviradhir it was like and he was going around helping people and now all of a sudden he remained on me varying and that he was masculine he was masculine but he wanted to help a yid and he wasn't really able to help me groomed heavily so that's nobody that's already spent a million pounds for me a million to bring this through a lapel mama she felt terrible terrible terrible that's what he felt and that was the one this is azam what's up this is the story that they they say the rabbi is saying over to others etc with someone else but epis this stuff i i think so because i don't know that night the next night gracious bismarck this year the giver the molecule that spent all this money in order to help this yid he uh he got a dream he had a dream allah and he had a dream and the dream was that this yid that he saved came to behold and that year that he said came to him and first of all he told them giving out a million ruble to save me which you have no shyness to me sure that's one thing and secondly he told him i want to give you back a favor now since you did this i want to give you back a favor you have two choices either i give you back all the money some another i'll orchestrate this you get all the money back all the money back all the money back what's going on here what's going on as long as you ask me a question so i get all the money back that's question you'll get to get all your money back i say you lost all your money you'll or your other option is if you want i'll give you a present that you should experience because we don't know the time of ghanaian but if you want i can give you the tima of garnet this yid was an adelie it was obviously an idol yet you can see from the way he acted there was a lead so he said i'd like to have that was his choice he had two choices he chose that's what he had a meme as a result of that says the rebel this experience that he had with him kipper where he was singing adam's meetings the whole night was the tiemoue of gnaden that the rebels said that was it mainly he didn't stop saying the regular yet there's the fact that it was matsuyam keeper and he he got involved in taranis and he sang it a whole night with shannon's is involved only in adam's meetings that's what he's singing he said but the story goes white and the next part of the story is that that they said that if it's talking about the record of was that he turned to the rabbit he said the rabbit said that the story was before god before masham tiff before the maksha let me say see yes where do we see in the story that's before the mosham that's the way the story was told to me please some of you have to adjust the story but i'll call upon recruiter's environment that the story was before so yes the rabbi where do we see that the story is before the verse that the story is before alba so the rabbis said that if the story would have been after the masham tiff so if the story would have been evident about shantaef sudan he wouldn't have asked to have a theme of gannadum he would have asked for the money back why would he ask for the money back why would he ask for the money back because the seller said vos hotman from them was air hot at who has something from the fact that he has a team in it if he would have gotten his money back so then he didn't vote any given potential this is the sequel to the story this is the sequel to the story of of of the story in other words that he experienced a team of gunnery but when was a person interesting he was like italy obviously he was a lead he wasn't he didn't ask for questions he is he wants money he wants to be a rich man yeah he wants to be a team of ghanaian and which expresses his anal cut but on the other hand there's an indian that the word is what's the gay idol cut the gear is that you have to do what not with the fact that you're going to have a team of ghanaian that'll be a good experience that's a good experience it's not an experience of of a team of hazards of a person has to think about what champion was a tool that that a person is life is not about thinking where am i gonna have more of a cyclist when you rook me where am i gonna have more of some elevation a spiritual experience a rookie music experience you're interested in having when a person thinks about the ability thinks about where could i cause that the abrister's name and the abrasives ammos should be nimshak that's what it's about it's not about you it's about what you could accomplish that's the kudus it's not about you it's about what you could accomplish because when there is that that that that was the kiddos that it's not about you it's about what you could accomplish the issue if they would be given these two choices should we give you money back or should we give you the theme of canada say where is the cavanaugh if you talk about me i i want to have a team of ghanaian i'd rather as far as you you're able to youth but when you think about what how am i going to be able to fulfill the cavanaugh how am i going to be able to fulfill the cavanaugh so that's the question question is you know you have a he has two choices you should meet up say gracie greer that's going to give him a million dollars or you should meet he doesn't know which one which one to meet he has he has an appointment he has conflicting appointments over there he has conflicting appointments he can meet rabiel the bill wants to be muslim and now he has another issue which is that has a million dollars that he wants to unload and i don't know which one to go to because because it they're they're either this or that the real only has this minute he's not he's not after that he has to i don't know what he's riding on he's writing right now he has two minutes he told me he's gonna imagine i'm saying which i don't understand that i asked him already a hundred years ago and then i said yeah yeah i'm we don't have these experiences you have to let them go ikea i see you again good you're in the shoe very good i'm i'm in my house all right you say the bizarre okay i'll keep listening good good you could talk you could say something i don't know i don't mind anyone talking here hi i don't really know let's feel downloaded up this much [Music] i don't know what's to say that huh but this is kind of that's the bottom of the safer like you're in a book you're a book yeah your son was in manchester yeah do i get it right no yeah yeah oh very good this guy that met someone in a plane episode together i think we're in camp in montreal together no is that possible yeah yeah go back a little bit we cross paths huh crosstalk we're all kinds all right listen it's good to see all of you i'm going to say i don't know i'm saying look i'm a lot i think we'll say look huh now i see you now i see you i didn't see you before i i see you i see your face but now when you smile the smile i recognize i'm saying see i don't know your face is different you didn't have a beard maybe when i knew you maybe the beard was very very small mate beard was very smooth now now i see a face [Music] yeah yeah yeah oh [Music] [Applause] [Music] i is [Music] my oh [Music] oh [Music] foreign this fabric is movable i don't know everything is with a program it could be uh my time i don't know i don't know my host is still here he told me originally he didn't give me time i came late i still didn't get over the fact that i came late but i came late what should i do i came late i can't change that right now i could i don't know what i say look i'm as much as i can but it's not gonna change that can't believe but lapel mamish i want to tell you a thought that came to me this morning which is a bad thought it's not it's not a good thought it's a it's a original thought and then there's a there's a muslim and their connection is through zoom so in order for a connection to be through zoom it's like ah but there's zoom so it comes to class and zoom it happens with zoom and this one zoom i don't know i was speaking to a man of a yeshiva and he was telling me that things were going very strong this was a few months ago i don't know what's going on now i don't know what's going on any of them prepare i was speaking to a nile of a yeshiva very mutually yeshiva and they they they have a big yeshiva very muslim shiva and then all the the bakra went home and immediately everything was prepared and the zoom now listen hopefully they're still going on zoom very well i'm sure i'm sure there's struggles i'm sure there's all kinds of struggles the mice is the mice is azure my circle says in the past that there is a ikri zoom whether it's a class that's already an existing class that everybody everybody's here with me i mean i'd be like yeah everybody's there yeah you people are here sean berry you hear what i'm saying so i'm better you're with me but i just want to know make sure that the people listen i'm not the people listening but i that i'm about that my voice is being carried over you're listening and the goodness that government is like you have you have a class we're together we're together we know each other we're sitting with each other you know you know i i'm i'm in right now so like you know my i had a yesterday was my first zoom experience with the bachelor it was like a whole experience it was very very smart because till now i was saying the share on the phone i said i shared the phone every day i said i'm sure in the phone and the hats are so bad so you know it's a zoom also you know but i don't even see anybody you know and and they don't say anything they do say anything and i keep i'm stumbling every 15 minutes i don't know this everything i think is on tape everything right says anyone's listening to me and it was not listening to that question there's like a long pause 10 second pause i don't know if they're trying to humor me not trying to kitsu but yesterday i had a a zoom experience you know the book room already back in yeshiva i'm not there but the magnesium are there and they all went into a to a room and the yeshiva absolutely shiva bakla didn't want to have zoom they didn't want that kids is not together they didn't want that people should be justified to have each one should have a zoom in his house but now that there is so it's a question of the yeshiva creating a zoom so we have it so so was it it was justified and mainly we had a zoom experience it was like the valley it was very nice so the back room saw it was like it was like a certain emotional experience but the shot is the ba sem that's how we know each other that's when we were together we were sat together we we if i bring together we drank mascara together we learned together right now we're apart so now we have a zoom experience but what's going to be next year next year you're going to have new bhakram coming to to share aloe vera so if you're going to have to have a zoom experience could a zoom experience work for a sheer alif if there's a sheer olive that that before purim or after purim has to go into zooms i understand once we know each other like it sure knows the tamil know each other we're all together so then there could be a zoom experience ma can once i suppose there's an online yeshiva online you should online school but it's not the same it's not the same because it's not the same it's like a whole different experience so that's what i was thinking about then i was thinking and there are different people there are different situations which we'll call it a zoom experience we'll call it a zoom experience a zoom experience there's there was people that were 770 they were by the web they were there