#545: Amida: Al Ha'Tzadikim (Part 14)

series is generously sponsor by the Saka family and sponsored by we are in the of we last left off we ask to give a goodly reward as if there are other types of reward a goodly reward to those who practice in his name not only in the way that we can access hem he expresses and manifests himself through his name he spoke about the K describe what real is Amun is the objective knowledge the fact that there is AEM a Creator a source of the universe speaks to what is our relationship with him in Israel security it means a connection that we believe that all that Hashem does is for our best even when it's painful it's not always pleasurable but it's always and that's why it's because that word we ask give a goodly reward to those who have in your name BS in truth why is that word BS in truth this is a throwback to Ash in as we said is close to all who call out him only to those who call him authentically and they all call him in a genuine fashion what other way is there to call the answer is there are two types of ways one can express their a person can go through the motions of looking like they're living a faithful life but it's simply a part of of their checklist so in order to earn a parnasa I have to go to work I have to do my deals I have to network I have to try to drum a business oh yeah I also have to have that's one of the things that I do and I control in order to get the result that I want so that's a very sh that's a very superficial that's a very self-serving type of a and it's not genuine and real it doesn't include surrender and submission it's just a checklist item got to take the medicine got to go to the doctor got to do the things I need to do oh yeah are some of the checklist things I have to do so I feel I've done all the things and then I'll get the result I want that's not b means and which one surrenders and submits and which one realizes they let go and let God that Hashem is in control of everything and when we do we ask for here there's a difference between and place our portion with them forever who's them who's the them meaning let us be like let us be among those who truly have trust in you genuine authentic and real reads it so is the word going on the previous clause and phrase or the next is a difference between Ash and with the with between let us never be what does mean embarrassed thank you why would we be embarrassed don't be embarrassed because we trust you why would we be embarrassed why would we be embarrassed so this is an illusion to the says you I take refuge when the world around me is chaotic and crazy when the world around me is caving in when things things seem to be going wrong where it's filled with doubt and uncertainty and I don't know what's next Hashem I can take refuge in you you are my place of Serenity and peace you are my place of confidence and Clarity you are my place I take refuge may I not be embarrassed may I not be embarrassed forever I should not be embarrassed what does that mean the and the do Shalom both say the same shot so you know when a person relies on others someone does you a favor you come and you say I need a hand out I'm short Can you spot me some dollars to make it to the end of this month you come and you say I need a connection can you affirm me can you make a connection can you call and introduce me when we require a favor from someone there's a little bit of embarrassment there's a debt of gratitude we owe them and we're embarrassed we're a little bit embarrassed that we needed the help that we got the help from that person forever when we see them we remember with a little bit of embarrassment that we needed them in great contradistinction when it comes to comes to hasem he the source of everything we're supposed to need him we can't not need him that is how the universe is designed we are his servants and his subjects we are his children and we rely on we need him so there's nothing embarrassing about it and in fact it's the opposite when a person leans on and realizes they need AEM so we're we are being sustained from the table of kings and not only is there no embarrassment or shame in taking a hand out from Hashem it's D wow I'm invited to the Royal Palace I have a seat at the Royal table I'm participating in the Royal dinner I'm not embarrassed about that I'm I'm posting it all over social media for everyone to see I made the cut I was invited I'm at the table so that say shom that's the when we are relying on you and we need all that we have and all that we get from you L we're not going to be embarrassed from people we would be embarrassed have to need that handout but from you there is no embarrassment we're so grateful to have a seat at your table to be in fact indeed that is a Cod for us has another he says it's not talking about in this world this is where the word comes in depending on where you place the word but it means when we leave this world we shouldn't be embarrassed why would we be embarrassed when we leave this world you'll have to come back tomorrow night to find out