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so thank you very much
vindy thank you very much welcome
everybody it's a very very very special
evening in a about an hour it's the yite
of the Holy Theos
theal
so and my father's birthday so in an
hour in an hour we can dedicate it for
my father but tonight we I want to talk
tonight about the nine days and how are
they're connected to the building of the
beta
mikdash and how it's relating to us
but with the request of
the with the host a little very short
intro about my personal story that I
grew up like mindi said in Israel I grew
up extremely extremely secular for the
ones of you who know the Israelis who
are very very secular I was number one I
was pull pulling the the
flag you know in our in our beautiful
Tor we have a Minh that we say that you
can take a Mitzvah and you can beautify
the mitzvah mitvah
so I
would I would make sure that I do the
sin exactly how it's supposed to do and
that I'm annoying all my neighbors and
that it's done with a
stamp has the last
laugh and in the year
2001 I I left Israel when I was 23 I
came to the United States and I was
27 on a very special day was a Saturday
Shabbat and it was yudal Nissan the
morning of
P the day that the Jews 3,300 years ago
left their physical slavery into
spiritual freedom and that's the very
the day that it happened and I suffered
cardiac Ares arrest as a result of drug
poisoning in my blood my heart stopped
for 7even minutes my n went out of my
body went up to the Heavenly Court
through a very long process till to get
there and exactly how we read in theim
exactly how we read in our sources every
little thing was exactly how we
learn and for whatever reason I don't
want to ruin the
surprise but the the result is
obvious excuse me not all
going uh for the ones of you who can go
there are videos online I have CDs you
can take audio video five
minutes YouTube YouTube everywhere the
thing is that to say 5 minutes is almost
like coming to a doctor and telling him
doctor after 15 years of learning and
experience can you give me in like in 5
minutes the anatomy of the human being I
can't it's a 15-year thing
so so how's your English so my English
is good my mother's Australian so I grew
up learning talking in English even
though I grew up in AR Israel I grew SP
to I grew up speaking English and I
lived here for 17 years so they kind
that kind of polished it up and who's
who's my kala my kala my wife she's
American
hasem she she grew up in America very
secular and somewhere along the way she
also made a u-turn a good U-turn made a
good be if you can't really say the
story in five minutes the the short
version of the story is that I I I I
died but how did they get you to the
hospital well that's a long story the
short version of the story My n left my
body I was hovering over my body I saw
the whole thing from above the entire
physical structure of the world
disappeared there was nothing physical
everything was spiritual I was able to
see everything I was able to read
everybody's Minds I was able to see
through
walls beyond beyond words I was hovering
over the body and ascending above my
body and going higher and higher and
higher and taking off and at some point
I left the sphere of this
world into the famous tunnel that
everybody's talking
about and through this tunnel experienc
thousands of years of isolation and
torture
and till I got to the point that I
understood that there's nothing about
the Kos to a point that you you realize
in this world there are two type of two
types of realities and the first reality
is called the truth
and the second reality is called a lie
and a person can create a lie in this
world hide behind this lie and if he
doesn't tell it to anyone that is the
reality but this reality only works in
this world in the world above there's no
such a thing there's only one reality
and that's called truth there's only one
side to the coin and you cannot bend the
truth and you cannot sugarcoat the truth
and you cannot hide behind anything the
truth is exactly how it is
that's why our sages tell teach
us don't even come close to a lie
because if a person gets himself used to
lying in this world which is one of the
most sever sins he'll never get out of
it because a lie right away brings birth
to the next lie you can't end it with
one and more than that at some point in
the world to come if a person is used to
lying all day long and that's his way
out then at some point he's going to
lose that off option and then what and
if your entire life is just based on
truth on a met okay even if it's
embarrassing even if it's not so
comfortable or convenient to share the
truth but that's the truth and you deal
with it and the problem with most people
in our world is that they are not
willing to deal with the reality with
the truth so they hide it behind all
sorts of fake realities and then they
live a lie and then after 50 years they
find out that they're living a life of
50 years and this is the worst attitude
because leaves the body it doesn't have
this reality he has to deal now with the
truth and I understood and I knew that
the only truth is only
the not we say because there's nothing
but the
K and then after million years of
suffering in this spere of Darkness I
finally see this Godly light this
unbelievable beautiful white Shining
Light which was obvious that behind this
light is the master of the
universe tell You Now is really zooming
through 5 hours of a lecture into 5
minutes it seemed like something pulled
me into this slid in a split second I
was connected to this source of
information an endless amount of Godly
wisdom was downloaded to me like as if I
was connected to a main source of
information all the wisdom of the world
all the of the world and in that I see
this panoramic picture of the entire
world from the world day it was created
till the the last day one long panoramic
picture billions and billions of details
all connected to each other everything
that we see in this world that does not
make sense nothing makes sense in this
world you look at this world all you see
is death Horrors diseases Terror attacks
Holocaust hardship suffering that's what
we see in this world here and there we
see some good things very few people are
able to see the good in the bad but the
reality is to take any normal person he