they were by fabregans they have experiences they have very strong memories very deep memories and now unfortunately they find themselves far the lmi they have a zoom experience we'll call it a zoom experience they have a zoom experience where they sit down and they zoom in to their all the experiences they use they haven't expanded they experience with the rabbit on a zoom experience but these are people that had experiences it's like the kita that was there and they were there and they had an experience and unfortunately there was this corona virus and the male uh so they separated and now they have a zoom experience to reunite and to relive their experiences that they had earlier but if you have a kita that starts off in a zoom situation they're they're in the mats with the coronavirus so now you're going to start a new experience or zoom experience what's going to happen you understand my question lady lady levi andrews yeah what i'm talking about yeah so that's the question so the quota you can ask a question that like how does it work how is it going to work that's a ques that's the question that's the quarter of question questions and what's the answer to this question the answer to the question is this mimer that's the miner of of of avatar is the answer to the question the shot is that somehow or another our connection to the abyss and our connection to the rabbi is not a connection which is a superimposed connection now if we're dealing with a superimposed connection there's an eye and there's a mister and there's a leper and the question is i've never experienced i've never experienced the the the how wow of simplest data i never experienced that special experience that people discuss about going into your hiddens by walking out of issues but the atmospheres that that's not what the rep is about and that's not what either shkad is about even is not about that feeling that you had somehow by the level that's not really what he describes about what yiddish khan is about is the shot is that the number is magalla in us the fact that we and the amister are one we are the amish there are one and we under one that that's an intrinsic oneness it's not a oneness that's coming in addition to who are we are it's who we really are and that we have to the truth is that the amnesty evidence of the rabbi is timing that we and the a mister of the atom one the add someone and since we're at someone so our connection to the rabbi is our connection to ourselves who we really are and the people today that's the fact the fact is that there are people that were by the labor years and years and years and years and whatever whatever whatever whatever they were the lab they heard the labor they went and all kinds of indian names and all kinds of indiana vistas like the everyone's discussing there was once discussing me upside down in my mind when i grew up i told you this and i just tell you i don't know who i thought i said this already that my mind anything that was made in hong kong was considered cheap but i remember the rabbis speaking of her brain he was speaking about the question you know in my mind that time there was even a name over in my mind who i was talking about oh i'm hill yeah do i say yeah yeah i say but now i see the face of the name very good i'll call upon him so so the the and the red was speaking about it was this hustle that went to hong kong and he serves a beautiful table and he's like very enchanted by the table and he wanted to bring the table back to new york and if he ordered a senior name that this table should come back to new york it was a galaxy that he made hello and and and and and uh good to see you and and and he brings it back and then guns she stables and finally comes back and on the on the thing it says hong kong brought it back and it was a beautiful table and then he put it in a special place in his house and he played a special place in his house and he has this beautiful table in his house what did he do with the table he took the tanya and he expect a person and that bench never leaked in our table like music a table they said he schlepped from hong kong it's in new york and thus licked her she's like he's somehow another he's justifying himself he has the tanya on the table by the river it was like yeah yeah you know like this is what you're all about all that is there in our lives christmas understand the rabbi is about we should be one with alicus that's that's what that is that alikuz and us should be one so of course we have you know places we have to understand that our experience with the rabbi is not a zoom experience because if it's a zoom experience it only works if there was a previous experience which is a gosh mystic experience and then the zoom could be a stickler you have a class that was part of a class and now we're on zoom so we know each other i see you kind of i say you know i know you we know each other so we go back a little while ago so like beautiful where you're in california where are you in california where are you i'm hill i'm hill you're with me you're not with me you're busy i'm not sure it hurts moretz being with the lab is not a zoom experience xenon is a amis experience because the amish of the rabbi is the embassy of us the amusement course is the most of us and what the lab is about is that a lacusan also one thing in economic no one's arguing that we missed the gashmirs and we missing the and we missed the experience we we everyone shall know that we don't need it we do need it we want it we begged some of them there was bank technician of them is because he never had it or anyone that hadn't been sick with them anyone that hadn't been from them and but on the other hand you have to understand that everyone today could have the level everyone could they could have the embassy of the rebel because the emphasis of the labor wasn't that you got a dollar from europe that wasn't the emmys of the level the amazon the rebel wasn't there you saw the rebels yeah that's the episode that's the episode and that's what it says in that song and that's what he talks about that that makes sure albany connects us with the abrasive what type she connects up with the abrasive he connects and miss megalo who we really are that are amazing and that amos that al emerson with since that's an embassy that the rabbis megala today in us and through his cassius and through having the shackles to the rubber and doing those in yarn that the rebel wants us to do and being doing the heroists of the rubber and learning the talents of the rubber so the rabbis today miguel knows that amnesty circus i we don't have all the gallum we don't have the dollars we don't have the vibraniums we don't have this much data we want it and the bank of them and it's the miles of banking is who we really are is not bringing us anything love is bringing is brings out in us who we really are and bingo is in the kudas that our amusement sees in our maybe other parts of our lives and something smarter but in the inaudible that's a person it's good to see you you hear me you don't hear me you hear me you hear me you don't hear me i'm looking at you you can see me i don't know what's going on you see me you don't see me no you know you're not reacting so it means you're listening to me hi milo in here see you and i can hear you loud and clear maybe it's in the properties i'm moving on to atlanta georgia um is not sure about that okay this is for bison you know what's up something it's another directly i like so i like the name [Music] oh [Music] ah [Music] yes oh [Music] hello how you [Music] oh [Music] [Applause] my [Music] ah [Music] oh [Music] ah oh [Music] oh [Music] oh [Music] oh hey [Music] yeah the good it's a good he's a good all right good i don't know i think is i don't know how it got from us i have no idea let's see this i wouldn't mind if someone else says something i mean i'm talking and talking i'm talking ready for a few hours saying i came in like a half hour late almost a little about almost half hour late which i'm doing already this time you say already i don't know how long for this for this coming late i have no excuse for it but on the other hand on the other hand i'm talking a long time already we're talking over here about that our connection with the there shouldn't be a zoomer connection not a zoom connection connection that we in the red bar want let's say i'm going to say that and they say maybe i'm saying already too much less i'm very i would say a little bit okay i think we discussed earlier about the first part of the mimer when the rabbit tells us that once upside that measure is the one that gives us working on being the moon is coming from a different place it's coming from from the atzmi san nefesh and since it's coming from the atsuma nephesh so as a result of that so the moon is taking the penis comes because then shambhala might israeli course so the reason why you believe in the abrasion is not because there's an ambister and you are aware of him and you believe in him they're just like your awareness of yourself your awareness in yourself is that bhaktivinoda premium because it's ridiculous a question your awareness of yourself that's who you are aldersen your awareness of the ambister is that's who you really are and that's what the lab is you wonder what rabbi is what's a person is that person that maishra bingo which causes that your connection to the your knows that it doesn't create the fact that you are connected to the abrasive acid the fact that you're connected to the abrasive answer that's who you are that's not that's not that's not something the earth is giving you from the rabbit is giving you that that's who you are that's who you batsman what the rabbi is is is is accomplishing in us is that that truth is becoming our truth that we become the truth of who we really are so really what the rabbit gives us what may sure abhinav gives us is to reveal who we really are so there are experiences where a person you know goes through a a traumatic extra experience and you know which involves him serious memphis at that point in time he becomes in contact with who he really is and then that's what rub is that's what rem is rabbi is becoming in contact with who you really are salvation you think about the rabbi you think about all kinds of experience you have pictures of the rabbi that's that's true that's the rebel is true did ever give up there was some christians but what is it rabbi is the person that helps you become realize and connect to who you really are and that's the rabbit that we have today that's the rebel we have today of course we have a rebel we have memories of the rebels some people have actually physical memories some people have these memories through seeing pictures about that there's a connection to the river but you want to know what the rabbi is and i don't know i'm saying things clearly what i wanted to go i want to go on here i want to go on here and there is the the this what we spoke until now until now we spoke about the first part of the maya marvata type and then there's the second part of attitude the second part about this we hear the rabbit gets involved the whole new indian indian that there's a massive of a person being cautious because he's a ghost a whole situation where he feels that he needs a lucus he needs a guillotine it's not enough he needs to have the guillotines it's not there's a materials of course is begasmis the eden and russia were causes bhagavan's i'll call upon him i'll call upon in the second part of the moment that