#525: Amida: V'Lamalshinim (Part 7)

CZ series is generously sponsored by the Saka family and as well by y andan we're on the of and we've been going through different kavas to whom isim directed The the Heretics the Kim those who deny Hashem or try to distort the Torah kadosha his torah's Ms and try to have us subscribe to ideologies philosophies which are Corruptions of the Torah said among the kavanas we have not only literally Theos theim the Heretics but and he says perhaps one fulfills the we'll read this coming week's Pasha one fulfills daily Zur remembering our enemies and our intent our aim to obliterate them in this of but I'll tell you in I love when sit Snippets in the para everything comes together it's yesterday's para but it's not yet Tuesday so you're still allowed to get excited about it the bat yesterday's says that 18 times in the expression is repeated no less than 18 times the expression as Hashem commanded Moshe is used and that number 18 not only that number 18 should immediately invoke the image of the 18 what about the 19th of says the B that is is the other 18 times say only as God commanded but one time it says everything God commanded the everything comes to include the 19th the of simple understanding of the what does it mean first of all why so we read already the ram the r in the second tells us that in the time Sedin was relocated toi when he recruited to author this there was an enormous danger an enormous threat and he says more than all the other needs that we have the need for the continuity of the authenticity of our sacred Torah of AR was the greatest need and that's why it corresponds with because it is the greatest need because uses 18 times 18 what is one thing have to do with the with the other and the answer is perhaps simple what it means is what is the amida if not an exercise and surrender and submission that everything is as God commands we have our wants we have our wishes we have our desires we have what we think are our needs we turn to Hashem and we ask for them we beg and we plead for them but in the end of the day we surrender whatever commands whatever hem says that ultimately and that in the end is what he has in mind for us so we may have from our finite limited perspective we have what we ask for but even while we ask for it we say Hashem if it's a choice between our limited perspective and want and your omnipotent infinite view we of course surrender Kera we live our life Kera based on what you command so perhaps understood that 18 and the 19th mentions brings this down see how it all comes together so beautifully says there are how many months in the year 12 how many middle BR are there there's three three bras of praise and three bras of gratitude at the end that is six 18 minus 6 is 12 each BR in the middle the the bakha section of the amid corresponds with one of the months of the year but then G thei came along 500 years after and instituted a 13th says the what is that correspond withen adeni that's why we're learning basically for all of corresponds what does have to do with so first of all is right one fulfills the hope to obliterate to erase we remember so we can erase aik is when is observed is so it corresponds because that is where we have the intent and the kavana to remove and to eliminate a elaborates elaborates a little bit more that person has to be in is have to make a distinction between us and those around us that we distinguish we made a stake of we were assimilating we were enjoying our own demise drinking from the of the but in particular is about a it's about having boundaries about having walls about and that's to have boundaries from those who seek us to assimilate to lose our values and our ideology to lose our M to corrupt our M by introducing ideas and ideals that are that are unfamiliar that are false and that are Corruptions so there is a he elaborates a lot more but the connection of adeni so today the sit Snippets the par the month we could and Z too but we're at our six minutes they all come together