will tell you where's the this uh God
that you're talking about that's
supposed to be so good everybody's
suffering here the point is that we only
see a few pieces from the puzzle and
it's like as if I saw all the puzzle
together everything was geniusly planned
unbelievable pleasure just to understand
it but unfortunately I did not have the
ability of what's called in the
professional tense a vessel to hold this
information so I had to be removed from
there into even a greater place which I
found myself completely completely naked
of course naked from mitv there wasn't a
body there and all the souls of all the
Jews were around me standing like a ring
looking at me which the feeling was
unbelievable shame because everybody saw
through me like a transparent Cup every
thought that I ever had every word that
ever came out of my mouth every action
that I ever did was just open everybody
saw
it the feeling of Shame was not not even
bearable was worse than the entire trip
coming there worse than that it felt
like I'm standing in front of the K it
literally felt like the master of the
universe told me what did you do wasn't
fear wasn't afraid that I'm going to
lift up my head and see some monster
that's going to kill me or beat me up
was shame cuz it felt like the master of
the universe told me I sent you to this
world with a list this long of things to
do and a list this long of things not to
do and everything I told you to do you
did not do everything I told you not to
do you did you messed it up
and I knew they're about to take me to
the next room and I was begging leave me
here for eternity with this suffering
just don't take me there sure enough
they took me there and I found myself in
this huge courtroom I know I'm in a
courtroom I'm in a such a low level was
considered in the Biblical term Rasha a
wicked person that my eyes were like
sealed I couldn't see what's in front of
me but I knew I'm in a courtroom and
amazing like the mishna teaches us when
a person does a does a sin he creates
himself a a catore a prosecutor
and if you d mitah a Mitzvah you create
yourself a sagol a defense attorney I
don't even know where I had the I looked
to my left and I see like rows like
balion of these prosecutors these scary
scary angels for everything that I ever
did and I don't even know where I had
the nerve I look to my right and I see
two differ
attorneys one was crippled the other one
was
blind wasn't so funny
then and at this point they're showing
me the movie of my life they're taking
me back into my body in a very weird way
cuz I'm in my body but I see myself and
they're showing me the movie of my life
slow motion 27 years of a slow motion
Movie and everything is pointed out he
Resto he relied he re cheated he Rec
cursed you pushed you did you
took 27 years of a horror mod because
they're showing me every little act that
I ever did every thought that went
through my mind every word that came out
of my mouth and all the souls of all the
Jews are standing there including you
and every person that I ever hurt is
standing next to me screaming at me and
every person that I ever stole from is
standing
there at some point they were telling me
listen I mean there only bad they tried
to gather all the good things they
pulled out a few mitv here and there but
the the the the ratio was like
999999 bad and 0.0 nothing
good which at this point they basically
just gave me two options either you go
back to this Mal that brought you here
or you go back down to this world and if
you choose to go back down to this world
then it comes with conditions you have
to do this and this and that you have to
be a living living your life like a
Jew Jew they didn't tell me what's a Jew
they didn't tell
me they didn't tell me that they told me
Jew to make me understand that here in
this world we segregate ourselves and we
don't like each other cuz I say o and he
says oh and he wears his suit like this
and he wears the jacket like that and
everybody hates each other they tell me
Jew because Lala everybody's the
same of course they told me I have to
pay my debts 27 years of
sins and I had to tell it to
everybody and I'm not going to ruin the
end but of course the end is that they
push me down this this
world my eyes woke up in this world
after going through this what I told you
now is not even not even a DOT of the
entire story which needless to say two
years later the transformation
so this is the real short version of it
the ones who can make it for tonight you
can hear it on MP3 you can see it on DVD
you can see it on YouTube on iTunes on
Soundcloud everywhere the CDs wherever
you want you can see it needless to say
that a live lecture is not even a close
to listening to it only for the fact
that in a live lecture you can ask
questions you can debate
more than that you see my
expression and more than that this is
what people do not understand that's why
I refused for many years to do videos
and audios and stuff like that because
when you're sitting in the room with me
there are all the souls they get
together and this is the power of the
live session because on a screen you see
a screen it's dead it's
flat but when you're sitting in a room
there is a connection between the souls
and the soul is already getting the
injection so I don't have to say much I
just have to sit and you already get it
by
Wi-Fi so I definitely urge you to come
tonight much better than anything else
that you're planned for
tonight if not then I don't know if
there's going to be any more chances to
hear it live here in America because
mashiah is coming you can come and
listen to it in Israel
bem but I definitely urge you to come
and if you can then listen to it online
in any format that you want want after
that I have hundreds of videos online of
people asking me questions and different
topics because B is's no way to describe
and even what you hear online for 3 4
hours is not even a fraction of the
entire thing besides the fact that 90%
of what I remember and saw there's no
words to even describe it you can't even
put it into
words what we call in the in our
terminology let to contract it into
something that my mind can actually
understand it's almost like telling a
2-year-old a mathematical equation and
trying to explain it to him doesn't even
know what you're talking
about but the point is not to get too