ever discusses that a person a person there's a concept where there's causes the eden and russia were cusses and they were literally oppressed and the rabbit caused that they should be regaled there should be a gillian's character and they hadn't said that they made the season of repeal we read stories today we have a whole bunch of books books and books and books about the messages in russian it's unbelievable hawaii went ahead and he did things which he knew that very very good chance that he's going to end up being and who knows where and his wife and children are going to be left without a parents was all because of the mr staffordshire they never discussed that time that that the kah was sent to shriek to a place and then he was for shape then he sent another shliyak to replace that system that was nothing where did that come because again when a person is giving his life for something it's very difficult to give you a life for something you can't give your life for something but i mean there are you know you have the arabs that are in there going you know whatever they were they trying to get out but you know suicide missions they're giving their lives with ideals but that that's there's a concept of because his connection to the abrister is is an atm's musical connection and therefore it becomes this gala that anything other than having the shackles of the abrister is like suicide because the the nukuda of the mimer is that a yield and the average there are one a year than the amish there are one so islam said the yield is giving up something for the abrasive transfer can't the yin neighbors don't want any giving up the amister some another separating with the abrasive means giving up yourself so when it becomes this gala that truth and that reality that you and the amish are one so so there's like no choice there's no choice it's like is there a choice i'm going to sit down and explain to you that it makes sense to commit suicide let's i'm going to sit down i'm going to explain to you listen let's have a meeting let's have a meeting i want to have a meeting with you and i'll explain to you and i'm very very smart and i'm very very convincing and i'll sit down and i'll explain to you if you're a normal person you're not going to commit suicide you have to all the behavior why because lapel mamish you want to be you all to be europe is not going to explain you know you want to be you the question is what's you you is me me me my being here that's me but if the you is a bister knows that the identity of you is your connection to the ambition and without a mister there's no you so the mailer being separated from the amister is mamish exactly like committing suicide being connected with the not being connected with the abuse is exactly committing suicide and since it's exactly committing suicide so it's not an option it's not an option it's not an option of not being connected and since it's not an option so therefore you go ahead and see us notice that's the shot what i'll remember writes and pedicures and it's impossible for a normal person to commit suicide it's about it as it says even a behavior it doesn't jump into a fire because he can't that goes against his matias so a yid once it's in his galaxy says so being connected to the a mister is not an option being disconnected to the absolute option and that's what that is you just wonder what's in it what's trying to have a rebel i have a rabbit which is miguel that truth in me what i really have what's up he gives me something give me a dollar he gave me a migraine give me a dose like that the rabbit is a person that is megalo and me who i truly am this is the room of the rabbit and there's the banquet a person supposed to be banking for the person person should mis-miss the person anyways that's that's the first part of their mind this always discussed now the second part of the mind but everybody says something else which i second about in mind is that the hard part of the mind is the hard part of the mind where there's two madrigas there's the essential which is the myla from the atom of gilian and lagabe with hillary and then there's the sm in her scholar to be a mask you have to be up to explain it to understand the the mind that says in aces of a scholar i can't explain i don't know but i'll call upon him the record of the minor of the second part of the mind is that there's two of the there's an avoidance you have to understand i'm not 100 sure i could explain it but the recurrence advantage is the lab which is what what's the second part of my company to explain the second body of mind is coming to explain that good there's an indian called we're trying to figure out what is the connection between mahatma so the level was mastered between two top to understand that causes like who you himself with the fact that by you there's das and the this pastries in the maisha is the god of who you really are and that expresses itself is nephesh and that in the mississippi which expresses who you really are is a greater expression than the expression which is expressed by the fact that maisha abandons and therefore the indian of mainstream is expressed in the fact that it's custis number okay that's that's everything we understand until safe tests but now in siftas he wants to explain what is the shot that somehow another yid now knows between it becomes episode what do you want yes the level what what do you want you want to say israel and quest i mean we need to have some words in between i mean we understand very very well i mean even i understand even i understand but but but yeah but but but what's that's the casualty and here the rabbit goes into against a beer that's a beer and the record of the beer is which i i don't have the divorce but the recurrence of beer is that in casa slammer there's two madrids the question is what are you broken from there's a machine is called broken yiddin and russia were broken they were oppressed they were oppressed they were in a terrible situation and they were broken and there was maestro bainu which was megalo the azmis of and that caused that there should be the guillotines of the shaman that brought the system that's passion that's one level of causes but then there's a matter of where people are not in that massive of oppression things are good they have what they eat they have all kinds of everything is fine there's gashes things are good and even miraculous things are good the rebels like matar baruch is gorgeous and now a world baruch says we're happy we're happy we're we're satisfied with that i don't know that's a nice way of saying it we're satisfied with our roots you know you know there's a guy who feels good he feels bad he feels bad he doesn't know any learning he is the certain people that are sad they're satisfied with their needs they feel you know the the shame of shabbos they keep kosher they're satisfied that's what i was talking about i was talking about people that are really satisfying the roughness they're learning cities and they're understanding all the cools and they're at sadiq that's what the rebels talk about because they have a house a person satisfied with his rookies i mean you know but but we you know we i don't know if you're allowed to talk amongst which is here when that opposition is it we're not talking to anybody else so you should say we're satisfied what was that we were diamond we learned you know you know you speak to your kids you know you want them to learn this is that that day yeah when you learn you know i'm putting on twitter every day though yeah this is my my friend whatever kids i don't know exactly what's wrong so here the letter speaks about a new madrega called causes very hard to understand where a person is disturbed by the fact that there's no guild where a person is disturbed by the and that's what the rep is talking to us it's very hard it's even hard to relate to it's hard to say over that the rebel is talking to us that we should be disturbed that there's no other kuspa elum i mean the truth of the matter is we we could be disturbed i don't know are you in that india could we say with this curve that there's no other course in our lives maybe i don't know i don't know from that we're not we're disturbed we're disturbed with we're from eden we're from within we do all the right things we don't do any of the wrong thing okay crusader you say that but we see them are we see them and we see them and we see them are we are we see them are we we do the right things or we see them and we see the rabbit talks about a person that's disturbed by the fact that there's no guillermo there's no guillermo but we could talk maybe a little bit in our worlds in our lives that we're from eden we send our kids to mrs hambad even if it involves mrs nefesh we we learned to see this we learned that he's telling me the rabbit tells me to do this i do this and then there is he's teaching me how to read lead my life he teach me how to lead my life [Music] he's teaching he's talking to me he's learning he's giving me sure he's giving me a share so how how could the rabbit be my baby i have to learn i have to learn if i don't listen to what he's saying so how could he be my rabbit so i have to learn i have to listen and i have to learn i have to learn so every day you want to learn you have to learn that you want to learn you have to learn because every one of us every single one of us have to be people that every day learns we should be edu that are the rabbis tamid not only the rebels see them not only people that if the rabbit told us to do this this is what we do not only is the rebel of people that give us guidance general guidance in life but the rabbi is also our rabbenu which means rebel learned and he taught so so much so much the rabbit taught in all kinds of areas of terror in all levels of therapy thousands and thousands of yonder that have spoke thousands of thousands of hours and we want to learn we want to have a shack so they want we want to be internalized we want to be internalized with the level and we want to internalize their ability our lives and through that the rabbit becomes our rebel and our rebel is someone which is megala who we really are that's the kudus people and we're inspired by his thoughts we have to be we should be inspired listen but we have to understand that the amnesty union of arabia is someone that's megalo who we truly are that's that's that's what the mind was talking about and then the mimer speaks about now this next port is is the is the big big highlight of the my mirror which is that after the rabbis began who you are and after there is already a union of of avatar and there's even called which the natural causes of russia is is casa slammer but then there is where you feel causes by the fact that there's no guillers that's not something which comes natural that seems to me something doesn't come natural it's not like a natural reaction that's kilo the male it'll happen it looks like that's england of update that's in your veda and that have vader that you should be cautious from the fact that you're a ghost and all right let me speak to a very high rodriguez you're cursing the fact they're in goats you can be conscious of the fact that you i don't i don't know i don't know maybe i'm saying wrong anyone who wants to tell me you have a right to talk with them maybe i'm saying wrong you can be constant the fact that you're not really a hustler could you become are you if you laugh because you're not because of whatever you want to because would that be included in the sacrament of what's talking in the mind that's that's my question over here this is a good question does there have been speaking crosses over there that your cause is from the fact that that eliza is not married but hallelujah even though by you as mayor and it was what but it's not married it's not me somewhere your house is mainly you never get angry at your wife you never get angry with your kids and you never you kid everything was shattering but but but there's somewhere that yadav said you know you heard that me that that by me episode i get sometimes angry so the main list so you feel bad you're cusses by the fact that in my life this rabbi wilbur is whatever he has a problem okay that's what your customer but what happens if a person's cuss courses about his own life he says and my kids are learning good yeshiva is and everything is fine but i'm not really a hustler i'm not really a hustler in my own personal life and my own personal experience and what's important to me what's important to me my like is is is if my priorities and my mind and my heart if i would present it to the member would the rebbe would remember approve of this this is this what is this what the rebbe expects of me to be who i am there's i am who i am is this what the lab expects of me okay i mean i don't know if that's that's maybe going into the first madrego or even before the first monday but maybe it could be in the second by the way a little bit in a certain level of second mother where a person is a hostage and he doesn't do anything wrong and he does everything right that doesn't learn i mean anything that could be done that could help you and avenues hashem should be done that's what my personal opinion is you don't have to anything that's done that helps you and you have this hashem if you think about if you if you have a problem in surround you have a problem you learn tanya for sure you're supposed to for sure you're supposed to anything that helps you not do an aveda is good and anything that helps you do mistress is good and the mainland you shouldn't feel that i don't feel that allah bombacher is now that uh employee in yonyu that's not what obamacare's about again i'm saying you my thoughts and and that's not really what i was employed here to do i'm not not that i'm employed i mean somebody asked me to speak over here i'm speaking because i i wanted this you know i want i want to be mistaken and probably i'm the oldest person sitting over here maybe maybe he's older than me i saw hiki before but because he might be older than me writes in the end of the bible that's in the kudus that is what the rabbit does and what the rabbit gives us and there's the union of kossius and there's the rabbis megalar atom but that doesn't mean that we could sit back and say there's a rabbit and we have seen him of the rabbit and we are see them and there's a guvaldi crabber and despite gimbal thomas the lab is our remember that ever says that you in your life have to find the causes your causes you have to find that you should be wanting something you should want something you should want something you should want something and that's something that's your aveda and that evader that you do how how do you have that want you have that want because the rabbi instilled in you that wants but on the other hand there are attacking still the new that won't but you have to actualize that i don't have words i don't have the right words and i don't have the right house button because i don't really understand it but it says clearly in the mimer the rabbit gave us cases the rabbit connects what what the number reveals who we truly are that's we wonder what our rebbe is what's our number a rabbi is someone that reveals who we truly are that's what makes our babies he reveals our uh intrinsic connection with ellicott and the fact that elikos and us is an asthma connection it's not a connection there's a mister and there's us and we're going to connect the connection between us and the a bristol is is is an arts musical connection once we have an ass music connection a vendetta inviter whoever says no we have to be a per people that that atm is the connection that we have with the amister doesn't satisfy us we're not satisfied with and being connection we want that every kuda of a world should have a connection to their above and obviously if we're interested that plainly complaining that that mitchell wahlberg you you're you whoever whoever you are you're interested that not only you should be up because in where is it called how small over there something or somewhere another i don't know remember exactly that's the name of the play something small something small so you should be a big hustler but but rather you want that marshall warburg in manchester should also be that's that's that's where that that word comes in but you want that not only i should be a cousin because i'm going to see this but i want that i should be accosted everywhere everywhere in my life in every aspect of my life that the rabbit the truth of the rebel what's the truth the truth of the rabbi is that that there's only a mistake that's the truth of the rebel and that the truth of the rabbis should permeate our lives means that that truth should somehow another filter down into our real lives that every placement when we sit down we eat supper and we sit down and we we talk to our wives and we sit down we talk to our children we sit down and we start worrying about money and all aspects of life that truth should be it shouldn't always be when we dive in and we learn that truth should be in our lives it should be in everyone else's lives also it also concerns them because your hands are smooth and i think i said to you everything i have to say i'm going to say because i don't have anything else to say so we have we have to work together to realize that we want we want to have a shaichus we want the rabbit to be endless in our lives and what does it mean the level to be honest in our lives so we learn the mind we say it tells us what's the being is is mesh he is the dimension this pasteurization is the one that causes us to have a connection to to who we really are to who we really are and i really are is our connection to the english that that's what the rep is that's one part of your mind and the second part of the mind is that we have to go ahead and take this connection that the rebel gives us which causes because islam because which involved an hour in our avenue and that's our event we have to take and realize was taylor and they would would would come in they would be upset negan they would see a negan and then the level would come to his place and then they would turn around and start a new league [Music] hey [Music] ah [Music] wow [Music] wow [Music] oh i think i said everything i have to say everything i have to say i have to say since people i remember in 770 this is not a nice thing where i'm about to say i remember sitting in 77 that went out in the early house and there was another that went out in the late house they both hatched look and today they're both i don't know what who knows what and when the pale mamas one of the the the shliya that went on the lakehouse felt that the shliyar that went out in the early halves didn't look at the schleich they went out in the lake hops with the democratic [Music] i'm telling you something which is very very stupid and stuck is stupid should be stupid but it's a fact it's a fact it was sitting by fabrian and obviously i can tell you any names but there was a shliyar that's today considered a had hatchliyak of who knows and there was another that was also had there is the abstract and there is the rabbi and there is the truth and there is and there is enough and all the shlok have enough and we all haven't have some bombs and when it comes gimbal tamos we have to understand that the sun is about enough it's not about an absorbance we have an f we have enough moments in our nervous system um he's missing something bengals of ram is good it's normal it's normal it's normal it's normal it's natural a person that doesn't have this banking-ish this feel that he wants he would like there ever to be here but pale mamish is not it's not the way it should be person feels comfortable the way things are now doesn't come from from edelkaite it doesn't come from siddhis doesn't come from it comes from from from lack of anal cuts that's that's number one but on the other hand the person has to realize that what is the rabbi about that is not about the dancing on some of his theater the dancing as in christina was an experience that you were able to connect to them it wasn't their room it was the experience to become not you there's you that you you're you we're us we're mathias we're we're almost here we're at seas to connect the rabbit is the regala that our amnesty is our connection to liquids that's what the name is what's in the level what's the name about the rabbis enables us to be able to connect and to have a connection to realize who we really are who we really are who who are we really are really is our connection to us that was an experience that experienced when it came from christina when the rabbi did it wasn't enough taking in there was a media taking it there was me and losing myself losing myself on the rubber there were experiences there was experiences with gashamis where a person lost himself or a person wanted to heed this amongst himself when a person by his heart bringing they lost himself when there's some custodian lost himself and that experience is an experience where someone that doesn't have a banking issue for that experience doesn't make sense now a person today is going to say i don't have a bankruptcy for that experience because i never experienced that experience okay i don't know exactly how to talk to him you have to explain you have to explain to them the experience and maybe you'll have a bankruptcy experience but the banknotes of experience is not really what it's about but it's about us to realize that there's a and that's what the rep is about so at that point in time there the the the these goddess of the number was in that experience and what's today this galaxy how is today this galaxy ever is in different ways every person in his own life sits down and learns the secrets and sits down and does the rise of the rubber and if you are brings with siddhim and that's how he connects with and that and that he connects to the rabbit says that the connection to the rabbis are in the connection which he has to go further he has to work on he has to bring that down into his life that's that's the second part of the mata that is enough that it has to be the second quest that is causes by the fact that elizabeth and she had had experiences and he was by the rebels and sean charles was a kid he's a kid where was the kid he doesn't know anything there should over now the question is could shalom sheriff or a hustle is the rabbis is because you're the rabbis and you're bringing the rabbit down you are the rabbis person here in evolution caches and all kinds of caches that there's so many years since gimbal thomas it's akash it's a customer it's a casual which doesn't have a tenants we're not interested in the terrorists we don't need our terrorists we know that the answer is that the rabbi is going to bring the gold they're ever going to bring the gold through us and we have to be the rabbis eden and how could you be the rabbi zaid to be the rebels by learning learning learning and internalizing and doing