many details once I used to give sour
lectures people would be like already
fainting on the
floor but you give too much information
the person leaves with with a mess in
their
mind so I narrow it it down the point is
not how much information you take is
what you take out of the lecture
but if you were raised to go anti could
you be held accountable for the things
you did if you were taught that like you
know Orthodox or whatever that that
religion is disgusting and you know
religious people are gross and of all
that stuff yeah I tell you the thing is
this is the most common question that I
get the million dollar
question and everybody says it's not
your fault you're
no you weren't raised not let's say you
look at the Arabs and they hate the Jews
but they raed to hate the Jews so I'll
tell you what was my problem there are
two types of ways to do a
sin between me and and between one
person to another person they did not
show me that I was cooking on Shabbat or
ripping letters on Shabbat or driving on
Shabbat they did not show me what they
didn't know but you know what they
showed me you stole that you don't have
to be a Jew even to figure out that
stealing is bad you don't have to be a
Jew so much more so a Jew but you need
common sense so they showed me
everything stealing lying cheating
mocking laughing all these things I was
the bully of the class I would mock
people for for to get just for the fun
of it so some things yes you're not
accountable for cuz they tell okay you
know besides the fact there's a saying
in the Israeli
Army the fact that you didn't know still
you still get the the the the
punishment so it's almost like you know
the here in New York you park in the
wrong place they give you a ticket you
tell the the policeman but I didn't know
I don't care if you the know you park
you get the ticket in our Tora you see
the example here that if a person Shalom
desecrates Shabbat by mistake by
mistake still has to give a Corban why
cuz there's still a blemish done still
some type of a damage and the easiest
way to explain it imagine how you go you
see a little kid a three-year-old kid
goes into the kitchen opens the fridge
looks all the way up sees like the the
chocolate pudding all the way up starts
climbing the the the the shelves pull
out the pudding and as he pulls it out
the whole fridge is on the floor the
mother comes into the room assuming that
she's a normal mom she doesn't scream
and she doesn't lose it and
she she doesn't hit the kid she doesn't
punish the kid she doesn't do anything
she's like I understand it was a
mistake a normal man mom she's like I
understand it was a mistake but you
clean up the
mess so they come to you in the shim and
say listen we understand it wasn't it
wasn't your fault but clean up the mess
you made a mess so something it's
completely not your fault so you're
completely clean but Theon in the sh the
din in the Sham is accurate so you can't
that's what I said before you can't hide
behind a lie so you can't come and say
oh I really didn't mean that we know
what you meant
so this is the problem that people think
that someday in sh they can bend Corners
you can't so the Torah tells you one
thing and then there's things that okay
that you don't have to learn the Torah
to know not to cheat and not to steal
and not to mock and not to curse and not
to do all these things so yeah a lot of
things they didn't show me but you know
what they also show me what I missed
what I could have
gained and this is the worst feeling you
know people come constantly asking
what's G is that really fire do you
really bar they get barbecued
there you know what's the real
G they say that the Ganan is a pillar of
light K is standing in the middle
K is compared to light we seen many
different types of teachings that Kosh
is called
or so the stands in the middle the
closer you are to the light the more you
benefit the more you derive the more you
enjoy the further away from the light
you go into darkness that's your G
you're just not close to the party it's
almost like going to to a concert of
your favorite band and you're all the
way at the end you can hear what what
you're going to a lecture of your
favorite Rabbi and there's no speaker
and you're sitting all the way like I
can't hear a word from what he's
saying so Gom is not a barbecue but
sometimes depends each individual
individual is different but sometimes by
them showing you you could have gained
that you want to tell me that 5 minutes
of wearing T this what I would get yeah
you want to tell me that reading another
two capital of this is what I would be
able to achieve
yeah so burning on the inside it's not
about burning it's almost like it's
almost like you buy the with $1 the
billion doll lottery ticket and then
somebody comes and tells you I'll give
you $1,000 for that ticket of course
here I just bought it for a dollar and
the next day that's the billion dollar
ticket and you're like I couldn't I I I
I I could have won the billion dollars
and I I I sold it for
$1,000 so it's not necessarily that they
yeah a person who has Torah it's even
worse cuz you already know
it's a whole different category but with
me they didn't show me and things like
this they show me the little things
honoring your parents you don't have to
be a genius to honor your parents you
don't have to be a genius to be a mench
let's put it this way so they showed me
listen Okay so we we're not categorizing
you as a Ben T but you had to be such a
a not nice guy so that's the problem
that the de that the Judgment in shamim
is 100 100% and unfortunately in our
generation people like to sugarcoat
things and present it Ah that's a very
bad attitude because then the Nisha will
come and say hey why didn't you tell me
100% the truth that's not fair tell me
100% the truth I'll do it don't don't
round
corners so the problem is that we have
to be true to ourselves and we
constantly lie to ourselves that's the
problem with most people that they
constantly lie to themselves I mean you
can lie to anyone you want but you can't
lie to the Kosh and you can't lie to
yourself you can convince yourself
certain things but if you look in the
mirror you cannot light yourself you
know the truth so if you want to live
the right life then you be honest with
yourself 100% not 90% 100%
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