those they never didn't want us to be grace and muscu that we wanted we should be muscular as much as we can we should love them as much as we can the level wants us to be hidden that are sincere who are the people that drama says your uncle you know remember he wasn't a big muscle he wasn't a big lamb very far from a big masculine very far from the glam and by the rabbit he was very very dear because he did prepare mamas he did things he didn't he wasn't things didn't go with the brain he went into palms rabbit spoke about something and his mind was how to actualize it and the rabbit wants us about that we have to learn we have to dive in do we have to be a citizen but the rabbit wants us to bring down our lucus into el el hazagasm into our lives entire lives means entire personal lives in our lives between you and your wife into your life between you and your children into your life between you and your community that it should be mortgage that the abrasion is the methyl metis which is supposed to permeate our lives should somehow another be transmitted to the people that we come in contact with and then we'll see them and then we have true connection to the airbrush and to the level but if we're people that are thinking about ourselves and we're thinking about our positions and we think about people everything is about us everything is about who we are and our positions our works i don't i don't want to speak look him but that's you look at your as being a a toyer of your mathias not as a player of your bitter but a terror of your matias so then that what would you transmit is your yeshua's and your mathias and your foreign kind and you're not giving over the level you allowed to say that i don't know if i'm gonna say what i just [Music] we have to be a year that should be the rabbis that what's important for the rabbi should be important for us and that for and foremost we should be what the rebel wants and that should overpower our yeshua's and our coven and our positions and all the other young and we should think about what the rebel one whoever wants us to bring down the matter and that's and that's and that's what what's what's given thomas is the day that we have to remind ourselves that we are here in the hazard to bring down the emphasis we can call the hands of feet of the rubber to bring down the customer that's what we're here that's what our yid's supposed to think about gimbal thomas with a thing like this is to bring out the mata who are we we are extensions of the river so how is the rabbin he's through us so if we're here to bring the we're here to bring the ottoman of the rebel so we have to be a kaili turn there has to be a calendar we go on we do all kinds of things but the question is what other things do we do what other things do we do so if we're a kayla tour and we can bring the rabbit down until them has a some email so that are involved in all kinds of anderin all kinds of anderin so remain so that that's not so good that's not wrong that's not sugar that's not sugar and that's what we're talking about that's what we're talking about you're listening you're listening what's going on here i'm saying look i am i'm normally commending the ghost what are you getting married sue mommy said what that was maybe you said testaments we're in chicago where are you now in increments so this is the shabbos table no fell all things are happening over here really let me get my glasses don't worry about the magic all right this guy is taking care of his bike over here i don't know what's happening all kinds of things happening yeah it's good it's good it's good no you're there don't worry about it [Music] wow [Music] wow [Music] where i am [Music] wow [Music] wow [Music] hey [Music] you want to come here for a second somewhere another two things here one thing is that this thing is empty with water and some or another all this water that was in this cup is on the floor so maybe you bring a towel get the stuff off the floor and then we'll get the picture filled with water [Music] maybe someone else wants i see smelly brook is here your home where are you in your house i'm looking at people that i know maybe they'll say something you don't want to say anything somewhere i heard a voice with your father lately i heard a voice from from aberdeen someone told me i heard this from israeli i think he told me that in in england in english there's religious jews and non-religious jews because religious jews are not religious jews and but in librid there's two words there's a word that's called dhati and this word what's the other word there's a word called that and there's a word called no is that and there is ho and in that there is a ready [Music] how do you say observant or maybe if i cared maybe in english there's dhati no maybe okay i made a mistake in hebrew there's only one word but in english there's religious and observance oh that's the lord there's religious and there's observance isn't it a religious heard this week or last week from islamic ashkenazi he told me that there's such thing called religious and research called observers observant means he keeps what he's supposed to keep he's observant uh what's religious i'm not sure the realism is religious he's a religious jew there's a real legend and there's a year that's observant is that that's you'll spend a hundred thousand dollars to go to the you go through it really it makes sense it makes sense i'm not arguing i'm not arguing it makes sense to spend a hundred thousand dollars ago today good but then there's observance observant means to take the rabbit's heroish and to bring it down into your life but pale mamas and in the in the second part of the mimer the second part of the mimer the the level speaks about how there's a materials called the people that happen to see this nephesh have people administer this damage in russia the atmosphere you have people that were bothering us in this netfish in russia and then when it came to the what's up what's up what's up recording but that was this gala that's my nephesh how could they be the answer is that's their matias but that mitchell that is really them didn't become internalized with them that's not them that's them because the eczema is there but the answer is them has nothing to do with them you have a person that says and what's he interested in and he's interested in money he's interested in coveted his insiders that's what he says he wants to have a big house and a beautiful house he wants to have a lot of coverage and he wants to have a lot of time that's what he wants he's a hostage [Music] but that's not really who truly is that's not what it truly is and therefore when the when that is godless and that is finished he's back to where he was that's that's in our lives so we have a person that's a gushing bad singer he's a magushi and then he has the biggest aliens i don't know but he's bad he's a magushima interested in gash meals i don't know what is that that's in in illinois then you have a person that's not a mugusha you have a person that that's a message russian but the rabbi is saying that that person is also he never left himself he never really left himself and even though he has missed his nephesh but that's not him that's not him when he came to america he became a revolution but then a mathias where you could bring a likus and then the cushion become part of who you are and the cushion become part of who you are and that's really the vader that's being discussed at the end of the mayhem where a person is the union of causes that is causes from the fact that he's a ghost i don't know i'm not 100 but the rabbit is money from us that we should not only be exceeding that that we shouldn't only be people that do the right things we should be the right people we should be people that are the rabbis people that the truth of the rabbi should somehow another permeate our mathias that we should have heard that in a real real way in a way that we can't become separated from that truth and that comes through our veda that doesn't come through it doesn't come because you experience you could be myself stated by the level i always understand and so the state by the level was something which i could tell you on a personal level there's nothing in the origin is something which is bataclas la myla mila mccoldover but that doesn't mean that that becomes who you really are you could see or have an experience and that could cause a geval decay serious but you could be someone else that was masois christina either right away missouri's mistake they have the muslims get back to you to your ketchup you're back to your ketchup ketchup enemy ketchup ketchup i mean ketchup conceptually whatever your ketchup is your ketchup whatever your ketchup is whatever your ketchup is that's what it is you're back to your ketchup why are you back to your ketchup because that's who you really are because the fact that you have a sharks to the river with something which is superimposed on you that wasn't who you really are ma shayin came the rabbit's speaking of the mind man he's saying that a yid has the ability that's the causes that's the second motherland causes then it enhances that connection between ayden the hebrews there and that that causes through mesha that becomes such a connection which is not shaykh to be more and that's what we're talking about so i'm not the person to talk of me i i'm i'm i'm talking because i don't know what i was given this job to talk this was my my husband i was i was giving away i was giving a they told i don't want to get involved with any political mysteries so yes who is it and he told me it's everything it's on the three or two i know okay i i understood and it was kind exactly sumida i understood that there's no there's no like no there's no problem i'm not going to be fighting with anybody i'm not going against anybody i'm not doing any issues i'm telling you mike my concerns over here my concerns are here but i'll call upon him i'll call upon him to recoup this that we're here together and i'm drinking a lot of mushroom and i drank i don't know exactly what i'm not sure where and we should bring electron to our lives and give shouldn't only mean a day where we we we say that grab is great and we miss the rep that's not what game of thrones yeah the girl thomas is a day that we're supposed to say we have the river yeah you know it's not a day we're supposed to mister him he's supposed to miss today supposed to that's not supposed to a normal person should the level but gimmel thomas is not about missing the other you know you start expressing that you missed the rebel you didn't have gimbal thomas thomas is a day that we have to get involved and understand that we have the level we have the rabbi and the rebels with us and the rabbi is with us that's what we have to understand the rabbit never left us was a terrible terrible terrible day a day where the grashmish of the rebel left us but we're sitting here as we're understanding that the gashmash of the rebel left us but the rabbi himself never left us and we believe wholeheartedly every hassan believes wholeheartedly that the the gash being indian is with us he's with us he thinks about us and he cares about us and the same rubber that he walked in i just saw yesterday a video everyone maybe saw it i don't know and the person was speaking about they went into the rabbi a personal friend the president of the guy from phrase israel and he tells the rabbi he was telling the rabbis and they became a cry they ever gave a try there was a threat of the level the person was saying a personal story whoever has a personal concern about every one of us and he's concerned about us it's clear about me even though i'm who am i cares about you and he worries about you and he thinks about you now now today right now and before before gilmore thomas the gash means when he thought about you he thought about him he couldn't think were you when he was with you he couldn't think about him but his mother said that there's no that gosh miss she's thinking about human protease and he's thinking about him but he is living and you can have your personal relationship and what is that personal relationship supposed to express it's supposed to express this amnest the truth that the atmosphere that your connection totally causes music and connection and therefore all your is what once you and this embassy is and everything else about your life is very secondary and if that's true yeah yeah mental cats mental cats you're here you're you're you're in that this is michelle meisha we met we made sure we learned together yeah we live together in in chicago a little bit i remember what they were going together which was [Music] are you listening to me you're emotional you're hearing me why are you a little bit you're here all right will i was saying already a long time already i mean i came late to this fabrication that's i never i can't get over the idea that i came later if i bring it i fell asleep i don't usually i crawl i don't sleep five minutes i see you're still here good to see you i'm in and out you're aiming out you're still you're still in columbus you bring back some pre some precious declines it's the friends of the faith i think we were together those showers before giving thomas we were together in my house maybe with your camera but that was that was that was my ass that's right no that was a winter thing okay oh boulevard how does it go this is it i'm like sitting here with muscular and a little bit there is what is this caller you know it's called food not sure what it's quiche it's called the quiche no i'm not it's something it's a word i learned in england whatever it's nothing much major nothing major this is eggs and vegetables the college may be salty know this here iphone whose iphone whose iphone i don't know iphones this is absolutely who's this love it yes how are you ever albert hashem how are you good this is later the victory from the twins yes very good you're married you're married man yes where do you live in seattle yeah there you go so far it's amazing [Music] no someone started making it we can't find himself inside an email where where's someone here there's no one here that can start a smoothie person did [Music] oh [Music] wow [Music] oh [Music] uh [Music] oh [Music] um [Music] is [Music] wow [Music] what do we want going to affect our lives we drank mascara i drank muscular i was mighty you i don't know different people i'm at a different time i'm 11 o'clock at night i'm ready [Music] i'm ready i'm ready gimme time was [Music] is that we want to bring the rabbit into our lives bahamas and we want to bring the rabbi into the lives of our lives and our family and all the people we come and contact that you should realize that there's a rabbi there's no pictures there's no pictures there's a letter when you tell me there's a rabbit explain to me there's a rubber you tell me that they love it you tell me despite the fact that this gimbal thomas is that's the first thing we have to bring into our lives that there's a there's a rabbit zoom on zoom in it's a virtual rep somewhere but not complaining you're complaining two separate matzo but through the zoom you could have a connection to that yeah yeah yeah chicago you have chicago you have chicago this is and he finds himself in brooklyn a presence on the other side okay now now questions what connection does he have to to to rabbis to rabbi to the austin silverberg and to sean berghald [Music] the answer is because there's such a thing called dover janika zoo and through zoom he could be in present street and rabbi whoever it is could be there he zooms in and he zooms in and he sees something that's going on elsewhere but that zoom doesn't change that what's going on is elsewhere what's going on is elsewhere and i am here and i am privy to what's going on elsewhere and if that elsewhere is very very dynamic and very exciting and very motivating it's although i find myself in president street and the elsewhere is i don't know where and wherever it's called i remember the name of the street so but but i'm inspired because through zoom i'm privy to what's happening there but zoom doesn't say i'm there that's not what zooms so there it is is and then we have a zoo we have a zoom that that zoom zooms in on the level and that's the one time is the zoom time zoom time there's before the arrow cameras were by the pool dal but pale but there's a pool in canton council we zoom in on the river we become inspired we sing the good name and we cry we do all kinds of stuff and then we close the zoom music and we go back to the pool and then we had a good gimbal thomas experience said where were you that was but either way i was in zoom i was in zoom that's that's and since it's a zoom experience so just like we know you have tomorrow tomorrow yeah you have breakfast lunch supper yeah holding on the zoom yesterday doesn't disturb your tomorrow's oh lady very nice it doesn't disturb you your gimbal thomas they can zoom is not going to disturb tomorrow's pizza tomorrow's pizza is tomorrow's pizza and yesterday was yeah and we're here sitting at guillotamos we're trying to figure out two things first of all we have to realize that gimbal thomas is not zoo it's not zoom it's real it's realer than real it's more real than just being by the fabregas you could be by the vibrancy and not be real and and you could be in zoom and be real you can have a connection to the rubber which is more real than being by the rabbit sabrina could you could you believe that you could have a connection with the rabbit today which is more real than than anybody's experience being by the level by his father reminded everybody and you can have that experience with the rebel because you look at the premise of the level and you can have that experience and then you have to figure out how to bring that experience i'm going to have to excuse myself right now posture because of uh ellen has asked me i'll be back i'll be back in momentarily if you want mental cats you could continue i'll be back there's this and there's two dive beds here snow's gonna say hey battle you guys thought i was making with sonus because i was building a bike for my daughter while while i was watching so he shot my camera and rewarded thought it was cute one second there was a so ahead there was a baker doing him in israel in the morning in a factory he was wrapping film on a guy and you could see like trucks are coming in and he's joining up for brengan by night on zoom in america and that was very very cute and you know you don't want to watch it don't watch it but it was beautiful to see it then everybody zoomed in and like someone reported in a newspaper a guy's doing uh his wrapping film on someone and he has his camera on and he's watching he's he's he's enjoying a night for bringing and he's he's in the morning at work video ah so so younger man sent our class in the chat uh a video how he put on a guy till to go vote to two days ago in crown heights that elections or something so he said why am i putting on the gothel because there are the groaners to put on the guy though because the rabbit told them to vote so it became a religious thing that tells you go get it what's going on in here there's some guy over here that's like falling asleep who's that mindy shepherd and the shepherd seems to be in there i don't know what they did no not really well after darshan old i'm you ready for a very long time i officially started seven o'clock right now it's already 11 o'clock i think although i can't tackle late which i i i can't forgive myself for but even late i i'm talking a long time i don't usually talk so long so i'm eating a little bit also maybe i need to eat something i think this is the right thing to do maybe usually i think i'm the right thing to do to eat maybe not sure i think we should put on a garter when we eat someone's making a joke of me someone's trying to make sauce in me okay okay who's this who's talking over here sheriff what happened to your sweater you left was asleep he's coming back he's coming back shortly when did you america a week ago two weeks ago yeah two and a half weeks ago you're still wearing your your your your summit yeah yeah no no no no smoke and that's baby we switched did he still remember i remember i remember you very very well the modern direct the very very special people that were pretty normal time most of shia's aidens are my nephews i think yeah yeah yeah i heard you were by most of the hassanas i was insulted and lazy and who else was there yeah i was very insulted that you didn't come slowly voice brings back memories where's jacob weiss today in uh 770. yeah yeah yeah weiss is a buffer this is from jacob weiss which is uh originally chicago chicago bucker [Music] okay very good oh man is mandy deich still here he was a mendi diet chair before many diets are still there it's dominant many diets are still in on this line no there's nobody here no i'll tell you why i wanted you to contact admission where where's amazement here you know nothing to talk about he's not here okay you want affirmation on the zoo i won't have a mission zone let me give you you it's really to mr congratulations that cousin you know i have his number i'll call him i want to say a story 13 missed calls 13 missed calls what does that mean it's a bad scene i have a 13 missed calls i want to say a story that i want to have a mission to hear but the mighty is i mean i can say it's information myself this is one of brenga and we're talking together so i figured let me show you listen you still you're here what's going on here he's he has a mask why does he have a mask let me give you his number daish 715-718-552-5812 yeah that the number you're talking about it's really slowly thank you again who's talking here activation you're giving a shitty niggler now are people yes um there is a music of people who come onto a zoom for bringing into disturb so um you don't have to be in a spoiled from all of these disturbances not a person that disturbs anybody this is it's not niaski guppy yasuki gopin is actually in another beginning right now we lost it's uh someone else that's coming to the store i see you i see a picture of yours i'm here it's me that's me that's nothing open yes okay guys help me out find point out who it is that's talking if you can help me yes you ask a copy don't worry about it i keep meeting people i know what you're talking about as a shrine of mere i feel i feel i feel good when he screams at me not because i'm happy that he screams at me i feel that he tells me the truth is how he sees it but you i know what you want from me what do you want from me why i you tell me things that didn't happen you're saying things that didn't happen you're muted okay male 1 of us i feel that i don't have what to say anymore i said i said already everything i have to say i said that we have to be eaten that have to bring the habit down into our lives i want to say a story i want to say a story which is a story a story i mean there's a lot of stories about the rabbit there's a lot of stories about that ever people say stories to me to me i would say when i speak about the labor and the stories about the level there's one story that to me is like the most greatest story that i could ever hear that i could say ever say over and that's to me the deepest story and that is azoy there's two stories really there's a story there's a story that i don't know a hundred percent that it's a true story i mean i believe it's a true story but yale says he asked about it and he asked about it and he lasted about it so i meant serbian says he was bavarian that's a true story but then there's another i guess two stories there's one story story like i'll say a story like this there's a story rabian says on that story that there was a hideous colonist where they never spoke to the salmon callous and then the seder advan was the salon would go by the rubber and the rebel would give them a dollar and give them a break it was it was such a hideous clothes and there was one particular hustle that the rabbit stopped him after let me ask him did you receive already my letter my letter to the wedding i wanted very good this caused an answer he didn't receive the letter what's that what's wrong never told them even believe never told this question which was you know you have a costume with a name like i don't know what schneiderlin i know some special name people say the rebel was giving this person special attention we have a regular name i faced wahlberg i don't know a name that's meaningless it's a meaningless name it's just a name a name amongst all the names said that the rubbish should stop this i'm not saying by the way everybody is meaningful but that the rubbish to stop this person with advice so darpa is a regular guy a regular bachelor of 70. so that stops him and he asks him did you get my letter and i it was advanced and someone saw this and heard this and he went in his booker and he asked this bakr could you understand why they ever said this to you so the bachelor says no i don't really know but i want to tell you a story and tabaka tells you this other person i'll tell you a story the story is that there were a bunch of bachram sitting upstairs in 770 in the south upstairs two o'clock in the morning i don't know what time in the morning one o'clock in the morning two o'clock in the morning five o'clock in the morning and they were talking do whatever imagine such a thing that buckram's sitting at seven seventy two o'clock in the morning talking about i don't i don't know it's hard to imagine but lapel and they were talking about all kinds of things so one book they were discussing the letter that the rabbi sends to the husband the letter that the rebels sends to the hustle how do you have to look at this letter represents how he's supposed to look at this letter so one person said yeah look at that but like a personal letter i the rabbit sent this letter to thousands and thousands of people the pale man is that i've been sending you a letter you have to look at it like a personal look then someone else said crazy it was all kinds of the union now there was one bokeh that's the booker that the rebels spoke to that he said i don't believe that when the rabbit signs the letters of the customer he really knows who he's signing to now what happens there's there's a hundredth has there's 50 bliss letters there's all kinds of letters so what happens sean mendel simpson is around everything is always shown yeah so he would bring the rabbit the letters and the rabbit would sign it the director know if he's signing a bar mitzvah letter he's learning a hassle letter he's signing a british letter does he know who he signed to he signed the letter sean who gave him the letter that that was this person's opinion about what happens inside the rabbit's room during the letter that's what this person is saying over to the person that's asking him what happened so in his mind when he went by he was a hustler and in his mind the rebbe when he signs a letter he signs a letter doesn't know who the letter is written to he's not even sure what the letter is about that's what he thought and here the rebels sort of speak telling him you got my letter i signed my letter if you need your letter it's in the mosques so what's it ever telling you that i said i read the letter and i signed your letter and i signed it to you and you're the person that i sent a letter to there's people and the devil is sending out letters and he doesn't know who he's like saying and whoever shall mendel seems to write let none rebel sending the letter to you and you're the that's what happened that's what that and so this this person says but he's uh and is which i want to share with you i want to share with you myself i want to share with you all so thomas it's a time to share it's time to share so i want to share my shaya this is a myself which i heard from someone that's the bala myself i heard a tough shin sama i'll tell you who i heard it from it's not politically correct the pale the person i heard from is offering me dovenick i don't know if you know you know evan mcdovernick is the mashbiya shlaine kimadanchi and because of the lame madanchi connection mainly we have a connection to offer and me worked it so offered me to tell because i personally want to tell you the mice you can hate and if i'll be massive for a minute i'll be rude i'm not going to be mad in yeah why do i have a thing circling it says waiting waiting waiting it's it's like like like i can't even see anybody i can't move usually i can move the screen to the right and left the skills on it i don't know we see you we see you and we hear you very well i don't know i can't see anybody and and for some reason the thing keeps going waiting waiting waiting should i try to try to hang up and try to zoom in again yeah yeah yeah try again leave and come back hey yeah okay [Music] okay now now now i see okay nobody's blocking okay [Music] i lost you no no i'm with you yeah in england fight myself oh i lost you i've mentioned i hear you i want to tell you all the story i want to tell you a story i don't know the stories of samus's story i mean it's amazing story but i'm i'm telling you right now i miss you here i hear you you're with me that's why i called you last night i'm telling you so i called you i called you this life to tell you the story okay i'm telling you right now i wanted to sit with you and tell you the story but i figured i'm saying the story now but if i'm ringing so come come to my brain we'll hear a story that that was the idea that i asked really to call you a he was in new york chanukah noon base canonical base he was in new york he was in new york staying by a family that there was someone staying in that that came from batshemish that that it was a person by the name of ellie and this alley didn't have any children yet he didn't have any children i think he was there without his wife it was just ellie he was there he didn't have any children yet he was there after the didn't have children and then there was someone else there in the in in in in this person's house where where offer was staying which had a daughter which had problems that her his she weren't working and she couldn't stand they had a carrier you know she couldn't push his thin she was a very good girl smart girl i looked good she pushed she couldn't stand she couldn't move her limbs weren't able to carry her she didn't have that strength of being able to close her limbs and be able to stand everything like fell in her knees fell in her insulin everything broke so there was it was offer it was ellie i don't remember what the other neymar was there was another name that was the story they were there they were there now this offer okay now this alley went to the lab and asked him for a broken for children this was like the sunday the sunday for dallas and he came back very disappointed he felt the rabbit didn't answer him warmly he didn't feel that there was a warm answer he didn't feel there was a warm answer and he was super ahmed he came especially from the chemist this alley whiner that came that whatever ellie weiner which is ate them by the greenberg and he sent him to new york that's how he ended up but whatever this police's house and the kitchen and this alley felt a little bit nishtasitsu freedom and he expressed it to offer express it off so alfred spoke to aliyah now now if nothing is telling ellie a story the author is telling another story you're with me yeah yeah author is telling ellie your stories this offer is an idiom by schleichman now you're going to have a note from this part of this this part of the story now offer when he got married he got married i think that's right maybe not 100 sure he didn't have children he didn't have children maybe for three years and he came to the lab of a tissue he came to the level of a tissue he went to the rabbit he came to the rabbit he was here when he came to the river he came before his wife came he came maybe before rosh hashanah his wife came before sukis some of his wife had what to do she had himself always working he maybe wasn't working he came earlier and he was staying by a slow dukman you showed you show by israel i mean i know i mentioned you're going to enjoy this part this party he went over and then he came up to brock and he didn't feel a piece he didn't feel a barren kite he didn't feel never give up then his wife came the wife came i think if this tata no i'm just sure when his wife was going to go over to the level in shanghai so you sure said that the broker that he received she should say to the rebber that she wants to have an achievement is that it's the tailor that i heard from offer beschem israel [Music] this is a viral rock he cannot move the never told you you should have a child this year this was this was tishrei there is that's what this wasn't tisha durgan i'm not a hundred percent sure this plot of the might somebody this way i heard from him it's going back a couple of years because i'm telling you i heard from him maybe he realized that it didn't happen yet and he realized didn't happen yet it didn't happen but it was the first opportunity that it could have happened it didn't happen and they were like disappointed the pale half hash that's what this is i'm telling you over from offer fabric this must have been there were forbidden and and they were listening to this offer was listening to the fabregas that's right and the level started publishing that was forbidden i don't which was after he already his wife received the broker on a shining shining rubber so he said he told me he immediately during the vibration he ran home and he woke up his wife and he told his wife what the rapper said he said foreign they were thinking about someone that needs the same indian that they needed which was children didn't have children the mailer they and they sat down and they wrote a letter to the number asking for someone else that was what happened that's what happened that's what he told me if i'm not mistaken above el from that year i think his name was dube if i remember correctly i if i remember correctly his name was but i'll call upon him so this is this is a story this i heard of offer midovic then he told me the story this he told me the story and whatever either someone gives them about then offers tell me that he was staying by this house in top shoe base chanukah and there was this alley and this other person i remember his name and him and aldi was explained it was was expressed that he went to the river for a bracha and he didn't feel a violent i don't know what that whatever that piquetsu author told over these people this elliot whoever else it was his own experience of tough shin mem gimbal my sense they offer i i missed that appointment offer had this child tough then he had i think another two children he had three children and pretty much consecutively two three years three years or so to four years then is my time with me she didn't have very much his wife didn't have him so this was like from involvement in zion until mumbai she's never issued mountain base is coming back hanukkah and he wants to have a bracha for children he's looking for a bracha for children so the mailer he's telling these people that we're staying in the same house saying jesus he tells him the story that he had and the senior olympics and the people they were staying by was a couple that also didn't have children there was a couple they didn't have children so they had this gas they had a bunch of guests they had this offer they had this alley and they had this other person and they were all staying in this house of this person then this person themselves didn't have children and so offer says the story he says his story and he says he says to ellie and he says to the other person that my i thought to you is that the next time there was another sunday that didn't go for dallas there was a sunday they went and then it was next sunday and this they were talking the middle so he says instead of asking a broker for yourself you say for your host the person that's that's hosting you here at your ma broken for him and and that's the rule i'm spammed by this ellie also went to the rubber on sunday and he also has the bracket and this other person whoever it was whatever his name was also from berchamesh or esteban for his and host mamash on that ear often had a baby boy i don't remember when if it was either olive or ella allie had a baby boy either also overall this was thomas hanukkah and the horse also had a baby boy that was the story of myself why did an author tell me the story because i was the host that's the story so the play i didn't know the story this was happening on base my daughter was born utes of moon base the pale that was the story well i didn't hear about the story until gimbals either mcdonald i don't remember i remember it was when i went to smiles i was thinking of going to work in swaziland i would behind kaplan there was a slaughter that should take a job in stras so that's when i met often that's when we discussed it i mean we do we met other times but i'm telling you the story so i wanted to say this i wanted to share the story what's in the code of the story because the story is that we've seen them and we talk about the lab with our therapy laws we talk about okay but there's a certain is battles of syndrome which means that we're the british beetle and the male uh yanderes or unzindaga that's that someone else should also should have what he needs to happen and that should be the negative and that's pr that's we talk about what's giving us that's my message is which is muscle yes cloud a normal person has the issues he actually means he's interested in himself that's normal it's natural natural how how can you not be interested in yourself besides that that's my message [Music] i wanted to share this story i felt kimotamos it's a time where we we think about the labor we think about the evidence of cities and being seen but i want to share so we could share our share on the phone and say we're sharing here on our fabric you're muted how long is this thing going on already this is father's yeah okay you had gorgeous you'll help if i could hear you i mean you could unmute yourself i don't know i cannot mute you i don't think i'm the host i'm not is i'm gonna go now we're starting a bar mitzvah in my house i'm shaw's making bermuda uh anyways good to see you i we started thinking before that time yeah the love of the the tone of how it starts we sang it before we sing it again [Music] i'm completely disconnected over here there's uh me i'm lost where are we oh i don't know your fault i am [Laughter] um [Applause] [Music] oh [Music] hello [Music] yeah yeah yeah [Music] hello [Music] [Applause] hi uh [Music] learn some say something say something say something say something that we should help to inspire us to explain that we have a we can be the rebels hidden in 2020 2020 not only the people that were there by some crusader not only people by fabrians people that were born after guiltamoon they could be there is real he's real today and the amish of the rabbi is to regale the amish of us and therefore that ames is not totally if you remember remember means if there's a rabbit there's a real rubber you have to learn to have this taylor series they have to follow the rabbit's lifestyle the lifestyle that he taught us how to live i don't mean his lifestyle the lifestyle that he taught us how to live and then we'll be there every single i we're not going to have what our parents says what we had what i have you're not going to have hey look you're not going was was a special experience and dollars were a special experience but that's how that means the arab is not the special experiences the rabbi is the fact that he is the one that connects us to our real self esteem and that rabbi is our rabbit today that's the rebel today and that's the rebel which we want to connect to that's the remember which which which is remember and that's the remember which we want to connect to we want our kids to connect with not the labor that gave us dollars because they never gave us dollars we gave us thousands but everything years that was not here today let me give his dollars unfortunately he's not here today and the level that we saw was in the states also but the rabbit the real rebel that is is regal us who we really are and that causes us to be able to connect to who we really are that rub is here today and that rub is real and that rubber is is the rebel we connect to and that's the rebel which converts the beast we're going to do what we're supposed to do to bring allah and that's what the rep is about them is about revealing us to who we truly are that shall we're truly who lost once and the rabbi is the liberalism now labrador reveals what is the same page basically it talks about the muscle the muscle of the tipa which comes from and over there he says it then and then from that it comes down to batman and in between the aim it comes down into super nina then he speaks about it we have the shabbos that are very very weakness shamans is very very strong but we have a capability of taking those shambis that we have and connecting it with the lab that ever connects with us and that causes that now shaman should be mortgage our true essence which is our connection to the course and that's what the lab is about and that is the level of us now and that's the level of us and that's the level we go to the air for that that's that's the that's the level we're talking about we're not talking about it about the labor dance and people have memories that's true it's all very very true but the people that don't have memories the people that didn't have those experiences could they really have a rapper because they really have a real level someone who thinks that you could only have a real rapper because you were here [Music] tells us that connects with us that connection is not telling you it's a ass music connection and we have to work on that connection to bring that connection down into our lives that even if things are comfortable we should still be uncomfortable with the fact that we almost accidentally and that's what he talks about talks about the there's a mesh that's what sabbas may throw [Music] thomas we go to the oil don't go to the whatever granite pan there's a level and there's a real rebel there's a rabbit that's our rebels but and the fact that we're involved in is all not really who we really are that's that's a misplaced person it's like a displaced person where we're and we have to internalize that rabbit which is the real rapper in us and to bring it down into what it brings down to hampshire of not being satisfied with anything other than the world that's up so much it sounds very hard but i can't talk about it but that's what it's talking about i'm drinking a lot of mushkin i'm almost faced with i don't know exactly where i am i'm not 100 sure i am i'm i'm talking to you i'm talking to you about what i think we're supposed to talk about figure this out maybe we uh could take a make-up for the in for a few years i nobody hears you alright well built nobody hears you we don't hear you now you're on mute it doesn't say mute by rav walberg maybe it's something with his own speaker maybe the headphones we can't hear you okay um i don't know if he could hear us or if we could hear him but i just want to see if you this story happened the same story happened to me last year we have a brilliant uh my commitment to the whoever it was that he asked me to bring i was making i think i think i was behind my commitment i'm not sure a hundred percent half percent send them a blow and no blows over there myself [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] wow [Applause] wow [Music] and me it's like in the middle of the night yeah place like almost 12 30. that doesn't mean the 12th day we have to finish [Music] should be causing a little good if you have a good thing i'm going to say i'm good or not i think that's it everybody and you should go do whatever you have to do you have to learn taylor i don't know someone wanted to say i know what i saw a word i'm not really sure all these kind of comments over there i'm not sure what the comments are yeah yeah if i could if i could say for a minute you don't have to listen but i don't want to keep you star hacking china all right it didn't go dead oh i see a familiar face so if i say if everybody could make a lakayam and uh davin for a few uh couples um to have a child the story that he rabbi wahlberg just said about uh rabbi mcdovnik has been proven to be true and that situation where he died for someone else what he needed it happened to me also my son he's celebrating his first birthday i dive in for someone in 770 to have a baby when i myself was looking to have a child and i came home i landed back home where i live and my wife picked me up from the airport and informed me that we were expecting our first child so the story is a is a very very true lesson for everyone i believe i didn't know this story i just it just happened to me as well and uh there's a few um names if everybody could please make a lakayam and especially if someone's in the same situation so that one for someone else um there's a few names i put it on the chat and i'll i'll announce it uh one while i make a lechaine for them uh one is khaimhil bendweira with his wife kaimuska bas charna leia um another couple is kaimushka bashan miryam along with her husband maisha ben saraliba with along with another couple nissan ben risha along with his wife kaimushkabast vera should be unificated with uh foreign [Music] according to your story they need to dive in for us maybe some of them are on this serve maybe some of them are on but uh i as somebody who was blessed with this bro through this source of such a bracha at least i this was one of the skusum so i want to dive in for them and um if you could include them in your prayers or if you know somebody that needs to have a baby give them these names along with this story okay